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my favourite found family <3
omg happy link click day 30.04.2025
#link click#cheng xiaoshi#qiao ling#lu guang#shiguang dailiren#my art#this wasn��t intended to be specify;y for the anniversary but I had fun with it so yea#I just really love these specific outfits it makes me feel fuzzy :)#omg first time draiwng miss ql I hope I did her right :^)#i wish I could redraw it so shiguang hands can touch but I. too lazy#also I got fuckign murdered by the official art oh god#im not ok#happy 4th anniversary to one of the most memorable pieces of media ever#I remember being so bored waiting for hira/ka/gi updates I was trying to find smth to distract myself#came across this donguha with 2 hot guys and gave it a try#now im balls deep in another hyperfixatjon
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My Player pre-demo 3 :
I'm so awesome,I'm so sigma, this adventure is gonna be a breeze. Im having lots of fun,sure I have my gulit but it had to be done. Putting BBNO$ songs in my headphones on blast. Hell yeah. Also occasionally flirt with people, because I'm swinging both ways if you catch my drift.

My player post-demo 3 :
Wow! I have to lock the fuck in and pretend EVERYTHING is fine ,im not about to tweak out, I care about people, totally ( why am I unable to truly feel that anymore...lives don't seem to effect me anymore,im a monster.)
I am hit with the realisation I will probably have to die and everything I do is temporary. I am everyones hero and If i disappoint them or fail, it'll be all my fault and I can go from quickly loved to hated within seconds. So I have to pretend NOTHING has changed.
I crave love and affection but due to my loss of solitude and having self hatred ,im unable to commit,but I still do feel insane gulit and deep inside care for them.
I'm a white knight,but under it I am nothing of value.

#i promise its not a vent im just polish and I love making tragic characters#my ancestors gave me this blessing trust#player block tales#block tales player#block tales#blocktales#roblox#doomed relentionships especially if you slap yearning into it#they can and still be drawn as silly post demo 3 im not miserable#also i still think theyre- fine enough#i mean they did rescue griefer by choice#they're just stupidly brave#humble? (lack of greed)#deep inside hate each other ( hatred) but cover it up#anddd....well solitude is the worst part#because they might not care as much about neither past of present#they care for their loved ones and friends but its that bothering feeling that- they just DON'T feel enough#they know they should feel grief but they just can't and that wraps around back to gulit#insane gulit#which I think thats what about in demo 4#sure they could feel gulity because they dragged calypso and trotter to the treasure#but also gulit because they just cannot share the same grief calypso has#and they know its BAD but they cannot truly experience or express it#anyway uhh#ppl are talking about how player just picked up the card happily and this just makes me#know that some ppl joined during demo 3 specifically and didn't pay much attention before#im one of them but sush not a bad thing#its not the first time guys#demo 1? cruel king BECAME BONES and we got the sword#demo 2? griefer defeated as a plant? also pick up sword and ofc demo 3 but its self loss than somone else ig
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I don’t know what to do—I have to trust someone—I don’t know who to trust
massive, massive props to aabria for this episode (here at this point and after!!)…to all of them really, but it was about here that I was driving yesterday morning and had to frantically try to hold the image in my head for the rest of my commute. I only kind of succeeded but it is what is. wow. what an episode
#worlds beyond number#the wizard the witch and the wild one#wbn spoilers#wwwo spoilers#the wizard sky 😭😭😭😭😭#here and everything after this did in fact break me thank you!!!#as ever suvi I love you SO much#also look. I know I fucked up eursulon’s clothes but I was initially using his first art as a reference bc it shows him fullbodied in his#spirit form which is what I needed but I got too deep in the drawing before remembering he had a clothing change so………..I half did it#ALSO I meant to include the fox in this if not ame but by the time I remembered that intent I was done rendering and like hell was I going#to go back and add in two more characters#so here we are#god#ignore that it’s nearly 5 I work stupid hours lately#my things
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gotta get rid of landlords not just cause they suck in general but bc they just be annoying as fuck omg
#this might not even be her fault but the fact that this room is fucked up at all means im throwing blame idgaf#i cant remember if i mentioned it here but there are LEAKS in my BEDROOM and one of them is in my LIGHT FIXTURE so theres a bowl of water..#ABOVE MY BED#so i havent bee able to turn the lights on in like days and when the landlord got here the first time they didnt do anything abt it#and then the light guy was supposed to come another day but that got cancelled and now on this random ass day when im like deep cleaning my#closest we can do the lights so i hd to shove all my shit BACK INTO MY CLOSET and im very annoyed !#also im here by myself with my sister and i dont like having ppl doin shit in the house when im alone with my sister !#kae.txt#honestly it wouldve been fine if i had just gotten a heads up before grr
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more clone^2 memes because i think they're funny















#dpxdc#dp x dc#dp x dc crossover#dpxdc crossover#dpdc#clone^2#danny fenton is not the ghost king#so canon to clone^2 and clone damian the portal that ends up transporting damian to amity park is left pr ambiguous#so really how he got there could be one of many things whether it be through divine intervention or clockwork's doing or hell#it could've also been quite literally the 1 in 1 millionth chance that a natural portal opened up beneath him and sent him to amity#and was a happy accident#but the idea that the laz pits or another adjacent such entity heard damian wanting an older brother (he meant og damian but oops never-#specified) and then sends him to the one person who could fulfill that wish and make him happy at the same time.#was really funny to me within the context of the lilo and stitch meme. the meme can also be seen the other way around with danny as lilo#and damian as stitch. but danny being stitch was infinitely funnier and ~technically~ more accurate imo#danny technically IS a nice angel but also. he's a developing menace to society (just ask wes) and he's going to make damian one too#danny being from the midwest means he has a midwestern accent and thats not something the bats know how to handle when they finally meet hi#hey look at that! my meme making skills are steadily improving. im no longer making the same joke six different times in different formats#those first two images i made a few days ago the rest i made in the last thirty minutes in a spur of clone^2 induced inspiration#and procrastination of writing the cfau rewrite of the first post. we are 10k words deep folks and just barely got past the 1st gala reunio#dunking on the giw is a god-given right and danny WILL pass it down to damian
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More of my Age Swap AU doodles





Now I skip off to sleep
#i got really lazy with hands if you couldn’t tell#i am also a believer in normal clothes on top of wetsuits#Fontaine loves stealing Ant’s own girlfriend from him to hang out with#she is unaware it is his girlfriend she’s stealing but it probably wouldn’t stop her anyways#she’s got bratty little sister privileges#Ant’s always sulking on the couch whenever she makes Kari do something with her instead of him#Ant and Maddie are in the vents if it weren’t obvious#it’s meant to be one of their first times actually having Fontaine and Finn involved in the family shenanigans#it took them a bit to remember they had to babysit them during the family meetups now#because they got used to years of just bolting to the vents the first chance they got until the smoke blew over#the deep 2015#the deep cartoon#ant nekton#antaeus nekton#fontaine nekton#mad madeline#the deep oc#age swap au#alpheus benthos
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ugh my baby fever is acting up (because of my period :(( ) and i just wanna write family fluffy fics ft. my favorite fictional men and their little kids
#nezusdesk#ugh my baby fever gets soo much worse during my period istg#god give me strength for this#like ughhh ofc zayne would have a boy and girl the boy will be first and then the girl years after#and then and then sylus would have identical twin girls who he treats like absolute treasures idk if hes getting a third child not sure yet#and caleb would probs have a medium sized family maybe three or four children most would be boys except for one girl whos like pip jr#love and deepspace#lnds zayne#love and deepspace sylus#love and deepspace caleb#love and deep space#and for my genshin men (no boo i didnt forget you) ummm#neuvilettes a full fledge girl dad he has one little baby princess and the melusines treat the baby like their most tiniest sister#wrio definetly has sons idk i just feel like hed have boys maybe one or two#diluc definetly had boys too#zhongli definetly had a son and a daughter#all the little babies follow their fathers around like little ducklings🥺🥺🥺🥹🥹#UGH THIS ISNT HELPING WITH MY BABY FEVER BUT AT LEAST I GOT IT OUTTT#someone restrain me before i start writing this frfr
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I'm not counting a player character that you made and never thought about further. i mean like. It can be your player character but at least one that has a name (or you intend to name) and some semblance of a story that you've thought about. bonus points if you've been continuously using this character for several years
#splatoon oc#splatoon#my expectations is that a lot of people made ocs in 2018#also i wonder how many s1 era folks are still making ocs or have been using the same one lol#or if theres anyone who was crazy enough about squid game to make an oc after e3 LOL#anyway i made cress in 2016 i consider him my first proper oc. he didnt have a name for several months tho#he as well as a few other characters i made at that time started out from concepts that i thought were stupid or funny#all the others i drew like maybe once or twice and got scrapped but cress the shitty headphone squid survived and got Deep Lore
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never start shipping something as a joke. it doesn't stay a joke for long!
#while this does apply broadly. this time it's about vernoco.#after 2.8 full playthroughs of coe33 i just got a voice line i'd never heard before#had verso resurrect monoco and he said 'thank you my dear' in that deep ass purring voice of his#to which i went: 😳#can anyone confirm if he says that to everyone?#i don't THINK they have any unique slash character specific resurrection voice lines#(as in like. dependent on who resurrected them)#but i'd genuinely never heard that one before#(i also didn't get esquie saying 'i'm the fastest ball' for my ENTIRE first playthrough. maybe some lines are just rarer than others)#expedition 33
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... I'm getting back into Voltron.
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Well, this'll be an interesting bout of hyperfixation, since the source is unavailable. Guess I'm improvising!
#voltron#voltron legendary defender#fanfics and edits it is!#of course this happened after vld got pulled from netflix ...#and i'm seriously considering rebooting one of my vld fics#either vld or star wars were the first things i erote fic for btw#we're going DEEP into the early fic writer trenches baby!#that time was also when i started questioning my sexuality come to think of it...
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I know we’ve all been calling Eddie‘s moustache, his gay moustache and I’m as guilty of it as the next person, but the reality is moustache he’s gave far more symbolism than being gay - in fact the gay moustache is actually a very recent thing (the 1970’s!) and an intentional movement by the gay community to subvert cultural stereotypes.
You see the moustache has been symbolic throughout history. They have been symbols of wisdom (think long Chinese moustaches), status (in parts of rajput India, historically only those of an upper caste could wear a moustache so it was associated with being ‘higher born’) and in Europe and America it was a symbol of masculinity and male virility. Indeed many European armies required officers and often enlisted men to wear moustaches. So its association with the military is long founded (apart from the equipment only allowing moustaches, it’s also a part of the reason firefighter swear them - because it is a male dominated career and therefore the moustache is a symbol of masculinity) and predates the moustache as a symbol of queerness.
All of this combined with Eddie diaz having one at this point in time is so interesting, especially because we now know that he’s going to symbolically shave it off on screen as a part of his emotional arc.
Eddie growing a moustache in the aftermath of the Shannon/Kim of it all - the fact Eddie has clearly not dealt with loosing Shannon or his grief, and there is a lot of other emotions and things tied up in dealing with that grief is super important. Eddie growing a moustache is him expressing his masculinity - tying himself to his heteronormative relationship and his military past.
To Eddie right now - his military past is when he had Shannon - it’s when he had a ‘complete family’. He isn’t seeing the cracks in the walls or the fact the foundation is made of quicksand. He isn’t able to see that his In his mind that is when he was happy and that is why he can’t grieve. Which is why he’s grown a moustache - because he’s clinging to his masculinity and the time when he felt he had control over his life.
It is essentially Eddie breakdown 2.0 and in the same way breakdown 1.0 came with a new haircut, but ultimately allowed him to process and deal with part of his trauma, breakdown 2.0 is likely to be the same thing. This time, likely dealing with Shannon and very likely the fact that she was essentially a ‘beard’ for him (even if he wasn’t fully cognisant of it at the time - I genuinely believe he loves(d) Shannon - but I also believe she enabled him to not have to look at himself too closely and keep himself in the closet) so shaving off that moustache is symbolic of shedding his beard (because he’s a firefighter and cannot have a full beard) and embracing his true authentic self.
So Eddie’s moustache is a symbol of his queerness - but only when he shaves it off.
#this is incoherent so I’m very sorry#but I have a lot of thoughts and feelings about Eddie shaving off his moustache on screen#I’m very much going to cry watching him shave it off - because of the symbolism of him freeing himself from his past#and it’s going to be beautiful#the history and meaning of moustaches is something I did a bit of a deep dive into when we first saw Eddie with one#but I didn’t post them because I wanted to see if we got any more information#(and I was having fun with the gay pornstache jokes)#but now I’m over here screaming about his moustache and its meaning#it’s departure is a symbol of his freedom from his past and the closet he’s trapped himself in#911 spoilers#eddie diaz#Eddie’s moustache#911 abc#s8
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for my money, labru is head and shoulders above other ships involving them simply due to the unmatched yap potential, i imagine them feeding off each other's energy like they're slipstreaming in mario kart until they start going fast enough to break the sound barrier
#dungeon meshi#dunmesh spoilers#labru#the Compounding Yap Effect#thinking about kabru wanting to understand the value of monsterhood despite how much pain they caused him ...#laios wanting to understand the value of humanity despite how much pain they caused him ...#none of this even mentioning how much kabru needs a person like laios to spur his character growth#kabru is a schemy schemer who schemes and it's one of his best qualities#but it's also what gets him killed over and over again in an attempt to get closer to laios and co when none of his usual tricks worked#it took until the absolute 11th hour where kabru HAD to choose#between potentially unlocking the secrets of the dungeon or giving it up to the canaries and losing his chance forever#if kabru had fallen back on what he knew he would have killed laios then and never got what he wanted#laios forcing kabru to be honest with his feelings#(a feeling kabru had buried so deep he was barely aware he had it in the first place)#is what finally gets laios to stop and listen#and he finally gives kabru enough of a reason to trust him and make kabru stop the canaries and give the party time to escape#and it's ONLY then that kabru is able to get what he wants#legit i cant imagine a more fulfilling ending for kabru than getting to directly engage his interest in a way that directly helps people#with someone who both needs wants and sincerely appreciates his skills#literally riding off into the sunset gay ass ending im#im going to be sick#day 28 being normal about them
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Man who stands dead still when you hug him in hopes of you losing sight of him and leaving him alone
#pretzel's art#you cant tell in the first one really but Both hands are deep in his pockets#i think i like Larry Fessenden's facial structure it's very unique so you must excuse any scribblings#hashtag sorry untildawn fandom#ud#until dawn#flamethrower guy#jack fiddler#chris hartley#it was meant to be em too but i got lazyyyy#🧍♂️these kids oughta leave me to my lonesome now (UNAWARE)
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In 2011 I drastically reduced my DWJ book intake to dripfeed levels, so it was only in the 2024 new year that I finally decided to read Deep Secret. My god - out of all her books this seems targeted at me personally? Stressed late-20-somethings, making fools of oneself in vicinity of fav authors, artist alleys?? Also, blatant unmistakable LGBT-rep??? I can't believe I slept on this one for so long!!! Definitely putting it on the upper tiers of my DWJ bookshelf.
Anyway, here's some designs I've whipped up for the characters! As always, might tweak 'em if ever I draw more in the future, but that's what's fun about figuring out character designs. Rob in particular is a joy to me.
btw Zinka plsplspls let me table with you
#diana wynne jones#deep secret#maree mallory#nick mallory#rob the centaur#rupert venables#will venables#simon venables#zinka fearson#ladies and/or gentlemen#i legit laughed out loud whenever the characters got stunned by them#like props to dwj that you can tell she was a bit confused but she did have the spirit#character design#also glad to say I've thoroughly revised my opinion of nick!!#first read Merlin Conspiracy back in 2009 and I remember being pissed because his backstory was so vague#the copy gave absolutely no indication that this was a sequel to another book#so finally getting context for all that was great and now i adore this eepy teen#(also reread MC after Deep Secret and boy I whooped at the one instance Rob my beautiful centaur son got mentioned by name)
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Okay, trying this again because something went wrong with the post. I’ve finally finished the art project I was working on, and I’m really hoping it works out as I’ve never posted a video on this site before. I made a reel of Ant and Fontaine, doing that trend where a guy pokes fun at a girl doing makeup or wearing a face mask, and it cuts to him wearing one. I thought it was really funny, and got the motivation to actually get around to it a while ago, though it took me forever to find a way of making reels that I was comfortable with. But I found something in the end!
I have never underestimated the effort it takes to animate something, and certainly not now that I’ve kinda done so myself. This was an eleven frame, seven and a half second reel, and it took me two and a half days to do. And most of the work was a lot of copy pasting since there wasn’t a lot of movement. Animators have even more of my respect now
#I’m not super proud of this#but I’m also telling myself this is my first time doing something like this ever so it won’t be the best#this was still fun to do#and I have so many other ideas for other reels#some for my actual fics and some just because I want to#and now that I figured out a way of doing them I can make more!#eventually I’ve got a few other projects to focus on right now#hope this one actually posts because I tried this already#the deep 2015#the deep cartoon#ant nekton#antaeus nekton#fontaine nekton
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added some neck deeps to the collection
#ramble#tattoos#neck deep#the first one was a couple of weeks ago#it looked very gross and awful while healing so i didn’t show it#it’s one of my favourite tattoos ever but iT’S SO HARD TO PHOTOGRAPH#the second one is from today#don’t get a tattoo right before jumping into a mosh pit#it was covered but cleaning it when i got home. so many liquids
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