#the depression /lh
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I forgor to post about it last week but those words are still escaping
The next chapter will be the last! Wow!
#Sorry I have been hermitising#it is#the depression /lh#I'm fine I'm just not as talky as usual LOL#Sometimes social media too social y'know?#Even our beloved hellsite#innisart#welcome home#welcome home fanfic#Also OH MY GODS gamers#my Wally plush is supposed to be arriving real soon sdfbgskdfhgsdagf#The delivery people said today but ig it's late; the tracker says it's arrived in Edinburgh though so!!#Soon I will have a son!!!#And then >:)#It will not be long until I have TWO of him#because idk if I talked about this but I'm making my own Wally doll#I will upload a video of the process to my art yoobtoob when the thing is finally done haha
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in a wild and unexpected turn of events I’ve become obsessed w saw (2004) so pls take this unserious Adam appreciation post 🤲🏻
#Idk what was going through my mind while I was drawing this but I think sonic oc Adam is the best idea I’ve had in a while#posting this to celebrate getting my depression diagnosis!!!!!! /lh#saw#saw 2004#adam faulkner stanheight#lawrence gordon#saw franchise#chainshipping#saw memes#saw fanart#saw fandom#horror art#fan art#digital art
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he really thought that the bullying would stop during concord...everyone point and laugh
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#chonny jash#angelo tag#last drawing was depressing so heres something silly#dont look too hard#its 6 am#uhm anyways heart and mind bullying (/lh) soul canon#oha and fun fact!#my soul design uses mirror pronouns#yayaya#ok goodnight jashers
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he’s getting into personal branding :)
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some progress sketches below cut
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#shoot from the hip#The Grape Depression#yeah this is fanart of a sfth character even though it’s literally just pinnochio kill me now /lh /j#I used a reference of the actual pinnochio for just an idea of the colours but nothing else :)#Watercolour#emu draws#Outline is with a charcoal pencil#Tumblr ate the quality but oh well#I was listening to the grape depression when I drew this#sfth fanart
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Okay so I don't trust Atlas at all..
Like the guy is shady af..
Why you may ask?
Well it's shady that no one beside Sun saw him..
Maybe Dark Sun know who Atlas is but it doesn't matter cause like Dark Sun wouldn't help anyone and like Dark Sun is more like a concept than a real character at this point - it isn't a complaint but a statement..
And like after finally watching the episode with Rez I realized that he talks in very similar manner to Atlas..
And like hmm it's suspicious..
And like Atlas I think that he wants to use Sun.. or more specifically he wants to use Sun's powerful magic..
And also Sun and Lunar are parallels so like Lunar learned NSP and hid the truth from others and he wanted to be helpful and he argued with Earth and like it reminded me of when Sun learned star power and lied to Nexus and argued with him..
Though the difference is that Sun didn't harm Nexus while Lunar harmed Earth.. I'm talking about physical hurt cause like emotionally Sun hurt Nexus.. but like I was annoyed with Nexus not because he was upset that Sun was hurting himself and lying to him but like because he never tried to find out why Sun did that.. he never tried to understand Sun..
And like Earth was definitely so much better than Nexus cause she really tries to understand others.. and it's like valid that she got upset cause she didn't want to hurt Lunar so she was asking him many times if he's okay with her being friends with Eclipse.. so it's understandable..
And I think that if it wasn't for Lunar harming Earth because he accidentally unleashed NSP which he wasn't supposed to learn at all so it's valid that others were angry at him for that.. I think that if it wasn't for that Earth and Lunar would try to talk it out.. unless maybe Lunar needed this to finally work on his issues.. cause maybe he'd still try to avoid it..
And I still think that Earth will forgive Lunar and be on good terms with him after he'll work on his issues.. cause like Earth is kind person.. but she needs a lot of time right now..
And like it's totally different issue that Earth probably shouldn't befriend Eclipse.. cause it's different thing that she was helping him than like befriending him..
So Lunar's feelings are valid.. and I think that he mostly said he's fine with it cause he was too numbed with his emotions and only NSP got these emotions out..
And it ended up badly cause it happens.. like I feel bad for Lunar but this is what can happen when you don't try to work on your issues but instead ignore them and let them just reside inside you..
So that's that.. cause I think that we shouldn't bash on Earth for being upset at Lunar for harming her because she befriended Eclipse when while Lunar was angry because of it he shouldn't hurt Earth.. even if it was on accident it wouldn't happen if he didn't learn NSP.. and maybe like try to talk about it earlier.. that he isn't actually okay..
And I think that it'd be totally fine if he was honest about it like if he told Earth that he hates it that she's friends with Eclipse but he doesn't want to talk about it or work on it cause it hurts too much or if it's too hard for him.. I'm sure Earth would understand..
But like don't say that Earth can't be upset at Lunar solely because it was wrong of her to befriend Eclipse.. cause like two wrongs don't make a right..
So that's that..
But also I think that Sun is numbing more.. and I think that it's related to suppressing Nexus' issue - sorry it sounds weird but idk how else to call it xbbxbxbbxbxbxbx
But like I said I think that Sun won't even realize that he is acting differently like I think he'll be showing less emotions and he won't be able to express his emotions but he'll still care.. and Sun would be like idk what's wrong cause like I'm still the same..
And maybe it'll be that Earth will maybe think that Sun doesn't care cause he'll act more distant emotionally like he'd still be there for her when she'd need it but he'd be odd because he won't be able to express any emotions and Earth would find it weird and she'd be worried that maybe Sun doesn't care just like the rest of family - but not because she think that Sun is bad or something but because she definitely gained trust issues..
And like I want to try and trust the process cause I really like how they're making Sun and his arc is well written and his issues as well..
So I'm trying to not worry too much cause up to this point I liked everything so like dndnnxndndnd
#sun and moon show#sams#sams sun#sams atlas#laes lunar#laes earth#laes#laes rez#sams spoilers#sams thoughts#cifjgfgjc#i'm trying to write my thoughts on these shows again cause I want to do more#like depression won't win this time#/lh#dgudhdhgdd
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has anyone ever told you what a service you're providing by making and sharing so many cute kitty drawings with stblr for free. appreciate you greatly for existing i hope you're well
I think I've said this before, but like. I get kinda anxious any time I post kitty token on here. Because it's the primary thing I draw for this fandom, and I've been at it for almost a year now (10 months? idk). So I get worried that it'll get annoying or overdone, and folks will just be like "oh another cat i guess... :/"
so I really do appreciate it. I really like the silly little cats, so it's good to know people aren't just being polite when they interact. and other eepies still like the silly little cats too. love u anon :3
#sorry to turn your sweet ask into a brain dump. i just get really fucking insecure about art sometimes so i.got a little ajahsdhjr ;w;👍#esp since im starting to improve after losing so many skills from years of depression art block#so i can see how art from even a month or two ago kinda sucks /gen /lh(?)#like its one thing to spam the dash. its another to spam the dash with shit quality art‚ yk?#anyways sorry i'll stop yapping lol#all of the kissies and perhaps even a smoochie for u anon <3 your kind words truly means the world /gen#askkiel#anon.ask
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Guess who drew something after 5 eons…… it’s just a sketch though sorry 🤭
I don’t really like drawing his eyes, since I feel like my art style takes away the cartooniness when I do that, but here’s both versions anywayz <3
Also guess who’s been learning color theory
#Tsp#tspud#the stanley parable#narrator tsp#tsp narrator#rickety’s art#Sorry depressions kuhrayzee 😬 /lh
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I may not show it 100% but I redact all the he/hims yall put on Mac and Wukong and make them she/hers 😩
Nobody sees what I see.
#Yall If I had more trans lesbians shadowpeach content my depression would be cured /lh#shadowpeach#lego monkie kid
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Can't stop thinking about unhealthy co-dependent teen!fireskulls..
#directly related to that Matryoshka idea i had#Pump's fear of abandonment (which stems from his parents leaving for work) leading him to do stupid and selfish things to try and assure#him that Skid won't leave him#spooky month#skid and pump#skid#sm skid#pump#sm pump#skump#fireskulls#au#skid x pump#the idea I'm having rn is that Skid starts to experience psychotic symptoms and depression#and he's like hm maybe i should go to the doctor about this#but Pump is immediately like oh my god please don't because he's scared that if Skid gets medicated he'll realise how ridiculous and chaoti#that Pump is and won't want to be his friend anymore#so yeah gaslight gatekeep girlboss ig#(none of it would be romanticised at all btw)#they deal with their turmoil in different ways#skid draws and spraypaints his ''personal monsters'' (hallucinations. he doesn't know that though) all over the place#pump destroys stuff with his hammer and sets shit on fire#so yeah if y'all like the sound of that incredibly angsty (and probably cringe) au then I'll draw something for it lol#i just want skid and pump to be a little fucked up when they get older okay#sm 6 hinted that their personalities are gonna change (them getting upset and wanting to be better)#so this au would be that but cranked up to the extreme#they're still very silly and spooky btw they're not like edgy broody teens i'm not that bad /lh#i guess the best way to describe it would be like...#you know jinx from arcane? imagine if her character was split in two. skid gets her psychosis and pump gets her chaos and violence#wow i accidentally reached the tag limit lmao
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genuinely distraught at the idea that people dislike Catcher in the Rye. What do you mean you dislike Holden ? Yes he’s a whiney self righteous teenage boy, but like he’s just very blatantly depressed ??? He blames himself for his brothers death ?? He’s just a kid ??
Maybe it’s just cause everything Holden is saying and feeling connects so closely to my own experiences with depression and growing but he just feels like a deeply realistic kid. He makes stupid decisions and he spends the entire novel just trying to make a “meaningful connection” with someone. He feels entirely alone and as such obsesses over ideas and people that are ultimately meaningless but he attributes such value to them. And even more than that, the end of the novel is hopeful. He’s going to keep living for his little sister, he’s going to try again at another school. Just- even the title of the novel “catcher in the rye”- he wants to help people. He wants to save people from the reality of the world that hurts him so.
#sparrow speaks#/lh like I care#I just#relate to him too much#He keeps trying to go back to the past#Before he was like that before he hated everyhting#And he very clearly can’t see anyway forward#HES DEPRESSED#BORDERLINE SUICIDAL#Idk just Holden caufield#catcher in the rye#He means so much to me#it’s probably his fear of intamcy and general depressed attitude but I also always read him as ace#And bi but that goes without saying#holden caulfield#fiction#novel#Sorry I’m posting about 9th grade required reading do you still like me ?
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me, first getting into danganronpa: wow i really love sayaka!! hopefully she doesnt die or anything haha :)
me, seeing the first murder of the game:
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why did it have to be her
#I HATE YOU DEVELOPERS#I HATE YOU ALL#YOU ALL SUCK#/lh /j#danganronpa: trigger happy havoc#sayaka maizono#oswalds rambles#just thinking about it makes me depressed.... cries#danganronpa spoilers
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i designed some guys from my warrior cat name gen to put up as adopts but i got attached to this one in particular
everyone meet my new oc, conefeather
#the fact that the gen has them#as rude depressing & fatalistic#but lawful good is crazy /lh#(cat on the right in the last pic is my 2015 oc chivetuft)#conefeather#chivetuft#warrior cats#warrior cat ocs#my ocs#my art#warrior cat memes#loafbud#loafbud wc#fanart
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went outside for the first time in a week (shh i was sick) and it finally feels like autumn oh my god like. it's getting dark at 7pm and stays dark for 12 hours and the days are getting shorter and we're finally getting into the half of the year where I'm thriving i'm so happy i'm going to cry fuck
#mona rambles#look ik a lot of people struggle in winter#as do i in summer#so like if you do. i'm sorry but this post isn't about you just let me have this#my mental health in summer hangs by a THREAD and it's a pain cause everyone is always like boohoo winter :(#skill issue. my time to shine is here get out of my way /lh#(i do feel for anyone with seasonal depression!! this is my spring tho so imma be happy about it)
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You reblogged the post about how people identify your art, and I have no idea how to explain it, but how you draw eyes is definitely a factor. Otherwise it’s the style, and recently the vent art you’ve been making has so much emotion in it, I’m actually really jealous of your capabilities, even if you’re going through a rough patch right now. I hope it gets better 🤞
aaa thank you <3
i was definately one of those kids that drew eyes on all my school work and notes lol. i defiantely have a very specific way i like doing it and im glad its noticable!!
it may be selfish, but im glad my vent art is seen and appreciated. its incredibly validating to know i can get emotions across in art, and also im not just some weird anomoly for being so upset all the time
#rambles#art trademark#once i can make an animatic without burning out its over for all of you /lh#after a depressive episode it was good to get that gif made#i say after as if im out of it lkjfalsjdkf- after the bulk of the numbness passed#i have so much i wanna draw but my energy levels are still through the floor lmao
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im very autistic over this man im sorry
#a little smth i did yesterday#i think it was yesterday#its been a while since i did a piece w a background#finally out of my fucking art block#andd#broke out of my depression era!!!/lh/hj#i can finally DRAW AGAIN#anyways#self ship#selfship#f/o#❤️hungry for your love🍬#🔪my devil guy🥩#mod bun
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anxiety sans?
So like, just cannon then….? Jdjdjdjdj
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