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clowningcrows · 3 months ago

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i got my hair cut short yesterday and today i put on my binder and clothes that make me feel comfortable gender wise and im ngl i started sobbing when i looked at myself in the mirror. for the first time in my entire life, i felt like it was actually me that i was seeing in the mirror. i never even knew what i was missing before. i didn’t know it was supposed to feel like this.

#i’m so overwhelmed but so happy #i was legit bawling #i was listening to music and i bet on losing dogs came on and i officially lost it after that #the clothes in question unfortunately includes a venom shirt which is both hilarious and embarrassing to be sobbing crying in #also when i got it cut yesterday both me and my stylist caught me genuinely smiling over it #like very giddily and genuinely #which has NEVER been a thing for me when i get my hair cut #like yeah ofc i smile when they ask me and it’s not like i Didn’t like the cut ever #i just felt like i had to play up my excitement and mask sort of??#but for the first time yesterday it wasn’t a forced smile it was completely accidental #and god that felt so good #silas speaks #trans #transmasc #transgender #ftm #trans ftm #tboy swag #gender affirming haircut #transmasculine #trans joy #trans positivity #transmasc joy #transmasc positivity #queer #trans community #transblr #trans tumblr

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