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thegreatyin · 8 months ago

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okay so picture this. just run with me here a little bit. open your mind to imagining. behold the reguel lore (abridged, in vogue, i almost died, 3am challenge)

and you're all alone, even when you aren't.

you're made from nothing by the void to be the most special beautiful adorable little creature in the world. and you absolutely adore the void. you're like a little baby duckling and you imprint on the void from the moment of your creation and all you want in the entire world forever and ever is to make your parent happy. and the void makes a handful of other guys exactly like you but you don't even care beyond that it gives them attention instead of you. why does it do that. all you want is to love it. weren't you made to love it. why is it walking away and why is it looking at other things and what are you without it there to guide you and love you back.

you've existed for all of ten minutes but it's horribly horribly unfair because you were made specifically to love the void and it's gone. it leaves you before you can even process it and you're left standing, alone, without a purpose, because the thing you love so so so so so much abandoned you. and the other things it made like you don't even care! they're all running around and living their lives and they can't even see that the void is gone and they don't even understand why this is the worst thing in the history of the universe (that you barely even know anything about).

you try to reach out and be normal but it never works it's not the same. you need the void back you need it to love you what are you without it? you can't imagine yourself without it. you can't comprehend yourself without it. even when you fall in love and even when you're happy and even when you're thriving its absence haunts you. your own family dies. your own family dies and you couldn't save her and you bet the void could've saved her but it wasn't here and everything just gets worse.

when the void tells you to ruin everything you listen because it's the only thing you've ever had and you can never comprehend anything else (you refuse to start comprehending anything else). and you do and you kill the only other thing you love and she's laying there beside you, dead, and you run to the arms of the man who killed your family and he twists you around like putty and you're so tired.

you're so alone.

you just want the void back. you just want (its) love back.

you keep going and you keep spiraling and before you can even look back, your family is dead and gone and broken and the only thing you have left is yourself and the blood still drying on your hands. and you're still alone and the void hasn't come back. why hasn't it come back? are you not good enough for it? that must be it. it must be. surely obviously if you're good enough it can come back and everything will be okay and you'll be loved again.

so you casually start a two million year long cult escapade (as one casually does) and it all goes nowhere. and you're alone. and all you've done your entire life is ruin yourself and everyone around you and you barely know how to function without something that left so long ago there's generations upon generations of your kind that don't even know its name.

you're so alone. you're so deeply, deeply alone. when your most hated enemy embraces you it feels like poison but maybe you love the taste and you deserve it anyway. and he turns out to be good. and he turns out to be full of love. and you've been wrong your entire existence but maybe that's okay and maybe you can live outside of the void's love because its never loved you anyway but also who are you without it? who are you without the thing you've spent eternity chasing?

you don't know. you don't know anymore. you could look in a mortal mirror but the thing staring back doesn't even resemble you. you wonder, briefly, if everyone loves you now that you're lonelier than ever. you wonder if everyone loves you now that you can't fly. now that you're not part of the madness. you miss it. you miss yourself. you miss the void. you miss your family. you miss your family that you murdered in cold blood and you miss it all. you miss it all so so so so so so so so so much.

and also throughout literally all of this you're a barbie princess and you fuck severely.

that's reguel. any questions.

#the axolotl ever.#yin-thoughts #above #the any questions comment at the bottom of this insane nonstop ramble is unironic btw #ask me to elaborate/give more detail on any of this and i will gleefully answer bc like reggie i too am insane <3 #(there's almost no paragraph breaks here mostly for the atmosphere im sorry in advance.)#this is worded enough to almost be a writing post in of itself honestly #my writing

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cloudysarts · 3 months ago

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yeesh. touchy subject

hey have you guys noticed that in dreamscaperers, bill has to squint and get really close to the memory to be able to read the numbers. i have. heres a low-effort comic about that

(edit: theres more to this comic now! you can find follow-up doodles here and here!)

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hummise · 29 days ago

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not really sure where i was going with this ?? they've just been on my mind recently

#is it ooc ? maybe #i have a small follow up idea...#but like idk if i ever get around to it #gravity falls #bill cipher #the axolotl #the book of bill #comic #fanart #art #digital art #artists on tumblr #hummise art

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maxzemillian · 9 months ago

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hello 💀

got the audio from another user in the kinitopet discord server (creditz to them! honeychips4090)

#kinitopet #kinitopet my beloved #kinito the axolotl #sam the sea anemone #kinito fanart #this is probably gonna be one of the worst kinito things ill ever draw #do you think kinito likes burger king tho

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puppyeared · 1 year ago

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axolotl

#covers my face. this is dumb theyre dumb idk what was going thru my mind making this.h #i like this brush tho i think ill keep using it #i had this thought awhile ago that axolotls kind of remind me of macs ears. and i had a nice thought that if wukong ever saw one #he'd say the same thing. and thats why im sitting here with my head in my hands #macaque doesnt know if hes embarassed amused or straight up smitten. its all 3 #i have such a hard time drawing necks and shoulders.. mac is supposed to kind of hunch up his shoulders #the way some ppl do when they bow their neck down kind oflike. defensive-tucking in position when theyre making themselves small #i cant really get it to look right so it kinda looks like his head is sunken too close to his shoulders. so i guess ill keep practising #maybe if i brought his head closer to the collarbone it will look better. but i struggle with foreshortening so theres a chance itll #just look like his neck starts at the collar. ughhh #god have mercy if i ever draw hugs. i hate positioning the shoulder i hate hate hate it. 10 dead 17 injured #i have new design note ideas for em but ill post another time #myart #doodles #lego monkie kid #lmk #monkie kid #shadowpeach #lmk sun wukong #lmk swk #lmk macaque #lmk six eared macaque #lmk liu er mihou

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turtleplushi · 4 months ago

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The frilly guy upstairs :3

#this probably wont be the last gravity falls post i make haha #axolotl gravity falls #bill cipher #the book of bill #tbob spoilers #tbob #turtle's art hoard #i want them to hug #or kiss i cant decide #platonically i mean. the axolotl gives bill a little good night kiss #the besties ever (its so one sided)#the axolotl gets like two poems as dialogue and im already projecting so many headcanons onto them its insane

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sage-nebula · 4 months ago

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How Bill says he feels about Ford currently:

How Ford says he feels about Bill currently:

#in case anyone is wondering how the divorce is going :)#both things are from thisisnotawebsitedotcom #gravity falls #bill cipher #stanford pines #billford #i cannot stress enough that Ford literally tells Bill to - quote - ''choke on glass''#the ''eat glass'' gif is not an exaggeration #and when Bill says that he ''never said [he] didn't care about [Ford]'' to his therapist #he says that ''everyone loves having a pet human''#thus the ''favorite cat'' gif #toxic old man yaoi as hilarious as ever #EXCEPT FOR BILL MAKING FORD GET RID OF FRILLIAM #AND HOW FORD DID THAT #I CAN ONLY HOPE THE REAL AXOLOTL TRULY WAS POSSESSING FRILLIAM OR SAVED HIM SOMEHOW BC WTF #I'M SO UPSET ABT THAT #gravity falls spoilers

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starsillys · 8 months ago

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MWUWHEHEHEBEB SCHOOL DOODLEUS ‼️💥💥

RAGGHHAHGHAHGH CRAZY

#kinitopet #kinito the axolotl #kinito fanart #kinitopet fanart #jade the jellyfish #sam the sea anemone #kinito #kinito my beloved #doodle #BRUSHABABAHAHAH #SILLYY SILLY GOING crazy I think #They’re all I ever draw nowadays guys like slash srs #All I think about ever #Crazy going silly and crazy #Tag rambling….mwuwhwhahaj…😈

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mechieonu · 4 months ago

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immensely funny how the book of bill casually affirms everything we've all thought over the years

#still not buying it but i saw it at the store and flipped through a few pages #that axolotl was right. he's not happy and he's a liar #and he's been miserable ever since he burned down his world #and he is STILL not over the breakup #ford doesn't hide shit for protection as much as he does shame #billford canon billford powerful ig lmao #gravity falls #billford

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sketchy-entertainer · 8 months ago

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From a person who had unfiltered access to the internet as a kid growing up, I can tell you if I was told I could have a PC friend, I would install that with little hesitation. So, I'm hard pressed to say some random kid would install Kinito seeing how silly he looked. I doodled some of that for y'all today.

Some more spoilery things down below, mayhaps.

We love to see cute platonic stuff of a lad and their virtual assistant axolotl friend.

#kinitopet #kinito pet #kinitopet spoilers #kinito pet spoilers #kinito the axolotl #10 foot tall kinito is just tucking Jo in.#he's so tall that he has to crouch #but it also makes his legs wobble #kinito probably sings lullabies to a kid before they sleep.#or reads them bedtime stories.#kinito is the best friend ever.

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snailsnaps · 8 months ago

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You chose to stay, didn't you?

#lil WIP thing that came out of some thumbnail practices #dunno if ill ever render it though #I have much more stuff to post yet #IM COOKING #LET ME COOK #KinitoPET #snailsnaps #hellopaint stuff #kinito #kinito the axolotl #kinito my beloved #kinitopet fanart #kinito pet #kinito fanart #kinitopet you #kinito au #kinitopet au #sketches #HELP ME

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sincerely-sofie · 4 months ago

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Sofie Plays KinitoPet: Comic Edition

KinitoPet wasn't a game I was really able to liveblog like Slay the Princess, but I made some goofy sketches of the experience! There's oodles of additional comics under the Read More!

(The camera app genuinely bugged out and wouldn't show anything at this part--- my tech incompetence seems to be bleeding out into how KinitoPet.EXE is able to run on my computer)