#the axolotl ever.

[thegreatyin]

okay so picture this. just run with me here a little bit. open your mind to imagining. behold the reguel lore (abridged, in vogue, i almost died, 3am challenge)

and you're all alone, even when you aren't.

you're made from nothing by the void to be the most special beautiful adorable little creature in the world. and you absolutely adore the void. you're like a little baby duckling and you imprint on the void from the moment of your creation and all you want in the entire world forever and ever is to make your parent happy. and the void makes a handful of other guys exactly like you but you don't even care beyond that it gives them attention instead of you. why does it do that. all you want is to love it. weren't you made to love it. why is it walking away and why is it looking at other things and what are you without it there to guide you and love you back.

you've existed for all of ten minutes but it's horribly horribly unfair because you were made specifically to love the void and it's gone. it leaves you before you can even process it and you're left standing, alone, without a purpose, because the thing you love so so so so so much abandoned you. and the other things it made like you don't even care! they're all running around and living their lives and they can't even see that the void is gone and they don't even understand why this is the worst thing in the history of the universe (that you barely even know anything about).

you try to reach out and be normal but it never works it's not the same. you need the void back you need it to love you what are you without it? you can't imagine yourself without it. you can't comprehend yourself without it. even when you fall in love and even when you're happy and even when you're thriving its absence haunts you. your own family dies. your own family dies and you couldn't save her and you bet the void could've saved her but it wasn't here and everything just gets worse.

when the void tells you to ruin everything you listen because it's the only thing you've ever had and you can never comprehend anything else (you refuse to start comprehending anything else). and you do and you kill the only other thing you love and she's laying there beside you, dead, and you run to the arms of the man who killed your family and he twists you around like putty and you're so tired.

you're so alone.

you just want the void back. you just want (its) love back.

you keep going and you keep spiraling and before you can even look back, your family is dead and gone and broken and the only thing you have left is yourself and the blood still drying on your hands. and you're still alone and the void hasn't come back. why hasn't it come back? are you not good enough for it? that must be it. it must be. surely obviously if you're good enough it can come back and everything will be okay and you'll be loved again.

so you casually start a two million year long cult escapade (as one casually does) and it all goes nowhere. and you're alone. and all you've done your entire life is ruin yourself and everyone around you and you barely know how to function without something that left so long ago there's generations upon generations of your kind that don't even know its name.

you're so alone. you're so deeply, deeply alone. when your most hated enemy embraces you it feels like poison but maybe you love the taste and you deserve it anyway. and he turns out to be good. and he turns out to be full of love. and you've been wrong your entire existence but maybe that's okay and maybe you can live outside of the void's love because its never loved you anyway but also who are you without it? who are you without the thing you've spent eternity chasing?

you don't know. you don't know anymore. you could look in a mortal mirror but the thing staring back doesn't even resemble you. you wonder, briefly, if everyone loves you now that you're lonelier than ever. you wonder if everyone loves you now that you can't fly. now that you're not part of the madness. you miss it. you miss yourself. you miss the void. you miss your family. you miss your family that you murdered in cold blood and you miss it all. you miss it all so so so so so so so so so much.

and also throughout literally all of this you're a barbie princess and you fuck severely.

that's reguel. any questions.

[cloudysarts]

yeesh. touchy subject

hey have you guys noticed that in dreamscaperers, bill has to squint and get really close to the memory to be able to read the numbers. i have. heres a low-effort comic about that

(edit: theres more to this comic now! you can find follow-up doodles here and here!)

[hummise]

not really sure where i was going with this ?? they've just been on my mind recently

[nenoname]

stan getting a new fancier tank just for ford's weird sometimes invisible frilly lizard, and i love the idea that he's oblivious that he ended up getting an entire afterlife renovated

also the idea that the axolotl took the lobster mabel got when stuck on a gideon date to the fancy™️ tank....would that count as killing it.

[maxzemillian]

hello 💀

got the audio from another user in the kinitopet discord server (creditz to them! honeychips4090)

[bones-of-a-rabbit]

a doodle from a random magma i joined a bit ago lol

[puppppppppy]

axolotl

[cowboycatss]

bearard way from my cuddly friendship???!???!

[faelleie]

i think the axolotl can just project what they want to say in people's heads, and depending on the individual the 'voice' that they hear is different.

Bill hears his mother.

(click for better quality)

[turtleplushi]

The frilly guy upstairs :3

[starsillys]

MWUWHEHEHEBEB SCHOOL DOODLEUS ‼️💥💥

RAGGHHAHGHAHGH CRAZY

[roryoruser87871]

Your Best Friend's house sneak peaks #5

�� Hey, have you ever thought why Kinito's house is so weird?

— What do you mean? It's a pretty chill place!

— No, but why would he need so many mannequins?

— Ah, but you know that quirky axolotl. He always had weird tastes in decor.

I finally finished Kinito's house PHEW (school and language courses are killing my nerves fr fr fr)

[mechieonu]

immensely funny how the book of bill casually affirms everything we've all thought over the years

[sketchy-entertainer]

From a person who had unfiltered access to the internet as a kid growing up, I can tell you if I was told I could have a PC friend, I would install that with little hesitation. So, I'm hard pressed to say some random kid would install Kinito seeing how silly he looked. I doodled some of that for y'all today.

Some more spoilery things down below, mayhaps.

We love to see cute platonic stuff of a lad and their virtual assistant axolotl friend.

[lovemesomeagnst]

Hope you didn’t mind I did some doodles of the Axolotl and student Stanley 👉👈🫣

OH MY GOD???? OH MY GOD?? THIS IS SO GOODD?????? This is exactly the dynamic I pictured when u mentioned it like it’s so perfect YESYESYES

Also your art is SO GOOD AHHHHHH

I love the design

[sincerely-sofie]

Sofie Plays KinitoPet: Comic Edition

KinitoPet wasn't a game I was really able to liveblog like Slay the Princess, but I made some goofy sketches of the experience! There's oodles of additional comics under the Read More!

(The camera app genuinely bugged out and wouldn't show anything at this part--- my tech incompetence seems to be bleeding out into how KinitoPet.EXE is able to run on my computer)