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haiiiiii its me again!!!!!!!!! haiiii hellooo
drawing this took the last surviving nerve i had so im gonna go sleep now gn ♥
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#jovier#john marston#javier escuella#rdr2#rdr1#red dead redemption 2#what am i if not the number 1 jovier shipper on this app#KIDDING#but am i really.#they've been haunting me for so long now and i just cant get them out of my head#helpppp#anyway#my art#hihihi
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wonderful
#there is a ranboo that goes withthis but i didn't like how he was looking imma restart from scratch tmrw😭😭#ctubbo#michael beloved#ctubbo fanart#Guys you have no idea what i went through today like it wa fucking crazy i need to share this#so i went to the mall after school right and im going home at like 8 on the train with my friend bc i was supposed to be picked up ay her#stop right but then im told to just go to my stop and take the bus and im like ok sure but the problem is my phone is on SEVEN PERCENT and w#hen i get to the stop my moms like u have money for the bus right and im like ueah and i check and i have NO MONEY#BUT I DIDNT TELL HER ANUTHING BC I DIDNT WANT HER TI GET MAD BC I KNEW SHE WOUDKNT WANT ME TO WALK ALL THE WAY HOME AT NIGHT (FOURTY BLOCKS#So im like ok im getting on the bus now my phone is on four percent i have to WALK HOME allll that way and there's this crazy ass upward hi#ll that's like ten blocks long ITS NOT EVEN THAT BAD but like my mom thinks im on the bus so im trying to speed walk as fast as i can and i#RAWDOGGED it too because MU PHONE WAS GOING TO IDE!!!!#I made it home at two percent U guys i was so proud of myself thank u for listening#IM SO MAD IT WOUKDVE BEEN OKAY IF I WASNT IN A RUSH And also if i had music uggghhh Whatever#I bought this really cute skirt at garage hold on let me find it#lexi pleated skort color Navy blue ITS SOOOO CUTE got some new leg warmers too yesss....#I NEED TO DOWNLOAD THE TRANSIT APP i woukdve been able to attach my apple pay and buy the stupid ticket if my phonewasnnt#too dead to do al that...#Guys always make sure u carry cash with yiu goodbye
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everyone who tells you to delete tiktok is right btw
#I have to periodically take it off my phone when I notice myself scrolling on it for too long for no reason#it's been a lot of hours of dead eyed staring at tv clips with some dumb craft video on the side lately so I knew I needed to fix that#and now I've made real progress in math stuff today bc I don't pull up tiktok so that's good#probably gonna redownload it at some point there is stuff I genuinely like on that app. but not right now
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Okay DBD fandom. Bear with me, this is stupid as hell, but I’m laughing uncontrollably on the floor of my room and I have to share.
For context, there was this show I used to watch: Galavant. It only ran for like two seasons back in 2015, but it was awesome. It was like this fantasy/comedy/musical type thing. I was recently reminded of its existence when I randomly heard one of the songs.
It was a song that they did in the show sang by this evil witch. When the main character meets her, you find out she owns this tavern, and it’s full of all these muscly dudes, so you’re like “oh he’s about to get the shit beaten out of him.” Long story short, no. The witch owns a gay bar, and instead of beating him up, they proceed to do a musical number titled “Off with His Shirt.”
I don’t even know if I have to elaborate more on this, but I’m cracking up at Charles and Edwin meeting Desire and it being exactly like this.
#ignore the fact that edwin would have a mental breakdown#for the sake of the joke#i’m going to pretend he would simply feel scandalized#instead of the likely scenario of it giving him ptsd#ALSO#again for the sake of the joke#ignore the fact that they’re like#kind of minors?#but we’re already kind of ignoring that?#as a fandom#especially with catwin#ages are weird there but who cares i guess#also i like to think that in the future#edwin grow increasingly more confident in his sexuality#and even his own body in that sense#now i’m rambling sorry#this entire post feels a little embarrassing#whatever tho#i’m not on this app to be cool lol#dead boy detectives#charles rowland#dbda#dead boy detective agency#edwin payne#Spotify
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THIS SO FUCKING FUN I LOVED EVERY SECOND 🔪
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this is a test
#i’m bored i just wanna see how many words i can put in the tags like will it just keep going on forever or will they stop me like i know th#the tag limit is 30 ok so the iindividual tag limit is 140 characters that’s actually so rude i wanted to keep going forever and see how lo#g this could be but i guess we can do this 30 times ok what the flip should i talk about hm i was playing the guitar today but i rage quit#ause the song was hard and hurting my fingers! ermmmmm it was sunny ok this is boring let’s think of more exciting things to type hmmm acco#ding to all known laws of aviation- jk i’m not doing the bee movie script but can you imagine i think that would be funny hmmmmm words i lo#e podcasts so bad that’s a fact no one has ever know before my blog definitely isn’t all about audio dramas the people are definitely not a#ready aware of this jesus christ this is only the seventh one of these this is actually quite a lot of space i underestimated how much i ha#e to type btw there’s probably spelling mistakes in here somewhere or autocorrect has been annoying but i cba to retype anything so i don’t#care lolllllllllllll how do you feel about oscar malevolent i feel a normal amount actually (lie) yk what i really miss sam and colin alrea#y like i’m actually not okay i really hope we hear from sam again in s2 and also colin ngl i hope ur in the computers soz or not dead miss#im like a bastard my paranoid it king ok erm im running out of things to say um heartstopper s3 was crazy good i cried lmao i love gay peop#e so much it’s crazy i hope it gets renewed for s4 i need to reread the comics lowkey and the books they’re all so talented for being so yo#ng it scares me ngl !!!!!! the tmagp hiatus is getting to me slightly like february in reality is soon and not that far away for how podcas#ts go but seriously how am i supposed to live until then without knowing what happened. please colin be alive. ive only just realised i can#use fills stops. sorry that’s made everything a bit messy. i should’ve been doing this before. whoops. anyways. hi mutuals i love you all s#much i hope you enjoy my rambles and shitposts cause i enjoy yours very much! never think you’re being annoying i literally don’t care be a#annoying as you want posts as much as you want i am ur biggest fan <3 im getting a bit fatigued from typing like my mind is blank basically#now it’s just turned into a. stream of consciousness but i don’t really have any thoughts to put here idk if we’re halfway ermmmm omg it’s#lmost halloween how crazy is that time is flying by i kinda forgot it was october lmao. it’s wild how it’s basically almost christmas. like#what. that’s illegal. how is it wintertime again. what the flip. i miss summer already take me backkkkkkk. i hope my phone doesn’t crash or#smth cause i’ve not saved this as a draft and i cba to do any of this again. maybe i should save it. ok i will when i reach the next tag bc#ok it stopped me but i’ve saved it and holy jesus it’s a lot of text im just sat here giggling there’s really no point to any of this other#than me being bored sooooooooooooooooo (imagine if i just did the letter o for every character wouldn’t that be crazy) so wait there’s 140#haracters and 30 tags so what’s 30 x 140. someone hurry. i haven’t done maths lessons in two and a half years i’ve forgotten everything wai#let me get the calculator app ok im back it said 4100 characters so. i dont know how many words that roughly is but its. a decent amount. o#what the flip why am i wasting tag space with maths. i hate maths. my screen time has been actually soooooooooo bad recently like damn some#one put my phone in a block of ice please joshua gillespie style. my mind is running out of things to say. do i talk about myself. im james#im 18 which is weird cause wdym im an adult go away. ive run out of facts. i love podcasts and procedural dramas that stupid firefighter sh#w is my life unfortunately. i think chappell roan should be the queen of england instead of king charles. i dont like having a king cause#ho needs men in power not me. ok um this is the last tag equal rights for all. yolo. the time will pass anyways! thank u boredom ok bye gn:
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#i'm not dead yet!#i'm just busy#procrastinating applying for jobs#by writing a little app for my mother#whatever - i wanted some variety in my procrastination and borrowed her camera#and it showed me that i really really want a dslr even tho i know the future is mirrorless & cameras by now have better viewfinders but no#photography#garden#flowers#plants#summer#sun#fotografie#lensblr#original photographers on tumblr
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Inspired by an argument Rey and Dad were having in the family group chat:
Bonus answer from Mom: “Whatever you like, sweetie, I’ll still love you. Even if you try to grow facial hair again, Force forbid”
#askbensolo#written#interactive story#hair#do you guys remember that concept art where kylo was bald? the memory was suppressed for me until now#i’d kill to see the family chat. release the family chat ben#it’s 500 minion memes from luke and luke falling for ai images where they found master yoda’s face in a mountain#rey sending Twi’ktoks no one can open without the app or when they do nobody understands them#han accidentally sending garbled voice to text nonsense#Leia checking that luke and ben aren’t dead when they go too long without replying#and long periods of radio silence from ben except randomly he sends a paragraphs-long essay about something he got fired up about#and they have to tap the message to expand it cuz it’s so long#except nobody reads it except Leia who says ‘wow very insightful! so when are you coming home’#Chewie communicates mostly in gifs except occasionally he responds in extremely formal written galactic basic
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sekai wo terasu tetrad is okay i think.
#too lazy to open the app rn so the screen is ugly sorry.#used to have 2nd place in top listeners for some time but i can't physically listen to it anymore so rip i'm 3rd now#my second place lifetime is kirapipi kirapika. with 819 streams. so. i think i really did tetrad too close to the sun.#i still haven't listened to cyberpunk dead boy on the single because of that 💔 fake fan...#ri says the less serious things. the tag
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why do you write? what do you think about, what drives you?
passion love grief rage spite confusion loneliness community shame boredom perfectionism fun because i dont know how to stop
#ive written stories ever since i learnt TO write. i remember being no older than 6/7 writing pages and pages worth#of a story about my cat and the adventures he got up to with the fairies in our garden#in year 6 i won an award for writing in year 7 i got published in a poetry anthology#in year 8 my writing was such a massive part of me and my emotions that i swore off using my laptop#(which had been and still is what i use to write)#for 2 whole YEARS bc i convinced myself at that age that my mind was evil#and therefore my writing was evil. and i still have a lot of that shame w me ive talked about it a lot on here#but u know what? in those 2 years where i refused to open a document and write 'properly'#all that happened was i wrote on my phone in my notes app. even when i thought it was disgusting and forbidden and bad#i still couldn't help it. i kept it as a dirty secret even when i was convinced it would be genuinely physically damaging#and i cant even really say why. i just had to. and now im here a decade later. still writing#i cant really answer your question bc the response is too large too heavy too all-encompassing#writing is everything to me and it always has been. that includes every single bad thing but every good thing too#i hate it and love it and want it dead and need it to hold my hand and it will always be some sort of surgery#and it's just a silly hobby. do u get it#ask
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im taking a break.
idk when ill be back. im turning off reblogs on my challenge (and replies if i can) and wont count any asks unless they contain an actual question or message.
#gonna go cry now#update: i keep fucking opening the app bc i have nothing better to do#im still in a bad mood#im hungry but when i ate dinner i lost all of my appetite halfway thru#i still wish i was dead
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okay i don't really know how to title this so im just gonna call it how Half tells the story of Kazui's marriage with Stages.
Half opens up with a green apple in the center of a stage, the spotlight illuminating it. The green apple in Kazui's MVs is tied to Kazui's sin. The apple being in the center of the stage before the 'performance' even begins could represent that this is Kazui's main motive for acting and lying, this is the reason for the show.
The Kazui of the present is in the audience of the play. Throughout the entirety of Half he is there watching the events leading up to Hinako's death with us. We are the audience watching the video but also the literal audience of this performance. I think this could represent Kazui reflecting on his actions and what he did throughout his marriage while in Milgram, or right before Milgram (which I'll get into at the end.)
It then cuts back to the stage, where we see the Kazui of the past walk onto the stage wearing a mask - the performance is about to begin. This is, I'm assuming, when he is freshly married. Sure he would've had to lie while they were engaged or simply partners but there's not so much at stake at that stage in a relationship rather then when he's married. Kazui is wearing a mask to cover up his sins with lies and now he is also acting, putting up the performance of a happy marriage for others so they wouldn't question his true motives for getting married or see the real him.
When we see flashbacks of Kazui during his marriage, we can see either stagelights or the background never filling up the entire screen. This also ties to the fact that, even when Kazui isn't wearing his mask, he is still acting and putting up the performance of being content in his marriage with Hinako. I've chosen this scene to showcase this because it shows both at the same time but this happens in the bar scene too.
In this scene Kazui is singing the chorus of Half while acting on stage. However, he is wearing his mask and doesn't show alot of emotain in his movements or expressions. This could be interpretated as the effects of hiding his true self that Kazui experiences, which can really be seen considering the fact that the lyrics and way his VA sings them is very intense and rich with emotain, compared to how Kazui's expression and movements are animated
In this same scene, there is a shot of an empty chair on stage alongside Kazui. This most likely referances Hinako's involvement in Kazui's 'performance', or lack thereof, as empty chairs usually represent the empty space of a person in art. This could be interpreted in different ways: Hinako isn't shown in the performance anymore because she's dead, Hinako isn't shown in the performance because she wasn't aware of it happening so her presence is replaced by a chair - etc.
This scene in Half is one of my favourites for a multitude of reasons, so let's point out the things that stand out first and then we'll delve into my understanding of their meaning. Firstly: Kazui isn't wearing a mask in this scene but he also isn't on the stage, which has more meaning considering the other times we saw Kazui without his mask, he was still on stage - still acting. Here his performance has fallen. Secondly: the green apple is atop the stage in between Kazui and Hinako. I've already established my previous interpretation of the apple on the stage at the very start, but I think its appearance here is in a different context. This is the scene where Kazui tells Hinako the truth, so his mask and performance has stopped because these are both tied to him hiding his true self and his lies. The apple being on the stage in the middle of the two of them could mean that this is the topic of conversation. It is illuminated because they are litteraly bringing to light the elephant in the room that has been putting a wedge in their relationship. The reason why it's still on the stage might be because Kazui is still hiding what his sin is from us, so in a way his sin is putting on its own performance - disguising itself as an apple.
After Kazui tells the truth, his performance is alot more emotional. His movements are more dramatic, and so are his expressions. He's not trying to hide his real feelings anymore, and after years of doing so, they come bursting out all at once. He is still acting and putting on a performance, so we can assume at this point in time Hinako is still alive and they are still married, but he's unmasked. He's no longer lying to her.
In this scene, Kazui takes what looks to be a final bow infront of the chair before walking off the stage. I think this scene shows Kazui's intentions when it came to telling the truth. He told Hinako the truth and expected them too get a divorce afterwards, so he walks off the stage - ending the performance (their marriage.) The bow to the chair could be interpreted in different ways: a goodbye, an apology etc.
However, despite what Kazui's actual intentions where when it came to telling Hinako the truth, they didn't happen. Kazui sees the apple shattered on the ground (Hinako's death) and goes back onto the stage. He starts his performance again, this time as a mourning widow, and starts lying again too. He puts back on the mask, scared of what might happen if he were to reveal the truth about himself to someone again.
Remember what I said at the start of this painfully long post about how this might be pre-Milgram Kazui watching his performance? Yeah, this is where that comes into play. There are things I had to leave out because of tumblr's 10 photo limit, but the main point is that this Kazui on stage at the end of Half and the Kazui in the audience are wearing the same outfit. I think this might be a case of Kazui reflecting on what happened in his marriage right after Hinako's death and pinpointing where he went 'wrong' (in this case, he deciphers that telling the truth was his mistake) and decides to start his performance all over again, careful to not repeat his mistake - vowing to never reveal his sin to anyone else.
#in case it isnt obvious i think the mask represents Kazui's lies to hide his true self#and the performance/acting imagery represents him upkeeping the appearance of a happy marriage#him not having the mask on around Hinako could imply that she was aware of his sin which i think definitely could be a possibilty tbh.#but thats a different tangent for a different post!#sorry this post is so long. now you know what my notes app looks like lmao#also is there a masc version of the word widow? because i have no idea and have only ever heard it in relation to women with dead partners#milgram#kazui mukuhara#milgram project#everyone thank my vkei playlist for helping me write this monster of a post#also daily reminder to vote kazui innocent!!!!
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Listen how am I supposed to do things if my friends keep reblogging cool memes?
#brb-rambles#jk I know I can put phone down#but I keep seeing “”bestie dropped meme on ur dash like a cat bringing u a dead mouse#and I can’t not look at it#nah actually tumblr app has made this easier bc I get notifications easier#bc for me turning on notifs for a person did nothing really? but now I see all and I don’t feel like I’m behind anymore lol
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discord outage happening rn I’m so bored send some asks 😭😭
#people are saying it’s dead now the app is gone#chat shut up like omg 😭😭#CLEARLY you’ve never experienced a roblox outage
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guys I did a thing
credits to @reesespenisbutercups for the idea I hope I have done this justice !!
#also used a new drawing program for this so still kind of figuring out how to use it#i much prefer it to the chromebook drawing app though#IT ACTUALLY HAS AN EYEDROPPER TOOL#AND A PROPER BLENDING TOOL#sorry ive been deprived of these for so long#also i am fully aware that my last 2 posts have now been people covered in blood#probably gonna redraw the crimson rivers one#sorry not sorry#rosekiller#barty crouch jr#evan rosier#barty x evan#barty crouch junior#marauders#marauders art#marauders era#marauders fanart#dead gay wizards from the 70s#the marauders#the marauders era
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finally got the binding of isaac like a billion years late lmao
i wasn't really feeling it much at first, like it's fun but Very Confusing, and then i realized "ohh, this is a game where you may need to have 2000 wiki tabs open to really understand. like terraria. i get it now!" and NOW i'm getting into it properly lol
#ghost town... 2!#the binding of isaac#also shoutout to this guide app that lets you scan an item to find it and see what it does#WAY better than scrolling through 2 obscenely long wiki pages looking for “uhhh vague pale blob thing”#anyways this one definitely hasn't overtaken my whole brain like dead cells has but i'm having a good time!#also also i've learned through the analog stick drop that apparently i'm not much better at aiming in this type of game with a mouse lol#so maybe i should give gungeon another try. another roguelike i tried before i understood what a roguelike was#...and to circle back around to me comparing isaac to terraria:#kinda funny that terraria (pretty much the exact opposite of a roguelike) was in a way my introduction to really loving roguelikes#entirely because they announced the dead cells crossover and then i saw dead cells in the playstation plus thing#and went “oh hey i know that from the terraria update that's getting the silksong treatment right now. let me download that quick”#and it irreversibly changed my brain forever!!! (in a good way!!!)
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