#the adhd is acting up. but i can't have it win at the moment.

[tempobrucera]

Thomas's body hair part 2! But GIRL it was Tuesday

Maybe ... I've got barely time for anything let alone myself at the moment tho, so might take some time. I scheduled that post on Monday, guessing that this was about my tags?

[lifesver]

GET TO KNOW THE MUN !

what made you pick up the muse you have ? : my friend typecasted my muse type when the victims concept art was announced. just immediately pointed out the horror jock like yep. that'll be the one u like. and then i played the tcsm beta back in may me and rae started wildly theorycrafting.... and well my demons have been winning since. i love a jock who is kind of fail but trying his best like you got me there.

is there anything you really enjoy writing ? : i'm a creep i'm a weirdo i love exploring horror and the many themes that can coexist in it. ig i like to kind of examine trauma and the healing process through the lens of the slasher genre, as well as where horror and love coincide as themes. i think there is underrepresentation in just....... letting slasher final kids have some kind of healing arc, or letting their story continue in general? seeing them before and after the things that happen to them? and i can't always do it but i do also like to kind of dive down into slasher horror and light gore and just practicing writing dynamic action scenes and what a character's thought process is like during those kinds of moments. i love an opportunity to be mean to my blorbo

is there anything you don't like to write ? : probably just anything needlessly like... melodramatic between characters? i have no interest in plots like genuine jealousy and love triangles and interpersonal shit like that, mostly because i write horror and there are so many more interesting things to focus on imo? and because not enough slasher content casts seem like they actually care about each other lmaooo. is this a callout post about gun.'s take on the friend group? perhaps.

how do you come up with your headcanons ? : dude i just receive the prophecies and act like im on twitter tossing my every stupid thought into the void.

do you write in silence or listen to music ? : tbh i usually write either in silence or in a deranged third way (writing between games of overwatch) my adhd sometimes demands that i am doing several things at the same time and sometimes i can sit down at the coffee shop put on some instrumentals and just slam some replies in

do you plan your replies or wing them ? : hmmm a bit of both? i usually have to start by winging it, which usually involves me dropping in whatever reaction dialogue immediately comes to me. kind of work around that, save and close the draft, and then think about the reply a bit until i eventually know where i'm going with it LOL

do you enjoy shipping ? : i do with friends! i'm not actually a huge like... ships person in a general fandom sense and i rarely feel any particular way until something is compelling to me in fanon, but i can ship most things if it's with a writing partner i like! simply ask rae we will be creating ships 0 people are thinking about shout out leland/connie tcsm tommy/jenny f13 and jake/adam dbd. i also usually go hard on the slowburn, and that's just like, personal comfort for getting to know my muse and my writing partner's muse, but also just think slowburn rules

what's your alias / name ? : kels.

zodiac sign ? : pisces sun, gemini moon, aries rising.

Birthday? : march 20th!

favorite color ? : a sort of pastel pink-lilac

favorite song ? : feel that it must be go your own way / fleetwood mac

last movie you watched ? : oh jesus i fear it was hellraiser: revelations

last show you watched ? : icr if it was an episode of goosebumps or true detective tbh

last song you listened to ? : putting the dog to sleep by the antlers....

favorite food ? : veggie burritos probably. or honestly like. just a really good bagel cream cheese LMFAO

favorite season ? : spring (:

do you have a tumblr best friend ? : rae and i have been in and out of these trenches for years i fear

TAGGED BY : @solarisgod thank u!!! mwah mwah <3

TAGGING : all my fellas

[these-written-reveries]

I just told my mom I'm autistic/adhd and it was so awkward 😭🙈😫 I already knew she wouldn't be receptive in the way I deep down wish she would be, but she at least didn't say anything rude to my face about it like I was expecting her to so...I guess that's a win? All of this bc I want some noise canceling headphones for my birthday bc I'm suffering and I really think they will help me. I wish I had more loving and accepting parents who didn't just brush off everything I say, act like I'm dumb for being vulnerable enough to bring it up, and then go on to use said thing against me. I knew this when I said it, but I weighed the pros and cons and I would rather risk them using this as ammo against me, in which they might say some hurtful stuff to me sometimes (nothing new), than to continue on suppressing and masking so much in my own home. It is literally painful and it makes everything worse for me. It's not like I'll ever be able to feel safe enough to fully unmask around them, but I also have been unmasking in ways that I can't control and to have to work 3x's as hard to build that mask up and hide who I am in moments when I'm around them (which is quite frequent since I live with them) is way more exhausting and painful than anything else. I'm tired of it. I'm literally burnt out partially bc of that. So, fuck it! They're gonna be abusive assholes no matter what, they already don't like me bc I'm not "normal", why not add another reason to their list of "Why We Hate Kalista", hm? Nothing I haven't heard/experienced before! At least I can wear my headphones and stim and talk to my sister about our neurodivergence in the living area without worrying about them finding out I'm autistic. What a silly waste of time. I'm glad I ripped the bandaid off. Imagine if I continued with that shit for the rest of my life with them? Nah, I'll choose me over you any day. I'm not here to make you comfortable and give in to the fear of your expressed disdain against me. And????🤨 what the fuck is new?! I've accepted that you'll never love me -you aren't capable of it, I get it. It has nothing to do with me and everything to do with you and I finally understand that now. What you say/do may still hurt me, but it will never rip me to pieces like it used to. I love myself. Unconditionally. That's all that fucking matters.

So good job me for being brave and authentic and vulnerable, no matter how scary or painful it gets. My days of high masking, self-hatred, and suppressing who I truly am are over. I'm looking forward to finding new ways to grow and express myself more authentically -and to getting better at tuning the assholes out! *with my new noise canceling headphones!!!*🥰🤭

[robotslenderman]

Eurovision Semifinals 2

I just found this in my drafts from 2022 Eurovision and I thought I was hilarious so I'm posting it.

I have no idea what past me is talking about half the time. Altho it's interesting to note how my tastes have changed over time - I'm quite fond of Finland's song now and I LOVE Estonia's 2022 song (I HOPE, I HOPE, I HOPE) so was genuinely surprised to see I didn't like them so much at the time.

You know, when I was a kid my parents used to always put presenters and hosts on mute and say they were unbearable to listen to. Believe it or not, I have made it to 30 being largely sheltered from the tyranny of hosts.

Now I get it. I absolutely get it. Every time the three stooges show up I feel like I'm being treated like a four-year-old. Exaggerated facial expressions? Constant "WOW!" vibes? Overdramatic acting? That's how you act when you're trying to entertain four-year-olds.

At the risk of sounding like my mother I got spoiled with British presenters --

"my name is Chicky! Chicky Chicky Chicky!" oh my god please shoot me I was being facetitious when I made the comment about four-year-olds that was NOT AN INVITATION --

oh wow the guns on Laura.

Anyway I'm going to tune this two out until the show starts and oooh, Finland. I always like the aesthetic of Finnish musicians.

Finland -- And right away we're treated to IT. And English. And -- actually I take back what I said about Finnish aesthetic. The balls and lights are cool but the raincoat and shirtlessness are not. Decent song, much better than most of last night, so marks go up, but was ultimately less interesting than the really big hole I'm digging in Minecraft to keep my ADHD happy while I watch this, and therefore fails the Minecraft Hole Test. 6/10

Israel -- I was about to wonder if this song being really gay was deliberate or not then the limp wrist showed up. This is super gay. Sadly, the gay is not enough for it to compete with the Minecraft Hole, which distracts me for most of the performance, so fails the Minecraft Hole Test. Song is decent, costumes cool, and the gayness gives it an extra point, but I've already forgotten the song. 6/10

Serbia -- I feel like I'm watching a Christo-Vulcan 007. But at least it's not in English. The performance is cool and has successfully made me look up from my Minecraft hole. Song itself is okay, once again, wouldn't change the radio away from it. The flowers are super cool, the costumes are also great, like the aesthetic. Passes the Minecraft Hole test. 7/10

Azerbaijan -- So apparently these slower songs are ballads, which honestly I don't mind. This one has cool atmosphere, and he's not singing in English, so bonus points for that, but my attention goes back to the Minecraft hole. Wait. No. That sounds like English? I genuinely can't tell. I do briefly look up at the way they've lit up the waterfall tho. Song itself is beautiful so I'll probably get it afterwards, but performance is dull and docks points. 7/10

Georgia -- So these guys have Willy Wonka and a pirate and a dude in an Elizabethan collar. And my Dunmer Nightblade as drummer. Hm. For a moment I look to see if this'll get interesting or not, then return to the Minecraft hole. I briefly look up when my computer monitor drops some LSD and -- okay that chest compartment with the diorama is really cool, but not cool enough to salvage this. Points added for cool costumes and the unique presentation, but the song itself sucks. 5/10

Malta -- Very pretty. Lady at a piano classic aesthetic again. Like the -- shit, I forgot what the mist stuff is. Song gives me "will either be great or meh" vibes this early in, but then the Minecraft hole wins again. 5/10

Break time. Minecraft hole takes all my attention. Except for the brief sighting of what I think is Maneskin, which stands out to me bc @ryttu3k has been treating me to Ethan Torchio gifs for the last year. Yep that's definitely Maneskin. Maneskin passes the Minecraft Hole Test, it turns out. The hosts do not.

San Marino -- I didn't even know this was a country. Delightfully, the song is not English. I love this guy's outfit -- OH MY GOD IT'S THE COWBOY GUY. his hat has SEQUINS. He passes the Minecraft Hole Test. Also this is very gay. And I love the purple guitar -- WOW I DIDN'T THINK THIS WAS ACTUALLY GAY UNTIL THEY DID THAT. God I keep expecting queerbaiting only to get actual queers, this is AWESOME. 9/10

Banana host is caught gazing lustfully. Banana host has excellent taste, if not in clothes. Australia's performance is apparently delayed, from what I've heard it's probably because of the clothes. Time to see our friend and boy!

Australia -- Come on, darling, don't let me down, you have a Minecraft hole to compete with! Also wow his voice is DEEP, I thought he was like sixteen. Nice voice, nice costume, performance itself is meh. Altho the swirling mist is a nice touch. Like that little headshake when he takes the veil thing off. Ultimately fails the Minecraft Hole Test, but was pleasant to listen to and I liked it. 7/10

Cypress -- Oooh, pretty aesthetic. Like the way the song is starting. Aaaaand then the song starts and the hole wins. 5/10

Ireland -- Oooh, I like the energy of this. Then the singing starts and I'm like "nah" and get back to digging my hole. Also starting to get really annoyed by singers yakking after the song. Australia did it too, Jesus, give the audience a moment to have some afterglow! 5/10

North Macedonia -- English. BOO. Song is a bit slow at first but then picks up and I quite like it and AAAUGH SHE TALKS AFTERWARDS TOO SHUT UP. Fails Minecraft Hole Test. 7/10

Estonia -- Minecraft hole is so interesting I almost miss whose turn it is. More English. Confused as to why Estonia suddenly likes American country but it's very Johnny Cash. Decent enough I guess. 6/10

Ah shit Banana Host is back. Cue Toreador discussion about beauty. and oh god there's a baby no make it go away. They make up for it with a dog. and then there's another baby. ew.

Romania -- More fucking English. They make up for it with a LITTLE bit of Romanian, as a treat. It's meh. 5/10

Poland -- Sigh. More english. Fairy lights are pretty but song is meh. Energy picks up but somehow makes it sound worse. I do love the poeple dressed up as, what, drowned spirits? That's so cool. Quality goes up a bit towards the end but wow this guy is obsessed with rivers and stuff. I guess it beats another goddamn love song. But yeah those spirits are really cool. And of course he talks at the end. 5/10

Montenegro -- The Minecraft hole is starting to bore me so I'm wandering off to build a ship in Starbound now. And it's... more English. And she talks at the end. 4/10

Belgium -- This is going to be English isn't i -- yep it's English. Love the dude's jacket but it's the only interesting thing about the song. He's also a talker. 4/10

I think I'm judging harsher tonight because I'm getting bored and also because SO MUCH FUCKING ENGLISH

Sweden -- More English. My mother said she thinks this one'll win but I don't see it at first until it picks up and then it is actually really nice. Presentation isn't great -- that green is awful -- but wow this song is actually pretty good now it's picked up. Also dang she's gorgeous. (please don't be a talker please don't be a talker please don't be a talker ah fuck she's a talker) 6/10

Czech Republic -- English. And singing in an American accent, no less. Yeah I think I'm done for the night because I'm pretty "meh" over just about everything that's been on tonight except for the gay cowboy. Eh, it's not too bad I guess. Maybe I'm just hangry. 6/10

Anyway I'll do a score/pass post next.

[bones4uuu]

Physical media for the win today, but they will succumb to being chopped up for my vision board in the next couple days.

For some reason I have a constant need to change something about myself or my life every couple months. It's not like I'm not satisfied with myself. I very much like who I am but it just feels like every couple months or so I have to drastically change something or I will go insane. It's all on impulse. Once I get an idea I must act on it or else it will nag in the back of my brain till it gets addressed.

I think it stems from my adhd. From what I read online and see from other who also have it. I don't feel like delving too much into it. I used to do that all the time, try and figure why I am the way I am and why this illness (I guess?) makes me act the way I do. But I've just come to accept that I will be like this the rest of my life.

Anyways, so I got an idea today, I've always collected magazines when my favorite celebrity is on the cover. I have a very extensive Harry Styles and Timothee Chalamet collection if I'm being honest. But I decided why the fuck am I not buying and collecting more magazines for shit I'm into. I love anything and everything fashion along with interior design. I have since I was a small child and could form a coherent thought and interest. So today I went to Barnes and Nobles and picked up a couple magazines and a new book that looked very interesting from what I read on the back. ANYWAYS, back to the magazines. I grabbed these 3 because I gravitated to them the most and were the least expensive from the ones I wanted. I want them to make collages with in my journal but now I'm not sure if I will got through with that, I can't decide at this current moment.

I also have this urge to collect physical media any chance I get if it is something I love and enjoy so that years from now. So that if I ever have kids, that they will have physical evidence of shit their cool Mother/Grandmother loved and enjoyed enough to collect and keep for many years so that they could inherit it and hopefully cherish it like it did. Or maybe if it is worth a shit ton of money they can sell it and buy something they love with it. I have a vinyl collection currently at I think 120 maybe 125, idk I'm not sure.

I don't know what I am saying anymore but this whole blog is my personal public diary of shit that is too much for me to write down because my handwriting is actually terrible, so terrible I can't even read it half time and my brain works faster than I can write. I also need a hobby that isn't spending money because I cannot keep up with that even though I love it. I also have been out of high school 3 years now and am now just going to school this fall and my major is English so I really need to use my brain and freshen up my writing and research skills lol. I honestly didn't know I would type up this much work vomit when I went to make this post but I think that is a good thing. If anyone sees this for some reason please ignore it, it is just a bunch of nonsense and only needs to make sense to me but if it makes sense to you then hell yeah.

ANYWAYS, peace and love xxx

[hard-core-super-star]

It's okay, by now you probably know that I don't mind that and that taking your own time is more important, so you don't need to apologize for these things, I hope you're better now tho. I mean, totally, but if you look at the essays we write, we reply quite quickly. it probably was, but yes, at that moment I was already sleeping peacefully lmao. It's funny to see me admitting that you're right? 🤨 wHaTt?? kdhwkkwka is this chance in the room with us???? I don't know how I could expand on this- 😶

OH??? so you first call the characters from legends of tomorrow (I already forgot their names) irrelevant and now you say that my party theme is boring???? I don't know if you should be invited after that words actually 🤨 OKAY KSHSJWAK I woke up being attacked today, I see. well, as I said “less” I will still continue to be at least 0.00001% a brat. stfu asgwjwk it was not convincing! I mean, you can watch movies on this app... with more than one person... and since you were thinking about watching the amazing spider-man and it's been a while since I watched it this idea appeared in my mind so- 😶 oh yeah? Is it a win for me that I'm seeing? (saying caso cerrado and caso encerrado seems to have more emotion, I should have written that). both, lmao. I can't say, it's literally a state secret. we should make a duo 🤔

I thought you said you weren't an analyst??? you're welcome, it took me a few minutes staring at the wall and reflecting on life before and after I wrote this. yeah, but still!! i- heiwkjekq WELL, I guess I have no option but to leave this aside for now- you are (sometimes), but you won't see me complaining 👀 yup, that's not why my mind stops working on these messages, which gives yet another reason for the delay in replying.

sorry but I didn't laugh at that at all, I was completely serious. I won't say I was as confused as you reading this again and I admire that you have understood my sleepy messages so far. well, if this new follower has miles' pfp and a totally not sus name... it's not me. and I'm definitely not interested in you giving me your Instagram. I'm not quite sure of what you didn't double-checked 😶 I'm not excited either and I'm not laughing at the fact that it's been a day or two (I think) since this idea came up and we still haven't managed to make it happen kwhsjak

lmao, yes 😭😭 should I tell you if this happens?

that's why synonyms are sometimes our greatest allies on this journey 🙏 HEY! you made them so dirty but I bet even they couldn't stand grammar. now, if you told me that a person who likes grammar runs over old people on the street, I would completely agree. you just try to avoid grammar at all costs, don't you? lmao. You can trust my word, as I like to say: só confia, tá comigo tá, com deus. I don't know?? but it was literally as clear as day what you meant, I don't know why you thought it didn't make sense ksshjskajwjk also, my teacher used to say the same thing to me about the places she traveled. oh jshsjakakk the hole is deeper then- I recommend 😶 you brought up a good question because it's something I like to think about sometimes. soooo.... yes? in my humble and pure opinion, she has ADHD (Robin having ADHD is also a hc, and as I see them as practically the same person but in different fonts this plays a role in me thinking about it for kate too). you just dropped the greatest act of love in the entire world- it's literally impossible for any human being to hide a +4 to let the other person get revenge, that's cute 😔 not the feigning shock jahskaaksjk kate would notice it?

– 🌟

remember a while ago when you said you were fighting the urge to apologize for apologizing? that's me rn. starting to realize my tendency to overexplain myself comes from the awful friend choices i've made in the past but that's another topic. that's a good point, once again, we've proven that we are in fact incredibly fast when it comes to writing these essays. i don't know what we're going to do with this information but i'm glad we have it now. yes, although i think entertaining is a better word. adflhgadsgkl it's long gone by now but it stuck around as long as it could. ...fine, we can let it go for now unless there's something more you'd like to say 👀

OH MY GOD, when are you going to let that go??? i already apologized like three times, smh. i would say i didn't mean it like that but no, i did mean it. i just couldn't figure out what kind of decorations a party with a theme like that would have, maybe if i was invited i could help you figure it out but fine 😑 does it really count as being attacked if i'm completely right? i would be upset about that if i didn't find your brattiness endearing. damn, that sucks, i tried my best to make it convincing as possible for you. i can't believe you still found a way to leave your sentence unfinished, smh. i'm definitely not saying your idea intrigues me but i'm certainly thinking about it. i think this win is half-and-half but whatever floats your boat, darling. look at you finally answering a question, good job, i'll take it as a compliment. i agree, we'd be very successful 'cause we're hilarious. [we can even ask the audience, i'm sure at least one person will agree with us]

again, i'm an overthinker, not an analyst but if you say so 🤷 well, i'm glad your reflections didn't make you delete it because i loved reading it. but still what??? you just don't want to let me win, huh? look at that, i won again, i'm starting to feel a little bad but then again, you make it very easy. well, as long as you're not complaining, i guess i have no choice but to keep being as obvious as possible. just so that you don't get confused, of course, no other reason. yeah, definitely not. i also won't admit that you've had the same effect on me more than once 😶

i don't know why but i'm having a hard time believing that 🤨 i won't say i'm glad to hear you admit it because i certainly wasn't worried that i was being dumb. well, i certainly didn't forget to follow this person back last night which means i certainly didn't just follow them back right now. well since you're not interested, i won't give you another math problem to find me. take the 11th letter of the alphabet, add a . and then add my nickname. [if anyone else is doing this to stalk me, you're legally obligated to like my two most recent pictures, i don't make the rules 🤷] well, i won't say that i haven't given you all my cards and now it's not up to you how to proceed. you certainly don't have both my tktk and my insta and i'm not waiting for a message from you at all.

definitely lmao

i agree, they also help make things less repetitive. sdghjsjh yeah, yeah, okay, i like your version better. listen, i know grammar exist for a reason but i would prefer it if it stayed away from my long and pretty sentences. i'm very proud to say that i think i understood that and i DIDN'T have to use google translate for it. [but please don't test my understanding because i will probably end up looking stupid] i'm still convinced you have some sort of superpower because you understand basically all of my incoherent sentences. i don't even understand what i mean most of the time lmao. it certainly is and it's never-ending lmao. i'll think about it 🤘 i think so too, tbh. she's like a heavy mix of ADHD and anxiety in my book. which is why a lot of her "quirks" in my fics are really just subtle signs of anxiety or hyperactivity. are they cute? yes. should we be a little worried about her? also yes. and yes, well, yelena isn't just any human. she has to go above and beyond while also being sneaky af because if she's not, kate will not let it go lmao. honestly, i think kate would 100% notice but she'd be far too excited to question yelena about it...which would probably lead to yelena actually becoming interested in the conversation.

[mylittlegemlins]

Demencia ADHD headcanon

ok before reading, this was not written by a clinically diagnosed person, I have come to identify with the disorder but it is only a headcanon based on internet research and for entertainment purposes, in short, do not believe me because I´m not a doctor.

Now I can start, I am only going to show the symptoms that I saw in her and the moments where she shows them.

Starting with the obvious Demencia's obviously hyper, every damn episode, to the point where it seems like they have to be catching her daily just so she doesn't destroy too much, constantly jumping around destroying robots, probably escaping the mansion, she's the first to run when they arrive at the place of their mission, in the video q&a happens where she has to be seated, she constantly changes her activities and her position in the chair so as not to get bored, she goes from reading her magazine, to scratching the table with scissors, she pays attention to the questions and flug response, then gets bored and goes back to the magazine.

empulsivity: Another thing that happens very often, especially if she is jealous, she can end up with a client in front of her boss without thinking if he would be upset, she literally jumps out the window to escape from a hatbot even though she is not on the first floor in one of the videos, she breaks her own things, in a deleted short she blows up the entire mansion with dynamite without thinking about where she is going to live, and without thinking if their boss will punish her.

stimming: I literally have gifs of her doing stimming very cute, but besides that she bites things and herself all the time, she eats a lot, she bites her lower lip, she bites her tongue, she finds it comfortable to walk on all fours and that cute rattlesnake sound it makes are some stimms

short attencion: I can only list moments where his attention fails her, she forgets who the macabre mask was after she fought with him and possessed that same day, she insults Flug for a program when she doesn't even know what program is talking about, in episode 6 Demencia gets distracted imagining his wedding with black hat and forgets that she is hidden in the middle of hypnotized zombies thinking if she was going to rescue Flug, in the crossover with Victor and Valentino she doesn't give a damn about the mission and only thinks about going for food.

She doesn't plan, she just acts, her longest plan was two steps, you distract them, I rescue the nerd, and her plan to win over BH was just for her to say something nice to make BH love her and the rest is a wattpad fanfic, in the crossover he admits that she doesn't know how to make plans because Flug is the one in charge.

Low frustation tolerance: Destroys her own phone in the first episode, and from what Flug says it sounds like he destroys his stuff often.

Linked to emotional dysregulation, most of the time she tends to be extremely happy laughing all the time or extremely angry with the desire to kill someone, she also seems to get irritated easily.

impatience: she can't wait for his turn in the video q&a, in that same video she interrupts Flug until he gets angry and yells at her as if he can't stand that this happens often, she interrupts Flug in the anniversary video, interrupts him in the crossover to explain what they do there, also in episode 2, she basically interrupts often, a common trait in people with adhd.

hyperfixation/hyperfocus: The only thing I could find is her obvious obsession with BH and whatever it has to do with it, it seems to be the only thing she thinks about most of the time.

things maybe linked to adhd that i can´t rule out: Demencia says things that don't seem to make sense, in a deleted clip she said death ray rhymes with lunch (she probably forgot the word and his brain replaced it with a related one)

I don't know if he writes some words wrong on purpose or if he really has a hard time writing, we'll see in the book.

She is quite skilled at math and video editing, but is seen as immature for her attitude.

She doesn't have to follow a schedule because the missions can come at any moment and the rest of the time flug is the one who plans her itinerary of important things. So I would not know if she has problems with the passage of time or organizing her tasks since her job does not force her to do so.

that will be all. thank you for reading

[lol-q]

There’s so many things I love about the show that I haven’t seen people give enough credit for and I want to go on a little ramble because people are focusing so much on what they don’t like vs. what they do. So here’s my list. Sorry for the grammatical errors 😬

I love that the lesbian main character is this sweet, innocent, big hearted young woman and not portrayed as a overly sexual fuckboi that hits on every woman. I love that Fatou is soft and gentle. More lesbian rep like that please

I love the soundtrack. It’s exactly the type of stuff I imagine Fatou would listen to and it’s not just the top 100 hit songs.

I love that they use the soundtrack as a way to connect to the plot line, like the lyrics to the song Fatou was listening to when she was on the rooftop said “And I hate to leave you feeling all alone.But your story cannot start until you've grown. You can find how to be OK on your own. I just can't be the one that makes you feel at home” which was a hint as to where the plot was going

^^ also the song playing during Kieu My and Fatou’s museum date

I love the little mannerisms Nhungi chooses to show as Kieu My. The happy little bounce she did in ep 1 when she called out Fatou’s name and when she subtly checked Fatou out by looking her up and down.

I love how their rooms show their individual personality so well. Like Fatou’s room in the beginning of the season was normal and then it became increasingly messy as the episodes moved forward, showing her stress and chaos in her life

I love the height difference between Fatou and her brother lol

I love when her brother and her were thinking of what to get their parents so they split the bill on a gift - a very subtle way of showing siblings interacting

I love when Fatou and Ismail interact cuz it’s so funny

I love the physics teachers speaking voice, he sounds like kermit the frog

I love fatou’s eyebrows. Idk it’s just so perfect. Give me tips plz

I love that the characters rewear clothing. And it’s not a show where every episode is a new outfit with new clothes. Very realistic and it always bothered me when teens on highschool on tv have new clothes every episode

I love that Fatou’s original bio on tinder was “wanna cuddle?”. I feel like that girl would rather cuddle with someone than win the lottery. She’s so soft (also why did it say she was 24 in ep 2 when she was on tinder lol)

I love that the show showed the struggles of coming from a bilingual family and being the only one that struggles to speak it. When fatou was talking to her grandparents with her brother and her brother had to translate for her and it was awkward af, I felt that. I’m the youngest in my family and I struggle to speak Tagalog so people have to translate for me sometimes and it sucks.

^^ I relate to fatou so much in that scene cuz the dynamic in my family is the same as Fatou’s. My parents lay off and let me and my brother do our thing unless there’s an indication we need their help. The only time I ever spoke about school with my family was when report cards would come and they would see my grades weren’t that good. I remember my mom seeing I had a D in middle school and automatically jumping to conclusiosn without letting me speak. My brother is academically successful and he would also try and get me to do more school stuff when I was younger. Like he would make me do math problems to help with my grades. So it’s all very relatable for me

I love when Fatou sings, her voice is so soft and smooth.

I love whenever Kieu My and fatou are flirting both so blatantly and yet so subtly. Like the tension is there but it’s still awkward despite how smooth they both try to be it’s so adorable

I love how Fatou and Kieu My are so confident flirting and talking to eachother through texting but when it’s irl it’s still awkward and new. It shows the reality of an actual relationship in the making. It’s not just a full head dive into “I love you”.

I love when they were at the table tennis bar place and Fatou was hyping up Ava when there were dudes looking at them and Ava did a fancy ass turn and smile. She’s so pretty

I love that Fatou’s problems were shown in subtle ways in the beginning with money. Counting money at her job and when she wa trying to pay for the drink at the bar. It was a small interaction but in real life it would cause a lot of stress and anxiety if money counting problems kept happening over and over again

I love Yara and Josh’s friendship. More platonic friendship between a male and a female please. Also more Yara in general please.

I love that Zoe owned up to her actions last year to the entire group (minus Ismail Constantine and Kieu my) on New Years. I see her owning up to the role as Nora’s big sister.

I love when Josh was drinking a lot during New Years and Fatou was trying to get him to slow down. It shows how big her heart is for her friends. Also I think Josh and Fatou could be great friends

I love that Kieu My looks at Fatou like she hung the stars. When Fatou mentioned she knew Kieu My was a Scorpio, it’s the first time I’ve ever seen that girl smiled so big (before episode 5 of course)

I love that whenever they kiss Kieu my is smiling.

I love Sira’s side profile. There I said it. Girl has the jawline of a Greek goddess.

I love that they change Fatou’s hair. She looks good in every hair style but it’s always nice to see her in different styles.

I love that they showed the struggles of being a passive and gentle person. Because we’re not assertive in regular everyday life we are easily looked over. And it’s hard for us to muster the gusto to be assertive and take what we need because we prefer shying away from conflict and just letting things flow. I relate to fatou’s character so much in that sense. I lowkey think this is the universe’s way of telling me to stop being so passive about life and to take charge idk.

I love that the topic of white savior and performative activism was touched on. And I love that it was between two friends because it’s very realistic to how dynamics work between young people these days. The way they handle it differs in opinion but the fact that they even spoke about it was great.

I love that moment when Kieu My wrapped the vietnamese pancake in the lettuce snd handed it to Fatou. Its so sweet. If I was Fatou I would have forgiven her right then and there lol

I LOVE THE HEIGHT DIFFERENCE BETWEEN THE TWo. YES MORE HEIGHT DIFFERENCE.

Episode 6. Just all of it. Even the angsty part. I want more of that. Episode 6 yes. I’ll marry episode 6

Kieu My wearing Fatou’s cardigan. 💕💕💕💕💕💕✨✨✨✨✨😫😫💕✨✨🥺

^^ but also as a person that tried bangs before, you can’t tell me that girl woke up with her bangs perfectly in place lol. This girl probably bought a mini straightener or something too

Fatou telling Kieu My it doesn’t matter if she wears make up or not rather than going off on how she looks prettier without it. She’s just like “it doesn’t matter. You’re pretty no matter what, my little space nerd”

Pissed off fatou is a hot fatou. Js

I love Sira’s acting in general. But the way she shows Fatou’s sadness is great. It’s not just tears and that’s it. When she got fired it was a build up of tears but she wasn’t sobbing, same thing with the cashqueens argument. But she broke when her and Kieu My got in a fight.

Finn being socially awkward. It’s so funny cuz Zoe is this bubbly party girl and her boyfriend is so awkward. Nice balance.

^^also his hair makes me laugh idk why

Ismail opening up to Fatou shows how so many people feel at ease with her. Girl has a calming presence for everybody, she doesn’t even realize how much she’s helped others.

I love that Constantine wears the same jacket over and over again. Idk it seems to fit his character.

^^also kudos to the actor who plays him, he’s doing an amazing job

Love Fatou. Love her dimples and her soft voice. She gets all high pitched when she’s normally speaking but when she was fighting with Kieu My her voice became lower. Just love the way Sira’s voice sounds. Also Nhungi’s speaking voice.

Love the shaky camera movements. The fast pans and the slow motion dance scenes.

Love the aesthetic of Kieu My smoking but PLEASE DONT SMOKE, CHILDREN. ITS BAD FOR YOU.

Love the different aesthetics of the cashqueens

Love maike. Great actress. Give this turtle an Oscar.

Love Kieu My climbing the roof to help her Fatou. Softie to her girlfriend but an ice queen to the world lol.

Love the actors. Love the characters. It just makes me so happy.

This is so well written, i might actually cry no but really it was really nice to read your positive and cuteee facts after the tag check :/ and it really helped because i get mad and sad when i see bad takes. Everything you said was so true and i think im fangirling over this essay. And it made me emotional 👉👈.  Represantation does really matter.

This season is so important for so many people and i don’t think some people realize that when they’re ‘’criticizing’’ some things. Not only we have a lesbian main, we have a black lesbian main who is the softest person in the world and she has LD and/or ADHD. I sometimes can’t believe we got to the point of skamverse where we get rep instead of hurtful,problematic seasons and plots, some might interpret that as shade but it really isn’t, careless storylines really does hurt ppl and why would you want to hurt people when you can give 8 min of sapphic museum date instead 👭🌌 :)

i love this season, i love this gen and i love this essay

[itsmoonphobic]

👑Royal Buisness👑 (SBI+Tommy AU)

Hello!My name is Moonbow and I am a huge sbi+more fan! And so I decided to do my bois some justice and create a au based off of dnd and skyrim!They all reside in the land of "Bladestrom" a legendary kingdom build out of mysterious ruins and on the ground where dragons once rested.I will let you in on some headcanons and insights about each character!I hope you guys enjoy it🥺👑💓

Dave(Techno) Blade:

The 12th heir of the throne King Technoblade,or simply King Blade.A strong and fearless warrior known for his determination,power and strength.

He has a serious and egoistic facade.Though in reality the king is anything but egoistic and serious.Quiet the opposite actually:He tends to be very polite and respectful.Sure his ego is the size of a full grown dragon but he is a big hearted man.

Techno mostly stays in his castle walls and prefers to read or write in peace.The only time he will actually step foot in the outside world was during night,when his people need him or his favorite hobby ;)

He has a pretty unbalanced and unhealthy sleeping schedule which he constantly gets reminded of.

The only person Techno actually lets into his private life is his best friend Phil.Phil is Techno's personal knight and right hand man.Techno trusts Phil with his eyes closed,his loyalty is very appreciated.

A huge downside for Techno's reputation is that he is really shy and socially awkward.The poor guy can't find the right words or say anything normal without feeling like he said something fully absurd.

Apart from reading and fighting,Techno loves to farm potatoes in his free time.He loves the fresh taste once they are harvested and prepared properly!!His potatoes are known to be from the best quality in the whole land!Which earns Techno some extra money.

Techno won't admit it infront of Phil or anyone else but he has a soft spot for children,especially orphans. He knows the feeling of growing up without parents and he feels connected to them.That's why Techno stops by the local orphanage to donate some money he earned from his potato farming.

Techno loves to train and upgrade his swordsmanship abilities to their fullest potential.Always coming up with new strategies and techniques to use whenever the time for war would fall upon them once again.

And speaking of war,the thing that terrified the neighboring kingdoms and enemies even more about King Blade is the fact that he never manages to lose. Everyone stupid enough to challenge the king of Bladestrom would go down in shame and regret.

Though Techno isn't really in control of himself in those types of situations.His lust for blood overcomes his senses and he can't but see red with every step he takes on the battlefield.

Phil is usually the one who manages to calm him down and get him back to his normal self.Techno would feel awful and expose the side he hates the most about him to Phil: Vulnerability

Techno doesn't take things very seriously.He is very sarcastic and relaxed all the time,and that's what makes him even scarier.

He competes in the yearly bladestrom championships which is a battle arena with different challenges and obstacles you have to beat.And suprise,suprise Techno wins em' all!

Techno suffers from adhd and anxiety.Something that only Phil is aware of is Techno's ptsd.He didn't exactly have the luxurious and perfect life growing up,so when he ends up getting nightmares or panic attacks Phil's dad instincts take over and do their thing.

Long story short,Techno doesn't necessarily know his limits,but he is hundred percent aware of his strengths and weaknesses.He protects and takes care of the people he deeply cares about and welcomes them as family.His power is what makes him a fearless and violent king.But his heart is what makes him a kind and understanding human.And if he ever forgets about that side of him he simply has to listen to the repeated beating in his chest.

Phil Watson:

The royal guard with a five year long achievement on staying at the top of his game and ranking as the number one royal knight.

Earning himself the trust and life long,brother like friendship with the king himself was a big plus!

Phil is a very loyal and hardworking man.He seeks justice and always wants to take things the slow and pacifistic way before instantly turning to violence and bloodshed,much unlike his best friend.

Phil is very kind,and gentle when he needs to be. Everyone loves seeing Phil in the local town tavern or in a city bar.He always seems to read poeple like an open book and find the right topics to talk about.

Techno and Phil have a very close and important relationship.They are like a brothers,though Techno secretly looks up to Phil like a father he never had. Phil would risk his life for Techno,not only becouse of his duty as his personal guard,but becouse family comes first.

Phil is a very wholesome and strong willed guy.

Whenever Techno is feeling down or something like a panick attack or nightmare is happening,Phil immediately notices it.Techno doesn't have to say a word for Phil to hug him and take care of the vulnerable king in his hands.

He will find Techno on his balcony while patrolling the castle halls or garden in the middle of the night just staring at the moonlit sky.He always seems so lost in thought and carefree that Phil simply smiles and continues his work.

He does scold him for not resting enough the next day though-so he's never really off the hook :D

Phil is also the only person who really knows Techno.He knows his deepest fears,biggest insecurities and darkest secrets.He sees him in moments where the world would turn his back on him but Phil doesn't and he never will.That's what he promised him all those years ago.

Long story short,Phil is very kind and hardworking.He takes problems into his own hands and solves them the best way he possibly can.He can and will tease the living daylight out of Techno and that infront of other residents of the castle who don't know if they should laugh or simply stare in shock.Phil deeply loves and cares of Techno like his son and always makes sure ro put his well being infront of his own.

(I WOULD DIE FOR PHIL-HE IS SO WHOLESOME AHHH-)

Wilbur Soot:

A lonesome musician on the lookout for money and success-

Wilbur is a guitarist living on the streets of Bladestrom He goes from bar to bar and performs his musical talent there.Though the majority of the time Wil plays and sings on the streets.

Earning money is hard so affording an apartment,even a room for a few nights is almost impossible for Wilbur since he only earns a few silver coins per night,that is if he gets lucky and poeple actually listen to him.

He is very charming and suave,also add the fact that he is pretty handsome to the list and you have yourself the perfect boyfriend.May I inform you that his voice is a perfect balance between velvety and rough-

Wilbur isn't from Bladestrom.He grew up in another kingdom which he can't remember the name from since he arrived here during a war 19 years ago.

He never really heard from his parents,they just sort of disappeared.But that was something Wilbur didn't question,he didn't care about them.He learned how to survive and keep himself company.He doesn't need a family ro accomplish his goals.

Wilbur is a huge gentleman and he is also tends to be extremely flirtatious,which he is really good at btw!So yeah he earns himself some extra points with the ladies ;)

His biggest dream that he is trying to achieve is to become a famous musician in the whole entire land. Opening his own theater and doing what he loves the most.Sing and perform.

But living on the streets has it's ups and down's.Most nights Wilbur has to deal with drunk people wandering the alleyways or annoying little children who constantly pickpocket you-

Wilbur will sometimes nonchalantly sneak into a hotel and sleep in one of their cozy beds,since he doesn't experience that feeling often.Or the places he performs at reward him with shelter instead of money.

Long story short,Wilbur can keep apart dreams and reality.He is a smart and sly person who knows how to accomplish his goals.Even though Wilbur has his one Night stands more than often he would never betray a woman if he got into a serious relationship,which he plans on not having any time soon.He keeps to himself and sternly focuses on the things that matter in life,everything else is irrelevant.

Tommy Simons:

An energetic orphan with no manners and the mouth of a sailor.

Tommy grew up on the streets,any memory of his past life or family only appear as a missing puzzle piece or a black canvas.

Tommy is a very outgoing and optimistic person,his emotions are practically worn out on his sleeves.

Spending his days in the local town orphanage Tommy met a few poeple who he spends his time with.You could say that he has formed a wierd alliance with his more questionable friends.

Tommy learned how to defend himself and make sure that his "gang" stas safe aswell.He is quite the expert at pickpocketing which comes in handy.

Being quick and light on his feet,if Tommy does get caught by the royal guards he manages to escape and get away with the stuff he stole.

On the other hand though,Tommy is extremely clumsy and seeks huge amount of admiration in any way.He constantly wants people to refer to him as the best.

And to repeatedly prove himself worthy of that title he picks fights with multiple poeple and always manages to make poeple hate him.He won't say it out loud but he sees the bloody noses and bruises as badges of honor,he's proud of them.

This little troublemaker has only one person he dreams to meet one day,but for now he can only hear stories about him and admire him from afar.And that person is none other than King Blade himself.

Oh what he would give to train with him and show off his badass moves and fighting skills.

Long story short,Tommy doesn't think before he acts and he surprisingly manages to pull off any stupid stunt he plans to do.For Tommy it's kill or be killed.Either you face your fears head on and establish dominance or you act like a coward and run away.And there was no way Tommy ever does the second option even if it gets him into dangerous situations.Tommy is very overprotective over poeple he cares about,his guild is his brotherhood,his family,and he would do anything for them,even going sofar as risking his life.

THIS IS ALL I HAVE FOR NOW-I HOPE YOU GUYS LIKE THIS AU BECOUSE I AM ABSOLUTELY IN LOVE AND I CAN'T GET OVER THE FACT THAT MY BRAIN ACTUALLY MANAGED TO WORK PROPERLY AND CREATE SOMETHING USEFUL-Sorry I ramble alot,anyway I am definitely planing on making this a whole ass fanfiction on AO3 so yeah KWKDJWKIS I AM HYPED!!Love u all <3

[penzyroamin]

babe PLEASE give me some insight on tied together i rlly can't get it off my mind... gimme some davey hcs.... some couple hcs...... some spoilers.... Anything....

anything for u my dear. im gonna give u a mix of the sort. a combo package if you will. it’s under the cut because it’s long whoops

some davey thoughts:

- he had no idea what he wanted to do with his life until around senior year of high school. he was interested in pretty much everything he did and had a moment where he seriously considered either going to culinary school or going directly into a nonprofit

- he and sarah had a joint b’nai mitzvah, and fought over the theme so hard that esther had to carefully coerce them into both liking something. it ended up being vaguely d.c.-themed, because davey liked politics and sarah liked the library of congress

- mayer tried to get him into baseball when he was a kid, and he played it until everything kind of went to shit. at that point, he picked up lacrosse as more of an act of rebellion than anything else, and he ended up liking it and stuck with it. it’s a good way for him to release anger

- talks over the tv. it INFURIATES jack to no end because it does not matter how important the dialogue is, davey WILL be responding to everything the characters say. he’s especially noisy during the news and debates

- aquarius king <3

- his family doesn’t do halloween but they hand out candy and davey makes costume bingo sheets. sarah reigns supreme for YEARS until jack shows up and literally wins every single year until davey finds out that jack literally camps out in costume stores gathering data and ends the tradition out of pure spite

- jack gives him a blender for their fifth anniversary and it’s the best and worst gift davey ever gets. he becomes a smoothie KING. you can give him any produce and some ice cubes and he will blend that shit up and drink it for breakfast. it’s noisy as fuck and wakes jack up in the morning but then davey makes jack smoothies so it’s sweet enough that he doesn’t say anything

- his favorite color is green!!

- in junior year he decided he was going to try and seem straight, so he asked a girl to junior prom. it went roughly like this: “i was wondering if you’d wanna go with me?” “yeah... no thanks.”

javid thoughts:

- davey is in such a constant state of busy-ness all the time and jack has that sweet sweet undiagnosed adhd so basically their calendar is Hell. there are sticky notes all over their home. davey has three separate day planners. jack literally has alarms set for every hour that passes just to remind himself to not do one thing for seventeen hours straight

- they have invented a holiday. it’s called palentine’s day. it’s like galentines day except it’s on the fifteenth and it’s about hanging out with your friends and giving them stupid gifts and eating pink frosting. they didn’t invent this holiday. they stole it from someone on the internet but will never tell. katherine hosts every other holiday and they needed a win

- whenever they’re not able to talk for a while they each keep these rambling running lists of things they think of and want to tell the other about, so the next time they see each other, they have these conversations that are essentially just charting every odd thought they’ve wanted to vocalize and everything that made them think of the other person

- when they reach a point of very clear comfort with each other and davey fully trusts jack again, jack essentially starts using the string like how cats walk on your keyboard for attention. davey, in turn, is really tactile, and jack teaches himself how to be more open to that since he knows it bugs davey that there’s a whole other form of contact jack has that he doesn’t have access to

little spoiler:

the culmination of some symbolism ive been building up over all these chapters comes to a peak in the epilogue and jesus christ if people dont notice it i WILL cry

[mageofseven]

Hi I don't actually know where to send the ask for matchups. I hope is here. I don't know myself enough maybe cause I usually hide my emotions even for myself or because I can see me or the fact I don't like myself at all. but my friends and family always says that am enthusiastic and that i have a lot perseverance also described me as wise or smart. I like almost everything. Even though everything has something bad also has something good so I can't really hate even if I want to. Nature. Drawing. Singing. Kinda strage I guess but I love maths. Everything that is difficult(is challenging). But I love more to knowing people. Not like talking. I rather listen to them. They all has their own world and is just interesting. I want to know everything I can before is to late. People. The world. Everything. Just learning is exciting. Experiences is fun too. Now what I dislike or more....I don't approve is disrespectful attitute and Cruelty (usually irrational attitutte) not because is "incorrect" because it isn't necessary and is actually prejudicial to you, with the time you can realize you win a lot more when you give respect and sympathy not only in reputation also for growing as a person in mind and hearth. That doesn't means am gonna hate you as I said before I rather trying to understand why and if that person worn my time(everybody who doesn't has the intention of hurting and/or tries to be better ) If fthat person worn my time then will gain all my support but if it doesn't total indifference. I don't think it's totally match with me but my mbti is ENTJ for the functions. My eneagram is 7w8 ya know fun is fun and am just starting to live for real. Also I don't know how horoscope works but am virgo. About all about sexuality I actually just don't care about the body. Not in me or them. As far I can really conect emotionally and in mind with someone it's can appear the chance of falling in love. But is really difficult to me to really connect at all. Usually is just a like but not more. Also I have ADHD my personality changes a lot with my pills or without them. With my pills am calm. I think first of acting or saying everything but without them am a mess jumping everywhere. Like a kid then when I come back to my senses or think about what I did embarrassment attacks me so I hide myself from everybody and everything. my emotions are out of my control and I don't like it cause I accidentally destroy things, hurt myself, etc impulsivity + curiosity + enthusiasm....not a really good match.

Thanks for giving you the time of doing yhis matchups for the fandom

-☀

Oh, you got it! You just send Matchup Requests like any other ask.

Your sentence structure, wording, and typos made this slightly difficult to understand. Sorry, that's partially my brain's fault. However, I think I understand enough to make my choice!

I pair you with...

Lucifer

You come off as someone very capable, but fun loving. You have goals to achieve! And you will meet them, but why not have fun along the way? That seems to be your thought process anyway. You are all about life's experiences. You wanna do more, see more, and meet more people.

Lucifer really admired your drive and sunny disposition; it's what drew him to you. As he got closer though and discovered just how great the disconnection you have with yourself and others, he grew greatly concerned. Because of this, he halted any advances with you for the sake of your own comfort. He cares about you and didn't want to make you possibly feel cornered or uncomfortable.

But he was still opened with you about how he felt and let you know that he is here for you until your ready to be with. If you become ready to be with him, that is. The ball was in your court, so to speak. He knows the pain you carry within your heart and doesn't want to add to it.

Eventually, you do. You appreciate the care you receive from him, but also the respect. He doesn't pity you or see you are someone incapable because of these issues or your need to bury your emotions, despite all of the anxiety and fear under the surface (shown by your Ennegram). No, he sees your strength through all of this and respects you more for it.

And eventually you do got out with him. You do develop feelings for the Avatar of Pride and together, you become such a power couple, ready to raise each other up at any moment the other is feeling down.

[milkyetoile]

Because I've been obsessing over Slazy again, I thought I'd finally answer the 30 days of Slazy except in 1 go 😂 A friend suggested a different last question since the drama's already done.

Warning for LOTS of spoilers, but that’s probably a given lol.

This is alternatively known as where I write essays about my love for stage direction, plot, and Norizuki Kouhei lmao

1. Why you started watching Club Slazy

2. The moment when you fell in love with this series

My memory is shitty so I can't actually recall specifically? I'm guessing it's because my friends got me into Pedal stage and Mokkun and Maashi were amazing there. I’m trying to recall if I knew Nori before Slazy or because of Slazy but I really can’t remember, which is a shame since he’s my main bias now. Memory loss is very real for ADHD both short and long term 😂

Correction: I got my Twitter archive to find out since I used to livetweet a lot and apparently I watched Slazy BECAUSE of Norizuki Kouhei. I first watched him in Dances With Devils and got interested in him. Club Slazy cemented my love for him and now I am obsessed with him AND Club Slazy 🙃

Again with the shitty memory oops but I remember watching Sapphire first out of the whole series and being amazed at how they revealed what happened with King. I’ve been into theater since childhood so seeing different ways of staging is always intriguing for me. The way they staged the scene for the first time where King left had a distinctly sinister feel with the parts that were shown and how the actors portrayed them. The second time they showed the scene, the viewer knew more of their characters and the situation. The last time they showed it revealed the truth in a different perspective, both with the situation and how the characters really felt at the time. It was so fascinating to see the progression and the differences in the actors’ portrayal. I mean, I did love the song performances (and still do), but my theater nerd heart got hooked on the plot, character development, and stage direction.

3. You received a Garnet card, who do you want to comfort you? (Doesn’t have to be a Lazy!)

Definitely Q hahaha

4. Rank your top 5 favourite characters from Top Ace to Fifth Star

Top Ace: Q (obv)

Second Ace: Blooooooooom

Third Star: Deep and Cool Beans because I can’t pick between them here hhhh

Fourth Star: Act

Fifth Star: End

5. Least favourite character

Probably...Ya, if only because it felt like we never had enough time to get to know his character.

6. Favourite relationship (not necessarily romantic)

Bloom and Q whether romantic or platonic tbh, there’s so much history between them and I loved seeing that and how they developed as characters in the flashbacks together, then individually, and then sort of together again.

But also CB and Q bc them being obviously soft for each other is so adorable?? Whenever CB goes “Q-chan, Q-chan!” and skips around when Q’s allowed to do parts in the theme song and A to Z and in Luv Slazy II where Q says he believes that someday, a lot of people will watch CB perform the number one part in A to Z, I also go soft hahahuhu

7. Character that you didn’t think you’d like but ended up loving

Cool Beans! I don’t usually like characters that are both obnoxious, overly confident (“machine gun narcissist” ohmygod), and highly immature but he’s always just trying his best and actually really cares for everyone, even the ones he claims to hate. I couldn’t help but love him with that.

8. Character that you want to return to the series in the future

Ya, definitely. He deserves more screen time. And it would be interesting to see more of his era when he was Top Ace, considering aside from Zs, under him were Odds, King, and V.P.

Also Riddle! There have been parts where he’s implied to be in the vicinity in the days 1-2 of the 2016 live and in the drama, but I kinda wished Win could have come back even for a short appearance like CB did for the final day of AW haha

9. Favourite antagonist

I think the main antagonists in this whole series are themselves hahaha but I guess if we consider the sort of? Oppressors? Then Mr. X. Clearly, he’s quite the twisted character, but there are moments where he wants the best for Slazy in his own way. Seeing his interactions with Zs and Q without the Lazies around was also fascinating because we get a glimpse of what happens behind the scenes. Plus Sam-san is BRILLIANT, he was so great at giving creepy feels.

10. Character that you relate to the most

A friend said that I was essentially the Q of our group lol. While I disagreed to some extent, I do actually relate to Q, mainly in a work setting. I’ve always been pulled into leadership positions and it’s been a bit like Q’s (including where I seem to end up having to do other tasks as needed). As a team leader, it’s been my responsibility to manage my team members, but I dislike micromanaging, and people have different ways of how they’d work best anyway so I prefer that they figure out some things on their own. Also the frustration of getting caught in between wanting to do what’s best for your team but also being obligated to follow what the upper management wants to be done--this is an ongoing struggle for me. Sometimes, I have to resort to manipulating certain situations to get the best balance. Seriously, watching AW is painful on so many levels because sometimes, I feel like I’m stuck like Q in my position because I don’t want to leave my team to the mercy of the upper management.

Oops I went off there, sorry. My situation at work is currently very much like Q hahaha no promotion, but I have to guide my new supervisor. Being the senior to someone new at a higher position is...a weird experience. And a lot of people recently left so it’s been a challenge keeping things together. See? Very much like Slazy hahahaha shit bye

11. Tori, Slazy, or Underworld?

Slazy definitely.

12. Lazy, New Jack, Mystic, or Manager?

Lazy, because I do want to actually perform hahahaha but also being essentially allowed to be lazy bc pls let me rest

13. Favourite play in the series

Topaz, because the staging was so impeccable holy shit. From the reveal of the past between 8 and 9 to how they revealed that Jr was Deep--actually, especially that. The scene where Mokkun was interacting as both 8 and Bloom with Jr and Deep was just perfectly timed in the whole show and just really well-executed. I love seeing abrupt character changes because I know how challenging it is to pull off. Topaz also had some of my favorite versions of songs like...the Patient of Love with Jr, 8, and 9 was so fucking adorable and gave such strong found family feels. And Deep’s Runaway Pierrot was Ryo’s best performance of the song imo. Money Money and Roller Coaster Life (+ Q’s Question) were also first introduced here (I can’t stress enough how happy I was to see Nori performing songs that showcased his range perfectly). And of course, more insight into Q’s character and the Mystics in general. I also loved how they tied back CB's flashbacks from Sapphire in more detail with DooBop present, adding another layer to what was already shown.

14. Least favourite play in the series

Damn, this is hard. Probably the first, if only because everything wasn’t as cohesive yet there. And the cast members were still developing their skills and character portrayals. Though rewatching after seeing the whole series, it’s intriguing to see the elements that seemed so innocuous then, but actually had significance later (something that happens commonly throughout the series).

15. Scene that makes you cry

Holy shit. Anything from 2nd onwards has these hahaha but probably in AW when Act comes back to Slazy alone, leaving Will and V.P, and he gets suddenly promoted to Top Ace--when the consequences of him essentially saving himself sinks in and Mr. X makes him sing Sayonara. Seeing Will and V.P get separated was already painful, and then this was the scene that came after, of course it makes me cry every time. Maashi’s singing of Sayonara was particularly heart-wrenching here too. This, among other things, is the reason why I don’t rewatch AW as often as the other parts even though it’s my top 2 fave. I need to mentally and emotionally prepare myself before it hahaha

16. Scene that makes you laugh

In Luv Slazy II, where Deep and End mocks Cool Beans’ call for Bloom to come back in Onyx. It was fucking hilarious how they incorporated the band into each line ohmygod it was so chaotic. CB’s not visible during this part but his dying noises were so funny lmao it makes me laugh every time I even think of it 😂 also the ending scene bc the way Q addresses Bloom was just so sarcastic right after how sincere he was with CB, then he actually laughed. It was also funny to hear the audience’s confused noises at the interaction since this was right before 8/9 history was revealed 😂😂😂

17. Scene that surprised you

There were a LOT of moments since the plot was built around revelations...but the most surprising for me was the end of AW where Q reveals that the audience were Mystics and that they erase the footsteps so the people at Slazy don’t find out. I mean. What the fuck. I had to replay it to make sure I understood right. Repeatedly. And unlike with Final onwards, I had no spoilers for this since I got into the fandom only a month or so before AW was released on DVD. I love the idea of literally being sort of part of the play though it's not an entirely new concept, but damn this series. Q has always been addressing the audience to essentially explain how Slazy operates, but I thought it was just to help us understand the complexity like some other plays do. And spinning it like that was shocking for me, especially when it was done at the end of AW, where the only hint to it was Deep vaguely recalling a Mystic number 386. At least in the other parts, it felt like there were build-ups to the revelations. But this one? Damn, if AW didn't give me a whiplash from everything.

18. New actor that you want to see in Club Slazy

Suzuki Shougo 👀

19. Favourite song performance

This question is too hard, I have so many favorites 😂 But off the top of my head, in no particular order: Roller Coaster Life in Garnet, Moshimo in Luv Slazy II and AW, Curtain Song in Luv Slazy II, Mahou no Houki, Wasurenaide, and Garnet Star in 1st, Money Money (Q ft. Bloom ver.) and Garnet Star (Deep ft. Bloom ver. ofc bc WANTUTRIPOR) in 2016 live, Patient of Love in Topaz…I should probably stop before I end up enumerating everything 😂

20. Song that you didn’t like at first but grew to love

Ai wa Maboroshi! Izawa's singing is great, but I didn't like the feel of the song at first. But I eventually did as I heard it more later on. And then INZ sang it in 2016, plus the version w/ Kimeru like. Yo. Wtf. How could I not like it after that 😂

21. Song that you want to announce your entrance wherever you go

Money Money bc I become their wallet and my money is why they like me 😂💸💸💸

22. You would be happy if you never heard this song again

Not exactly a whole song, but in Onyx, when Riddle was singing Fake and Fly was inserting the "This is my special place" lines. Admittedly, I'm not as thrilled with Kouji's singing in general, especially with how Fly is supposedly a better singer than Graf. Imo Takeru is better in terms of technique and control (which I personally prioritize), though I get that Kouji has more of the power and Takeru really is the better dancer so I can see the merit. For 3rd's Fake though, idk who decided to make him insert in that way, it really didn't fit for me. I don't blame Kouji though, it was more of the arrangement that I had an issue with.

I don't really have a full song I don't want to hear again. The composers were great! It's just the arrangements I don't always like but that's normal 🤷

23. Song that you want to hear a different character singing

Wasurenaide sung by King, bc it fits Daichan's vocal quality and range. Maybe Mahou no Houki sung by Bloom for the same reason. Or Marionette by Q, both bc it's in Nori's range and it seems interesting having Q singing those lyrics. It would definitely have a different feel compared to X.

24. Song from elsewhere that you want to see performed in Club Slazy

Is it cheating if I say "Rhythm in Me" from the Japanese adaptation of Altar Boyz? For context, it's THIS SONG but with Nori singing the "put it in me" translated into 「入れてちょうだい」 like boiiii this was religious on a different level, you didn’t have to make it sound so sexy 🙃 Despite the actual lyrics and context, I feel like the Japanese arrangement of the song really fits well in Slazy 😂 I want to see Maashi performing in this song as Act instead of Matthew (fuck) and probably Bloom singing Mark's parts. Or Odds. Ohgod just imagining Mokkun or Ray singing 入れて by syllable in a seducing manner is killing me 😂😂😂

I'm trying (and failing) not to imagine if Nori would sing this as Q instead of Mark because that's a fucking deadly idea and giving me Money flashbacks (aka when I died). As a mutual said, if Nori was casted as a Lazy instead, 386 would be dead. Can confirm I would but maybe that’s my bias talking lol

(Outside of this song, Nori was so adorable as Mark okay just let him be in gay with Maashi Matthew--and I'll stop here bc my brain is recalling the cute Matthew/Mark flashback scene and that's a spoiler for a different butai and it makes me wish more I could've flied back to Japan this month to watch their latest tour 😭)

25. Favourite quote

「自分の選んだ道が常に最良。」"The path you choose for yourself is always the best." Legit words to live by.

26. Favourite song lyric

「あなたに歌うために生まれてきたんだ。」"I was born to sing for you." Forget sexual lyrics. If someone sang Serenade to me and meant it, I'd probably cry and ask them to marry me. Jk I'm arospec lmao

27. What you love the most about Club Slazy

It's probably a tie between the plot and stage direction, but they go together anyway. I love the songs to bits along with the cast and characters, but I wouldn't have been this obsessed with Slazy if it weren't for the plot and direction.

28. One thing you would change

More technical but the blockings and leveling in Luv Slazy II 😂 Kinda forgivable since it was a live with a smaller stage and a band at the back, but there were parts where some actors were covering someone else despite being in a scene with only a few people. It was even more obvious with how the footage was just a stationary camera focused on the middle. My theater teachers have always been strict about blocking so that stuck with me oop

Ok but also how autotuned some of the studio recordings of the songs are. Like. Um. Pls it's ok if they make mistakes even in studio recording, just keep the sound of their vocal quality 😭

29. Describe Club Slazy in one word

深い。 It's so deep 😂

30. What would you want to see from Slazy if they ever do another one?

The era before King was Top Ace, because I feel like V.P being Odds and King's kouhai is something to explore. Also when whoever Lazy suggested Q's hairstyle back then. Or Bloom and Q actually reconciling after Malachite bc wtf why is there additional drama between these two at the end smh they had enough unresolved tension ok

Alternatively, I’d like them to do another live like Luv Slazy II beause I really enjoyed them having a live band and hearing the different song arrangements. It was so fucking amazing. And they used less backing tracks so most of the lines usually heard as part of the instrumentals were sang by someone (mainly Ray) along with harmonizing (mainly Nori). It would be great to see something like that again!

(also Money Money Q ver where he does touch Bloom at 早変わり bc pls Satomi-san we would love to see it even if it might be エロすぎ--)

Club Slazy 30 Day Challenge

Count down with us to the premiere of Extra Invitation ~Malachite~ using the tag #30DaysofSLAZY on tumblr or twitter! Or y’know, just do it because it’s fun :)

Why you started watching Club Slazy

The moment when you fell in love with this series

You received a Garnet card, who do you want to comfort you? (Doesn’t have to be a Lazy!)

Rank your top 5 favourite characters from Top Ace to Fifth Star

Least favourite character

Favourite relationship (not necessarily romantic)

Character that you didn’t think you’d like but ended up loving

Character that you want to return to the series in the future

Favourite antagonist

Character that you relate to the most

Tori, Slazy, or Underworld?

Lazy, New Jack, Mystic, or Manager?

Favourite play in the series

Least favourite play in the series

Scene that makes you cry

Scene that makes you laugh

Scene that surprised you

New actor that you want to see in Club Slazy

Favourite song performance

Song that you didn’t like at first but grew to love

Song that you want to announce your entrance wherever you go

You would be happy if you never heard this song again

Song that you want to hear a different character singing

Song from elsewhere that you want to see performed in Club Slazy

Favourite quote

Favourite song lyric

What you love the most about Club Slazy

One thing you would change

Describe Club Slazy in one word

What do you think the TV drama is going to be about?