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zoppzoop · 1 year ago

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Post-test vent

#Man the test sucked ass. I couldn't finish the damn paper #and i KNEW THE ANSWER #thats what frustrates me most #i fucking knew the answer #and yet here we fucking are #man i couldve gotten full fucking marks #this semester is really bad so far #hhhH i think i need put more work into academics #also its soo weird in my head rn that im thinking about my friends way too much #like i think i genuinely need to create some space because lately ive noticed #that im the one trying to align with their timings and stuff #which okay you do that in friendship but its supposed to go both ways #but then again the problem is me because i have also rwalised i dont really talk about of i have any problems or issues #and communication also goes both ways #so i think i should work on that as well maybr #man.#i heard from somewhere that like even if its a close friendship there always sonething each of you can offer the other #be it skills or sth emotional #and i feel like i have nothing to offer #and its just so hHhHHzH no.#because yes theyre like really close friends of mine. best friends even. and we really care about each other #but i still feel like theres a gap #and that the other two are ofc closer #like #even in normal situations it feels like they seek each other out more #but then again who am i to have a say in who they want to be with. and that makes me mad because liek #them wanting to hang out with each other is not an indication and them not wanting to hang out with you #just because its not positive doesnt mean its negative #and yeaj i think i just need to keep that in mind always #that aside i really really really need to buckle up in terms kf academics because man...

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puppyeared · 5 days ago

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who is your favorite AA character? 👁️👁️

ziska… I hope capcom brings her back someday

#shes cool as fuck to me bc when I first played jfa I found her really frustrating to deal with #not just as Phoenix but I mean like on a personal level she is challenging because she’s so thorough #and yet I also find it fascinating that she breaks the character she’s built for herself once in a while #i 100% believe that I don’t think she would have caught on to what Phoenix was trying to do while stalling for time with engardes trial #so it’s probably a good thing edgeworth subbed in but she literally busts her ass to bring evidence to court #almost right after having a bullet extracted from her WHICH SHE ALSO PRESENTS AS EVIDENCE. thats metal as fuck ok #especially since she would technically have nothing to do with the case after edgeworth fills in and she still decided to do that anyway #maybe it was blind faith to use that evidence to win since she wasn’t there for most of the trial but still #and even if canon doesn’t give it to me I still firmly believe there’s be at least some chemistry between her and Maya #like especially if you hold it next to wrightworth that works bc there’s already a history there and majority of Phoenix and miles trying #to relearn their relationship is Phoenix coaxing out that side of Miles that he remembers from fourth grade #but with Franmaya it’s something new and they’re basically strangers to each other and one of them almost got the other convicted #and I still think that’s fascinating and it’s a damn shame thay half of the fics I find for them on ao3 is background in wrightworth fic #i did find a good one that touched on Franziska trying to win pearls approval because Pearl does hold a grudge against her #and seeing that trying to live up to perfecting even her personal relationships without getting to know Pearl to even know #why it wasn’t working feels believable when I think abt her as a character yk #myart #my art #doodles #aa #ace attorney #franziska von karma

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ratatatastic · 1 month ago

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dumb media day pr does include being handed a shirt and told to reneact the way you cut it out because everyone talks about how you rip it out: the tkachuk tkutorial if you will

#matthew tkachuk #florida panthers #2425 #i have those exact same scissors and i went maffhew how are you having trouble with that shirt that is the sharpest pair i own #theyre not fabric scissors but i use em like ones because thats how much they cut like a dream #“see this doesnt cut” maffhew i assure you it cuts really fuckin well #“this shirt is way harder to cut than what /I/ wear”#← girl who has to be so good at arts and crafts shes frustrated when shes not doing well in front of an audience #“take the pressure of the neck let it breathe a bit” thats not the most blatant thing hes said before but you know #hey girl (leans against a wall) how would you like to have a chat with me about our sensory issues #crying that our team went hey man can you-#phenomenal really

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allastoredeer · 3 months ago

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I dunno why when it's radiostatic then I'm either indifferent or sometimes, rarely as it is, even like top!Alastor but when it's radioapple then even a thought about top!Alastor and bottom!Lucifer makes me wanna to gouge my eyes out haha

Samsies, Anon XD When it comes to radiostatic, I don't mind top!Alastor. I've actually like it on a few occasions of Alastor domming Vox. It's delicious. It's exquisite. Very yummy.

I think its the fandom-wide depiction of top!Alastor and bottom!Lucifer that turns me off from that dynamic. With Vox, Alastor gets to be more himself. He's not turned into this super suave alpha male dude (probs because Vox already fits that bill LMAO). Alastor gets to keep his fun and silly characteristics. I've seen more fan art of Alastor in a dress in radiostatic than radioapple, and I would like to thank the radiostatic community for contributing to my health. Thank you for putting my pookie in a dress, he looks amazing and beautiful just like he should.

And Vox gets to be his silly self too. He's still a boyfail. He's a mess. He's suave and charming, but obsessive and goofy at the same time. They match each other's freak.

From what I've seen, radiostatic typically feels closer to their canon counterparts than a lot of radioapple, which might be why I've been so drawn to radiostatic lately.

Their dynamic is so much more complicated and interesting than a lot of radioapple too, which is INSANE because Lucifer is literally the King of Hell, a prideful son of bitch, and an insecure, depressed mess who's been shown to despise Sinners. Alastor is a silly, girlpop, murderous Overlord who's rise to power is a mystery to EVERYONE (that should've been also impossible considering the assumption that he killed the other Overlords), he had an immediate dislike towards Lucifer that was never explained or expanded on, AND he's slowly been driven to (more) insanity because someone owns his soul, and that someone could very well be Lilith, Lucifer's ex-wife. THESE TWO ARE SUCH TASTY, COMPLICATED CHARACTERS AND RADIOAPPLE SHOULD BE THE TASTIEST OF SHIPS.

And yet, they're starting to feel like the oatmeal of ships. Bland and boring.

Don't get me wrong, I DO like radioapple. I do. I promise. I wouldn't be writing radioapple fanfic if I didn't. But it is hard to find enjoyment in the ship when most of what I see turns the characters into tropes and caricatures that strip them of all their tastiest qualities.

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sydmarch · 18 days ago

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it was so stupidly difficult to find any nutritionist who has experience with arfid & takes insurance so after having to go through all these referrals my therapist sent me & jumping through hoops I lowkey hate the lady lmao feels like such a waste of time & energy

#its only our third time meeting but its so beyond fucking frustrating to feel like we spent the whole hour going in circles & lowkey arguing #& like she never actually listened to any of the things ive told her. like the ENTIRW REASON i told her i was seeking extra help after #dealing w arfid type noncense all my life was 'achieving goal x is always kind of tough but im trying to do it while also achieving goal y &#im struggling with finding a way to balance the two things' like thats IT & then as shes suggesting things to try im like idk of those are #worth the effort bcus they conflict w goal y & shes like. have you considered not worrying about that so you can focus on x?#like NO bcus thats what i was previoislt doing & it doesnt fucking work for me! & she was just not understanding what i meant by adding #variety or having 'better options' shes all like. ok but even if this new thing conflicts with goal y it can just be another option for you #like thats not the POINT i already have enough options i can switch between that conflict with that like the whole point is i need to fill #the gaps w things that are nutritionally different. like if im ok with something thatll use up a significant portion of ny daily values of #shit then i already have multiple options that i actively like well enough i dont wanna waste my time adding more that are things i think #are just ok but take more work. literally whats the point of that #& im like i think rather than me just thinking of random shit i think i could try itd be helpful if I could like get some guidance on like #what are some things that fall into somewhere into this category or this adjacent category while also not being this other thing & then i #cab like determine from there what i already like & can try & add more of & things from that list that sound like sth i can try #& shes like well idk theres a lot of foods out there. YEAH ABD ISNT IT YOUR FUCKING JOB TO KNOW ABOUT FOOD? like i gave fairly specific #parameters this isnt like a 'list every food on earth' type of question what am i even paying you for if you cant come up with a list #like that. & she jept getting hung up on like well lots of things that are the most calorically dense are gonna be like that like ok it #doesnt have to be the MOST dense maybe think about it like 'the densest things in this other category' which sounded straightforward to me #but she was just like continuing to argue & also like getting hung up on reminding me that everything is dependent on portions like #I FUCKING KNOW?? like if a serving of something is like 10% of my dv id rather find something where a serving is 5% etc. idk how thats like #a hard concept like whats the point of adding something to be like oh sure ill have a third of a serving & get 50 extra calories out of it #be so fr rn im so beyond frustrated still even tho its been hours since i talked to her this is more stressful & annoying than the stress of #just trying to figure shit out on my own i fucking hate having to try & re explain nyaelf ivee & over & have someone just talk over me &#fail to understand what im getting at. im one more shitty session away from quitting & just resigining myself to 70% liquid diet #anyways #texticles

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s0lemnhypn0s · 1 year ago

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i feel the need to gatekeep crocodile bc im kinda sick of ppl being weird abt his trans coding

#crocomom!#was crocodile a woman!?!?!?#omg crocodile is actually a woman!#what if you died #also theres weird fetishizing shit made by cis ppl and im kinda sick of seeing it #ALSO also i feel like most ppl just dont understand trans crocodile in a meaningful way but maybe thats just me #being delusionally attached to a stealth trans guy and the kinda life he had to have navigated as a trans man #sorry. im the scary trans person the media warns you about #and im gatekeeping your favs #(to be clear im joking about the gatekeeping part)#(im just venting my frustrations)#one piece #sir crocodile #transgender #ALSO IM FUCKING SICK OF SEEING PPL GENDERBEND CROCODILE #SICK OF IT #If i see it one more fucking time im going to get VIOLENT

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crimescrimson · 8 months ago

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Ada Wong & Leon S. Kennedy: The History [ Resident Evil 4 (2023) ]

#crimson's gifs: resident evil #Resident Evil 4 #Resident Evil 4 Remake #Resident Evil 4 (2023)#RE4R #RE4MAKE #RE4 Remake #Ada Wong #Leon S. Kennedy #Leon Kennedy #Leon S Kennedy #Leon Scott Kennedy #Aeon #LeonAda #AdaLeon #Pairing: Keeping Score #Leon x Ada #Ada Wong x Leon S. Kennedy #Ive decided I fucking HATE re4r aeon #They cut their interactions and chemistry down to bare fucking bones and I dread to see what they do to 6 #Its the way that they've stripped Leon of all his compassion towards Luis and Ada and made him Vendetta angry when he WASNT #THATS THE FUCKING POINT!! HES NOT CHRIS #Sure hes in a shitty situation and hes angry about it but he also knows THATS NOT SPECIFICALLY ADA OR LUIS' FAULT #THATS WHY HE DOESNT TAKE IT OUT ON THEM IN THE OG #Hes annoyed with Ada at most in the OG because imo it follows Leon B where she dies for him so they never got closure and thats frustrating #But hes not specifically nasty to her when shes HELPING HIM LIKE IN RE4R #Even in remake timeline terms the stark shift in their relationship is just too bleak to feel right or make sense #Sorry to rant I just hate how this game massacred the camp fun and the compassion of the OG #This game is what re3 og fans think re3make did to them but at least that game only cut locations and strengthened the characters story #This game kept most locations intact and shit but massacred some of the most important relationships in the story and it kills me

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dhmis-autism · 2 years ago

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trying harder to pay attention to yellows dialogue so i can write him better and. literally. love that thing he does where he talks like hes in a sitcom

( “What do you think it means to have a job?” / ”Yeah, what an adventure. Yup,we really did have the laugh of our lives. But still, nice to be back at home,eh?”/ “Let’s go see this real family in action!” )

#like it feels like lines from an 80s sitcom or smth #it reminds me that hes the one whos the most equipped socially out of the group and that a lot of that comes from what SOUND like #rehearsed lines that are just echos from what he hears from someone else #like the best example of that is the job episode #where hes able to mesh in the best among other people because he just repeats jokes and phrases #same thing happens in the family episode lol #and its like thats all well and good for how he initially comes off to people but i think if anyone were to stick around him long enough #theyd get annoyed either with that or him #i think we really see that with how warren gets around his brain friends #theyre very polite at first then he quickly gets so frustrated he starts yelling at them #but i do like how he seems the most socially competent but its clearly like. in a very surface level way #as opposed to duck who actively pushes new people away with his abrasiveness and red who does it accidentally lol #my dhmis postings #ANYWAYS HES GOT VERY FAMILY TV SHOW LINES AND I LOVE IT

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rearranging-deck-chairs · 8 days ago

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rewatching 13s era for me is not so much diminishing returns as it is something opposite and eviler...............increasing losses? increasing losses

#every time i rewatch an episode the points where it couldve been better poke me in the eye #maybe probably the exact same thing would happen with any other thing i would get this obsessed about #you stare at something long enough its flaws will become ever more apparent #you love something enough everything it could have been but IS NOT becomes ever more painful #i watched 13x5 tonight.........honestly what the fuck goes on #no these were my responses now 3 years and probably a dozen rewatches in:#1) what the fuck goes on #2) philosophically stilll utterly unintelligible to me i might be stupid #swarm and azures whole thing. like. everything they say about their Schemes is completely......incoherent. i dont understand it.am i stupid #3) feels like most agents in these plots are just doing busywork. but might be my inability to understand plot again #but like diane?? who is she what is she why is she #4) 13s message to yaz 'flux destroys universe so refugees coming take over earth your task' is.....like.....profoundly......wtf #and seemingly easily fixable: flux destroys universe refugees come to earth find a way to welcome them #get unit involved THAT way. right?#unit as the liaison between humanity and alienity. rebrand #but maybe that doesnt work with the snakeman plot idfk im stupid with plot #5) scenes between 13 and tecteun couldve been so much more. mastervoice: i have Notes. first and least: tecteun shouldve called her Child #damn now i want to do 13 era rewrite again #i really should do that one day i think it would be good for my skills #turn it into a good oldfashioned 13 ep series. still one story tho. but to deepen everything out a bit more #actually getting into all the stuff thats only sort of Touched upon #making swarm and azure not only make sense but also emotionally important and if possible even lore-wise interesting #more abt the division past. doesnt need to be shown in detail if the absence is the point. that doesnt mean there cant be more absence #swarm&azure lore + division lore + vinder&bel lore in separate pieces starting to show a horrible puzzle when put together #yaz and dan in 1900s for 3 full eps or so. time to breathe. more yaz&13 stuff. a lot more 13&yaz stuff #i think that might actually be the heart of it. maybe it should be the heart of it #leaning into that 13-tecteun parallel. the frustration and resentment. build up to the 'so why are you SO interested in him!' stuff #more of their life in the tardis just the two of them without buffer #i kinda want to play with like a lot more body language between them which the camera doesnt allow as we have it #like zoom the fuck out pls

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redysetdare · 8 months ago

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Hey you! yeah you stop! don't type another word! listen - listen I know what you're trying to do. you think you're being helpful by going on someones post and telling them to look at a specific media that has the basic similarity to what their post is asking for. But I'm going to tell you a secret, okay? They probably already know it. People have probably already told them about it. they probably have checked it out. because when you have such limited options it's kind of impossible not to hear about these things...and guess what...guess what - they might not of even liked it. Because if someone is asking for representation they likely want it in a story that they'll enjoy. yeah, not everyone wants to read YA drama/romance books just for the representation, crazy i know. Yeah some of us actually want well written stories about things we actually care about. some of us want characters to be like us while they fight dragons or something.

so stop typing that message about how OP should totally check out X media. maybe, if you really wanna recommend something, maybe just ASK OP is they are looking for suggestions and what kind of stories they like so you know if that's even what they're looking for. trust me, they'll appreciate your input a lot more if you just ask.

#text #this is about people continuously telling me to watch heartstopper or read loveless because of aspec rep #like no i dont think i will because ya coming of age stories are incredibly boring to me #and i shouldn't have to sit through a show about romance to get 1 aspec side character #half the time im not even asking for media. im just expressing my frustrating with the sheer lack of the kind of media i want to see #especially because the only media thats out there at the moment is in genres I don't like #no i dont wanna read about being aspec in the romance genre i already put up with that every day #no i dont want to read about stupid teenage drama for a shred of representation #no i dont want a read a story that's focus is in the real world with real people spelling out an experience that i know all too well #i dont want stories made for an audience that isn't me not because it's bad but because i know im not the target and i can't find enjoyment #it would save so much annoyance if people just i dunno asked me what i liked #“op you would love X” “Op you should read X” i think you should stop assuming that i would like or havent heard of whatever popular media #i think you should stop assuming im looking for recommendations when i complain about a lack of certain stories being told #thanks for being the most unhelpful person in the room

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martyrbat · 9 months ago

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im so considerate.... (<- guy not ranting about a thing it hates before its friend is done with the media)

#can officially say i finished the arkhamverse. didnt watch anything about that suicide squad one but i read all comics #a d watched the complete story & side mission gameplay for origins asylum city and midway through my refresher for knight #the biggest takeaway i have is wow these people are weird about convicts and addicts and love their toxic masculinity #but the gameplay and nostalgia impacts peoples opinions on it. maybe an enjoyable experience but for the story or universe itself #its a complete failure in every regard i can think of—only having glimpses moments of quality that makes the rest of it #be frustrating because the potential can be there. theres interesting premises occasionally but the execution and payoff doesn't make it #even worthwhile to get to those premises because of what you must wade through to reach them #<- thats me being my nicest and most spoiler freeabout it btw.#my other big takeaway is that tim is canonically older than jason and i think a grown ass man saying fuck that kid is really funny #[SPOILERS LOOK AWAY CJ]#<- tim currently works as a highschool science teacher while jason was shown to be adopted and made robin at 15 #where he was then promptly captured and kidnapped by joker. he escaped half? a year later during asylum and AK takes place 2 years afterward #i think. the entire timeline for this shitty universe is awful and confusing. dick was robin for like 2 years its ridiculous.#and i think primarily so they can go noooo see bruce is a hot late 30 year old instead because you become dust at any older!!#but. back to the age thing. hes about 17 maybe early 18 during AK but because tim is a private school teacher he needs a bachelor's degree #and most people get it at 22/23ish and then theres the actual teacher application and being hired (or not because hes a nepo baby)#so hes early mid twenties or so. compared to a (presumably dead) teenager who he called a loser more or less.

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majorshatterandhare · 1 year ago

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I’m thinking about how the Mechs use energy, because they do things and live and therefore they *must* use energy, that’s how physics (and biology) work.

I had the idea that they are always absolutely frigid to the touch because they suck in heat from the environment like an endothermic chemical reaction.

#the mechanisms #another crack idea #it would make the most sense for them to be able to run on multiple kinds of energy #and yes i know the actual answer is that they just do. its magic basically. but thats not fun for me.#what is fun is trying to figure this shit out #and if you disagree. thats fine. disregard my musings. but like. idk what to tell you. im autistic.#of course the way i enjoy the media is different than most people #i dont think its surprisjng that the way my autistic ass likes to interact with the mechs is to disect every little bit and try to fill-#holes in ways that make sense in our understanding of the universe and their world #like you could just say that in the universe that the mechs live in physics doesnt work the same and energy isnt needed #which is fucking insane #but you could. my question would then be how the physics does work and trying to figure that out.#i just wanna stick my fingies in the holes in the story like its a crochet blanket and make flex them around #thats whats fun for me. which means that its super frustrating when i pose these questions looking for people to play in thd space with me-#and they just get shut down with answer like ‘whatever serves the narrative’ or ‘the mechs are unreliable narrators’ or ‘jonny lies’#tbc unreliable narrators can be very fun. but its not fun when it stops the possibilities or the conversation.#its not fun when ‘unreliable narrator’ is the end.#i think other people may enjoy the freedom of just doing anything that that gives them (or ‘whatever serves the narrative’ does)#but i dont because im a scientist which means i want to figure things out which means there must be a framework #if anything could happen at any time then you can’t make a cohesive story.#and i coukd argue we know thats not the case since ivy predicts stuff based on likelihood #anyway i managed to go down a rabbit hole tangent of why apes and roundworms hybridizing is the most ridiculous ‘scientific’ answer ive-#seen in scifi. so if you’re interested in that. hmu

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woodfrogs · 1 month ago

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i need to stop reading about canadian political news on here because people are soooo uninformed/misinformed and nobody ever corrects them and im too scared to do it myself and it drives me a little crazy 😭

#i speak #one of the ones that frustrates me the most is conflating provincial and federal politics or roles in government #(the latter is. ugh. because thats in large part what the federal cons are campaigning on but WhatEver)#but like. 'the ndp won in mb last election and the liberals did poorly! maybe that can happen federally!'#you know nothing.#federal and provincial parties are literally unaffiliated 😭 the liberals can have a strong federal and weak provincial presence #in the same province #in the same riding even #my area has an ndp mla and will likely elect a tory mp because theres Zero federal ndp presence here #so the ndp might do better. maybe even better than the cons. but no way will they win even a minority 😭#n e way. whatever. bigger problems in the world and all that #*libs not cons

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the-sparkling-diamond-satine · 2 months ago

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#one of the most frustrating things about being sh clean is how easy it is to relapse #accidentally cut my finger several days ago and its been impossible to get it off my mind #my brain keeps trying to argue that if we did it on accident we can do it on purpose and what have we got to lose?#our three year clean streak maybe??#but also thats the closest ive come to feeling anything all week and its haunting me #so tired of feeling foggy and slow #dont worry im fine ill talk to my therapist about it cause shes helpful #just needed to scream into the void because its been days and my brain wont let go #also i deserve it but its fine its f i n e #tw sh in tags #tw sh

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blobbei-art · 2 years ago

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