#thats us. me. james.

[mispelled]

I've been meaning to draw this for over a year

[zevranunderstander]

number #1 tactic that people use to not sound as racist as they are when they talk to black people: 'uhh so you AMERICANS need to stop pretending everything is about YOU. why should i know this im not from the us :/' (= is talking about like. a phenomenally internationally well-known black artist)

[ihopeicanchangethislater05]

yeah no im sorry for even assuming then

[dsi-os]

you know.... .. i wanna talk about this blog.

this blog was made when. we didnt know that we were an actual system yet. we had symptoms(?) we knew about but. we were in massive denial.

the creator of this blog WAS a james talloran. (whos actually a main host(?) in this system. thats why our new preferred name is james, even.)

its like this because. he didnt have many memories. and he wanted to close gaps. instead, he ended up making a brand new life out of the many hes witnessed.

honestly? id love to go back to it, because its still a big part of us and we'd love to continue the story, but we're too scared to ruin it. especially since more people have been finding out about the 3999 article and who james talloran is. in a way, hes afraid to misrepresent himself.

if we were to go back to it, i think we'd start where we left off. dive into the horror of it all now that he has more memories and. we know what it is now. we know what to do.

but for now, we'll just have to see what we do? either we start it up and experiment with it, make a new life and express horrors that we previously could not, or we leave it as a reminder of what once was.

either way?

we're proud of that blog. it feels like a big part of us.

heres . little beepo. as a treat

🌟MOD POST!!🌟

‼PLEASE READ‼

this is more of a apology post honestly, but oh my god im so sorry

Sorry for everyone who may have gotten invested into this story, though I may have fallen back into HLVRAI, so this blog (as probably obvious) will be going on an indefinite hiatus.

I have no doubt in mind that I'll probably come back to this blog, as I'm actually really really proud of it! So far, this has been my most successful ask blog! Talloran will be back one day.

But hey.

We could always use this to our story-based advantage.

Let's just say..... Talloran is experiencing his first reality bend, out of many.

Baby's first loss of logic breakdown! I'm so proud of him!

Anyways, this is hopefully not a goodbye, but it's a cya later!

See you later, all the askers and pals! Thank you for a great experience! Hopefully we'll be back soon!

[drawfee-quot3s]

"you may have finished this book, but i'll never. finish." - root firmly

- nathan

[xxplastic-cubexx]

you are the greatest addition to cherik nation thank you for your incredible art🙏

thank you so much my friend !!! however i cannot have that title when james mcavoy still breathes but i AM incredibly honored to be a candidate regardless :]]]

[wilsonsmcgillsweatshirt]

I can't get over Wilson straight up dragging Cuddy and House to Cuddy's mom's place and forcing them to make peace with her. He's got House actually giving a decent apology even though he doesn't mean it, and Cuddy completely conceding and giving up control over the situation by telling her mom she was wrong and they could compromise. And then when they attempt to go off the script Wilson gave them, he's just standing there glaring at them threateningly, and suddenly they snap back in line. That's why he's so scary. He's got everybody on a fucking leash lmao.

[valtsv]

okay fine i'll read homestuck. whatever. i've cracked i can't take it anymore i need to fuck around and find out.

[starmoondany]

THIS SONG IS SO JEGULUS AAAAAA

It's in Spanish but I'll translate it for you ;)

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It's never enough for me

Nunca es suficiente para mí

Because I always want more of you

Porque siempre quiero más de tí

I'll like to make you happier

Yo quisiera hacerte más feliz

Today, tomorrow, always, until the end

Hoy, mañana, siempre, hasta el fin

My heart bursts for your love

Mi corazón estalla por tu amor

And what do you think, that this is normal?

¿Y tú que crees, que esto es muy normal?

You're so used to being loved

Acostumbrado estás tanto al amor

That you don't see, I've never felt like this

Que no lo ves, yo nunca he estado así

If by chance you see me crying a little, it's because I love you

Si de casualidad, me ves llorando un poco es porque yo te quiero a ti

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Nunca Es Suficiente - Natalia Lafourcade.

Listen to it it's beautiful and so sad 😭

[kuzunoha-xiv]

i like TFP wheeljack but i cant deny i did laugh a little at the decision of making him specifically a cool edgy lone wolf samurai, at first i wasnt super familiar with g1 wheeljack so technically TFP was my first full impression and i thought he was interesting (i had only seen very little of g1 and finished TFA and bayverse at that point) but then i got more familiarized with the original version and i was like ?????

like. who saw this guy and thought "fuck it. lets give him two katanas"

[hyacinthsdiamonds]

Papaya rules... we used to be a real country

[starjunkyard]

"Im not even sure anymore if we get to choose who our friends are" There is a part of me that resents you for making me a worse person than i want to be but i am inexplicably uncontrollably drawn to you. You make me a worse person which is the last thing i want yet i want you in every way. If i could leave i would. Maybe i can but i dont want to. I have fun with you. You challenge me and you captivate me and you push me and pull and run circles around me and it makes me feel like a younger man. For the price of being a worse person i get to feel truly, wholly alive. You are the blood that runs through my veins; vital, inseparable. I was reborn when i met you and you are the womb that haunts me. You are the one person on planet earth who knows me. I wish i could leave, move on and be the man im supposed to be but my heart is tied to yours in a gordian knot. There is a part of my soul that rests in yours, magnetic. For as long as i love you i cannot be better than i am. But maybe thats something i can learn to live with. Gregory House-- I think you're worth it.

[letsplaythermalnuclearwar]

I love Kirk's, Spock's and McCoy's dynamic bc McCoy could say "Spock, you're a cold blooded, pointy eared, emotionally stunted bastard. you have no heart, no passion, just a computer where your brain should be and a calculator for a soul" and Spock would respond "Doctor, you're disparaging comments are not only inaccurate and xenophobic, but reveals you're jealousy towards my superior Vulcan control. this is how an emotional and impulsive creature such as yourself processes it's own inferiority" and their besties. that was best friend bonding. their conversation turns to which crewmember is wearing the worst makeup next

meanwhile Kirk tells Spock that he looks happy today and Spock has never been so insulted

[marylily-my-beloved]

you know if we hated like the people who are like anti-whatever in the marauders fandom it would be sooo funnnyyy because all they have is stupid rants about why they hate things for literally no reason

[whenicarusflies]

my hot take of the day is that James potter kept asking out lily Evans in over dramatic and annoying ways, knowing she would say no, so that no one would realise he was in love with reggie

[backfliips]

every time i play the guitar i get a little wistful because my dad taught me everything i know about the guitar and i miss him (he lives far away)