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I found a tumblr i forgot I had from a couple of years ago. I made it then deleted it I think. I’m a changed man.
#I’m a changed man because I think I was still identifying as a girl when I made it /hj#but honestly it’s got the worst name ever#thats saying a lot for this site#8 liked posts and all were ghosts
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When the fuck did that happen
#not polls#thank you all so much for being here!!#never in my life did i think this would go as far as it has; let alone hit four digits in the follower count#like thats not really a lot compared to some people online or even some people on this site#but like. you ever been in a room with 1000 people? because straight up i dont think i have.#we've officially blown past the amount of people i can conceptualize all at once#that is to say. holy fucking shit.
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just spent HOURSS!!!!! of my day . making fop family tree. its got 63 people rn uhmmm yeah
i think i have everyone . maybeee missing a cousin or two idk
#fop#ck.txt#i'm losing my mind . errmmm we need that season2 STAT#i got all the fairywinkles . all the cosmas. all explicitly mentioned von strangles i'm not counting every portrait in . that one ep#i got all the turners . smaller stuff with vicky's family and hazel's and chloe's . mark's there. uhmm#you can have exes so . i got endless potential cupid's in there#and then his immediate family from the greek mythos . i am NOT doing more#its fop focus<3 i just want cupid there idk he's growing on me#OH i also have a few dimmadomes. not all of them ik there's a lot. the issue is idk how they all relate . and how many generation. thats in#thats info i need for this thing#i wanna say thats everything...................idk#there's no easy way to share it which is lame i worked . for hours.#on this little website#idk what else to add this might be everyone#there's a few ships and hc stuff but i'm trying to keep it mostly canon confirmed info so idkk.. yeah that might actually be everyone#except for wanda's one cousin but that could also be like .. idk. mafia family isn't always family-family it's complicated and#i give up on trying to understand it#the wiki considers them family-family so yk what sure . thats all i need idc. he's only missing since idk which uncle he's related to#it'd be cool if you could just add sorta . miscellaneous family members#everything else is great tho you can do a lot#i originally did this on a different site and it sucked#the site i'm sticking with tho is uhmmmm familyecho.com its really simple but in a nice way#i think i've been working on this on and off since 6 and now its 11 so gn everyone . maybe i'll try sending a link or something
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did tumblr fucking take away the ability to view other peoples reblog tags on a post in tumblr dot com slash url mode. whats even the point anymore
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I am preemptively very sorry for this but I can stop thinking about this and I need to share this stupid train of thoughts witb you all before I explode
So. you know how in Tanz der Vampire the vampire bite is explicitly a metaphor for sex? You know how, since we dont actually know how exactly theyre related, people write explanations of how von Krolock and Herbert came to both be vampires and father and son in their fanfics? You know how its pretty much always some flavor of "Herbert is the counts biological son from before he became a vampire, then he became a vampire and bit him"? Has anyone else ever thought about the weird implications of that or is that just me
#i was gonna elaborate a bit more but yknow what im just dropping this in here why not#and just for the record im not saying that all fanworks need to use the same metaphors as canon or have the same themes as canon#this is just something i noticed when a fic i read went out of its way to explain the bite as nonsexual and now i cant unnotice it#how no one else ever seems to specify anything like that#and how a lot of fanfics are pretty vague about it in general like pretty much all we usually find out is just that the count did bite him#and im not trying to be like 'ugh this fandom needs more incest its so weird that theres not way more than there is' or whatever#i found like 7 romantic von krolock/herbert fics across three fanfic sites thats a perfectly fine amount#whatevr im just ramnlibg at this pont#point#tanz der vampire
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I am kissing u all on the forehead
#i have an internal desire 2 chat but unfortunately my internal desire 2 not put effort into anything is winning#no chats no vibes i am lying here staring into space#watching something is 2 much work socializing makes me exhausted this has been a rough week#its very easy for me 2 make little jokey jokes but multiple days in a row of missing breaks or taking them late#and being overworked bc my department depends on me has been#its been difficult#and mentally i am just. im so exhausted#also w rooster teeth closing even tho i havent been big in the fandom for a while its just kinda heavy#i also. i am feeling. i dont know if tumblr rp is all that it used to be for me#i adore the muses i adore the writing i adore my partners#theres just. theres something somewhere being a road block i just dont know what#i dont know if its just life being a lot so im struggling to keep up or if it's just like. im outgrowing it or its outgrowing me#i fell in love w rping bc of the community but i fear these days its. it doesnt Feel like a community anymore#some people do and are trying and it means the world but there is an overwhelming loneliness on this site these days#idk if thats just me or what#and i understand the harsh circle of not being here means no attention means not being here#but just. idk. idk what i am trying to say idk what the vibes r this post like my life is a mess w no coherent outcomes
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No shade, but if this doesn't trigger 'scam' alarm bells in your mind, multiple times, then you need to update your internet safety skills
(I blocked them after that. If I am wrong I'd rather risk one upset commissioner vs getting scammed out of my time and skills as an artist)
#there are MANY red flags here#see if you can count them all#digital art#scam#scammers#commissions#heartsprout#new tag for new stuff#art#internet safety#this might catch a person new to selling commissions out#anhd i geninely am throwing no shade at people who do get scammed#it happens to the best of us#but pls look into what modern scams look like#especially in dms on sites like instagram etc#and all the ways you can get scammed on PAYPAL too#not just random money apps/sites#it happens so often pls protec yourself#i've been an online artist for over a decade#and i grew up when we were told not to share our personal info with strangers online#i regard all monetary interactions online like this as scams until proven otherwise#i gird my loins#be polite#be firm#dont be afraid to say no and walk away#and truss me- thats 1.2k NZD#and i an a broke disabled artist#that is a LOT of money for me to turn down#but it just doesnt pass the smell test so nope
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i keep seeing a post with this image, and like
the math doesn't work out for this? Like at all?
tl;dr; using ai image generation MIGHT be cheaper than prison slave labor, if you're making over a thousand queries to it per hour for each person replaced. stuff like chatgpt is even cheaper
the paper Power Hungry Processing: Watts Driving the Cost of AI Deployment? goes into the energy cost of AI. it mentions that out of the machine learning models they studied, image generators were by far the most energy-intensive, with an average energy consumption of 2.907 kWh per 1,000 queries. that sounds like a lot! but how much does that cost?
according to the US' Energy Information Administration, the average cost of electricity varies by sector. let's go with the commercial one for this. on average, electricity costs about 0.132$ per kWh for them. which means that 1,000 queries of ai image generation would cost a grand total of about 38 cents on average. 0.38$. and that's just focusing on the most energy-heavy machine learning model type; text generators, like chatgpt, cost less than a cent per 1,000 queries on average
(as for the prison slave labor comparison, Prison Policy Initiative mentions that, for commercial labor in the US, the average minimum is 0.14$/hour and average maximum is 0.63$ per hour. state-owned businesses pay more)
there's one question left; what about *training* the models? that one's harder for me to find data on. i did find sources mentioning that gpt-3 took about 1,287,000 kWh of energy to train, which would cost about 170,000$ using the previous metric. that's *actually* a lot! but it's also worth remembering that once it's trained, you can just copy it and distribute it like that. so at that point, it depends on total usage. considering gpt-3 has been used in multiple other things such as github copilot and ai dungeon, it seems likely that it's been queried a lot, resulting in its cost-per-query from training to be pretty low (but i can't find solid statistics on this; if any y'all have some lmk!)
so basically ai image generation might be cheaper than prison slave labor if you're doing thousands of prompts an hour, and it's definitely cheaper than paying an actual artist. which is why businesses are using it to replace actual artists. text generators like chatgpt are even cheaper than that.
this, of course, does not take into account *quality* of the output; it's valid to argue that despite ai image gen being thousands of times cheaper than artists, it shouldn't be used anyway because it Sucks. nor does it take into account any ethical issues which i won't go into here.
#also doesn't consider the commercial cost of private models but that's likely to be still very cheap#i can't imagine it being more than 2400$/month per person replaced- that'd be 15$ an hour for hiring a person btw#given that its like less than a dollar of energy per thousand queries n all#also if you're curious about how much sunlight it'd take to run an ai image generator (this is sketchy calculations):#some site i found said that a 300watt solar panel is on average about 1.5 m^2#and generates About 1kWh per day (varies by region and season n stuff)#so if you wanted to do lets say 8000 queries per day#thats a bit over 23 kWh so about 23-24 m^2 of solar panels#most estimates im seeing for land area needed to feed a person is on the scale of acres (1 acre = about 4000m^2)#but it could be a lot lower cuz i didnt look very hard ngl this is very much a tangent and food stuff isnt really my area of expertise#also side note i dont know how to do the tumblr water filter on desktop (or mobile tbh) so i just did it manually in an image editor#tbh im a little scared about like makin a post defending ai on this site given how heavily anti ai my circle tends to be#but this was mathematically irritating enough for me to want to do it anyway#considering the claim im responding to is like orders of magnitude wrong
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I don't watch a lot of true crime/real life mysteries stuff on youtube, but every once in a while I do like to watch some of it, and I genuinely find it so difficult to listen to these people speak lately. "He was unalived", "pdf file", spelling out "s.a" or "s.h" instead of just saying the words out loud. If I ever get murdered and I hear a youtuber say I was "unalived" I'm haunting them forever
#like I know it's not really the youtubers fault for youtube being bullshit but there's gotta be a better way you can do this#i do remember watching one youtuber who said the full words out loud but just bleeped them and while thats not ideal either#i do think its better than saying goofy shit like unalive#also I swear some of these youtubers just do it for no reason#like I watch dead meat and he's always said 'kill count' in his videos without a problem?#also i remember watching a video where a decently popular youtuber said a lot of those types of words out loud#as like an experiment to see if youtube censors her and they were all literally fine#like I understand that maybe for some videos or words it would be different but like 1) i think there needs to be way more pushback on#the censorship on these sites and 2) there's better ways to do this that dont involve saying stupid words when talking about a serious thing
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I'm bored at work so I'm seeing if I should report my old company for violating labor standards.
#totes bro#im so close but it is so obvious it would be me because i used to complain about this all the time#they dont inform their immigrant workers of their rights and so they dont like understand how their timecard works#and thr company advises them to take the least expensive insurance policy because they 'are healthy and don't need it'#but i know one couple wants fertility treatments but couldnt afford it because of that#they dont have the required posters#they also knowingly continue osha violations which i held a meeting over and was told this doesnt apply to us#which uhm it says it does on the Web site so i disagree#all of this is like why i left and what caused me to leave#and literally lying to me and another guy that we would get promotions for the work we did#and then they hired someone else to do the job making our promotions unnecessary and they were like hmmmm sorry#idk they like got a ton worse and i think the president got more reactionary which caused this#not sure how many of these count but thats not for me to decide anyway#oh and cleanliness standards but i actually fixed a lot of those..... fulfilling the role that promotion role that was promised#my coworkers here are like 'absolutely report the hell out of that place' because we do code violations lol#every time i say something they go 'that could be a violation :)'#they paid someone on a salary basis when they were under the salary pay and therefore should have gotten overtime
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so yea running servers isnt like a cheap thing is what ive been learning these past couple weeks
#fair warning this is me just like going off new knowledge so i could be getting things wrong#buying an actual server isnt really that expensive itself! the issue is like actually running it and when you have actual ppl on said serve#thats where costs start racking up#theres different ways to go about handling a server but mainly what ive been getting from this is:#self hosting (running urself) or managed hosting (having a 3rd party run it for you)#so when ur small or solo u can get away with managed servers cause theyre pretty lowcost or free#and you usually want to go this route if you dont have the skills built up to take care of a server yourself#or if you arent interested in learning cause its pretty time consuming and u have to upkeep it#but they are scary expensive once u get a certain amount of users from what ive seen#its extremely convenient and gives u peace of mind but theres no point using the service if ur making enough money#especially since you wont have as much control of your server if its managed#so at that point just hire people to take care of your own servers you buy#however there are still server costs u need to pay (along with the people u have hired)#im only bringing this up to say that solmare is running ''two'' separate servers for two seperate games (as far as ik)#and probably arent making that much more in profit cause#me as a user...if i have two games that r practically the same on my phone im not spending money on both#its either one or the other#but you still need to pay accordingly to have both of these servers up#like realistically they arent gonna be able to keep both apps running indefinitely#but yea whatever they were saying in the beginning about having both games running and not forgetting about the og#was either a very generous guess or they were just lying#if it were like a nikki game situation where all the games r very different then maybe it would have been feasible#anyways yea sorry i needed an excuse to talk about the website stuff ive been learning!! and obey me is always in the back of my head#im like thinking about this stuff a lot cause for my site i need to have a server and its like okay we r gucci rn#i can stick with managed for now cause im assuming its gonna stay small#but like...theres always that non zero percent chance that it might not be gucci later on lol#so been researching a lot and i just dont wanna run my own server that sounds so boring its not even funny#so yea im just like AHHH
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really wish more ppl didnt know what afab or amab means because if you called me a “afab, masc presenting non binary person” i think i would have to kill you
#there was something on twt about a new video game character coming out who was non-binary#but ppl were like ‘oh we should have more masc-presenting non binary characters’#idrgaf but a lot of ppl were saying ‘afab non-binary’ or ‘amab non-binary’#like why are you saying shit like this. do u see us as nb or not#also ofc there’s the exceptions when nb pick and choose on what to be called#thats not the problem#but there is a problem when u ppl decide to call nb fem-presenting ppl ‘woman-lite’#and then say a rep in video games could fix that problem. no thats a you problem 😭#i dont even know why im looking at twt anymore bro.#i know this site aint any better but i think twt is becoming the white suprem/acy app as time goes on#im trans-masc/non-binary. i dont think that rlly matters in this context
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I'm glad the "Satire requires a clarity of purpose and target lest it be mistaken for and contribute to that which it intends to criticize" meme is getting critiqued in its usage because... While the sentiment itself is absolutely true... I feel like sometimes, perhaps, it's not a work of fiction's fault that you're personally bad at picking up on satire
#im thinking about how i saw a person say futurama is bad because bad things still exist in the future#and its like. thats the point though?#the joke is literally the idea that if we never learn and grow from these problems as a society these are the hyperbolic extremes#that they would come to etc etc#do i think it was all well handled? probably not. it had a 14 year run im sure it fumbled lots of stuff and has shit that doesnt hold up#but i feel like dismissing it entirely based on just-#''but bad stuff happens. and i want the future to be better so this bums me out'' is just dumb LOL like thats literally the point#theyre taking the problems of today and making them into crazy hyperbolic extremes to mock them THATS WHAT SATIRE IS#there is a clarity of purpose youre just bad at picking up on it. NIXON WAS THE FUCKING PRESIDENT IN THAT SHOW FOR CHRIST SAKE#WHAT ELSE DO YOU THINK ''AMERICA'S FAVORITE SUICIDE BOOTH SINCE ****2008****'' COULD MEAN?#idk. this site is bad media literacy r us why take it seriously. but i am. bc its frustrating#bc that quote on its own is sooooo good at explaining why some ''satire'' is bad and doesnt work#but ppl who dont know how to engage w media beyond a surface level have taken it and turned it into like#''this is bad bc i didnt get it'' ok. sounds like a you problem.#but posting this is scary bc im afraid itll be used for the other extreme .-.
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im not gonna act like its as severe as hindutvas make it out to be but if you deny hinduphobia exists you're just a dumbass i think
#1. christians default mode is hating every other religion and ESPECIALLY the ones they deem satanic (no surprise that includes hinduism)#2. a lot of yall anti theist types only ever give more fuel to the idea that theres hinduphobia so maybe stop being a fuckin anti theist#if you want ppl to stop talking about it#3. any push to erase hindu history or historical sites is hinduphobia idc what you say#4. a lot of people in the west treat hinduism as a joke religion like thats the default emotion yall have for it and the way you approach#it. like ye'all treat buddhism with way more respect than you treat hinduism. tf is up w that. why is that a thing.#probably a combo between thinking eastern asians are more ideal and south/se asians as less ideal and also thinking hinduism is 'cringe'#and 'weird' and 'funny' and 'wacky' or whatever.#stg if i could go in to every piece of media that treats indians in general as a joke and strangle said media i would.#5. there has been many attempts at getting rid of hinduism before by many people and you cant act like that doesnt have a lasting effect#both on the hindus that were oppressed and the ppl who thought they were justified in oppressing their 'savage' religion 😒#and no im not gonna sit here and act like muslims are the problem or whatever tf its a small minority that are shitty so stuff it before#you even try it rebecky.
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this is my guilty gear oc diamondback shes a bounty hunter who is also into the preservation of hundred year old videogames
#beep boop you want fries with that#ris-ky lovers#guilty gear#diamondback (oc)#THATS RIGHT SHES FINALLY BACK !!#CROWD CHEERING NOISE (its just all the cells in my body)#also she uses wind magic and spear to fight.#idk how she would play like if she was playable#but i would imagine smaller hitbox bc shes short#a lot of air moves and normals that have good range like venom#i dont think zoner but maybe kinda rushdown?? idfk im not a fg dev. or a game dev at all#i feel like mix of chipp and venom (maybe answer ??) would be her playstyle#maybe her jump might be like eddies where its a bit slow but flight !! using her spear as a propeller ofc.#also shes trans. i hope i dont get nuked off the site for saying this.
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sometimes I wish I was a more interesting + charismatic person just so I could keep conversations going bc I like sharing space with other ppl but they routinely lose all interest and leave once I run out of things to say/start talking abt things that don't concern them :-(
#and boy do I run out of things to say so fast when I'm talking to friends who ik dont give a fuck abt any of my interests...#theres only so much i can make small talk or ask them questions abt their own interests/lives yknow. man#it just makes me feel like im constantly competing with smth else for other ppls attention all the time + constantly losing#eg. when i say smth + my flatmate reaches for her headphones a little dark souls banner appears across my vision like INTERACTION FAILED#and i can feel my rsd + insecurities praying on it like the more i feel this way the more it prophetically fulfils itself#by making me less willing to try and take up space so i become a smaller and smaller person around others#it frustrates me a lot sometimes and i dont rly have the will rn to undo that and force myself to take up more space regardless#ik this sounds like a water is wet complaint like oh nooo woe is me people get bored of me when i talk abt boring things (!!)#but when im spending time w ppl i like i enjoy listening to them talk even if im not interested in the subject bc its Them talking#and if they care abt smth then its worth hearing abt!! to me anyway. but it rly feels like no one reciprocates that idk#oh well not that it matters. at least i like the shit im into so i can talk to myself abt it in my head or on this site lmao#and i like myself as a person even if other people dont so theres always that. ur no 1 should always be urself <3#voicing this makes me feel so stupid + embarrassed urgh. i hate being anxious abt dumb shit i hate being the sort of person who worries#that their friends privately dislike/just tolerate them or whatever bc id never want a friend to worry abt whether i thought that abt them#and im not naturally a very insecure person!! i think im just feeling particularly vulnerable atm bc of the season + jobhunting so long#+ the fact im dissatisfied with my current social life + still feel very wobbly from not having other ppl i can trust or rely on etcetcetc#and thats just bleeding into other areas. and it sucks a lot. but theres nothing to be done abt it rn bc im not going to communicate it#to other ppl bc im not pathetic enough to make my anxieties someone elses problem + beg for pity attention im too proud for that 👍#anyway. gonna play some noita + then i rly need to work out today bc thats probs part of why im feeling so shite#if ur reading this ignore me im just venting itll pass. i hope youre having a nice day :^)#.vent#.diaries
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