#thats kye

[o-kye]

Entry # 414 User: kye Status: being nonbinary Message: hi guys!!! feel free to send asks, i love talking to people and getting ranted at and hearing all ur tea. also dms are welcome but i may be confused why im getting dmed lmao. if you dont read the rest of this then have a good day i love you all okay bye Notes: tone tags are mucho appreciato!! gendered terms are cool (except man/women) if used in a genderless way ! terms of endearment are cool too, i use them a lot. i also leave conversations randomly, im never mad or anything :) i just have quite dwindling mental health. if your name is aspyn and you find this tell me hi so i know to quit talking about my aro awakening (and thank you for being my aro awakening). Entering File Database: filesort-alphabetical ...

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[poolboyvmprmansion]

oh fuck im mall goth arent i

[pigeonmotel]

kye telcy, immortal sorcerer

[icedtoastt]

i love when i get your spam notifs it genuinely makes my day <333 thank you

KYEEEE <3333 AGGH WHAT THE HELL TYSM!! That so sweet, sobbing rn. I adore seeing you on my dash aaa

[multiimistakes]

🔫 The fake himbo type is so funny because Kye will be standing there with a fucking sodoku book and readers in his stupid button up shirt and goofy grin looking like the most harmless lil' thing but then something is said and the whole tone changes like his demeanor and his posture and suddenly that pen in his hand is a very probable deadly weapon

[catinasink]

introduction teehee

most recent edit: 2/03/24

hi!

general questions

who am i?

i'm cat (dont capitalize, as in Cat) and tentatively eli or nico. i'm a minor, as well as in middle school (ages 11-14). i go by it/its (if you're calling me cat) or they/he (if you're calling me eli or nico) or no pronouns. i am transmasc agender, aroacespec (aroflux and aegosexual), and pan.

what do i post about/reblog about?

marauders

genshin impact

other random fandoms

dreamscape nexus (...)

life things! (vents, random events, etc)

things about my friends :D

classes outside school (ballroom dance, art, aikido, russian, math)

writing (i am a writer)

music (i post lyrics from music, is fun)

gay (i am gay)

my friends

family, pets, friends?

one older sister

two cats - kim and shego (or floorshitter)

irl friends:

pissboy (my husband. he/they) (pissboy origin story)

lee (my wife. not a permanent nickname. she/her)

preppy (my wife, not a permanent nickname, she/her)

miss eighth* grader (she/they, talks abt sui a lot)

ashes (she/her, my bbg)

may mention some other ppl as well lol

can you tag me, ask me questions, tag me in chain asks or tag games?

sure, i might not participate in tag games or chain asks tho :>

timezone?

PST, inside a sink

dni?

if over 25, bigots in general, the usual

what can you call me?

no: bro, guy, gal, sis, girl, man, boy, dude, etc. (gendered terms in general)

yes: pet names (sarcastically and/or platonically, ofc) such as sweetheart, honey, bbg (please dont fully type out babygirl); lil guy is fine

i might call myself a girl or a boy, dont take this as permission please x

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*used to be miss seventh grader

other info

i would appreciate tone tags if you feel you are speaking too vaguely, but otherwise it's fine

am either a slytherin or ravenclaw. slytherin most-likely

am INTP-T

scorpio sun, sagittarius moon, scorpio rising (i think)

pandora sun, lily moon, regulus rising

i speak english and russian, am learning german and hebrew (long story)

one sideblog, @catinasink-writes, this is only for my fanfiction

i also have another sideblog. kudos to you if you find it

I might ask you to explain a sentence or a phrase for me, it's bc words tend to not be understandable for me sometimes

i. might be neurodivergent

please alert me if you're going to leave, it scares me sometimes

am matching banners with @shrimpysstuff!! go check her out, her blog is wonderful :3

tags!

ramblies, vents, anything thats not a reblog and doesnt fall into another category: #cat's rambles

posts mentioning my cat, or with my cat: #cat's cat

writing (in general): #cat's writing

writing (actually writing: #poetry maybe

my art: #cat's art

my asks: #cat's asks

posts made during school (tend to be queued): #cat's schoolposting

music-related posts: #cat's lyricposting

my own music: #cat's lyrics

my beloved friend @this-is-me-lolol: #basil my beloved &lt;3

pissboy, my friend: #my lovely pissboy

my friend @o-kye: #tumblr user o-kye

cali cult: #calicos

sink lore: #happenings of the sink

blender anon: #cat's blender anon

dear anon (dreamscape nexus thing): #cat's dear anon

dreamscape nexus (...): #Dreamscape Nexus

ao3 details

my account (catinasink)

i've got a good feeling that we could be something

rated T

the Selection but rosestarkillerchaser

features the Blacks as the Schreaves

the Order as the rebellion

rosestarkillerchaser, emmarlily, wolfstar

unfinished, 8/30 (estimate)

watching pixar on a school night

rated T

a texting fic for the marauders 5th year and skittles 4th year

modern au w magic

rosestarkillerchaser, emmarpanlily/sunkeeperflowerseer, wolfstar

background benjy/peter + nobleflower + frank

slowburn

unfinished, 25/?

they're so pretty it hurts (i'm not talking about boys, i'm talking about girls)

rated T

oneshot about marlene

in the universe of wpoasn

features slavic marlene!! bc that is my love >>

also ace marlene!

2.7k words

finished, 1/1

dear angel lacy, eyes white as daisies

rated T

in the universe of wpoasn

noblesea (molly and alice) focused

has noblesea, nobleflower, and fralice (polyam alice)

slowburn

unfinished, 2/8 (estimate)

fic summaries (definitely accurate)

tumblr writing masterlist (chronological order, first most recent)

song-resembling thing (aka big mistake) (with voice ;-;)

maybe one day

to old friend once again

jolly ranchers

to v

my love

piano

fuck periods

more vent (green)

to my old friend (again)

to my old friend

more poetry/rambling/vent whatever :>

more poetry

poem thing that blender anon said i should share

have a nice day!

[bassguitarinablackt-shirt]

i so so so wanna post about hoo (specifically mark of athena as thats the book im currently on) but i dont wanna be annoying also all of you have. already read it. (except for kye and my friends who arent into pjo) so.

[lostlosersclub]

monthly moot appreciation !!!

I LOVE YOU ALL SO MUCH

I HAVE OVER 100 OF YOU NOW BTW??? THATS CRAZY

IM TAGGING ANY OF U I CAN REMEMBER OFF THE TOP OF MY HEAD

@bassguitarinablackt-shirt @genderfluidsgetguns @runwiththerain @tarantulaluv @a-beautiful-fool @ollies-moving-castle @pretentious-media @catinasink @galaxtea9 @obsessingoverl @o-kye @arandomstarpup @eggy-the-egg @hugs4neth @babyqueenfangirl @imnotactuallyoklol and anyone else i didnt tag !!

[pbsscult]

im just... always amazed at how perfectly rotbb portrays the whole process and every form of regret. especially the regret of realizing the importance of something too late because you find it not only in cheongmyeong but in anyone who lives in ignorance like pbss once did

(novel spoilers?)

this feeling can be seen in every line and chapter of the novel but it becomes even more vivid during the fight between gupa and jang ilso around chapter 1550, when beop jeong realizes what kind of consequences his actions have brought upon his people

and the best part was when beop kye starts talking about his memories of bangjang like the times he protected beop kye in shaolin, how much his words means to him and how significant his presence is in beop kyes life blah blah but then the pov changes back to bangjang and you see that he doesnt even remember those memories at all and this was the poisonous seed of his regret because He Does Not Remember It

the greatest sect of its time, shaolin, suffers its greatest downfall and beop jeong doesnt know anything about his disciple. the person youve occupied so much room in his life sacrifices himself to save you but looking at his lifeless body, it suddenly dawns on you that those fond memories he told you about didnt even mean anything to you till that moment

thats why you start weeping because you couldnt see all those innocent eyes that always looked up to you with utmost trust and admiration until you lost them, because you went to war in the name of protecting your people, but as you mourn in the midst of their corpses you suddenly realized that perhaps you dont even know the names of half of them

and you can not turn back time, nor can you change what has happened. all you can do is carry this devastating weight that crushes your being until you die

doesnt this sound familiar?..

[antigerrymanderingspiderman]

another episode of kye is problematic: i like to headcanon peoples sexualities. i have one friend i headcanon as aromantic and ace/aplspec. another friend i headcanon as demigirl. another i headcanon as aromantic because aromanticism

(these are people that havent explicitly dicsussed their identities with me, like person one is lesbian but you can still be aro lesbian, person 2 is pan but idk about their gender, person 3 i know likes girls but thats it and i swear to god shes aroace but WHATever)

okay this one i might consider problematic

[blairpuffs]

guess who

i am one with the fusions

kye i know you and i know thats you

now can you please tell me your order, this is a mcdonalds drive through

[o-kye]

Them: how do you deal with your trauma Me, looking down at my personality: well you see

[poolboyvmprmansion]

me reading about how whites tree frogs are escape artists when researching them: oh im sure it cant be that bad theyre just little guys :)

my demon little frog every time i open the door to his spacious and beautiful decorated 36 gal tank he shares with a friend: sayonara you weeabo shits im jumping straight out onto the floor. oh i see youve put me back inside my perfect home? no problem ill just squeeze through the hinge in the open door and jump onto the floor again :). you dont think the giant stupid cat that sits here and tries to eat us through the glass everyday will care do you?

[coconox]

honestly been going back and forth w myself on a lot of things lately attaching a read more for the sake of ik i'll be rambling like theres no tmr

a part of me wants to drop pnc but i havent really gotten everyone i wanted yet + im broke so i need to build my stash up *looks at clotho and eos* oddly enough pnc has been a game ive been pretty happy on playing still hate how i missed a login day tho tbf ive rarely borderline never interacted w the fandom so me just being in the dark w what goes on there has kinda been a blessing and a curse in a sense that i can enjoy the game in peace but it feels like im alone doing so

pgr im really REALLY tempted on dropping my glb acc, once nocti comes around which will prob be around the end of the school yr for me thats where i'd be like ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ welp ig im done and drop that acc after playing around w nocti and whatev. tw im still not too sure abt?? prob when i get around to lvling up my main teams i can be like ok im done and drop that at any time since im just there to experience content ahead of time without being in cn directly

before dropping pgr entirely i do wanna complete a few stuff i had in mind tho

countdown for hyperreal which will prob happen bambi patch

still need to finish that nocti countdown for tw ive barely had any motivation completing that

nocti's bday countdown (similar to how lee's went)

glb nocti's countdown

draw every char up to latest one in cn

a few noctiskk comics thats been in the back of my head for MONTHS now

basically LOTS of countdowns and nocti stuff before i drop everything entirely

will i still draw pgr stuff after all that? mayyybeee???? itll moreso be towards kye's lore building rather than it being a standalone thing. i'll still collect merch and build up my shrines and make cosplay for chars but aside from that i'm pretty much gonna be moving on to other things

ive always had 50/50 feelings w being in the pgr fandom, tho being introduced to it on disc and then going to twt may have affected my views on this whole thing. esp when the side of the fandom i was first introduced to is like the lowest of the low, i dont want to go back to a place where a bunch of dudebro incels made fun of me for being afab and liking lee and me thinking that was a norm when it clearly isnt. its been 2 goddamn yrs and theyre still poking fun at that?? like my god grow up im so sick and tired of it.

if by a slim chance i still want to participate in being in the pgr fandom i'll just go back to lurking like ive always done in prev fandoms, if i really wanna be active in talking abt the game i'll talk abt it in servers or dms, but publicly i felt that i could never really comfortably talk abt how i feel abt it aside from here cause this site >>>>>> bc i felt like my opinions arent valid, tho that really applies to anything i do so 💀💀

pgr has been a really nice game for me to destress and detach myself from reality for a bit, tho now i wanna move on to other games and focus more on my ocs like i did back in the day. once i properly set up everyone's lore doc maybe in the future i'll make a game around them, nothing too big since i'll pretty much be making most of it, but i kinda wanna fulfill my childhood dream that was just recently unlocked

theres also that small part of me that wants to be known for my oc stuff rather than pgr stuff, but bc im not tagging w popular art tags im kinda just existing, and thats fine by me. hitting 500+ follows on twt was like peak realization of me going like "oh shit, 😨 maybe this big of a following aint for me" and it truly isnt lol

[yandere-monoma]

Im reading kill your ego right now and ill admit im a bit biased because John and Roxy are my favorites of all the human kids but I just have to know your thoughts on John Lalonde!!

HEHEHE don't tell the others but john lalonde might be my favorite of the kye kids hehehe

my DARLING little dark academia boyo. it's especially fun thinking about him at the moment because i'm in the middle of a homestuck reread with some friends and it's really reminding me of all the similarities between john and rose in the early acts. the way they both misrepresent and resent their parents for the interests they share (or don't share) and the way they try and avoid their dumb lame parents and all their lovey dovey shit

so it's fun taking john and giving something really to complain about and avoid. we take away the self-loathing and (psychotic) depression/chucklevoodoo influence that the egberts are cursed with and we replace it with a superiority complex and a whole lot of pretentiousness. john lalonde is an incredibly proud academic and scholar and you WILL know that he's an intellectual if it's the LAST THING HE DOES!!!

now, john's main problem with mom, as we'll see later in the fic, isn't that he thinks she's being passive aggressive with him, because i think that is honestly a very rose-specific result of her capacity to overthink. he's just honestly disappointed with her. as with all of the lalondes, john goes through the parentification that mom lowkey pushes all of her kids through by neglecting them emotionally, and he takes it pretty hard. he's overwhelmed by the endless attention, he's walking on tiptoes because he never knows when some new ridiculous thing is going to happen, and he can't even get space because who KNOWS what will happen to her and the house if he tries to stay away for an entire week???? and because he's so combative, he's incredibly loud and open about how it's affecting him. he is ready to trauma dump within a moment's notice about his mom's alcoholism, his mom's love bombing, his mom's flaws in general

though of course, he doesnt have any, no, he's perfect 🥰 HE does everything right its just everyone else thats wrong!!! and that's another point of conflict between him and everyone. his mom is into science and fantasy and literature, sure, but not the RIGHT kinds, because john's into the right kind and everyone should be into sci fi like he is, duh. both he and rose actually dabble in different types of reading and writing in this verse, but clearly HE'S the literary genius since HE reads all the good smart books while she reads a whole lot of dumb books that only horny nerd girls like 🙄 and he clearly sees jade and dave as on a lower level to him and takes every chance he can to try and 'assist' them because they're too dumb and naive to take care of themselves. lucky them, though, because they actually get to be kids, and he wants to protect their innocence just as much as he wants to protect his own status and reputation

so! at the end of the day, he's pretty much a rich boy who had to grow up too fast and is incredibly bitter of that fact, but he won't let that bitterness get in the way of all the interests and people he's so incredibly passionate about. i think john egbert is kinda aimless in a lot of ways (like we don't even really know what he wants to do when he grows up) and while i don't think john lalonde has decided a career just yet, he's someone who is constantly working on some sort of creative project for himself and can easily imagine himself in quite a few different paths for life. i think he's full of love and the capacity for empathy but struggles to access it as he drowns in his frustration over the life he feels trapped in. he's incredibly sensitive which is why we see him flying off the handle so often because he's got such a delicate little ego that feels threatened so often (god does johnny have npd i think he does rip)

and i think he dearly dearly dearly loves his mother as every lalonde child does (not that he openly shows it, which of course he's going to regret with EVERYTHING he has) and he will utterly be in PIECES when she dies. he's a mama's boy through and through but he doesn't want to come across as one, he wants people to see him as a respectable and independent bachelor but he doesn't want to show weakness either. he wants to be a leader (because his mom is a leader!!) but honestly he's still the pushover we know and love and he's constantly at the whims of his mother, especially physically, because he's such a cute lil proper boy haha i always imagine him with like cute styled hair and stiff lil preppy outfits and thin wiry glasses (if he even wears glasses, i love the thought of him getting pushed into either wearing contacts or fully just already having some bonkers corrective surgery done on him already)

and hes SUCH A CUTIEEEEEEEE I CANT WAIT TO SHOW HIM OFF MORE WHEEEEEEE

[anonymousfoz]

HEY! READ THIS PEOPLE!

This is Past Ty (This was written on august 28th)

This is going to be super weird because I'm talking to the future but its how I do things.

Anyways, look. Today is my 18th birthday (September 9th). And I will have band practice from 9 to 5.

Normally people are happy for their sweet 18 but there were people who would be celebrating this day with me who are no longer around. And that really ruins the day for me thinking about how they would feel and knowing they aren't here. It's the hardest day to get away from dark thought outside practice.

this made my 16th and 17th birthday so horrible and I tend to want to forget about these days.

THATS WHERE YOU COME IN!

Even if you don't know me, show some love! It doesn't have to be off the walls crazy, just a little sign to myself in the future that things are okay and to be proud of this milestone. And knowing myself, I will forget I written this and queued it.

Does this make sense?

Write message to future Ty because past Ty told you.

To my future self: It's okay that Kye and Grandma and Grandpa Joe aren't here, they would be so proud and happy of you if they were still here. Hold your chin up, this day doesn't have to be tough for us. Make them proud and celebrate the day with people you love.

It's no longer your day, it's our day to celebrate! Throw a party, be dumb! Worry about trouble later, have fun today so you can look back at this day with happiness instead of darkness like the past 3 birthdays.

And stay away from knives, your clumsy. Don't cut any cake, just have someone else do it. Seriously, do not cut any cake. We don't need a repeat of last year!