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Girls' Day Out
Over five years later, this game grabbed me by the ankles... actually, it welcomed me back with an outstretched hand after a particularly bad day I had recently. It's been a comfort and has been on my mind since I started playing again.
So, I decided to draw the MCs from Mystic Messenger as I see them. I have one more in mind, but... that's a surprise for later. I have ideas in mind.
#its 2023 and I'm playing mystic messenger again...#mystic messenger#mysme mc#queen's art#minji chung | mc1#emma kristensen | mc2#aina park | mc3#taeyeon moon | mc4#hayun lee | mc5#that's for my own personal organization#i did leave a subtle hint for which route each mc takes#have fun!
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this game breaks my heart…..! 💔
#mouthwashing#wrong organ#mouthwashing spoilers#mouthwashing fanart#captain curly#anya mouthwashing#curly mouthwashing#swansea mouthwashing#daisuke mouthwashing#garliicdraws#last slide is not meant to be romantic it’s like… entwined with my own experience i suppose#with a dear friend#sometimes u gotta use characters to come to terms with some pretty terrible things!#tw blood#cw pills#cw gore#also kind of funny how i am really hesitant to post the last image it’s very personal but maybe if someone got any catharsis out of smth#stupid i’ve made i can feel satisfied. and that’s what art is right? i guess to share your deep feelings and not always hide from them or#from others
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are we the same?
#the dark urge#bg3#art tag#my art#i remembered the models of la specola and i went into a fugue#im just always thinking about how horrifying it is to have been carved by your father & what kind of anatomy the dark urge would have#if she's like a normal person or if she's nothing inside... both options have their own miseries#and i wonder if she would have reproductive organs at all. and both options are also miserable in their own way#i think emeline would not know for sure and try not to think about it#em
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"Hey Gorgug, Gorthalax wants to know if you're gonna run any drills today" "I think this is sort of crossing a boundary." CACKLING.
#zac has been hitting it out of the park this episode#the ''i KNOW i KNOW i don't!'' irt not having to go into the nudity tent made me half-choke#d20#dimension 20#dropout#fantasy high#fantasy high junior year#< you know i put all these tags here for my own personal blog organization and then people actually Find The Posts#because you know#I maintagged them#and it jumpscares me every time
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it’s cause you kids are always your damn phones, destroying and betraying yourselves for nothing
#personal#you’re so right Fyodor Dostoevsky#I am destroying and betraying myself for the empty promise of scrolling my feed#when I should be suffering organically using the consequences of my own actions
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Actually heres one other drawing of Silver I never posted he's eepy
i fucking loooooove how i drew Feraligatr here like damn i am starting to get why crocodile and gator fans are like that
#pokemon#trainer silver#silver pokemon#pokemon special#i mean this is kinda closer to game silver design than pokespe silver design but shhhhh#feraligatr#sneasel#Crobat#crocodile#yes that purple thing is crobat i was goin for more like a normal bat i was originally gunna finish this drawing#but then i proceeded to just not do that#also for some reason tagging this with “crocodile” probably cuz i already have a crocodile tag for the other drawings of crocs i have#at this point i tag things for organization on my own blog more than tag things in a way that other people will discover my art lmfao#also am i the only one who notices that people who really like gators have like a specific personality about it#i mean this in the most affectionate way possible btw the type of people who just see gators and go fuck yeah the animal of all time
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what remnant does to a mf
#fnaf#michael afton#me doods#look away people! this one's just for me and myself only#(despite maintagging yes i know but its for organization purposes) anyways#i am a big fan of remnant mutating the shit out of a person#pair that w michael's unique death and continued exposure to the spirits it ends up doing pretty fucked up stuff lol#post scoop michael looks like a purple titan 💀#i'm literally just making fun of my own design atp lmaooo#whatever's the opposite of same face syndrome i have that w michael#just recently added the bolts to the jaw and i love it sm i'm keeping it#post scoop michael is 6'7 so i just want yall to imagine this absolute unit of a cryptid losing his mind managing the pizzeria#he's out there sobbing shitting rolling on the floor trying to mute the fucking ads absolutely flooding his monitors#i drew what his neck looks like but its usually covered in bandages or a turtleneck#you do not want to see what's under his shirt btw. its a whole circus in there AHAHAHAHAHA
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"playlists are meant to be like this, not that!" actually playlists are for ME and my personal tastes and yall are blessed to be able to witness my divine choices
#i haaate people complaining about playlists#ppl are organizing that shit and sharing it for free :/#ppl have their own tastes and will make and enjoy things in different ways#theres not a right way to do it#i WILL have a mix of songs picked based on lyrics matching characters and/or if its something i think theyd listen to!#i WILL make it as long or short as i want!#bc its my personal playlists to enjoy first and foremost
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#QSMP#QSMP Horror#QSMP Official#May 20 2024#Someone else said it but I like the idea of them taking a 3 month (or however month long) break after this to organize their stuff#So that they can properly compensate all the admins and resolve all the background issues#Because otherwise QSMP ends here with this event#or it ends with all the CCs leaving#This can't continue without them resolving background issues#Again: I got my own personal opinion on things but it's nothing I haven't said before
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learning abt friendship decay and "not reaching out to your friends for months at a time unprompted is not neurotypical behaviour" has me feeling a certain way
#experiencing some BIG FEELINGS OVER THIS REVELATION#listen i have never ever been bothered abt not seeing someone in a while or making time to talk to them bc in my mind its like not thst muc#time has passed. i mean it with every fibre of my being that when im like 'oh its ok even though we havent talked in a while and have our#own things going on it doesnt mean we're not friends anymore since we left things on a good note 8 months ago' i sincerely believe that#and for the longest time i just thought everybody makes peace with it at some point and not automatically assuming the other person doesnt#wanna talk to me anymore or smth. my longest lasting friendships are with ppl who work the same way i just thouhght that was normal#whatever organ everybody has that makes them reach out to their friends and plan hang outs i probably dont have it#i was already hesitant to ask out Alex bc i spend almost every waking hour doing smth that isnt talking to ppl unless they happen to be in#the vicinity. and at first it was bc i planned on making sure i had everything set up so i dont get stressed out and do it one at a time#but then i find out theres a friendship decay mechanic? and after dating and marrying someone you lose -10 friendship points for every#day u dont talk to them?? actually ive probably been losing friendship points this whole time without knowing bc of this?????#and i notice a lot of my own habits are also reflected in how i play bc ive been avoiding getting close to pierre and marnie since its more#of a professional relationship. like i know theyre npcs but im approaching it the way i would in real life its fucking nuts#i think its a little relieving im playing /as/ a character than myself bc as im playing im just making up little interactions in my head#than approaching things the way i would myself so it takes a bit of the stress off trying to put myself in there as a spectator. but well#being in a relationship demands a certain amount of energy even more so when theyre things that already take up energy on its own#like making time to talk to your partner and make sure they know theyre loved. i dont always have energy to put all my mental focus into it#and this is true for real life so im not really bothered by not dating anyone. but when its a game and i want my character to be with someo#and i know its fully optional and i know i could just apply the same logic to this i dont /want/ to. sometimes i want to experience#the same things other people do at least to a certain degree without the same emotional andmental stakes#no offense krobus#yapping#stardew#stardew valley#puppy plays sdv#sdv#this game has me by the ankles man
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Can I hear more about the worm vs the boys please if you want to expand on it on tumblr? I love worm and I don’t really like the boys and I can't quite explain to myself why
Yea absolutely! Im sure there's some other Wormblr posts out there that go into this in more depth but I can paraphrase what I was saying to my friends.
We were mainly discussing the concept of "edginess" and excessive anger, violence, and shock value in media and I brought up Worm and The Boys as examples so that I could sort of warn my friend about the tone of Pact without directly spoiling anything. My main thesis is that Worm is incredibly super duper edgy, however it doesn't come across as nihilistic and misanthropic like The Boys does.
I feel as though too often The Boys is usually taking the stance of "well humans suck so if you gave humans superpowers they would find unique ways to suck and the only thing separating normal people from monsters is power. So no one should have power" which I don't inherently disagree with to an extent. It's an exaggerated critique of capitalism and celebrity. But it's also such a gross way to look at humans/the nature of humanity.
Contrast with Worm that says "bad people with superpowers will use their powers to do uniquely horrible things. But good people with superpowers will also be out there doing uniquely and incredibly good things for the benefit of humanity. Every human as the potential for abhorrent cruelty. But it is just as true that those same humans all have the potential to do good."
I think it's really important that the two final and most major antagonists in Worm are motivated by nihilism and hatred of humans. Jack Slash and Scion both have the philosophy of "Humans are cruel. The parts of humanity that are good are losing out to cruelty. Why try and fight it. It's easier to just kill everyone". Contrast Taylor who, I'm 99% sure, never for a second questions if humanity is worth saving. Everyone around her in Gold Morning says "there's nothing we can do so we should at least die happy" and Taylor says "I cannot die happy unless I spend every second of my last day fighting for the miniscule chance to save humanity from extinction". Taylor and the fucking insane lengths she will go to save humans when she doesn't even like them all that much is the heart of Worm. (And like don't get me wrong worm is also about Taylor fucking failing to not partake in human cruelty at basically every opportunity. Quite possibly the worst anyone's ever done it. But that doesn't change the fact that she is trying and in the doing is pushing the audience to try as well)
And on the other hand I think the attitude of The Boys kind of just IS Jack Slashs. I honestly cannot even fathom what the take away is meant to be beyond "people are fuuucked up dude". If I wanted to be especially cruel I would say that I think a large majority of fan base for The Boys was generated on the basis of shock value and the incredibly strong performances from the cast. It's easy to get in to season 1 because it presents a horrible world with no redeeming qualities but you can assume in later seasons "they're gonna figure it out! Good will win out! Or at least good will lose for reasons that connect with the audience and make it a tragedy" but three seasons later theyre floundering to find a message and a reason people should care about the world and it's characters.
At the end of the day TLDR I think worm works because it has something to say and uses edge to support the thesis. The Boys exists more as a framework to explore cruelty in fiction and I just don't think it has a lot to say outside of that.
#theres other things too#like i think worm is better at balancing the gore with lighter moments#and watching the boys feels more like youre being held hostage in a nonstop trauma conga line#we could also get into the politics and how worm is actually willing to engage with critiques of systems as a whole#but The Boys genius critique of american capitalism is just 'would work better if we put good people in charge instead of bad people'#I could also go on about how the first person perspective and taylor being entirely unreliable encouraged audience participation#Worm asks us to see taylors point of view and decide on our own if we agree#you can watch The Boys with all of zero introspection#you could just say Wow Those People Are Bad and never have to wonder if you could ever reach a point where you did the same things#but im not sure i could organize any of my other thoughts into anything coherent so this is all i got for now
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are you doing good? Are you making sure that you're not burning out because people are pressuring you to write? I always worry about big fanfiction writers- I love your work to death but please take care of yourself first
hi. blushes. hello. looking at u with big wet eyes like this 🥺🥺🥺 im okay thank you love xx
#people who get pushy about fic updates are so dull to me BECAUSE I’ve had so many and been doing this so long#bc quite literally there’s nothing they can say that will pressure me. idgaf anymore#the chapter WILL come out bc i love my stories but when they come out is an entirely organic process#i will not rush or delay it based on what a stranger wants#so all those asks do is make me go ‘🙄🙄 ANYWAYYYYY’#like it’s SO unproductive they are fr wasting their own time and irking me in the process lmao#but it’s nice to see the other side too bc the more respectful readers are generally quieter about it#so while I know yous are a majority it’s still always so nice when i do get anons like this actually appreciating me as a person#so yea!!! im doing rlly good actually bestie i go back to england tomorrow for the first time in a month#bc I’ve been backpacking around europe!!!!! i saw the colosseum today!!!!#thank you for checking in <3#ask
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Huzzah I made oc art that I didn’t abandon halfway through
Plus some doodles and the picture alone
What a goof what a sillay thang
#I spent two hours trying to phigure out what to write on the paper raaaa#pressure oc#pressure original character#pressure roblox#roblox pressure#sebastian solace#<- more phor just my own personal organization#jacks oc
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ursa major / ursa minor 🌙
#What New Art You Bitches Betta Look At This Old Shit.png#reupload#bear#ursa major#i technically never posted the no heart variant on tumblr which is actually the one i like better#constellation#bears#<- the separate bear/bears tags are for tag visibility + my own personal blog organization system#ocposting#misha#artists on tumblr#edit one month later: just realized i forgot to put this in my art tag lol#my art
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i think my main issue with tsats is that it doesn’t exist in a vacuum.
we know nico. he has a backstory that we have seen and character growth that has been fought for over 15 books, give or take. we’ve seen him interact with so many different characters and react to so many different situations, so we have a pretty good idea about who he is as a character.
we (kinda) know will. he wasn’t given too much screen time until toa, but from what we’ve seen, he’s a nice kid with a sassy streak and a desire to help people. literally the first substantial scene we get is him coming straight from delivering a child to running out on the battlefield. he not only stood by while octavian was blasted away, he also acknowledged that sometimes, death is necessary.
so my issues with tsats come from them warping these established traits to manufacture plot and character conflict. the “he would not fucking do that” meme has never applied to something more than tsats. sure, nico and will are kids, sure, they can make mistakes... but they are also characters in a book series, characters who have faced similar situations in the past and reacted completely differently, or characters who have shown us no reason to act the way they act in tsats.
i really didn’t want to make a tsats critical post but i felt i had to because the reason i don’t like tsats has nothing to do with the representation or ships or characters used or whatever else. it is simply because this is a bad book in a well-established series that i care about, and it disappointed me deeply because i loved nico and will and wanted their book to be amazing.
#ethan talks#ok to rb#tsats#nico di angelo#will solace#< using those tags for my own personal organization system#if you don't like this post simply dni#also i'm not saying you aren't allowed to like tsats#if you liked it more power to you! i'm glad people like it!#its a great step for representation#i am just clarifying why i myself do not like it#once again: IF YOU LIKED TSATS CONTINUE TO EXIST AND LOVE THE BOOK
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ah yes! the joys of executive dysfunction and something being Fundamentally Broken In Your Braincase!
#quick vent Look Away Nothing To See Here#i just needed to place my emotions somewhere before i really started to spiral#texts from cherished friends should not cause nausea-level anxiety! and yet!#here i am! running away from the ever-present miasma of guilt and stress!#you know a few months ago i was like 'im going to be better about responding im going to do better'#i Immediately started doing Worse!#i think i stressed myself out too much#pretty much every relationship i have ends up completely deteriorating due to my own insecurities and guilt and fucked up brain <3#ah yes and how could i forget the Commitment Issues and Emotional Block#mentally i am banging my head into a wall#but its fine Its Fine#i mean its not. its really not. but sometimes it seems like the harder i try the harder i fail#which is something i should be used to by now!#okay so it looks like i Am Indeed spiraling so#i am going to go... list some good things in this world and uhhh#well i dont have the car this weekend so cant go for a drive and some boba. um.#i need to organize my room table Yes that sounds distracting and falsely productive#not gonna tag this with anything actually.#love treating tumblr like my personal diary#ah yes its just me. my personal feelings. and the couple thousand people that follow me.#perhaps i will also buy something online with one of the gift cards i found the other day#buttons from michaels!!! i need buttons! i will go do that!#with the knowledge that i have unopened messages to respond to looming in the back of my mind like a noose! yippee yahoo!!!#gonna... turn of replies/rbs just this once since its just a Vent#i just needed to get it Out yk? not looking for anything other than relieving pressure on my brain#ok it looks like i cant turn of replies for individual posts#just... pretend you didnt see this for both our sakes <3#look away look away
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