#that's INSANE I felt so bad for her
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i have to say it was a crazy move on russell's part to have ruby go through her own version of turn left/the girl who waited FOUR episodes into knowing the doctor
#that's INSANE I felt so bad for her#my girl has been having a rough time of it#like she had 1 and a half cool fun adventures and even in those she was faced with a terrible monster and also covered in snot#and in the other she was almost eaten as a baby#but then these last three episodes have been like. ruby is terrorised by an eldritch drag queen and shown a devastated alternate version#of her current time where the whole world is dead. ruby almost watches the doctor die and is nearly killed. ruby is abandoned by everyone#haunted by the ghost of herself and dies alone. like she is not having a good time of it 😭😭#I hope the next episodes are a little bit lighter she deserves a good old-fashioned romp every now and then#Ruby Sunday#my post#Doctor Who#dw
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like we were so fucking robbed of seeing perez in the wake of saw vs events I want to see her getting out of the hospital and flipping tables and pointing a gun in ericksons face after being told that strahm is the lead suspect. I want to see her having a breakdown after strahms fingerprints come back dead. I want to see her hand twitching over her gun everytime she sees hoffman. I want to see her fucking losing it and desperate to avenge her friend and partner and to clear his name. I want to see the thought process that lead to her inviting known serial killer mark hoffman to the basement lab just so she could torture him psychologically before she had a legitimate excuse to shoot him. I want to see more of her and I want to see how strahms death impacted her the way the reverse impacted him.
#lindsey perez lindsey perezzzzz#we did not see nearly enough of her#she was so overshadowed by strahm in iv and then didnt even get to be a main character in vi#she showed up. psychologically tortured hoffman. and then she died (again).#realistically she's way better at hiding her insanity so I think she wouldn't lose it nearly as bad as strahm did#but I want just one little moment where she's on her own and she fucking loses it#forced to let your boss tell your best friend you're dead. he goes missing. is declared a suspect. turns up dead. no body to bury#more of her pov on these events please. please. please.#it would be so sanity inducing cause she KNEW it was hoffman. her last words to strahm was hoffmans name#and she knew him so well.... she must've known strahm went after him in the wake of her 'death'. the fucking guilt she must have felt#espeon cries#saw#i am so so sick in the head about her today
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It doesn’t really hit home how much I’ve screwed up at life until I realize I have literally no one I can call without hesitation about [problem]
#don’t talk to any high school friends anymore except for like a once a year text catch up with like 2 of them#don’t really talk to any college friends either even though it’s been less than a year????#and the last time I tried it did not help at all#the only friend I can think of who explicitly said I can call her whenever is really busy rn#and I tried to hash this out with her not too long ago so I don’t just wanna repeat myself#NOT comfy talking to family about this and anyway my brother reported another typical lack of communication skills moment that happened at#home today#hhhhhh#I never felt like I was doing anything wrong in the moment but apparently I am actually really bad at friends and relationships#and it’s not like anything bad has happened with friendships????#when it’s good it’s really good but no object permanence lmao#so anyways#I’m really glad the semester is about to start and I’ll be able to go to adoration and daily mass regularly again#feel like I am going INSANE#p
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#went to my favorite music venue after a long time of not going#a local music festival did a promo for a couple of bands#i went to the festival last year and it was super fun so im excited theyre doing more stuff this year#there were a couple photographers there and one of them came up to take my picture several times!!!#i felt bad because i didnt want to be like “oh yes take my picture cause im so cool” but also i was insanely excited inside#i meant to ask her what her handle was so i could have the pictures (i highkey ate)#but i was with a friend and we wanted to get home and sleep#oh well. still slayed#goth#goth fashion#original post#td style#alt fashion#style#fashion#goth outfit#goth girl
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what are your favorite ninjago seasons?
Rise of the Snakes, HANDS DOWN.
I've rewatched it so many times, and I adore this season, it's so nostalgic, and easy to digest, it brings me back to when I was 12 years old searching "Lloyd gets revenge against the ninja" on youtube only to instantly get spoiled that he was the green ninja LOL. (twelve years old me really thought he was going to become a major villain and I WAS READY TO EMBRACE THAT)
altought I also rewatch Dragon Rising alot? Probably cuz it's easy to watch it and similiar to season 1, it just feels like I'm eating a snack.
I also really like Possesion and March of the oni, but that's mainly becuase of the opening? like the opening of the season is just so cool.
and I feel like seabound is one of my top favorites becuase I am AWFUL at dealing with that type of stuff so I was sobbing so hard in the end. Same with Sons of Garmadon.
#watched Sons of Garmadon for a second time with a friend last week and it's still insanely good#I think that out of all of them I have enjoyed Dragon Rising and Rise of the Snakes the most#ITS JUST A DIFFERENT VIBEEE YKNOW???#Season 2 is also very cool#My least favorite is probably The fire chapter one#ICE CHAPTER WAS NICE THO#ones that I hate rewatching is Rebooted and Hands of time#they aren't even bad it's just like idk I have a hard time sitting throught it#and the ones I feel guilty for liking it is prime empire and the island#IT IS SO LIKE “NOT GREAT??” BUT I ENJOYED IT ALOT#Ones I didn't mention here I consider great or nostalgic to me#also funfact 12 years old me really felt guilty for watching a show for children#WELL GUESS WHAT GIRL??? YOU ARE ALMOST 20 LMAOOOOOO NEEEEERDDDD#GUESS WHO USES HER SALARY TO BUY LEGOS??? YOUUU!!! LOSER!!! BAHAHAHA
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i think one of the things i'll always appreciate abt maomao is that even though she's the protag, it's not really that the world revolves around her or that things always happen to her, it's more that she gets involved in things (usually at the request of other ppl but whatever) that usually don't affect her immediately. idk but it's nice that she's kind of our dispassionate window into palace life instead of the person everything happens to
#hm... idk if i worded that right it's kinda incoherent#probably just my personal preference bc i slightly dislike when things start Happening to someone just by virtue of being the protag lol#i understand that that's the whole point of the plot but im like that would not happen irl /hj#i love maomao.... i love that the book flat out states her budding sense of justice and then we see her execute that by not being completel#transparent with the higher ups in order to protect a multitude of women in the ways she can access#knh logs#the apothecary diaries#unrelated but#i also wonder abt her and gaoshun... he's so pragmatic about his job and treating her as a pawn and useful card but she thinks hes very#considerate and would make a fantastic husband (then learns that he is a husband lol) but like. the relationship arrow descriptions would g#insane: 'gaoshun felt bad for the young woman [...] let people say the way those cards were gained sometimes required cruelty'#vs idk. some quote on maomao's end about him being perceptive and truly helpful etc etc aaaaahh....#well. at least he calls her xiaomao. pokes her cheeks . cute......
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My sister (who recently crashed my moms car) has been using my car to teach her boyfriend how to drive without telling me ! Awesome
#she has been increasing the amount of things she conceals or lies about to me because she knows i wont put up with it#like i never would have agreed to let him drive my car if she asked me. not because he’s a bad driver but because its my car and if#something happens to it im fucked. and so is the rest of my family. because i drive everyone#also her bf only told me because HE felt guilty. she had no plans to tell me apparently#ALSO! if a crash happens his fault or not. the insurance will be insane. we will probably have to pay for repair out of our own pockets#and if the cop is a mega jerk then there could be more issues with the law
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i think it’s so ridiculous how they basically coded trevor and mike’s relationship to be like they’re scorned lovers of sorts and have harvey act like capulet-ian about their relationship ONLY to have him end up with jenny like wtf is that about???
#it felt so left field like he’s literally pleading to harvey at all times ‘i can fix him’#alyssa is the scapegoat for something bigger on the horizon#aka mike ross’s coming out arc#and even if it doesn’t happen#i’ll use my delusions to make it happen#anywho….#suits#mike ross#harvey specter#marvey#suits tv#OH OH OH#CAN WE TALK ABOUT HOW ALYSSA WAS LIKE ‘WE BOTH LOST SOMEONE’#IN RELATION TO TREVOR#she was INSANE for that#this is like the breaking bad ‘he’s my partner/i’m your partner’ line#trevor evans#i forgot jenny’s name tbh#i have been watching the suits series high#so idk where i got alyssa from#BUT i think alyssa suits her more than jenny#when i wiki’d that i thought it was being punked#really shows how important of a character she is if i got her name that wrong
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watched the 2004 punisher movie yesterday with pixie and honestly i had fun 👍 some stuff was good some stuff was eh some completely irrelevant stuff made me mildly annoyed. but most of all it was funny and they had frank hang around with his tits out for multiple scenes so i mean how could i not have a great time tbh
#marvel#frank castle#the punisher#its also the movie that has the frame that i found like. on a wiki or something? and that pushed me down the punisher rabbithole#maybe im insane but i REALLY liked how frank looked in that movie. lost. confused. profoundly sad. bare chest glistening with sweat#whats not to like honestly. i also felt incredibly bad for thinking this the entire movie because im actually going. a little insane#like lately i just feel generally bad for liking frank in that way at all. as in both romantic and sexual. just. im sorry frank really#so the entire movie id hide my face in my hands every couple of minutes going 'oh god hes so hot im so sorry hes so hot im sorry'#what the fuck is this kid doing#anyway the thing i also liked on a more serious note was that the death of maria and his son was dragged out#because it like. like it kept going. and going. and with every second we both just felt this sense of like. dread and helplessness yk#like you KNOW theyre going to die anyway. and yet you watch them struggle and. its such a specific emotion#my least favorite horror story from a book i had invoked the same emotion in me but worse#and it was called sth like 'the torture of hope' so like. thats the best description i can give#also the thing that annoyed me for no reason was joan being blonde. why is she BLONDEEEEE#SHE JUST LOOKS LIKE MARIA LIGHT THIS IS SO. STUPID#also poor third neighbour but i assume in this movie he had the same role as in the comic (none) because its the 2004 one#i liked daves vibe. seemed like the type of guy my friend karol would have us smoke weed with on her birthday#and also he was just like me fr
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its so hard to talk about how traumatic it is to watch somebody be claimed by dementia without going "well i cant complain because at least i wasnt the one losing my mind (for now)" but that shit fucks you up so much. that ghost is going to haunt me for the rest of my life and all i can do is hope it Stays a ghost
#tiddytaco#b#thinking about it rn bc today while i was driving my mom home from pt#she saw someone she knew from years ago driving & was like FOLLOW THAT CAR & we met them in a parking lot#& the conversation turned to 'hey what the hell happened to your parents' pretty quickly bc our families hadnt been in touch#& it was a long conversation in the hobby lobby parking lot#& idk if itll ever Stop being fresh in my mind but now its Extra fresh in my mind#that whole time period was just so insane & awful#bc it was like Ok we're caring for both grandparents#& then my grandpa died#& all our pets at the time were very old#& when he died it occurred to me that we could easily lose both grandparents and all 3 pets within the year#it turned out to be like a long drawn-out year & a half from the first to the last#& looking back it seems impossible that is was that short a time period bc it felt like an eternity#we got off easy with grandpa bc he died before it got too bad but with grandma it just kept getting Worse#& the climax of the caring experience was traveling to take her to my uncle bc he wanted to take his shift caring for her#& that was so . So bad. SO bad#like it literally could not have gone more smoothly and it was SO bad#just thinking about it i feel like im there again i get so stressed out
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okay now for a bunch of scribbles im not finishing
#first three are from the fact that i just got blacksteeple castle and instead of playing the game i felt like scribbling#next one is just me trying to get used to drawing ariana shes a lot of fun to draw + tiny interceptor oc idea thingsidk#then what i like to call#leaving your shitty bird husband for his much hotter deer ex wife#which is from the fact that in the room you first meet braixen in theres a book anathea owned calling how to deal with domestic abuse.#wwhy is that there and wow i hate vitus so bad#then idk venilla (?) sleeping headcanon or something#the erin and melia hug from the library that definitely did not make me tear up seeing the first time#melia and her fucked up bird based on gold pokespe and her and patience taking a nap#and finally idk an idea of melia being a shiny hunter with insane luck always in a no pokemon au#which would take place in the normal guys with weird animals au from. i don’t remember when#okayvthere explained everything#anyways i love rhat loser glitter girl and her goofy pokemon
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What is your opinion on ICP?
I don't keep up to date with them or anything, I don't really know what they do these days. Is it still just music and the juggalo subculture? I had a friend who was a juggalo in highschool and I was her only friend and nobody else wanted to be friends with her so... I'm not sure if that says anything about ICP or if that was just her.
#to be fair i wasn't big on her either i just felt bad she had nobody to talk to#and getting last her abrasive outer shell she was an alright person#don't remember her name though so goes to show how long that lasted.#you didnt ask about all that lmao sorry#but yeah idk almost anything about the insane clown posse sorry
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i fear that i don’t acknowledge enough the fact that i KNOW rhinedottir's evil !!! and she's horrible !!! and that she's wholly ireedamable !!! i know and love and respect that fact !!! i'd shoot myself in the frontal lobe if hoyo made her out to NOT be wholly evil !!!! but the reason i always go on and on and on about her humanity and complexity is because. SHE IS ALWAYS DUMBED DOWN !!!! TO JUST THAT !!!! it's literally the greatest and most moving theme (IN MY OPINION!!!) in genshin, that human beings are COMPLEX !!!! and they're MORE than just evil or bad or wtv. we see this through every character to almost ever be introduced to us -> literally just take arlecchino as an example. if anyone was at all paying attention to the discourse around her when the fontaine teaser dropped (and. 4.0 in general) it was the BIGGEST thing to watch people argue between "she's a harbinger, so she's clearly the most evil and the big antagonist of fontaine because of these accounts we have right now !!" versus the argument of "we've only seen ONE perspective of her so far, and it's no duh that all this stuff sucks -- but there's no way she's JUST gonna be all these horrible things,, because literally nobody to exist is just horrible and cruel with zero to no good in them. and also that'd make a shit narrative by hoyo in a story driven game" AND LOOK WHAT HAPPENED !!!! we saw !!! in REAL time !!! that while arlecchino was rightfully cruel and horrible and, yes the things she did were fucked up beyond belief and she should absolutely not be excused for any of it - she is NOT just evil ! she's shown to care, albeit in a fucked up way that only shows she's even more deranged ; but what's so incredibly important about her is the way that her being "evil" doesn't mean she's incapable of anything else. She is evil, yes— but so many of those evil actions have *motives* and *reasons* that explain them (but not excuse or condone!) and, although they don’t save her grace or anything of the sort, they DO show her true character. AND YHATS SO IMPORTANT!!!! She’s capable of being an antagonist while still being justified in some form, and given nuance and backstory and redeemable traits
I am !!! NEVER !!! going to say rhinedottir is a good person. she isn't! no shit sherlock ! how the fuck do you think im gonna go on and ignore the fact she sent both her kids to their deaths, and also fed one to another. dare i say, that is NOT anything good !!! suprise of the century !! woah !!! -- but what i AM gonna say is that she's much beyond that? hello !! not only has the point of her having not a zero good trait or will in her body been. proven false over and over and over again. but it's such ! Sad and not compelling is character choice for her *not* to be nuanced and complex and justified in a fucked up !! — like do you REALLY think hoyoverse (who is clearly capable of, and likes to make) complex characters, who are horrible, while not being *only* those horrible things, would pass up a golden (haha) opportunity to make a characters whose entire existence is JUST that??!,!2????
believe what you want! Do what you want! This is a silly video game that will be eroded along with time in a hundred in so years ! But god so help me, please don’t be willfully ignorant to the complexity and nuance of characters, just because you want a villain. No villain , real or not, is entirely evil. People are complex and multi faceted and people really, really need to hop off this cart of going “okay but stop saying she’s multifaceted because it takes away from her being evil” because it DOESNT! If anything, it makes her so much more compelling . Which is something some people can apparently. Not handle.
#this isn’t even MENTIONING that she survived the cataclysm and#the implications that you guys are going to immediately villainize the one that got their nation destroyed. rather than the ones#that destroyed and cursed the people of it#HELLO.#-> I don’t see asmoday fans! or phanes fans!#because people are SO ignorant to things when it isn’t shoved in your face#you guys care about Rhinedottir this much because she’s so publicized. but celestia is JUST as bad and I have yet to see more than like#three fans of them. the group/faction who fit people’s perception of Rhinedottir even more than#Rhine herself#(not including the istaroth fans. you are all lovely. I love you guys.)#(thank you for being insane over her.)#-> like yesss guys! let’s demonize and antagonize the war survivor who went through just as much trauma as everyone else#who was just human (a point which was just established in the Fontaine quest to be HUGE when it comes to such extensive trauma like that)#and is clearly fucked up in the head. a tad against her decison#IM NOT SAYING THAT EXCUSES HER??? NO SHIT IT DOESNT???#but GOD so help me. THATS HER REASON!#HER OERSONAL JUSTIFICATION! MOTIVE!#why do people have to be so obsessed with making her an unjustified and evil entity when she’s. not that#she’s justified! even if it isn’t by a practical standard!#but I need YOU to put yourself into her shoes for a second#how the fuck would YOU react to your people being murdered and cursed#being wholly antagonized by everyone to live#experiencing isolation from society#and then going through the whole ‘like teo thirds of my magnum opuses just died’ thing#this isn’t even! to MENTION! the fact she holds a fucked up sense of affection for them?#do you truly think she felt NOTHING#I don’t care if you wanna talk about her sending them out to be killed. that doesn’t meant she can’t feel grief#they’re DRAGONSdeidgned for destruction what the fucj did you expect#-> hate her all you want! that’s okay! but don’t villainize her for no reason other that uoucamt think beyond surface level#crepe rambles
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Why is my best friend lowkey sending me a love message ....girl.
#first of all... no...#she sent me a voice message about how much she loves me and it felt like a love letter#which is so weird.#cuz like.#id never date her#she did the same to her gf what MY ex gf did to me#yk what no actually WORSE#..well kinda equal#ANYWAYS BAD THING#so thats weird.#its insane i still speak to her after that even tho i was really considering like not continueing ever#anyqys today is very weird
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maturing as a lesbian is realizing u don’t want to wear those clothes u want to eat out a girl who wears those clothes ❤️
#michelle speaks#i was so heart eyes towards girls in pretty dresses as a kid & i would wear dresses bc i wanted to be as pretty as them#but i wasn’t really comfortable in dresses and really truly i just had crushes on girls i thought were pretty 😩#still i will see smth and be like that’s cute….but not for me. it is smth that if a girl j was dating wore i’d go insane.#for a long time i tried to force myself to be feminine bc i thought j liked feminine clothes but i always felt so uncomfortable in them#& then i was like oh. i just think a girl would like#pretty in this lmfao. not me!!!!! but the imaginary gf in my head would ❤️#i’m not even remotely joking if i had a gf her wearing a floral dress would be the equivalent of lingerie to me……i LOVE florals 😭😭😭😭#and there are so many pretty floral dresses i’m so serious. is it so bad to admire a woman in a pretty dress??
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