#that was such an out of body experience fr
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hii i love ur posts sm! i have a little success story!! ik nothing is little but yk what i mean
my dominant assumption lately has been that i can get into the void rlly easily. i dont have to meditate or anything, just have to be rlly sleepy, close my eyes, relax, and boom i'm there! this is how i got into the void randomly before so the assumptions have been dominant for a while and i'm ok with them. my method for doing it has been waking up abt 5-6 hrs into sleep, making sure i'm nice and sleepy, then doing the process. BUT i've been lowkey lazy lately so i end up changing my mind (consciously) and decide to go to sleep lol
so last night, same thing happened right. i decide to try to go to sleep instead of the void. i'm relaxingg and just visualizing stuff and i'm super deep into my visualizations like a dream, but then i come out of it and it felt rlly weird. like i knew i wasn't asleep and dreaming cause i "woke up" so easily. LIKE IDK it just didn't feel like sleep. it felt like just a dream except i was kinda awake, but my body wasn't. just a reallyyyy deep visualization session. i also realized when i woke up there was a lot of loud sounds going on, when before in my "dream," i didn't hear anything. and it was rlly loud stuff too like construction, tv, etc, so i should've heard it if i wasn't rlly sleeping like i felt i wasn't. then when i tried to go back to my "dream" (it was a romance scenario LOL it just got to the good part so i wanted to continue) i ended up just falling asleep fr that time. i woke up and felt a HUGE difference so i know i wasn't sleeping and dreaming that first time.
i'm sure i was in the void state, just not aware! i was genuinely trying to just go to sleep lol so i think thats why. i'm rlly happy abt this!! and i know if i just decide to genuinely do it instead of being lazy and going back to sleep i can do it again. my self concept abt the void feels soooo good rn and this experience just further strengthens my confidence!
You were definitely in the void state!! Congrats love 💗
p.s. the romance scenarios are so real LOL 😭
#void state#void#law of assumption#loa tumblr#loassumption#loa blog#loablr#manifestation#loa#the void state
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WHAT IN THE CRITICAL ROLE JUST HAPPENED TO ME
I'm watching cr2 for the first time and I'm at episode 98
And Veth is talking with Yeza about maybe settling down in Nicodranas... And he just asked her to be careful and not put herself in too much danger
And after what happened this past monday ((we are all still crying)) Matthew Mercer from early 2020 hits me with a line directed at early 2020 Sam Riegel
"There are a lot of tales of heroic sacrifices"
...........
I'M SORRY???
RIGHT AFTER FCG'S HEROIC SACRIFICE???
WHAT IS HAPPENING
#if anyone says “proof that it's all scripted” imma block you#that was such an out of body experience fr#i was just knitting and listening in the background#and then matthew mercer hits me with that line#what the fuck#AND THEN YEZA SAYS “I WANT A WIFE. NOT A POEM”#I LOVE THAT MAN#gimme a yeza pls#critical role spoilers#cr3 spoilers#cr2 spoilers#critical role#mighty nein#bells hells#veth brenatto#yeza brenatto#fcg#fresh cut grass#rip fcg#still crying#it's around 1:29:30 if anyone wants to check#edit: and then they fucked right after this talk#typical mighty nein interaction#this is about veth and yeza not sam and matt btw#although who knows#/j
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It’s never overstated to me when people are like “work out bc it makes you feel better” bc it literally does. I think what I used to get hung up on is making the perfect schedule / wanting to know what I was doing right away. But it’s also okay to flounder at first and experiment w things and figure out what works for you and your body. The important thing is you’re starting out bc your body really will thank you for it later down the line. You cannot keep pushing it off it will add up
#“Work out not bc you hate your body but bc u love it” is the truest statement ever#I also don’t think a gym membership is needed bc I know straight up athletes who only ever do bodyweight workouts#It helps me so that’s why I have one but it’s by no means necessary#I still do at home workouts at times bc I think they’re rly fun and a nice switch up#And just playing around and finding out what works for me but what also challenges me#I don’t think I perfected it yet but I’m doing lots of research & experimenting w things & I also just love the endorphins it gives me#My friend and I are ab to start regularly biking through nature trails & I think that will be so therapeutic for me bc I usually just#Work out at the gym/at home. It’ll be a nice little addition#And buying cute workout two pieces actually motivates me to work out too they make me feel like a Pinterest girl fr
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I made a lmk oc
#they’re supposed to be some sort of experiment to see if people could recreate Sun Wukongs stone egg. the goal was to make a more controlled#and tame version using carved wood and cultivation. but eventually they got worried about it becoming too powerful and scrapped it#eventually they come to life and live in the abandoned temple they were built in#their bottom half is made of wood because when they came to life their creator/s left them unfinished when they scrapped the project#they had to carve the rest of their body out of hunger and frustration because they couldn’t eat or move much by crawling on their top half#this is also why they spite their creators and hate irresponsible creation. because of abandonment issues and feeling like they have no#purpose or direction in life#their power is also very limited to due being man made since they were originally a wood carving#meo gave me the idea but one reason would be because they’re half finished. the sculpture was still half stump so it was completely untouche#that half can channel power in its raw form but the other half cannot once it’s been carved by man#so technically they could have the same level or potential for power as the stone but that was dampened#the other thing is how they were created to be a duplicate or recreation of a stone monkey and a celestial looked at that and was like#‘we’re not doing that again’ LMAO#i think the case of them carving their own legs doesn’t take away their power though. that balance was made#before they came to life so carving the legs or not can’t affect it anymore. like making a cake and slicing it#their energy levels are also naturally low because of that so their movements are sluggish and they aren’t very active overall#constantly lying in the sun to charge their batteries and get some stuff done. just like me fr#I actually don’t know what I’m gonna do with this character besides Put Them In Situations with other ppls ocs.. so if you have#a lmk oc you have been warned /lh /j#I wanna make some backstory art for them though.. maybe even the animatic treatment if I can get through dear wormwood which is 25#SECONDS OUT OF 3 MIN BTW#doodles#Lego Monkie kid#lmk#Monkie kid#lmk oc#monkie kid oc#myart#my art#xin ya
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how i’m about to be when i hear eden singing and see mr. magoo banging on his drums live
#out of body experience fr#i’m gonna eat the walls#lewis pullman#i will in fact be a crying mess during some songs
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getting fucked so good that its all you think about the next day >>>>>>>>
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I have been listening to this nonstop on repeat for the last hour and a half. It’s three songs. I need the rest of them now immediately now right at this moment this minute this second
#great gatsby musical#NOAH J RICKETTS GIVE ME YOUR VOICE#I have a full out of body experience every time I listen to roaring on like fr#I will not be sane when the whole album comes out like. I’m obsessed#I know the musical is nothing groundbreaking and for all I know they’ll announce closing soon#but AAAAAAAA I love this show so much#I wanna BE in this show so bad#the great gatsby#bway gatsby#jeremy jordan#eva noblezada
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I saw multiple tweets about Lucerys wearing this pearl lingerie thing, whatever whatever it is, and Aemond reacting like the loser dweeb incel he is and was intrigued. THEN my eyes rolled back into my head and I blacked out and when I came to I was holding multiple sketches of it. It was like some higher being took control of my body and then dipped after several hours. Huzzah! Proof of divinity. I am no longer agnostic.
[ UPDATE: ok here it is, the first half anyway ]
#lucemond#no but drawing anatomy is so difficult that stuff is crazy lol#out of body experience fr#no but the reference pics had me mesmerized n bamboozlned n sht#will post later#for the people!!!#I am OBSESSED ok respectfully looking RESPECTFULLY
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so I saw txt back in May & it was so crazy & magical. I scooped up as much confetti as I could & even got my hands on the fake money from lo$er = lo♡er, I had seen people online put their concert confetti in little frames before & thought it was SO cute. I finally bought a frame a few weeks ago but only just now actually arranged it all & it's just SO cute I wanted to share.
I love it so so so much 💘
#txt#tubatu#tomorrow x together#txt act sweet: mirage#i cant wait to hang this up it makes me SO happy 💖💖💖#seeing hyuka irl was like an out of body experience fr i fell in love all over again 💖#my collection (kpop)#FIN posts
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highlight of day: tanned by a pool and read a book.
#and went to a barbecue#I’m not a beer drinker#but something about eating good ass food and a cold beer in the heat#out of body experience fr#witch aunt talks✨
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@chaosverse-mainblog @hideawaysplace @misterah13 Just Came back from watching the Movie in the cinema.
I am Speechless. No Spoilers yet for old time’s sake. But… my inner child has never been so happy.
#Five Nights at Freddy’s#FNAF Movie#FNAF Movie Spoilers#it was so beautiful#everything. Every little cameo and detail made me Yelp like a monkey#I had a out of body experience fr
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sorry i been scarce ; i've been 1) working </3, and 2) playing tlou the second i get home since i finally have enough ram to play it lol 🕺
#out.#NEVER played a game that makes me this tense before hksdfjs it's sooooo good#i'm also playing it on hard the last couple sections of the game and.#and.#👁👄👁#a full body experience <3 fuck bloaters fr
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Do you know those moments when you see a person that is no longer in your life and it is like looking back at an earlier life all of a sudden because it was a different You back then?
#it's like an out of body experience bc I'm no longer that person#this is so weird like fr#experience#melanchaholic#poetry#poesia#romanticism#escapism#literature#spilled heart#spilled thoughts#spilled ink#spilled words
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stream of consciousness type deal.
#people's experiences of you will be so drastically different from what you're like when relaxing/unmasking at home and they'll be shocked#when you live together and you thought you let them see what you were like normally except most of the time theyve seen you at home its an#Occassion™ so ofc im gonna be alert and jumping around and talkative bc theres a lot happening and im really happy theyre there#and i can be still. but once they see me day after day exhausted and overstimulated its different bc i am different#i dont feel like i am but i am#and if they dont believe when you explain whats happening then shit hits the fan#for a while i did not understand why they were getting so mad at me at dinner#the other people there understand how i can be foggy or overstimulated and just need to eat and im happy to be there i just need to not look#at anyone or say much and im dizzy from working all day. i need to mash for a bit all ill be good. theyve been generous to take me as honest#when i tell them what im doing.#but a person who is not used to seeing me that way will start thinking im rolling my eyes at whats being said when im actually staring into#space or trying to refocus or trying to get my body to stay in itself instead of drifting off and they think im quietly judging and ik like#im so sorry but fr im not even listening to the group conversation and im not thinking anything negative about you im just gathering my body#i SWEAR. also its agreed that i take part in a group meal instead of isolating with my food bc i need to eat right now too#now that ive stopped working and im going to go back to working after this meal so. this is what i have to do. it is understood and you're#somewhat new to being here on a daily basis but I'm serious i just have to do this and im not being shady im just Something™#(aka exhausted/overstimulated/neurodivergent.) but when i get up with the gathered dishes without making eye contact im automatically angry#and im judgemental and manipulative and trying to control everyone's mood by making my problems everyone's problems with my sighing and eye#rolling. im like. again im not rolling my eyes im trying to focus my eyes. and im not sighing at whats being said im letting out the breath#i realized ive been holding bc im holding myself back from an anxiety rollercoaster drop bc im very overstimulated rn and i was asked to be#here to share meals and deal with it in front of everyone and you arent understanding that id be doing the same thing in private#nothing's WRONG im just OVERSTIMULATED RN and im pulling my body back and im not thinking anything about ANYONE in this room but im starting#to NOW bc you keep assigning meaning where ive told you repeatedly theres none and i get why you're interpreting it this way but i promise#thats not what im doing and your reasons for why im doing it are not accurate.
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re: lrb in the tags!! also kinda tmi i guess
#cryptic ramblings#in the tags#should my werewolf-kinning ass have been angel-kinning this whole damn time???#i be out here like 'i think my ideal gender would be everything the same except i also have a dick.' n 'what if i got phallo 🤔'#despite NOT being a man or masc or any of that (nonbinary/demigirl/girlthing/girl* are all accurate for me id say)#n lrb reminded me tht thats totally how angels are depicted sometimes no?? correct me if im wrong lol#('that' being generally androgynous/breasts n penii/etc)#anyways ive fr just been livin life thinkin 'yeah i do NOT mind my body as-is i just think my experience would be enhanced if i had a funct#*functioning pepis as well 🤷🏽♀️'#like call me greedy or w/e idk#LMAOOO ANYWAY back to my point: should i have been angelkinning 🧍🏽♀️ do i need to give my werewolfsonas angel wings#should i become one of those late 2000s images of anime wolfgirls with angel wings 🧍🏽♀️ yall know the ones
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byzantine chants.
wow
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