#that ramped up and then just STOPPED
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If you havent before i highly reccomend giving at least some of Bigbst4tz’s episodes a watch this season.
The things that man does sound editing are phenomenal.
#trafficblr#life series#bigbst4tz2#i think it was one of his secret life episodes#i watched was like ‘why is my anxiety tamping up so much’#i had to replay the section a fee times to figure it out#he had a very faint heartbeat sound in the background#that ramped up and then just STOPPED
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I think I have succeeded in doing All The Things so I don't have do chores or cleaning on my birthday (which is tomorrow or arguably today, but I haven't slept yet so it's not tomorrow yet).
There is cake, there is frosting, I am simply waiting on strawberries to arrive to assemble it, which will happen tomorrow.
#I like to make a bit of a Thing out of my birthday when I'm able to#for reasons relating to my Tragic Backstory(tm)#My mom kinda . . . stopped acknowledging it very much at the same time the parentification and stuff really ramped up#while my siblings still got like. Birthday presents and shit I was expected to Understand that Look It's Just So Much Closer to Christmas#and she had a particular trauma event that happened about a week before my birthday the year I was 9 and in retrospect was very mean to me#Anyway I like to make it a little bit of a Thing#I lived bitches!#not necessarily in the sense of having a ton of people around or anything#but I like cake and I do like presents and I do like spending time with people I like#I got myself a shiny American Girl thing this summer that I saved up for for several months and it has been in Lynati's studio since June#(this admittedly was a somewhat bigger splurge than would be my norm BUT I knew it'd be a week after the election)
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s3 shassie is quite literally making me mad. What do you mean Shawn instantly believed that Lassie didn’t kill someone? Why did Shawn call Lassie hot ??? Why are they so goddamn touchy ??????
#They need to stop#/j#sparrow speaks#Shassie#i just#wow them#Like I’ve been onboard with the ship since s1 but they are really ramping it up#Also hiding this in the tags but in the same epsidoe as above#Shawn literally took off lassies tie and blindfolded him while lassie barely protested#Hello ???#Lasssie especially keeps grabbing Shawn and I’m like#Looking around like is anyone else seeing this ?#psych#eh maintag can have this too#I have to pause every couple minutes just to be like : wtffffffff#And the show always has a very good excuse for why they’re acting like this but idk …#I know what you are meme
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#why did i get an art degree. no money no job no bitches!!!!!!#ANYWAYS . IN ACTUAL SERIOUSNESS. visa and other costs are ramping up this year and i'd like to be able to take some pressure off my family#please help if you can !! i have been meaning to keep up with so much new content ........#i mean. as soon as i get this stuff sorted LOL eg. helping my family move to a new country and more...#YES. THANK U . HOPEFULLY I GET A JOB SO I CAN STOP BEGGING FOR COMMS!!!!#art commissions#commission post#commission sheet#artists on tumblr#commissions#commissions open#oc commission#edit sorry lads i hit post and realised one thing was off. i just adjusted background prices to be more spenny this year. sorry
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melliwyk lived in her house for over a decade, and it was The Haunted House before she moved in and lived there as a largely reclusive wizard, making it The Haunted House (they say a witch lives there!), and one of the most fun routine-breakers in her life was when kids and teens would brave the trek through the woods to dare each other to knock on her door, which she always rewarded with Haunted House theatrics
#usually baxter likes to hang out outside when she doesn't need him so he often sees kids coming well in advance and can let her know#soul's rest is a tiny little rural village outside the central dominance of the vault#so it does not take very much magic At All to give nosey locals a satisfying spook#probably she also has some kind of rube goldberg scooby-doo ass Contraptions set up in case anyone comes by when she's asleep or out#this came up in canon when we went back to her house in the campaign#some kids showed up in the night when I think zhartook? was taking a watch? and he woke mel up and she was like OH MY GOD YES WATCH--#just a lil spookin. some prestidigitation eerie noises and chill breezes#and then boggle wandered into view of the window and scared the bejeezus out of them before mel could ramp it up herself#DELIGHTFUL#in general if she was in a good mood she'd stop what she was doing and have fun prankin#if she was in a bad mood she'd do something more decisively repellant like fog cloud or Cause Fear#but always harmless-- and never breaking kayfabe if it could be helped. good bit of fun for everyone involved! you'd hate to spoil that#obviously there are plenty of people who knew who she was and that she lived there because like... she did buy groceries etc#but most kids didn't know and would never connect the occasionally brusque but geberally friendly gnome they saw sometimes with The Witch#my OCs#melliwyk
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i have a hot take from this past phil video: while I don't mind the lower impact lower energy videos, i genuinely find fan submitted content videos consistently annoying.
like id honestly rather he just stop trying to do serious videos and acknowledge that y'all flood his inbox with spam jokes about his own relationship he doesn't want to talk about, cuz it just feels super weird
#like i dunno how many times two men have to say “the details of our relationship are unique and private to us”#and y'all still stay sending him asks all “my boyfriend had to go to the hospital by himself ha ha” like... stop??#you joke about the whole “oh we're just speculating its not like we're harrassing them in asks” you harrassing phil in asks...#i dont know what to tell you#and like even tho he was laughing he literally said to stop with the ones about him#one joke post making it into the video does not mean ramp up your joke posts referring to Phil and “his boyfriend”#i thought we were past this
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every second i spend not making a twisted psychological horror is a second wasted
#my little fucked up brain wants to make little fucked up things but i CANT because i have no motivation to finish ANYTHING EVER#and i also have like zero of the skills required to make the things i wanna make#but the CONCEPTS wont stop FUCKING ROTATING AROUND IN MY HEAD:(((#growlllll#please i just wanna take the basic outline for a horror concept i really really like but then make it actually good#because they fucked it up horribly#well not horribly it just wasn't good#but theres SOMETHING IN IT PLEASE JUST LET ME MAKE IT GOOD#SHAKING YOU#IT HAS SUCH POTENTIAL:((((((((((#man if i had a nickel for every horror comic i read that had some aspect of EXCELLENT horror but they absolutely fumbled the rest#id have two nickels#well actually i dont know if theyve fumbled one they still have the chance to pull through (dont read this im talking about dont read this#the other being everything's fine#ofc#that is the one i REALLY want to take the general concept of and make it better#and by general concept i mean literally nothing in the actual comic and just the ads i got on youtube#i want THAT SHIT#that shit scared me SO FUCKING BAD IT WAS AWESOME#god the fucking dog scene im still not over that#that scene with voice acting + sound effects was HORRIFYING#ESPECIALLY without context holy FUCK#to instill the level of fear that gave me is a DREAM#the whole concept of everything seeming just slightly off#eventually ramping up to genuinely horrible senarios#and for everyone to just pretend it isn't happening#is SUCH. A GOOD. IDEA.#i will NEVER not think thats cool#i just WISH they had lived up to those ads man#the comic was surprisingly disappointing imo
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oof i'm so sorry you're having a rough time right now. sending you all the good vibes i got your way, homie ⭐⭐
thanks my guy, i Appreciate it <3<3<3
#sending good vibes back to you! i hope youre having a good night#rambles from the bog#rn im mainly worried my laptop speaker is gonna blow out lmfao#i am Blasting this banger synthwave mix Full Volume#its loud enough that tbh im mostly just vibing!#one of my fav ongoings updated as well so that distracted me for a good 15 minutes#and i think people are finally starting to calm down w/ the fireworks... a very tenuous Think#ohhh nvm nvm as soon as i added that tag it ramped up again#well. it'll stop eventually.#for now... Synth...
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10.25.23 Itsuki ig story
#the rampage from exile tribe#the rampage#fujiwara itsuki#yoshino hokuto#jr exile#jpop#hopkei trans#what am i doing? idk#do not take this as i am a rampe fan lol i know next to nothing about them#but i was trying to find if someone translated itsukis question to taiki today and saw this and was like oh i understand all the jpn lol#and it took all of 5 seconds to sub#so im sorry this is not my lane at all but for the lovely rampe fans🤝🏻 (and ldh copyright rules spite)#i think if i was a fan maybe itsuki would be my favorite but my feelings toward him rn can be summed up as just 'oh no hes hot'#and wildly obsessed w his cat so +5#but also he is nacchans best friend so maybe thats just my horinatsu loyalty bleeding over hehe#these two are also on my cover of mini vol june2023 which is how i learned their names in the first place lol it is a good cover#ok sorry i will stop speaking my rampage ignorance and go back to fanta posting🙇♂️🙇♂️🙇♂️
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breaking news: long walks, while good in their own way, don't quite provide the same 'sluicing the crankymisery out of you and replacing it with endorphins' service as runs :(
#i was like 'okay we can't go running EVERY day probably' and like. you DO in fact have to ramp up so i still stand by that#plus i got 2 phonecall with el which you can't really do on a run#but like. lil bit of Ambient Crankiness remains. :(#(only a tiny bit and i'm doing my best not 2 lean into it but.)#unfortunately i guess i remain despite Long Sloth (and yes i did immediately imagine a sloth version of longcat after typing that)#too sturdy for even a ~4 mile walk to tax me sufficiently. gonna have 2 load myself down w/ lead like a horse in a walter farley book ig…#anyway. critical updates obviously. really i'm just punting on making dinner 4 Cat On Lap reasons‚ lol#(she IS the best hot water bottle in the whole world in case you were wondering.)#however. time 2 stop posting & start prepping i think.#kiss kiss kiss 2 all.
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Shaving the rest of my head tomorrow I'll probably be ugly but idrc
#been growing it out slowly but idk what to do w the length. it's tough i like the feel of longer hair better but not the look. also refuse#to style that shit lol if it takes more than 5 secs to rix im wearing a hat#also im tryna date this summer but im at like my worst physically rn. not bad but medical shit and burned out and w/e it'll take me like a#month of goin crazy at the gym to get back to where i was. so idk maybe bein a little ugly will force me to try harder with that lmao. doin#my 50 pushups a day and slowly ramping back into weights and cardio. frustrating cuz i lost so much progress bc of the fuckin surgery#oh well lol i might get a face piercing tomorrow too who knows i kinda dgaf anymore i might just do a bunch of shit ive been wanting to but#held off. just throw in the towel and look fucked up for the summer ✌️ also its gonna be humid and hot as fuck so bald ass head will be nice#my fuck ass ponytail mullet was already hot in the winter i mightve died if i kept it. how tf did i manage waist length hair for so long#also i knocked over my pasta (reheated butter egg noodles) onto the ground tryna get my cat to stop eating a house plant while writing this#still ate them tho#also also yeah it's 2am but i was hungryy
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I need to go to bed I’m just gonna shout a lil
#ice hockey needs to chill the fuck out#I had such a good night tonight!! was ssosososossososososo happy#but afterwards people started shouting in the group chat#and they all have very valid reasons for being angry but my god the us vs them mentality is STRONG#I am concerned abt how much people want to escalate things and how quickly they’re moving to do that#I am aware I am a doormat and a people pleaser or whatever but#I mean for one this is a tense political situation and we don’t wanna burn bridges#(there is no real politics i am being dramatic to be clear)#two clubs. alike in dignity. in fair Verona where we lay our scene#and I am personally managing at least 4 fragile egos that are all highly volatile#as well as an internal divide that’s threatening to cause problems very soon#I also should not be part of this anymore! and yet.#also why are specifically men who play team sports so dramatic when you get them all together#like that’s a whole shitstorm that is so easy to set off#anyway with my club I can’t blame the committee for being dramatic (different way to what I just said they’re not the same people)#bc I sure as fuck was overdramatic which fed into other people ramping up BUT that normally snapped me the fuck out of it#so I tempered the worst of it yknow. but I don’t think this new committee has that#/is not willing to listen to the person who would play that role#anyway if people don’t play nice it’s going to start some actual shit which will be deeply unpleasant for everyone#particularly the people who are in both clubs and do not deserve this bc they’ll be getting it from both sides and theyve done nothing wrong#anyway! bedtime now <3 I’m just frustrated bc the person who maybe would’ve calmed everyone down is out of commission#and I should not and am not willing to have the power to tell people to stop even though I probably still could#it’s whatever. sleep#luke.txt
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#yammers#yeah sorry time for a tag post bc I gotta put this somewhere but. quietly#I get so few days where I don't wonder what the fuck I'm even doing here#and that wondering gets ramped up by the fact that there just. isn't anywhere else for me to be#bc I'm always gonna be far away from someone now#my home country is a dangerous shithole where I'm uninsured and jobless#(where I could raise my hire-ability by.... shelling out money I don't have to move away from family and friends#to get closer to where the action is. except it Barely is bc animation is in a freefall)#in my new country I can barely communicate with anyone and my job prospects are so up in the air#that I have to waste my day doing the most demoralizing ugly work I've ever done for a job I don't want#because my visa requires that the country deem my presence PROFITABLE!!!#and I'm burned out to hell and back from running paperwork last year to move here#and it never stopped. it never ever ever stops. I am never ever EVER doing enough#practice french. more. more. MORE. learn this program. learn that program. test for this. apply to that. never hear back. get rejected.#go do paperwork again. figure out your taxes#WRONG. do it again. go get groceries. do the dishes again. put the laundry away again.#there's no space for your stuff. you barely have any stuff because you had to get rid of it all.#do something you don't want to do. again. again. smile! have fun! be charming! connect! network! stay longer!#I just want to curl up in a ball and disappear for a month or two#let me summer hibernate#it's so fucking hot here anyway I'd prefer a cave#negative /)/-)&$
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I cannot believe today is actually happening....
#god tho even if im excited for smth i still get super anxious and ramped up#i woke up before my alarm and saw the time and so now im just shivering aggressively sjdjkff#just. i cant believe it all worked out and im actually going#im gonna have a heart attack#or throw up bcs#!!!!!!!!!! how is this actually happening#i wish id stop shaking hahaha#catie.rambling.txt
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Thing that baffles me about Palworld is now its been out a lil and people have explored it more... Apparenlty the whole slavery and animal abuse aspect which is *heavily advertised* as the quirky silly gimmick is... completely optional and often the worst way to play the game.
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WHY WOULD YOU ADVERTISE IT LIKE THAT??? Oh yeah cuz people who dont like funny haha animal slavery are definitely going to buy the funny haha slavery game. And then its actually like 60% funny haha slavery.
(I'm basing this off the steam page primarily. Its like... Half the description and images. Because surprisingly I expect that to be an accurate representation of the game and if I'm going to like it or not.)
#to be clear i dont dislike palworld. ill probaby try it once it goes on sale regardless of finding out you dont have to play into that stuff#its just. tasteless? tacky?#its like saying you dont have to kill people and crash cars in gta#yeah you dont have to but thats the main like. thing you show people you can do#and then make a whole main quest about following road safety and pacifism#i dont understand what its trying to do exactly#why not make the choice the main appeal...!! 'pokemon but youre on the evil team' is a whole thing people like...!!#super wierd people are mostly arguing about the designs... theyre fine?? theyre fine! theyre obviously supposed to be pokemon amalgams that#thats a valid if not super creative choice. but oh. it would be so much better used in an actual original parody instead of the same#pokemon parody idea ever...#pokemon... but DARK...#pokemon but ramp it up 5000% as animals that not just enjoy fighting as an ecological feature but need to#thisnis gonna go very off topic so ill stop at one example#i just think its a lot of missed opportunities#what if ark was fun... ough...
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Not a fan of poppy playtime but I really like the direction they took the visuals/horror in chapter 3! Even if it is a little janky lol
#didn't like chapter 2 bc it was kinda boring. i mean it was just 3 minigames#so im glad theyre ramping it up#also the character designs are more horror oriented now#like. miss delight is fucking terrifying#lots of people talk shit about poppy playtime bc they think its a cash grab but like#they put too much effort into chr 3 for it to be just a money maker yknow#ok imma stop yappin now lol#poppy playtime
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