#that night is about destiel

[rathockey]

the thing about that damn post is. i dont even really care if theyre right or not i simply dont care. i dont think theyre right! but even if they are. im simply looking away

[eelo]

[loosethreadsofyoursoul]

[segernatural]

sure it was a perfect storm of a pressure cooker but i promise destiel was about destiel

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Destiel Pride - Day 6; Profound bond

[denimshortsdean]

Cas really read dean to filth within an inch of his LIFE three (3) minutes after meeting him (What's the matter? You don't think you deserve to be saved?), threatened him the very next time he saw him (You should show me some respect. I'm the one who dragged you out of hell. I can throw you back in.), then the time after that overshared about being a good little soldier (Can I tell you something if you promise not to tell another soul? I'm not a... hammer, as you say. I have questions. I have doubts)

absolutely insane writing from the destiel show

[starnana7]

okay but dean doesn’t believe in anything and also doesn’t believe in no one. all the faith he has in people are conditional, specially because he is the one that people puts their faith on, so it’s only one sided. like even sam, whom he loves and trusts so much, still doesn’t have his faith—bc he is the one that “endures” the faith, he’s the one that has the responsibilities, therefore, he can’t actually count on sam yk (btw i’m not saying this is true, dean Could count on sam, but this is how his mind works, he doesn’t think it’s okay for him to actually count on sam since he’s the one that Needs to be the responsible one, he’s the one that sam is counting On).

for dean, it’s only a -> b, not a -> b AND b -> a. the only person he actually had faith in was john, but he died. and eventually even he realized that that faith was misplaced and came (more) from a place of duty than from a genuine one. so we have this character who doesn’t believe in God, doesn’t believe in good things, doesn’t believe that good things could happen to him and that thinks everything is conditional, that people’s loves for him are conditional, mostly based on how useful he is, and that he will be okay as long as he continues this job and responsibility. he literally has the burden of the world on his shoulders and since he was a kid he was the only one that he could count on, the only one that could actually solve things.

And then enters castiel. A faithful Angel. An angel that rebels—for Dean. and that was devoted to dean in such a pure and unconditional way that actually makes him a little bit insane. cas is the only person besides himself that dean could really count on, that dean really puts his faith on. even john, as I said, he did it bc of something like a debt or bc that was what he always knew to be true. but with cas, it was the opposite. he never believed in angels; never even liked them. he was raised to never really trust anyone, let alone a supernatural being. but yet he trusts castiel, so much that it goes against his own basic instincts (to when both bobby and sam thought cas was betraying them and dean was trying so hard to not believe in that—i mean, not cas, he wouldn’t).

crazy that he was the number one faithless boy. he didn’t believed in God, but he did believe in castiel. he prayed to him. every night. he trusted him. so much that he never thought he would betray them. dean, who was raised to never trust anyone and hate all supernatural stuff, believed in an angel so much that it actually contradicted everything he was. he didn’t believe in God. but oh, he believed in castiel. to a point so powerful that it was literally his religion. like both of them were so devoted to each other they changed the narrative, they were the only real thing in chuck’s universes, they pretty much invented free will. Crazy. Insane actually.

[trashblossomart]

redoodled one of my very first spn fanarts

[cha0ticlesbian]

Do you think Cas ever saw Dean and Jack interact and let his mind wander to a world where he had them both as a husband and a son? Only to realize it’s the one thing he wants but can never truly have… no? Ok sorry, the demons🤷‍♀️

[bloodydeanwinchester]

ive still got quite a few hours til it’s midnight for me but i want to say that i had so much fun with you all in 2023. whether we’re mutuals or if you follow me or i follow you i just want to say that im so glad we got to spend this year together and i hope we get to keep doing it and having more fun times together next year. i really truly appreciate all of you 🥰

[casdeans-pie]

It's just that, when you think about it, the blood that runs under Dean's skin, that keeps him alive, is just like the Grace that runs under Castiel's.

There's no touch for this healing - no barrier of skin. It's just the inner workings of Cas reaching out to touch the inner workings of Dean. Knitting him back together

[disabled-dean]

You mean to tell me that castiel supernatural has been practicing the confession speech since fucking 12×12??????

[homoangel]

...sorry ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

[sasanka-27]

Cozy movie night ✨💙💚

[isaacthedruid]

anyways elk island national park was really pretty

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Suptober - Day 1 || Liminal [x]