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another banger insight from my therapist today; engaging in your creative pursuits doesn't necessarily mean you're using them to avoid your problems but, rather, they're giving you the space in which to process them
and it made me think of this one time i was in college physics and had a really hard homework problem. i went to the physics lab on campus and spent like 2 hours just hyperfocusing on this problem--consulting my textbook, stressing out, thinking about nothing except solving it and i COULD NOT SOLVE IT. eventually i gave up for the day and started walking home.
and it was a beautiful, sunny day, and i was really enjoying my walk, and about halfway through BAM. i knew the answer to the physics problem. i wasn't even thinking about it, my brain was just going in the background and suddenly spat out the solution
and like...with a lot of my personal problems currently i tend to think that I need that first approach--hyperfocus, stress, tackling it head on. and i forget that i also need SPACE and relaxation, and i shouldn't feel guilty about those things or feel like i'm not making progress/solving my problems.
idk maybe this is super obvious to y'all but to me it felt like being hit with a bolt of lightning
#what do you MEAN figuring out what I want from my marriage doesn't necessarily mean stressing the fuck out and hyperfocusing on it?#it can mean relaxing and enjoying life and painting and writing fic and taking walks???#that makes it so much less scary#and makes me feel so much better about myself#therapy#i am never letting this therapist go ever she is GOLD
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drew some of my fav ody designs! wasnt originally meant to be also replicating the styles but thats sort of just how my brain works. except i didnt copy the lineart styles of anyone here so its DEFINITELY a bit uncanny for a couple of these (LOOKING AT YOU QINNY IM SO SORRY) but whatever
the designs featured here (from left to right) belong to: me, @gigizetz, @neal-illustrator, @irunaki, @bigidiotenergytm, @qinnyanimation, and @foopsie-daisy
#WAUGHHH IM SO NERVOUS TAGGING PEOPLE COOLER THAN ME#HEAD IN HANDS HEAD IN HANDS I NEED TO STOP PANICKING OVER STUFF LIKE THIS#bc like I KNOW THEYRE JUST PEOPLE. I WOULD BE SO HYPE IF SOMEONE DREW MY ODY ID LOVE TO BE TAGGED IN THAT.#BUT WHAT IF I AM SHOT. WITH A GUN. gfrdfvb vfrdedrf#i am a very normal non anxiety having person i swear guys#worst thing i did here was have odys hands very visible for the qinny one. because i didnt realize the way they draw hands is very realisti#BUT THEIR WHOLE STYLE HAS REALLY REALISTIC ANATOMY I SHOULVE KNOWN#irunakis style is SO fun to draw in bc its a lot like some of my older art so its very familiar yk yk i wasnt worrying too much about makin#-things accurate. but i think that accidentally made me too comfortable and so i ended up straying a bit too much#i think a lot of irunaki and qinnys styles specifically is in the lineart. so me using my normal style of lines makes them less recognizabl#anyways. neals odysseus i have shit talked in private (its a good design it just feels uncanny w/ jorges voice to me) but hes really-#-interesting to draw. i wanna do style studies on neal their characters have a very. idk animated feels like the wrong word but like.#something like animated. feeling to them. theyre very distinct in shape i wanna do studies thats it#bigidiotenergy i found this morning while FINALLY looking at cloudysseus art and instantly fell in love w their design#i need to ruffle his hair. hes so silly. absolutely incredible design. but GOD was the style a nightmare#it was too late id already comitted to trying to replicate the styles. but ohhh my god its so far from my own it was so hard#theres so much detail in places i dont normally put any at all#and its like. WAUGH its scary i need to do anatomy studies in general maybe#uhh havent commented on the gigi one. he was really easy to draw though lol. weirdly enough gigis style was close enough to my current one-#-that i didnt have any trouble whatsoever? and i think its the most accurate too but only because of the lineart styles being similar lol#ALSO NOT TO PLAY FAVORITES BUT FOOP ODYSSEUS IS MY FAVORITE#I LOVE HIMMM I LOVE HIS SILLY SHAPES HE LOOKS LIKE A WEIRD CAT KINDA. HE INTRIGUES ME.#my ody feels kinda lame next to all these guys gbfdefgbf#but oh well. hes ingrained into my mind now i cant change him at this point /silly i am actually happy w him but i might make changes#thaats thoughts on all of the odys here. anyways art tags time#doodles#odysseus#epic the musical#OH MY GOD EDIT I FORGOT TO DRAW FOOP ODYS SHOES. HEAD IN HANDS. IM SO SORRY
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💖 Day 3.5 is now available! 💖
For the last couple of months, only Server Boosters had access to the 3.5 update... Buuuuut now it's available for everyone to play in the 14DWY Discord — and soon itch.io once I'm happy with the QA and state of the game — so please don't feel pressured to join unless you want to!!
The full devlog + even more screenshots are under the cut ^^

What's been added to the 3.5 version?
📺 Streamer Mode!
I've been told that it's difficult to stream and monetise age-restricted videos on YouTube and Twitch, so I added an option to remove the sexual content and strong language used in the demo.
Now y'all can invite Ren into your bed for cuddles without putting your streamer career on the line /silly /lh
This won't affect the 18+ rating or dark themes/elements of the game, however! Although Streamer Mode will prevent you from seeing any "gruesome" CGs in the future, most of the core elements of the game will still be tied to the choices and decisions you make. So you won't miss out on the overall experience by using streamer mode!!
⚙️ Custom Pronouns!
It only took me one entire year to get around to it, but you can finally choose your own preferred pronouns (or use a set of pronouns instead)... At the cost of being able to change them mid-game ^^;
Since the original pronoun screen wouldn't update until a new scene was displayed, I temporarily disabled the feature. But once I find a workaround, I'll bring it back!
💗 Choose how others perceive you!
You can now choose how the cast and narration perceive you! Originally, the narration was kept strictly gender-neutral (outside of pronouns and genitalia picked by the player), but this will soon change in future updates.
For more clarity: you don't get to choose the words specifically, but you can choose between masculine, feminine, and androgynous terms!
📋 Separate top and bottom genitalia!
You can now choose your tatas and pps separately! >:3
Alongside that, you can also choose your preferred body type!
I removed the "both" genitalia option because a few players still assumed it was an obscure version of "intersex". That wasn't my intention and I don't want to mislead anyone, so I took it out for now ^^;
I also didn't want to include a screenshot of the new genitalia choices in action (because it's NSFW), so y'all get the same character menu screen for the nth time instead lmao
📱 Relationship Screen Overhaul!
You can now change your own status for more immersion, and long-term Server Boosters will eventually be able to submit and use their own icon within the game as well!
Stalking finding your friends has now become easier by using "Buddy Maps"; a new app that allows you to see the location of all the cast members!
I want to offer players more incentive to check the relationship screen since they tend to miss the status updates, so hopefully this might help ;v;
It also says it "updates every few hours" so folks don't go overboard and check every 5 seconds to see where Ren is gdsghf (also keep in mind that he's a hacker lol)
🖤 Additional Scenes Update!
Day 2 received a brand new CG!!!!! Originally, I planned on only adding a few CGs sporadically throughout the game, but it didn't feel right to leave Day 2 so... empty... so I added a brand new CG to (hopefully) make things feel more balanced and natural!
If you decline Teo's offer on Day 3, Leon will now call and try to convince you to reconsider. However, players are still allowed to decline, and if they do, they'll reach a dead end.
After listening to feedback on itch, I changed some of the dialogue during Days 1-3 to make it seem more consistent! They're only small changes though, so it's honestly not worth looking for sdgjssga
🎶 Updated BGM and SFX!
I wanted to try out a different style of music to see if it fits the vibe of 14DWY more! The BGM features more acoustics to suit the "beachy" theme of Corland Bay, though I made a conscious effort to include piano elements as well to stay true to the original!!
I figured it'd be better to give players a live example before I make a poll (to see if they prefer the change or not) and publish it to Itch.
Some new SFX have also been added, though it's very minimal and honestly not that noticeable.
How to download and play the update?
(warning: clicking on the following links will open Discord!!) To download the Day 3.5 update, simply join the 14DWY Discord server, verify your age, and visit the "14dwy-updates" channel!
Alternatively, you can also wait until the update is publicly released on Itch to play it as well!! (It normally gets released shortly after a round of QA testing/getting feedback from the server, though I may release it earlier if I feel like it hehe ^^)
Enjoy!!
#14 days with you#14dwy#💖 — 14 days with queue.#🖤 — updates.#🖤 — spoilers.#I'm not gonna say much about my current doxxing situation because I've got it under control now + it's being handled privately#Plus I don't wanna give it/the people involved any unnecessary attention. I just wanna announce the update and Get Back To It™️#(''it'' bein the grind 💪 It never stops lmao /silly)#OG followers will also know that these topics aren't the vibe I normally have on this blog (or any of my accounts); so I don't think I'll—#—make ANOTHER public post about the situation and bring more attention to it (when I just want everything to be over and put to rest ^^;)#However I also don't want people to think that I'm... ignoring?? the situation entirely (because gettin doxxed is a very endangering thing)#So I DO want to quickly acknowledge it here and say that it's all currently handled + I'm safe and okay + this won't stop me from—#—continuing to work on 14DWY (and other future projects). I also don't want to give these awful people more power and incentive to continue#—this kind of pathetic behaviour; so the less attention and encouragement being shown will ultimately be better in the long run :3#Aaaaaanways!! 😮💨#My other accounts will be restored shortly and my askbox will be opened once I feel comfortable. I'll get around to following folks—#—again in my own time; so please don't feel offended if I unfollowed you during a moment of vulnerability and anxiety!!#This is all EXTREMELY overwhelming and scary for someone with SAD/AvPD; and I /gen can't handle seeing it all over my timeline ;v;#Sorry this got ranty and personal again hjdsgjsdh T_T I said I wouldn't say much; so I'll shut up now hehe#🖤 — shut up sai.
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!! Lil guys !!
#bumfuzzled art#bumfuzzled animations#mha#tokoyami fumikage#dark shadow#I deleted like half the frames because I ran out of time mb guys. terrible planning.#and now for my regularly scheduled rambling#lil babies#they’re so eepy and so smoll#it’s their birbday#hc time: darkshadow does not need to breath but sometimes he’ll mimic the movements#1 because it makes him appear less scary and 2 because it’s calming for Tokoyami#kinda like the baby toys now that I think about it#on an animation related note:#I spend too much time animating darkshadow.#I just really like the effect but it’s very time inefficient#and I had to redo it when I took out frames so I basically did it twice…#for the record it’s in 8 fps but was intended to be 12 fps so it’s choppy#and not bouncy :/#I like my animations bouncy#edit: nvm I’m a dumdum and forgot to change the timing. it’s still in 12fps so it’s super fast.
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Some Miles Upshur fanarts that I made in 2020-2021
#miles upshur#outlast#red barrels#my art#fanart#Was working on that one meme with Miles and Rayman and realized I haven't posted more of my boy in this blog yet so here it is 👀#Here's for more Miles breadcrumbs next year 🙏#Please RB I miss my boy so much#I just want to see my undead reporter again-#Also in case somebody knows identity v and was wondering why Miles is wearing grave keeper's outfit#It's because I saw an artist drew Andrew in Miles clothes and pretend that it's him instead to make it less scary when playing outlast#And I thought a clothes swap of Miles wearing Andrew's outfit would be cute haha#I DO have outlast x idv ideas rotting at the back of my head but someday#maybe someday I'll be crazy enough to draw it
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here's some benreys for y'all!!! it's meal time little ones!!!! nobody starves today. i provide
also random gordo he's here too i guess-
#hlvrai#benrey#gordon feetman#i really wanna just. spit out hlvrai content everywhere all the time#STUFF. i hate the word content. 's just stuff#i just wanna give back to the fandom yk?#i've been reading so much wonderful fanfiction lately and i love everyone's creativity so muchhh#and i Wanna Create!!!!!!#i wanna give back!!!!!#i wanna inspire!!!!!#screw depression i wanna write and draw and Scream#i've never written anything before#okay that was a lie but. like#i haven;t written stories in a While#like 4 years maybe#and Definitely haven't written anything in english#and i kinda sorta have ideas but not really#and i feel like im really bad at understanding characters and keeping them in my brain#and im so desperate for ideas but there isn't a Spark that would grab my attention and make me go brrrrrrrr#what do people do in situations like thisssss#is there like a weird silly way to write fanfic that makes things less scary..#weird upsidedown stupid little fanfic game thing#okay my brain blinked i think im done#i'll keep y'all updated maybe probably?#k thanks for coming to my ted talk byeeeee!!!#art tag or whatever
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Doug abandoned Dale in the lemonade torture chamber on purpose?
Look at this section of Dale's page in the FOPANW animation bible.
The term "abandoned" implies some form of negligence or purposefulness. That Doug purposefully left Dale in the lemonade dungeon place.
If that's true, it raises a lot of questions. Why would Doug abandon his heir and (seemingly) only child? And why in a lemonade sweatshop? Why with Vicky? How?
When Doug "found" Dale again after possibly abandoning him, do you think he was happy? Did he want to find Dale? If it weren't for the lemonade wish Dale made, would he have gone back to retrieve him?
I think not. If we look at the scene in Nectar of the Odds where Doug finds Dale, he doesn't even look at him. The first thing he does is talk to Timmy, completely ignoring Dale. It's like he doesn't even exist, despite being the topic at hand.
My headcanon/theory is that Doug didn't purposefully leave Dale with Vicky, but he did know his son was being held hostage and he chose not to retrieve him. After Dale was kidnapped by Vicky, she figured she could earn some money from this and made a ransom note. However, Doug didn't bother paying it, leaving Dale with Vicky. He simply didn't give a dimma-damn about him. Doug was like, "Eh, that brat isn't worth losing a million dollars over." And went on with his life.
But that's just a theory. A Dimmadome theory! Thanks for reading!
#Here's some Dale Dimmadome analysis!#I've been meaning to make a really big Dale analysis post for months now but it's really daunting to write so much all at once#so I'll just do it little by little over time so it's less scary#dale dimmadome#doug dimmadome#fopanw#fop a new wish#fairly oddparents a new wish#headcanon#theory#analysis#speculation#child neglect mention
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when jason mendoza said “i just suddenly had this calm feeling, like the air inside my lungs was the same as the air outside my body. it was peaceful.”
#cw: death mention#istg this show makes death sounds so much less scary and full of kindness and peace#the good place#jason mendoza
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purple haze weed that’s it that’s the joke
Also doodles here from 2021






#jojos bizarre adventure#golden wind#vento aureo#pannacotta fugo#jojo no kimyō na bōken#diavolo jojo#vinegar doppio#not tagging anyone else I’m lazy#my art#sketch dump post. there’s so much that just sits in procreate I might as well share some of it. and make posting feel less scary again#I like the fugo crouching to look at a flower a lot maybe I’ll redraw it#then again I wanna redraw every fugo drawing I have anyways so who knows if that’s actually gonna happen
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tgese pictures haunt me every day what the fuck was this for theres no reason for this to behappening im so scared
#all of the results when k reverse image search r for bill and ted and i jsut wanna ask why#and if they arent then what are they. why. what.#but i think theyve only been in like one otherovie together and it doesnt seem like something that would need. this.#i might delete this later not knowing the source of something with real people in it makes me feel weird indont wanna come off as like#being weird about the actors themselves trust me i couldnt care less about them.#im just haunted by the possibility of these being for bill and ted because like what in amy if those movies warrants. this.#jello shut up challenge#OKAY I FOUND YHE ARTICLE IT IS THEM. IT IS PROMO FOR BILL AND TED. WHY.#crying real actual tears what the fuck#bill and ted#bill s preston esquire#ted theodore logan#should. should i be tagging this as the cahracters i dotb fucking know im not used to posting about actors this is scary i dont like it#ive only ever hyperfixated on fictonal like. animated guys. or real people. not live action characters. dont like it#ohhhh my god this is so much talking sorry#bill and teds excellent adventure#bill and teds bogus journey#i dont. i dunno which movie this was promo for. so both it is
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Finally got caught up with TADC and to no one’s surprise I’m now uncontrollably sobbing over the tragic doomed loving couple




#OUGH… OUGH!!!!!#TEARING MY EYEBALLS OUR AND EATING MY TEARDUCTS!!!! SCREAMING AND CRYING AND THROWING UP!!!!#moots will know that this trope is my kryptonite. *stares at heromari collection*#genuinely though. the parallels between these two and heromari are crazy#like SO CRAZY even down to the minor details#like kinger’s wife (queener??? is that canon or fanon I have no clue)#liking bugs and him being afraid of them#but they’re less scary when she’s there. when she was there :((#OUGHH THEY BOTH TURN INTO SHADOWY EYE-FOCUSED TRAUMA DEMON THINGS TOO AGHHHHHH!!!!! AGHHHHHH!!!!!!!#yeah this episode killed me so much#they remind me SO deeply of heromari and anything that does that is guaranteed to make me cry#kinger’s fort being dark so he can try and remember his memories with his wife… AGHHHHHHHH#that scene in episode two where he started to remember things when he had the bucket over his head the FORWSHADOWING JSJDNSNSJZJ!!!! SHEIEJS#ANYWAY yeah I don’t think anyone’s surprised I like this show. and this couple. and these characters. and cried over them#I have so many thoughts about them and the other characters and the show and EVERYTHING but that will be for another post#for now!!!! I cry!!!!!#tadc#the amazing digital circus#tadc kinger#I would tag wife but I don’t know her name so. ough :(#it’s so sad it’s so tragic ough ough OUGH AGH AGAJEJEJSJSJH.#tadc spoilers#‘you look beautiful honey’ END ME RIGHT FUCKING NOW/j
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Radar doodle 💥💥💥

#Don't ask why he's blue he's just a bit chilly guys#minecraft story mode#mcsm#Mcsm radar#radar mcsm#Hoping it's not too blurry 🙏🙏#Anyways if y'all are ever stressing too much about your art just. Use poscas or something#Limiting your colours and brush sizes makes messing up a lot less scary#Idk if that's common knowledge or anything but it's genuinely so peaceful#That's why he's blue lmao I don't have any colours that resemble skin#Other than a really pale beige but that is way to white for my boy#Also colours are more fun!!
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just went and listened to the usum version of ghetsis’ battle theme and it’s actually got me feeling like this image
like. you mentioned the whips cracking. you didn’t mention the way it sounds like pure bloodlust. i don’t know what it is about it but it sounds like sheer hatred and evil. it doesn’t even sound like a pokémon boss theme. it sounds like the song itself is trying to kill me. and like it could. this is a ghetsis theme with a PUNCH to it. i am viscerally uncomfortable just listening. and i LOVE it. what on earth did they put in it. that is the definitive version of his theme now
IT'S SUCH A GOOD THEME. They somehow manage to make it sound more threatening than the original which is a feat. And it fits so well with the context being that this Ghetsis won in the world he came from. The song itself just sounds cruel, it's perfectly fitting for the version of him who succeeded in conquering Unova.
Just everything about it fills you with this sense of dread that you got from the original but it feels so much more intense here. Every time I listen to it, it makes my skin crawl, it's so great.
#thanks for the ask <3#come join me in “ghetsis' usum theme is the superior ghetsis theme” land#it takes what makes the original so intimidating and then crank it up to eleven#it's not even mimicking arceus' theme anymore and it's still so scary#putting this in the tags because i'm rambling and being less coherent here#like i mentioned in my response#the song itself sounds cruel and it does share that trait with the original#but like you said this one has a punch to it#along with being fitting for the ghetsis that was able to win#it's so fitting of the cruelty that that goes along with being able to commit the acts needed to get to that point#and that includes maybe killing n#idk it just becomes all the more terrifying on top of everything else when you think about what had to be done#for ghetsis to get what he wanted#truly a theme fitting for someone willing to kill children and to kill his own son in a heartbeat if it could benefit him#it sounds so evil and if he *did* kill n if he did all the things he needed to do to win#then it makes sense#a more evil sounding song for a version of ghetsis#who did much eviler things to get where he is#gaaahhh sorry for rambling i just think about ghetsis in usum a lot
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i dont know how to explain this so i hope people get what i mean but ive noticed that when ive posted something on twitter or instagram and its gotten a lot of likes it feels like theyre constantly prodding me about it and i am aware of people liking it and the post getting attention but on tumblr ill post something then ill look away and ill come back to it with 500 extra notes without even noticing at all. i dont know why this is and idk if anyone knows what i mean but its more peaceful lol
#when i posted art to twt and it got attention id mute it so quickly because it could get annoying#idk how to mute posts here or if you even can but ive only ever wanted to mute A#post like once i think and i can’t even remember what it was anymore#frawg post#ik tumblr has problems but i rly do like how notifs work on here and stuff like notes. makes posting much less scary and more fun#<- i love reading nice notes more than anything
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thank you to the amazing artists on youtube who make detailed tutorials and hacks for anime drawing on intimidating art softwares and programs for beginner artists FOR FREE . and encouraging in every video like your art doesn’t need to be good starting out you will do great keep practicing and you can be just as good of an artist your art is yours and no one else’s etc etc . my word ya’ll need your ass ate yesterday
#‧₊˚ 🌸 ‧₊˚ 𐙚 sora speaks#so helpful dude like sooo helpful#THIS SHIT IS PEAKKK LIKE I USED TO DRAW AT SOME POINT so i’m not 100% a beginner but like still very much so when it comes to digital +#navigating these intimidating programs lol#makes the hobby less scary to start out lol
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I feel like a terrified animal on Bluesky and I just found out you can't make your profile private so WELP
#i gave it my best shot....#this sounds weird i know but the formst of twt and bsky feels so#idk its not Great for my autism#like on twt/bsky i feel so exposed and awful and self conscious#like it feels like theres a social etiquette that i just can never seem to succeed with#and due to everything being public its as if thats more shameful of me#i just feel so stupid and weird and out of the loop socially in that format#though to be fair it doesnt help with other issues such as like#being stalked irl and online and have everything monitored for a decade and then psychotic paranoia for years might not help either#tumblr feels like i have a barrier between myself and other people#where i can interact with others but on my terms#and where i feel more secure in that i'm not missing cues that im too much or overstepping#it makes people as a whole feel less daunting and scary#combined with no character limit + better archive and viewing images and i just#idk for all its flaws i think tumblr is the best place for me online#i'm not deleting my bsky account but im seriously considering if i should just. remove everything ive posted thus far#idk though maybe ill just stop posting anything new for the time being and leave it at that#if i didnt know people there who id like to keep up with i mightve deleted the whole thing but yeah#i guess we'll see#DHSADHGDFJ i feel so stupid typing all this but gosh#silvi talks
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