#that is fine with me idec
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@darabeatha said (inbox):
Shi i'm politely asking for any ideas you have for ozy with any of my muses (be them individually or those that are her on my multi) and/or anything u have in ur writting wishlist that u u want to write and/or explore with ozy because I want to throw someone at him or more of my muses at u but I also have no idea who to send nor from where to start🤲
[SEND ALL YOUR MUSES. ALL OF THEM. IDC WHO THEY ARE SEND THEM MY WAY. But ahem, I do have some ideas, not a lot, but some. Like for Camazotz, I just like that he and Ozy are quite literally opposites in all regards. He is ornery and is bound to the night due to the nature of what he is, and Ozy is the oppressive heat and gentle warmth of the sun all in one. He’s bright, he’s vibrant and wants to be seen while Camazotz prefers to be left to his devices in relative peace (like most bats fjkdshfds). It’s interesting! Like there’s no big idea there but the dichotomy is intriguing. Wouldn’t it be neat if Ozy was a god too and they’ve known one another since forever? Wouldn’t it be neat---
But ANYWAYS for Odysseus, I can imagine Ozy wanting to challenge him with the bow one day because of how good he is with it. He wants to know if Odysseus has that competitive spirit in there and wants to see it brought to light. Probably casually attempts to make it come forward whenever he gets the chance because Odysseus is just so serious. It’s so funny to Ozy and idek why. He feels if he made a joke around him, he’d furrow his brows and spend forever trying to figure it out the same way Arjuna thought about when he had winked at him all day. But also, on more quieter days when he’s feeling less mischievous, he’d probably ask him what it’s like to be on the sea and why he enjoys it so much. Mainly because Ozy himself can’t comprehend why anyone would set sail on it as it partially intimidates him.
FOR NITONITO he’d probably want to do more mundane things with her – or things he deems mundane. The truth of the matter is that Nitocris’ big sister vibe isn’t one-sided. He genuinely, deep down, looks at her as a sibling in a way as well. However, that isn’t something that he would bring to light and still approaches things with her with her as his ‘retainer’, but he’s forever thinking about her well-being. I think he’d just like to sit and talk to her sometimes. Not as a king and their retainer or pharaoh to pharaoh, but just as Nitocris and Ozymandias.
Tezcatlipoca comes across as oddly shady to Ozy and he would like to figure out what lies beneath that divine surface. Sometimes you can forget he’s a god because of his personality, but that is pretty much the case with a lot of Divine turned Servants in Chaldea so that’s not too surprising to him. Regardless of what the Throne has bestowed him information wise on Tez, he is interested in knowing what else is there. His reasons for being in that building, his reasons for allowing himself to be summoned, his reasons for deciding to stick around at all---
DAYBITTTTTT. So like, I really like the idea of Daybit summoning Ozy. I imagine that their relationship wouldn’t be a giant mess since Ozy bores easily and Daybit just isn’t boring to him. At like all. He’s a giant enigma and he loves giant enigmas. He likes taking people apart, finding out what makes them tick and then whether he’s still interested from there leaves much to be desired. But the fact that Daybit isn’t sneaky and is very blunt is a giant bonus as he doesn’t like sneaky people. He can tolerate them if goals align, but if someone attempts to do anything to him like issue a command with those seals, ect., they are dead unless they force him to end his own life first. He would just like taking that breather, I think, and knowing that his Master is so -gestures-
CONSTANTINE FOR KING ADVENTURES. He’s such a polar opposite of Ozy that it’s just so funny.
FSJKDHFKSD THESE ARE JUST SOME STUFF. I don’t want to go on and on since this is like going over 700 words but U GET IT. Give me all the adventures. Toss Duryo at me. Toss Caenus, that ultra shady x 100 Oberon, Morgan --- The list is endless. If you ever want continue something you send in my inbox, then let’s go! Want to just send an occasional thing and built from there? My jam. Send a meme and go from that for further interactions? A-OK---]
#darabeatha#THE SKY IS THE LIMIT#heck even if you just want to build up stuff with like two or three muses#that is fine with me idec#I have friends / mutuals that have literally 200+ muses and we make it work#so never feel constrained and stuff!#;ooc jabber#answered#;;inbox#;post: beta
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first edit and last edit of 2023...bashing my head into a wall. why do i just not see improvement in anything i create 🚶i need to be taken out back and shot for my failings
#spiraling into self hatred and doubt on this night#i dont feel like ill ever be good at anything its fine idec (killibg myself about it)#yeah this is gonna make me miserable for a couple days#olli.txt
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i've been having an absolutely Hateful time lately but there are still some good things in life namely !!!!!!
-> my housemates in general but specifically them on the balcony with one of them cutting the other's hair which i can both hear a little bit (like in the background) but am also getting picture updates of on whatsapp -> having good interactions with people in stores. LOVE that shit. when u & the cashier r both in a good mood and you feel that connection 10/10 -> new pair of second hand jeans that i love. WITH an absolute slay belt. -> planning on making pancakes tonight (roommate birthday). slay.
#i dont have class tomorrow which im SO bummed out about bc i didnt have class last week bc of the holiday#but now the prof's got some family issues to attend to so obviously good for him that class is canceled#but i only have 2 classes a week and im quite dying to be honest like ok it doesnt matter its all fine#but its all adding up to my Hateful Time Lately. the strugglerrrrrrrr#i Need to do more things in mylife. somebody give me a job PLEAK#actually i will also go work on firday this week so slay at least theres that#ive got a tiny shift at the most well paying job ive ever had that is also fun to do (its at a theatre)#so im happy about that. i hope they tell me to come work for them the entire season#idec about the money i just need stuff to do (i AM also doing volunteer work btw its just not entirely what i want to be doing)#(i need to go to the oxfam bookstore on thursday and see if they need help bc i feel like that will be more fun that what im doing now)
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im still so sick over that haha email ...
#'saying lol and ikr and one word 'okie' is perfectly fine#but you draw the line at me adding a little HAHA in ONE of my PARAGRAPHED GRAMMATICALLY CORRECT RESPONSE#CONSOLING Y O U ABT A NUMEROUS TECH ISSUE ON U R END#and adding A LITTLE HAHA just ONE at the END of my#ARFHGGGHHH#I WILL NEVER TRY TO BE NICE AGAIN#idec fr abt the fact im included in this group lecture#im sure plenty of ppl needed to hear not to say lol in an email bcs covid fucked everyone up or whatever#but saying f ME ????? putting MY response as the FIRST NONO???#for trying to make YOU not intimidated#i hate being good at things i hate sometimes why couldnt any of my family and foster families after just want me to be normal#I HATE BEING THE SHOWPONY!! IM NOT MENTALLY STABLE ENOUVH 4 THIS!!#I WANT TO CHOKE OLD PPL OUT FOR CRITICIZING ME SAYING HAHA#SHUT UPPPPP!!! U CANT EVEN SAVE AN IMAGE AND U WANT TO LECTURE ME ON ONLINE ETTIQUE
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'what faction will your rook be' 'what class' 'what race' Buddy we dont even have the char creator yet and you expect me to plan? To GUESS? No thanks I will go by the vibes when the time comes like the gods intended
#it will all vary depending on whether i can make a dalish elf#idec about the dalish part being plot relevant if the factions are the focus that's fine with me#just visually having vallaslin in the char creator would be enough. And maybe them not using terms like Maker and Andraste etc#If not well im not itching to play a city elf so i'd either go qunari again or. well i dont fucking know elves have a chokehold me#maybe i'll play one anyway but i can't know until it gets here#da4
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I want him to spit in my mouth and backhand me down a flight of stairs
#fuck I’m obsessed with his fine ass#stick me like a fucking pin cushion idec#i need him so fucking bad#it’s driving me insane#HELP#scream#mickey altieri#scream 2#timothy olyphant
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complaining post u can scroll
#can i just like. say something#i don’t want to be That Guy who rains on ppl’s parades but at some point idk how to be like. ‘‘don’t do that it’s dangerous’’#like OBVIOUSLY weed is bad for your lungs but at least it has some positive effects#but like. sigh. cigarettes#i want to tell my friends Please Don’t and I do mean it in the ‘‘don’t become addicted’’ way but#also#this is going to sound fucking stupid#it’s a trigger? that word has been watered down so much but the smell of cigarette smoke#genuinely makes me sick to my stomach and on edge and want to cough my lungs out#which i used to chalk up to being autistic and being sensitive to the 5 senses. but i’m fine with most bad smelling things. weed idec#now i’ve come to terms with it and it sounds like i’m making shit up bc. boo hoo your grandmother smoked cigarettes and thats why#you’ll feel like you’re going to die if anyone within a block of you is smoking one. get fucking real#sorry guys those stop smoking campaigns were designed for my comfort specifically <3#the last time i was around a cigarette and didn’t notice was bc i was in a concert and there were 50 billion other things to pay attention 2#i don’t wanna come off as puritanical and stuff#i’m always at least a little afraid of that#my ramblings
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Me on day 5 of a terrible no good brain week, feeling completely low and running on all stress and no sleep:
…Now seems like a good time to look up the plot synopsis of I Saw the TV Glow.
#i saw the tv glow#just bury me at this point idec#haha also I’m living at my moms house rn#with my husband of 10 years#and my queer identity and gender crisis only he knows about#and I take a real inhaler twice daily#for the unexplained asthma I developed two years ago#it’s fine#I’m fine#I’m fucked
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Me: Auntie still doesn't know what to name her kids and she asked me for suggestions two days ago and it's like.. what does she want me to say? What to name girl-boy twins– idk, Eska and Desna?
Vi, stifling a laugh: Dipper and Mabel?
Me: Edric and Emira??
Vi: Oh, oh, Ruffnut and Tuffnut!!
Our mom, passing by in the background: Osman and Huricihan
*cue her chuckling, my dying hyena sounding laughter, and Vi's confusion bc she's not versed in Period Drama Lore*
#main blog post bc I did mention Eska and Desna#actual video call convo we had today#sometimes family is good. actually#of course. vi proceeded to ruin it in the next 5 minutes by calling me 'Anne of green gables looking ass'#in reference to the nightgown our grandma gave me to wear to bed tonight#not that she's too wrong in that assessment but still. ffs vi can we have one civil conversation#(/j we both laughed about it)#am I gonna have to tag all the fandoms and characters?#okay fine#the legend of korra#eska and desna#gravity falls#dipper and mabel#the owl house#edric and emira#how to train your dragon#ruffnut and tuffnut#magnificent century#osman and huricihan#not tagging anyone separately idec
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texted my ex abt bikes bc i want one and mf tried to talk me out of it then said this???? (i get to be his backpack and i’m literally in love with him)
#his biceps are as big as my head#this is a bad idea#whatever he’s so fine idec#i’m begging for a biker bf#LET ME BE UR BACKPACK PLS
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ive been obsessed with overwatch recently and i'm actually going crazy right now. blackwatch free twitch drops!!
#gabe looks SO fine here#and the!!! blackwatch weapon charm!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i am so excited!!!!#idec the overwatch fandom is Dead and the blackwatch fandom especially is. but they are actively making me emo every day#maybe i will use tumblr again. maybe. but i will turn this from a re blog into a ow blog#gabriel reyes#overwatch 2#overwatch season 3#blackwatch#killing maiming biting etc
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ykw i don’t even want diluc anyway i have alhaitham and scara and who needs a grumpy redhead when u have an antisocial nerd and a depressed ex harbinger anyway
#i’m good i’m fine#idec#and plus#i have kaeya#and he’s just as hot#i already have mondstadt’s finest#who needs the bar tender 🤚🏽#not me
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so funnie that bc i became friends with the problematic femme when i started working here no one wants to be friends with me bc they all are friends with her ex
#.txt#she straight up warned me this would happen#like why are you all so petty. idec about their break up drama#im not even involved in this shit#and she doesnt even work my shift anymore so why does it matterrr#everyone mentions her ex around me like im gonna act weird am im like dud ei could care LESS#like her ex trained me anyways? we got along fine? whys everyone make this a big deal#it baffles me. im just a dog doing my job
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prev oedipismed and transmurderous
#third times rhe charm? 🤞#support ghosted me months ago and i gave up#ill be a good boy this time i prommie ^_^#didnt even fo anything explicitly rule breaking but whateva its fine idec (i do)#.txt
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ok
ATTENTION!
FEUDALISM RESTARTING IN 10 SECONDS. CLASSES WILL BE RANDOMLY ASSIGNED
#y'know what#dying at the ripe old age of 18 due to an infection after scraping my knee sounds perfectly fine to me#idec bro#monarchy can bite my left nut and swallow my right ball
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fully just got ghosted
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