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i regret telling my irls about my adhd bc it felt like they trivialized it like "oh doesnt everyone experience those symptoms too. maybe i am adhd too." and it feels like they arent taking me seriously. i should have just shut up about it
#yeah sure you might have adhd symptoms is it impacting your life so bad you get desperate to find medication#sofry i dont know why im getting so worked up about this i just wanted my problems acknowledged but i feel like they think#i dont know they think its not that serious isnt it#i dont know man if i didnt get meds this year i dont know whst kind of mental state i would be in rifht now#i only talked about adhd to the irl who told me to get diagnosed bc they have an adhd mom and i act like her#that friend gets it so i dont have ti explain anything#i just accidentally yapped about it to these otjer friends bc adhd is the cannot stop yapping disease#fuuuuuck my stupid baka life
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Its *Selina.
Please God tell me you are not ignorant enough to think any of that wasn't racist.
Talia wants visitation rights to part 4
Disclaimer: My post was NOT made with the intent of shaming/attacking other races and cultures. This is purely a comedy skit based on one of the many versions of Damianās conception. It is not meant to offend nor shame anyone. I use multiple different versions of different events to come up with various skits normally comedy-centered and hadnāt known people would assume that the assault aspect of this event was in relation to the race of the character. Forgive if this previously came off otherwise and thank you to those kind enough to point this out to me in a civil, kind manor upon my confusion and defensiveness.
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Talia: What do you mean how my son was conceived?
Selena: Oh sweetie you canāt be THAT stupid.
Selena: Please God tell me you are not ignorant enough to think any of that was consensual.
Talia:ā¦
Talia: That is none of your business.
Selena: How the hell is it not my business when you basically assaulted my husband?
Talia: I just donāt think your opinion is necessary.
Selena: I warned you-
Talia: What could you possibly do to hurt me? I am Talia Al Ghul. Leader of the league of assassins. My father was the head of the Demon and
Selena: Since you apparently love a long ass introduction allow me to write one for you-
Selena: āMy name is Talia Al Ghul and I am a Daddies girl who used a pit full of life reviving chemicals as a f*cking hottub as a teenager. Making me crazier than I already was,ā
Selena: ā,My mommy never loved me so hyper-fixated on babying my own son until I got tired of him decided to make a bunch of clones to spice things up a bit,ā
Selena: ā,Then I sent him to live with his biological father who resents me because I tried to force him to love me back through a string of drugs and violence,ā
Selena: ā,This then leading to a lot of emotional baggage for his future and the woman he actually does love.ā
Talia:ā¦
Selena: A little short I know but much more realistic than what you were saying.
#āi have a friend who's poc so its ok if im racistā#Im really sorry man but if you use a racist storyline in your wattpad ass fanfic it's still racist even if your intent was good#it still spreads misinformation about a character. And it is also something which is completely out of character for talia#You're still supporting a racist take written by someone who wanted to make a loving character into a rapist.#The writer themselves admitted that they didnt know anything aout her character#Your āgood intentā doesnt mean anything. You having a poc friend DOESNT change that you are supporting n spreading an extremely racist take#ALSO ASSAULT IS NOT FUNNY. IM SORRY YOU THOUGHT THAT BUT ASSAULT IS NOT FUNNY?#Talia who was an extremely loving and sacrifical character gets turned into a murderous rapist; its extremely suspicious.#we did not tie you making her a rapist; we tied the original writer of this trope to be racist. You're just supporting him#If you're still confused on why the rapist talia trope is a some links that explain itharmful narrative pls infrm I would be happy to shar#share some links that explain it really well#Perhaps you were unaware of the post morrison and pre morrison division? I dont know but knowing abt it might help to know why its bad#Girl I have a whole ass english project on why this is racist dont start w me
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loser!ellie x bully!reader
summary: ellie upsets reader and takes her punishment like a champ.
cw: cowgirl, bondage
"els take me to the mall tomorrow?" you say not even looking up from your phone, scrolling through insta. its suppose to sound like a question because ellies trying to teach you that you cant be demanding with everything you say. you ignored her when she first said that to you but you took it into consideration, not doing it so often anymore.
ellie is sitting at the bottom of her bed reading a comic book and rubbing your feet thats in her lap. "uh um, actually i cant. i have.. a test, yup a test to study for." you glance up at her with a quirked brow, her face is red and flushed but she always looks that around you so you shrug. "fine" you say rolling your eyes snatching your foot out her hand.
your not upset frfr, you know how important grades are to ellie, which is why shes always so insistent on trying to help you study.
"im staying here tonight." you say taking your pants off leaving you in a shirt and underwear, crawling under her blanket. ellie hums in approval, and joins you spooning you as you both slept.
the next day, you decided to go to the mall with a friend since ellie was busy. yall stopped at a wing place close to campus and see ellie sitting inside with those other losers, dina and jesse. ellie has never blatantly lied to you like this.
you walk over to her fuming. yea, you know the last time she tried to miss plans with you to hang out with friends you said you would block her, but you threaten to block her all the time and never do.
her back is to you when you hit her with your purse, "wtf-" ellie says turning around looking angry and confuse. her face drops when she sees you obviously upset, she looks super guilty. "your such a bitch ellie. dont fucking talking to me." you turn and leave hearing ellie stumbling and asking you to wait behind you.
you get in your friends car arms crossed frowning, "take me home." "no food?" "i lost my appetite." your friend puts the car in reverse just as ellie comes out the restaurant and yall drive off.
your in your dorm when you hear rapid knocks at your door. you get up to open the door already knowing its ellie. "what" "please let me explain" she says hands clasped together with a pleading look on her face. "i dont wanna hear it williams." you say walking away from the open door.
ellie comes in closing the door behind you, getting on her knees in front of you. "please please forgive me. im so so sorry for lying. w-what can i do so you'll forgive me? ill do anything."
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"this isn't fair!" ellie says tears in her eyes. "you said you'd do anything." you say out of breath. your bouncing on her dick with her laying back on your bed hands tied above her head with a pair of your stockings. you refuse to let her touch you or fuck you, basically using her as your own little toy.
"please let me fuck you, i-i can make you feel so so good!" "nope." you say putting two fingers in her mouth so she would be quiet.
you throw your head back leaning over ellie tits all in her face as you keep riding. "fuck ellie." you say taking your spit covered fingers out ellie's mouth rubbing your clit with them.
ellie lets you use her because she feels so so bad for lying to you, she lays still even though it feels like torture. you moan out biting you bottom lip looking down at ellie who looks high, drool dripping out the corner of her mouth.
" ām close elsā¦" "please cum for me baby." ellie says before catching one of your enticing nipples in her mouth. you fully impale yourself on her dick creaming all over her. you smile down at her rising off her walking over to the bathroom leaving her tied up.
"please tell me you forgive me?"
#these two need some fluff#lesbian#wlw#ellie williams#ellie williams x reader#ellie williams smut#the last of us
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Getting Isekai'd?! (Part 3)
Sagau! Genshin Fatui x Gn! Reader (ft. Your bsf)
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Guys in sorry I haven't warned yall about how ooc the characters will be in the pervious part š°š but all jokes aside I FINALLY FINISHED WOOO!!!
Warnings: Swearing, maybe grammatical/spelling issues, you have asthma, mention of you having vitiligo (the mentioning is only once), your bsf totally not having a crush on you.
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Y/b/f/n looked through the peephole on the door and sweatdropped at both the people and the amount of people waiting outside impatiently. "Wait aren't they the Harbingers from that one game y/n can't stop playing?! I forgot the name though. Oops." Y/b/f/n thought before noticing an unfamiliar woman that seemed to be their leader, judging from the 'ice queen vibe' she was giving. She had long white hair tied into a bun and a pair of icy blue eyes.
Y/b/f/n finally snapped out of their thoughts and opened the door. (Here goes the oocs yall...)
"Yes...? How can I help you all...?" Y/b/f/n asked, sucessfully hiding the dread they were feeling at the sight of these men and women that could most likely 'destroy' both of you. Excluding your dog cus big furbaby is sleeping rn.
"May we come in?" The white-haired lady infront of them asked. However, it was anything but a question but rather, a command. In y/b/f/n's opinion.
Literally scared shitless for their life, your best friend greeted them and letted them in. With the first thing the fellow visitors noticed was the palpable yet pleasant warmth present inside the chambers. However...
They also felt a presence. A divine one to be exact, but they brushed it off. For now.
"Make yourselves at home... Visitors..." Nervously said y/b/f/n as they gestured them to sit down the grey, plush couch in the living room, in which they happily sit down almost immediatly. "Hey, this is actually pretty nice place." Tartaglia said as he lead onto the sofa. "Whats your name, comrade?" Asked Child the ginger head.
"Name's y/b/f/n." They said, making the harbingers and even the Tsaritsa we're shocked, isnt that the name of the first friend that their Divine Creator had made?! What a coincidence! Bbg its not. Its really not. šš
"Thats... Nevermind." Pantalone stopped himself from messing up infront of what could be one of their beloved Creator's acquaitances how tf do you spell this word š°
"Whats that flat box over there, if I may ask~?" Columbina tilted her head curiously as she pointed towards the "flat box" that was above the fireplace. Its the tv by the way š .
This is what the living room looks like, pretend the couch is grey and the tv is off pookie :3
"Oh that?" Y/b/f/n pointed at the tv in which the Damselette nodded "Thats called a television, tv for short. *Insert your bsf explaining what a tv is in 2 case studies worth of essays because i dont know what the fuck im doing š*"
"So yeah, thats i-" Before y/b/f/n could finish their sentence, they were cutted off by the sound of you calling their name while coughing loudly. Oh how they loved it when you call their name but nows not the time to simp for their crush. "Wait, be right there!" They yelled back at you, before looking back at the 'visitors', as y/b/f/n called them in their head.
"Please, feel free to look around. Just dont... touch anything." Y/b/f/n said before ascending up the stairs.
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As soon as they finally reach upstairs, the first thing they hear is coughing noises.
Oh shit.
"BITCH ARE YOU OK?!" Y/b/f/n asked as they fractically looked for your inhaler, you were having an asthma attack for the third time this day but shhhhh.
"W-wheres... my inhaler...ā" You managed to say between coughs before Y/b/f/n responded "Wait here, I think you left it somewhere downstairs."
"O-okaā" You couldnt even finish saying that one single word as your coughing interrupted you. Why is it always the nicest people having to be cursed with something bad?! Your best friend thought as they hurrily went downstairs.
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Childe looked curiously at the items that were just, well, existing on the shelf beside the tv when one of them in particular stood out. It was a photo of y/b/f/n and a familiar yet unfamiliar person. Surprise surprise, it just so happens to be you.
The person had a beautiful shade of h/c hair and s/c with... white patches of skin along their face and neck, hell, there was one small white patch right beside their mouth if he looked very closely. He couldn't see their eye color as they has their eyes closed while smiling more radiantly than the sun. Yeah, looks just like their Creator, but they still have one more thing to comfirm... To say that they looked ethereal is an absolute understatment. You look so pretty pookie ā¤
"Thats Y/n, like the one with h/c." Y/b/f/n suddenly said behind him which almost made Childe's skeleton leave his soul, cus how the fuck did he not hear their footsteps?! "Now where..ā there it is!" You best friend exclaimed happily and quickly got your inhaler before going back upstairs and leaving a shocked and traumatized Childe downstairs.
"Ey, I got your inhā" You immediatly grabbed it from them and took a few puffs before letting out a few shaky exhales... Here go the side effects. "Its okay bro, its only us. You can sit down." Y/b/f/n assured you and gently made you sit down. (Bro they made you lay down)
You letted out a grunt at the headache you were feeling after using the inhaler. And then lets just say that you fell asleep at some point <3 they were so tempted to kiss your forehead... :(
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Published: June 29 2024. 10:05pm.
#genshin sagau#sagau#genshin impact sagau#genshin impact#genshin x reader#sagau x reader#genshin impact x reader#sagau genshin#sagau creator#sagau fatui#random#random stuff
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Guess who's back
Lolita anon ā¼ļø (*ļ½ā½Ā“*)
An ask for the UT!, US! And UF! Papyri and sanses!
(Since some of the skelies dont have a scarf or bandana thing uhhh, its winter for their part of the ask so they are wearing one since scarfs are required </3)
They were getting ready when S/O walked up to them, gesturing to the scarf saying that they want to do it for them
When they're done they pull back and...
The scarf is tied into a bow
Before they can react they just hear "because you're a gift" and they walk away with a squeaking guinea pig
It isnt until later they realize that was a distraction of the fact they bought a guinea pig
Its named kitty now even though it is not a cat
(ļ¼ļ¾Šļ¾) its 4 AM here though so i need to sleep, bye bye !!! (*Ā“ā`)āŖ
I always enjoy writing your requests! I must apologize that it took me this long since I was doing the Don't Imagine requests, but it's here now. (Side note: I have a couple of those that still need finishing but I took a small break from writing this week.) I hope you like this.
Undertale: Classic (Sans) & Vanilla (Papyrus)
Classic
He was about to head out to pick up Frisk from school and wouldn't have even put a scarf on if his brother hadn't insisted on it. The cold goes right through him after all... He's a little taken aback when you offer to tie it but he lets you since he likes seeing you happy. Although, the bow is a little...childish. He's not a babybones, okay? He'll wait to untie it until he's out of sight so he doesn't hurt your feelings.
The mild flirting does get him to blush a little. Shucks, he's not sure how to react to that except to make a pun about his presence. He definitely can't untie the bow now, not with how sincere you were. He leaves none the wiser with a bit of a spring in his step.
It's only an hour later that he remembers the guinea pig and realizes that you purposely distracted him. He's still impressed by the pun but he's also not sure why you did it. He doesn't care if you've collected another pet, so long as it's properly looked after anyways. If anything, he just got another nap buddy. Do guinea pigs even take naps? Eh, he'll ask you about it later.
Vanilla
He was on his way to meet Undyne for a "training" session (really just a glorified snow fight) and had started putting on his winter gear when you offered to help. He explains that unlike his brother, he doesn't need assistance with this sort of thing but humours your odd request with a smile. He's a little taken aback when you decide to tie his scarf into a bow but can't deny that he actually likes it. He almost wishes he'd worn his scarf like this as a babybones.
He blushes a little and manages a quiet "nyeheheh", although it takes him a second to realize that you weren't just flirting and also made a clever pun. He's rather impressed that you managed to trick him like that and he'll be thinking of a way to get you back for the rest of the day. He might get a little more flustered than he normally would when Undyne inevitably asks why his scarf is tied the way it is.
He noticed the guinea pig immediately but didn't get a chance to ask about it in the moment. He'll be sure to ask you about it later and will be overjoyed at your name choice. He's also curious about how you care for a guinea pig and wonders if it would be lonely by itself. Maybe you should get it a friend?
Underfell: Crimson (Sans) & Scar (Papyrus)
Crimson
He's of the opinion that he doesn't need a scarf and that he looks silly with one anyways. He's only stepping out for some fresh air and even if the weather does turn, he's been through worse. He only relents when you start to pout and mutters under his breath about how he really should start saying no to you. Unfortunately for you, he absolutely hates the bow and protests that you're going to ruin his reputation. He tears it off immediately and storms out, although it's obvious that he's more embarrassed than angry.
He's blushing but more from embarrassment than your flirting attempt. He'll cool off by the time he gets back but it gives him plenty of time to think of a way to embarrass you in return so you better watch out.
Fortunately, the distraction was very effective and he's completely surprised when he eventually does find out about the guinea pig. He's a little weirded out by it but ultimately deems it not his problem. You've been good about looking after your bunnies so it'll probably be fine. Just, keep it away from him? He's not keen on rodents, even if it's a lot cuter than most are.
Scar
He was about to go check on the goats since one is about to give birth any day now when you offered to help him with his scarf. At first, he didn't understand what you were asking since he knows perfectly well how to tie one. When you still insist on helping him, he gets suspicious but bends down enough so you can reach. He almost laughs when you tie it in a bow and gives you a bit of a patronizing pat on the head. He explains that he's too old for that now but he appreciates your efforts to make him feel special. He unties the bow afterwards and leaves with a smile.
It's only when he's inside the barn that he allows his composure to break. Why do you have to be so cute?! It was a corny attempt at flirting but it still left his soul fluttering. He'll eventually think of a way to respond that is equally as clever.
He noticed the guinea pig but was too focused on remaining in control of his emotions to say anything. He'll casually bring it up later on, possibly catching you by surprise, and make sure you're aware of how much work it can be to look after it. You do know that they're social animals and should have a companion so it won't be lonely, right? And don't even think about putting it in the same enclosure as your bunnies or he'll lecture you about that too.
Underswap: Dell (Sans) & Saffron (Papyrus)
Dell
He was off to work when you stopped him and asked to tie his scarf. He starts to say no but you immediately put on puppy eyes and he can't bear the thought of making you upset. He's a grown skeleton and doesn't normally like being fussed over like this. He blushes at how close you're standing and can't bring himself to look at you directly. The bow really doesn't help him calm down either.
He was already blue in the face but your attempt at flirting only made it worse. He doesn't know how to respond and bashfully rubs the back of his skull. At least he now knows you were being clever and not infantilizing him, intentionally or not. He's pleased as punch while driving to work afterwards and only unties the bow when he arrives.
He was much too flustered to even register that you were holding a guinea pig and only remembered when he got home in the evening. He's ecstatic about the new addition to the household and finds their name rather amusing. He's curious about the differences between a guinea pig and a rabbit so you better be prepared to answer a lot of questions.
Saffron
He only wanted to step outside for a smoke break when you ambushed him and insisted that he wear a scarf. At first, he attempts to weasel his way out of it and makes a few puns to distract you. Unfortunately, you're equally as stubborn and physically loop it around his vertebrae. He relents after that but not without commenting that he's not a babybones anymore. He's actually stunned when you tie the scarf into a bow and stands there silently as you leave.
Once he gets over the shock, he's secretly very impressed. You got him good and he's not so sure he can top that. He ends up playing with the ends of the scarf instead of doing what he originally planned to. You're too good to him and he finds his soul swelling with joy afterwards.
He definitely saw the guinea pig but was too distracted to dwell on it. He'll hide his surprise when you eventually tell him about it but he doesn't mind the new addition. The name gets him to snicker a little and he can't help but ask why you're like this. He's not complaining though; you make his life better just by being in it. He'll pay close attention to how you care for it so you don't have to worry if you aren't able to for whatever reason.
#raccoons headcanons#undertale#underfell#underswap#undertale sans#undertale papyrus#underfell sans#underfell papyrus#underswap sans#underswap papyrus#reader#sans x reader#papyrus x reader#lolita anon#answered ask#figured i should post something at least#haven't been feeling up to writing lately#i'll get to the rest of the requests soon
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ok im gonna vent in the tags cause im literallt crying in a walgreens parking lot and idk whst else to do ill delete it later or something
hey everyone! (collapses on the floor sobbing)
#i literally cannot handle the grief i feel every single day like first off obviously both my parents are dead#and also im in a different world and i can never go home and i just have to process ill never be home ever again#and ill never see my friends. or papa g. ill never do ANY of thw things i used to love doing#also i dont know how to explain the overwhelming grief knowing in this universe there may not be anything out there. and we are alone#and that makes me feel so alone and sad because it used to be so full of life and so many different people and now its just. gone#forever. and i have to live with it#i have tk live with a life that isnt even mine. in a body that isnt mine. with people that i barely know#i want to go home so bad#i have ti stress about things like a job and collage projects and money management and moving houses and our stupud car that i hate#this stupud body is 19 im NOT. im literally 12years old and i havent even processed the stuff thats happened to me#like r u kidding me the stuff from my source genuienly kinda messed me up and i have nightmares about suffocating all the time#its my most reoccuring nightmare. and i KNOW its from when i was suffocating in space#i would literally kill someone for just 10 minutes at home. just ONE hug from papa g.#it eats me up inside and i cant help but constantly feel like i dont want to exist#idk. i just need to get my thoughts out somewhere i guess#vent post#idk
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please yumi enemies to lovers I NEED itā¦..didnāt get to vote ā¦..
Omg...YES it tied so i didnt know which to do One to do so im using this as a tie breaker!!! Thank youuu<3333
Also just fyi this is gonna be pretty long and i will have a more extended version on my wattpad acc which ill link at the end and when i do post it on my wattpad i will also link but it might take longer!!
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"AS IF"
Chapter -1
"God your such an asshole! I dont know why i ever fell for you i shoulda known better."
"Cmon y/n you know you love me"
"As if."
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Y/ns POV
I set the last box down in the living room of my new house i had just moved into. "Finally" i quietly said to myself. I moved all the way from montana to texas just to get away from my family, or just my dad, i suppose..
I sat on the floor of my box flooded house just staring at the ceiling not knowing what to do from here. Where was i gonna work, what if no one would hire me, what if- i cut off my own thought realizing i was thinking into it to much and i be just fine on my own
Though it did worry me and stress me out to a point. Normally, when i was stressed, i smoked, and right now was no exception. So i hopped in my Jeep Wrangler and tried to find the closest smoke shop and headed in not sure what i was even gonna get yet.
I opened the door and say a group of 3 guys laughing loudly and just being annoying. "Great.." i said under my breath. I walked around the small store generally trying to avoid the group of 3, but as i decided what i wanted and turned to walk to the from i was abruptly stopped as i bumped right into a tall guys chest.
"Oh my god im so sorry i wasnt paying attention!" I tried to explain a little scared of the tall figure "no no no its ok its my fault" he replyed quickly, not sure what to say i stand infront of him not saying anything "im issac"
"Oh, im y/n.." you said, looking at your feet. "Those 2 over there are tanner and yumi" he said, pointing at the remaining guys over by the gummies. Yumi? I said it my head. What an unusual name, never head it before. "Oh ok, well, im sorry again for bumping into you," i aay and start to go around the man now known to be issac. "Hey wait uh y/n" he said blocking me from going any further "we where gonna have a get together with a couple other friends ar out house, you should come" i act like im thinking about it " i dont know.." i say since im not sure if i should just go into this strangers house, i don't even know him.
"Here hand me your phone" i give him a confused look "just let me see it real quick" i slowly pull my phone out open it and hand it to him "here" i say quitly. He starts typing on it and hands it back "if you change your mind i gave you my number and texted you my address" i look down at my phone and low and behold there it was. I look at the address and realize its the house directly next to mine
"Ya ill text you.." i say and he walks away along with the other 2 guys he named off as tanner and yumi.
(PART II OUT NOW)
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Have you always wondered that you really wish that undertale would also gets itās own adaptation since cuphead and fnaf gets itās own
(itās much better if undertale was like a animated series)
(And I really do wish it got itās own adaptation cause I love the gamesš)
I actually hope undertale never gets an adaptation outside of the video game format! The game is so intrinsically tied to the fact that it is a video game I dont know how you would adapt it.
Games like Cuphead, Fnaf and Mario's plots arent as tied to their video game mechanics like Undertale's plot is.
Entire plot points and characters just would not work (Like Flowey's entire character, resetting, choosing to spare or kill etc.). The whole story hinges on what you the player chose to do and that gets thrown out the window when you are watching something.
The active role the player has in shaping the story by sparing or killing cannot be replicated by a passive watching audience. Not in a way I think has the same impact anyway. Your choices are what make Undertale what it is.
Sure the story its self is very good! Outside of the mechanics. But a lot of the emotional battles like Asriel, Omega Flowey, Sans or Asgore are so inextricably tied to flipping the mechanics you have learnt on its head to illicit a reaction (see, Asgore breaking the Mercy button in a pacifist run through. You cannot spare him despite having done so for every other character. This is shocking to the player and I dont think it could work the same in a different format).
Or okay let's take the entire Omega flowey fight. What save points is he drawing back on to move you or kill you over and over when it is in film format? Who's save file does he discard when you cant make a save file when watching a movie? How about when he crashes the game after you die? How would you implement that into a film? You really cant.
How would you explain the ethics around resetting if you are unable to actively reset? You would not be able to relate to Flowey, get that gut punch in genocide when you realise you have become just like him after resetting and slaughtering all of your friends. When watching a tv show or movie YOU are not doing anything, the character on the screen is, you are just an onlooker with no ability to alter the story.
Toby wants it to feel like you're playing with these characters like toys you can discard, love or damage whenever you want and makes you think about the ethics around that. Characters in a video game feel a lot more like playing with toys than watching a film does, because in a video game you are able to make an impact on what they say or do. While in a film characters have a set script, you have no impact, there are no choices you have to make aside from keep watching.
Undertale's Metanarrative is woven into it's very being. By separating it from the video game format I feel like you are just gutting it of what made it special in the first place. You would have to rework it so much, I feel like you'd might as well just write a whole new story.
Does this make sense? Its 1 am while I'm writing this so I hope I'm not talking in circles.
#staples asks#undertale#Toby Fox I believe as also said he never wants to adapt Undertale into a movie which I absolutely respect#can you tell I've thought about this a lot?
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Zuko working at a cafe.. Part 2
Summary: After working together on a project you invited him out to a cafe to celebrate
So unlike him to smile, actually I didn't even think he was capable of that, but hey! live and learn.
Zuko's face falls as his eyes flicker with realization. He replied "Sorry No." He sent me an apologetic look as he started to walk away again.
"Hey! what?" I called out to him, following not far behind. "What?" He replies, not even bothering to turn his head.
"Well I would've thought you would give me an explanation?"
He looks at me with a deadpan expression, "What? Explanation for what?"
We continued walking along the sidewalk, as I tried to budge out of him an answer, sure it wasn't really our business.. but it was really fun to annoy him.
"I offered to hang out at an awesome cafe! I find it very suspicious of you to decline.." I replied, rubbing my chin slightly with my hands, as If I was thinking.
"Are you meeting up with someone?"
"What? Noā I.. Why would you even think that?!" He exclaimed, crossing his arms together as he scoffed, walking a little bit faster.
"Ooh interesting reaction!"
"Argh! Don't you have something better to do?"
I caught up to him, as I smiled in response, "Nope!" he rolled his eyes, turning his head to me. "If you must knowā"
"āI have work"
Silence followed as I stared at him blankly, before bursting out in laughter. Zuko got more annoyed as he turned straight ahead, "Seriously?!"
"Waitā Pfft! I'm sorryā" I try to explain, still a bit lightheaded from laughing, as I held my stomach briefly before taking a huge sigh.
I heard him scoff as I followed his pace, "I justā I didn't expect you to be working" his face looked puzzled as he looked at me.
"What? What do you mean by that?"
"I meanā I never would have guessed you would work a day in your life! Is the money good?"
His face shifted into one of uncertainty as he answered, "I don't get paid, if that's what you're implying."
"What? So waitā its charity work?" I replied looking at him dumbfounded, and I could swear I saw a smile on his lips as I said that.
"You can say that, but I prefer to call it family business."
I fell quiet for a moment as I tried to grasp my head around the new found fact about Zuko and his somewhat mysterious life.
"Aren't you going to your silly cafe? Why are you still following me"
I scrunched my nose at his comment as I retorted, "Dont flatter yourself, I am going to the cafe, which happens to be this way."
I could feel him staring at me before turning his focus back to the road, "What cafe was it again?" Zuko asked, his hands falling into his pockets.
"Uh.. The Jasmine Dragon, Why?"
"You've got to be kidding me.." He replies, his voice so low I could barely catch what he said. "What?"
"Wait.. do you work at the Jasmine Dragon?!"
"Shut up." His voice was quick to shut your teasing down, turning his head slightly away, so you couldn't see the obvious flustered state he was in.
Zuko would have never thought to have his private life be exposed today, frankly to have even come this far without being discovered by the other students were incredible by itself.
"You didn't tell me you worked here!"
"Why should I." Zuko replied almost immediately, making me turn my head to him.
"I went here a couple of times already, how come I didn't see you?"
"Pure luck."
A huge grin on my face as I replied, "Guess your luck ran out!"
"Uncle! Quit staring at the customer!"
The man, presumably his uncle just laughed, his voice echoing from behind the counter, "I'm sorry Zuko, but I am just surprised is all."
"Surprised at what? I didn't do anything!" Zuko whispered as he continued to wipe the front counters, trying to keep quiet as to not let you hear.
"Well I didn't think you'd bring a Lady friendā" his uncle laughed and glanced over him, an embarrassed expression on his face, Zuko held his breath like a child.
I watched the interaction unfold, before bringing my attention back to the window. The shop was fairly quiet this time of day, I wonder why that is?
My train of thought was broken, when suddenly the man walked right up my table with a warm smile on his face.
"uncle!ā"
"Hello dear, I hope you're enjoying your food?" The man asked, his hands kept in a poised manner as he looked at me. "Oh, yes! It was delicious."
He nodded at my response, turning his head back briefly before shifting his attention back to the conversation, "Forgive me if I'm rude.. but I saw you entering with my nephew.."
"āCould you be his girlfriend by any chance?"
I was taken aback by the bluntness his uncle had, straight to the point I see. I choked back my cup of tea, as I looked at him in a panic
"Oh! Ohā Geez no, its not like that!" I replied, setting my cup down as I waved my arms in defence. For a split second I could've sworn I saw his smile falter for a moment.
"We're just.. We're partnersā project partners." He nodded, following my movements carefully. "Do you mind?" The man asked, gesturing the seat in front of me.
I shook my head, grabbing my cup as the man took a seat. "I see.. then forgive me for speculating, it's just that my nephew doesn't usually bring friends here"
Friends? Are we friends? Thats debatable.
The man continued his sentence, "I'm just really excited to finally see him break out of his shell!" He exclaimed.
He continued to fawn over Zuko, and boy how much did this man love him. His face was filled with so much excitement and endearment towards his nephew.
I was beginning to wonder if this man really was blood related to Zuko. The huge contrast between him and his uncle was Drastic, to say the least.
"..I'm so glad Zuko has a friend like you, you seem like such a nice person!" His face looks at me for a moment, "I never got your name young miss..?"
"Oh, its Y/N.. and thank you Sirā" my voice cuts off as the man interjects, "Please, call me Iroh."
I nodded, "Iroh.. your nephew has been... something of an experience" I replied, trying to find a better word to explain Zuko, but it was not an easy task.
Iroh belly laughed, his voice echoing in the quaint little cafe. "Oh, believe me, I know. Ive dealt with him a lot back home."
I could only chuckle in response, "āBut I am truly grateful you gave my nephew a chance." His eyes glanced downward at the cup of tea on the table.
"People are like tea leaves. Some seem bitter and cold at first.." his voice trails off, turning his head slightly at the counter behind him, the sight of his nephew came into view.
"But when you take the time to steep them, you discover their true warmth and sweetness." Iroh's face darted immediately back at me, with a warm smile he spoke one more.
"Thank you for giving him a chance Y/N." His tone was clear and sincere, he truly loves his nephew. And it was kinda sweet to see how much he would talk about him.
The sudden door chimes shook me out of my thoughts as I glanced over the open door, a few teenagers entered, their loud chatter engulfing the once quiet shop.
And much to Zuko's surprise, Iroh didn't immediately rush towards the guests. Earning a groan from the boy, as he begrudgingly dragged his body along, walking towards the group of girls.
"Shouldn't you help him?" A hint of enjoyment seeing the whole interaction unfold. Iroh chuckled slightly as he replied, "Don't worry, he can handle it."
We both watched in silence at the table across from us, the sight of Zuko obviously being overwhelmed by the amount of questions they had asked.
"What's your best teaā or better yet, what's your favorite?"
"Whats your name cutie?"
"Do you come with the menu, cause you're a treat."
The last one wasn't even about the cafe, I dont know why, but hearing that irked me. Maybe it was because I felt sort of bad watching him get massacred by their questions.
I guess my face was too easy to read, seeing as Iroh had been staring at me the whole time I had been thinking.
"Penny for your thoughts, Y/N?" Iroh's voice startled me as I snapped back into reality. A sheepish grin on face as I try to come up with an excuse.
"Just thinking.. about school" his eyes studied my expression, "I see.." Iroh belly laughed once more before continuing. "For a moment there, I thought you were thinking about my nephew."_
A nervous chuckle left my mouth as, I dart my eyes across the room, "Why would you think that.." I tried to keep cool, but the trembling in my voice made it hard to do so.
"Ease up, I was only teasing."
A light gasp escaped my lips, I let out a sigh of relief I didn't even know I was holding. Iroh began to speak once more.
"Perhaps I should go ahead and help him.." standing up as he said those words. I watched him walk towards Zuko, patting him on the shoulder to signal he would take care of it.
I watch his posture relax, as he walks away with a weirdly strong grip on his apron. Looking down on the table, I realize the empty tea set still on the desk.
Deciding it was probably best to take your leave. The bountiful amounts of homework you still had were waiting for you back home.
You gathered up your stuff, walking towards the counter, reaching out of your purse to pay.
"You're leaving?" Zuko's voice startles you as you glance up to see him staring behind the counter.
"āOh. Yeah, I still have a lot of things to do." I replied, handing him the amount as well as the coupon I had. Your fingers linger a bit, the way your hands sort of felt warmth in the places he touched.
"āYour uncle makes pretty good tea.."
"Yeah.."
Awkward silence fills the air, as he rings up your order. "Thanks." I replied, turning around as I slowly made my way out the door.
The door chimes rang as I opened it slowly, feeling the soft gentle breeze hit my face as I walked out.
"āWait!" Zuko yelled out from behind, turning around as you saw him run towards you. Stopping in my tracks as I looked at him confused.
His breath hitched as he caught up to you, "Take.. this." Zuko replied, his voice a bit airy from the running. His hand raised out for me to take.
Another coupon.
"What's this for?"
"Uncle told me to give this to you, he says he'd love for you to stop by once in a while.. whatever that means." The last few words were incoherent, my eyes blinked in confusion but decided not to press further.
"Oh, Thank you!" I replied, a big smile on my face as I accepted his offer, taking the coupon off his hands.
"Yeah, you're welcome.." Zuko replied, folding his hands profusely and I could've sworn I saw him smile.
Waving goodbye to the boy, as I went on my way. I looked at the coupon in my hand, and I felt a small smile crept up my lips.
Ok i lowkey dk what I wrote here cause I felt like I jst blacked out while writing. I have a couple of ideas planned, more abt zuko but it might be a while for me to updatee
A/N: not proofread lmk if there are any spelling mistakes, I wrote this sleep deprived.
#atla zuko#avatar the last airbender#zuko#zuko atla#zuko avatar#zuko x reader#modern zuko#atla#x reader#iroh#atla iroh#uncle iroh
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due to being both aromantic and aplatonic i feel pretty "eh" to both concepts of friendships and relationships/couples in media (and in real life too but i'm more. discreet about it) which makes interacting with fandom works and such.. pretty frustrating at times
im more averse to romance in real life than in fiction ill have to admit, like, most ships i don't mind. im still more able to engage in shipping in my free time, but that might be because, like, when i ship characters i don't really... do it in a romantic sense i just mash them together, i like deeper bonds/relations/connections like that, and "ship" is a pretty easy term to apply to it as and kinda accurate, i don't know, hard to explain. but when theyre depicted to do traditionally romantic things together or just put emphasis on looooove and go all dovey-eyes in fanart then i must leave. i had enough i have assessed the situation and im leaving
but. i also don't like friendships in fanworks. which sucks so much because this is what, like, most other people that don't like romance gravitate to too!! and they put.. so much, like, moral stuff into liking it too like, saying that if you dont appreciate platonic relationships enough then that means allonormativity rotted your brain or something. many other aro & non-aplatonic people just go "romantic ships are so overdone so heres more art and works where characters are just allowed to stay friends, maybe even friendships are just superior anyway" and like i am happy for you don't get me wrong go enjoy what you like but.... friendships just always make me go "ewww". and unfortunately i cannot just choose not to see it either, platonic relationships are never tagged or anything except on ao3 or something. a lot of media/content (god i hate that term for fanworks..) by aros for aros just focuses on platonic love & relationships instead and sorry i cannot relate and the growler feels a bit alienated. not many people even know that aplatonic people exist anyway and if they do then they dont have the best opinion of us.
so like, god i hate clarifying this i feel like it goes without saying but whatever i don't want to get accused of hurting peoples feelings by saying this: i am not saying to stop making fanfics of platonic relationships or that if you like friends in fiction then i think ur lame or something. im just saying that this is one part of fandom i just, cannot really like. not just fandom either. friendships are everywhere i swear and there is no way for me to avoid those either, and if i ever voice that it repulses me, i get treated like a freak even by spaces that are supposedly aroace & sex/romance-repulsed friendly and yeah it kinda sucks .
anyway friendships are overrated i don't want friends i want evil advisors, loyal goons and homoerotic rivals and fucked up hero-villain and whumper-whumpee pairs and even more fucked up guys with their fates forever entwined and bonded for life close in the way rats tied at their tails are even as they desperately pull and scratch and bite to get away is that too much to ask
#mine#i bring that sort of ''platonic ships are also perfectly capable of making apl/arospec folk uncomfortable'' vibe to fandom#that other aros dont really like for some reason#respect aplatonics and loveless people or face my blade!!!!#aromantic#aplatonic#apl#loveless aro#idk how coherent any of this is as always. im going to just always put that disclaimer on anything i ever wrote thats long enough
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Gregory Violet head cannons + NSFW
Season 4 of black butler has me thinking about a certain emo (Gregory not ceil but check out my friend @serve-corps if your into that) but like omfg he's so fine what for and like man wears lipstick I just he's so adorable I've never wanted to own the manga more in my life he's so- I should stop but like aaaaaa so this is head cannons mixed with actual cannon that was on the fandom wiki so that's fun I was thinking of writing a full story later but for now....
this is head cannons, and at the bottom, I'll have a warning for my nsfw thoughts. lol, just remember you're responsible for your Internet consumption, but before i get into this, it's all my opinions. Don't take it as gospel or anything like that, im having fun, alright? okay then.
Little head cannons
-he likes poetry. He gives that vibe like come on...(literally an hour later) Okay, so like, just seen a manga page of him drawing a jabberwocky around ceil like a sleep paralysis demon. a little back story on this particular poem is "a nonsensical poem about the killing of the jabberwocky" in 1871, apparently. this is very relatable to ceil and Gregory alike and like Google it for real (so like I was completely right about that and I didn't even know)
he smells like a mix of charcoal and acrylic paint like dusty but kinda nice, ya know (i go back to this further down)
-why dose he seem like he has autism, i cant explain it but, i have it to, so I'm not trying to be rude, but the bowtie he wears is like a normal tie but looser and nicer. and i hate ties, so i feel that in my soul. he also seems like he wouldn't like synthetic material idfk. also social situations suck, his voice is mostly monotone and quite, its not the typical "not understanding cues or not getting jokes" but its more like a social anxiety thing, and that's usually diagnosed with autism i think? (I'm not a doctor i don't really know. Maybe I'm projecting here a little)
-he's like defo bi or pan or perhaps an ace group. I'm not that educated on that lgbtq+ aspect apologies but that's the vibe (again, that's my opinion)
Dating head cannons male or female [brackets if pointed to someone with tits lol]
-bones. Need I say more? I like bones and rocks soooo be like, otters give him a bone (not like that-) or rocks he strikes me as a rock guy like smooth ones. idk how, but just get one he deserves it.
-painting dates if you struggle, he can easily guide you through it, his hand gently moving to help you use the right brush stroke. he's clearly more skilled in pencil/charcoal works, though we haven't seen much else [that takes skill and I take art like damn that's difficult]
-So apparently the sun and dancing makes him dizzy (it was on the fandom wiki) so definitely have water on hand and well he doesn't seem like the type to like anything plain becuse of the drink mixing so water is a no go to boring and i get that so grab one of those ball tea infusers and make flavoured water he can put the flavours in it like idk lemon slices and let it sit in the water maybe add suger (wait thats just flat lemonade lol whatever I'm a genius ik don't flatter me)
-stolen hoodie? Nah, stollen emo robe looking ass. it seems everyone in purple house has one, and well, yall could swap, or ya know, just wear his. if he has another obvious man is never seen without it, it could be a comfort for him. but like, he seems like he would have a bigger one, and it would smell so nice like charcoal and acrylic paint (that i mentioned earlier). Don't question it, but you can smell that, right? but there's a hint of passion fruit becuse he's trying for you (aw how cute) you can not tell me he doesn't like perfume and like its either passion fruit or cola adjacent like i know it probably wasn't around at the time but like you can see it (maybe i based this on a meme i found but shush)
-you paint each others nails need i say more? and even if you dont like/want to, he would just like to take time off with you to do his own or you do his. oh my god, I just remembered he wears eyeliner the same thing, but he likes you doing it. For some reason, you're better at it, and he doesn't want panda eyes.
-sneaking out at late to hide behind the boarding house, to just chill or chat, looking at the stars. It's a nice area, but yall gotta dodge the house master most of the time. Still, a little thrill never hurt nobody, just maybe given a Y or two if you're caught.
-hiding in your shoulder when the sun or people get too much to deal with. (I feel that so much)
-Gregory is a mix when it comes to pda. Overall, he doesn't like it could be a little overwhelming for him, but when yall with the other prefects, he might hold your hand, he's trying, and we love him for it.
-Gregory seems to observe his friends a lot, and so i think he truly values any relationships he has with anyone. on a whole, he usually draws people that are around him, like ceil, and i think i seen one of Lawrence. (idk i don't have the manga) so i think he would have a lot of sketches of you, be it in his work as doodles, or fully fledge charcoal drawings, maybe even a painting. but he values and enjoys being with you a lot.
-little snacks like fruit and chocolate almost like a picnic in the swan gazebo, but ya know not sharing with everyone unless Gregory wants to, also the fact your with the others in the swan gazebo is becuse, 1 your allowed to be there they've invited others before, 2 you get along with the prefects and drudges and they really don't care, 3 your either his drudge or the first two already applied before hand so you both seen no point in doing that.
okay, so i can't think of anything else wholesome to put down, and i just can't stop thinking, so now this is the warning I REPEAT NSFW BEOYNED THIS POINT!! ALSO HE IS 18-19 ACORDING TO GOOGLE
NSFW head cannons
- some general things, he's a switch or power bottom idk but i can see it so much he prefers you on top, though
-favourite body part would be chest. tits or not [but defo would love them so much like a stress toy] or the space between shoulder and neck, to hide in and bite....(he is a wolf lmao)
-right, so first off lipstick. oh my god... imagining it smeared in places and having prominent marks on your body made by him, like hickeys but removable. and like after he gives head, it would get so messed up on his face or you and just kissing him with it like that, getting some on your lips... (jesus, i need to touch grass)
-he likes art obviously, and well going back to the lipstick and hickeys, he wants to see what colour they turn, your like a brand new canvas just begging to be painted on by him, and honestly vice versa he's too pretty not to mark up..... (no comment)
-this is an all boys school they most likely don't have sex ed here and so you would have to teach him what to do but once he knows it kinda clicks right ya know [another reason i think he would just love titties becuse he wants to learn and i mean like he would get kinda fascinated with them] also he would be really sensitive in general and that's a great advantage to top (but hey you didnt hear that from me 0^0)
okay then that was that and ive run out of ideas now and i need to get this out of me ive got like 2 more things to write about this emo becuse i love and relate to him so much anyway hope that was good i try to be accurate even though this is head cannons and not real at all im still trying to be in character sorry if my writing sucks :)
#black butler#kuroshitsuji#gregory violet#violet wolf#violet wolf house#headcanon#head canon#implied smut#implied sex#love bites#take a bite š#god what is wrong with me#why the fuck#fuck my life#autisum#emo brainrot#my writing#fanfic
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Firey Gaze
summary: fluff alphabet luka hsr
hey yall im not dead yet!!!! so heres some fluff :3 (might be ooc)
cw: cringe,other than that just fluff (i think dont qoute me on that))
wc: 1,238
also no beta we die like dazai
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A - admire - what do they admire about you?
ā¢Confidence. He is very confident himself so, he honestly would be star struck if his partner was also confident, even just a little bit. It doesnt have to be confidence about your appearance just ANYTHING. A hobby, a collection, a friend, your boundaries, etc.
B - body - what is their favorite part of your body?
ā¢Your eyes, he probably gets distracted by your eyes when hes fighting and gets hit.
C - cuddles - do they like to cuddle?
ā¢ At first he wouldn't because he would be scared his robotic arm would make you uncomfortable but once you reassure him, he warms up to it and loves to cuddle (would rather die than ask you to cuddle though, straight up drags you with him and cuddles you )
D - dreams - what do picture yalls future to be like?
ā¢Luka would NOT wanna be tied down with kids. But hes always up for animals!! (hc hes a dog person.) Luka would like to eventaully live in the same house as you too.
E - early or late riser?
ā¢He is 100% a morning person, wakes up at 5am with a shit load of energy and goes to do a full ass workout.
F - fight - how often do yall fight?
ā¢Hes constanly fighting and getting beat up, coming home covered in blood and bruises on the verge of death.I think you would be worried and lecture him and he would say, "This is what i enjoy!" there will be fighting sometimes. Hes pretty good at apologizing though.
G - gentle - how gentle are they, emontally and physically?
ā¢Ok, bbg is VERY emontally gentle, istg he will do anything for you, no questions asked as long as he gets a kiss or a hug as a reward. and physically? ok so he TRYS to be super gentle but because hes so strong and all that jazz, he might accidentally hurt you
H - honest - do they hide things from their s/o?
ā¢ok he 100% shares almost everything with you, but,if you ask him if you look good in smth and he doesnt think so, he will be SWEATING."o-oh u-uhm! i-its...?" he wont give you a direct answer. but besides that, he wont keep secrets unless its for your own good. Also he wont give to many details about his past untill hes more comfy with you.
I - i love you - how long did it take for them to say ily
he hands you flowers and choclate before blurting it out, rubbing the back of his head nervously as he tries to act confident. If you reject him he will try to switch the topic. (awkwardly)
J - jealousy - how fast do they get jealous?
ā¢Dont quote me on this but, he quite literality thinks Aphrodite (or Idrila?) came down and personally blessed you, hes very confident so he probs gets jealous like mediocrely fast but doesn't let it show until the person is like CLEARLY. hitting on you because he doesn't wanna be overbearing
K - kiss - where do they like to be kissed,where do they like to kiss you,what is kissing them like?
ā¢he loves to be kissed on his nose OR knuckles, i cant explain why,also kiss his robotic hand and he will FOLD. likes to kiss right underneath your eye and your forehead because hes pure like that. hes probably not that experienced in kissing you so you might have to guide him but,hes like so confident when hes kissing you, you forget if he does smth wrong. will ask for kisses without shame.
L - little ones - how are they w/ kids?
ā¢Hes fucking amazing with kids,tells them storys, feeds them, helps them, like hes amazing with them but doesnt want to feel tied down with a family so he visits the moles a lot.
M - memory - whats their fav memory of you?
ā¢one time you needed to burn off some steam and he suggested that you could spar with him, with a little bit of convincing, you agreed and something about seeing you sweating and moving around in the dimly lit room just like made him feel butterflys, no i cant explain why.
N - nicknames - what do they call their s/o?
ā¢alrighty, he would call you like weird nicknames as a joke to embarrass you, but fr? he uses "love" for a pet name
O - open - how long does it take for them to open up to you?
ā¢ About his past? depends. He doesnt really keep his past a huge secret but he 100% wont bring it up unless you ask because he finds opening up to be awkward and a sign of weakness (unless its someone else venting, then its fine just not him.)
P - patience - how quickly are they annoyed?
ā¢Doesnt get annoyed fast because he quite literately spends his whole life training and then still fails sometimes, so hes very patient, and when his patience runs thin, either he is not aware and might snap at you, or hes very aware and runs away to avoid snapping at you
Q - quizzes - how much do they remember about you?
ā¢Forgets his own age but he does remember the important things about you like your birthday, favorite candy, color, etc!
R - rainy day - what do they like to do on rainy days?
ā¢he loves to take you outside and find worms, stomp in puddles, pull pranks on random people, etc. You gotta remeber hes still a kid (17) also if you get a cold the next day, hes apologizing like his life depends on it
S - security (hahahahah got you) - how protective are they?
ā¢he knows you can protect yourself because he has probably taught you some self defense moves, but if hes there and some person is like trying to touch or or assault you, lets just say its a gorey sight<3
T - talk - what do they like to talk to you about?
ā¢Everything and nothing, he shares all the gossip with you. also, bring up the topic of insects and suddenly hes reciting to you a whole ass book about them
U - ugly - what is a red flag of theirs?
ā¢After a fight,he will just shower you in praises and everything to try and get you to stop being mad,now you might think "oh this isnt that bad!!!" to which your right in some degree BUT itās a little manipulative core
V - vanity - how concerned are they with their looks?
ā¢Considering hes a champion of Belobog, he is pretty concerned about his looks, he LOVES when you compliment him, will never forget it.
W - whole - would they feel complete w/o you?
ā¢Would mange ok physically, his performance might falter a little but emotionally? if hes opened up to you, hes not recovering. But of course he plays it off because heās to proud for that. (will beg for you back if given the opportunity.)
X- xtra - random hc for them
ā¢Loves to show you off,basically the whole of belobog knows you two are dating.
Y - yuck - what is something they would not like in a partner?
ā¢ A overly sympathetic person, no i canāt explain this one and please donāt get mad at me
Z - zzz - what are they like when they sleep?
ā¢if you guys are cuddling, you might break a rib or two from him holding you so tightly.
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a/n: i got these hcs out of satans ass,so if they are ooc,please tell me
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ohh if you can i would appreciate some tips!! honestly writers are so admirable we dont give yall enough creditššš
well, for me to give you the absolute best tips i can to help out, i need to know what exactly you're struggling with when it comes to writing. there are about a million different tips i can give you for about a million different things and some of those tips will be completely useless to you
for now though, i'll give you the things that help me getting into a writing mood + general tips i give to new writers and if you still need further help you can explain what exactly you're struggling with and ill do my best to help out;
1) whatever you learned about formatting essays; forget it.
a common thing i see in new writers is they try to write it like an essay. which isn't a bad idea really, but it is restricting. your paragraphs don't have to be four or more sentences. they can only be one if you want. it's your story, format it however you want. you don't need to follow rules
2) listening to music
this is mostly for when you have that one specific scene in your head but have no idea what to do for the rest of the fic. listening to music and connecting the lyrics to the characters you're using is a great way to get your mind thinking. one song can give you several different ideas depending on how you interpret it
3) make sure you are in a good mood
personally, i cannot write to save my life if im upset or just generally having a bad day. i know some people can use creating as a way to cheer themselves up, but it just doesn't work out for me lol
4) if you don't need background noise, don't use it
it's pretty easy to get distracted when writing, especially when you have something new playing. if you do need background noise of some kind, i would advise playing instrumental music or that one movie/show that you've seen a thousand times and could quote in your sleep. keep your focus on your writing
5) brackets will be your best fucking friend when writing
one of the most important things about writing is keeping your flow going. if you find yourself writing sentence after sentence for a good while and then you suddenly hit a stop because you don't know how to word what happens next; throw it in brackets and write the scene after it. its the same reason why you're told to skip questions you get stuck on when taking a test. let your brain do what it knows it can and come back to the tricky stuff later.
6) you don't have to write anything in order
you don't have to write a story exactly start to finish. you can jump between any scene you'd like and find out how to connect it to a different scene another time. this kinda ties into the last tip in the sense that you gotta let your brain do what it knows. if you only know the beginning and the end then write those first and figure out the rest as you go. if you need to edit either one of the previous things then that's okay. there's no shame in changing things around, it's just how creating things go. sometimes change is needed
7) writing prompts
for new writers, i like to tell them to find a prompt online to write a story for before they start their own. using a prompt someone else made keeps your brain from getting overwhelmed, allowing you to focus more on finding a writing style that works best for you. using writing prompts also lets your brain find ways to contribute to a story without having it make everything while also figuring out how to put it on paper. it's easy to overwhelm the brain, so let it get used to writing before you start creating your own ideas. (this is also something i advise to people who experience burnout or just cant think of anything to write. your brain just needs a break from creating ideas right now, go and find a prompt for it)
8) word count
listen to me because this is so important; ignore the word count. you need to focus on learning, not how much you're writing. it doesn't matter if you only wrote 50 words when other people have fics well over 50k. ignore it. you are learning, you'll get there eventually. if you focus too much on how much you're writing you're going to stress yourself out and ultimately drive yourself away from ever writing again. treat word counts as milestones. start with 50, then 100, then 150, then 200, etc. let yourself work towards it slowly rather than push yourself too hard right out the gate. you can't expect to draw the mona lisa the first time you put a pencil to a paper, so don't expect to write thousands of words the first time you write a story. it'll take time, and that's perfectly okay.
9) analyze the shit out of your characters
this is easier when writing fanfiction, but take a few hours to learn your characters. find the content they're in and hyper-focus on what they're doing. pay attention to their speech patterns, their body language, their relationships with others, etc. if they're not in a scene, try to imagine they are and what'd they do and/or say if they were. it'll help out with keeping them in character when writing
10) if you get to a point where you can't write anymore even when using brackets; stop writing for the day
we have our limits. you will get to a point where you can't get another word down and that's okay. it doesn't matter if you've only written a handful of words, close your program and wait until you feel motivation hit you again. if you keep trying to force yourself to write when you just can't then you're going to burn yourself out. the most probable reason for this is writer's block, which means you need to focus on other things for a while. give your brain time to recollect itself. it's annoying, i know, but it's better for you if you just let your brain do what it needs to. it knows how to take care of itself, so let it.
i also have a tag i use whenever i give tips, so you can check those out as well to see if anything helps! it's just writing tips
#if these end up not helping you that is okay#everyone is different#what works for me wont always work for you#mess around with it until something does work#just remember not to push yourself too hard#learning takes time. don't rush it#writing things#writing asks#writing tips#anon#anonymous#anon ask
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hiiii, i just stumbled upon your blog and i would LOVE a matchup (i tried doing them once on my page and i realised i suck at it lmao, so i admire that u can write them so nicely )
as for who - id love to be paired with someone from hp universe, any era<3
anywayyyy, im really bad at talking about myself but ill try my best
im an intj, my sun sign is aquarius, 5ā6ā, im a girl and i go by she/her, im bisexual but id rather be paired with a guy (if you choose a girl its fine as well)
i have blue eyes, short wavy/curly hair, currently dyed red, im pale as fuck (im literally allergic to the sun), curvy and i have lots of tattoos. my style is very inconsistent, i dress comfy but at the same time kinda goth-ish, alternative? i wear black 99% of the time, lots of silver jewellery, i have my nose pierced too:p i also wear glasses
i am very creative, i paint and draw most of the time. occasionally i write fanfics but then i have long breaks because i get burned out really easily. im lazy, which is not so good, but at the same time i mostly get things done. i am a huge animal lover, i have 2 cats and 3 dogs. im an introvert but when im with my closest friends my extravert side comes out. im a huge people pleaser, sometimes its not good for me but i cant help it. my love language is physical touch and acts of service.
i love art, art galleries, old cemeteries, greek mythology, the sky and sunflowers. i also adore the forest and just nature in general. im obsessed with pretty little shiny rocks.
i hate people who have a problem with minorities and are just nasty beings towards others and animals. i also hate spiders and insects of any kind, thats why i will never set my foot in australia.
oh and i also dont like kids. i dont have this āgiftā or whatever. i dont know how to talk to them, how to act around them and how to play with them.
as for my aesthetic? i have no idea, but id go for dark academia/gothic vibes.
if you need to know anything else just dm me! xx and thank you in advance, have a lovely night/day! <33
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the first time james sees you heās completely speechless. youāre chatting with marlene about something in class, absentmindedly playing with your hair and heās just gulping like a fish. because where have you been all his life? truly the universe has been so cruel in keeping you from him!
but heās suddenly shy. james has had plenty of luck with girls. heās a flirt by nature. he knows all the right things to say, the ways to sweep them off their feet. that is before he saw youā¦ heās now well and truly tongue tied. heās literally like lying in bed at night planning what he wants to say to you next time he sees you. spoiler alert he just gets scared and watches you from across the great hall like this š§
but finally he pulls himself together and approaches you the next time he sees you. youāre sat in the back of the library on a window seat reading through a book you found which explains how the greek gods were actually early forms of wizards and witches, very interesting stuff you know? you donāt even notice him lingering over you till he sort of awkwardly coughs and asks āwould you recommend it? the - the book i mean would you recommend it?ā he asks and he can feel heat creeping up his neck as you nod and smile up at him. ātell me about it!ā he practically spits out in the next second. heās so embarrassing i love him
you agree because heās cute and everyoneās always talking about what a nice boy james potter is to you. of course you donāt know that they only do that you because they see the way james looks at you but hey what you donāt know canāt hurt you? so you move along on your seat and james shuffles in beside you. the first thing you notice is how he smells like cinnamon, oranges and something slightly earthy that is just so james. the next thing you notice is the way his knee and his shoulder press against yours on the small window seat. itās warm and intimate and you feel flustered as you start to explain the greek myths to him. he watches you as you speak, watches the way your lashes brush your cheek, watches the way your lips move as you talk.
itās nice to just be listened to for a change so this becomes your pattern. you see a side to james in these afternoon reading sessions that very few people are privy too. the normally loud and cocky potter is gentle and polite. happy to just sit and watch you devotedly. he makes it so natural too so you forget that youāre introverted, you tell him what your favourite things, things that make you angry, your hopes, your dreams everything. and in that time you start to fall for him. you canāt help it heās so easy to love. you try to hide this new discovery but its hard to go from telling james everything to keeping such a huge secret from him and so he notices the absence. he doesnāt know what it is but he knows youāre keeping something and so heās hurt if heās honest.
so you avoid him. you canāt face the sad puppy look on his face it cuts you up and so you pretend you donāt see him waiting for you in the library, pretend you donāt hear the tapping on your door, or the notes stuffed in your pocket. because hopefully heāll get bored move on and youāll get over him. but james potter is determined and so enamoured by you that heāll try one last time. and so he hides a book in your room. the book is his diary with the pages from all his time with you bookmarked. in it are lists of your favourite things, tiny sketches of you, details on how he feels about you and he ends it with āvicky darling i donāt know what i did but please know iām eternally sorry. youāve made a mess of me, iād do anything to just see you again. donāt you know i love you? if you feel the same meet me at our window seat. if i donāt see you there i will accept that you truly donāt feel the same and i will leave you be. yours forever, jamesā you find yourself wiping tears as you read it realising how silly youāve been.
and so with haste you race to the window seat in the library and when you see him there all anxious and shy your heart aches. ā youāve made a mess of me too jamesā you say softly as you sit beside him and his face lights up. ācan i make it better?ā he asks huskily and you nod. his hands cup your face as he leans in and kisses you. he tastes like maple syrup, he smells like spices and he feels like home. itās perfect and as he walks you back to your dorm with a promise of a date in hogsmede and a soft kiss to your forehead you feel giddy as you lay down under the covers that night because james potter loves you and you love him.
š°š”ššĀ š¢Ā šš”š¢š§š¤Ā š²šØš®š«Ā š«šš„ššš¢šØš§š¬š”š¢š©Ā š°šØš®š„šĀ ššĀ š„š¢š¤š <3
golden retriever bf! + black cat gf! golden retriever bf! + black cat gf! golden retriever bf! + black cat gf! okay but seriously you two are the epitome of this trope. not because youāre mean but because james is so extroverted and youāre not so much i think it matches the two do you perfectly.
he makes you go watch his quidditch games. š im sorry theyāre probably so boring so like you sit with marlene and dorcas to try and make it more palatable but it is probably still so dull. if it makes it any better he does loads of fancy tricks on his broom so that you think heās cool though it does come off a bit pathetic. donāt worry though because at the end heāll ride his broom over to you and kiss you while standing on it.
your reading thing doesnāt stop itās just that now when you read to him heāll have his arm around your waist and his free hand will trace hearts on the small sliver of skin that peaks out there between your uniform skirt and shirt. he doesnāt actually disturb you though because he finds it so relaxing to hear your voice. if you want to stop him and kiss him though heās not gonna complain.
he loves visiting cemeteries with you. you offhandedly mentioned once how you were gonna visit one, you didnāt invite him though because you were worried heād think it was weird. but then he sort of shyly asks ācan i come too?ā and you laugh and nod. the two of you pack a picnic and spend the whole day exploring the graveyard with each other in quite intimacy. your hands constantly intertwined as you walk, pausing to pay your respect and the long-forgotten names of the people who laid there and occasionally saying hello to the few ghosts that lingered there. you came across one pair which were an old couple who said you reminded them of theirselves when they were your age which makes the tips of jamesās ear turn red.
he brings you any nice rocks he finds. sirius gives him the weirdest look when the marauders are sneaking around at night and james bends down to pick a stone up that he thinks youād like but james just grins and shrugs his shoulders saying āmy girl likes them. what can you do?ā the marauders smile at that. theyāve never seen james look so lovesick - itās very sweet.
you two have matching necklaces. i donāt know why but i just feel this in my core. you found them at an antique shop and yours is a silver moon james is gold sun. because of it when the two of you are together everyone calls the pair of you āsolar eclipseā š even did it once when she was telling your friend group off. she was like āwhereās solar eclipse?ā sirius absolutely pissed himself laughing about that.
james gets rid of spiders for you but not before teasing you a bit. thatās just the kinda of guy he is iām sorry. heāll get them gone though for you donāt you worry but only if you promise to kiss him as a thank you after.
he writes you love letters weekly. you smile on mondays when his owl flies and drops a cream coloured envelope down on your desk written in jamesās scrawling hand. in the letter he incloses what his favourite memories of you he has of the past week be that an outfit he thought was really pretty, a song he heard that made him think of you, or a leaf that he pressed from a forest walk that the two of you went on. he adores you so much itās unbelievable.
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hope you like it! xoxo, flo <3
#diorgirl444#flo answers#matchup request#matchups closed#james potter#james potter x reader#the marauders#marauders#marauders era#hp marauders#james potter x you
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love of my life by harry styles is also a song that i think rafe would put out on the album.
"i dont know you half as well as all my friends [...] maybe you dont know whats lost til you find it."
idk at this point every sad harry song makes me think of #them .
okay me. There are a lot of songs that make me think of them but none of them come close to Place In Me by Luke Hemmings which is why I chose it and keep mentioning it in the tweets.
I'm using this ask as a place to dissect it because my brain will not stop thinking about the correlation between the song and Rafe x reader. I didn't even base this fic off the song but it fits so perfectly so I HAVE to talk about it.
Hold on I never meant you any harm Got no legs to stand on I was just dancin' in the dark
"dancing in the dark" was his mindset during that whole era, he was on drugs, and his mental health wasn't doing well at all. It's not an excuse but he's finally coming to terms with how much he hurt her but he has nothing to stand on because he shouldn't have done what he did to her, there's no excuse. He's telling her in song to hold on, to listen to the lyrics for insight on how he feels because he doesn't know how to tell her any other way.
Now with my eyes wide open It's heaven in your arms, mm
He sees it now, now that he's in a better place mentally and he's clean, he can see the harm he has caused and what he has lost. "Heaven in your arms" obviously knowing that she helped him so much and he was so safe to fall apart with her, realizing his feelings go way deeper than he thought they did but being stuck. And of course 'heaven' to tie it back to 'angel.'
Hold on I never meant to start a war I was just dead wrong I know we've been in this before
Again, not excusing him but, he didn't know what he was doing when he said those things to her. He had his reasons, which I will expand on in the fic. He didn't mean to start this friction between them for all those years and make his friends choose sides. He realizes that he was wrong but again, he's stuck. She won't look at him how she used to.
Now with my eyes wide open I tore you right apart, mm
Speaks for itself, he tore her apart, he ruined her and he knows that now that there's clarity.
Call me in the morning, yeah I'm sorry that I let you down, I I'm so apathetic, it's pathetic But I need you now, now
This is him knowing that he's in the wrong for needing her because of how much he's harmed her. Y/n said that she couldn't believe that the person she had known since she was 10, the boy that he was at 13 would have done to her what he did to her. And he knows that. He knows what she thinks.
Sun's gone But you always liked this time of day No words left to play on How many chances does it take? Now with my eyes wide open I'm nothing but a fake
This verse explains how tied he is to her, how his identity is very much based on how she sees him and how he doesn't think too highly of his self-worth if she sees him as a bad guy. "No words left to play on" The fact that she doesn't give him the time of day, there is nothing that he can do to fix it with her.
Don't you move Can't we just stay? Can we start over? Don't fade away
'Cause you'll always have a place in me
You'll always have a place in me
I think the rest of this is pretty on the nose. That's why it fits so perfectly. He doesn't want her to leave, he wants a chance to start over with her but he's dumb and has no idea how to tell her that and is going about it all wrong. As well as the fact that y/n doesn't want anything to do with him. Had this been anyone else, she would have left their life and never looked back. He knows that and he also knows that she only tolerates him for the band. In a way, he's lucky because without the band he would have never seen her again. He's very limited in what he can do to get her attention and ask for another chance. He also just doesn't think he deserves one. Selfishly though, he wants her to stay with him forever, even if it's at arm's length. even if that means she never talks to him again. Because she will always have a place in him.
Anyway thank you for reading to the end of this if you did. I love this song, I love Luke, and I love how well this goes with Rafe's pov.
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good morning, friends! im exhausted and only got like four hours of sleep, but at least im (kind of) mentally prepared to revisit the episode, so (you probably know the drill by now), hereās all my commentary and thoughts and stuff from the episode!Ā
i feel like its important for everyone to know that i made myself an ice tea at 11:30pm because i knew i wouldnt be able to survive the episode aloneĀ
(and dont suggest that the ice tea is the cause of the lack of sleep, if anything itās the only reason i got to sleep)Ā
i was very nervous in the beginning cos i was pretty sure photjanee wouldnt be homophobic but also what if she isĀ
props to her for not asking tinn cos he was visibly nervous/afraidĀ
and gun told gim and she didnt even say anything at first. she just looked so freaking proud, then hugged him and saidĀ āwhoever you love, i loveā and i love her so much sheās a freaking perfect motherĀ
PHOTJANEEāS NEURODIVERGENT AND AWESOME HUSBAND who is still nameless IS SITTING NEXT TO HER SO HEāS GONNA SAY SOME HELPFUL AND SUPPORTIVE WORDSĀ
āwere you afraid to hear the answerā im sensing a recurring themeeee (if youve forgotten and somehow havent rewatched the show over and over again, in episode 6 gun kept saying he was afraid to hear the answer of who tinn liked)Ā
āi think if heās ready, heāll tell you himself. give it time. time for tinn and yourself.ā I LOVE THIS MANĀ
also side note: sheās really prettyĀ
i smell a sponsorshipĀ
a canon printer sponsorshipĀ
theyre so subtle with their sponsorshipsĀ
āby the way, this printer is so convenient, it can be used with any operating system, right?ā NICE ONE GEM, REAL SUBTLE, NO ONE WILL KNOWĀ
TIWPOR TINNGUN DOUBLE DATE STUDY DATE ONCE AGAINĀ
AND SOUNDWIN BEHIND THEM (and also yo and pat i guess)Ā
tinngun are always reminiscent of patpran, but so much throughout this episode it literally felt like i was watching bad buddyĀ
GUN FINALLY KNOWS THAT TIW KNOWS AND GUN IS LIKEĀ āwait did you tell himā AND TIW JUST GOESĀ
ādo you think this nerd would succeed in getting your love without my helpā
AND HEāS SO ICONIC AND HEāS SO RIGHT AND I LOVE HIM SO MUCH OH MY GOSHĀ
also rip four and tinnās homosecuality, they have to pretend to date for this music videoĀ
also also WE GET TO SEE FOUR AND HER GIRLFRIEND AGAIN OMG I LOVE THEMĀ
THEY MAKE ME SO HAPPYĀ
LOOK AT THEM AND THEIR IN-LOVE-NESSĀ
cant wait for the homophobia this episode /sarc
āwe just have to wait until the dinosaurs are extinct and humans rule the worldā TIW LITERALLY JUST SAID WE HAVE TO WAIT FOR ALL THE BOOMERS TO DIE OUT AND THEN GAYS CAN RULE THE WORLD THIS IS FREAKING HILARIOUSĀ
I CANT EXPLAIN IT, THEIR FACES ARE SO REMINISCENT OF PATPRAN AND MORE SO THAN USUALĀ
does- does this count as a first kissĀ
that was so suddenĀ
um
help???Ā
theyre so cute tho i love themĀ
PROM DAY (looking back, how does so much happen in this one day)Ā
āØgotta love being outedāØ
GUN JUST TOLD THE BROSKISĀ
and por is, naturally, very excitedĀ
but also somehow very obliviousĀ
i had a feeling yo knew alreadyĀ
apparently sound told win ages ago (when? idk man)Ā
pat having a suspicion about it is actually very surprisingĀ
āyou and you, whatās going on? youāve been weirdāĀ
FINALLY THE SCENE OF THEM HOLDING HANDS AND SHOWING THE GUYS IVE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS FOR WAY TOO FREAKING LONGĀ
AND THEY BOTH LOOK SO FREAKING HAPPYĀ
IM DYINGĀ
i need to ingrain every soundwin scene from this episode into my brain cos thereās so much of it and i want to see it all forever pleaseĀ
tis raining and theyre under an umbrella and soundwin did it firstĀ
okay so. it sucks that they were outed. and people shouldnt take photos of other people and then post it on social media because they can, cos thats an invasion of privacy and is not cool.Ā
on the other hand, everyone seems thrilled by it and tinngun arenāt hurt by it happening so i guess its okayĀ
in general tho people should not do this cos it could go very badlyĀ
but this is a bl drama not real life so its fineĀ
I SPY WITH MY LITTLE EYE A NEUROSPICY GUYĀ
they did the happy armsĀ
and theyre sitting cross-legged on top of a tableĀ
i love you random side characterĀ
PAT AND POR BEING ALL HAPPY AND EXCITED IS HILARIOUS I LOVE THEMĀ
āno one cares about peopleās sexual orientation these days. its a new world. right, pumpkin??ā GUI4HERIH4IIGU (note to past me: it gets worse. youāre gonna progressively die even more)Ā
EW PEOPLE ARE MESSAGING PHOTJANEE SAYING TINNāS GONNA RUIN THE SCHOOLāS REPUTATION AND STUFFĀ
...what series was itĀ
did- did you watch bad buddy, photjaneeĀ
did tinnās parents watch bad buddyĀ
ive decided they watched bad buddy until proven otherwiseĀ
āits down to us whether weāre as kind to our son as those in the seriesā THIS MAN HAS THE WISEST KINDEST WORDS AND I WANT TO GIVE HIM A BIG HUGĀ
tiw and tinn are actually really sad about kajorn leaving the student council which is slightly confusing (not cos i hate him, im finding it increasingly difficult to hate him, i just didnāt think tiw and tinn actually liked kajorn)Ā
āpeople are arguing whether itās guntinn or tinngunāĀ
...Ā
im gonna say itĀ
i have to say itĀ
you cant stop me from saying itĀ
soundwin did it firstĀ
(technically it was satangwinny vs winnysatang but thats not the point)Ā
there i said itĀ
hahĀ
babes sheās known for monthsĀ
(but yes absolutely if youāre comfortable telling her and you think you should, go right ahead :] )
i hate this teacherĀ
i would like to punch him pleaseĀ
luckily i know, thanks to the preview last episode, that he does, in fact, get punched, so itās all goodĀ
KAJORN IS IN THE ROOM WHILE GUN IS DISTRESSEDĀ
I REPEAT, JORN IS THEREĀ
yay tinn is there with gun while he criesĀ
thank you tinn for existingĀ
NOĀ
GO AWAY TEACHERĀ
DONāT ENTER THE ROOMĀ
"im sorry, i was just joking around with my friend, i didnt mean to insult you" yeah, okay, well thats only part of the problem. other problems are: a. the fact that you had to say such a horrible thing in order to joke around with your friend. if that's the kind of humour your friend has, that person should not be your friend, unless it's also your humour, in whcih case, that isnt a sincere apology. b. it's not just that you insulted gun. you also insulted an entire community of people, of students, of human beings, who just want to exist and live as people doing what they want to do. you cant say something homophobic and then only apologise because it hurt one person close to you. you say something homophobic, and then you apologise - in a way that you GENUINELY MEAN - and say you had no intention of hurting so many people, including gun. or, alternatively, dont say the homophobic thing in the first place. c) youāre a freaking TEACHER. a TEACHER is there to SUPPORT and CARE for ALL of their students. a TEACHER should not be saying terrible things where ANYONE could overhear. if a TEACHER cannot be supportive for ALL STUDENTS, then they should not be a teacher. (im a huge defender of teachers cos theyre human beings with lives and families and hobbies and theyre more than just the adult human that tells you 2 plus 2 is 4. but i am also a huge defender of students cos theyre human beings and also children and theyre still developing. and i am especially a defender of students and an offender of teachers when the teacher clearly hates children or isnt a good teacher or should not at all be a teacher. so this isnt me hating all teachers, i love teachers, i could talk about how unappreciated they are for hours. but i cannot stand it when a teacher behaves the way this teacher did. i hate it so freaking much.)Ā
THE TEACHER WASĀ āSHOCKEDā COS GUN IS AĀ āROCKSTARā SO THE TEACHERĀ āTHOUGHT YOU WERE MANLYāĀ
THATS NOT AN EXPLANATION NOR IS THAT AN APOLOGYĀ
GENDER AND SEXUAL IDENTITY ARE COMPLETELY DIFFERENT FREAKING THINGSĀ
AND EVEN THEN, GENDER AND GENDER EXPRESSION ARE COMPLETELY DIFFERENT FREAKING THINGSĀ
LIKING MEN DOESNT MAKE SOMEONE ANY LESSĀ āMANLYā SO STFU AND GET FIRED ALREADYĀ
FREAKING YESĀ
GOOD
HELL YESĀ
KAJORN PUNCHED THE TEACHER BEFORE TINN COULDĀ
THIS IS EVERYTHING I COULDVE ASKED FOR OR NEEDEDĀ
I LOVE IT SO MUCHĀ
I LOVE KAJORN SO MUCHĀ
IM FINALLY ALLOWED TO NOT HATE HIM AND IM VERY GLAD ABOUT ITĀ
DAMN SOUNDĀ
I MEAN I AGREE BUT WOW I WASNT EXPECTING THATĀ
āi HoPe YoU giVe A fAiR jUdGeMeNt oN tHiS cAsEā bro its not courtĀ
and absolutely sheāll give fair judgementĀ
shes freaking awesome and i love herĀ
also what does probation meanĀ
ādonāt use violence to solve problems. do you understand?ā okay, yes, im 100% on board with you, i completely agree, but, hear me out here: homophobia.Ā
I LOVE PHOTJANEE SO MUCHĀ
COLD AS ICE SHE GOESĀ āif youāre not satisfied with my judgement, write a complaint. but dont forget to add every detail truthfullyāĀ
SHEāS SO ICONICĀ
TRULY A SLAYĀ
āLET GO OF MY SON. as principal, all i can do is submit a report regarding your behavior to those in authority. but as a mom, MY SON CAN LIKE WHOEVER HE LIKES. STAY OUT OF IT. if i hear anything filthy from you again, your penalty will go far beyond thisā I FELT HER ANGERĀ
I LOVE HER WITH ALL MY SOULĀ
SHES FREAKING AWESOMEĀ
and kajorn looks so happy and contentĀ
i love himĀ
PROM TIME AND THE STIMS ARE STIMMING REAL HARD RNĀ
WHY AM I CRYING WHILE LISTENING TO YOUāVE GOT MA BACK? THIS ISNāT A SAD SONGĀ
C O M EĀ Ā C L O S E RĀ
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH PORĀ
OOOOO NEW SONGĀ
SOUNDWIN CHEEK KISSĀ
IM LITERALLY CRYING THEYRE SO CUTEĀ
(note to past me: itās gonna get worse)Ā
aww gunās in the audience singing directly to tinn this is so cuteĀ
GRBRHKBGRIUBJROBUR
I WOULDVE BEEN CONTENT WITH JUST SOUND KISSING WIN BUT IM NOT COMPLAININGĀ
I AM THE OPPOSITE OF COMPLAININGĀ
GIREBVIRUB
TINN AND GUN ARE GOING ON THE STAGE TOGETHER HAND IN HANDĀ
HOW IS THIS SO FREAKING PERFECTĀ
AND SOUNDāS GOT A GUITAR SOLO COS HEāS AWESOME LIKE THATĀ
HAPPINESSĀ
BIG HAPPIESĀ
MUCH OF THE VERY HAPPINESSĀ
their hugs always look so comfyĀ
someone in the audience asked if theyre real and gun said nothing but hashtag #MySchoolPresident and itās still so funny to meĀ
its like theyre telling us the watchersĀ
like USE TEH HASHTAG, PLEASEĀ
and weāre like WEVE ALREADY BEEN DOING THAT, CALM DOWNĀ
ew old teachersĀ
shut up with your judgy facesĀ
no one caresĀ
YAY FOR YOUNG PROGRESSIVE TEACHERS WHO DONT CARE WHAT THE BOOMERS THINKĀ
cos, as tiw said, the boomers will die out soon and then gays can rule the worldĀ
can the episode just end hereĀ
i dont want to go through the emotional turmoil of whats comingĀ
cos i know its comingĀ
thereās gonna be a graduation sceneĀ
and im very scaredĀ
my mentally ill butt can never be okay for graduation scenesĀ
and yet my mentally ill butt keeps consuming media set in the senior year of high schoolĀ
DAMN THIS ENDING IS GONNA BE LONGĀ
31:48 MINUTESĀ
STRAP IN YOUR SEATBELTS COS WEāRE GONNA BE IN FOR ONE EMOTIONAL ROLLERCOASTERĀ
NOĀ
WAIT NO LET THERE BE MOREĀ
JUST ONE MOREĀ
OR TWOĀ
OR AN ENDLESS AMOUNTĀ
DONāT LET IT BE OVERĀ
PLEASEĀ
āits the last day of our high school lives.ā ACK SHOOT FREAK FRENCH GUSTAV AND SHOELACES AND TURTLES AND FREAKING SHOOT NOODLES WHAT THE FLIPĀ
AH SHOOT I FORGOT ABOUT KAJORN BEING A YEAR YOUNGER THAN THEMĀ
HE HAS TO CARRY ON THEIR LEGACY WITHOUT THEMĀ
HES FREAKING ALONEĀ
IDEK IF HE HAS ANY FRIENDSĀ
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
ooo weāre gonna get another pool scene soonĀ
NO STOP IT WITH THE SIGNED SHIRTS I CANT TAKE ITĀ
āno one ever asks if i can sign their shirts :[āĀ āsign my shirtāĀ
āILL WRITE DOWN WHAT I FEEL THAT IM TOO AFRAID TO SAYā I FREAKING LOVE THEMĀ
WAITĀ
SHOOT
I KNOW I ASKED FOR IT BUT I DIDNT EXPECT THEM TO ACTUALLY DO ITĀ
IM IN SHOCKĀ
LITERALLY CRYINGĀ
WHAT THE FLIPĀ
HOLY FREAKĀ
NO WAYĀ
THIS IS THE ENDĀ
THATāS IT
IM DEAD
GONE
DECEASED
THEY FREAKING KISSEDĀ
RIGHT THEN AND THEREĀ
PROPERLY KISSINGĀ
BEFORE TINNGUNĀ
WHATĀ
IS THIS ACTUALLY HAPPENINGĀ
OW I PINCHED MYSELFĀ
I LITERALLY CANT BELIEVE ITĀ
āi wont let you kiss first you barstoolā HOW ARE THEY SO- GJRBGIKRB
BUT ONCE ISNT ENOUGHĀ
OH NO, THEY HAVE TO KISS AGAINĀ
JUST TO MAKE SURE IM DEADĀ
THEY ALREADY STABBED ME A COUPLE TIMESĀ
THEN THEY KISSED AND THEY SLICED ME IN HALF WITH A REALLY COOL SWORDĀ
AND NOW THEYRE SLICING MY HEAD OFF JUST TO MAKE SURE IM DEADĀ
āSTOP TRYING TO LOOK HANDSOME IDIOT BECAUSE ITS MAKING MY HEART SO WEAKā I CANT WITH THESE TWOĀ
I LITERALLY CANT EVEN PROCESS THAT THAT ACTUALLY HAPPENEDĀ
SURELY IM DREAMING RIGHT NOW
THERES NO WAY THEY ACTUALLY FREAKING KISSEDĀ
AND TIWPOR RIGHT AFTER??? ITāS TOO MUCH POWERĀ
AWWWWWW NOOK AND YOOOO
BUT POOR PAT IS COMPLETELY LONELYĀ
PLS LET PAT NOT BE LONELY FOREVERĀ
THEY BETTER GIVE PAT SOME HAPPINESSĀ
NO?? THEYRE JUST GONNA CHANGE THE SCENE LIKE THAT??? OKAY THEN????????Ā
no but why wasnt tiwporpat an optionĀ
they couldve gone down the polyamory routeĀ
as much as i love poking fun at pat being lonely, i want him to be happy, and tiwporpat makes senseĀ
(i must also say that patjorn also makes sense and i wouldnt have been mad if they went down the tiwporpat route or the patjorn route. theyre both amazing. but no, they went with pat is lonely forever and its really freaking sad. thanks guys.)Ā
OH TINNGUN POOL SCENEĀ
POOL SCENE NUMBER... IDEK AT THIS POINTĀ
they should kiss btwĀ
GUN WROTE #MYSCHOOLPRESIDENT ON TINNāS SHIRT AND TINN WROTEĀ āAPPROVED BY THE SCHOOL PRESIDENTā ON GUNāS SHIRT AND ITS SO FREAKING PERFECTĀ
IT COMES FULL CIRCLE SO BEAUTIFULLYĀ
THEY LITERALLY COULDNT HAVE WRITTEN ANYTHING GREATERĀ
I FREAKING LOVE THIS SHOWĀ
tinngun still have not kissedĀ
NO PLS I CANT TAKE IT WITH THE HEARTFELT SPEECHESĀ
HOW DO YOU CRY SILENTLYĀ
NO THEYRE PLAYING ONE LAST SONG TOGETHERĀ
STUFF YOUĀ
I LITERALLY DONT KNOW IF IVE EVER CRIED HARDER THAN I DID WHILE WATCHING THAT FREAKING FINAL SONGĀ
tinnās father is so neurodivergent i love himĀ
OMG GUN IS ACTUALLY SITTING AT THEIR TABLE AND HAVING A MEAL WITH THEMĀ
ITāS NOT IMAGINARY GUNĀ
ITāS REAL GUNĀ
THIS IS CRAZYĀ
PFFFFFFT TINNāS DAD HELPED HIM WRITE THE SONG FOR GUNĀ
THATāS FREAKING HILARIOUSĀ
OH MY GOSH THEYRE ABOUT TO KISS-Ā
darn you gun and your bloody hand in the wayĀ
too many timesĀ
this has happened far too many timesĀ
just kissĀ
please
YESĀ
GOODĀ
EXCELLENTĀ
but also soundwin did it firstĀ
ANYWAY THAT WAS PERFECTĀ
OH MY GOSHĀ
IM NOT OKAYĀ
(the funniest thing about me constantly sayingĀ āim dyingā orĀ āim deadā is that my fitbit hasnt been able to pick up on my heartrate for literally hours. like, since i started watching the episode. it just stopped working. and if your heart isnt beating, youāre quite literally dead.)Ā
final thoughts / main takeaways from that episode (and therefore the whole show)Ā
tinngun are very cuteĀ
tinngun are patpran variants (we already knew this but still)Ā
tiwpor havent been dating the whole time but there was definite crushing for a very long timeĀ
pat is sad and lonely and pls let there be tiwporpat or patjorn at some point in the futureĀ
we need a sequel please and thank youĀ
soundwin are freaking perfectĀ
this show is perfectionĀ
im mentally illĀ
that teacher sucksĀ
tinnās dad is neurodivergent and i love himĀ
photjanee is amazing and awesome and i love herĀ
gim is the greatest mother and i love herĀ
i love all of these characters way too muchĀ and, last but not least,Ā
soundwin did it first.Ā
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