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blackcurrant-juice · 4 months ago
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i regret telling my irls about my adhd bc it felt like they trivialized it like "oh doesnt everyone experience those symptoms too. maybe i am adhd too." and it feels like they arent taking me seriously. i should have just shut up about it
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muckablucka · 18 days ago
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how it feels to find song lyrics that fit your OC perfectly:
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#“I'm my father's stubborn daughter; and I am no gentle lover. Only crown I wear is loyalty.” CHIMERA. CHIMERA. CHIMERA. CHIMERA.#for context chimera is my dearest nemesis daughter. sometimes I despise her but she's still my oc of FOUR YEARS.#“lover” in a platonic sense because she doesn't experience romantic attraction#“only crown i wear is loyalty” she is the only person from the main cast of the story she's from that isn't royalty#she is very stubborn. it is incredibly hard to change her opinions; especially those on other people.#she holds grudges for unfathomable amounts of time and she generally just isn't willing to trust people in the first place#she shows large amounts of loyalty towards the handful of people that she does trust and is very overprotective#sometimes even to a violent extent although she barely gets to act upon said violent nature due to other characters' interference#the above ties back to “only crown i wear is loyalty”#her issues with trust are slightly derived from the fact that she was taught at a very young age that she must save herself. she cannot#rely on other people. that other people were unpredictable; dangerous.#she shows affection in ways that could be perceived as strange by others because she never learned how to properly express love#towards those who she cared for. sorry for the rant i literally have no one to rant about her to#she's part of a private story that me and my best friend are working on#i really wish i could share more about her but i dont know if my friend would let me#anyways fun fact about her she is a genetic chimera#i will provide to you a simple definition from my understanding of it#genetic chimerism is when an individual has a population of cells in their body that are genetically distinct from the rest; the individual#has more than one set of DNA. about the unfortunate coincidence with her name i came up with the idea of her being a chimera#much after i had named her and my best friend had already gotten used to the name so ummm#to be specific she is a tetragametic chimera; meaning that in the womb she originally had a twin but when they were zygotes#[fertilized egg cell] the other zygote somehow died and was absorbed by the zygote that would eventually develop into Chimera.#this resulted in her having two separate sets of DNA— that of her own and of her twin that never was.#i'd just like to get this out of the way because i've seen people think this. albeit it was in another fandom that i saw this misconception#with another chimeric character. she. did. not. kill. her. twin. her twin died due to unknown causes as a zygote. a cell.#now that that's out of the way there's a really interesting form of tetragametic chimerism that is also related to Chimera herself#it's called 46 XX/46 XY chimerism. if you know anything about chromosomes you could most likely guess what it's about but I'll explain#46 XX/46 XY chimerism occurs when the two zygotes that fused possessed opposite sex chromosomes— one with XX and one with XY#feel free to do some research on it for yourself#if you read all of this just know that. i. love. you. so. sosososososososo much [platonic] thankk you so much for reading my ramble
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brittlebutch · 5 days ago
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sonic and snufkin actually kind of feel like very similar characters to me. holding hands over “my personal sense of freedom and dedication to making decisions based on what I think is right is what matters most, and if you’ve built some idealized version of me in your head then that’s none of my business and it’s not my responsibility if the reality of who i am lets you down in some way”. also the deep connection to nature and all.
#N posts stuff#this is also a little why i am extremely picky about fanfic for these two#bc fic where like. snufkin finally settles down in the valley or lets moonin come along on his winter journey or whatever#they grate because it feels like you’re getting rid of a core of snufkin’s character for convenience.#‘he would not fucking do that’ style. i don’t like it.#like you do you it’s not a big deal it’s just personal opinion#the same for sonic. for him it’s less about being tied down in a literal sense and more to do with. conceptually#like sonic is a character very Unavailable emotionally and i dont think that’s something about himself he’s willing to change#i think that sonic is a very Internal person and his personal sense of freedom is such that like#he doesn’t Care what other people think about him. in sa2 he doesn’t seem to care that he’s been mistakenly labeled a villain bc that’s#none of his business. and in tbk he’s blunt about how he’ll happily become the ‘villain’ in other people’s eyes if he’s making the choice He#thinks is right. i don’t think his aversion to emotional sincerity or openness comes from some Hero Persona#i think he just doesn’t ever want to be put in a position where he has to navigate his friends emotions about his emotions#meaning like. being open about your problems opens you up to people who think they know better than you and want to force you to listen#to them ‘for your own good’ which i think sonic would resent on a lot of levels. so he’s unwilling to make himself vulnerable to that#but also even if someone isn’t Forcing you to listen you can still hurt people by ‘refusing’ to take care of yourself the way They think#is best. so their emotions become a coercive force intentionally or otherwise which sonic would also resent#and sonic doesn’t want to resent his friends. so he’s like ‘okay i just won’t put us in that position then’#i also think he doesn’t feel a need to Justify himself to anyone. so explaining his emotions or the Whys of who he is#feels like an attempt at justification that sonic would dislike and avoid on Principle even if he’s the only one seeing it that way#anyway ‘he would not fucking say that’ but it’s sonic having a genuine moment of emotional honesty#i do think that snufkin is more. Open to his own emotions though. and the expression of them#Comet ‘weeping over the sea’ moment my beloved. sonic Wouldn’t do that i think#i do think he closes himself off to his own emotions he doesn’t want to be tied down by Those either#which is why i also think that sonic as a character is informed by repressed/dissociative amnesia#like i Am projecting a little but i also think it makes sense for him. ‘who i used to be is none of my business i only care about#who i am Right Now’ which is another reason why he doesn’t like talking about his honest emotions#bc if he talks about them then He can’t forget them properly bc that moment is now in someone else’s head for them to remember and remind#him of. and he doesn’t want to do that so it’s for the best if he never admits to anything so he’s free to ignore and forget what he wants#In My Opinion. these tags got long i wonder if tumblr is going to delete a bunch lol
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letmeoutofthebasementt · 1 month ago
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Are SKZ genuinely good people?
I’m gonna preface this by saying I do not know them and am not affiliated with them. This isn’t fact, take this as speculation. This is just a tarot reading for fun. Dont @ me if they have some crazy insane scandal.
ALSO, why did this end up as a psych evaluation? 😭
Probably my most draining reading to date. Like by the end I could barely type.
Overall
They’re all generally and objectively at least decent people. Albeit, it depends on what lense they’re viewed through and what you find acceptable and what you don’t. They act like you’d expect from Koreans culturally except the things like…Thatre genuinely insane and go against human rights, obviously. But some of those things may make them seem like bad people. Some of them also may be morally ambiguous, and easily swayed by their friends this way or that.
Chan
Generally yes, despite his issues, he’s an objectively good person. But he can be very harsh and aggressive, and so blunt that he hurts people and doesn’t necessarily care? Because he’s developed to a point where he’s starting to realize he can’t fault himself when other people complain about things that just aren’t true but it’s also blinded him from the fact that sometimes he has to look at their perspective and explain his reasonings and actions, which can make him seem like a bad person to others. He also overthinks things and forms opinions based on those things. Meaning he can glance at one person and judge/stereotype them very very heavily, and run with that completely. He can also criticize people to the point it’s flat out cruel without realizing it. He’s also very sensitive and emotionally immature. So generally he’s a good person objectively, but subjectively others may beg to differ.
Minho
He’s objectively a good person. He’s solved a lot of his character issues by a lot of inner exploration and thinking deeply about his failed relationships and the reasons for their failure. He’s tried and failed things and he’s learned from what he’s failed. He can be a little vain and moody but he’s compassionate and graceful in the face of those he loves, which is honestly a good thing. He has a strong will and a strong mind, and is constantly growing and probably has someone in his life inspiring this growth. His spirit is very tied to his finances. He likes to be financially stable and independent. Probably the type who wants to be on the level where his family is set for generations. He’s very lucky in that aspect. He also does a lot of charity. But he’s also an overthinker who scrutinizes and judges people a lot. His mind is restless and honestly is probably the type who cannot sleep because his mind is constantly working and working and he’s always thinking. (I can honestly relate. My parents used to get mad at me for it because I’d be trying to sleep then next thing they knew I was in their doorway asking them a random question that came to me. He was probably the same growing up.) he’s never satisfied though. He doesn’t particularly like or find joy in much of anything. (Can relate) and nothing can hold his interest for too long an/or satisfy him. He’s very lucky and probably trusts in the universe a lot. Also I randomly started crying reading this and I was wondering why he’s so uncharacteristically chatty and his energy isn’t as stable as usual so like…Do with that information what you will. He’s, despite what most may think, mildly optimistic. Or at least by nature he is. But that has probably been hammered down into the ground. He’s also very lucky did I mention that? He loves those around him very fiercely and unconditionally. It’s hard for him to even like let alone love someone or something. But once he does there’s no letting go. His love is deep and it’s strong. And he’s always there for others.
Okay I’m getting sidetracked but like some of these cards I don’t think are even on the subject this man is like going through it emotionally. Like he’s DEPRESSED DEPRESSED. I’m talking sobbing, unable to even move or think having a mental breakdown heart racing blood pressure rising whole body trembling thinking he’s dying panic attack. So.
I feel bad.
Despite how volatile and turbulent he is inside, outside he’s serene and is extremely good at keeping secrets. This is the Scorpio coming through. People, even family and friends, only know things about him he wants them to know. Nothing more.
He’s happy with friends and loved ones though. And…Pleasure.
This man can’t go from having mouth diarrhea to having a panic attack to being horny that’s not how that works. Between him and Hyunjin I’m pretty sure I’ll be a leaky faucets the entire reading because WHY AM I CRYING AGAIN? I’m not even sad.
Also Laffy Taffy by D4L randomly came to mind. Dunno if that’s me or him.
Either way we’re done here before III end up with an existential crisis.
What’s also interesting is I started with him not because I necessarily wanted to but I was physically incapable of reading for any of the others first and reading for him kept calling to me.
Do with that what you will.
Changbin
He kind of is. This is another thing where he’s more morally gray because of cultural things. He’s optimistic and compassionate with a lot of trust in the things around him, and the Korean…Bubble in general. He’s also very very lucky. Another whose spirit is…Connected to more material things. But here I think it means worldly attachments, desires, etc. like money and relying on the people around him to feel good. He’s very destructive. Things he does, has done, will continue to do, and will do have, will, and are ruining things for a lot of people. He destroys. I’m getting here he might’ve done something in the past or will do something in the future that may put the entire group at risk. But I’m not about to go into detail about that because I don’t wanna know.
Randomly thought of Beomhan. Which…Coincidentally he had an incident.
He’s a courageous free spirit with a love or life. He’s easily excitable and very very easy to please and make happy. He has a lot of secrets, though, even if he doesn’t outwardly seem like the type who does. He’s very volatile and secretive.
I’ve also been getting some odd hyper fixation with Hyunjin vibes this entire time. Like some parts had that underlying ‘Hyunjin, Hyunjin’. This isnt even the Hyunjin stan in me speaking because I’m never like that and it’s more…Detached. This is coming from Changbin. Either he’s currently obsessed, has done or will do something to him, or has done or will do something with him; either one.
He’s another that’s not easily satisfied. He constantly wants more and more and more and more. He craves it. Specifically affection and attention. I’m getting he may be insecure and craving validation.
He’s very very intelligent and theoretical.
He takes a lot of things for granted and is quick to throw them away for the thrill. People, things, anything. He gets bored when things are too familiar. He loses motivation when things are too easy.
He’s working through some of these issues though. Probably in therapy. (Unwillingly.)
This card popped out with another Hyunjin like underlying energy. Specifically two of chalices. And I’m getting a strong love indicator.
Man why are we hyperfixating on Hyunjin today don’t come for me for this this isn’t even my doing 😭
Hyunjin
True neutral. The good and the bad balance out. I’m also getting compromise here. Like he would’ve been entirely one way or entirely another if he didn’t have one particular person to tell him not to engage in certain behaviors.
So.
Getting this person may have had a Libra moon but that’s not important.
(Got a specific thing here but I’m not about to start shit so imma mind my business 💆🏾‍♀️)
He sees himself as an absolute failure and I’m going to pretend I didn’t get the vibes I got but like…Can someone get this man therapy before he goes off the deep end?
LITERALLY?
Imma shut up now
Anyways, he’s so loving and naive and impulsive. TOO loving and naive and impulsive. To the point where his morals are so easily swayed by those around him. The company you keep is a reflection of you is strong in this one.
He can be more on the conservative side.
He had solid foundations in life and is very very materially secure and values that. He spends money Willy nilly and throws it everywhere not because he’s not good with it but because he simply has the means to. I get the vibes he probably has some very good investments going.
He moves from one thing to the next quickly. He can never stick around. He likes challenges but if he doesn’t perfect it quick enough he throws it away. He doesn’t like things to be easy but he hates when things are hard. It’s like there’s a constant push and pull nothing can ever quite meet.
He’s wise, fair, and open-minded. He cares about how he’s perceived, and is very shockingly very perceptive. He’s also manipulative because he cares so much about how he’s perceived.
He values equality and unity. He also values balance and his close bonds, specifically with his friends.
It reminds me of that lyric that’s like “Cause you only listen to your fucking friends.”
And it’s not a Hyunjin reading if he isn’t oddly horny.
He has a lot of fantasies and delusions. He will make up an elaborate scenario of his partner cheating on him and will become so convinced its intuition he’ll quite literally gaslight himself into thinking he’s right and any and everything the s/o does or says from that point will be twisted into confirmation. This goes for every relationship he has though.
He’s very kind.
He’s healing a lot from old wounds and trauma right now. But healing is also making it all surface and suffocate him. Probably restoring old bonds he probably shouldn’t have
Very impulsive and generous.
He’s been happier because of his group.
And sex. Because of fucking course.
Can you tell I’m already fed up with this reading? 😭
Han
He is. A very generous one at that. Just a very insecure one with 0 self esteem who needs the validation of others to keep himself from being severely and debilitatingly depressed.
He’s helpless and exhausted and can’t focus on anything anymore. His self esteem is probably getting worse and worse. Reminded me of when he had to stop and lay down on stage from what I assume is exhaustion just based on the vibes and body language.
He’s in pain and he’s suffering and there’s a lot of bitter truths here. He also probably wants people to break free of their delusions about him to relieve that pressure. May possibly do something stupid to do that.
But he’s lucky and convinced whatever the hell he believes in will deliver and everything will turn out for the best.
He’s patient, being careful, and working hard in the meantime. Just barely keeping himself afloat. He’s waiting for his chance to be happy.
He has no motivation. He’s burnt out, and taking things for granted and taking unnecessary risks. Which is directly contradicting the earlier statement. I think before is what he thinks he’s doing and this is what’s actually happening.
There’s such heavy emphasis on the sorrow and the pain and the suffering. He’s probably really really depressed right now.
Getting he’s on his knees crying and sobbing and begging for something.
Now I’m crying. I didn’t think he’d be another one to make me cry but I’m crying now and it’s most definitely just from this.
His hope is gone, he’s losing money for some reason, he invested so much into something and it failed, and nothing seems to be going right for him.
He’s impulsive and generous and life is going way too fast for him.
He’s very open and honest and knows how to channel his energy into things.
He’s finding happiness in the group, again. I feel like I’ve gotten this for all of them so far.
Felix
He is, and he hopes he is. Even if his energy is very scattered.
He’s going through a lot of difficulties right now, mentally and physically. There’s a threat to his security in some form.
Someone’s being extremely cruel and aggressive towards him and he’s feeling a lot of shame and guilt because of it, or maybe even doing so to someone he cares for and loves.
He’s trying to heal and lick his wounds but it’s so hard.
Getting heavy Bible and religious imagery here. He strives to apply that to his life because he believes it’ll help him be a better person. Probably praying a lot for the situation to get better.
He’s trying to solve all his issues as well as everyone else’s.
Definitely hiding something though.
Someone’s been indulging in more and more debauchery and it’s scaring him. Overindulging, always drunk and intoxicated. As a form of escapism. And he’s tried to help but he feels so out of control. And the person is probably addicted by now.
He’s restless and anxious. His mind is hyperactive.
He’s feeling more creative though. His will is stronger. So is his enthusiasm for his work.
Again, finding joy in his group.
Seungmin
He is. He’s healing and he has a renewed enthusiasm for life. He’s also reaching more of his potential. But he’s afraid. He’s sabotaging himself and he’s so acutely aware of his limitations:
He’s another whose heart and soul is connected to more worldly things. He’s also very opportunistic and money smart.
He’s lucky and all his wishes usually end up fulfilled, so he’s trusting in the universe at the moment that it’ll deliver for him.
He’s also very compassionate.
He’s content and satisfied with where he is, and I’m getting specifically that he feels very blessed at the moment. And even more generous than normal.
But he’s restless and his mind is running rampant.
He’s also being impulsive.
And I’m getting more of that debauchery and escapism influence here, but more vague because it’s Seungmin.
Jeongin
And finally, Jeongin. He’s a good person.
He knows you always need a balance and compromise in life. He’s balanced with a stable head on his shoulders. But he also stalls things and can be overly passive.
He’s feeling lost. There’s secrets and hidden truths and he’s being forced to hide things he’d rather not be involved with let alone be part of keeping under wraps.
Another who’s probably turning back to religion but not as much as Felix is.
He feels more liberated and rejuvenated now, though. More revitalized.
He’s ambitious and achieving a lot in his work due to his efforts. It he’s also struggling with balancing work and his personal life.
He’s in a lot of pain and suffering right now and there’s a lot around him.
Another who’s very money oriented but good with it.
He’s bored and taking life for granted because it no longer has the same risks.
He’s also being oddly vague which he usually isn’t.
There’s a lot of new things in his life. New feelings and maybe a new s/o. A lot of cameaderie and happiness with his group.
He’s trusting himself more and knows he’s going to overcome. Very disciplined and enduring. Determined he’ll get far.
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dollyhao · 1 year ago
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loser!ellie x bully!reader
summary: ellie upsets reader and takes her punishment like a champ.
cw: cowgirl, bondage
"els take me to the mall tomorrow?" you say not even looking up from your phone, scrolling through insta. its suppose to sound like a question because ellies trying to teach you that you cant be demanding with everything you say. you ignored her when she first said that to you but you took it into consideration, not doing it so often anymore.
ellie is sitting at the bottom of her bed reading a comic book and rubbing your feet thats in her lap. "uh um, actually i cant. i have.. a test, yup a test to study for." you glance up at her with a quirked brow, her face is red and flushed but she always looks that around you so you shrug. "fine" you say rolling your eyes snatching your foot out her hand.
your not upset frfr, you know how important grades are to ellie, which is why shes always so insistent on trying to help you study.
"im staying here tonight." you say taking your pants off leaving you in a shirt and underwear, crawling under her blanket. ellie hums in approval, and joins you spooning you as you both slept.
the next day, you decided to go to the mall with a friend since ellie was busy. yall stopped at a wing place close to campus and see ellie sitting inside with those other losers, dina and jesse. ellie has never blatantly lied to you like this.
you walk over to her fuming. yea, you know the last time she tried to miss plans with you to hang out with friends you said you would block her, but you threaten to block her all the time and never do.
her back is to you when you hit her with your purse, "wtf-" ellie says turning around looking angry and confuse. her face drops when she sees you obviously upset, she looks super guilty. "your such a bitch ellie. dont fucking talking to me." you turn and leave hearing ellie stumbling and asking you to wait behind you.
you get in your friends car arms crossed frowning, "take me home." "no food?" "i lost my appetite." your friend puts the car in reverse just as ellie comes out the restaurant and yall drive off.
your in your dorm when you hear rapid knocks at your door. you get up to open the door already knowing its ellie. "what" "please let me explain" she says hands clasped together with a pleading look on her face. "i dont wanna hear it williams." you say walking away from the open door.
ellie comes in closing the door behind you, getting on her knees in front of you. "please please forgive me. im so so sorry for lying. w-what can i do so you'll forgive me? ill do anything."
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"this isn't fair!" ellie says tears in her eyes. "you said you'd do anything." you say out of breath. your bouncing on her dick with her laying back on your bed hands tied above her head with a pair of your stockings. you refuse to let her touch you or fuck you, basically using her as your own little toy.
"please let me fuck you, i-i can make you feel so so good!" "nope." you say putting two fingers in her mouth so she would be quiet.
you throw your head back leaning over ellie tits all in her face as you keep riding. "fuck ellie." you say taking your spit covered fingers out ellie's mouth rubbing your clit with them.
ellie lets you use her because she feels so so bad for lying to you, she lays still even though it feels like torture. you moan out biting you bottom lip looking down at ellie who looks high, drool dripping out the corner of her mouth.
" ’m close els…" "please cum for me baby." ellie says before catching one of your enticing nipples in her mouth. you fully impale yourself on her dick creaming all over her. you smile down at her rising off her walking over to the bathroom leaving her tied up.
"please tell me you forgive me?"
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fishy-poof-crackers · 16 days ago
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ACEVI WEEK
I believe it's way too early, but with terueden week and drdtxmas, you deserve a big, big heads up!!
IM SO PLEASED TO ANNOUNCE ACEVI WEEK!
Before I get into the prompts, I would like to explain a few rules and guidelines! 
-your submission can be in the form of memes, art, comics, fanfiction, or anything creative as long as it’s acevid and it sticks to the prompts! 
-your submissions can be romantic or platonic— basically whatever as long as it’s acevi-centric. 
-if it wasn’t clear in the above: keep it acevi-centric!! other ships are allowed but acevi should be the main focus!!
-not a rule, but if you do participate, please do support other people’s posts!! this ties into the next point, which is a rule— 
-be respectful to everyone, including, and especially the dev! 
-despair time is a 16+ show. that means spice is allowed, no outright explicit porn. keep it pg 16.
-review the dev’s rules please and apply them to this fan ran ship weekend. i’m especially emphasizing the no ai rule. 
-official tag? #aceviweek2025 please don't use until then!
-be respectful to the ship. you don’t have to ship it, but you don’t have to bring others down. 
-dont use banner without asking me
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Jan 26 - Feb 1
[26] elevators
[27] relaxation
[28] wound care
[29] bittersweet
[30] remorse/regret
[31] unrequited love
[1] free day/lace
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imtrashraccoon · 4 months ago
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Guess who's back
Lolita anon ‼️ (*`▽´*)
An ask for the UT!, US! And UF! Papyri and sanses!
(Since some of the skelies dont have a scarf or bandana thing uhhh, its winter for their part of the ask so they are wearing one since scarfs are required </3)
They were getting ready when S/O walked up to them, gesturing to the scarf saying that they want to do it for them
When they're done they pull back and...
The scarf is tied into a bow
Before they can react they just hear "because you're a gift" and they walk away with a squeaking guinea pig
It isnt until later they realize that was a distraction of the fact they bought a guinea pig
Its named kitty now even though it is not a cat
(#゚Д゚) its 4 AM here though so i need to sleep, bye bye !!! (*´∀`)♪
I always enjoy writing your requests! I must apologize that it took me this long since I was doing the Don't Imagine requests, but it's here now. (Side note: I have a couple of those that still need finishing but I took a small break from writing this week.) I hope you like this.
Undertale: Classic (Sans) & Vanilla (Papyrus)
Classic
He was about to head out to pick up Frisk from school and wouldn't have even put a scarf on if his brother hadn't insisted on it. The cold goes right through him after all... He's a little taken aback when you offer to tie it but he lets you since he likes seeing you happy. Although, the bow is a little...childish. He's not a babybones, okay? He'll wait to untie it until he's out of sight so he doesn't hurt your feelings.
The mild flirting does get him to blush a little. Shucks, he's not sure how to react to that except to make a pun about his presence. He definitely can't untie the bow now, not with how sincere you were. He leaves none the wiser with a bit of a spring in his step.
It's only an hour later that he remembers the guinea pig and realizes that you purposely distracted him. He's still impressed by the pun but he's also not sure why you did it. He doesn't care if you've collected another pet, so long as it's properly looked after anyways. If anything, he just got another nap buddy. Do guinea pigs even take naps? Eh, he'll ask you about it later.
Vanilla
He was on his way to meet Undyne for a "training" session (really just a glorified snow fight) and had started putting on his winter gear when you offered to help. He explains that unlike his brother, he doesn't need assistance with this sort of thing but humours your odd request with a smile. He's a little taken aback when you decide to tie his scarf into a bow but can't deny that he actually likes it. He almost wishes he'd worn his scarf like this as a babybones.
He blushes a little and manages a quiet "nyeheheh", although it takes him a second to realize that you weren't just flirting and also made a clever pun. He's rather impressed that you managed to trick him like that and he'll be thinking of a way to get you back for the rest of the day. He might get a little more flustered than he normally would when Undyne inevitably asks why his scarf is tied the way it is.
He noticed the guinea pig immediately but didn't get a chance to ask about it in the moment. He'll be sure to ask you about it later and will be overjoyed at your name choice. He's also curious about how you care for a guinea pig and wonders if it would be lonely by itself. Maybe you should get it a friend?
Underfell: Crimson (Sans) & Scar (Papyrus)
Crimson
He's of the opinion that he doesn't need a scarf and that he looks silly with one anyways. He's only stepping out for some fresh air and even if the weather does turn, he's been through worse. He only relents when you start to pout and mutters under his breath about how he really should start saying no to you. Unfortunately for you, he absolutely hates the bow and protests that you're going to ruin his reputation. He tears it off immediately and storms out, although it's obvious that he's more embarrassed than angry.
He's blushing but more from embarrassment than your flirting attempt. He'll cool off by the time he gets back but it gives him plenty of time to think of a way to embarrass you in return so you better watch out.
Fortunately, the distraction was very effective and he's completely surprised when he eventually does find out about the guinea pig. He's a little weirded out by it but ultimately deems it not his problem. You've been good about looking after your bunnies so it'll probably be fine. Just, keep it away from him? He's not keen on rodents, even if it's a lot cuter than most are.
Scar
He was about to go check on the goats since one is about to give birth any day now when you offered to help him with his scarf. At first, he didn't understand what you were asking since he knows perfectly well how to tie one. When you still insist on helping him, he gets suspicious but bends down enough so you can reach. He almost laughs when you tie it in a bow and gives you a bit of a patronizing pat on the head. He explains that he's too old for that now but he appreciates your efforts to make him feel special. He unties the bow afterwards and leaves with a smile.
It's only when he's inside the barn that he allows his composure to break. Why do you have to be so cute?! It was a corny attempt at flirting but it still left his soul fluttering. He'll eventually think of a way to respond that is equally as clever.
He noticed the guinea pig but was too focused on remaining in control of his emotions to say anything. He'll casually bring it up later on, possibly catching you by surprise, and make sure you're aware of how much work it can be to look after it. You do know that they're social animals and should have a companion so it won't be lonely, right? And don't even think about putting it in the same enclosure as your bunnies or he'll lecture you about that too.
Underswap: Dell (Sans) & Saffron (Papyrus)
Dell
He was off to work when you stopped him and asked to tie his scarf. He starts to say no but you immediately put on puppy eyes and he can't bear the thought of making you upset. He's a grown skeleton and doesn't normally like being fussed over like this. He blushes at how close you're standing and can't bring himself to look at you directly. The bow really doesn't help him calm down either.
He was already blue in the face but your attempt at flirting only made it worse. He doesn't know how to respond and bashfully rubs the back of his skull. At least he now knows you were being clever and not infantilizing him, intentionally or not. He's pleased as punch while driving to work afterwards and only unties the bow when he arrives.
He was much too flustered to even register that you were holding a guinea pig and only remembered when he got home in the evening. He's ecstatic about the new addition to the household and finds their name rather amusing. He's curious about the differences between a guinea pig and a rabbit so you better be prepared to answer a lot of questions.
Saffron
He only wanted to step outside for a smoke break when you ambushed him and insisted that he wear a scarf. At first, he attempts to weasel his way out of it and makes a few puns to distract you. Unfortunately, you're equally as stubborn and physically loop it around his vertebrae. He relents after that but not without commenting that he's not a babybones anymore. He's actually stunned when you tie the scarf into a bow and stands there silently as you leave.
Once he gets over the shock, he's secretly very impressed. You got him good and he's not so sure he can top that. He ends up playing with the ends of the scarf instead of doing what he originally planned to. You're too good to him and he finds his soul swelling with joy afterwards.
He definitely saw the guinea pig but was too distracted to dwell on it. He'll hide his surprise when you eventually tell him about it but he doesn't mind the new addition. The name gets him to snicker a little and he can't help but ask why you're like this. He's not complaining though; you make his life better just by being in it. He'll pay close attention to how you care for it so you don't have to worry if you aren't able to for whatever reason.
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space-1z-cool · 23 days ago
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arcane s2 spoilers
why i hate cait+caitvi ship. mostly cait. (and no, its not because i hate seeing lesbians winning.)
starting off, Cait was literally one breakup + death of a loved one away from becoming a full on fascist. also i cant just pass over Cait calling Zaunites animals, and literally GASSING THEM (after previously trying ti convince the council to not gas them). also referrjng to vi like "i thought you were one of the good ones", and trying to guilt her into joining the same group that KILLED HER PARENTS. Which by the way, unlike caitlyn's mom, didnt GET a proper funeral. Or any dignity upon their death. Hell, most people from zaun dont usually get to have the closure of a proper funeral from what we see in the show.
So many people in Zaun have gone through what cait has been OR WORSE. And they didnt try to gas marginalize groups.
There are parallels between jinx and cait ofc. But to me the main difference is that Jinx's actions (though not entirely excusable) are explainable by her trauma, by the fact that The council and Enforcers are the direct reason for her and all of zaun's suffering. She bombs her oppressors. Cait mass-gasses the undercity over jinx fighting back. Cait's actions are not explainable by anything other than prejudice.
She does start to have a redemption arc. Which okay whatever fine. But to me, before i change my opinion of her i need to see more proof that she changed other than she's just with Vi now. which probs wont happen cus s2 is over.
They are cute together and im glad vi is happier now, but really???? out of all the hot bitches, you choose someone who started a war against your sister and gassed zaun again??? i question your taste in women my friend.
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kiidcosmic · 2 years ago
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ok im gonna vent in the tags cause im literallt crying in a walgreens parking lot and idk whst else to do ill delete it later or something
hey everyone! (collapses on the floor sobbing)
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ilovechubbieguys · 4 months ago
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please yumi enemies to lovers I NEED it…..didn’t get to vote …..
Omg...YES it tied so i didnt know which to do One to do so im using this as a tie breaker!!! Thank youuu<3333
Also just fyi this is gonna be pretty long and i will have a more extended version on my wattpad acc which ill link at the end and when i do post it on my wattpad i will also link but it might take longer!!
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"AS IF"
Chapter -1
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"God your such an asshole! I dont know why i ever fell for you i shoulda known better."
"Cmon y/n you know you love me"
"As if."
------------------2 weeks before----------------
Y/ns POV
I set the last box down in the living room of my new house i had just moved into. "Finally" i quietly said to myself. I moved all the way from montana to texas just to get away from my family, or just my dad, i suppose..
I sat on the floor of my box flooded house just staring at the ceiling not knowing what to do from here. Where was i gonna work, what if no one would hire me, what if- i cut off my own thought realizing i was thinking into it to much and i be just fine on my own
Though it did worry me and stress me out to a point. Normally, when i was stressed, i smoked, and right now was no exception. So i hopped in my Jeep Wrangler and tried to find the closest smoke shop and headed in not sure what i was even gonna get yet.
I opened the door and say a group of 3 guys laughing loudly and just being annoying. "Great.." i said under my breath. I walked around the small store generally trying to avoid the group of 3, but as i decided what i wanted and turned to walk to the from i was abruptly stopped as i bumped right into a tall guys chest.
"Oh my god im so sorry i wasnt paying attention!" I tried to explain a little scared of the tall figure "no no no its ok its my fault" he replyed quickly, not sure what to say i stand infront of him not saying anything "im issac"
"Oh, im y/n.." you said, looking at your feet. "Those 2 over there are tanner and yumi" he said, pointing at the remaining guys over by the gummies. Yumi? I said it my head. What an unusual name, never head it before. "Oh ok, well, im sorry again for bumping into you," i aay and start to go around the man now known to be issac. "Hey wait uh y/n" he said blocking me from going any further "we where gonna have a get together with a couple other friends ar out house, you should come" i act like im thinking about it " i dont know.." i say since im not sure if i should just go into this strangers house, i don't even know him.
"Here hand me your phone" i give him a confused look "just let me see it real quick" i slowly pull my phone out open it and hand it to him "here" i say quitly. He starts typing on it and hands it back "if you change your mind i gave you my number and texted you my address" i look down at my phone and low and behold there it was. I look at the address and realize its the house directly next to mine
"Ya ill text you.." i say and he walks away along with the other 2 guys he named off as tanner and yumi.
(PART II OUT NOW)
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packet-of-staples · 1 year ago
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Have you always wondered that you really wish that undertale would also gets it’s own adaptation since cuphead and fnaf gets it’s own
(it’s much better if undertale was like a animated series)
(And I really do wish it got it’s own adaptation cause I love the games😔)
I actually hope undertale never gets an adaptation outside of the video game format! The game is so intrinsically tied to the fact that it is a video game I dont know how you would adapt it.
Games like Cuphead, Fnaf and Mario's plots arent as tied to their video game mechanics like Undertale's plot is.
Entire plot points and characters just would not work (Like Flowey's entire character, resetting, choosing to spare or kill etc.). The whole story hinges on what you the player chose to do and that gets thrown out the window when you are watching something.
The active role the player has in shaping the story by sparing or killing cannot be replicated by a passive watching audience. Not in a way I think has the same impact anyway. Your choices are what make Undertale what it is.
Sure the story its self is very good! Outside of the mechanics. But a lot of the emotional battles like Asriel, Omega Flowey, Sans or Asgore are so inextricably tied to flipping the mechanics you have learnt on its head to illicit a reaction (see, Asgore breaking the Mercy button in a pacifist run through. You cannot spare him despite having done so for every other character. This is shocking to the player and I dont think it could work the same in a different format).
Or okay let's take the entire Omega flowey fight. What save points is he drawing back on to move you or kill you over and over when it is in film format? Who's save file does he discard when you cant make a save file when watching a movie? How about when he crashes the game after you die? How would you implement that into a film? You really cant.
How would you explain the ethics around resetting if you are unable to actively reset? You would not be able to relate to Flowey, get that gut punch in genocide when you realise you have become just like him after resetting and slaughtering all of your friends. When watching a tv show or movie YOU are not doing anything, the character on the screen is, you are just an onlooker with no ability to alter the story.
Toby wants it to feel like you're playing with these characters like toys you can discard, love or damage whenever you want and makes you think about the ethics around that. Characters in a video game feel a lot more like playing with toys than watching a film does, because in a video game you are able to make an impact on what they say or do. While in a film characters have a set script, you have no impact, there are no choices you have to make aside from keep watching.
Undertale's Metanarrative is woven into it's very being. By separating it from the video game format I feel like you are just gutting it of what made it special in the first place. You would have to rework it so much, I feel like you'd might as well just write a whole new story.
Does this make sense? Its 1 am while I'm writing this so I hope I'm not talking in circles.
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habitsbf · 25 days ago
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hi, I really like your account and you always post very interesting things! I would have loved to ask you to explain the seven trials of Habit because since am very new to everymanhybrid and i just cant understand it and i know that it probably plays a big part in the lore
(Sorry if this dosent makes sense i cant really write in english so i used google translation)
AHHH YAY IM GLAD YA THINK SO :D EverymanHYBRID is a pretty confusing series to get into. theres a LOT going on in it and im more than happy to help you understand better!! ALSO SORRY THIS RESPONSE IS SO LATE </333 ive been kind of out of it lately, but im back now!! i can only go so long without posting about HABIT...
the seven trials of HABIT is a tournament that HABIT hosted a couple years ago. everyone involved in the tournament was assigned a new name under "Rabbit #XXX" and 231 participants were accepted into the trials. this included ryan (rabbit #001) who was the first one eliminated, jeff (rabbit #002), evan (rabbit #003), vinny (rabbit #004), and at the time jeff told alex that he forbidden from joining the trials, but alex ignored jeffs warning and joined anyways under rabbit #231. the other participants were viewers at the time who could join via email, but not everyone who sent in an application was accepted into the tournament.
HABIT eventually created his own Twitter account (SEVENTRIALS) and officially welcomed all the rabbits to the tournament. he then divided them all into 3 groups: angora, english lop, and netherland dwarf, which are all breeds of rabbit. the groups were divided by numbers, 1-77 were angoras, 78-154 were english lops, and 155-231 were netherland dwarfs. each group was set to hold 77 members (its clear the number 7 is important to HABIT for some reason, it appears a lot here)
what is the purpose in all this? what is the purpose of the trials? well you see, we dont know exactly. theres been multiple speculations surrounding the purpose and we dont have a real canon verified answer for it.
one thing i would like to mention is a lot of what takes place in the trials matches up to how cults function. a lot of cults require their members to do things that will strip the members of their former lives in order to make them ready for a new path. im gonna list a few examples ↓
TRIAL ONE: the rabbits had film themselves burying a cherished item of their choice.
"LEAVE YOUR LOVED ONE BEHIND."
they had to part with a beloved possession that was important to them in some way. im not sure what jeff buried, but i know evan buried the prettiest knife he had, vinny buried his special edition of ocarina of time, and alex buried a bullet he shot with his dad.
"I REALIZE YOU MAY HAVE LIVES. THAT IS UNFORTUNATE. AND WILL CHANGE."
TRIAL TWO: when congratulating the rabbits who successfully passed trial one, HABIT says "GREAT, YOUVE BURIED SOMETHING. ALL YOU HAVE DONE IS LOST ONE MORE THING THAT MAKES YOU HUMAN."
TRIAL THREE: the rabbits have to lose a friend "BY ANY MEANS NECESSARY."
"DO NOT TELL THEM WHY YOU ARE DOING THIS. BLAME IT ON THEM."
the rabbits dont even get to go by their own names, which is required in some cults. some cults make their members change their names as a way to sever ties with their past identity.
whenever the rabbits do something, he wants them to state and make it known "HABIT MADE ME DO IT."
HABIT hasnt said anything about this publicly, but HAS addressed it in 2 private chats he had with some of the rabbits. in the first conversation HABIT stated the purpose of the trials was simply "BODY COUNT", but in the other conversation HABIT stated the trials would come to and end when the last rabbit was eliminated, regardless of whether he had reached the seventh trial.
ALRIGHT THATS ALL IM GONNA LIST i definitely left some details out, but i just wanted to go over the gist of it and give a decent amount of info since this post was getting too long. if i listed every single thing that took place within the trials, this post wouldve been SUPER MASSIVE 😭 buuut if youre still curious about anything, feel free to shoot an ask my way :D
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Zuko working at a cafe.. Part 2
Summary: After working together on a project you invited him out to a cafe to celebrate
So unlike him to smile, actually I didn't even think he was capable of that, but hey! live and learn.
Zuko's face falls as his eyes flicker with realization. He replied "Sorry No." He sent me an apologetic look as he started to walk away again.
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"Hey! what?" I called out to him, following not far behind. "What?" He replies, not even bothering to turn his head.
"Well I would've thought you would give me an explanation?"
He looks at me with a deadpan expression, "What? Explanation for what?"
We continued walking along the sidewalk, as I tried to budge out of him an answer, sure it wasn't really our business.. but it was really fun to annoy him.
"I offered to hang out at an awesome cafe! I find it very suspicious of you to decline.." I replied, rubbing my chin slightly with my hands, as If I was thinking.
"Are you meeting up with someone?"
"What? No– I.. Why would you even think that?!" He exclaimed, crossing his arms together as he scoffed, walking a little bit faster.
"Ooh interesting reaction!"
"Argh! Don't you have something better to do?"
I caught up to him, as I smiled in response, "Nope!" he rolled his eyes, turning his head to me. "If you must know–"
"–I have work"
Silence followed as I stared at him blankly, before bursting out in laughter. Zuko got more annoyed as he turned straight ahead, "Seriously?!"
"Wait– Pfft! I'm sorry–" I try to explain, still a bit lightheaded from laughing, as I held my stomach briefly before taking a huge sigh.
I heard him scoff as I followed his pace, "I just– I didn't expect you to be working" his face looked puzzled as he looked at me.
"What? What do you mean by that?"
"I mean– I never would have guessed you would work a day in your life! Is the money good?"
His face shifted into one of uncertainty as he answered, "I don't get paid, if that's what you're implying."
"What? So wait– its charity work?" I replied looking at him dumbfounded, and I could swear I saw a smile on his lips as I said that.
"You can say that, but I prefer to call it family business."
I fell quiet for a moment as I tried to grasp my head around the new found fact about Zuko and his somewhat mysterious life.
"Aren't you going to your silly cafe? Why are you still following me"
I scrunched my nose at his comment as I retorted, "Dont flatter yourself, I am going to the cafe, which happens to be this way."
I could feel him staring at me before turning his focus back to the road, "What cafe was it again?" Zuko asked, his hands falling into his pockets.
"Uh.. The Jasmine Dragon, Why?"
"You've got to be kidding me.." He replies, his voice so low I could barely catch what he said. "What?"
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"Wait.. do you work at the Jasmine Dragon?!"
"Shut up." His voice was quick to shut your teasing down, turning his head slightly away, so you couldn't see the obvious flustered state he was in.
Zuko would have never thought to have his private life be exposed today, frankly to have even come this far without being discovered by the other students were incredible by itself.
"You didn't tell me you worked here!"
"Why should I." Zuko replied almost immediately, making me turn my head to him.
"I went here a couple of times already, how come I didn't see you?"
"Pure luck."
A huge grin on my face as I replied, "Guess your luck ran out!"
"Uncle! Quit staring at the customer!"
The man, presumably his uncle just laughed, his voice echoing from behind the counter, "I'm sorry Zuko, but I am just surprised is all."
"Surprised at what? I didn't do anything!" Zuko whispered as he continued to wipe the front counters, trying to keep quiet as to not let you hear.
"Well I didn't think you'd bring a Lady friend–" his uncle laughed and glanced over him, an embarrassed expression on his face, Zuko held his breath like a child.
I watched the interaction unfold, before bringing my attention back to the window. The shop was fairly quiet this time of day, I wonder why that is?
My train of thought was broken, when suddenly the man walked right up my table with a warm smile on his face.
"uncle!–"
"Hello dear, I hope you're enjoying your food?" The man asked, his hands kept in a poised manner as he looked at me. "Oh, yes! It was delicious."
He nodded at my response, turning his head back briefly before shifting his attention back to the conversation, "Forgive me if I'm rude.. but I saw you entering with my nephew.."
"–Could you be his girlfriend by any chance?"
I was taken aback by the bluntness his uncle had, straight to the point I see. I choked back my cup of tea, as I looked at him in a panic
"Oh! Oh– Geez no, its not like that!" I replied, setting my cup down as I waved my arms in defence. For a split second I could've sworn I saw his smile falter for a moment.
"We're just.. We're partners– project partners." He nodded, following my movements carefully. "Do you mind?" The man asked, gesturing the seat in front of me.
I shook my head, grabbing my cup as the man took a seat. "I see.. then forgive me for speculating, it's just that my nephew doesn't usually bring friends here"
Friends? Are we friends? Thats debatable.
The man continued his sentence, "I'm just really excited to finally see him break out of his shell!" He exclaimed.
He continued to fawn over Zuko, and boy how much did this man love him. His face was filled with so much excitement and endearment towards his nephew.
I was beginning to wonder if this man really was blood related to Zuko. The huge contrast between him and his uncle was Drastic, to say the least.
"..I'm so glad Zuko has a friend like you, you seem like such a nice person!" His face looks at me for a moment, "I never got your name young miss..?"
"Oh, its Y/N.. and thank you Sir–" my voice cuts off as the man interjects, "Please, call me Iroh."
I nodded, "Iroh.. your nephew has been... something of an experience" I replied, trying to find a better word to explain Zuko, but it was not an easy task.
Iroh belly laughed, his voice echoing in the quaint little cafe. "Oh, believe me, I know. Ive dealt with him a lot back home."
I could only chuckle in response, "–But I am truly grateful you gave my nephew a chance." His eyes glanced downward at the cup of tea on the table.
"People are like tea leaves. Some seem bitter and cold at first.." his voice trails off, turning his head slightly at the counter behind him, the sight of his nephew came into view.
"But when you take the time to steep them, you discover their true warmth and sweetness." Iroh's face darted immediately back at me, with a warm smile he spoke one more.
"Thank you for giving him a chance Y/N." His tone was clear and sincere, he truly loves his nephew. And it was kinda sweet to see how much he would talk about him.
The sudden door chimes shook me out of my thoughts as I glanced over the open door, a few teenagers entered, their loud chatter engulfing the once quiet shop.
And much to Zuko's surprise, Iroh didn't immediately rush towards the guests. Earning a groan from the boy, as he begrudgingly dragged his body along, walking towards the group of girls.
"Shouldn't you help him?" A hint of enjoyment seeing the whole interaction unfold. Iroh chuckled slightly as he replied, "Don't worry, he can handle it."
We both watched in silence at the table across from us, the sight of Zuko obviously being overwhelmed by the amount of questions they had asked.
"What's your best tea– or better yet, what's your favorite?"
"Whats your name cutie?"
"Do you come with the menu, cause you're a treat."
The last one wasn't even about the cafe, I dont know why, but hearing that irked me. Maybe it was because I felt sort of bad watching him get massacred by their questions.
I guess my face was too easy to read, seeing as Iroh had been staring at me the whole time I had been thinking.
"Penny for your thoughts, Y/N?" Iroh's voice startled me as I snapped back into reality. A sheepish grin on face as I try to come up with an excuse.
"Just thinking.. about school" his eyes studied my expression, "I see.." Iroh belly laughed once more before continuing. "For a moment there, I thought you were thinking about my nephew."_
A nervous chuckle left my mouth as, I dart my eyes across the room, "Why would you think that.." I tried to keep cool, but the trembling in my voice made it hard to do so.
"Ease up, I was only teasing."
A light gasp escaped my lips, I let out a sigh of relief I didn't even know I was holding. Iroh began to speak once more.
"Perhaps I should go ahead and help him.." standing up as he said those words. I watched him walk towards Zuko, patting him on the shoulder to signal he would take care of it.
I watch his posture relax, as he walks away with a weirdly strong grip on his apron. Looking down on the table, I realize the empty tea set still on the desk.
Deciding it was probably best to take your leave. The bountiful amounts of homework you still had were waiting for you back home.
You gathered up your stuff, walking towards the counter, reaching out of your purse to pay.
"You're leaving?" Zuko's voice startles you as you glance up to see him staring behind the counter.
"–Oh. Yeah, I still have a lot of things to do." I replied, handing him the amount as well as the coupon I had. Your fingers linger a bit, the way your hands sort of felt warmth in the places he touched.
"–Your uncle makes pretty good tea.."
"Yeah.."
Awkward silence fills the air, as he rings up your order. "Thanks." I replied, turning around as I slowly made my way out the door.
The door chimes rang as I opened it slowly, feeling the soft gentle breeze hit my face as I walked out.
"–Wait!" Zuko yelled out from behind, turning around as you saw him run towards you. Stopping in my tracks as I looked at him confused.
His breath hitched as he caught up to you, "Take.. this." Zuko replied, his voice a bit airy from the running. His hand raised out for me to take.
Another coupon.
"What's this for?"
"Uncle told me to give this to you, he says he'd love for you to stop by once in a while.. whatever that means." The last few words were incoherent, my eyes blinked in confusion but decided not to press further.
"Oh, Thank you!" I replied, a big smile on my face as I accepted his offer, taking the coupon off his hands.
"Yeah, you're welcome.." Zuko replied, folding his hands profusely and I could've sworn I saw him smile.
Waving goodbye to the boy, as I went on my way. I looked at the coupon in my hand, and I felt a small smile crept up my lips.
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Ok i lowkey dk what I wrote here cause I felt like I jst blacked out while writing. I have a couple of ideas planned, more abt zuko but it might be a while for me to updatee
A/N: not proofread lmk if there are any spelling mistakes, I wrote this sleep deprived.
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growling · 6 months ago
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due to being both aromantic and aplatonic i feel pretty "eh" to both concepts of friendships and relationships/couples in media (and in real life too but i'm more. discreet about it) which makes interacting with fandom works and such.. pretty frustrating at times
im more averse to romance in real life than in fiction ill have to admit, like, most ships i don't mind. im still more able to engage in shipping in my free time, but that might be because, like, when i ship characters i don't really... do it in a romantic sense i just mash them together, i like deeper bonds/relations/connections like that, and "ship" is a pretty easy term to apply to it as and kinda accurate, i don't know, hard to explain. but when theyre depicted to do traditionally romantic things together or just put emphasis on looooove and go all dovey-eyes in fanart then i must leave. i had enough i have assessed the situation and im leaving
but. i also don't like friendships in fanworks. which sucks so much because this is what, like, most other people that don't like romance gravitate to too!! and they put.. so much, like, moral stuff into liking it too like, saying that if you dont appreciate platonic relationships enough then that means allonormativity rotted your brain or something. many other aro & non-aplatonic people just go "romantic ships are so overdone so heres more art and works where characters are just allowed to stay friends, maybe even friendships are just superior anyway" and like i am happy for you don't get me wrong go enjoy what you like but.... friendships just always make me go "ewww". and unfortunately i cannot just choose not to see it either, platonic relationships are never tagged or anything except on ao3 or something. a lot of media/content (god i hate that term for fanworks..) by aros for aros just focuses on platonic love & relationships instead and sorry i cannot relate and the growler feels a bit alienated. not many people even know that aplatonic people exist anyway and if they do then they dont have the best opinion of us.
so like, god i hate clarifying this i feel like it goes without saying but whatever i don't want to get accused of hurting peoples feelings by saying this: i am not saying to stop making fanfics of platonic relationships or that if you like friends in fiction then i think ur lame or something. im just saying that this is one part of fandom i just, cannot really like. not just fandom either. friendships are everywhere i swear and there is no way for me to avoid those either, and if i ever voice that it repulses me, i get treated like a freak even by spaces that are supposedly aroace & sex/romance-repulsed friendly and yeah it kinda sucks .
anyway friendships are overrated i don't want friends i want evil advisors, loyal goons and homoerotic rivals and fucked up hero-villain and whumper-whumpee pairs and even more fucked up guys with their fates forever entwined and bonded for life close in the way rats tied at their tails are even as they desperately pull and scratch and bite to get away is that too much to ask
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sempsimps · 8 months ago
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Gregory Violet head cannons + NSFW
Season 4 of black butler has me thinking about a certain emo (Gregory not ceil but check out my friend @serve-corps if your into that) but like omfg he's so fine what for and like man wears lipstick I just he's so adorable I've never wanted to own the manga more in my life he's so- I should stop but like aaaaaa so this is head cannons mixed with actual cannon that was on the fandom wiki so that's fun I was thinking of writing a full story later but for now....
this is head cannons, and at the bottom, I'll have a warning for my nsfw thoughts. lol, just remember you're responsible for your Internet consumption, but before i get into this, it's all my opinions. Don't take it as gospel or anything like that, im having fun, alright? okay then.
Little head cannons
-he likes poetry. He gives that vibe like come on...(literally an hour later) Okay, so like, just seen a manga page of him drawing a jabberwocky around ceil like a sleep paralysis demon. a little back story on this particular poem is "a nonsensical poem about the killing of the jabberwocky" in 1871, apparently. this is very relatable to ceil and Gregory alike and like Google it for real (so like I was completely right about that and I didn't even know)
he smells like a mix of charcoal and acrylic paint like dusty but kinda nice, ya know (i go back to this further down)
-why dose he seem like he has autism, i cant explain it but, i have it to, so I'm not trying to be rude, but the bowtie he wears is like a normal tie but looser and nicer. and i hate ties, so i feel that in my soul. he also seems like he wouldn't like synthetic material idfk. also social situations suck, his voice is mostly monotone and quite, its not the typical "not understanding cues or not getting jokes" but its more like a social anxiety thing, and that's usually diagnosed with autism i think? (I'm not a doctor i don't really know. Maybe I'm projecting here a little)
-he's like defo bi or pan or perhaps an ace group. I'm not that educated on that lgbtq+ aspect apologies but that's the vibe (again, that's my opinion)
Dating head cannons male or female [brackets if pointed to someone with tits lol]
-bones. Need I say more? I like bones and rocks soooo be like, otters give him a bone (not like that-) or rocks he strikes me as a rock guy like smooth ones. idk how, but just get one he deserves it.
-painting dates if you struggle, he can easily guide you through it, his hand gently moving to help you use the right brush stroke. he's clearly more skilled in pencil/charcoal works, though we haven't seen much else [that takes skill and I take art like damn that's difficult]
-So apparently the sun and dancing makes him dizzy (it was on the fandom wiki) so definitely have water on hand and well he doesn't seem like the type to like anything plain becuse of the drink mixing so water is a no go to boring and i get that so grab one of those ball tea infusers and make flavoured water he can put the flavours in it like idk lemon slices and let it sit in the water maybe add suger (wait thats just flat lemonade lol whatever I'm a genius ik don't flatter me)
-stolen hoodie? Nah, stollen emo robe looking ass. it seems everyone in purple house has one, and well, yall could swap, or ya know, just wear his. if he has another obvious man is never seen without it, it could be a comfort for him. but like, he seems like he would have a bigger one, and it would smell so nice like charcoal and acrylic paint (that i mentioned earlier). Don't question it, but you can smell that, right? but there's a hint of passion fruit becuse he's trying for you (aw how cute) you can not tell me he doesn't like perfume and like its either passion fruit or cola adjacent like i know it probably wasn't around at the time but like you can see it (maybe i based this on a meme i found but shush)
-you paint each others nails need i say more? and even if you dont like/want to, he would just like to take time off with you to do his own or you do his. oh my god, I just remembered he wears eyeliner the same thing, but he likes you doing it. For some reason, you're better at it, and he doesn't want panda eyes.
-sneaking out at late to hide behind the boarding house, to just chill or chat, looking at the stars. It's a nice area, but yall gotta dodge the house master most of the time. Still, a little thrill never hurt nobody, just maybe given a Y or two if you're caught.
-hiding in your shoulder when the sun or people get too much to deal with. (I feel that so much)
-Gregory is a mix when it comes to pda. Overall, he doesn't like it could be a little overwhelming for him, but when yall with the other prefects, he might hold your hand, he's trying, and we love him for it.
-Gregory seems to observe his friends a lot, and so i think he truly values any relationships he has with anyone. on a whole, he usually draws people that are around him, like ceil, and i think i seen one of Lawrence. (idk i don't have the manga) so i think he would have a lot of sketches of you, be it in his work as doodles, or fully fledge charcoal drawings, maybe even a painting. but he values and enjoys being with you a lot.
-little snacks like fruit and chocolate almost like a picnic in the swan gazebo, but ya know not sharing with everyone unless Gregory wants to, also the fact your with the others in the swan gazebo is becuse, 1 your allowed to be there they've invited others before, 2 you get along with the prefects and drudges and they really don't care, 3 your either his drudge or the first two already applied before hand so you both seen no point in doing that.
okay, so i can't think of anything else wholesome to put down, and i just can't stop thinking, so now this is the warning I REPEAT NSFW BEOYNED THIS POINT!! ALSO HE IS 18-19 ACORDING TO GOOGLE
NSFW head cannons
- some general things, he's a switch or power bottom idk but i can see it so much he prefers you on top, though
-favourite body part would be chest. tits or not [but defo would love them so much like a stress toy] or the space between shoulder and neck, to hide in and bite....(he is a wolf lmao)
-right, so first off lipstick. oh my god... imagining it smeared in places and having prominent marks on your body made by him, like hickeys but removable. and like after he gives head, it would get so messed up on his face or you and just kissing him with it like that, getting some on your lips... (jesus, i need to touch grass)
-he likes art obviously, and well going back to the lipstick and hickeys, he wants to see what colour they turn, your like a brand new canvas just begging to be painted on by him, and honestly vice versa he's too pretty not to mark up..... (no comment)
-this is an all boys school they most likely don't have sex ed here and so you would have to teach him what to do but once he knows it kinda clicks right ya know [another reason i think he would just love titties becuse he wants to learn and i mean like he would get kinda fascinated with them] also he would be really sensitive in general and that's a great advantage to top (but hey you didnt hear that from me 0^0)
okay then that was that and ive run out of ideas now and i need to get this out of me ive got like 2 more things to write about this emo becuse i love and relate to him so much anyway hope that was good i try to be accurate even though this is head cannons and not real at all im still trying to be in character sorry if my writing sucks :)
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PLEASE TELL ME YOUR PHONEPAD AU
oh BOY!! this is exactly what i needed today thank you anon … an opportunity to rant about something that makes me happy as a distraction!!!!! YAY!!
also anon you should like…lmk who u are…us phonepad shippers need to band together also ill send you phonepad content i make that i dont post…🤭🤭
anywho. my phonepad au!!! read abt it under the cut …
it is called. ii: throwback thursday 😋
for context - this goes heavily off canon as it is a humanized au and uhh there’s family dynamics i’ll need to explain and whatnot ILL GET INTO IT!! this is gonna be a long post
OK SO!! it doesn’t just involve phonepad … it’s an au with MULTIPLE ships 😈😈 which include phonepad (obvs), wiretap (4s x toilet), mecin3gs (mecintosh x 3gs), and ballcobs 😋
wait ok more context this takes place in the 90s and during everyone involved (except cobs, ballpoint, 3gs, and mecintosh)’s highschool years . also takes place in new york, but like . suburban ny. not nyc .
lemme explain the families rq first.
3gs, 4, and 4s are all brothers, living with cobs as a single father 😋! 3gs and 4 have a 7 year age gap, and 4 and 4s have a 2 year age gap
there’s no set ages but i do usually set this around 4’s junior or senior year of hs, which would make him around 16/17, making 3gs around 23/24, and 4s around 14/15 . 3gs is in college !
mepad is an only child!! he’s also adopted 😋!! his bio parents gave him up around age 3, but it doesn’t bother him much . he’s the same age as mephone and is in the same grade
toilet is a family friend of the cobs family!! 4 is forced to hang out w him even though he finds him very annoying . he is a grade below 4, and is in the same grade as 4s . he’s also around 14/15 in most cases
mecintosh is just some guy he has no connection to the cobs family other than 3gs . he’s in college too btw. goes to the same college as 3gs
i say “in most cases” regarding age since sometimes i like to write and draw stuff that takes place earlier in time - like 4’s freshman or sophomore year of hs . but most of the time its junior/senior
ANYWAYS!
mepad and mephone met in sophomore year. mepad moved to mephone’s school in freshman year, and they met via mepad being a tutor for mephone !! mephone is not a very good student. usually c’d and d’s with the occasional b or a in his electives, sleeps in class and skips on occasion, is nice enough to his teachers but is not a suck up by any means. mepad is a straight A student , goody two shoes , teachers pet , but well liked as a person in school. not as in he’s popular, he’s just like the “nice kid” that no one really has anything against. mephone is not well liked in school, he’s not completely hated but he’s not cool. gets bullied a fair bit, but he has his little group of friends.
speaking of them, he’s in a band w them!
his band is actually an early version of spoiled lemon , with starfruit on vocals, mephone on lead guitar and backup vocals (lead vocals on occasion), guava on drums, lemon on bass, and pineapple on rhythm guitar !!
i don’t have a name for them yet but they wouldn’t be called spoiled lemon . but yeah it’s essentially an early version of spoiled lemon
BACK TO MEPHONE AND MEPADDD😋😋
mephone pretty much fell for mepad immediately. he’d seen him around school before he started doing tutoring with him and thought he was attractive, but was obviously too much of a pussy to go up to him. also he has no rizz so it wouldn’t have worked out anyways.
once he started doing tutoring w him, it went from like a minor hallway crush to a whole THING. lil bro ain’t getting NO studying done!!
mepad likes mephone too, but he doesn’t fall as fast as mephone, he def ends up being very much crushing on him, but only after a bit of tutoring him and learning more about him and stuff . after that he’s just as deep in this as mephone is 💔
cobs doesn’t really let mephone have people over, and mephone wants to be away from home as much as possible, so he starts taking more time to get “tutoring” outside of school, aka, going to mepad’s house after school . at first it actually is just more tutoring outside of school but it quickly becomes just mephone and mepad hanging out at mepad’s place … and ofc eventually ends up as their after school homo gay time ❤️❤️
also. mephone is absolutely a bad influence on mepad LOLZZZ he starts convincing him to sneak out and stuffs after they get closer.
oh yeah. mephone is a total rule breaker.
he started driving both before cobs let him and before he was legally able to … he sneaks out all the time … lies about where he’s going to cobs … just … yeah .
mepad is also a good influence on mephone though, he does actually help him get his grades up a bit ❤️❤️❤️
anyways yeah. um. that’s a cutesy little overview of my au ❤️❤️❤️
oh and regarding cobs’ parenting…don’t think that because ballcobs is a thing here that he’s chill w gay ppl…or that he’s a good dad…
he is neglectful and abusive just as always yall. the ballcobs situation is a clay puppington situation (for my ppl who know moral orel) okay 💔💔💔
3gs as the oldest sibling took on a very parental role to 4 and 4s before he left for college because cobs didn’t
YAY!!! anon you should totally like msg me so i can tell u even more in depth abt this and send u unposted stuffssss…😋😋😋
oh also these r kind of old but here’s designs i made for mephone and mepad. need to make everyone else’s designs
they’re literally from like july ok cut me some slack also ignore the years written LOLZZZZ
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