#like r u kidding me the stuff from my source genuienly kinda messed me up and i have nightmares about suffocating all the time
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ok im gonna vent in the tags cause im literallt crying in a walgreens parking lot and idk whst else to do ill delete it later or something
hey everyone! (collapses on the floor sobbing)
#i literally cannot handle the grief i feel every single day like first off obviously both my parents are dead#and also im in a different world and i can never go home and i just have to process ill never be home ever again#and ill never see my friends. or papa g. ill never do ANY of thw things i used to love doing#also i dont know how to explain the overwhelming grief knowing in this universe there may not be anything out there. and we are alone#and that makes me feel so alone and sad because it used to be so full of life and so many different people and now its just. gone#forever. and i have to live with it#i have tk live with a life that isnt even mine. in a body that isnt mine. with people that i barely know#i want to go home so bad#i have ti stress about things like a job and collage projects and money management and moving houses and our stupud car that i hate#this stupud body is 19 im NOT. im literally 12years old and i havent even processed the stuff thats happened to me#like r u kidding me the stuff from my source genuienly kinda messed me up and i have nightmares about suffocating all the time#its my most reoccuring nightmare. and i KNOW its from when i was suffocating in space#i would literally kill someone for just 10 minutes at home. just ONE hug from papa g.#it eats me up inside and i cant help but constantly feel like i dont want to exist#idk. i just need to get my thoughts out somewhere i guess#vent post#idk
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