#that being said she is SO back in style
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zomg... the girls! Sketched out! And a few characters I never showed designs for! haha! I keep thinking about the beach, so this is their swimwear.
I hope to make a full fledged drawing for all of them soon~ then the guys~~
Some newbies are: Aura (blue!) Katya (Gold!) and more of Verra (Green!) We'll eventually see more about them as I draw more things and doodles.
#Because I realized I never drew the girls as much as I did the guys#I used to exclusively draw women until I figured out how to draw men... I then awoke drawing nudethaniel and speedo vincent#so we're reeling it back a little#Ryoko Kui said she draws her oc's outfits in modern times to see how the different characters would dress. I thought about it- it definitel#says a lot about your character!#Monica is REALLY tall. And muscular! with a strong ability! no wonder she's taken down armies! She doesn't care to swim much but will use#a rashguard to swim in.#Sera is copying her style a bit but thankfully owns an actual wetsuit. Feels like home considering how her aerodynamic armor is designed#Sonia is sonia. She seductively asks Vincent to help her put sunscreen on... Only to be met with an albinoid man's journey to sun poisoning#He eventually gets greased in sunscreen and aloe vera after what feels like hours of nagging him. (it was forty five minutes.) Sorry Sonia.#Some things cannot be changed. When he did eventually look at her body he laughed at her ass being out rather than think anything naughty.#Not girl Summer. Vincent did end up helping her with the sunscreen though. “Lmao you can't do this yourself or something?” ruined the magic#Karin tailored her swimwear. She bedazzles her arms with accessories <3 Her nail polish can detect drugs <3 & cyanide caps in her earring <#Poor Katya is a supermodel but is way too thin... Strohl doesn't say it.. But he's worried. She makes way too much money to want to quit.#Verra is in rabbit mode because her summon LOVES to swim and hey who is she to halt its fun?#Aura is pretty modest and prefers to meditate in the water or by the shore away from all of the roughhousing. Nate and Strohl join at time#They kind of freak out when she starts floating though. Or invoking the elementals of the seas. The guys are both areligious. Awkward.#Especially when the waves start to get a little rowdy minutes later. Strohl is torn between considering religion and asking for a tutorial.#ark_systema
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shogun (book) does the 'characters speaking in multiple languages' thing the best ive ever seen its so fuckign. the 'defaults' are typically either portugese or japanese and so those are written normally, with the exception that the japanese we hear from blackthornes perspective is either unintelligible (not direct quotes) or short words and phrases that he picks up (things like wakarimasuka and kinjuru are written just like that, and we the english reader learn what they mean as blackthorne does, so dont need translations evey time). japanese when heard from a japanese character's perspective is written in normal english, because its still the default, its their first, usually only, language. but it gets funky when youre speaking, say, latin, which they do sometimes. because blackthorne knows it fluently, but its not his first language (though neither is portugese) and its not the one he uses the most. so its written recognizably to us, an english-speaking reader, but in a way that makes it clear it is NOT portugese (default). so its written in this kind of old-englishy very elaborate style, with thees and thous and -ith at the ends of verbs and even just a different grammatical structure than normal english. "who giveth the sign? with importance it should be given quickly." <- not a sentence that comes naturally to english but it is A: recognizable as of the meaning and B: clearly Different. it signals theyre speaking latin even when the whole book is written in English and i think its NEAT
#shogun#im really liking this book dude. its a really interesting style but i dig it#the perspective hops around a bunch but most modern books split it cleaner#this chapter is from A perspective and this chapter is from B perspective OR you get a mix of everyone at once (true omniscent)#but this isnt either of those. it flips between character's minds without clear indication when the flip happens#so u read a chapter that starts from blackthorne's perspective and halfway through it switched to mariko's and you can only tell because#the narration now includes knowledge of what is being said in japanese. and then it switches to toranagas and youre seeing him think about#whatever plan hes concocting and then its back to mariko and she doesnt have all the information you just learned#there was a chapter with all the portugese priests together and it flipped between them so much and they got way into like. backstory shit#and thinking about what happened to get them here what they think should happen next and they didnt all agree#and its not CONFUSING but it is confusing sometimes. u understand#its really interesting tho i like it a lot#and also i actually like blackthorne more in the book than in the show. in the book hes worse#hes more brash and messy and selfish and hes just more of a dickhead and hes more clueless#all things he is in the show but they sanded him down a bit to make him a better love interest/main character#which is TRAGIC. hes so sucks in the book hes more fun and interesting. i like eet
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20 years later, the mercury have not changed lmao
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#phoenix mercury#i can't believe this guy doesn't have any storm merc games uploaded but w/e#it was a good game actually#the wild thing is that dt is like th 4th option for most of this game#and at season's end she was first in points first in stocks first in assists second in rebounds and first in field goals for the team#not everyone can be that person.......#obviously there is a different pace and style of play#also again it is wild that the merc shock and mystics all finished at .500 but the merc missed the playoffs#bc there were more teams in the western conference#that being said it is impressive as hell that they won the title the first time they made the playoffs since 2000#tamara moore is also interesting as a player bc she too is a guard but i feel like at least in this game#she moves so similarly to dt and she's wearing the knee socks and a bun#and they handle the ball similarly you know how dt loves to palm the ball moore does a similar thing#and dt has not changed the way she's moved in 20 years so it's not tough to id her#so penny's not in the game she's at an aus camp but in the july 5 game vs the sparks she and anna deforge are both in#and they are also very similar looking in 240p#plus penny as we know is 13 anna is 30 so they both have the 3#fun fact this is also the first tech of her wnba career#it's not a fun one tho#but you watch these early games and you see why she has to fight with the refs so much#Oh and another thing sometime between 2004 and 2024 the sparks changed the shade of yellow from a vibrant beautiful one#to something very ugly and pale. Pls change back. Yellow is so good when done well but is so easy to do poorly smh#Realizing they were in purple this game but yellow in the 7/5 game. Point still stands#and the old purples are better too league wide
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you ever had a class with that one person who's always sleeping, not paying attention, never in class but they are still somehow passing with (almost) flying colors? teacher calls on them while they sleep in class to have a 'gotcha' moment?? but they still answer the question flawlessly???
thats him.
#puyo puyo#puyo klug#puyo lidelle#puyo amitie#puyo sig#now i just gotta do raffina to complete the fever gang!#pretty simple design since i figured he'd value comfort over being prim now#but!! he still has a (technically) perfect record in school! even homework! he is still a very proud student after all#klug is still a klugsten#tho his participation grade is //wiggles hand//#also its been forever since i tried the puyo/20th/quest style i forgot how to do it#oh but not to reduce Sig to just sleeping! i know he's more than that#its just i was trying to make klug laid back but still basically smart#and was reminded of a type of kid back in class (i was said kid in elem school)#(after elem school? couldnt be me i got so lost lol)#anyway i thought it would be funny#and i gave Lidelle klugs smartass-ness but in a more fake it till you make it way#she challenges klug cause he seemed like easy pickings but he Was Not(tm)
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me and my sister went to the mall today and we ran into hot topic so fucking fast it was unbelievable. me and my sister are literal opposites when it comes to fashion. she picked pink, pastel shit like she was trying to be all uwu kawaii meanwhile im just standing here with my arms full of emo and goth shit, i legit felt like daigo and masato with all this emo drip i had walked out with. (p.s. they should put yakuza stuff in hot topic if they havent already because i have yet to have any yakuza related things in my room </3 also hot topic is like the only store i will shop at)
im so sorry to say these words to you but reading this reminded me of my immortal
#snap chats#I ALSO HAVE NO ROOM TO TALK THOUGH CAUSE I LITERALLY JUST GOT BACK FROM HOT TOPIC AND SPENCERSLKEAKVJA#rubbing off my fucking eyeliner as we speak im no better than a goffick and im sure the stuff you got was actually real fire and im jealous#i actually wore my hakuho pin out today- i pinned it on my back jean jacket. not to flex on you or anything 🥴#i remember the day my college friend said something about me being goth and i looked like a dumbass saying 'im not goth...'#when all i ever did was wear black. and tbf i toned it down a LOT while i was at school. i wanted to be normal-passing 😭😭#that aside i only went in to get jewelry and a new belt chain. also a kirby keychain and nail polish#but like it was that Blackheart brand so you know i just wanted it for the skull container and the name. also i was running out#my hot topic really doesnt have any clothes- or at least clothes i fuck with like its mostly skirts and puffy-sleeved shirts#and yeah those are epic and awesome but they're not my style yk. love it on other people just not on me#i usually get my clothes from like. express or skate shops. very different fashions as you can see LMAOOO#like today i got this really pretty crane shirt and then like. i got a black-and-white striped long sleeve with a skeleton hand patch LMAO#UGH im pissed i didnt get the red and black variant too but i didnt think bout it til i already left#i want to get new boots- the ones i have now are great and i love them but i want something chunkier#my 'goth' fashion is really lowkey honestly like i hardly consider myself goth cause of it- its very casual ig#ignore the fuck-you amount of rings i wear ok. theyre pretty..... also they have certain meanings sometimes#like i wear an owl ring cause it reminds me of my sis since she loved owls growing up and went to a uni with an owl mascot#i wear a dragon ring sometimes cause dragons remind me of my dad. for whatever reason.#idk its cause he tried to convince me i was born year of the dragon when i wasnt ?? idk funny guy lmao#and then i already said i wore snake stuff and crosses cause I Hate My Mom. also i was born a snake#also my dads a christian so :] i will wear two cross rings and a cross necklace tyvm love you pops i wish you were around more#uhhh did i want to say anything else. idk im just dumping about my emo bullshit thanks for reading ☠️☠️#if this wasnt my yakuza blog id actually just show the haul i got today BUT i will spare you lot from my emo bullshit#ok ill kill the tags here now im SILLY
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I <3 transmasc Wendy because it adds another thing to the kid who does not know how to handle anything being thrown into everything pile but instead of a thing like dead sister it's the prospect that he kind of likes having short hair and the idea of being a guy and it still makes him feel like the world is ending until suddenly the ppl around him are just like fine with it and everything is like cool actually and he melts over that too until finally he's just a normal baby trans person and can get back to being bad at coping with his other hashtag issues again
#rat rambles#starve posting#like I do have dead serious wendy trans thoughts tm even some that actually relate to his quotes high bar I know gkfndkd#its just so fun reading him as a trans egg thats one breakdown away from being smashed#and also gives me some yummy tasty thoughts abt both wendy and abby and the inivertable fact that as time goes on the only remnant of#abby's face is going to shift and change more until it can no longer even be a reminder of what was lost#which must be a Horrifying idea to wendy even if chances are he hasn't rly internalized this concept yet#and for abby especially if you're like me and go for a more silhouette style ghost design for her youve gotta imagine how fucky it is to#watch your twin grow up and change in ways you never will#Im also a agender abby who will likely never realize believer because shes just like younger me fr#like shes low key just me as a little kid but without the anxiety disorder#anyways back to the topic of wendy genderism Im honestly surprised Ive never seen a he/him wendy hc before#Im not surprised at not finding any trans guy wendys but there rly isnt much variety in nonbinary wendys despite it being fairly common#I just like trans guy wendy cause he gives me those vibes#its the weird little girl to cringe fail trans man pipeline or smth idk#give him a couple years eventually he'll be a grimy lil freak of a teenage boy#if abby didnt die and knew abt gender stuff itd still take her 30 years minimum to even consider she might be not a girl maybe#not because she's hard in denial abt gender stuff shes just is in the classic headspace of 'well I dont Think I care so I must be cis ig'#same with my aro abby hcs but walter is super not helping#as Ive said before they are aro echo chamber besties dont try to tell them romance is real they will not believe you#hey better then whateve the fuck wendy would have to go through if one of the trans men around him offered solidarity#I would rather die than get advice from wilson are you kidding me#the only somewhat normal trans guy there is warly but hes french so it cancels out
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don't get sleepy after an hour of social interaction challenge
#ASDFG ALL I DID WAS TAKE A TEST!!!#i did get something written earlier but dude i got so sleepy and i'm trying to bounce back now#i wanna chip away at my inbox and get the last of the starters i owe from my original starter call queued up#i know i said they could be one liners but i also don't wanna do one-liners#y'all i'm shaking my brain like a maraca and trying my best to get stuff queued i promise so thanks for being patient <3#get ready to ramble | ooc#btw completely unrelated thought but i keep thinking of chiyo in a leather jacket and boots and nails painted black and i'm#lemme smooch?? pls?? oh my gosh#i feel like out of my muses chiyo probably would try out different styles the most#and she probably likes how she looks when dressed 'alternatively' if that's what you call it?? bc i mean she can look good while#feeling super comfy#she loves wearing jeans and ripped jeans look so dang cool to her#i won't ramble a ton bc these tags are already long but chiyo in a crop top leather jacket ripped jeans and boots or sneakers.....#messy hair and a lil eyeliner and glossy lips........#i wish i could draw asdfg
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Insatiable (Patreon)
#Doodles#Just Desserts#Villainsona#More of this AU? concept? I don't know what to consider it lol#Mostly just finishing-up style thoughts - comparing her mindsets on both sides of the bell curve it takes her through#Working up to the hunger - animalistic and angry; Extreme Hunger - in full rage and unreachable#Possible to be contained but dangerous all the way around#And then coming down - Charm's always been a weird one because despite being a Villain she's also a pacifist haha#She tries anyway she's not always perfect#But that makes the times when she fails especially painful for her - at her core she doesn't want to hurt anyone#It's one of the things she believes deeply about herself! So when she has to face what she's done it cuts all the deeper#I think she also doesn't black out or forget what it felt like to be hungry while she's temporarily sated which cuts twofold#One that she's fully conscious of what she's done and has nowhere to hide from herself - and two that she knows it will eventually come back#Feeling so out of control of oneself while remembering it - even if that memory becomes hazy when full - it's a hell of a weight#And the hunger never Really goes away - it just dims for a while#Anyhow haha ♪ All of this is non-canon anyway like I said residents are vegetarian-adjacent#Maybe pescetarian? Since fish are literally blown sugar haha (Oh sugar roe would be so pretty)#Poor lad - at least this is only a Sometimes idea and not her every day ♥
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the way that every time I wear my “stay away from toxic people” sweater knock-off to campus someone always compliments me on it….but little do they know…
#today it was my animal phys teacher and she asked me where I got it and I didn’t wanna have to explain it’s a Harry Styles sweater#cause I think she thought I got it at a store or something and I was like ‘I got it off Etsy!’ cause I did#but the shop that made it literally closed down back in 2020 literally a few days after I got it#so it’s not like I can send her a link cause I totally would’ve#she was so cute she was like ‘I’ve seen you wear it a few times and I always forget to ask where you got it but I remembered today!’#and i was 🥺 bc how do I tell her tHAT THEY DONT SELL THIS EXACT ONE ANYMOREDNDMDNE like it has a dark forest green background#and if I sent her a link to another random shop that sells it I’m scared of it being shitty quality bc she genuinely seemed so excited#so I was like 🧍🏻♀️#and she also said ‘I know it’s probably make a few ppl in my life mad but they deserve it’ LIKE SO TRUE DR WHITING SO TRUEEEE
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i remember when klavier split off and how, like, happy we all were. because before him it was just me, dahlia, and nightshade all fighting with each other. like not just mental fighting like physically fighting with each other, my first interaction with nightshade was on a discord call where i had to mute because we were co-hosting and throwing shit and threatening each other. and then klavier comes and he’s an instant ray of sunshine and at the very least, me and dahlia realize that we had a missing piece. and the three of us became so much closer, dahlia and klavier were a little queer for each other and klavier made all these friends and dahlia would front to keep me from having breakdowns, or front to buy clothes, or front to talk to my therapist about us. and klavier would come out and listen to his like 7 hour long playlist. and we were happy because i was like, well, they’re not gonna go. they can’t do that.
and now they’re gone. dahlia last fronted for a life or death situation and then she left and i thought that would mean she’d be around more but, no, that was it. klavier always seems sad or upset with me whenever he fronts. rory and nightshade and cynthia and daisy and all the others i never knew the names of have never come back. the first alter, orchid, she’s never fronted either. not since it was too late. she might have fused with me but it’s hard to say because i haven’t been the same person for longer than two months in a very, very long time.
like is that not all fucking crazy to you? it’s crazy to me. it’s crazy to think that now people are going to say they were never real at all and it’s like no you don’t get it. i hear different languages i don’t speak in my head. i get flashbacks to trauma that isn’t my own. i have headaches that feel like my brain is splitting open that have lasted 5 hours because of non stop switches.
it’s not that they were never here. it’s the opposite.
#don't reblog#nightmare.system#it sucks that i will never believe people when they say they relate to my experiences#because i have gotten dm messages from the most closed off people from strangers even saying they get it#but i don't think anyone understands. because i don't think you can understand something that is nonexistent#to be honest i don't know what reality is anymore. externally or internally. i don't know the reality of my emotions my opinions my anything#and i can think back to all the moments where it should have been obvious#that my brain is just transplanted pieces of dialogue taht other people have said to me#their opinions and their own lives stitched together until it made a person out of me#and maybe that is why it's so deeply fucking upsetting that my alters have gone quiet#because this is the first time in my life that my brain has been 'mine'#and if anything about the way i've acted for months has been obvious it's that i don't know what to do with that#i don't know my age. i don't know who my friends are. i don't know what you think of me. i don't know my values.#i took two tests about my attachment style and i answered the opposite to the same questions on both. within an hour of each other.#and both were honest. but both contradicted. because it is literally impossible for me to believe anything wholly#and that's always been a uniquely me thing. klav tried to get it but he never did. same with the others to a lesser extent#but dahlia was as consistent as most human beings are she had her weaknesses and her contradictions#and she did petty and objectively stupid things while still pretending she was logical#but she was her. and i was fifteen people in a trenchcoat#i don't know why i'm saying all this. i don't know why it matters#i'm just so tired of not being understood. tired of people not trying to understand. and tired of people trying to understand#but never actually getting close.#myself included.
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SCREECHING LIKE A FUCKING MONKEY THEY PUT ASUKA BACK IN TEKKEN 8 BABEYYYYY
#SHES HERE AND SHE FIGHTS BETTER THAN EVER LETS FUCKING GOOOOO#NOTHING CAN WIPE THE SMILE OFF MY FACE#someone in the YT comments said her uniform looks more French this time...Harada don't play w me like this#her and Crazy Ass finally being more relevant don't make me hope 😭💖#Jun's Kazama style: Subdue Them - Asuka's Kazama style: K I L L#literally can't stop watching this trailer its like a dream#ALSO I KNOW IM SCREAMING OVER ASUKA BUT LEROY IS BACK TOO AND HE LOOKS FANTASTIC#tekken#i want to play as her SO bad i want this game out NOW
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have a diana comm in progress again 🥰
#leah.txt#the way i am so so like. frugal? i just cannot spend money it makes me so nervous and panicky (i'm normal i swear) but diana has really#made me go hi i'm allowed to have a lil treat with the money i got from crimas... i deserve this...#that being said i really really do want to learn to draw because i have so many ideas but i also just feel like it would be such a good#like outlet for me if i just like knew basics already idk how to explain it but writing i need A Lot of like just idk so much mental energy#and i have anxiety around wording and things like that and if i'm saying too much cause i know my word counts might be a lot for some#people even though i don't mind them but idk i don't know but with drawing like i feel i would just like feel more free there of like ofc#my fatigue would still kick my ass but like i could do sketches or doodles or something at least that i could go back to?? but alas leah#has lots of joint pain in their hands and lacks depth perception and coordination so mmmm#anyways diana comm on the way and i'm v excited cause i love this artist's art style sooo much and i'm curious how diana will look hehe#conversion rates killed me though so it will be a while until i can get another but other artist who is now good moot of mine that i want#to comm her comms aren't open at the moment so one day she will have to deal with me and my horrible explanations ajfjdjdsk
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11, 20, 23 <3
hiii tysm dani im sorry it took me so long to answer iI wrote my answers in the order of hat I thought of and i think they make the most sense in the order i wrote then:
20. If you could send a message to yourself back on the first day of the year, what would it be?
it wouldn't have meant as much at the beginning of he year iirc but i think my current mental health journey became very real for me the day of some unrelated appointments on april 18th in that people were touching me and my stuff (actually feb 15th appts definitely apply to
anyway new paragraph now that im actually getting to the point which is that i wish i had seriously considered an ssri earlier, im only couple weeks in so idk if it'll work but i have so much hope and i wish i'd gotten here sooner but new year new me will have to do! it's mostly taken so long bc i keep thinking i want to see if fixing my sleep schedule fixes my brain but. my brain the ay it is i can't seem to fix my sleep schedule so.
11. Something you want to do again next year?
oh i definitely said this when this ask game went around last year but travel!! we'd started planning this year's trip by the time i last answered this and while it was hard bc i was trying to stay soooo clean physically which is impossible while travelling, im learning to let go and get clean when get home (will get to apply this plan on our tropical trip in. holy shit 9 days single digits i have to pack ??)
anw it was so much fun portugal and spain (aka spordugal per my brother's typo when he made a folder for my photos) are soooooooooo beautiful and we were hoping to go back to italy next year but we may not have n opportunity in good weather bc my brother's going to catch up from part time uni so he can go full time next year and be on pace w his new gf
(have i mentioned hannah on here? wore a v cool burgundy velvet dress w combat boots to a school formal (which i did not expect in uni??) and she and matt organically started something at the dance anw i just met her bc they're doing a studying sleepover at our house and i already love them (hannah they/she im sure i will mention her plenty more oh one more thing i followed them on ig and they follow zac oyama and ally beardsley but interestingly no one else i follo interestingly.... must discuss tomorrow... they went down to matt'sroom to play video games w his projector oh actually i hear pool table activity v fun)
20. Whats something you learned this year?
im answering this one last and both of my other answers relate to learning about my mental health and cleaning stuff so i desperately want this answer to be unrelated... oh in an indirect way this is related but isn't everything : i learned that my way of over preparing and making packing lists for travel is super worthwhile bc i did not have time for europe bc i as too busy cleaning stuff i didn't end up using and ended up packing my suitcase the day we left and forgetting so many important things (really just everything related to my period including pain meds)
i really wanted to think of a fun new skill orsth but i don't think i have any from this year so this'll have to do! still rly enjoyed answering even thought there's like 0.5 fun answers in here thanks again dani for asking!
#les messages#elizabeth-mitchells#qs#vie#2024#i keep thinking i hit post only to find this tab still here fjdkdkskksk pi hope u enjoyed the tangential lore drop about my brother's new g#i think it's a new feature but my smartwatch just for the very first time said it automatically logged an aerobic workout while i was#writing this i have been sitting in the same chair for hours i just have anxiety ...... idk if it was thinking about the stressful times#mentioned in the post or more likely interacting with my brother's new girlfriend at the same time because i think she's so cool.....#i need to stop being intimidated by 19 year old children who seem cooler than me...... i really do think we clicked tho in a moment when#matt went off to get a rubik's cube to teach her she asked about my photography prompting us to become ig mutuals and when he came back we#were chatting and he was like like i knew it#&i agree with him it makes sense that we get along so well but the fact that she follows zac n ally makes me feel a little insane because i#was thinking last night 'wouldn't it be wild if unbeknownst to matt she was also into d20 and/or naddpod' and following just a&z doesn't#necessarily imply interest in the dnd shows specifically but they are possible my favorite people in this whole thing so however she got#to them im thrilled....#update i asked and she loves the old ch videos and game changer/msn and has not started the dnd shows n doesn't seem to intend to. still#loving a&z is 2 points for i love her#other points include their adorable bob hairstyle and overall style so fsr ive een combat boots w a velvet dress for a formal (wild that th#y had a formal for uni ??) and v fun paint splattered overalls and the coolest maxi skirt w a hoodie
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im not even upset viktor and vander are dead/dying im more upset that caitlyn is in a relationship with maddie
#she emotionally cheated on vi with maddie#((by *immediately* with maddie after abusing and leaving vi))#and then the moment she sees vi again she cheats on maddie to try and get vi back#and the saddest part is that vi takes her back in no questions asked#doesnt even give her a good punch to the jaw for being an asshole#goes along with her and even allows herself to be captured all because caitlyn said so.#im so mad at caitlyn frrrrrr#like yes jayce cheated on viktor but#we all know jayce and viktor mentally make out sloppy style every night and we know theyre married
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i hate change id rather die
#people arent sticking to their usual selves stop messing w my mind#havent talked to some friends in a while and theyre wildly dif and its making me so irritated can we go back to how we were before#my obsession of waiting by the phone until someone messages me first is coming back in the worst way possible#the coincidences with k stopped and i barely even see him anymore and his clothing style is changing???#hes becoming more normal popular whatever and its so boring please i need a loser boy go back to being that#mb i cant sleep and feelings are coming back but in a weirder way and i have like 2 projects due tmr im not done w and test#i need more friends but in the way of being irl that i can wave at during school and send them videos without talking fr#serenity wake up and come home bro literally ditch school just for me 🙏 believe in u bbg#omg sid is coming back tmr thank god i need my daily walks w him i literally tried w another guy today and it was not the same#bro was yapping ab love whatever idek 😭 told me ab his crushes which good for him ig but i barely know him idc 🙏#insta wants me to stop liking k too cause it deleted all my past stories ab him when i tried to make a highlight#is it so hard to have everyone obsessed with me all the time. cant people just pay attention to me forever#i forgot what i said in this post whatever im deleting it later anyway#post#erics tag#delete later#cringingg that people know stuff ab me and why i am the way i am. maybe they should all die so it becomes a secret again#literally why did i ever talk anything out with anyone other than serenity thats so fucking stupid no shit shes the only good one#thats a lie i love attention i just hate asking for it i cant even be bothered to say more bro im so exhausted but not in a sleeping way yk#kindividual posting
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I think an early and overlooked aspect of why Andrew starts liking Neil is simply that Neil is the first person to casually engage with him on his level
Nicky, Aaron, and Kevin love him but they don’t really get him in every day interactions. It’s a lot of “… Ok, whatever you say, Andrew.”
And we know the upperclassmen tend to just outright dislike anything he says or does and uses it as proof of him being heartless and violent
Renee gets the closest because she does get him and goes along with him but they ultimately have very different views of life
Whereas Neil, before he even likes Andrew at all, just matches his energy.
���If I can’t get an answer from you, I’ll get it wherever I can. How about I start with your parents?”
“Good luck,” Neil said, feeling cold all over. “They’re dead.”
“Did you kill them?”
He [Andrew] said it so casually, like he was asking for the time, that Neil could only stare at him for a minute. It was such an unreasonable leap of logic Neil didn’t understand how he even thought to ask it. Then he remembered who he was talking to and asked, “Did you kill yours?”
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“Neil said. "I'm not afraid of you."
“That's why you're so interesting," Andrew said. "How aggravating."
He sounded amused, not annoyed, so Neil said, "I'll try to be more boring in the future."
“How considerate.”
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And for a guy who desperately wants connection and has never fully gotten it, it must have been as close to fun as Andrew has getting to bounce back and forth with Neil. He could threaten to saw Neil in half with a rusty blade and Neil will just be like “Hotdog or hamburger style?”
#Andrew’s whole thing of being like oh shit this one is actually interesting#aftg#all for the game#andreil#andrew minyard#neil josten
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