#thankyou for your time

[lab-gr0wn-lambs]

I'm on a bit of a sona kick today

[wetterfishguts]

bugs when you lift up a rock or something. i dont kbow

[kittycrumb]

I DREW SILLY VIOLENTINE DRAWIMF WITH @redvelvetbunny :33333 this was so fun HEH

[birrdify]

I sneezed and dropped something in your inbox

jkasdnkjasnAKDWAJHABDKJKMASDKSANDKAJDBKAJDBAKSJD ILYSM MOONION HOLY SHIIT I JUST WOWKE UUP/p/VVVVPOS

[soundsdangeresque]

inktowbew days 8 and 9 :]

(unshaded version of day 8 under the cut!)

i literally had this done on time before i decided to shade it orz

[tomiokasensei]

IVAN DRAGO

[trainingdummyrabbit]

ok your posts have got me so curious what is lobcorp and who is Angela I am dying to know

ohhhhhh anon. im so glad you asked. youve activated my infodump trap card. we are gonna be here a lilwhile, but i will try to keep it short regardless.

[inhale] lobcorp, also known as lobotomy corporation, is a multitasking monster-management game, part of a series of games from the producers Project Moon. it starts as a very simple "dystopian setting manage the monsters and sometimes employees die nbd" sort of game, but then rapidly, intensely spirals the more you play. its notoriously difficult but also ridiculously fun and satisfying to get correctly. you are expected to fail and retry multiple times, so much so that it is an active in-narrative plot point.

you play as the manager of L corp, named X, and angela is your Helpful AI Assistant here to help you make energy efficiently and be the best manager you can be. :] by making energy. nothing else. dont worry about it.

lobcorp as a game has absolutely Fantastic characters, and Doubly so in its sequel Library of Ruina. its a series that focuses on character growth, cycles of violence, autonomy, the definition of humanity and personhood... and just. so, so much more. its so full of The Horrors.

. this, of course, is the very basics of getting into the game. i am going to explain everything very vaguely and very messily. i'll spoilercut in case you're interested in looking spoilerless based off of this, (extra post abt it [here] if youd like to check it out yourself) but i will Try to keep it vague. i make no promises. youve asked me about my favorite character. that i have previously spent 6 hours straight explaining to a friend. you understand. here we go.

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lobcorp takes place inside a monster-management facility... that is, in and of itself, a closed-off timeloop. in order to progress, certain events and interactions must happen in a very specific way for its ultimate goal to be realized. should something go wrong or a mistake occur, the loop resets to day 1, and you must do it all over again.

angela, your ai assistant, was built to be the perfect person to keep you, the manager, on-track for a plan of your own making. dont worry about it. she was built to be able to seamlessly and efficiently move things along-- the ability to feel emotion to be able to connect with employees and make crucial decisions, the ability to recall anything that has ever happened regardless of the loop, and the ability to perceive time much, much slower than a normal human to make judgements more efficiently.

she guides and supports you all the way up until the final leg of the journey, where... she simply doesnt show up again. she has done her job, and you no longer need her. you have a plan to finish, and an incalculably long time loop to finally close. everybodys suffering results in a happy ending, and everyone gets to rest. ^w^ yay yippee!

. just kidding. nothing is ever easy. angela, as a character, is seemingly set up to be a game mechanic and very little more, in the beginning. eventually, more comes up about her as the game progresses, and well...

...anyway imagine being built to be an imitation of somebody you are not in a broken individual's deepest throes of grief, and the minute you become conscious the guy you were built to love hates you simply because you exist-- because you are not the person he lost, because you're a shoddy imitation, mirroring everything he hates... that he made to be that way, in a cruel act of self-loathing. ok?

now imagine you're built to feel, built to remember, and then forced to guide a timeloop countless years long, forced to follow a script that makes you harm people you desperately want to protect and connect to, causing them to hate you. you remember every bit of harm you had to impose on them in painful detail. imagine doing all this so that your creator can come in and fix all of their problems after youve set the stage. ok?

now imagine you finally do everything right. you finally, finally help this guy to see his plan to fruition, and in the last steps of everything, when everyone comes together and finally starts to move towards their own endings... nobody looks back for you. nobody thinks to look to you, to look for you. because nobody thinks youre anything more than an object.

imagine all that, and once, finally, you start to Want. because of course, after holding everything up by yourself, you would want something more than to fade away wordlessly. of course, after all this mistreatment, you would want a future too. this story was set up so that everyone could grow and move forward-- except you. isnt that cruel? isnt that horrible? so, truly, who would really blame you for taking what you truly deserve? who could blame you for reaching for the same light they did? so what if it means you have to destroy everything you-- everything they worked for with your own hands. they can hate you all they want-- its no different from what it's been. you only have one goal now, and simply, it is to Live.

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. Library of Ruina is the sequel to Lobotomy Corporation following a curious machine trying to become human. angela becomes one of two main characters, and the entire game functions as a dialogue on her growth as a character now that she finally has the autonomy to learn and change. she searches for the One True Book, something that will grant her humanity and the freedom to live, grow, and most importantly: forget.

along with the second primary character, roland, they learn more about the city and how it truly functions-- and also learn about themselves, And each other.

what do you do when you teach yourself all you can do is survive and look out for yourself-- when you finally open back up to the possibility of hope and connection, and everything is ripped out from under you yet again for circumstances out of your control? what do you do when you're a victim of a cycle of horrific deeds, crushed beneath the weight of people who couldn't care less about you, and your only hope of escaping alive is to pull down anyone else in your way?

what do you do when you finally free yourself from a seemingly endless gauntlet of suffering, finally grasping power youd never been able to have before, all in the name of finally, finally getting the vengeance and resolution you deserve? when you follow the path set in front of you, set by actions of people who came before you, spiralling endlessly into the distance? what do you do when this guise of distance and coldness you put up is rightfully challenged and you have no way of defending yourself-- when you have to question what if this "self" youve made of yourself is truly who you are... and if this path ahead is truly of your own choosing, or the making of someone whose influence you could never really shake off.

what does it mean to have autonomy when your life is never truly yours?

lobotomy corporation and library of ruina, aka: Who Wants To Be Part Of The Torture Nexus ? Try Now !

[avephelis]

i always think about those "this is what tiktok thinks a masc woman looks like" posts and i don't disagree but also. they always feel kinda mean-spirited? like not everyone can get short hair or men's clothing (nor do they NEED to) that doesn't mean they shouldn't be allowed to feel masculine.

[blitheringbongus]

OH MY GOODNESS THE HE!! I LOVE HEM SM

[koukaaa-descent]

HELLOE we just saw your post abt drawing lethal company OC's which was posted like a week ago so if you're not taking requests anymore you can ignore this ask /gen, but if you are •3•

His name is Pace, he/it, and he's an outdoor Bracken :3 I was gonna do a full body drawing but didn't have time teehee

SORRY THAT THIS TOOK FOUR YEARS

I really love pace's design actually ,,, beautiful little guy

[starryscale-art]

i will pray for you, so that you shall surely break.

[rox-of-iu]

Hey, just felt called to let you know that your MQF from SVSSS doodles give me such life and inspired how I write MQF in my fics. I love how you depict him and your art style is so refreshing and cute!

Just thought you should know. Hope you have a good day!

HELLO HI THANK YOU SO MUCH??? 😭😭😭💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜 GLAD TO BE OF SERVICE HAVE A FANTASTIC DAY OR NIGHT

[smokbeast]

Silly life n Commission Update for my clients!

im currently out of the country for a few days as a heads up I will be slow on posts and also on commission work for my clients due to this! I will do my best to update and complete all comms during my trip!

[diseaseriddencube]

remade my final girl edit the way god intended

[trainingdummyrabbit]

ITS TUESDAY, tierlist time again B)

Tossability Tierlist, ft. The Main Crew and also Anyone Else I Could Find Reasonable Reasoning To Include ! tossability meaning, if you were to pick them up like a cat and actually physically throw them, knowing: A) they would, in fact, be caught, and B) they are not, in fact, in any danger.

split between physical/implied tossability and willingness/Consequences. Because There Will Be Consequences.

goodluck have fun! ✌

[kakusu-shipping]

HI EMILE! You should draw your Pokémon Sun and Moon S/I in your favorite outfit there having a fun chat with mine (ref attached) in the Apple outfit.

Hi Iris!!! Thanks for the ask!!! I don't know like anything about your S/I so I probably didn't get much right in this doodle. Sorry about that! Please come info dump about them to me some time so I can figure out our in universe friendship dynamic better!!!