#thanks for letting me vent 😤

[destinyc1020]

These Tom fans on your blog clearly feel intimidated by Zendaya's fame in Tom's name, which is strange and ridiculous because he doesn't do it himself and he would spit on them if he had them in front of them saying so much nonsense, touch grass girls

Chiiiiilllle.... 🤦🏾‍♀️ The Tom Holland Inferiority Complex (and anxiety) of Tom stans is just so annoying at this point. 🙄

It's not just Zendaya that they feel insecure about, they feel insecure on Tom's behalf for just about EVERY single actor out here! That's why most of them can't stand other actors in Tom's age or fame bracket, and throw shade at Z and other actors every chance they get. 😒 It's like, they're massively insecure or don't believe in Tom or smthg.

I honestly don't get it. Why the insecurity? 😵‍💫 Tom is doing just fine!

It just gets annoying sometimes being in a fandom where most fans hate other actors, feel insecure on the actors behalf 24/7, and complain all the time about the career decisions of said actor they claim to be a fan of.

It is exhausting. 😩

Some of us are not insecure about Tom or his career. Some of us don't feel the need to hate on every other actor out here (including his own gf 🙄) just because other actors are also getting success in Hollywood. Some of us just want to enjoy Tom and his work, and not be reminded about the complaints and fandom wars on Twitter. Some of us are fans of a LOT of actors out here, and don't feel threatened just because they are working with Tom. Some of us are HAPPY when Tom has a new casting announcement and don't feel the need to complain about a project that hasn't even started filming, let alone come out yet. Some of us don't see Tom as a "loser" that needs to be uplifted all the time, or in a role where he's the SOLE focus 24/7. 🙄 Some of us actually like watching him with his gf, and are beyond thrilled about him working with her onscreen again... this time, in a non-spidey project.

Some of us are just CHILL FANS and are happy with anything Tom does career-wise as long as HE'S happy, and feeling fulfilled and excited about his work. 😊

[veryinactiveartist]

Moodboard & Fic Pitch

Pre TLOU!Joel Miller × f!Reader

The Last Of Us

Moodboard made by me

Sweetness & Lighting: Series Synopsis

It's 1993 in central Texas, and things are as well as they could be for a single father, Joel Miller. That's if you don't include his struggling financial situation and the grueling effects of his new construction job. But now it's summer, Sarah won't be occupied in a classroom setting for some time, leaving him without proper care to watch Sarah while he works.

With his new dilemma, Joel couldn't help but vent to his little brother, Tommy, who for once offered a solution; with no other choice, he figured it was worth a shot. Hire a babysitter, but she so happens to be one of Tommy's friends who's a recent graduate. Joel worried about the cost of hiring, but Tommy insisted she was a generous spirit who would gladly help with little cost. Once she knew his situation, Tommy was right. He has never been so thankful to welcome a stranger into his home, even if he still has reservations.

Little did he know, Tommy's friend had already become quite smitten with Joel the moment she first laid eyes on him but planned to keep it to herself. She's only here to do her job and it's not like Joel would like her back. But he did. It took a bit of time but once he realized it, he fell hard. He just knew he couldn't let you go once the summer was over. Why not keep her employed longer. He could admit his feelings at some point. Right?

Tags/Warnings: Idk if I can list this as a slow burn given this probably won't be more than 20 chapters. Eventual smut, masturbation >:3 but mainly plot. Minor Social commentary. Semi-frequent 80's pop culture references (mainly music). Mild cursing. Rom-Com adjacent fic(I will try). Virgin reader (Joel will be ready😏). Single dad Joel. Scenes that depict bullying. (for both the reader and Sarah). Use of original characters. The reader is 21. Joel is 25/turns 26. Sarah is roughly around 6. Lowkey Devious Sarah/Sarah shenanigans(u know how kids are). Texas geography references. Possible holiday plotlines (Halloween, Thanksgiving, Christmas, and New Year) fic timeline spans over 7 months.

Author Notes & Rambles

Lord, I have so many fic ideas that I must write 😤. I actually shared this idea with a mutual while back, so this one is a bit more personal. This will probably be the first series I write when we get to 2025. As far as I know, this won't be anything too crazy, the outline I'm working on right now ranges from 14 - 20 chapters. I'm trying to give myself some room to stay within that frame I've given myself but we'll see what happens.

As of now, I don't wanna share too much about what I have planned,, but I also wanna share everything jdjkdjs. This will be a "slow burn" in a sense, but it'll be a short series, so idk if it fits here but oh well. However, the smutting won't happen later on in the fic as I will be focusing on Joel and the reader actually becoming friends because they deserve it

I already started making a playlist for this as inspo because I can't without listening to music tbh so that's been really fun. So I can't wait for when that comes out and it will be just music from that period and songs referenced in the fic, So all 1993 and going back a bit further to give the reader insert a bit of range. There'll be some mild pop culture references like movies but mostly music, and I will try not to be excessive as I know that can be annoying in movies these days. Bubblebee

I'd like to thank all the pictures of mid-20s Pedro Pascal before I go. I wouldn't have been here without him. 😭😭😭

[murfpersonalblog]

IWTV S2 Ep7 Musings - Loustat Ep5 Revisited (Spoilers)

I decided to do this one first, cuz I have the least to say about it.

It was pretty clear cut and showed exactly what I expected/hoped it would: CONFIRMATION ON EVERYTHING THAT HAPPENED IN S1--

THE FIGHT WASN'T RETCONNED AT ALL. 😤👏

Diabolical frame, cuz it's pretty much like, Welp, you're here in Europe, after I distinctly told y'all the European vampires were vicious and not to come here! VOILA! 😬

And I love how his back is to the audience, cuz this bit REALLY isn't about the performance--this is Lestat venting, talking right to Louis, even though he's clearly having difficulty meeting his gaze.

Mild way to put it, but wtvr.

There's that word again: "compromise," which Lestat blamed Louis for leading to "spite--" both Claudia's, AND Lestat's own spite towards THEM. Cuz Lestat was constantly holding back; "fought my nature, controlled my temper."

TOO EFFING BAD, you woke the sleeping effing DRAGON!

Backflip into the coffinroom, omg, I accidentally cackled. 😅

Amen! Lestat put his hands on Claudia first, now you gotta PAY!

"It will end in your death"--excuse me, Lestat?! DEATH THREATS!?

That's right, bash his head into the effing coffin! Now we know what the dent was from! Look at that blood stream! Yeah, you BETTER hold back, Lestat; take this arse whoopin!

I like how S1 focused on the blows Lestat dealt to Louis, as it was from his & Claudia's perspective; but now we're seeing more of the blows Louis dealt to Lestat as he gives his perspective. But it still shows that although Louis' fighting, he's still on the defense, cuz Lestat is often just LETTING Louis hit him--LOUIS can't AFFORD to just LET Lestat hit him, cuz "mighty...most ancient blood...godlike strength" Les will REALLY injure him whenever he does! This is NOT an even fight, even if the perspectives are now more evenly shown.

Exactly! You wanna KILL Louis!? But Lou, don't get cocky now; Les is LETTING you do all this to him, cuz he knows if he gets serious that's your behind. 😬

Bites all over Lou's jaw & neck, gosh--look at YOUR face, Louis. U_U

(I can't WAIT to read the fanfics that come out of this; they're gonna make me cry.) No, unfortunately. I don't think Louis had any intention of going anywhere, even after all that (LOUIS GOT THE DEED, that's HIS house--YOU leave!). And congratulations; thanks to you, Les, Lou wasn't even able to WALK for three effing years afterwards.

Claudia calling for her Daddy Lou, I can't. 😭 This poor baby girl has regressed to her inner child--she's so dang scared.

JUST LIKE YOU DID OUR DAUGHTER--PAPA BEAR LOUIS STOOD UP! 😤👏

I've been in this exact situation IRL, and y'all want me to feel sorry FOR LESTAT!? AFTER HE CHOKED "built-like-a-bird" Claudia and beat the mess out of her Daddy Lou right in front of her!?

Chile, the sword-cane's right there; let's get to choppin! 😤🔪🔪🔪

Apropos for Lioncourt, but that's way too good for him--take him to the EFFING SWAMP and let the GATORS feed on him! I want SWAMP KING LESTAT. 😭🐊

I'm gonna LAAAAAAAUGH, oh he's cracked and I love it! You KNOW they talked to a woman who's been in this EXACT situation.

Oh, this is every woman who talks big to her abusive husband right b4 he lands her in the effing hospital (or the morgue); we all saw the Ray Rice footage when he knocked her TF out WITH EASE when she got up in his face talking smack in that elevator. 💀

Your FATHERS temper, but this is the coven writing his lines "teased until you toppled;" they don't know about the Marquis vs Gabrielle.

THE DROP REALLY HAPPENED, THANK YOU, AMC.

It wasn't cuz Lestat was tryna spare Louis or save him from himself or protect him or whatever--LES WANTED TO BREAK LOU.

It could've been 2 effing FEET. "A hard fall, nothing more;" eff you Santiago!

Yeah, gaslight us some more whydontcha; half the fandom LOVES using that reasoning to handwave aside "abuse" when it's done to the character they DON'T like. 🙄😒 Then it's just awful takes about how Louis & Claudia deserved what happened to them and it's "karma" and it's not Les' fault cuz they're monsters & Lou bloodied Les' face.

And biting w/out consent is RAPE, clown! AR said it over & over that it's a violation of the most intimate act b/t vamps who share emotions, memories & sexual pleasure thru the blood! But watch some braindead takes use Santiago's words as gospel just to Gotcha! anyone who says anything against Louis for Ep5. 🙄😒

CRICKETS. Cuz LESTAT TRIED TO KILL LOU, just like Claudia said! "A wolf congratulated for not killing her pups"--that was scripted. But "you can't script a hurricane!" NO! That's right; set the story straight!

Look at him crying, I love how they do the blood tears effect, as their eyes get redder & redder. The sound of Sam's voice as he's crying is just making me wanna yeet myself into the sun--but it's the middle of the night, alas. U_U "I couldn't force him to love me so I broke him. What is worse than that? Crushing what you cannot own." But I thought Louis was saying "Come to me" and luring you with his wicked vixen ways~! The math ain't mathin, Santiago! 🤭

FINALLY AN APOLOGY OMFG

Claudia said it best: "Let's meet vampires WORTHY of your love!" Unworthy in NOLA, unworthy in Paris--cuz he's STILL gonna throw CLAUDIA under the bus to save Louis, and she KNOWS this.

WAY too effing late--Les had his chance to apologize sincerely the night he dropped Louis 20000 leagues from the frikkin stratosphere! Claudia DGAF, LOL. And Louis looks away from Lestat; bye Felicia!

CONTINUE.

Chile, I need SLEEP! I been up all dang day rewatching this episode & screaming at the ether!

[clonecaptains]

Whenever I see people write tyler as being from Texas I think "This is incorrect, ask Taylor 😤"

I know glen is from Texas but not my boy tyler nuh uh 😤, though it feels like most writers just make every southern character from Texas like—as a southerner myself (georgia/florida) I'm like 🙄

This is not meant to disparage anyone, write what you want. Just a jest and a mini vent ❤

omg anon ily im giving you a big cheek smooch LGKJSLG IM DYING AT THIS ASSOCIATION !!!!!!!!!!! im so honored you associate him w/ me lsjkglskgj

but no like. ive said before but seeing twisters IN arkansas was truly an experience!! ive seen it 3x in AR and another time w/ my bff in idaho and like,,,, seeing it in arkansas was so funny alkgjksgl and not at all the same as it was in idaho LOL

seeing it here at home - eveRY TIME that javi says the wranglers were from arkansas - you could hear like whispers and then some WHOOP WHOOP kinda things in the crowd skskks EVERY TIME

and hearing tyler blast the song "arkansas" by chris stapleton? part of me came ALIVE. some of the lyrics in that song you'd only get if you were local and i get all the refs and it makes me SO HAPPY. i could go on and on about that song alone.

youre getting so much more than you asked for on this anon cuz im all excited now LOL like the town 'russellville' is on their van - and i know right where that is. ive been there. it's like an hour from me!!

tyler specifically just FELT arkansan. everyone i know who is from here that saw it agrees and it's so hard to explain. and while yes glen IS a texan - ur exactly right - not every southern character is texan!! there are distinctions!! i'd LOVE to talk to glen about this. about playing an arkansas boy <3 and tell him how much it meant to me

also im sure ive said this before but there was a guy i had a huge crush on in school and tyler sounds just like him. when tyler was like "hi kate :)" i was like algkjlKGJSHKJSGHKJ cuz it reminded me so much of that guy.

i know im holding onto tyler being an arkansas boy SO TIGHT because arkansas NEVER gets any rep. esp not good rep. we are SO MUCH MORE than racist redneck stereotypes!!!!!!!!! that gets so old. and the wrangler crew being all different types of people was good to see too! there are in fact different types of people here!!!

it makes me stupid emotional how much it means to me to have a character that everyone LOVES and he's from MY STATE!!!! MY HOME!!!!

on the way home from the movie the first time i saw it, my cousin and i blasted country music and we were so amped up i felt like i do on the fourth of july LOL it's a tangible thing for us arkansans and also just a thing for the south too!!

and also - maybe it's just me but i like to be picky about details of where characters are from!!! they did NOT hide that he was from arkansas. i guess it might be a detail to miss but? they mention arkansas a few times and kate mentions "u of a" aka the university of arkansas, and tyler has arkansas plates on that truck!!

at the end of the day if you write him from texas then it's a harmless mistake but it takes me out of the fic right away algkkslg

this is so cute anon thank you for letting me go on this lil tangent sklgjslg

[shayshaybiscuit25]

I need to say something and I mean this with every fiber in my being. I’m SICK of various individuals who login everyday to see this man’s downfall all because they are mad at his choice of partner. I’m disappointed to, but I’m wise enough to understand that I don’t know the actual situation and there are way too many holes to believe this is actually real based on what they are trying to sell. With that said, when I genuinely care about people, I call them out on their shit, but I also understand they are human and as humans we fuck up. So to see people who legitimately went from kissing his ass, to spewing words of hatred, it’s alarming.

Do these people not realize they are showing THEIR own true colors and how ugly they are internally?!

You can express disgust and disappointment regarding this situation in a mature manner. I don’t kick people when they are down and again the main problematic people screaming how it’s PR and claiming they know shit, are the worse ones, if it’s PR, why the fuck are they getting mad at each new fucking development? It’s fake, so chill out, sit your asses down and wait for it to end.

The only way people are that mad is because they don’t know what this is and each new thing scares them at the possibility that this is real.

Also, stop the drug accusations, that’s going too far. People are too stupid to realize they are projecting their own shit on this man. You don’t fucking know him, NONE of us do to make such baseless accusations, grow the fuck up!

I’m tired of the same idiot “PR” blogs doing that shit and complaining about him and this fandom. If they hate him that much, move the fuck on with your pathetic lives. Using this man as an excuse because they have nothing better to do and seeing him mess up is giving them life, again evil ass people can’t see their own vileness. But by all means, keep showing us all how fucked up you all truly are, I wish karma and every single one of them!

Can’t wait for this shitshow to eventually end. 😤

I’m focusing on the decent part of this fandom, the genuine fans, who are mature enough to voice their complaints without acting like he’s their ex who left them for a younger pathetic excuse of a woman. 😂

Thanks for letting me vent Shay, and YES to you stanning the king, 👑 MICHAEL JACKSON!!!! 👏

Always and forever Michael jackson!

[ofallthingsnasty]

It suuuucks that people just can’t let chubby people be and think it’s their life goal to harass people. But I can’t do anything about it other than tell them to get a life and show you this cute quokka

omg that is so sweet of you, thank you!! i love cute animals and things, they make everything better 😭💕 this is so considerate of you, really.

i knew i'd face a load of shit when i moved back in with my parents but it still hits harder when you're being just kinda... shot at while you're chilling? and i am truly sorry that i keep bugging the dash about it, i need to learn how to cool off a little. i don't need pull anyone down with that negativity or trigger other fat people who follow me. i'll just stick to my little chubby!reader tally thing to counteract any malice 😤💕 (and try to keep my vents minimal haha)

[jawllines]

first of all, i went to submit this ask and it's the second time i've accidentally unfollowed you. motherfuck bucket. I'VE BEEN A LOYAL JAWLLINES STAN FOR OVER A YEAR AND MY PROFILE WILL NOT REFLECT IT 😤 (i know it's nothing compared to some of your fans but still, i'm proud of my long-term commitment and not that you know who i am or anything but still. i felt like i needed to vent and get that off my chest.) i digress.

also hi sorry if i annoyed you with my last ask but maybe it's for the best no one saw it. was quite embarrassing anyway.

first of all, part 3, um, ok, the moment when she realizes she has to give him a choice in the matter too, that it has to be his decision too... so profound? that's really beautiful, liv. and a hard lesson to learn and live by.

LITERALLY UGH. there's too much. but him calling her "my pretty baby"... somebody fucking sedate me. please.

the gentle, almost imperceptible dominance during the sex? and her immediate default to being a brat. IF they are participate in kinky fuckery... yeah i'm down for that dynamic. they're going to have such a good life together no matter what.

can i just say you always make me laugh? i can think of two writers who can make me laugh. truly laugh. out loud. you're one of them.

“That’s very comforting, thanks Ni.” 

Or maybe, Niall was right about body glitter attracting potential mates like pheromones in the wild, or whatever the hell he’d said that should be a drunk comment but somehow came from him completely sober. 

My wife and I met before our marks and we’re just as happy as anyone else, so you can take your fucked comments and –

“I think I have a couple of them. Unless something changed last time I looked in the mirror –” 

you have such an effortless talent in being able to summarize feelings or metaphors without overcomplicating it. i'm going to pretend i don't feel a tinge of jealousy every time i see it.

as a recap, and this is not specific to part 3, but one of my favorite details was Harry's obsession with Niall actually being good at math. he was just continually gobsmacked. that always made me giggle. and the fact that they both talk about how they wouldn't expect it from someone like Niall. my Narry heart is just so, so full every time i read something from you. i want a Niall in my life like your y/n's.

“Let me finish baby,” Then Harry melted some more because she called him baby. He nodded, closed his mouth, and let her continue.  - rest in peace @ me. i can't tell who i want more - harry or y/n. she's so 🤤 not sure why a simple baby is really doing it for me lately but it is.

also this story felt very Cinema coded? "it's you, and i'm not gettin' over it... darlin' is it cool if i'm stubborn when it comes to this? i guess we're in time, if you're getting yourself wet for me. i guess you're all mine ..... it's you, don't know why but it feels so right to me. something in the way you move, i like it when you dance with me."

because they're a leaky couple... get it? :D and "it's you" and "you're mine and i'm yours and you're mine" idk

maybe she’d make him laugh one of those loud, obnoxious ones where his nose scrunches up and his eyes crinkle and he claps a hand over his mouth all embarrassed.  - once again, i'm going to ram my head into a wall. i love this so much. i always see laughs as like a reward or a gift too. this made me scrunch my shoulders up to my ears.

“Hungry thing, like a baby bird, starving without me.” - he's so 😵‍💫

Y/N mustered the best glare she could, with all of the muscles in her whole body, including her face, feeling liquified, “If you don’t get inside of me, I’ll scream.”  - i am so dead. this quite possibly one of the funniest, cutest, best lines you've ever written. i'm so in love with her. i couldn't figure out how to respond after i read it, like to laugh or gasp and so instead i think my eyes fell out of my head and i promptly choked on my spit. she's so. i'm dead. dead.

The sound of them colliding is soft and wet, a little ‘thwick, thwick, thwick,’ that makes Harry smile, “What a cute noise,” he started to rub himself against her, - my face is so hot like why i am squirming and so flustered over this. maybe it's the fact that he's musing so nonchalantly with a dimpled smile in my head, calling the noise cute. like i... i will wither away. i can't talk about this anymore.

Harry gasped, “Don’t you dare,” he squeezed her sides, and she could hear the smile in his voice when she squealed and jumped, “I won’t have you letting Ferret believe that I abide by any of your usual Ferret slander.” - shut up jaws i know you know what you're doing to me. nobody look at me. *disgruntled noises* *knocks something over as a distraction and runs away*

- 🫀

GUYS PLEASE THESE ARE GOING TO MAKE ME CRY!!!! THANK YOU SO MUCH IM LITERALLY IN AWE RN IM SO HAPPY YOU LIKED IT :(

AND THANK YOU OMGFOMG I TRY TO BE FUNNY BUT IM ALWAYS LIKE HOPE THEY DONT THINK IM JUST ANNOYING INSTEAD AND YOU HAVE NEVER ANNOYED ME WITH ANY ASK!!!

[lyon-amore]

What if...? Duskwood Chapter 17

Chapter 16 ————————————————————————————-    

*Macie POV*

 I pace around my room playing Hannah's audio. I try to keep my mind occupied after Jake's confession/rejection. I'd rather do this than cry over him again. He don't deserve it. What do he want to keep hiding secrets from me? Okay, then I'll ignore him. From now on I won't go to his apartment. The meetings are over. If he so much thinks it's dangerous for both of us, then I'll forget about it.    "Jennifer..." I murmur, listening to Hannah's words "It sounds very different in this part. Did she know her?"     Then there's the mystery stalker. It already existed at the time of her. Why wait years to kidnap her?    “Too much audio for today” I say as I remove my headphones. ”. Now it turns... ”     I sigh and look for Jessy's chat. I need to vent to someone and I'd rather it be her than Lian since Jessy doesn't know Aiden.

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 Macie I messed up but okay 😩 Jessy ?? What happened Macie? 😰 Macie I have invited a guy from my work as a date to a party And I don’t have interest in him... Jessy Oh… 😔 Why did you do it? Macie Because the man I really like literally kicked me out of his house after he confessed Jessy What????? 😤 How can he do that?! So now you're with another guy to make him jealous?? Macie No, he doesn't know Although I'm sure he'll find out soon... ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

 If he hasn't already left, he's probably been alerted by the chat. But I don't care... At least I don't give information about him. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

 Jessy And do you know if he maybe has a girlfriend? Macie I don’t know I don’t know anything about him Jessy …. Macie Are we talking about the creepy guy? 😑 Macie No Jessy Hmm… Ok, I'll trust it's not him 🙂 But as a piece of advice, I don't think it's a good idea to be with someone who keeps secrets. My ex-boyfriend from three years ago told me that he cheated on me with some girl, so don't trust someone who hides things from you 😔 I don't want you to end up like me... Macie What a bastard I'm so sorry Jessy... Jessy Nothing happens Macie I'm sure you'll find someone better Jessy Oh… If he exists, send it to me, okay? Macie Haha ok 🤭 Jessy You know? Forget the guy who kicked you out of his house Enjoy the party! And surely you have not chosen that partner just by chance Macie No, the truth is no He liked me Jessy Oooh! Then perfect!! 😍 Do me a favor and have fun! You are young and beautiful! You can still enjoy! And you are helping us a lot, you also need to have a good time even if it is only one night Macie Yes… Yes! You're right! I'll go to that party and have a good time! I won't let a disappointment ruin my night! Jessy That's my Macie!! 👏 👏 But tell me all the details, okay? Macie I'll tell you everything Thanks for cheering me up, Jessy Jessy You're welcome  😋 Good night Macie! Macie Good night Jessy! ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

 I put my phone down and go straight to my computer. There is something that has left me thinking. Jake has a lot of secrets and I'm going to find out.

 I search social media for all the men named Jake, looking at their photos. But no one looks like him. Of course, something caught my attention, a publication of a guy from four years ago. According to the tweet, he was asking for someone named Jake, attaching a photo, but… There was no photo. Someone let him know and he was surprised that it wasn't there. It was as if Twitter had removed the photo.

 I get a news alert notification. They are still investigating a hacker who stole important documentation for the country and its economy, they have the theory that at some point they will sell all this information to a country that wants to get all the money and leave us in crisis. Is there anyone capable to do something like that?

    "A hacker they've been looking for four years... A friend who's been missing for four years... Is that too much of a coincidence?"     I feel like I'm investigating something I shouldn't... I delete my internet searches, even remove them from recent searches. I turn off the computer and go to bed. Henry jumps in too, settling on the pillow.

 I pet him trying to calm me down. My brain is going a hundred an hour. I remember this feeling so well that it excites me and makes it hard for me to sleep. If my theories are correct, I think I shouldn't have looked for this. I don't want curiosity to kill the cat. I've decided to spend the day at Lian and Brian's. I told Aiden to come find me here so we could go as a couple. Couple... Thinking about it I want to lock myself in Lian's bathroom and not leave there until the next day.    "Lian, by any chance you don't have a bottle of wine?" I ask, sitting down in one of the chairs at the kitchen table.    "Macie, I don't know if you remember, but I'm pregnant," she tells me, pointing to her belly, "until he's born and I stop breastfeeding him, no alcohol in this house."    "Don't worry, here you are" Brian hands me a bottle and I see how Lian looks at him. "What? It's a gift from my boss, I'll have to offer it to someone."    "Yes, as an anniversary gift to the president of our work." Lian takes the bottle from me and I reach out to take it from him. But she keeps it in the fridge. "Nothing to drink until the party. And we have to get ready, or are you going to be drunk while makeup?"    "Yes you're right."     Lian crosses her arms at Brian, annoyed. He kisses her forehead and manages to calm her down. He really loves her very much. Although he also fears her a bit because of her character. But we rather joke about that.   <<Now I could use that glass of wine.>>    "Well Macie?" Brian speaks to me, waking me from my thoughts "How are you leading your wonderful life as a journalist?"    "You've told him about my arguments with Christian, haven't you?" I ask Lian, looking at her badly.    "Well, we're your two best friends. How can we not talk about how worried we are about you?" Lian shrugged.    "Well, I'm doing better than you, sir. 'I don't come home because a criminal keeps me busy and I hardly have any rest.' " I tried to bring up the subject out of curiosity.     Brian lets out a long breath, ducking his head. Lian kisses him on the cheek, cheering him up.    “It's one of the toughest cases we've ever had” he says, leaning across the table, “, but we're about to track him down."    “Really? “ Lian hands me an orange juice and I take a sip “And what else do you know about him?"    “Like I'm going to tell you” Brian laughs. “, It's top secret, Macie, and it's all you'll ever know. “     Damn… Everything that is known in the articles is scarce because the government keeps the rest of the information to itself.    “But you know that no information is going to come out of my mouth.” I say, a little pleading.    "Just be careful, we don't know if he works for any organization." He takes a sip of his juice and continues "Last time we were this close to catching him near the French border." He gestures with his fingers. “If you were an expert in investigations, I would surely ask you to help us.“    "And you don't have any personal information on him? Nothing?"     I see how he makes faces of doubt.    "You know how Macie is" Lian defends me, pointing her hand at me ", she loves investigative journalism, she's trying to get to that position, maybe you can even help her."     I put on an angelic face. Brian has me like a little sister and he knows that I can keep secrets well. I'm sure he trusts me more than his own team.    "We're not sure, but we think we caught him on camera" he answers quietly ", unfortunately it's just a guess and that was two months ago. “    "Are there any photos? “ I ask more and more excited.    "Exactly, if he is so sought after, why not make his image public? “ Lian asks now, taking her husband's hand.    "He's too slippery" he explains calmly, “, we want to catch him off guard, since if we make his image public, we think someone could help him. Also, the image is not that good, so we don't know if it's him or not. "    "But do you have the photo or not?“ I insist, wanting to see it.     Brian looks at me and I stay calm.    "I'm sorry, but I don't have it" he answers, but I can see that he's lying, I've seen him squeeze the phone hard. ". Excuse me ladies, I have to look at some emails I just received" he takes a look at his phone and leaves it on the table ". I'll be right back."     He leaves us alone in the kitchen and Lian sighs.    “They never leave him alone” she says, rolling her eyes ", Macie are we getting ready?    “You go first, I'm going right now.”    "Okay, I'll take all the makeup."     They leave me alone in the kitchen and I look at Brian's phone. I don't think there's anything wrong with looking at it... right?

 I glance out the door and pick up the phone. Ugh, the pin… Something important to Brian?    "The day of his and Lian's wedding." I dial the number and it unlocks. "Sure, why not? Too predictable."     I search through the files, but I can't find anything. According to him, he has received work emails, so this must be his cell phone when he works. I then continued to look at the files for months. He had said two months ago… I look through the folders from two months ago and find a photo from a security camera. It looked like a bus station. I manage to see that the boy has green eyes and long bangs. And if I'm not mistaken, I'd say it's the same sweatshirt as his.    "It can't be, right?" I murmured, while I looked at the photo with a pang.     It was impossible that it was Jake. How many men could go with the same aesthetic as him? But he had a backpack and a suitcase… I recognize the backpack…    "Is that you?" I ran a finger over the photo, as if I were caressing him. "Is this what you were hiding from me?"     Still, I'm still mad at him for throwing me out like that. I hear footsteps approaching and I place the entire search as before and remove it from the application tabs, leaving the phone positioned as it was.    "Work never ends even on vacation." Brian walks into the kitchen and picks up his glass. "Lian is waiting for you, I just saw her in the bathroom with the big briefcase. "    "Yeah, I'm coming now." I get up from my chair and smile at him "Welcome back home Brian."     I give him a loving squeeze on the shoulder and head out of the kitchen.

 In the event that it's Jake, I'm not ratting him out. The only thing that is incredible is that he doesn't trust me to tell me his secret. I've never told anyone about him, not even the group at first, just that he contacted me for obvious reasons. I don't even say where I'm going at break time. I've kept everything we're doing a secret, and he still don't trust me? Is that what he meant by dangerous? What is the government persecuting for what? What has he done? Why didn't you tell me the real reason?

I enter the room and grab my dress. Tonight I'm going to break it with everything. It's been a terrible night.

 I shouldn't have come. Accompanied by Aiden, I grab a glass of champagne when I can. I think about all the information I've gotten, does it make sense or am I just going crazy? Is Jake really the hacker they're looking for? And if it's not that way? What if the excuse that he is dangerous is to hide his courtship from me?    " 'It's dangerous, for me and for you.' " I mutter under my breath, sipping after my drink.    "Everything alright Macie?" Aiden asks me, looking at me concerned. "You've been muttering things for a while now."    "I'm perfectly fine" I say with a smile, ". You know what? I'm going to get another drink."    "Another one?!"     I walk away from him and grab another glass. It's supposed that when you confess, later you don't kick that person out of you house, but you explain to that person the reason why all this time you has behaved with an idiot, really Jake? Couldn't you at least give me the right to know the truth if you try so hard to get close to me? It doesn’t matter all the pranks we've done together? Was your concern for me fake? Have you used me all this time?

I drink the glass in one sitting and take another. Jake, I really hope that all this time you kept me away because it's because the government was looking for you, because then you're going to have a good reason to flee this country because I'm going to rip your head off for breaking my heart.    "You know what? I'm not going to shut up" I pick up the phone, feeling how I start to heat up with fury. And maybe because of the alcohol as well. "You're going to find out who Macie Connors is."

I give him Jake's chat and start typing. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

 Macie HEY YOU! Youuuuuu ThinK IT’S FuNNNNNNNNNY?! ‘’Becaaaaaaaause it’s dangeeeeeeerouuuus’’ ‘’Fooolr me and foooir youuuu’’ Wha dou you knouw aboooout wha is dangeruous for meeeee??? 😡 Dangeroous Deengerorous FUCK IT! I can wruite!! It’s youir fault!! ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

 I grab another glass from a waiter's tray. I stumble as I walk, as I go through people to be further away from everyone.    "Excuse me, excuse me" I'm saying as I make my way, ", here's a girl whose heart has been broken, make way for me." I manage to reach a corner and see Lian looking at me and muttering something to Brian. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

 Macie Oh shiet, Lian is looking at me She muist be wondweing what's wriong with mwe Anyweay I AM ASNGRYU!! AND DRUOINK! AND I DOUNT’ CARRRRE ANUYTHIONG!! I operneeed my heasrt to you and yooolou bruoke it!! Now I will liiiiiiive the life of wanmdering beoing a dryunk!!! I houpe youou arrrre happuuuuyyy!! ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

    “AND IF I WANT, I WILL GO TO HIS HOUSE TO SLEEP WITH HIM, YOU IDIOT!” I yell into the microphone, as if he was listening to me ”I hope you heard it, because I'm going to enjoy it!”    “Macie honey, you better stop drinking already.” Lian reaches over and tries to take my phone from me. ”And look at you. Brian is going to take you home.”    "I don't want to go home!" I exclaimed, taking her away from the phone ”I'm going to go to Aiden's house and I'm going to fuck him, that's it!”    "In the state you're in, I highly doubt it, honey" She reaches out for my hand but I push it away from her ”. You are only going to touch the bed to sleep and urgently.”     I write again, hoping that Jake will listen to me this time. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

 Macie OH NO!! HELP!! LIAN WOANTS TO TASKE MY PHOUOUNE OFGFGFFF AND FOR ME TO GO HUOME TO SLEREP!! I DON’T WASaNT TO!! ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

 Brian joins Lian and takes my phone from me. Lucky I turned off the screen before he got it or it would have gotten Jake in trouble.    “Macie, look at everyone,” he whispers to me, as i looks around at all my co-workers, “I think you're going to be all they're talking about until the end of the year. “    "I don't care" I take the phone from him and put it in my bag. "Where's Aiden?" I'm going to fuck him!“    "No, you're going to scare him like that." Lian grabs me by the shoulders, making me walk. Along with us, Brian follows. “You're going home and you're going to sleep through the night.“     I pout. I really don't even want to sleep with Aiden. God, what must it be like to do it on Jake's desk? Ugh... It's thinking about his hands and... I want him to grab me and-    “Macie, walk.” Lian pushes.    "No, I have to go somewhere-"    "Yes, to your house, to sleep."     I cross my arms and start walking.

 We left the building until we reached Brian's car. As soon as I enter, I push the seat back a little and lie down a bit.   "Have you ever been so in love with someone that you got mad at them because they broke your heart even though they felt the same way?" I ask Brian, looking up at the roof of the car.    "Uh… No, it hasn't happened to me." he puts the car in gear and starts to leave the parking area "Is that why you're like this?"     I sigh and cross my arms angrily.    "I haven't said anything to Lian, but I've met an amazing guy." I try to soften a little, imagining Jake. "His way of thinking is incredible, on top of that he laughs at my nonsense, he hasn't told me but he's a movie geek, I'm one hundred percent sure. And the body? Phew! You have to see it! Awesome. Although that is more secondary… I think" I start to think, is it secondary? I haven't seen him shirtless yet... But I didn't need to. "He has told me that he doesn’t stop thinking about me. That and that we have shared very romantic moments…"    "Okay, what's the problem?" He lets out a slack laugh.    "That's the problem, I don't know the problem!" I raise my arms in the air, getting angry again "He have more changes than time itself."    "Then why did you agree to come with Aiden and you didn't invite that guy? Maybe you have to take the step. "     More step? Wasn't it enough to tell him TWICE that I like him? Or all those times we've been so close to kissing? I remember the information obtained and what he told me today. I really can't tell the truth of the reason why I couldn't invite him. I may be drunk, but I'm not stupid.    "I think he's interested in another woman." I replied, biting the inside of my cheek.    "That hurts a lot."    "Yeah...it hurts..."     I look out the window trying to calm down a bit. I really don't want to go home. If it wasn't for Henry being home, I don't think I would even go. I would go find Jake.  As soon as I get home, I take Henry out and lie on the bed fully dressed. I hope that tomorrow everything will be as before... *Jake POV*

 I read Macie's messages. They are almost impossible to read. Yesterday I read the chat she had with Jessica. In the end she has decided to go to the party with Aiden.

And isn't it better that way? So why do I feel so upset? Maybe I really should have told her the real reason why we can't really be together. Now, seeing that she's mad at me, just like I wanted, I regret doing it. Perhaps Aiden will have brought her home? Will she be with him right now? What if that takes advantage of her while she is drunk? I think I'm getting angry about something that may not even be happening. I try to control myself. I don't want to imagine it that way. Not at least in bed with another man.    "It was enough that yesterday I almost crossed the line with her," I tell myself, while I look at the ceiling of the room. "If I don't remember the dangerous situation I have on top of me, I wouldn't have thought twice." 

I haven't been able to concentrate all day on the investigation, I didn't even feel like looking at the clues we have. Just spending the whole day thinking about Macie. I dare not contact her, after what has happened. I think it would be worse. I don't even think about how we're going to be able to continue the investigation, but about how we can fix it with her.

  <<You can't fix it anymore, the mistake is done. This was what you wanted, wasn't it? Now don't regret it when it was you who decided to end up like this. >>

Chapter 18 

[iiraoni]

🌿7/5/2024, 04:32 AM🌿

👏i’m 👏back 👏female 👏dogs👏

😐 and 😑 i 🙄 don’t 😤 wanna 😠 HEAR 😡

🤨i’m 🤨✌️ACT 🤨✊TING 🤨✌️DIFF🤨 ✊RENT🤨✌️😲

hi, hehe. this is a joke but my return is serious. i’m not narcissistic enough to believe writing ten page essays about my ex boyfriend or my ballooning tuition or my exercise journey is something i should maintain in seriousness, but posting a thought every now and again, and maybe talking about a day in some reasonably concise blog posts would be nice to do again, because i am important.

it’s not narcissistic to act upon that importance. i’m just no longer doing it with the silent expectation of it being read.

i wrote him so many fucking posts. i doubt he read a single one. my life, has got to mean more than an abusive psychopath who took advantage of me? i am worth more than the lies he projects onto even his own family. right?

is he more than his abuse of me? am i more than my childhood?

will my life be more than bills and working a job?

will my life actually mean something? i want to be a psychiatrist. can i do it? am i capable?

i want to be an artist. i can’t pick up a pen to draw, nor have i even touched my novel.

ive been writing my novel since late 2019, or my junior year of high school, and i’m about to be a junior in college. i have a comic book that i started writing the script for.

ugh. so many things. but enough about me! 😲👏👏👏

how are you? please let me know.

PLEASE use my ask as a form of venting. if you need to vent, you can do it there, or you can do it at cranima.businessinquiries@gmail.com.

i love you, no matter who you are or where you’ve come from. if no one else says it, i see you, i love you, and i am proud of you. keep rocking, superstar. God bless you.

yes, even you, white bean. because i can’t find it in my heart to resist extending a bone to even you. it’s mainly for me. makes me feel good to forgive you that much more. and because i miss you, womp womp.

thank you God for this day, and to my sister Aiyana for cheering me on even in Heaven. for my family and friends supporting me, and for the job interview i just had. also for life finally making a little bit more damn sense. thank you, Abba. amen.

=🌿🌿=

find me or reach out.

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[anavatazes]

This is Nicholas, my Mara's baby nephew. If he weren't already spoken for, this little guy would be coming home with me sometime early in February, with a name change of Anakin's Fenn Rau. The white stripe on his head leads all the way back to the black stripe on his back, and this little guy is so stinkin' adorable! I told the breeder that if the people back out, she needs to let me know, and I will figure something out, even work in trade for this sweetheart 🥰. Haven't felt like this since Mara. Sigh. The puppy fever is real people.

In other news, the holiday drama is real 😤. In my own house with my youngest and her father. The long of the short is that they know how to push each other's buttons, so they do. And they don't care who falls victim to it or what they ruin when they get going 😡. The older girls have a saying. "Don't piss off the German mother, that's a bear you don't want to wake up!" Well, that bear got woke up and put them both in their place today. Still NOT happy about it. Right in the middle of Yule, too! Fucking hell! I almost pulled me and the others back into the car to go back to their grandfather’s and let them hash it out, but Mara and the cats would have had to deal with it, and that's not fair to them. I don't like drama. My girls know this. My Mister SHOULD know this after almost 30 years together. I will shut that shit down. And I will be pissed the fuck off while I do it. If I want drama, I will go to my safe place of fanfiction, or the occasional show or movie that I might watch, and get it that way. Or if I want a really good show, I will go down the street and see what the neighbors are doing. Not. In. My. Home.

/vent

Anywho, even though I celebrate Yule, we do add a bit of secular Christmas in for the younger kids and the family members that do celebrate it. And I was raised Xtian, so it's old hat, really. With that said, all of the holiday and wintertime Joel fics that have been showing up lately?! Holy moley, you guys! Incredible! One minute, it's really hot 🔥 in here. The next, it's so fluffy and cuddly 🥰. I LOVE IT. Missing my mom a lot right now, it's been nice having the added distraction ❤️. So a huge thank you to all of my Frankie, Din, Djarin, Dave York, Marcus Moreno, Marcus Pike, Oberyn Martel, and even Agent Whiskey fic writers! But especially to my Joel writers 🥰❤️. He's still number one, even if someone did manage to bring Ezra close to him the other week 👀! Love you all! 😘😘

[hard-core-super-star]

PLEASE DON'T- sorry for bringing this up, you didn't need to mention this pic 😔 I'm still recovering from the pic with the incredible 140P quality I had seen. Someone give this woman a job, some mini project, anything, but it has to be now.

This all sucks and little by little I feel like the phrase “Disappointed but not surprised” might start to make sense- There's so much to say about this but trying to stay sane is the most important thing (It's actually impossible)

Hope you had a good day yesterday though

– 🌟

apology accepted, just don't bring it up again 👀 jk, my hailee fics have basically turned into vent fics so it would be very hypocritical of my if i didn't let you do the same. i agree completely, btw. someone tell her watering the grass in buffalo doesn't count as a job. she's an oscar-nominated actress for fuck’s sake and yet she's parading around as JA’s “hollywood sweetheart” like 😤 make it make sense!!!

yeah, tell me about it. she’s making it very difficult to keep writing things about her. it helps that i consider all my fics their own little AUs but still. i’m delusional but not delusional enough to pretend like what she's doing is okay.

and thank you, i had a weird day but at least i managed to finish the alpha!kate fic. it's a new day and now i gotta work on the assignments that i totally didn't ignore this week 🙃

[worksby-d]

Hi Dest:) I hope you’re thriving😤 I just wanted to vent to someone who maybe can relate idk?? This week is my colleges spring break, and I’m not going anywhere (just home) cause I have to work etc. and i feel like such a loser lmao cause all I’m seeing this week are my friends and ppl I know going on spring break trips to really warm/fun places and I’m just here with my parents and dog lol. I honestly couldn’t really afford to go somewhere like that even if I wanted to, plus I’m in a difficult major so I still have a ton of work to do over break, and I don’t have like a huge friend group to go with, since all my friends don’t really know each other. Anyway, I’m fine honestly, just feeling kinda down about it and like I’m not living the real “college experience”. (Which is bs anyway if u ask me). Thanks for letting me vent💗

don't feel like a loser!!!! i never understood how people afforded spring break trips either ??? i guess i wish i could have, but life goes on i suppose lol have fun with your family!! i always spent my spring breaks at home too 🤭💕

[yanderememes]

He’d be there for darling 😤😤

If there is anything on darling’s mind, Giorno is there to patiently listen to you, any problem, vent, you name it. He respects you and values you- so mental health is top priority. ((I mean beside your freedom lmao.))

I don’t believe there is an ounce of him that will ridicule you, EVER, even if you think it’s the silliest of things, he still sits with you, even in the dead of night, caressing your hands and listening so patiently to anything troubling your mind, won’t dare to interfere once. His gaze fixated, a hum to let you continue.

Idk man 100% husband material and im preparing my wedding dress as we talk.

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AMEN AMEN AMEN

PERDIOT 💅

Giorno would love and cherish you forever. There is nothing too big or too small. He'll give you the world and all. He's just so in love with you that he doesn't know what to do with himself! Whatever insecurities you have about yourself, Giorno will wash them away. He's just so gentle and sweet, worshiping you like you are his God. 😭🤧💞

I often joke with my sister about yan!Giorno and she's DONE with me

Me: can you grab pass me my book?

Sister: no

Me: GiOrNo WoUlD nEvEr TrEaT Me LiKe ThIs!!!!

He truly is husband material! I hate how underrated he is in the jojo community. A lot of people misunderstand him (or maybe that's me overanalyzing his character lmao) so they often overlook him. But yall don't know what you're missing out on.

Thanks for the meme! It gave me a good laugh!

[issamomma]

OK FINE here I’ll write something. 😡😤 (Stupid mental illness always blocking up my brain and stupid friends always pushing me to do what I love and be my best self. What a drag.)

No tw really. Just hella fluff and some light nods to sexy things. One curse word with a star in it so I didn’t even spell it out. Idk. This is self indulgent so it’s all super light hearted and mushy. Some of it is geared more towards afab reader but not all of it.

Also. I wrote this and then left it on the screen. Just never hit post. Thank God it auto saved to drafts. So that’s where my brain is lately. But WITHOUT FURTHER ADO I PRESENT TO YOU:

JJK Boys and some wholesome/extra soft HCs and stuff! 💞

Nanami Kento

His work ethic is supreme. This man will put in his 10 to 6 religiously and push himself to the breaking point out of sheer dedication and sense of duty. That’s why he loves Sunday Spa Days with you so much. It gets him through his week and recharges his mind, body, and soul. That small window of time he has with nothing to focus on but your hands delicately stroking his face with some new serum or face mask you’ve found, you smiling softly while you tell him all about it and about your week or new recipes your planning on making for the two of you, the scent of flowers and fruits wafting through the room....it heals him in ways he can’t express to you. So instead he shows you in his actions; standing behind you washing your hair in the shower, kissing from your earlobe, down your neck, and across your sweet shoulders, before wrapping one arm around your chest and the other across your waist to pull you close and soak you in. making you both fancy drinks and snacks all day, and holding you through the night and gently reassuring you just how much he loves you and how much you mean to him. Those nights are what cross his mind when he’s most stressed. And that thought always spurs him to send a quick little “I love you.” text before he gets back to working. And every Friday, on his way home, you know he’s going to pick up something for the two of you. Hydrojelly, lip scrub, honey lavender infused...what is this? If the nice clerk tells him you’ll love it, it’s in the bag.

Gojo Satoru

This man CANNOT handle you crying. He can defeat any curse. He can do things no one else in the world can do. That’s why when something makes you cry and he can’t immediately figure it out or fix it for you, he’s a totally different man. He is throwing stuffed animals and sweets on you. Putting on movies, songs, anything he can think of to make you happy. This man is putting a comfort pile of all your favorite items on you at light speed hoping something hits and you feel better. If he didn’t see anything working, he would probably take it personally. After all, he’s a (former) player and jujutsu god. He’s only used to being used. Not wanted. So when you finally and softly grab his sleeve and look up at him with those soul crushingly sad yet gorgeous eyes of yours, he starts to get it. He slows down and registers everything you’re trying to convey in that simple glance. He would carry you to bed or climb in with you and hold you close. He would have one arm under you and the other hand would be stroking your hair, your cheek, your arm. He would kiss your forehead and let you bury your face into his chest. You could be crying or venting...or doing nothing at all but existing in his arms. He would savor it. In that moment he would feel more powerful and fulfilled than he ever has. He’s the strongest, no doubt. But what he wants and what he loves, is that you let him be strong for you. And yes, you will be checked up on the next day through a million little texts and phone calls. Expect flowers at your door. He’s a menace. But he’s your menace.

Megumi Fushiguro

You two would be very early on in your relationship when he would write you a little note here and there. Just “I hope your day is ok,” or “You look really pretty in that sweater,” kind of stuff. Well one day he drew a little picture on his note to you. And it was good. I mean crazy good. Holy sh*t this man is an artist. You knew he was good with his hands because of everything he has to do (or has done to you 😏) with them but this is wild. You tell him this. You compliment him and of course he brushes it off and does his best to stifle the red that starts to dust his cheeks but you know it’s there. After that, you’re getting a little drawing at the corner of every letter from him. And they aren’t notes anymore. They are full blown letters. Just a page but he’s opening up more and more to you and you love it. What you never get to see or realize is that you nurtured something very positive in him. He’s a jujutsu student and broody soft boi. He doesn’t have time for art. Right? ...wrong. Thanks to you, he keeps it up. Late at night or sometimes after a stressful mission, he’ll take the time to draw something. It eases his mind and helps him decompress. It’s not a chore or a pressure. Simply a hobby that he gets to enjoy privately and it does him so much good. And he will always love you for that. You are a light and a joy in his life. He won’t always tell you but the notes say enough and they will keep coming for as long as you’ll have him.

Yuji Itadori

He’s fast, strong, athletic. He’s the vessel the strongest curse of all time. He’s impressive in every single way. You never think you can measure up to him. You know he loves you but you’ll never impress him so you don’t try. You just smile and feel lucky. Until you make him cupcakes for his birthday. He’s blown away. The look, the taste, the thought behind it. It’s all so amazing! And he won’t shut up about it. You offer to make him more and he agrees. When he comes over you ask if he wants to learn how. He um....he’s not the most skilled baker. The first batch is awful and something you both laugh about. You kiss his cheek while he apologizes and rubs the back of his head. For the next batch, he sits back and watches. He’s hypnotized by you. So natural. So talented. So delicate in the way you decorate each one like it’s meant to go on display or be served to royalty. And without breaking a sweat! You’re just finishing up fanning out the strawberry to top your last cupcake when it hits him. You are the most beautiful thing he’s ever seen. You are as sweet as your cakes and the kindest person he knows. He turns you around and you almost get to ask him if he wants one before you pack them up to take to the class tomorrow but you don’t get time to speak before he grabs your chin lightly and pulls you in for a very warm and passionate kiss. You blush and look almost as red as the strawberries next to you. He tells you to move the cupcakes somewhere safe and out of the way. Confused, you move them like he’s asked. He uses that strength and swiftness of his to quickly pick you up and sit you on the counter. Expect a lot more kisses and licking the left over icing off more than just the spoon. I guess you’re his dessert tonight. 🤷🏻‍♀️ And that’s why he calls you his little cupcake.

Sukuna

He shreds you apart but...lovingly. 😌❤️ And no I don’t take criticism. He’s a curse and he’s bad. I just want him to step on me. Toji too. But we’ll explore that later.

Choso Kamo

Oh my sweet Choso. I’ve been waiting to write for him and my brain rots solely for this half man half curse whole beautiful boi right here. So here goes.

You knew getting him adjusted to the world would have its quirks and little moments but this is not one you saw coming. His social skills and manners were impeccable when needed so you knew taking him to meet an old friend from school would be no problem. Just a light lunch, some conversation sitting around your best friend’s old house laughing over memories made there, and then back home to see how he feels about it. Most of everything went fine except when he wandered off a bit during the tour. He was distracted by a shelf of old books. Just ones you would read while very young or bedtime stories someone’s parents would read. Nothing major. While you and your friend were laughing and pouring another glass of your favorite whatever...where’s Choso’s glass...wait where’s Choso? You excuse yourself and find him on the floor of your friend’s old room, sitting cross legged and reading from one of the books. “Sweetheart? Why don’t you come and join us?” He gets up and puts the book away before smiling and following you out. This grin of his seemed different. But you brushed it off and continued your afternoon. You said your goodbyes and your friend, sweet as always, let Choso know that he was welcome anytime and that she was happy you had found “such an absolute prince.” His eyes sparkled at those words and he couldn’t thank her enough for a wonderful afternoon. You looked at him curiously during the car ride home. “Why are you staring at me, beloved?” You laughed at his question. You could look at him forever, that gorgeous man. But something in him seemed stirred since leaving your friend’s place. Back at home, he was on the computer almost all night. You asked him several times what he was doing and he always replied the same. “Reading.” You shrugged and headed for bed. He was quick to join you once he finally looked around and missed your presence. The next day he was so quick to do everything he could for you. Jar needs to be opened, he’s on it. Puddle to step over, he throws his jacket in it so you can step on it and not get wet (not that jacket you got him as a gift, come on now.) He’s waiting outside a dressing room for you in a store and you hear him speaking with the sales woman. “Are you alright sir? Can I help you find anything?” A simple no thank you is what you expected him to say. But with a big smile he tells her, “No. I’m fine. I’m waiting on the woman I came in with to come out so I can see what she picks. She’s beautiful. I think she’s a princess.” 🥺 You almost bust out of the fitting room door half naked to wrap your arms around him but you quickly get dressed and make your purchase. The second you two are out of the store you turn to him and kiss him so sweetly that he’s stunned for a moment. “Choso, why did you say that back there? That was sweet but I mean...” He kisses your forehead before you can finish. “I read that story at your friend’s house. The one about the princess and the knight in shining armor? Well, I read a lot of stories like that, actually. And I think that you’re my princess. But you would murder someone if they tried to lock you in a tower. I still want to be your knight though. I don’t have any armor but I can protect you and make sure to always stay by your side. I don’t know any songs to sing you or poems to recite. Not yet. But you’re already my beloved so why shouldn’t I treat you like a princess? If dragons ever become a real threat, I’m out.” He says the last words dryly and begins to walk back to the car, still holding your hand. A joke? From this man? And so quick? You grin from ear to ear. That’s it. He’s the one. 💕 His love for medieval tales of bravery and love becomes a lasting one and he forever sees you as his beautiful princess. Queen of his heart. His one and only. Every now and then you tease him with stuff, “oh brave night, please save me from this spider on the wall! ...No seriously...babe help!!” And “are you coming to bed, Prince Charming or do I have to convince you another way?” It makes him smile. Expect to hear, “that’s it princess. Just like that.” 🥵

Also he cried during Shrek when you showed it to him. Tell me I’m wrong. You can’t. This is my drabble, I make the rules.

Well. That’s it for now. Might make a short story on one of these or do more characters. I dunno yet. But for now, I’m gonna bask in the comfort. Mmmmmm. So soft.

Thank you to @calslaundry for being my catalyst on this, @sukirichi for making me want to write again because your stuff is SO GOOD, and @bluecookies02-main for getting me started in the first place and always being my sister. @h-lawliet technically helped me come up with this from their prompt post so...thx bb.

[zee-has-commitment-issues]

Let me propose an idea that lives in my head rent free. Ok so August and Sara😤Majority of the fandom hate them but me..

Ok hear me out; both of them are so complex. When you really pay attention to August you can see that he’s really just lost. He tried talking about his dad with Wille when they’re both outside peeing but Wille ignores him going on about Erik(understandable, he literally just died) and at the parents day lunch when someone assumes his step dad is his dad he gets so defensive. He’s clearly not past his dad committing sewerslide, and possibly hasn’t even had the opportunity to really open up about it. I can’t even imagine what kind of a toll that would take on you and he probably has many different thoughts regarding it. (Guilt,anger, etc) That could be why he started using, I assume. His relationship with his mom clearly isn’t great, and Erik said that Hillerska is basically his entire life now. The combination of the drugs, and School being the only thing going for him makes it very reasonable why he’s so serious and amped up about everything. Especially being apart of the Royal family. Outside of those things he literally doesn’t think he has anything. It makes sense why his character would take it so seriously. Now the whole video thing, I don’t really want to get into that bc I’m really high and I’m already using all the braincells I have to compel this. He did that out of spite of Wille telling everyone he was broke. I think it hit something in him mentally which fused him to leak the video. That in no way justifies it whatsoever. Afterwards though, you can tell he’s guilty. In his little actions/body language, you can tell. He looks like a clown but you can tell. Ok here’s my idea tho I kinda just went into an August deep dive without meaning to.

I think he’s redeemable, not forgivable. I’ve watched so many series that go on for a good amount of seasons, where in the last season the most loved character was the most hated in the first one. It happens so often in storytelling. I have a theory that he is actually genuinely gonna fall for Sara. Sara may or may not reciprocate deep feelings, maybe just minor or wanting to be with someone. And rewatching season 1 there’s this scene in I think episode two where August was trying to get Felice to go on a date with him, and she is talking to Stella and Fredrika about it after. They’re talking about how bad August is as a guy and Fredrika says “Real love can actually change you” that kinda seemed like foreshadowing to me idk. I’m so intrigued by Sara and Augusts dynamic. At first it was confusing and kinda icky but after all the rewatches I started to maybe kind of get it. August needs to be heard. I really think that’s it. Sara listened to him when she confronts him, let’s him vent and say how he really feels. And after all of that, after knowing he did something terrible, she tells him how she feels and what she wants, and then kisses him. If I were August in that situation I would feel accepted, heard, and maybe even understood. And like wait you want to kiss me after I just admitted all that? Sara was the first person that we have seen actually listen to his thoughts. It would so make sense if he actually falls for her. He’s clearly intrigued by her before that scene also, as she’s different from other girls he’s been with or talked to. If we have a season 3 or more I wouldn’t be surprised at all if we see a huge arc for him. I don’t think Sara will be his main storyline in this arc, just to make myself clear. It will need to be with Wille. Wille and Simon, as they’re the ones he fucked over. I don’t know where Lisa and the writers are going with him but I wouldn’t be surprised at all if something like this happens with his storyline. Who fucking knows, but if I’m actually onto something I’m gonna eat that shit up. Ok thank you for your time❤️🤩

Ok, hi bestie. I like where your head is. I think a lot of the same, too. In fact, I was just telling people the other day that the reason August is such a good villain is because he's not one. He's just a superbly fucked up kid. He's nuanced. He's not completely bad and not evil. He's just incredibly fucked in the head and he's drowning.

I honestly cannot wait to see where they go with his character. It's bound to be interesting. As much as I hate him, I cannot stop thinking about August and all the different layers of his character.

I've actually had a couple of posts recently about this type of stuff, so I'm going to link them:

Is August redeemable.

my thoughts on Sara/August.

my thoughts on August's attachment issues.

Happy reading, anon.

[animeomegas]

Hello there! 👋 I hope you’re having a good day and I just wanted to share a scenario/hcns that have been plaguing my mind lately 🫣

This is for the Naruto AU. Ok, so, imagine an MC who has this super OP! Kekkei Genkai that works like the “Imperius curse” from Harry Potter; Basically you put them under your control and will, and to put more flair into this let’s say MC is inmune to genjutsus, because anything is possible within the Naruto universe…

In this AU, MC followed Sasuke to support him and also because Konoha, its people and philosophy is sh** (Let’s be honest here, Konoha always started its wars with the other villages 🤨)

Anyway, MC follows Sasuke in order to talk to Itachi and settle down things between the two brothers and find/fix the root of the problem TOGETHER. Obviously this would fuck up the story because Sasuke wouldn’t become a “villain”, but whatever 🙄.

*MC used their Kekkei Genkai after Sasuke “vented” and made (forced) both Uchihas sit down*

MC: “Tell us the truth why you massacred the clan, the whole truth 🤨”

*Itachi does*

MC: “See Sasu? Your revenge shouldn’t be against your brother. The root of this is Danzo and how rotten is Konoha” … “Yes, Itachi, I admire your patriotism but Konoha and its villagers are hypocrites 😤”

MC: “Now, Itachi say sorry to Sasuke🫶” … “Sasuke, say sorry to your brother🫶” … “Good! After you both get better from your injuries, we’ll kill Danzo!” :D

Sorry for the long post, after watching Naruto as an adult I started to notice how dirty they did to my boys … And no one truly understood/supported Sasuke, about his traumas. Like yeah! Go travel for a few years and magically you’ll feel better! 😔😤🙄

This is some top tier fix-it content and we love to see it!!

Sasuke was done so dirty, no one ever helped him properly and that makes me so mad, which is why I only give him hella supportive alphas. Only the best for Sasuke 🥰

I love the OP MCs that just fix everything, like yeah it's great when characters painstakingly claw their way to victory, but I'm here for the wish fulfilment and I don't want to work too hard, so this sounds like a better plan.

You will send both of them into a breakdown though lol, but that's good for the angst™, so I approve.

I feel like we're similar people because this is the kind of thing I would daydream about too haha.

Thanks for sending it to me!! <3

@danyzta