#thanks for coming to my ted talk ig

[purrassicjet]

Thinking about Sandra Lynn with religious trauma.

She wasn't raised religious, but religion payed a huge role in Bobby Dawn's abuse. He was a priest of Sol, after all. He constantly evangalised to the rest of the party, wore holy symbols, and his magic was well, holy. He frequently tried convert Sandra Lynn particularly. Sandra Lynn never believed, but she thought she loved him, religion and all.

And then, everything exploded. Suddenly the religion that she had been told would embrace her lovingly was the reason she was being shunned. Suddenly, her relationship with Bobby Dawn was religious in nature. She was a tempress, sent by the devils of hell to test Bobby's faith, and succeeded. Suddenly she was a filthy sinner, who made a mockery of somebody good. And because she was young, and naiive, she believed it. She internalized their words. She was a sinner. She was evil. She started to feel guilty for being abused. Maybe she was who they said she was.

She's better now, but she still looks at some of Sol's holy symbols and feels a pang of guilt. She was hesitant towards Fig's friendship with Kristen because she was Helio's chosen one, a shining symbol of the piety. She walks quickly past the Cathedral of Sol, afraid to be recognised, or reminded of what she was led to believe she was.

[askkwieon]

wip

wanted to put kerdor in a famcy fit and it... got outta hand

i do plan on doing this to All my trolls. so this will take a while

[gazumirei]

the pressure fandom right now

[bloodfreak-boyking]

Thinking about S8 again and how Sam didn't wanna hunt alone and like...yeah. No shit. I think it's VERY fair that he doesn't want to hunt without Dean, especially considering his track record with it:

Mystery spot - Dean dies "for real" and for six months Sam is a a terrifying, cold, and robotic kind of unhinged killing machine. He still sets out two meals, lets hunting consume him completely, even cuts off contact with everyone unless they have info on the trickster.

Dean goes to hell: Sam hunts alone, tries to basically go out suicide by hunting. Ruby worms her way into his life by being Off Brand Dean Replacement and gets him addicted to demon blood. He's so consumed by the thought of revenge against Lilith for holding Dean's contract that he destroys himself (and helps start the apocalypse) in the process.

Dean's living his normal life with Lisa: Sam hunts alone and hurts a LOT of people. He's soulless during this time, but he DEFINITELY still blames himself for it. And to be honest, the only difference I see between Sam during the other times Dean isn't alive/around to hunt with him and his soulless era is that soulless Sam doesn't have the anger Sam did. But the actions, I could ABSOLUTELY see regular Sam committing them in an effort to save Dean if it came down to it.

(This one's in s9, but it still follows a very clear and fucked up pattern we see) Dean's a demon: Sam tortures demons in a way that makes them think he doesn't have a soul. He also leads a guy into a "fake" demon deal knowing full well he'll sell his soul and go to hell, all just to maybe find Dean.

Conclusion: Sam knows the kind of monster he turns into when he's hunting without Dean so he only wants to hunt if his big brother is there to keep him grounded.

[i-am-sleepyzz]

I think my favorite flavor of satogou/shigegou is prolly

Ash having a crush on goh and like it's been there since somtime around when they first met but he's only just now realizing that his feeling arnt as platonic as he thought

And like this is after jn so they've already gone Separate ways and they won't see eachother in person for a while.

And then goh who had proably liked ash around maybe the ivysaur? I dunno haven't decided when his crush would have started but that not important just know he's had it pretty long

But he thinks ash doesn't feel the same wich i think could be a reason that he wanted to go on his own journey because he wants to get over his crush and being around him isn't going to really help with him getting over it? It's not his only reason but it's a part of it

So while he's on his journey him and Gary fall in love or whatever

So like by the time they do get to meet up again ash prolly knows by now that there goh and Gary are dating or he can tell they like eachother somthing like that

So he never tells goh cause he doesn't want to ruin there possible relationship for feeling that most likely arnt Reciprocated

And that's it hehe

[glauces-notebooks]

rewatching night at the museum for the first time in a while and wow. i missed this film.

[itzmoss]

i have been thinking about this all day so i needa yap quickly

wille and henry have been giving me SUCH brother vibes, like i thought about it while watching season 3, but i realized kinda this whole time.

henry is like the annoying little brother whose always trying to hangout with him, but its actually really sweet and wille has such a cute dynamic with him

they are so found family brothers actually cus i said so

[spottedgardeneelstan]

i really enjoy both shen jiu and chu wanning as characters, but despite being a similar archetype in my eyes they have quite a few differences. the most pressing difference is the fact that i think shen jiu could top a man if he wanted to, but i think chu wanning is incapable of that.

[vasira96]

this guy i’ve had a crush on for ages recommended i check out the new dnd movie and said that his favorite character reminded him of me so i’m gonna be riding that high for a while

[retros-artandstuff]

vriska + a transmasc dave doodle

[silverjurors]

Incredibly random and obscure Hot Take:

Ghost shouldn't have been Emmalyn

Ghost should have been Janus

[kindahoping4forever]

Ash IG Story

[rotting-butterscotch]

so i am a bit late to clancy album (bcuz of finals😭) buuut here i am and here are my thoughts while listening to all the clancy songs (and rating them 1-10)

1. Overcompensate: great opener, lyrics are a little random (but iconic lol), vocals are amazingg (love the piano :3), 8.8/10

2. Next Semester: have literally 0 complaints, fucking love this song, 10/10

3. Backslide: vocals are great, but the beat could've been more energetic imo, love the lyrics, 8.5/10

4. Midwest Indigo: don't feel like the drums match, but i like the rest of the beat, good vocals, kinda 50/50 on the lyrics (start kinda reminds me of Momentz lol), 7.9/10

5. Routines In The Night: very chill honestly, love the vocals & lyrics, (ooh little rat bit :3), beat is nice too, 9/10

6. Vignette: ooh very strong beat at the start, loving the lyrics (ooh little rap bit :3) beat is very nice too :D, 10/10

7. The Craving (Jenna's Version): vocals always a 10, very chill song, and i find it so cute that he's made a song abt Jenna in almost every album, like so sweet, but in a aesthetic factor it doesn't really fit Clancy, soo 8.5/10

8. Lavish: best is majestic asf, not 100% on the lyrics rn but lyrics are very nice ("got both hands on ur shoulder while ur bottomless" WHAT😭🙏), 9.2/10

9. Navigating: love the drums, love vocals, love the rest if the best too, lyrics are fucking amazing, 9.7/10

10. Snap Back: beat kinda reminds me of like those alarms, but in a good way? vocals great ofc, also kinda like the slight switch in beat (ooh loved that buildup too), lyrics are good, 8.9/10

11. Oldies Station: i feel like im being called out. love the vocals, pretty chill beat but i like it :) kinda got a nostalgic vibe to it? 8.6/10

12. At The Risk Of Feeling Dumb: kinda strange beat at the start, but im liking it, actually scratch that this is an amazing beat, vocals are beautiful, ok now where are the cameras, WHY IS THIS SONG LITERALLY ME???, 9.8/10

13. Paladin Strait: omg the finalee :3 vocals kinda remind me of a traditional greek song that id hear in my school's choir? not in a bad way tho, chill beat, omg it's 6 minutes long? holy crap, anyways, very nice lyrics :3 ok wait a sec, will there be a beat switch? omg yes there will!! loving the ukulele, and the softer vocals too :D omg JUMPSCARE what's that voice😭 omg i loved it, 9.5/10

btw these are all my opinions, i am not some kinda specialist i just love tøp and might be neurodivergent so, results may vary lol

[hamadryad111]

So as some of you may know, I am joining the Air Force in 2025 (yippee I don’t really know what else to do with my life) and I recently was talking to my friend about it (she knows I’m obsessed with god of war, specifically with Kratos, I’m just a girl and I’m enjoying what’s to be enjoyed 🤷‍♀️) and she’s knows I’ve never been the dating type, never really gone out with guys and have never really explored myself romantically because my whole type revolves around that beautiful man at this point (Kratos has ruined my standards for men because I believe I’ll never find someone who won’t do me the way he does so I’ll just continue to daydream) and my friend was like “who knows maybe you’ll find your Kratos sometime throughout your years in the military.”

I was like first of all, don’t you DARE get my hopes up like that and second of all I don’t even know if I’d have time to even think about dating or anything like that while I’m in. I only plan on doing 3 years but that may very well change! But who knows, now she’s got my hopes up for something as stupid as that and honestly, it’s keeping me going. I’m just trying to make it through financially while also still trying to figure myself out while also trying not to be such hopeless romantic but I know I am I can’t do this anymore. :”)

[spill-the-milk-tea]

The Tula Conspiracy only momentarily distracted me from the larger conspiracy at play which is WHO ARE THE FIRST STOATS?

There's a very vague implication that no one besides Population Control Assistants actually get to see the First Stoats and I don't mean to bring my Loki obsession into this but are the First Stoats not...real? Are they perhaps humans?? Or more likely they're stoats that were directly experimented on by the humans that survived the nuclear meltdown, and so they have ulterior motives concerning their knowledge about the humans.

I just can't help but feel like the First Stoats are not truly operating in the interest of the stoat population and that they are disseminating a story about Stoat Creationism that they know isn't true as a means of achieving an Other Goal that we haven't perceived yet.

[embv]

my body doesn’t Hate me, per se. It just Loves being an annoying little shit