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Shit talking with bae
#when Kevin’s being an asshole on court again#andreil#andrew minyard#neil josten#aftg#all for the game#art#doodle#mine#henreyettart#the foxhole court#don’t ask me about the physique if this exy court btw#Nora described it as being the size of a soccer field or something and that’s just crazy#how is that possible#Andrew with his little legs booking it over in time to smash rikos arm?#unlikely#Nora I need diagrams and illustrated references please#and while you’re at it I’d like a piece by piece breakdown of their exy gear#thanks
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Another page from the Loop Being Emo In The Woods WIP! The aftermath of the little episode from the previous page I posted. This one’s finished, and I need to think long and hard abt whether this level of detail is like, sustainable for something 15 pages long 😅
This comic originated from wanting to see more straight up sifloop romance, with pining and sad eyes and angsty internal monologues and tropey romcom bits and a healthy mix of drama/comedy. I plotted out a couple funny little one page comics, then got into thinking about character motivations and emotional beats, and now we’re like, maybe 15 comics/scenes/chaoters plotted and storyboarded in this universe? But because I hate keeping things simple, every one of those fucking comics is between 6-15 pages long and dialogue heavy, and I’m getting mired in the characterization of it all (not even counting getting mired in the visual storytelling and the plot progression of it all! And not even getting started on the “still very new to digital art, how does one use procreate” of it all!) Soooo haha I’m in danger :3
If anyone wants to talk in dms or on discord abt this comic and the greater sifloop shipping trash story it’s part of, hit me up! Especially if you know your way around plotting out a story a lil bit. I don’t know how to start conversations online 🙈 but I like to think I bring a lot to the table talking meta, trading wips and other art that I can’t post here, making lil comics from discord bits, and exchanging help with plotting/storyboarding/dialogue/character interpretations.
#official thanks to every early 00s manga for the ‘person had a mental breakdown and now they’re in a giant circle of destroyed trees’ visual#I need someone to gently take my pen like ‘Kiri babe don’t u think that’s enough detail for this one page? remember you gotta do 14 more’#I touched too much grass and forgot how to make friends online :(#last time I posted sth like this I got my first fandom friend so I’m doing it again 😇#I cannot stress how much I need a literal invitation to start a direct conversation with someone#so this is a literal invitation to hit me up here or on discord (same username)#isat#in stars and time#isat loop#my art#art#isat fanart
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— you've always been my favourite.
#this is an idea behind this but once again half of the reason is just bc i wanted to draw girls#is this pre breakdown or during it? idk u decide#this and the other girl lewis art is set in the same universe btw#also im only genderbending them (for now anyways) everyone else is the same#kinda sad i didnt this to flip this and draw her tattoos but also thankful i dont have to draw her tattoos#lewis hamilton#nico rosberg#brocedes#genderbend#f1 fanart#my art#girlcedes
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Mnemosyne's Elysium — Chapter Two
Alfred’s first peaceful night in ages is shattered by a call from the last person he wants to hear from—his ex, Uhtred. Annoyance is the least of his problems, as a haunting past reemerges to torment him all over again. He knows doom will be unavoidable, whether he likes it or not.
Alfred x Uhtred Modern AU
Word count in Chapter Two: 9,052
WE ARE GOING BACK IN TIME IN THIS CHAPTER!! And that is as in 10 years before :D I want to thank every single person who has let me know that they had liked the first chapter, you have done wonders for my mental health and I truly appreciate it so thank you for reading so far and for taking the time to tell me so in one way or another, it means the world to me, ilysm <33
#i hope you will like this one as well!!#i took an extremely long time to both write and fix it#i went through 4 drafts and thousands of mental breakdowns#BUT I DID IT!!#writing this fic is actually helping my mental health i think#so at least something good is coming out of this also from my part!!#thank you again for reading you are all wonderful and I LOVE YOU MWAH THOUSANDS OF KISSES AND HUGS AND INFINITE SUPPORT#the last kingdom#alfred x uhtred#tlk alfred#uhtred#my fics#michela's gifs#uhtred x alfred#alhtred
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i often really do feel like an .. unwanted part of the fandom, i dont draw beautiful landscapes, i have unpopular but strong opinions im constantly annoying about and rarely change, dont like/dont draw the pretty young popular twinks and hot gurls to fanboi over nor do i turn characters into one, the opposite moreso, draw only one ship no ones heard of really, got little energy to interact with the few people that are nice to me and send me asks so it probably looks like im ignoring everyone and unfortunately but still rarely get so stressed i get overwhelmed and emotional about pehaps seemingly minor things and spiral almost into a breakdown feeling super embarrassed about it afterwards but the damage is already done and i look like a freak or agressive weirdo
#ganondoodles talks#also probably sounds like self pity#but this feeling hits everytime i see a super popular artist be the popular cool artist#i am a little weird i know that and thats not somethign bad i think#but the internet never gets to see that much of me#i tend to write posts when i am at my worst bc it has to go somewhere#so the image it tells people is that im a weirdly strong opiniod freak that gets breakdowns over nothing#i also dont feel like im otherwise -cool tm- enough to balance that out#i dont think my art is as stylized or as inventive as others nor am i cool to interact with bc idk how to be cool to interact with#i feel double bad when i misstepped with someone i used to talk to bc of something stupid ... or just dont know what i did wrong#im guessing its especially when i am in that spiraling state of mind where i really am not myself tbh#it still feels very bad bc i feel like i can never make it up to anyone again#sorry i acted like a jerk my brain was exploding in emotions in a desperate attempt to deal with something idk how to deal with-#-and made me not act like myself but now i feel really dumb about it#doesnt sound like a good excuse#... i want to thank those that do stick with me#even if i acted strange sometimes- even if i disappointed sometimes- even when i couldnt keep a promise#there are little things that still make me angry at myself#like that one time i asked in the tags whod read as long as the end of them and if someone did shoudl send me an ask so id draw a lil thing#and i got two#and i kept trying to remeber oh shit i need to do that and forgetting again/not having energy for it in a loop#i still feel like a jerk about it but now its probably too late#i wish i could answer all asks i get but man my energy for that is always rock bottom#no matter how much i enjoy the ask#and i love getting asks!!!#im sorry :((
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I was just mentally writing a tumblr post abt how I need that iphone asap so I can preview a chat when I don't wanna answer (if I archived them I don't get notifications) and then I was like — wait.. I don't have read-reciepts on, they won't know I read their messages 😭😭😭
#driving school teacher texted me and I am doing NAWT ok#especially since this whole test thing his getting closer#drivers licenses are so incredibly expensive in germany guys most people pay 3K on average#and basically everyone fails the first driving test because it's difficult URGHHH#i successfully ignored I'm getting my license for like a month now why is he texting me#can't i just keep avoiding life and everything important#lately struggling a lot with the future again which is NOT great but SO great for my atsumu fic passion#i thought to myself a few weeks ago “i know what I wanna do now it's lowkey hard to channel that existential dread energy for yn”#well and god was like “i gotchu babygirl”#and suddenly my anxiety and fear and sadness is back like never before#and i keep getting content about life milestones or things I need to take care of for thing a and b#thing a; video - drivers license is getting even harder now in 2025 so I should hurry#thing b; video - college/university things and taxes and retirement stuff#like wow thanks for telling me this this is actually REALLY useful but this is also lowkey giving me a panic attack so no I won't like nor#save this video because I don't want this stuff on my fyp#i wanna keep practicing escapism otherwise I might breakdown#ok anyway#so this is really helpful for my fic ! yay !#😆#😶#the voices are speaking
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AAAAA yay thank you! anyways, i wanted to ask how would the ROs react to a MC who comes home crying?
Oooh, starting with a bit of an angsty one I see. Very nice. 🤭
V: Is the type to offer silent support. A shoulder to cry on and a kind ear to listen. All soft touches and gentle, careful words. Seems to know exactly what you need without you ever having to say it.
Amara: Immediately pulls you into a hug and leads you over to sit down. Tries to distract you and offers every comfort she can think of. Your favorite food, a good movie, anything to bring a smile back to your face.
August: The moment you walk through the door, August is by your side asking what happened and if he needs to kill someone (said jokingly, of course). Assuming MC doesn't want to talk about it, he'd simply offer to hold you for as long as you want, until you're all out of tears to cry.
#redo; rewind if#interactive fiction#if game#asks#v zhang#august astaire#amara ingram#thank you for the ask!!! i had fun with this one :>#gotta love imagining mc crying as if they don't have enough opportunities for that in canon lmao#then again. so far the ROs aren't really there to comfort them and they're just having a breakdown on their own. so....
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Source Arsenal App: 19.05.2024
#kai havertz#arsenal fc#even though we didn’t won the league I’m proud of the team#also thank you Kai for scoring the winning goal again#luck was not on our side in the end#already looking forward to next season#watching the breakdown and the fans are awesome 🩷
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Changbin who is there whenever you need help but don't want to ask for it. He sees your upcoming tears and is ready to wipe them away with kisses. He has a hand on your thigh to calm you down and is there to catch you if you fall
"I'm always here okay, don't forget that"
#I'm this close of having a breakdown as we speak#btw#salem if you're reading this thank you so much for today once again :(#celi soft thoughts#skz fluff#stray kids soft thoughts#stray kids#stray kids soft hours#skz x reader#stray kids fluff#skz#skz x you#stray kids x reader
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not now babe im crying over the stupid niche average historical fiction books i found in the bowels of my local library that have a band of characters i love more than my own soul and have grown so attached to that i ache
#this series was REALLY good. it had so much heart?? and every character you just adored#i know wHY the last book did what it did and it did it pretty well#but the slow breakdown of the found family really got to me#i am crying yes thanks for asking#definitley in the 'think about these books at random times and get misty eyed' category#i have the 'post-book hollow' feelings#i will miss them. i will miss them so much and i WILL reread them but you never get that first read feeling again#if i wrote gabe/theo fic would you read it if you had no idea what was going on???? just asking#scott street is on REPEAT rn. after reading this.#anyway. dont be a stranger - fuck?? off????
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how do you draw ash,,, I'm struggling to draw him. pls break him down to his essence for me so I can better understand him
He’s got a very simple design compared to all my other ocs, so in theory he should be easy to draw…. But because his design is simple it is very easy to completely fuck up one thing and end up with him not looking right (speaking from experience lol)
So! Here’s my attempt at like. Breaking him down for you. I’m not actually sure if this will help any LMAO but I hope it does :,,) I’ll absolutely do more if you need it tho like anything specific like I had fun doing this
He’s a very round boy, as in like soft edges… really the only points on him would be like. His hair or whatever. He’s got a big mouth for yappin the ear off his family members, and big eyes for lookin at his family, and long arms to hug his family, etc etc.
You would NEVER see him mad like you would my other ocs, he’s the type to start crying when put into a situation that makes him really upset (you probably wouldn’t even see him very upset either as he has a tendency to run away from situations that make him feel bad)
He’s very aware of his body and the space he takes up, so unlike my other gangly ocs he isn’t clumsy at all. He DOES find himself in awkward situations sometimes (like accidentally eavesdropping on people cus they don’t notice he’s there and he’s too awkward to move away cus what if they think he’s listening in on purpose)
He’s not very outgoing with most people and it takes him a bit to really warm up to someone, but once you’re in his good books you are never getting him to chill out. He’s got a serious case of “lack of volume control” and he talks to people like they are across a big room pretty much all the time. If he isn’t yelling he’s probably whisper talking to try and seem less obvious, he gets self conscious about taking up too much space.
He’s a big talker he’s always trying to say something to someone if they’ll let him and often times it has no relation to the current topic or situation (only he seems to notice how the topics flow together) He can and will go on for hours if no one stops him. He’s got like, an internet sized brain in his noggin so he could quite literally go on forever about literally anything (he goes down research rabbit holes for fun)
I should probably stop rambling about him now LMAO sorry I just love him a bunch he’s a nerd
#ask#about my ocs#pea art#oc Asher#character design#digital art#my art#my ocs#ocs#oc#my oc#my characters#original character#original characters#I kept the like. sketchy lines I do for you! I’m p sure they won’t help too much lmao cus like#obviously there wasn’t too much for me to sketchy sketch like I don’t even do face lines I added those after lol#uhmm…. drawing him upset broke my lil heart I never wanna see him like that again pls and thank you#sorry I took so long I was fuckin uhh!! dead. today. yea lol uhmm drawing helped uhhhh#reiterating again. if you want more infor or how to do smth specific or whatever#or even a breakdown thing for! someone else! these are fun to do#I’ll do it! for the cause! and also for myself cus I do like making these kind of things I think about this stuff A LOT#yea haha ok love you love ash love the earth
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hyperfixations really will have you imagining a 2 hour video essay on some white guy video game character huh 😪
#HELP#thank GOD i don't have video editing capabilities i would be SO annoying#anyways there's a guy on youtube who does FASCINATING breakdowns of video game villains#i watched one on miquella eldenring and i watched one on osmund saddler re4 (2023)#i would LOVE to do a villain analysis on chronos hades2game as well. he's a fascinating villain to me#well. i have WRITING capabilities. hmmmmm#character analysis is so fun to do frfr i love examining the little guys in my video games like they're specimen#I COULD DO ONE ON LINK BOTW#(he's also a fascinating character to me idk)#help i'm discovering my true power and i don't have time for this!!!!!#i also want to do one on the character development leon has in the re2 and 4 remakes because i think its really fascinating#and i do not see it talked about enough. probably because he's peak male fantasy but i'm shaking him violently#PLEASE I NEED TO TALK ABOUT PERSONAL CHANGE AND ITS RELEVANCE IN RESIDENT EVIL 4 (2023)#ITS EVERYWHERE literally the main antagonist is trying to convince you to join him and give up control of your body#and there's this underlying narrative about how people change over time and a lot of it from leon's perspective is because of trauma/PTSD#that he's running from!!! he's not really handling it and it's coming back around again and it shows!!#he's got this sort of drive to save as many as he can but literally not long after his introduction as a character there's this really harsh#reality check that it's not possible to save everyone. but leon keeps trying and he keeps failing#and these failures stay with him into re4 and throughout that game too.#HHHHHHHRG this game is so good for no reason why is it so GOOD AUGH#anyways :) i'll stop losing my mind over this one specific blond dude in my tags now#oh god i hope no one sees these tags <- in denial#i really could go on for 2 hours about leon kennedy huh#hell i could do it for melinoë too. AND SHE ONLY HAS ONE GAME
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got recommended an article abt the pope using a gay slur & two things abt this article are hilarious to me. first that by the pope using a gay slur when he is supposed to be a “conduit to god” or whatever i just made up that phrasing is sooooo funny bc that means god uses gay slurs by association. second his apology is worse than a youtuber apology unironically. “the pope did not intend to express homophobia when he used a homophobic slur. sorry if you were offended by ppl reporting his use of this word!” like lmfao 😭
#michelle speaks#love to think now that when i have a breakdown so bad i start praying as a coping mechanism due to my catholic upbringing#that god hears me & is like oh here we go this dyke again 🙄 thanks pope francis!#the comma reported by others at the end KILLS ME. if you were offended by this word that OTHER PPL reported btw!!!!!!!#also just for the record i don’t believe in the papacy at ALL lol. the pope is 100% just some guy lmfao#just some homophobic guy at that lol. REPORTED BY OTHERS THO!!!!!!!!!!
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#long talk in tags incoming i guess#i don't understand why people keep following me when everything i do is complaining lately#and not about dnp per se. but about how the work is done and how their team *coughs* martyn *coughs* is handling stuff#i'm just looking at all this mess and i can't agree with basically anything#everything goes against my beliefs when it comes to work organisation. customer focus and etc.#and i'm trying SO hard to mildly help for free. and i'm just getting ignored. but that's like.. basic fixing and shit#any decent company would do it and say thank you for noticing and letting us know#but not irl merch lmao#and it all feels and looks like a massive joke#and i'm so so tired to basically pay for existence of this mess#i'm rethinking a lot of tour related decisions i made. and i know the reason i made them was about travelling more than the show itself#so i don't completely regret it#i'm just so tired of being spat in the face (figuratively speaking) over and over again#and tired of no one taking their job seriously ffs#neither martyn nor dnp nor their fucking editors#and i'm doing all that not for attention or whatever. but because I really care for the words to be correct and for the fucking text..#.. to be in the middle. like idc about the credit or WHO i need to ask for it to be fixed. i just want it to be fixed#so it looks good and how it should look#like. it's not that hard to put a little care into the things you do and getting paid for#I don't understand how it became so normalized. how being a bad manager is okay if you work with a fanbase and you're a 'small company'#a small company who has more than enough money to hire people to check things btw. if only anyone cared#i'm just so so tired of caring. because apparently it's not something everyone else does.#and i can let it slide when it comes to dnp. they are not being literally hired to do it. but others..... yeah#today was a moment when i thought 'that's a perfect opportunity to leave. enough.'#but the tour is in 1.5 months and i have tickets so i can't leave lmao#what kind of joke that is? oh and i know i'm fully responsible for this mild breakdown#personal
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(Personal ‘Being A Certain Kind Of Autistic’ Moment:)
(You ever think you’re too hinged? I was gonna say for the internet but since covid so many of the neurotypicals in real life are actually worse.
Like someone has an inappropriately strong emotional reaction to the benign, and you’re like ‘okay they’re triggered, walk away with no eye contact’. Then you see other people doing it. And more and more. Not about the same things, different things, random things. And you’re just… Is it me? Am I too hinged?
I’m not saying I’m never triggered but I always tell myself ‘hey before you interact with anyone, stop being such a freak’ if I feel like I’m in danger of being rude to or about a Human Person. And I know that’s autism training, learning to catch yourself; but also clearly not everyone bothers, even the neurotypicals anymore hence irl situations where you’re just watching some 55 year old woman go off on a receptionist over literally nothing.
Like you’ll watch people stew themselves to a rolling boil over things they’ve…made up in their head? When they could just…not do that? Or could assume the best? Like they pre-order rage for things that haven’t even happened yet. Not like political things where you could argue that it could incentivise action but like raging about how film/book in a series/event is going to be so terrible, beyond simple mental prepping for disappointment.
It’s like I feel too mentally healthy compared to everyone else. But even plenty of irl people I know who absolutely wouldn’t consider themselves (or be considered by me as) mentally unwell in any regard are like this.
I know me having the flavour of autism where ‘everything has to have a reason, but when you understand what it is you don’t feel the need to be upset about it anymore’ kind of makes this worse. Because that’s not how real people feel things. But I dunno. Feels like it’s getting…more, doesn’t it? I mean it is, must be, had a Doctor Who episode kind of about it a week ago. But it’s got me feeling autistic alien again. Even on the autism site.)
#i know social decay and breakdown of the social contract is real#(again thanks for the validation there rusty)#but i’ve seen people post some weird shit#from a ‘stealing is morally neutral/positive even’ post#to other oof political takes#(which are fine to a degree this is a site for damaged 14 year olds)#(that’s just a thing that has to happen in their growth cycle)#but also things where you want to say#‘you would never say that to that person’s face so don’t say it at all’#…but you also think#they kind of might say it to their face??#and that’s fucking worse#accidentally seeing some jodie thing on the side of an instagram vid#like jesus christ if you can’t be normal enough to not say that#can you even recognise the need to ‘put the phone down’?#like how do you fix that#can’t even send shit to their mothers#i’ve met some mothers recently#and they are not doing better#and they’re not even terminally online#we called it television rot#and daily mail rot#we always have an older ‘rot’ to look to#but i think it just scapegoats the fact that some people#are choosing to rewire their brains in the worst and laziest ways
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Whats your ideal age range for Charlie Vicker to be?
26-34 peak life crisis age. I like to think he was around his mid-twenties when he was an actor, and then it all went downhill from there (actual gl). I don't think he ages like the other gls bc he's stuck in middle of nowhere Galaxy and time gets funky out there, which just really adds to his disconnect between the other earth gls (and also the earth itself)
#asks <3#ty for the ask!!#charlie vicker#he gets recalled to go help the earth gls for crisis of the week and is like what fhe fuck. why are u old. why are you young again.#(charlie voice) who are you people 😭#thank u for enabling me i get one charlie ask and go bonkers yonkers i owe u my life#charlies gl career is not unlike a grad student having a phd breakdown ☝️‼️
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