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[ellaa-writes]

The Beast Within

author note: Part 7, part 6 here. 2k words. Kind of a filler chapter but I'm building up for something. Thanks for all the support on the last part and my other fics. Means so much and has given me a boost of confidence to start writing again. Good Dog 3 coming soon! Also part 2 to the Roommate fic. Any ideas or requests are welcomed, Enjoy :) masterlist

summary: Omegas are rare, in a world full of Alphas and Betas. Being a Omega was not only dangerous but they were highly sought after. After living your life has a Beta in disguise, you meet a scary Alpha, but not any normal alpha. But a gaint Apex Alpha who won't stop at anything to make you his.

tags: Alternative Universe. Female Reader, A/b/o dynamics. Mean Konig is back. Roze is a "doctor" in this. Mentions of dead bodies, blood, violence. Reader has had enough and does something drastic. Vomit and other bodily fluids. Not proof read.

Following around the Russian has been nothing more than annoying. Watching the slimy bastard eat his dinner and fuck his whores. Nothing solid just yet, it's been a nonstop week of tailing him.

Your calls stopped coming in, but he did arrange for a friend to stop by. Make sure you are eating and taking care of yourself. And also for some socialization.

Every time you try to leave the house he gets notified by the guards standing by. Every mean and nasty word you say to them. All logged into a file, a little proud of your fierceness against the Betas.

König was getting restless himself, currently taking a break while Simon stalked Makarov. Keeping him informed on his every move. They needed more evidence, more of a reason to tamp him out other than some gossip.

König avoided checking the security cameras, expecting the house to be a shit storm. On one of his excursions following Makarov he stopped in a jewelry store. Picking out a beautiful diamond necklace, planning on using it as some sort of collar.

It was late enough into the night that you should be in bed. Or asleep somewhere, from the logs it seems you've been using the livingroom as your central station. Anytime one of the Beta guards enter the house you scream and snarl until they leave.

Making notes for himself to start your training soon as he got back. He's hoping just another week, if not two.

On the other hand you have completely lost your mind.

The house in disarray, you pulled open every drawer and cabinet in the house. Throwing the contains on the floor, you weren't internally sure what you were looking for.

The days rolled on and you slowly began losing faith. You stopped contacting König all together, declaring that if he is dead that it was good riddance. You can got back to your normal life.

Maybe you would even get a pay out, some sort of compensation for a lost mate. Those being rare but still happen. Some even being lavished in luxury, true freedom you thought.

After waking from one of your many anger induced naps you found yourself at the dammed wooden door. Willing it to unlock and burst open.

Leaving the dark hallway and finding the tool kit stashed away in the laundry room. You dragged the kit into the living area and towards the direction of the door. Not really sure what the plan is.

You tried every screwdriver you could find to try and pry the lock off the damn thing. Even using a few hammers to bang on the knob it's self. The only progress you made was loosening the knob and creating a bunch of scratches and dents.

A ding and knock echoed through the home. Making you jump back from your work, causing you to hastily stuff the tools back into the box and slide it into a random closet. You nearly ran to the door, peaking through the peep hole.

A brown headed women stood in front of the door, a guard at her left as she waited for you.

Hesitantly you undid every lock and latch, doing them up after getting frustrated at the spies checking in on you.

You swung the door open, staring the women down. She was dressed fairly professional, she carried a small bag at her side whole the guard held a few other larger bags.

"Oh Hi. You must be the Omega." she gave you a bright smile. It warmed up your cold heart, spreading through your bones.

"How are you?" your voice came out almost sheepish. "What are you doing here?" you followed a little more confidently. Standing your ground, wanting answers before you let this strange women into your home, well König home.

"Did he not tell you?" she asked concerned, turning to look at the guard to her side who shook his head no.

"I swear he's always been horrible with communication. I apologize on his behalf you sweet thing." she held the small bag up to your face. "I brought pastries." you could smell the delicious sweetness through the bag.

"You can call me Dr. Roze." you grabbed the bag and stepped to the side. Allowing her in but stopping the guard. "It's ok Angelo. You can leave the bags at the door. Don't want to upset the Omega." the guard froze, looking at you with worry before he dropped the bags on the floor and closed the door behind him.

"Sorry for the sudden intrusion like this." Dr. Roze spoke, looking around at the state of the house. You felt a tad embarrassed, pushing a pile of papers and junk off to the side as you say at the kitchen bar. Pulling out the Danish and muffins.

"Have you been eating? König called concerned you've been neglecting yourself." she turned to you, watching as you chewed and swallowed the treat.

It hit heavy in your stomach, the same feeling of anger and distrust eating it whole.

"You talked to him? He's alive?" you felt a little disappointed. Having convinced yourself he died, but now coming to the realization that he has been ignoring you.

All the days you've cried for him, his touch and scent. You completely lost your appetite, shoving the treats into the trash and slamming in closed.

"Yes dear. As he not keep contact?" she regarded you with concern.

"No." you spat. Suddenly becoming hostile to this strange women. A women who your Alpha would rather talk to than you.

"I think you should leave." you forcibly said. Moving further away from the women. You could feel the anger rising in you.

"I don't think that's a good thing right now. You are in destress and that's not good for the pup." she tried to approach you but you nearly tripped over your feet getting away from her.

You couldn't stop the tears from falling, the way your chest tightened, the way your small breakfast what's to come up. You rush around the other side of the big island and too the guest bathroom. Spilling your stomach into the porcelain sink.

Dr. Roze keeping her distance but following suit. Pulling your hair out of your face as she turns the water on. Letting the cold water drip into the back of your neck.

"Deep breaths now, come on. In through your nose and out through your mouth. Just like that, good omega. Good." she cooed to you. Allowing her to help you.

She managed to calm you down, now sitting in the large tub filled up to your shoulders. You had your knees pulled to your chest, resting your chin on top.

You could hear Dr. Roze cleaning up the house. You also smelt something yummy cooking away. Still unsure how to feel about the situation. You wanted to hate her. Why her. Why not you.

Shaking your head to rid you of those thoughts. Deciding you were done soaking, draining the tub as you dried off and pulled your thickest and fluffiest robe on. You sat on the end of the bed, the bed you haven't laid on since the day König left.

That bastard.

It still smelt like him, the whole room smelt like him. It made your feel warm inside but also made you want to throw up again. After a few long moments you got dressed and made your way back to Dr. Roze.

Stopping before you entered the living area, you could hear her hushed yelling. She must be on the phone, she sounds pretty mad.

Finally emerging, she gave you one of her warm smiles and abruptly hung the phone up.

"Why don't we go for a walk?" she chirped. The idea of going outside, beyond the patios. You jumped at the opportunity, digging out your comfortable shoes from the coat closet and pulling on your favorite sweater.

"Are you sure.... That I can?" you questioned warily. Anytime you tried leaving the place you were marched back in. "Don't worry about it honey." she guided you out of the house, waiting in the hallway for the elevator. You've never been more excited, even though you still don't know this women. She could be leading you to your death but long as it happened out of that penthouse.

"When was the last time you just, you know, walked around." Dr. Roze kept with your pace, which was slow. "The night I met König. Which about about 2 months ago now. Wait 3 actually. Time moves differently when your stuck inside all the time." the weather was a tad chilly but you enjoyed it.

Dr. Roze just hummed beside you, letting you to continue in silence. After a few silence moments you can hear her phone buzzing. But she ignored it the first few times before finally digging it out and answering the call.

You could hear a deep angry voice in the other end. Slowing down and coming to a stop when Dr. Roze hung the phone up.

"I think it's time for us to head back, shall we? Maybe we can try to eat again." she turned to start going towards the way your came from.

"Are you really a Doctor?" you asked as you caught up to her. "Of course dear." she looked at your side ways.

"So what you said was true. That I'm... you know." you trailed off not wanting to say it out loud.

"You didn't know?" she asked, genuinely shocked. "You couldn't smell it? I did soon as you opened the door." she finished nonchalantly.

You just shook your head, your mind when to the lump of cells forming in your womb. Your would be wrapping right now if she had anymore to give.

Dr. Roze's phone never stopped buzzing but you both with ignored it on the walk to the penthouse.

Once inside the lobby waiting for the elevator you turned to Dr. Roze with a fake big smile. "It was really nice meeting you, I wish not see you again." it came out flat, your smile not reaching you eyes.

The doors opened you entered, pushing the close door option. Watching as Dr. Roze stared at you belligerently while the doors slid close.

You marched past the on duty guards, unlocking the door to your home. Slamming it closed behind you.

König knew he shouldn't have trusted that wretched women. Telling him he shouldn't have his doll locked up, under supervision. And then repeatedly violating his commands and than ignoring him.

He watched as his Omega entered the home by herself, disappearing towards the bedroom.

His phone buzzed, Roze, spitting in disgust he brought the device to his ear.

"Speak." he barked, hearing her breathing in the other end.

"You sure know how to pick them." her unamused voice carried through. "She doesn't want to talk to me. Locking herself back in that cage you call a home." she spat back

"I don't need your service anymore, your to incompetent." König was watching the screen, you've been out of sight for some time. Wishing he installed one in the bedroom, but knowing he treasures his privacy as well.

"You can't keep her-" the annoying women started but König cut her off. "I'm not repeating myself. Now make yourself scarces." he was the one to hang up the phone now.

Tossing it to the side, Makarov groaning in the distance. Simon was patiently waiting, keep the bastard alive just enough to get everything they needed from him.

His boots echoed throughout the empty factory, bodies scattered around. The smell of crimson heavy in the air.

"Now back to you." he purred out, his fist connecting to the side of the Russians face. "Do we have an agreement? Or do I have to show you again?" König motioned for Simon but the Russian spoke first.

"No, no! I understand." he said through the blood dripping out of his mouth. Simon grabbed his hair to the scalp, yanking back so he could make eye contact with him. "Where's your manners?" he growled down at the bleeding man.

"I understand my Alpha." Makarov coughed out, his broken face shining in the dim light. The Beast smiled down at him this time "Pack him up dog, make sure he finds his way home." König dismissed them. Watching as Simon dragged the man out of the building.

Finally some peace he thought, until his phone began going off back on the desk. It was his alarm, the one he installed on his desk. Opening up the cameras on the laptop König watched has his little Omega stood at his desk. The door in shambles and a sledge hammer leaning against the frame.

Getting the door open was the hardest part, using the flat head screw driver to pry open the desk was easy. Searching to contents, scattering them around the oak desk. Scanning through documents after documents about things you didn't understand.

You began rummaging around different files, nothing made sense to you. Just a bunch of numbers and dates. Not until you came across a file with pictures, but not just any pictures.

Bodies, all dead. In all stages of decay, some fresh. Some cut open and others still alive, well half alive. Your mouth hung agape as you looked through them all. Why would König have these? Are they evidence? Are they even his?

Who is he?

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[poisonedprose]

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thank you guys sm for 500 followers i love you all smmm 🫶🫶🫶

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✿ ₊˚✧ flower petals - send in a charcter/fandom with a prompt and i will write a blurb ; e.g. sleepy *character*, lovesick , drunk

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[bastardtrait]

get to know useless info abt me

thank you sm to @reality-refuge for the tag <3

1. what do you have under your bed? mostly dust and dog fur let's be real. empty travel bags that haven't been used in years. a shoebox full of stuff that's sentimental to me. a zipper box of [REDACTED].

2. favourite candy? be very specific if possible. dark chocolate bounty or almond joy. I can never find either of them though so I guess fuckin regular bounty is fine. they're little logs of shredded coconut covered in chocolate (and the almond version has a single almond on the bars). lokma/Turkish delight also absolutely slaps cock and is a close 2nd.

3. describe your favourite shirt: a grey pullover from H&M that says "I AM OK" in multicoloured embroidery on the chest. every time I put it on, Ariana Grande's voice going 'ooOOoH YeaAah' comes into my head bc someone told me it looked like something she would wear.

4. the last thing you drew/doodled was... ugh I'm trying to get back into drawing so I very briefly touched a wip I've had for forever. it's a sketch of a Pathfinder character I'm working on, an unnamed bard/fighter. it's ...not going the greatest but ya know.

5. are you completely sober right now? tragically.

6. what's the one thing that annoys you more than anything? having to pay to live LMAOOOOOO shit fucking SUCKS DUDE LMAOOO :l

7. have you ever gotten your tongue stuck to a cold pole during winter? not a pole but a mailbox lol. this was way back in like, 2000 when I was 7 and I wanted to know if cartoons and stuff were lying about it. i quickly learned they were not.

8. if you could be anywhere in the world right now, where would it be? on a completely empty beach in 40+ degree weather with nothing but the sun, the ocean, and pure, mind-numbing silence. i think such an experience would fix me.

9. what was the last single word you spoke? "fucker" because I stubbed my little toe on my desk but I am being so brave about it.

I'll tag @beebeesiims @jimmybuffettsims @teekapoa @jjacqualope @simmer-rhi @airbussy-a330 if you've already done this pls no angy me.

[behindtheireyes]

First off since this is my first time back on the desktop site in ages I feel the need to say how much I hate the changes that were made. If I wanted to see a website that's like Twitter, it will always be Twitter for me not this fucking X bullshit, I'd log onto my Twitter! Which I never do because I hate the fucking layout!

Also since I'm going to be on here a bit more often, in theory at least, I will not take sides in anything or be involved with drama. I will interact with anyone I connect with or can deal with my slow as fuck ass :P

I also want to thank the two people who have been there for me to talk to about this but I will not tag them because, again, not taking sides. You both know who you are and I appreciate you both more than you'll ever realize <3

Now it's time for an explanation as to why I've been in a shit head space since the end of July which I will put under a read more for those that aren't interested.

On July 30th I was at work and got pulled into the office to talk with my Store Manager, she had a few papers in hand and asked me to sit down. The day before she'd received an email about corporate restructuring and I was being told my full time position with the company was eliminated. I was completely thrown for a loop since I had been working at another store for a few days a week as of the week of July 9th and had only spoken to my district manager a few days prior about what needed to be fixed at the store I was helping. Everything had seemed good when we spoke so I was pretty shaken up by this news.

I was told I could continue on doing my job as part time making $9.75 an hour or take a severance deal and collect unemployment. I of course said I needed to think about it since it was a big decision going from 36-40 hours a week at $16.85/hr down to god knows how many hours at a shit wage. My SM, who was bawling like a baby along with me at this news btw, said she understood but FUCKING CORPORATE wanted an answer by Friday July 28th. The date this conversation was happening? Wednesday July 26th.

Yes, you read that right, Two whole days to make a huge decision and if I didn't give them one in time I was forfeiting my severance and it would be considered voluntary job abandonment so no unemployment for me! Also if I chose the deal I couldn't take any time off, use any of my PTO or sick time, or even call off because it would be considered voluntary job abandonment and I wouldn't get unemployment or my severance.

This happened company wide with even some assistant managers losing their jobs and being offered a similar deal. I will gladly send links to the Reddit subs talking about this if anyone wants to see exactly the fuckery this company is putting its loyal people through. I had almost three weeks of paid vacation and about two days of sick time built up that I lost.

I would have also been with the company for ten years in November and I worked through the worst of Covid being treated like shit by the customers for trying to enforce the company's and CDC's rules. I was also a manager for 7 or so of those almost ten years.

Then on August 1st I had a surgery consultation for a health issue only to be told it's worse that they thought and I would need a procedure that would land me in the hospital for a week with a TWO month recovery time. Thankfully my health insurance, as crappy as it is, is independent from my job so I'm not losing it but whose going to hire someone whose going to have to go out on medical leave in a couple of months? This wouldn't have been a problem before, you know sick time and PTO for the win, but now it is. I know my boss would gladly hire me back after I recovered but it's going to be at a shitty wage with shitty hours.

So do I put my health aside and risk my issue getting worse and try to find another job right away or hope my former company doesn't screw me over anymore and lets me collect until I'm fully recovered?

Thankfully, I won't be homeless but that's another issue for another day.

I'm not looking for sympathy, monetary help, or anything like that. I just felt like I owed the wonderful people I interact with here a proper explanation of to why I've been more out of it than normal.

Thanks for taking the time to read this.

Love,

Barb

[tupperlid]

It's me iron__valiant Tumblr keeps trying to log me into my side acc when I ask but. THANK YOU FOR THAT REALLY NICE TAG ON MY ART IT MADE MY DAY also who's the lucky lady permanently altered my brain chemistry

;LDFGHDAFG I LOVE UR ART SM!!!! ur designs are ALWAYS on point and i love them smsmsm!! you've got a very distinct style AND your expression work has a vast range that I'm always impressed by. i love me some iron--valiant art.

im glad u liked my fic, too!!!! it always shocks me that ppl actually read my stuff on ao3 so i am so happy!!!!! i was thinking of making a sequel to lucky lady bc I've had an idea for it but... i have like 3 other reguri projects to finish,,, sob

KEEP CREATING ART!!! I LOVE IT V MUCH!!!!!

[exoexid]

tagged by @okaysign and aaa thank you sm! <3 this was fun hehe :-)

log onto pinterest and search for the first image that pops up for fashion, pantone, mood, food

tagging @fightoh @neonsbian @ariestip @ourtwentyfcr if you guys want to do it :)<3

[etherealbunnies]

🌿₊ ˚ .⌗ ᜊ welcome to my blog

PRO-RECOVERY!!!

hey! my name is florence (flora!) (she/they) ✴︎

this is just my ana diary; trigger warning for EDs and general mental health for my entire blog!

please block if you are in recovery/do not have an ED/under the age of 13/or just a terrible person. <3 take care of yourselves! 「❀」

-> stats, goals, and rules for myself below the cut

⌗🌷 my stats: ✳︎

height: 165cm

hw/sw: 49kg

cw: 47.5kg (26/11) 🍄⌇yes, i'm also wondering how i've fallen off so bad

lw: 40.7kg 🍄⌇it WILL get lower, i am manifesting

mini gw 1: 45kg

mini gw 2: 42.5kg

mini gw 3: 40.5kg

gw: 39kg (i will buy makeup :3!)

gw2: 37kg (i will buy my yesstyle basket!)

ugw: 35kg <3

⌗🌷 my rules: ✶

cal limit: 750

16h fasting/day (obvs, more preferred)with one 24hr fast a week !

exercise, exercise, exercise. a workout, 7.5k or more steps everyday

DO NOT EAT AT SCHOOL!!!!!!!

only eat if necessary

if it doesn't fit on my plate, i can't have it.

3 bite rule on indulgent food: one bite to taste, one bite to savour, but why need the third bite?

7 chews per bite

log everything before i eat it

do not eat after 20:00

⌗🌷 my goals: ✩

1. get back to my lw by summer of '25 ! <3

2. lose fat in my waist (want to have it be 21 inches <3), thighs, face, and fingers

3. get all As in my grades this academic year <3

⊹ ``♡ ִֶָ my tag for my wieiads is #ethereallyeating <3 ! 

⊹ ``♡ ִֶָ my tag for general yappering is #ethereallyapper <3 !

honestly, i have massively fallen off: i have gained sm since summer '24. i hope to get back to 45kg (ish) by january. my main priority this academic year is school as i have important exams in summer, but i will obviously be focusing on this too. my main goal is really to develop discipline and self-control with everything, but especially with food. i am ok with taking it a little slower than i did when i started this blog because i need to prioritise exams (yes, i am aware i am just making excuses for myself lol). i need to be harsher on myself.

will be attempting the just water for me december 2024 challenge!

thank you for reading angels !!

✿ - dm me if you have any tips or want to be 4n4 buddies ✧ ! 🌷

[last updated 26th november 2024]

[fullg4sly]

hi hi this is short but i just wanna say thank you sm to everyone who's still been reblogging/tagging some of my older work with such kind comments -- i promise i've read 'em all and it really means the world to me. i went thru a weird patch for the last little while where i stopped making any art and i'm only now really trying to get back to it (and myself) so thank you for being so kind & also providing so much inspiration every time i log back in <3 love u all lots

[yojeongin]

hii! i just wanted to say that i’m amazed by your work here and as a former fic writer it gave me the desire to get back at it! <3 could u recommend me some tags to use to be seen on the nct side of fics pls?! (would it be ok to tag u too if i happen to publish, as a thank u sort of) ^^

hii sorry for the immense delay, I haven’t logged on here in so long :( thank you sm for your kind works ig I don’t really know I just copy and paste the same tags I always use lol but anything with nct x reader (if you’re doing that) works or nct and the genre you’re writing is also good ‘nct angst, nct smut, etc’ maybe try joining networks as well to get your work shared the ones I’m in are tagged in my master post but definitely do tag me !! I’d love to see what you make <3

[afterhourswjay]

ooo!! Hello, I love these things!! :D Thank you sm for the tag, Solar! And to you as well, @dynacats! :D not me literally saving this to my drafts when I was at work the night I was tagged, saying 'Yea, I'll do this when I get home and log onto my pc :3' and then promptly forgetting about it until now lskjflsd

Tadaaa

Tagging: @meowzfordayz @sinful-sketches @a-very-tired-raven @a-gods-somewhat-mortal-form

UMM IM BORED SO LETS ATTEMPT TO START A PICREW CHAIN😋😋

https://picrew.me/en/image_maker/1349935

LINK!!

Step two🤧 tagging a fuck load of my mutuals 😋

(NO PRESSURE!!!)

@lesbianjakewheeler @korakii-i @futurebadcomedian @twyz @mssanswich @servogender @uncertaininnit @riverisreallydumb @newmsies @lastplacepunishments @theatregorl @angry-inch @oliviaaaah @imsofansie @spacestamps @comicsanslover

and anybody else who sees this🤧🤧 LIKE I SAID NO PRESSURE this picrew is so cute tho omfg

[claymour]

absolutely adore your energy you are so amazing ilysm. You are a gift to the ecosystem like a ripe apple to worms in the compost bin. Blessed by u.

!!!!!!! 777888!!!!!!!!!!!!!!7b!7765 !!!!!!!!!-- IM!!+++--

AAAAAAAAAA 😭😭😭😭😭🥺🥺🥺😭🥺😭🥺😭🥺😭 OH MY GOSH;;;;;;;;;; This is such an incredible compliment IM--- T_T <33333333!!!!!! Thank you so so much for taking the time to send me something so nice ;o; <3!!!!!!!! This made my entire day :'] !!!

[soft4gguk]

hi guys. first off, I want to say I am so, sorry for disappearing all of a sudden. I know that you guys have never demanded an explanation, let alone an apology but I still feel like I kind of need to give both.

I don't want to get too detailed with the specifics of what happened as it's still very painful and feels rather fresh and also involves other people. it happened very suddenly, too, and everything afterwards sort of breezed by. I feel like I've been gone forever when in reality its only been a couple of weeks - they've just felt so heavy and therefore eternal to me. I don't remember much before it all happened, but I do remember I was very happy - in general. my mental health had been at such a low for so long and it was finally picking up. I also remember I was very excited because I was on my way home, rushing to post a new chapter (this was very vivid in my head the following weeks). and then when it happened it all sort of went blank and I isolated myself completely - from my friends and family and all forms of social media and so by default, Tumblr as well. I deleted the app so I was completely tuned out and logging in today it really warmed my heart to see all your messages and sweet words - so thank you. I feel like I don't deserve it but also like I maybe must've done something right to receive that much love. I hope I can reciprocate it, because you guys definitely deserve it. I didn't want this post to come out as dramatic but then again, my life has been kinda dramatic lately so I don't really know how to minimise that feeling. and I'm sorry for the vagueness of my explanation, I'm still processing many things. before everything happened I was so excited for the future of TBAH and for so many other things I want to write for this blog and just in general and I'm starting to feel that excitement again so bare with me as my spark comes back to me. I love this story and I love sharing my writing with you guys so I'm not going anywhere. for the past few weeks, I felt a lot of resentment over the things I love because of how wrong it felt to be happy but it's getting very tiring to do that so I want to come back and be happy again in general. I'm going to post chapter 11 now and I truly hope you guys enjoy. I'll keep you updated about new chapters and other writings! thank you for sticking by me and welcome if you recently followed me <3

also! I received a lot of asks in my time gone and I just briefly skimmed through them for any taglist requests but I will make sure to read every single one and reply (I'll probably tag them under mass answered so I dont spam your timelines) but thank you for the love and for reaching out. I love you guys sm.

also! I'm not completely out of the loop with bts content as stan twitter was sort of my only safe haven - in fact, I think I've consumed more bts than I have in my life lol they've been great comfort and helped me heal. so I've seen it all... I watched in the soop 2 ep. 1 way too many times to keep track. Jeon Bam, thank u for the serotonin, it was greatly needed.

anyways, if you made it this far thank you for reading and I hope you enjoy chapter 11. it's a long one and made me very happy to write back when I did <3

xx

[squiggle3worm]

Thank you sm for the tag!

1. Red Wine Supernova - Chappell Roan

2. Banana Pancakes - Jack Johnson

3. Chachachá - Jósean Log

4. Proud Mary - Creedence Clearwater Revival

5. Mercy Mercy Me - Marvin Gaye

6. Good Luck Babe - Chappell Roan

7. El Ratico - Juanes

8. Instant Crush - Daft Punk

9. Sitting, Waiting, Wishing - Jack Johnson

10. Give Me One Reason - Tracy Chapman

@liesmultixxx @ihadhopeoncetoo @mentalillnessing @apollosothertwin @vlindaaa +anyone else who wants to join:))

rules: shuffle your spotify 'on repeat' playlist and list the first ten songs tagged by: @effervescent-lesbian

Girl, so confusing featuring lorde -> Charli xcx

Backslide -> Twenty One Pilots

The Smallest Man Who Ever Lived -> Taylor Swift

Good Luck, Babe! -> Chappell Roan

How Did It End? -> Taylor Swift

Overcompensate -> Twenty One Pilots

The Alchemy -> Taylor Swift

End of Beginning -> Djo

My Boy Only Breaks His Favorite Toys -> Taylor Swift

Strangers -> Ethel Cain

[lyjikyu]

＃　..writers' tag game! ✰。

tagged by the lovely @heephoriia THANK YOU SM <3

WHAT FANDOMS HAVE YOU WRITTEN FOR (BUT NOT CURRENTLY)?

stray kids! and haikyuu! that's probably all. I'm currently on a break for skz since I've been missing out in the fandom alot, also I made a haikyuu writing account here back then (but it flopped, sadly. so I deleted it) and I uploaded a yamaguchi fanfic there.

WHAT FANDOMS ARE YOU CURRENTLY WRITING FOR?

TREASURE all the way man KDNFSN. though I am planning on writing for jujutsu kaisen aswell, but we'll seee~

HOW LONG HAVE YOU BEEN WRITING FOR?

I started to writing fanfics maybe back in 2017? or 2018 in wattpad! so I've been writing for about 3 or 4 years?

ON WHICH PLATFORMS DO YOU POST YOUR STORIES?

only here on tumblr! but I had wattpad back then and I posted my first ever fanfics there BUT I couldn't log in on it again, so cry..😌

WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE GENRE TO WRITE?

I write fluff the most because I'm a sucker for romance. but I also adore writing angst and platonic love kind of stories. oh and also rom-coms wifjekr? but uhm my favorite genre would probably be fluff 🤧.

ARE YOU A PANTSER OR A PLANNER?

BOTH and It depends on my MOOD. sometimes I have this one scenario in my head and I just let my brain type what it wants. but then at times I would write the summary of it first and then start writing wjxjjkw.

ONE SHOT OR MULTI CHAPTER?

I love me some one shots. though if I was ever to write a multi chapter It would probably only contain 2 or 3 chapters 🤧

WHAT IS A PERFECT LENGTH CHAPTER IN YOUR OPINION?

I honestly prefer anything 🤧 I write pretty short stories that contain 300-500 words because most of the time I can't think of anything to put. so really, it depends on how much the person can take. anything is okay for me JWJEKE

WHAT IS YOUR LONGEST PUBLISHED STORY?

I believe it was a doyoung fanfic? the nocturne op.9 no.2. I didn't check the length of it but it would probably exceed 600 words at some point JEJDKWKEK and until now I stilo love it 😔🤚🏼

WHICH STORY DID YOU ENJOY WORKING ON THE MOST?

THIS and the stupid cupid jaehyuk fic ! 😔❣️

FAVORITE REQUEST YOU HAVE WRITTEN AND WHY?

this yedam fic! and it was my FIRST ever request and I wrote it ON SPOT and It only took me 2 tries before I got satisfied with it <//3.

ARE THERE RECURRING THEMES IN YOUR STORIES?

really just school themes! my stories involve being in high school or just chilling in a shared apartment 😔🤚🏼. secret places aswel!

CURRENT NUMBER OF WIPS?

honestly.... there are probably 4 or 5 😩

THREE THINGS YOU HAVE NOTICED IN YOUR WRITING?

I always end my stories with dialogues and sometimes I end them with a cliffhanger. I always write in present tense!

A QUOTE YOU LIKE FROM A PUBLISHED STORY.

Its from my yoshi fic called “a miracle”

“I guess being able to date you, out of all the people here, is kind of like a miracle.”

A QUOTE FROM AN UNPUBLISHED STORY.

I actually have two! one is from a haruto fic and one is from a mashiho fic!

“that's why.. if you want to leave. I don't think I'll be able to fully enjoy performing on stage again..”

“why did you refuse? when you were happy I asked.”

tagging some of the best people out here: @dobidreamz, @rutosruru, @ravenori, @kpoppinandlockin, @jaesvelvet, @neo-shitty, &&& @iconic12. feel free to ignore this also everyone can do this ^^

[amarielugama]

I was tagged by the wonderful @prettyjohnnylennon to do this questionnaire! Thank you so much, Log! <3

The Last 1. Drink: Kale smoothie 2. Phone Call: Erin, a beautiful soul 3. Text Message: A friend, Javier 4. Song You Listened To: Whatever it Takes – Imagine Dragons 5. Time You Cried: This morning, eek 1. Ever Dated Someone Twice: No 2. Kissed Someone And Regretted It: Nope 3. Been Cheated On: Never, thank God 4. Lost Someone Special: Yeah… 5. Been Depressed: Kind of, yeah 6. Gotten Drunk And Thrown Up: Nope

List 3 Favorite Colors: Blue, lilac and mint green In The Last Year Have you 1. Made New Friends: Yes! <3 <3 2.Fallen Out Of Love: Yeah? And then probably fallen in love again, lol 3. Laughed Until You Cried: Everyday <3 4. Found Out Someone Was Talking About You: Hahaha, yeah 5. Met Someone Who Changed You: Yes! 6. Found Out Who Your Friends Are: Yes General 1. How Many Of Your Facebook Friends Do You Know In Real Life: Most of them 2. Do You Have Any Pets?: Nou :( 3. Do You Want To Change Your Name: Yeah, haha, I’ve wanted to change it for ages 4. What Did You Do For Your Last Birthday: Went out for dinner with some beautiful friends 5. When Did You Wake Up Today: 7am something 6. What Were You Doing Last Night At Midnight: Sleeping, ofc! 7. Name Something You Can’t Wait For: Discovering the world 8. When Was The Last Time You Saw Your Mum: Yesterday <3 9. What Is Something You Wish You Could Change In Your Life: Honestly, nothing. I would never be who I am right now, if I change anything 10. What Are You Listening To Right Now: Twenty One Pilots, their album Vessel, my obsession <3 11. Have You Ever Talked To A Person Called Tom: Actually, no! Surprisingly 12. Something That Is Getting On Your Nerves: Not being able to fully love myself, if I’m honest, bringing myself down all the time. 13. Most Visited Website: Tumblr ofc! Or Pinterest Random Info 1. Mole(s): 12? Or 13 2. Marks: Um, birthmark on my armpit lol. Not very pretty 3. Childhood Dream: To be an austronat. I’ve been homesick for the stars ever since I saw them, probably. Dreaming of the universe since I was a little girl. 4. Hair Color: Light brown 5. Long Hair or short hair: Long, very long! It’s down to my waist 6. Do you have a crush on somebody: Yes lol <3 7. What do you like about yourself: That I love so much. That I’m so passionate about life, about the things I enjoy and the people I love 8. Piercings: Nope 9. Blood type: O- 10. Nickname: Annie. Or just Ana! I have a middle name but it’s not my fave 11. Relationship status: Single 12. Zodiac: Virgo 13. Pronouns: She/her 14. Favourite TV shows: Skam<3 Stranger Things, and um, I am not very good at watching shows, eek 15. Tattoos: Nope 16. Right or left hand: Right 17. Surgery: No, thankfully!  18. Hair dyed in different colors: Not really my style, but I would love blonde highlights! 19. Sport: Football! (And yes, it’s called football, not soccer! :) 20. Vacation: London <3 <3 and Nice! 21. Pair of trainers: Idk lol 22. Eating: Mango and mango and more mango, yay! 23. Drinking: Waterrrr 24. I’m about to: write my heart out <3 25. Waiting for: The next beautiful moment in my life 26. Want: Sleep, please 27. Get Married: Until I’m 30, please 28. Career: I don’t know! Literature or science, hopefully! 29. Hugs or kisses: Both, ofc! 30. Lips or eyes: Oh, both 31. Shorter or taller: Taller? Well, depends 32. Older or younger: I don’t really know, I guess it depends  33. Nice arms or nice stomach: Um, both? Possibly nice stomach 34. Sensitive or loud: Sensitive 35. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship <3 36. Troublemaker or hesitant: A little bit of both Have you ever 1. Kissed a stranger: Not yet ;) 2. Drank hard liquor: Nope 3. Lost glasses/contact lenses: Neither lol 4. Turned someone down: Uh yeah 5. Sex on the first date: No 6. Broken someone’s heart: Yes… 7. Had your heart broken: Lol, yeah 8. Been arrested: Nien 9. Cried when someone died: Oh, yes 10. Fallen for a friend: So many times Do you believe in 1.Yourself: I’m trying to, yes! It’s not going that well, but I won’t lose hope. 2. Miracles: Yes! 3. Love at first sight: Maybe 4.Santa Clause: Ahh, I wish... 5. Kiss on the first date: Probably! 6. Angels: Yes! 7. Current best friend name: Iris <3 the love of my life 8. Eye color: Green 9. Favorite movie: I’m gonna be nerdy right now and say Interstellar. Or the Danish Girl. Or Fantastic Beasts and Where to Find Them. Or Civil War. Or, well, I just love movies so much, ack I tag: @pmccartney @mclennunf @mclennonade @paulmcmuffin @patatijas @if-i-fell-over @glimmerkeith @andinfahira @whydontwedoitontheinternet @cuzimmathug

[enfinity]

a post for the sake of my sanity and organization,

hellooo it’s ayn! it’s been quite awhile, hasn’t it :,) ?

i just logged back in to a TON of notifications, thank you guys so much for checking out my works + 230 followers ♡︎!!

i would also like to clarify that i may not write for skz and txt as much anymore, to be frank, i’ve mostly been updated on enhypen 😭 but i am still headset focused to finish those requests asap, terribly sorry for the long wait you guys </3 it is my responsibility to be consistent with my works, especially being the one who opened requests . thank you for requesting and interacting with me!!

i’m still quite unsure on what to do with not mine hotline, especially with the attention it’s been gaining despite my hiatus :0 i also have other sm!au’s in progress that seem less messier than this one, so i may release a preview of one and have you guys decide from there?

i can’t promise that i’ll be constantly active on the timeline. unfortunately, personal family and education matters have gotten in the way and though being here was the best and sweetest haven for me i just don’t want social media to be another heavy weight on my shoulder :,) i definitely want to support your works though, so please drop me recs of posts if you have anyyy!

anyway, i hope you guys have been taking care !! enhypen comeback not so far either :0? WHO’S EXCITEDDD

+ here’s a list of what are in my drafts at the moment, if you would like to be tagged in any, please let me know through a message or ask!!

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in progress!

- a few NMHT updates !!

- “pink skies” by lany. did you open up the blinds just to stare at the pink sky? or your cute neighbor, jay?

- no. 50 boyfriend!chan fluff request <3

- no. 14 + 50, waltzed with wings. your first dance never came, but best friend!jay did.

- no. 100, a star to the moon. best friend!heeseung loves you. but loving him back will only makes things worse.

- “if you want to” by beabadoobee. boyfriend!jake reminds you what’s worth a living in the morning as you come home by the end of the day.

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on hold!

- “good company” from oliver and company. best friend!niki would have never been able tell you this, but he wished that he appreciated your singing more while he was still your best friend.

- no. 26, the sky after it rains. you argue with idol boyfriend!sunoo on your first date together months after his debut. it was raining that day.

- no. 8, a table for two. in hopes of being alone with you at the cafe, best friend!jake is surprised to find your crush, park jongseong, on a seat that was supposed to be your’s.

- no. 49, to be with homebody. boyfriend!jake is your home. he will always be your home. right?

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ideas!

- idol!reader and idol!enhypen on social media (just a mini series for each member!)

- older brother!yeonjun trying to set you up with boyfriend!niki

- ^will probably make one the other way around too? or a younger brother!niki finding out about you and boyfriend!yeonjun :c