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Unexpected but fair.
How long were we disconnected?
#uhmm if it looks weird or ugly thats a you issue. Sorry not sorry im trying not to burn out by doing overcomplicated animation every time!!!#teehee#hes a pain in the ass dude gooooodddddd this took longer than i'd hope itd take...#but the background looks pretty fuckin cool i think it was worth it#theres so much to do in this environment#also lmfao i had to change the palette bc of damn color theory. so. he may be sickly green. maybe.#hngrfthhhhh its done thank god now we can move on#i have an 11 day deadline to get where i need to be LETS GO LETS GO#he doesnāt usually keep track of time btw :-)#[you've got mail!]#spamton#spamton g spamton#deltarune#deltarune spamton#deltarune chapter 2#uhhh if he looks weird blame.. uhm.. blame him because his ass was believe it or not TOO TALL for the canvas#youre telling me this short little shithead was too tall???#fgrtrggffghhhhhh
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"This is only the beginningā the beginning of the end."
STRANGER THINGS SANS VISAGES S04E09 - The Piggyback (Part II of II)
#st gifs#byler#jancy#eddie munson#max mayfield#will byers#el hopper#henry creel#st sans visage#my gifs#useraimz#userallisyn#tuserrae#userkam#usersen#userelz#userpunk#tuserashes#tuserblake#dailystrangerthings#stranger things#and with thisāTHIRTY FIVE GIFSETS AND TEN MONTHS LATERāI have officially finished st sans visages...until S5#I can't believe we made it. I started this solely as a means to visually appreciate the series#and now nearly TWO YEARS TO THE DAY of season four...i've finished them. and my gifmaking skills have expanded SO dramatically#even just because of this series. especially color correction omg#anyway!!! thank you SO much to all the people who have cheered me on through every single one of these#especially when the gaps between sets was damn near as long as we all spend waiting for the duffers lmaoooo#.......also if you made it this far: apologies for the final gif cropping out jopper lmao the structure of the shot did NOT lend itself to#everyone being in the square version of the shot#so I centered it around El and ran lmaoooo
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100 stories on ao3 šš
i just posted my 100th story on ao3 so you know what time it is nowā¦ yeah itās yapping timeā¦.. here are a few fics iāve written recently that iām really excited about:
possibility - (ace attorney) post divorce beach trip fic where two annoying lawyers are forced to discuss their last hook up, featuring co parenting and court arguments but theyāre in a beach house
novel - (hades) zagreus is a bored olympian who learns he can die and starts doing it for fun, which is not fun for thanatos who keeps showing up to collect his soul, featuring copious amounts of ambrosia like so much ambrosia
legacy - (iliad) the trojan war if it was a formula one championship race, featuring perpetually stressed team manager odysseus and shithead achilles storming off the track and burrito-ing in his room
#100 fics god damn!! Iām writing so much itās always a shock to compare me like 5 years ago#writing zilch and being really sad about it#and now writing every single day#im so glad#and thank you for all the encouragement and support and inspiration#:)#my fics#milestone posts#my writing#narumitsu#thanzag#patrochilles
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E!2080 factbook (that's what i'll call it): brainwashing šµ
I wanna talk about brainwashing because itās kinda important for my story and sometimes explains some clonesā behavior :) This topic deserves some attention :pĀ
In general, in my AU we have a cult atmosphere in the Shadow Tower, BUT it's not really a cult. The main goal of the Shadow Government is to grow clones into worthy leaders and soldiers, but at the same time loyal and stupid enough to make it easier to manipulate them. Various methods were used: working with corrupt psychologists, inciting hostility between clones, fake rumors, fake news on fake TV, fake books on the shelves next to the real ones, and of course the scare tactic.
Their favorite manipulation is obviously, āwe're doing this for your own safety, the world outside is cruel,ā and clones were sitting in the tower like princesses from fairy tales, yeah. You got me, right? Lots of manipulation. But despite the approximately equal attitude towards everyone, it still affected different clones in different ways. Perhaps some biological factors played a role, which I doubt, BUT Scudworth's influence on the clones also helped some to stay sane. I've said this a hundred times, but Scudworth LOVES his clones and he doesn't like the operation he was forced to participate in. Therefore, he did everything possible to prevent them from becoming puppets of the shadow government (he had his own methods, but I'm too lazy to describe them).
So, let's get to the point. I mentally divide all the clones into sane, deviant and ZOMBIES (or brainwashed). Sane people are those who have their own position, are less influenced by the Shadow Government, understand the danger of the situation and want to gain personal freedom. Zombies are people who are doomed to stay in the tower and be used by Shadow Figures for their personal purposes, because their perception of the world is completely turned inside out and will not be the same anymore. Between them, the deviant ones are usually clones who have some disorders due to trauma after living in the tower, but they are still aware of the whole situation and basically refuse to be someone's slaves. Now that we have a rough idea of the spectrum, I want to discuss with you which clone is where on this spectrum.
I was smart enough only to distribute the main characters (and a couple of secondary ones). Most of them are closer to sanity in the spectrum, but they tend to deviate due to psychological trauma, obviously. I want to mention Joan as an example, because although she is the ābrains of the teamā, she is prone to Stockholm syndrome and, as shown in the first part, sometimes remembers āhomeā and regrets what she did. Thatās why she is not 100% sane.
But I definitely will have a team of complete zombies in the comic who will condemn the main characters for fighting, recruit other runaway clones and try to return them to the tower. Yes, there are clones who were initially against escape and were content to live in the tower, but now they survive on the streets and are extremely unhappy with the situation. But I donāt know who could it be.ā¦ But these are definitely clones from the extras, episodic or secondary! You can even suggest your own fan clones, just for fun! (Reminder: My AU is open to everyone and your fan clones can participate in the story, and they can be in any part of the spectrum!).Ā
That's it. I have nothing to addā¦ ask me questions about my AU if you want, Iāll be very glad to answer!Ā
and read exclamation!2080 on globalcomix ofc!!! :p
#clone high#clone high au#exclamation!2080#e!2080#guess these posts are going in the āideas and conceptsā section of my wiki because that's how i wanted to do it#oh yeah gotta work on my wiki i have two untranslated pages#insane lore drop every day follow for more#btw didn' mention the thing with ponce but you can always ask me bc sometimes i just forget to explain something a][dp[afposdfasdf#or maybe i'll make a whole post for him#because damn he is a legend in my au#thanks to my friend who gave me the idea#okay hope you're interested (I'M TRYING SO HARD TO INTRIGUE YALL š)
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Got myself a lil something from @petricorah 's etsy shop and now I'm crying over tiny pirate sokka
#hes just so damn tiny#sokka#atla fanart#the keychain is going on my work bag so i can look at him every day#thank you petricorah!
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I've become adult, I've reached the level 18 in Game called Life, wah.
Someone stole my tablet^^ also, gays incoming, mwuehehehehe -family guy death pose-
Hehe, theres not much to say than thanking everyone who has been able to be there, Even if we just met or if we met since we were fetus. Thanks, turning 18 feels like I've gotten the hardest achievment for many reasons, making ocs and sharing them is what has kept me alive all these years
I guess i also thank myself, for being strong and not giving up, even if many times i was very close to just dissappear. And to Zar, for having taught me Lot of stuff, Tamur for reminding iam important, Ryusha for teaching me strenght. I could thank all the little guys who live in my head, all of them have a reason to be there, and I wouldnt be here if it werent for them
Happy Birthday to me, iam glad i can tell lil Ari, i made it.
#thank you all#living every damn day is like living a hell because of my own mental health#but you all have taught me there is still reasons to wake up and enjoy the day#and also because my little guys are always speaking in my head#so Smileeee#never forget to smile#smile even if the day hates you#smile if you're alone#smile because by experience. smiling helped me battling this internal fight I've had since i was just a little kid#no tagging this -thumbs up-#anyways guys#prepare for incominh gays
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One of the commissions I received last year introduced me to the utterly amazing game, Control, which I cannot recommend enough! In that game I fell in love with Dr.Darling, who you get to know through various recorded videos and text, and ugH I CAN'T GET HIM OUT OF MY MIND (Ā“ā½`Źā”ĘŖ)
I'm just utterly obsessed! Ooooh god if we don't get more of him in Control 2 I'm going to rIOT- Speaking of said commission, I've just finished one part of it! A whole sketch page of Dr.Darling and Jesse~ which i'm about to post! (Another wonderful client who waited an age and a half 9w9") The 2nd part is a NSFW sketch page, which will eventually be posted onto my patreon~
Then there will be more because oh my god I haven't been able to stop thinking about this amazing game, it's world and the remedy-verse as a whole!
#Control#control remedy#control game#Dr.Darling#Casper Darling#dr. casper darling#dr. darling control#okkennymay#I'm so going to make prints of this and have someone sell them for me at conventions one day#There's not a single portrait of this beautiful man out there and damn it I had to change that#it wasn't easy the only reference shots i could find where not of the highest quality 9w9" A crime I say#I need about 100000 more images and gifs of darling please and thank you#....i may have a folder already filled with every single one I could find like a dragon hoarding treasure
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Iām the anon who suggested thinking about your crush sitting on you and now I have a new thought. Edible gas bubbles. Like at a dinner party you see a big bowl of multi-coloured circles that look like dense large boba balls. You take a couple not really thinking about it. Then about 40 seconds later your stomach feels weird. You pat your belly gently and immediately release a large belch. Then another. And another. You ask about them and everyone gets giggly.
I'd look to L/ondo for an explanation. He'd smile, those pretty fangs and pretty eyes sparkling as he gazes at me with arousal. I belch again and he wraps an arm around me, drawing me in close. I stand next to him, blushing sheepishly as I try and fail to stifle another belch. The other C/entauri around us giggle at me in my embarrassment.
"There's no need to be shy, darling," he'd say. "What was it I told you to do at this party? To let l-"
I cut him off with yet another loud, rumbling belch. I moan from how good it feels, only to clasp my hands over my mouth the second I remember we're not alone. The other partygoers laugh heartily.
"As I was saying, I told you to let loose, to enjoy yourself. And I mean for you to enjoy yourself in every possible way."
With his free hand, he reaches over to the table with the bowl and grabs a pair of the colorful balls, handing one of them to me before popping the second in his own mouth, quickly chewing and swallowing.
"In our language, they're called tuchanta. Edible balls of gas, meant to-"
He pauses for a moment and presses a fist to his mouth, somewhat suppressing a deep, rich belch.
"Gods, that felt good," he sighs to himself. "That expulsion is precisely their purpose. To free up room so we may continue to indulge to our hearts' content!" He gestures to the one in my hand. "Come, dear, eat up for me," he says directly to me, his voice sultry and sweet. "Perhaps, sometimes, we indulge in them solely for the sensation and the pleasure it brings..."
With that encouragement, I pop it into my mouth and chew it. It's sweet, fruity, and leaves me hungry for more. I swallow and look up to L/ondo, blushing less from embarrassment and more from arousal. He pats his stomach and allows a rumbling belch to slip out. He follows it up with a wink, as I feel the members on his side against me begin to stir thanks to his own arousal. I bite my tongue to stop myself from moaning again, both as a result of his belching and arousal and because of how bloated I'm beginning to feel again. L/ondo senses this and puts his free hand on my stomach, forcing out of me an explosively impressive belch. The other C/entauri hoot and holler in an encouraging response, clearly enjoying how appropriately burpy I am.
"Fuck," I gasp breathlessly. L/ondo himself belches again, and I can't help myself any longer. In front of everyone, I pull him into a passionate kiss, feeling him stiffen further as I belch against his lips. There's cheering and whistling for us now, and L/ondo belches against me in turn. He breaks away but keeps my face close to his, whispering so no one else will hear him...
"I know how hungry you are, darling. Now go and eat to your heart's content for me. When you'd like to retire to my quarters, come find me. But make sure you bring some tuchanta with you, enough for the both of us."
With that, he pulls me to his side again and addresses our fellow partiers. "Everyone, keep an eye on my dear little love here! Clearly he knows how to belch like a C/entauri-" he pats my belly to get me to belch again for effect- "but let's show him how to eat like one too. Make sure he gets nice and full for me, yes?"
Three more of those tasty balls are pressed into my hands, along with some sort of tasty-looking pastry. Oh gods, this night is only just beginning...
#i was not planning to write this much but clearly my h*rniness got the best of me#this is such an excellent idea and i am going to think about it so much omfg#i had so much fun with this thank you anon#i wish these things were real too#i would go ham on them every damn day if they were#ask#answered#anon#burping#not sfw#ruelpsen writes#londarling
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LAST DRAWING FOR THIS AGENT CHALLENGE HOLY FUCK
agent is @tofudemaru's character
#meepo art#penguinronpa#club penguin#agent penguinronpa#i'm not tagging every character here fuck you#THIS IS LATE BUT ONLY BECAUSE IT TOOK A WHOLE 13 HOURS TO COMPLETE GOD DAMN#i could have completed it on time if i planned things better but tbh i don't care i'm glad i've finished this piece#anyway thank you for enduring my mega autism for all of december#31 day challenge
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#sometimesanequine#equine art#horse art#my art#damn yall wanna know smthn crazy?#i think ive been unknowingly slowly killing myself since ??? 2016 ish right#cause ive got alpha gal right. cant eat hooved mammal shit. whatever#long story short I've felt like shit since 2016 and have had aches and pains every day after eating stuff im not sposed to unknowingly#or unknowingly as in. huh i wonder why this is happening (spoiler. it was eating stuff that makes me sick)#but ive figured it out now and feel better!#tumblr user mamoru thank you for sharing your medical experience i utilized pattern recognition and figured it out#anyways now that im not eating stuff im not sposed to i still gotta undo years of damage#but im gettin there yippee!
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Brooooo heās fucking loosing itš
#cult of the lamb#cult of the lamb narinder#this happened in the span of less than 10 minutes#and no#he didnāt stay in prison for 3 days#I kept him there for like a millisecondšš#heās literally my husband AND DISCIPLE LIKE BRO CHIILL#I GET IT#I lose it every time he comes up to me cause I never know if heās gonna be like#you damned lamb I hate you I hate you I hate you fuck you and this cult you fucking traitor#or fucking#oh great leader Iām so glad Iām in this cult I love you thank you great lamb#ššššš
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hmmm
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Do you think ??? likes any animal
she loves FLIES !!!!šŖ°šŖ°šŖ°
#her and flies are besties#āare flies an animalā thread closed by moderators after 10283 replies#also#i thought u were talking about the damn ???% at first from mob psychie LOL i sat there for 5 minutes thinking like uhhhh#well i think heād like. Dogs .#i do like that she is redacted in ur brain tho i feel like that is the correct way for her to be#sheās just an anomaly of some kind. An occurence even#cramswering#thank you for asking me about herš i miss her every day really#i swear im going to answer the rest of the asks about my ocs soon i just havent really felt like a person these last few days#U know how it is
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I always get detained at da border because PROFUNC never ended but basically I'm like if a targeted individual didn't even care
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lowkey think people overlook p1harmonyās talent in lieu of their more comedic personalities and itās cool theyāre funny but also SHIT THEYRE TALENTED?!?!!!! LIKE!!!!!! NOBODY TOLD ME HOW GOOD THIER VOCALS ARE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
#see people talking about 4th gen singers and not once did i see a piwon member mentioned???#keeho is HILARIOUS#BUT MORE IMPORTANTLY HAVE YOU HEARD HIM SING?????????????#jiungās isolations are āØāØāØ too#like what the fuck#alison speaks?#thank you to whatever force introduced me to butterfly and thank you to the yt short of soul going PSHNG(but metallic) for this trip further#down the kaypahp rabbit hole#p1harmony#like iām so sorry to the other group with one in your name that i still havenāt gotten into the discography of#i will one day#but like FR?!??????????!!!!!!!#i should listen to their music now LOL#but their live vocals are !!!!!!!!!!!#unfortunately they seem a bit edm-y for my tastes but weāll venture further#butterfly is fucking amazing tho#but damn if i had a dime for every time a divestudios short got me into stanning a group#i would only have two dime but like wtf yknow?
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Need low stakes DLC Psychonauts 2 levels in, at this point, anyoneās mind. Fuck shit up and kick ass in the interns brains? Hell yeah. Otto? Sasha round 2? Milla round 2? ANY Aquato? Iād eat it up om nom nom. Iām begging. As a treat for me please.
#psychonauts 2#psychonauts#double fine#and listen. fucking. it gets more and more obvious that Otto has Something going on with every playthrough#first play through I was thinking about literally anything else and I didnāt catch it#but going back and doing all the dialogue and keeping an eye on him?#Otto was sus as HELL#Like fully unresolved I think canonically heās still up to some shit#he didnt mind wipe a family to stop a genocide a la putting tape over a cracking dam#but heās still shady#and I think they kinda wrote him as a red herring#which is wild bc I did not give a fuck about Otto my first time through I was trying to connect so many other puzzle pieces#but yeah DLC content would be good but alsoā¦ Psychonauts three???#itās be too surface level for it to be just straight plot line Otto is the big bad tho so idk.#psychonauts 1+2 tells such a tight well thought out story thatās been cooking for two decades. I wouldnāt want a third game if it didnāt#lovingly expand the world and characters and story. but damn I got questions.#hence: low stakes dlc please and thank you have a good day š
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genuinely so glad i didn't end up in games or animation like i wanted to be!! too many friends & peers (in the industry, from uni, from tumblr, from other social media) have been caught up in the current rampant instability & lack of shits given from studio execs/shareholders and i dont have to worry about any of that!! thank fuck!!! it's soul-crushing to hear about let alone experience first hand!!!!!!
#the job i have now i really just stumbled into. years of freelance work. did the part time Normie job thing for a while too.#and now i'm going to be going fulltime as art director?? cwazy.#health communication i owe yuo my life š©#the fact that i'm genuinely considering buying a horse right now. as in like it's financially possible!!!! is blowing my damn mind#AND i can pay for private health + a car + goddamn knee surgery#who is she#this isnt a brag i am thanking my lucky stars that i have a job + am stable + a lovely wife + etc etc every day#for those out there still doing it tough. hang in there. you got this.#txt post
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