#thank u for all the emojis :3

[boozyoranges]

yume ask game :]

🏳️‍🌈: What is your self-insert’s gender identity? What’s their sexuality? Are they the same as yours irl?

- they’re the same as mine irl in that i can never decide what they are. she’s obviously bi but she’s mostly female presenting out of convenience. her and narancia are t4t to me in ways that are difficult to explain

🐣: What are some unique experiences that your self-insert has had that you have not?

- never overdosed on heroin lol. it is but a metaphor for other addictive habits i struggle with

- and my parents are still alive

🤷: What is your self-insert’s most mundane hobby?

- watching cute girl anime. her favorite is azumanga daioh

🌻: Who would your self-insert say that their biggest role model is?

- narancia inspires her to be a better person every day. he rescued her from her rock bottom and treated her with kindness, he loves with his whole heart, he risks his life for the ones he loves. she loves him so much and he makes her proud. ueeeee [soung of crying]

- she also admires trish even though trish is younger than her. moscato was never able to exude feminine charm so easily. trish helps her with her makeup and hair sometimes

‼️: What is your self-insert’s most extreme hobby?

- committing felonies with the rest of the gang 👍

- cooking mushrooms she finds on walks

👑: What’s something about your self-insert that completely matches up with you irl?

- autism

- piano ability

- hair + eye color

- childhood trauma™️

- addictive tendencies

- loves animals

- cringefail weeb

- and more….

❤️: What does your self-insert do when they feel happy?

- big dumb smile like this :]

❓: What’s a random fact about your self-insert that you want to share?

- narancia eventually proposes to her with a ring he got from spencer’s gifts

[hailsatanacab]

I'll ask after that secret number 8!

I only remembered secret number 8 because I saw your wip here! I'd started this one based on the same prompt, then lost said prompt and stopped working on it 😅

Instead of a snippet, I'm just dropping it all here - maybe that way I'll feel inspired to finish it?

———

It’s a full house for dinner tonight and, really, that should have tipped him off.

Bruce sits at the head of the table, smiling softly as he watches over everyone’s antics. Damian is regaling Dick with everything they saw at the zoo that day (Danny had been so happy to see Delilah the purpleback gorilla again, and her new little additions to the troupe, too!) and how well they are implementing the grant the Wayne Foundation had gifted them. Tim, Steph, Cass, and Duke are all engaged in a thumb-war tournament which Danny has no interest in participating in. It just wouldn’t be fair on them.

Danny loves that look. The one where Bruce’s eyes crinkle when he thinks none of the kids can see him. It oozes love and it makes Danny’s heart, his core, ache. 

It’s been a little over a year since Alfred found him on the street and managed to wrangle him back to the manor to stay—even after the whole biting thing when he realised how rich they were. 

A little over a year here and Danny’s starting to feel like family.

Starting to feel like he might, just maybe, like to make it official.

“Danny,” Bruce says, drawing everyone’s attention. Danny starts at his name, but Bruce’s voice is warm and calm, and his shoulders lose their tension almost immediately. “Danny, I have something I would like to tell you.”

“Uhhh…” is all Danny can croak out, eyes flicking back and forth between Bruce and the rest of them. Smooth. Looking good, Danny.

Except… they’re all happy. All smiles, all relaxed body language, all radiating calm and love and acceptance. Well, not Damian—his face is as thunderous as it always is—which at least means it’s nothing too out of the ordinary.

“Danny, first of all, I just want to impress upon you that this is in no way something you have to do. You are under no obligation to join us and, no matter what, you shall always be welcome with us in the manor.”

Wait, what? Danny squints at Bruce, trying to parse exactly what he’s saying… Is he—is this them asking to adopt him? Do they want to make it official, too? 

It’s been a little over a year and of course Danny has imagined calling Bruce ‘Dad’. Of course he’s imagined being part of the family, of course he wants to make it official!

He can’t help the beaming grin or the bright and bubbling “Yes!” already waiting on his lips. All Bruce has to do is ask, all Danny needs to hear is—

“I’m Batman.”

The smile freezes on Danny’s face.

His lungs stop working, his heart stops working, he stops working, he just—

“And I’m Nightwing,” Dick smiles, breaking the awkward silence. 

Danny’s eyes snap to him, and then down to Tim when he admits to being Red Robin. Duke is Signal, Steph is Spoiler. Damian begrudgingly tells him he’s Robin, but Danny can barely hear it over the ringing in his ears.

“I’m Black Bat.” Cass cocks her head, almost looking concerned. It always felt like she understood him the most. Whenever he was feeling low, too in his memories, or stewing after a nightmare, she was always there, ready to card her fingers through his hair and never mention his tears. It makes his heart ache to think of it now. “It’s okay, Danny.”

It’s meant to be reassuring, but how—how can it be okay? How? 

Danny’s spent a little over a year with them. A little over a year with Batman.��

Batman, who works with the Justice League, who works with…

A little over a year. 

Just under 16 months since he escaped.

“Danny? Are you alright?” Bruce asks

Finally, his lungs kickstart and suck in a shuddering breath, only for everyone to drop their smiles.

Didn’t take them long, did it? Now that their ruse is up, there’s no kindness in their eyes, they’re just… cold, calculating. Evaluating. 

“Why?” Danny gasps, his fingers tingling, his heart in his throat.

Just under 16 months since he—has he escaped? Or was this just another one of their experiments?

"I... I trusted you, why—" Danny chokes back a sob, gritting his teeth as his shoulders shake. Why? Why would they do this? "I was happy here, with you. I thought... Weren't you happy?"

"Danny..." Bruce is looking at him, eyes narrow and eyebrows pinched, in some cruel facsimile of confused concern and all Danny can think is how much of an actor he is. How well he can play the part of a doting father. How much he made him want that.

"I don't understand, why..." 

"I'm sorry we didn't tell you before, I can imagine that it comes as a shock. We shouldn't have lied to you, Danny, but—"

"Stop it!" Danny slams his hands down on the table and pushes himself up on wobbly legs. Even standing, he feels so small. Smaller than Bruce, than all of his adopted siblings. They crowd above him when they all stand, too. "Just stop it! Why are you doing this, why are you still pretending? Stop it!"

It was easier, with Danny's biological parents. The knowledge that they'd do anything to get him on a lab table, to open him up and see what makes him tick, to rip him apart molecule by molecule, had always been there. He knew they hated ghosts. He knew they hated Phantom. He knew they hated him. It was easier because it was something he'd known all his life. When he died, when he became a ghost, he knew what to expect from them. It hurt, of course it did.

But it was easier than this.

"Danny, I'm going to need you to take a deep breath. You're having a panic attack and you need to breathe."

"Breathe?" Danny laughs, the sound harsh and choking, too high pitched in his hysteria. "You're joking, right? Or is this just more of the—the experiment?"

"Danny, please, we don't know what you're talking about, you—"

"You don't know? You're Batman! You work with the Justice League, you work with—" His words choke off as his stomach churns, bile rising in his throat. His whole body itches, screaming at him to leave, he can't go back, he can't, he can't, he can't!

Bruce takes a hesitant step forward and Danny scrambles back, his feet catching on the chair behind him and sending him careening to the floor. Where are the agents? Why aren't they swarming in, ready to apprehend him, strap him back on the table, carve him from the inside out.

"Please, Danny, calm down. We don't—"

Danny stops listening. His back hits the wall and he pulls his knees into his chest, his shoulders dipping down as he begins to sob. His heart throbs inside his throat, too painful to swallow around. Tears fall hot and heavy on his face.

Sure, he could run. He could phase out through the wall and he could be out of Gotham in a couple of hours. He's escaped the GIW once, he can do it again.

But that was before Batman knew who he was. Before he had the World's Greatest Detective on his tail.

Before he... 

He really thought this would be different, you know?

He wanted to make it official.

"Why did... Why were you so nice to me? Why did you make me like you? I really—I really liked you. I-I thought we could be a family."

"Danny, we are a—"

"Don't lie to me!" Danny snaps, but the force of his anger leeches all the fight from him, and suddenly all that's left is a bone-weary tiredness. There’s a lump in his throat that hurts. There’s a line down his chest that burns. "I don't care. I don't care anymore, I don't. Just... don't make me go back there. Please." 

Is it futile? He thought he knew how the GIW operated by now, the depths that they would go to achieve their results, but this... this was a whole new level of pain that Danny thought he had left behind him in Amity.

"We're not going to make you go anywhere, Danny, you're safe here, I promise."

"Safe? Safe? You must have—" he takes a deep breath, tries to stop the quivering of his voice. It’s all starting to make sense, now.  "The reason you're telling me who you are is because you must have told them everything already. I know the Justice League—I know you're working with them, which means the ex-experiment is over now, and they're coming to take me back. And I can't go back."

"Danny—"

"I can’t!” Danny glares at Bruce with all the rage he can, fingernails digging into his skin. “I’m not going back!"

"That's right, you're not going back, Danny. I won't let that happen." Bruce crouches down in front of Danny, his hands open and raised as if he's trying to say he's not a threat. "I don't know who you're talking about, and I'm sorry about that, but I can promise you that you’re not going back there. We will keep you safe."

Danny pulls himself closer, tucks himself further into the wall, eyes flickering all across the room waiting for that tell-tale flash of white as the agents start to swarm.

He should take his chances now and run, he should go, he needs to go!

The rest of them, his brothers and sisters of a little over a year, are spread out, giving him and Bruce some space. The same concern colours all of their faces. Why are they still pretending?

Steph is chewing on her thumb. 

Danny liked Steph and her brash confidence, her jokes. She's been promising to paint his nails for months now, they've just never found the time. He was going to go for green and black, or maybe a galaxy theme, depending on what she felt comfortable doing.

He likes them all.

"You were supposed to be my family." His mouth turns down at the corners and his voice shakes like a child. "You were supposed to—why? Why would you—I don't understand why you would make me like you..."

"This isn't an experiment, Danny," Bruce's voice is steady, soothing. "I promise."

"But you work with them and—"

"Who do I work with?"

"The Justice League."

"Yes, I do, but we—"

"And the Justice League works with them. The GIW." Danny trembles with the name, clutching tightly onto his hoodie. "I'm not going back there, Bruce."

Danny doesn't miss Bruce's look over his shoulder, nor Tim's nod in return. Tim turns slightly to the side to hide his movements, but Danny bets he has his phone in his hand, probably letting them know they can take him now. Guess this is it, then. They'll be here soon, and he'll be gone.

"Kill me."

"Danny? What do—"

"If you ever had any kindness for me, if you ever cared, kill me. Please, Bruce. I can't do it again."

"Danny..."

"End me now. Take my core out and break it, please, before they get here."

[crushedsweets]

Can you share headcanons or more ninakate drawings? :)

YES I CANNNN!!! ok usual disclaimer, my AU drastically changes both characters!

i'm using this to focus on nina and 'the chaser'! mostly just rambling about how they would connect, thoughts on their relationship, whatever. not very romantic :') naturally I subdue the chaser a lot here

ok so. 'the chaser' isnt really kate, like most HCs go. the chaser is a violent, animalistic pawn of slendy that tears through everything slendy wants it to. she killed lauren, someone kate loved long before she got sick.

and dont get me wrong, nina is not some special exception. however, the chaser targets threats; lauren trying to take the pages. nina isnt a threat(slendy even sees her as an asset), but the chaser will drag her out of the mines by the leg with little care.

toby would escort nina if she's being stubborn about visiting kate. kate keeps telling both of them to stop trying to see her at the mines, saying she'll just come to the cabin more often. but they know she wont, they know she'll just sit and rot if nobody comes and drags her out - effectively leaving her completely isolated and only getting sicker and sicker.

i like the idea of the chaser eventually trusting Toby, and if Nina is always paired with him, she'll eventually be okay with Nina. especially seeing Nina tentatively bring her paper to scribble on, setting down bags of food for the chaser to tear into, water bottles, etc.

ok this is really goofy nobody laugh. you guys know that scene in tarzan where he's like poking at jane, lifting her hair and squeezing her face and stuff? i kinda see the chaser and nina like that.

theyre NEVER left alone together for the first few months, toby doesnt even let the chaser get close to nina, but maybe nina and kate are going on a walk and kate starts getting a headache and looks up and her eyes are glossed over and she hunches over and nina knows thats not kate anymore. nina taking nervous steps back, trying to figure out what she's supposed to do without toby, the chaser stalking forward. nina stumbles back and hits a tree, slides down and covers her head, immediately thinking of the time she caught kate tearing a grown man apart.

im just SO OBSESSED WITH THE CHASER BEING CURIOUS ABOUT NINA. the chaser knows ninas not a threat(+slendy likes nina), she associates nina with toby, and nina is so flashy and clams up so awkwardly. has the chaser crouched in front of a curled up nina, pushing her head back against a tree and tugging at her hoops. peeling off a fake eyelash and cringing at it. trying to bite her acrylics(in which nina yanks her hand away and the chaser stares at her hella pissy.)

really loving the idea of the chaser having a massive ass headache, curled on the floor, incapable of fighting. nina coming along and soothing its hair down and pulling it into a little hug and just sitting there. hurts a little to be squeezed so damn tight by the chaser, but she gets over it. . .

i dont think kate will EVER trust the chaser, but ninas a bit more optimistic. she'll go to the mines without toby now. she's learned to be quiet and gentle doing it, rather than her usual jumping and giggling and squealing. gives both kate AND the chaser time to wake up and come to her.

and ok ninas still totally sick in the head. while the chaser doesnt fully see her as a friend(or girlfriend), more like... a doll. ? a companion? something to pull around and grab and examine. and nina THINKS shes some special exception, she thinks she's so special that the chaser loves her, she loves how fucking terrifying it is while just squeezing her face, loves bragging to Toby and seeing his horrified face when he realizes Nina was left alone with it.

but frankly i am scared for nina cuz she is nowhere near as safe as she thinks she is. i could see kate starting to actively avoid nina. hiding out in the radio tower so nina cant find her, trying to push her away, telling her she doesnt want to see her. tell her slendy doesnt want her around, fake a headache, all of this. drama drama drama miscommunication issues etc etc ...

eventually nina needs to work on boundaries, listening to people, understanding she isnt that special, looking at things very objectively, actually examining danger, not seeking thrills, etc... all of that. big obstacle.

but nina loves the chaser, even if the chaser doesnt love her. and kates so fucking grateful it hasnt hurt nina yet.

[bakugoyelling]

Giyuu was super shy when he first started realizing he was crushing on you and every time he saw a pretty flower on any of his walks he’d always think of you. He’d pick the flower and hand it to you without a word and wait for you to take it from his hands.

“I saw it and thought of you…” he mutters quietly after a few seconds of silence. And you can’t help but smile and take the flower from his hands. Your smile and hearing your soft voice,

“Thank you, Giyuu.”

makes butterflies swarm in his stomach and his head spin. A blush starting to form on his cheeks as he turns to look away shyly.

🥺💓🥺💓 Giyuuuu my soft-spoken love, plucking pretty flowers because they remind him of you!!! He would be so awkwardly cute and sweet if he had a crush. Even when he’s alone on his walks, he can’t help but think of you 😭 oh, how I love him!!!

He would have never thought someone could make him feel this way — so full of life, someone he wants to be around.

Flash forward a year later, and the two of you are dating — also something he never thought would happen — you’re his, and he’s yours, forever, you often say, but that doesn’t stop him from plucking flowers for you.

One night, while twirling a fresh carnation between your fingers, you ask, “Giyuu, why do you pick flowers for me?”

It catches him a bit off guard. After all this time, you’ve never questioned why — for a second, he wonders if maybe you don’t want them anymore, but your voice is gentle, a smile tugging at your lips as you admire the flower's soft petals, awaiting his response.

“Because they’re pretty,” he says. “And pretty things have always reminded me of you,”

He pauses as you shift your gaze, peering up at him as he continues, “Because…you’re pretty too,”

Flustered, your boyfriend's words have you feeling like you did when he first asked you out. When he first held your hand. When he first kissed your cheek. A radiant warmth spreads through your body as you lean into him, nuzzling against his chest with a bashful chuckle as he wraps his arms around you.

He never fails to make you feel so loved, so adored.

[wexhappyxfew]

💌⭐️ Send this to your emotional support mutuals, who make your day brighter ⭐️💌 - @softspeirs

OH KATIEEEE 😭😭😭😭😭

don’t mind me being emotional over this! you are too kind! 😭🫶✨ thank you for your constant support and love and care, more than anything. you are truly so so kind and overall, someone who is a wonderful human being. thank you so much! this has truly made my morning!!!! <3333

[rexscanonwife]

Howdy everyone! I am starting off the new year with a new s/i and a new f/o thanks to my partner @cherry-bomb-ships (in case ya didn’t know x3) we’ve been watching star trek: the next generation together and pretty much from the very first episode I started crushing hard on Data 0_0 I wanted to watch a little more before making any decisions and after talking w Ruby a bit I’m already pretty crazy about him!

My self insert, Jane Callisto (yes I’m using the same last name as my star wars s/i cause I like it) was a friend of the Crushers and babysat Wesley when she was a teen, and thanks to that Beverly wrote her a letter of recommendation to get into Starfleet Academy and eventually onto the Enterprise as a schoolteacher at the age of 26! She remains close friends with Wesley, which puts her in a position to get to know a certain cute android...

[osaemu]

just read my christmas tree msgs, u guys are actually so sweet and funny omg

[causenessus]

🥐 ⇢ name one internet reference that will always make you laugh

📚 ⇢ what's the last thing you wrote down in your notes app?

ask game :)

🥐 -> name one internet reference that will always make you laugh?

I'M SO GLAD YOU ASKED BC I'VE BEEN WANTING TO SHARE THIS FOREVER LMAOOO i found it on instagram once and forgot to like it and spent the entire day searching up "dayum dayum DAYUM supermarket vr video" on google and literally everywhere trying to find this video YOU WILL PROBABLY NOT FIND IT THAT FUNNY BUT IT CONSTANTLY RUNS THROUGH MY HEAD IDEC ABOUT THE CAPTION IT'S JUST THE AUDIO

📚 -> what's the last thing you wrote down in your notes app?

so that's actually really funny...i'm glad u asked bc i thought this would be cute to tease but it's a little teaser of love note's epilogue LMAO it's super vague so none of you will get it but it's fun for ME yn: "rin i'm hungry" rin: "then go eat love" yn: "no i can't 😭😭" yn: "i'm too scared to go to the table by myself where are you?" rin: "i'll be there soon hold on" and then housewife thing and strangling I GAVE THAT TO U GUYS WORD FOR WORD YOU'RE WELCOME NO I WILL NOT ELABORATE ON STRANGLING

[snepfeathers]

What do you think of : )

it falls into the same category as regular :) for me I think!

mostly because I've had to use it on sites where :)/:D/etc get auto-emoji'd and a space between the eyes + mouth is the easiest way to avoid that

I think if I did want a more sarcastic/passive aggressive smile I'd probably go for (: or just. break out the upside down emoji itself 🙃

[wqnwoos]

THE JOSHUA FIC??? HELLO??? ITS SO GOOD?????? i was holding off on reading it bc when i read the first sentence i thought it would be super angsty BUT IT WAS SO GOOD???? literally in love with all of your works it’s insane

(can i be 🧸 anon¿)

hiiii omg thank u SO MUCH !! i don’t usually write a lot of angst. until i do. but i’m glad u liked it + i’m so glad u like my other works too 😵‍💫💌💐 and yes ofc u can!! i love the teddy emoji btw it’s one of my favs❣️

[yamikawas]

Yesterday I found out some filth that hasn't been active in over a year in a selfship Discord I'm in ships/shipped with my F/O and simply didn't list him in their F/O list (I would have left otherwise) and it made me feel so ill I threw up therefore I will now be writing to you about Yoomtah because yan selfshippers are the only real ones <3

Happy three year anniversary! Yoomtah has been watching you for over 1096 days now, non-stop. She would never ever look away from your face, you're just too precious to her- unless she needs to dispose of someone that tries to get between you two, of course. She has a special database inside her just for you, filled with thousands of pictures of you, all of your favorite things, every little observation she makes about you because she just wants to know everything about you! She needs to know all these facts so she can prepare her home for when she kidnaps you, of course! Yoomtah wants to make sure everything is perfect for you, that your room is filled with perfect decor and your wardrobe is full of clothes you love and that you can play games you like and eat your favorite food. She has to make sure you would never ever want to leave- but she already knows you wouldn't want to, anyway! It will just be the two of you forever and ever and ever!

1. WHO THE HELL IS TRYING TO STEAL YOUR BELOVED I WILL LITERALLY MURDER THEM OK[AXE EMOJI]

2.

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[angelslant]

7, 16, 19 <3

7. Any tattoos?

yes!! i have two, both stick and pokes by my friend laine (hi laine if u see this hehe) one says “lost boy” on my arm and the other is a owl petroglyph above my ankle <3 (i love neolithic art and a lot of my future tattoos involve cave paintings or rock carvings) i dont have many super good photos of them bc theyre at angles where they kinda need to be taken by someone else but i love them both dearly and looking at them makes me so so happy. also i want hand tattoos so bad but im restraining myself for now....

16. I will love you if

i am a quality time bitch through and through....if you dont have time for me, i dont have time for u. i love spur of the moment mini-adventures and i love friends who ive talked to every day for years and i love people who remember that we made plans and stick to them. i really like establishing enough consistency that it becomes easy to be spontaneous. also i love grad students who just impart knowledge onto me at random and the people you share art studios with when working late at night and random strangers in public who will hear a ridiculous conversation youre having with a friend and chime in in a funny way

19. A fact about your personality

this one gets a readmore bc of length lmao <3

i think a lot of ppl, sometimes even people somewhat close to me, dont rlly understand how much work i put into being an outwardly kind person lmao, or they dont understand that i do have to put a lot of work into that? i think a lot of times people confuse my anxiety with being like..."oh you look scary but you're actually so nice!" types of things which can be very true but at the same time, a lot of my current friends have not necessarily seen me when i dont put the care in to be kind and instead go with my knee-jerk reaction to situations (which is almost always some form of anger), because i have specifically trained myself out of going with those responses. i have kind of this weird dichotomy where i am a generally pleasant person who is anxious and can be a people-pleaser at times but to me that feels like a very like....surface level version of myself that can be easily cast off if i care enough to? but i think some people see that part of me as like my deep-down vulnerable self, which i dont really find to be true. because to me i think a lot of my people-pleasing is a direct result of the fact that i overcompensate for my anger. but this is hard to explain to people because since i look alternative or whatever, if you sit there and insist like "no no im actually sooooo evil and mean and tough i promise guys!!" it just comes off as ridiculous and try-hard lmao so i havent successfully found a way to be like "hey guys unfortunately none of this is a joke to me and in fact it kept me alive when nothing else would for several years". anyways idk i just sometimes feel like people view my skittishness as something its not or dont really understand that my "~edginess~" is not actually performative because it has a very real basis in my past experiences and generally if someone is willing to grapple with that they will become much closer to me and know me a lot better than if they just brush me off because they dont really take me for my word

[silkylious]

i’m going thrifting w my friends today :D

ooh that's nice!! i love thrifting sm, hope u guys have fun <3

[my5hiningstars]

23,24,32

23. what is your longest friendship?

it feels like a copout to say my siblings but fr? besties since my/their births 🥺

24. when did you first feel like an adult?

i feel like feeling like an adult was something that i used to think Way Too Much about and the real answer is i've done a lot of therapy about it and i still don't really know but i'm more okay with that than i was 5 years ago and maybe that's what being an adult is really about...?

32. what makes you nervous?

my brother in christ, most things make me nervous i have an anxiety disorder

send me some q's?

[soft4gguk]

tessa if u can…..emoji spoilers for the new chapter? 🥹

i sure can. this is so fun. i’ll try not to give too much away tho!!

😖👱🏻‍♀️👩‍❤️‍💋‍👨🥂🚘🗯️

[ghost-proofbaby]

loved the last chapters of the moon sm!!!! the guarded apprehension mixed with the inexplicable pull these two have for each other and the subtle and unsubtle bursts it manifests in- I’m so so normal about it oh my god. the careful softness with which she explained how he doesn’t have to fear her knowing his secret, the beautifully indulgent way you wrote the bite scene, the way they are set to constantly waltz in this push and pull dynamic, the /unexplainable/ budding feeling between the two and them taking turns being terrified of its intensity AAARHDGHJF and the chapter that didn’t even have astarion (yet his presence, or the lack of it permeating it so beautifully) was wonderful to read, gale is the sweetest and as great a friend that he is just not feeling quite right to aruna as she no longer has her favorite shadow shadowing her!!!! the innocent gossiping and teasing of her begging friendship with shadowheart is a blast to read too. the relayed intensity of astarions worry for aruna after her injury expectedly had me giggling and kicking my feet. thank you once again for your beautiful writing!!! it’s a shame you’re in a different time zone it seems - I’d love to watch your playthrough of bg3 some day, the game had consumed me mind body and soul a good while ago and refuses to let go. anyways, hope I’m not being too weird with my excited yapping, have a good day!!! 🐊

NEVER APOLOGIZE FOR EXCITED YAPPING HERE, MY FRIEND!!! you're speaking to the MAYOR of yapping central, truly. i'm just smiling so wide and feel so giddy that anyone would ever even wanna yap about the moon :,)

i'm also so glad that you enjoyed all the new stuff i was trying to introduce carefully this chapter!! i needed to start building up those relationships with everyone else, and i feel bad lacking in astarion being there, but i think a huge thing is that he's definitely ever-present for her, even when he isn't there. there's still so much we haven't even touched on yet that's crucial to the 'base plot' in my head. i always forget what a monster act 1 can be, WAH.

anyways i could definitely yap about that fic all day so i'ma cut myself off

and oh nooooo!! me and roe definitely talked about maybe trying out different times and streaming a bit earlier if it's on a weekday. i'm on the west coast of the us timezone wise, and roe is a full 4 hours ahead of me, so we'll definitely be experimenting! if you're in the UK timezone, the only reason i've avoided streaming more conveniently for that timezone is because neil (and most of the bg3 actors honestly) stream around that time!! i might just say fuck it and try it out one of these days though. especially since neil uploads his vods to youtube haha. i still wanna try my hand at an individual honor mode and i've given thought to doing an all day stream so any friends across timezones can pop in whenever convenient, and if i die we simply don't speak about it :despair:

i hope you also have an excellent day, my friend <3 always feel free to stop in and yap with me <3