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💝 what is a fic that got a different response than you were expecting?
i always expect my satosugu fics to do better than they do?? lol. like come on y'all i thought you were horny for this one.
it's because they're always sad it's because people want them to be happy and i will not let them.
and i guess i like "get" it now but i really was flabbergasted when i first posted all in, palms out and it got the response it got. like, now i understand that's what The People are really horny for (of all the fics i posted last year my top 5 are all gojo & megumi world's okayest dad and feral kitten son content) but at the time i was truly not expecting it to do as well as it did.
💥 find your least kudos'd fic - say something wonderful about it.
i'm honestly fully gobsmacked that my least kudos'd fic is a trc fic????? lmao i figured it'd be an r&j fic or something with no fandom like zone blanche, but trc was like. i genuinely don't think i ever got more compliments on my writing than i did when i was writing trc fic, straight up.
anyway.
so this is a little drabble i wrote for a prompt meme; it's only 116 words. in that small space, though, i think i do a pretty good job of capturing a fun facet of ronan and gansey's friendship. it also contains the phrase "gasoline sliding through his muscles" which is, i'm sorry, fucking french kiss superb. everyone yassed.
and i have personally always enjoyed the figurative image of words or breath getting ripped out the passenger-side window of a fast-accelerating car.
💌share something with us about an up-and-coming work (WIP) that has you excited!
it's so rare that i actually have up-and-coming works to talk about, so that alone has me hype, lol.
idk, i really hope i can get my ass in gear and really do it justice, but if i do there should be some tender oda & dazai father/son content for any bsd enjoyers who follow the blog. and if i'm feeling ambitious maybe some good dad v bad dad in the form of oda v mori.......... We Will See.
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WHAT’S CRACK’A’LACKIN Y'ALL ?!?! my name’s sun AND i live in the cst time zone. ( T E X A S BBY 🤠 ) i hope ya’ll are all having a good day, afternoon, night !! whatever time it may be where you are out there in the WORLD. sorry i’m a bit late but i’m super excited to get this show on a roll. <3333 . i suck at intros, so pls bear with me., buuuuut !! i’ll be introducing, brianna and leo . one is your crazy inventor who works in the forge, and the other is your uptight hero who is obsessed with doing everything by the book. if you wanna know more about them, check out what’s below !! like this and i’ll go to your messages to spam u with love. THANKS .
♡ —— MEET BRIANNA !!
[ PARK CHAEYOUNG, SHE/HER, CISFEMALE ] — [ BRIANNA BANG ] is a child of [ HEPHAESTUS ] with the power of [ TECHNOKINESIS & ENHANCED CRAFTING ] . they were born in [ 1997 ] and have been in nemean lion since [ 2013 ] . with the change, they [ HAVE GRADUATED FROM ] the [ TECHNOLOGY ] role which makes sense since they’re usually [ CREATING NEW GADGETS & GETTING OTHERS TO TEST THEM OUT ]
( ABOUT PAGE )
its ya girl , brianna bora bang !! aka bree !! daughter of hephaestus and one of the smiths who works in the forge .
growing up, bree’s childhood was relatively calm and uneventful. she was raised by her single-mother, who worked as a mechanic and though they didn’t have much , her mom still managed to get by , supporting them both the best she could. :’))
tbh, bree didn’t think a lot about her family’s financial situation when she was little. though, with that said, she was a bit of a pain.
not because she asked for, or constantly wanted material things, but rather, from a young age she had a knack for taking stuff apart and trying to put them back together again. fascinated by figuring out how certain devices worked.
that habit eventually turned into bree taking things around the house, and makings ‘ improvements’ or crafting something completely new with the different parts she’d collected from items lying about.
her mother living pay check to paycheck , was certainly in awe of brianna’s talents, but the young girl’s creative outlet definitely caused some strESS !!
as one can imagine, she got in a lot of trouble as a kid. having a bit of a mischievous streak coupled along with her curious and imaginative tendencies. her mom wasn’t too happy when she came home to find the vacuum deconstructed , with brianna claiming there was a certain component she needed for the jet pack she was planning on creating
throughout her life, bree was always gathering attention, whether is was due to her odd personality, or the things she was creating. however she was especially attracting people’s attention when it came to the science fairs she enjoyed participating in while she’d been in elementary and middle school --- bringing something completely unexpected to ANNIHILATE ( as she would say ) the competition.
but, brianna created so much buzz, it wasn’t uncommon for her to end up in local news papers as a young ‘genuis’.
one time, even recruits from MIT came to check out to see what all the talk had been about.
when expressing their interest in her, her mother politely declined their offers. thinking bree may have been too young to consider making decisions like that at the time.
[ yet, because of the news circulating bree, nl had been another group to approach her mom, along with hephaestus in hopes to provide brianna a safe haven from the potential threat of monsters (etc.), though her mother also refused that offer at the time ]
SO basically, bree just vibed through her early years creating a bit of mischief and making cool stuff with her handy dandy tool box ( or more like her mom’s tool box lmfao)
she went about every day life as a regular kid, completely unaware of her relation to hephaestus until she neared the age of sixteen.
as she got a bit older, her mother fell in love with a pretty well-off guy who worked as an developmental engineer for the united states milt.. they got married and brianna then had a new step father in her life. despite him being much more strict with her. more than what her mom had ever been , they all got along pretty well. more than anything , bree was jus happy for her mom.
and, it was a plus that they weren’t struggling as much as they originally had been thanks to his financial help.
however, due to an unfortunate turn of events , and a christmas tree having caught fire; their house burnt down. her mom and her stepfather were rescued by the fire department. unfortunately the same couldn’t be said for bree. watching the house engulfed in flames, they worried frantically about their daughter who’d still been trapped inside. but when bree had escaped through the fire by herself , uninjured and not suffering any burns whats so ever. her step-father , along with the fire fighters that had come to help , were hELLA FREAKED OUT.
her step-dad was straight up like, i don’t fuk w demons.
and it was after the incident that her mother finally revealed the truth to bree about her biological father, and eventually gave her the option of going to nemean lion. which was information brianna’s mom had for quite some time, but had chosen to keep it to herself , simply cause she wasn’t 100% comfortable with bree leaving her so young.
THANK GOODNESS THEY NEVER EXPERIENCED A MONSTER ATTACK.
though with what had happened, and her step father’s reaction, bree and her mother came to the agreement that it was probably best if she left for nl.
she eventually moved in after a couple months of trying to make things work at home ( a compromise she made with her mom ). it didn’t work out sadly, and as soon as she turned sixteen, brianna became an official resident at the hotel. having stayed at nemean until now !!
when she first got to nl she pretty much just embraced the change. throwing herself into training and what not, trying to figure out where her place was , all that teenage stuff. ‘tryina find urself uwu’ .
AND she did go on missions quite a bit before the change happened !! having enjoyed tagging along to make some extra money, but her obvious calling was always at the forge.
brianna now and before, has always had a reputation for walking around nl trying to convince people to give her latest weapons or gadgets a go !!
before the change happened at nl, bree was sorta all over the place. ( A MESS !! ) but her goals have become more focused thanks to entering the technology track. so once again, she embraced change with open arms.
she’s totally digging the improvement that nemean lion has made.
after graduating from her track relatively fast; working on stuff is what she mainly does nowadays.
she’s most often found at the forge. cause when she gets an idea, she’s gotta get it done. she has no chill.
yeah, brianna is smart. but on the highkey, she’s only really knowledgeable in her field of expertise.
SO, SHE DOES HAVE THAT CHAOTIC STUPID ENERGY COURSING THROUGH HER VEINS. if you ask her to do something dumb, she more then likely is gonna be down / say yes. skdjlfsjd
though bree isn’t necessarily materialistic, she is kinda obsessed with money, and making money. $$$$🤑🤑 part of it has to do with not having had much growing up, and she wants that security YA KNO. but also , she doesn’t feel totally comfortable asking her mom/step-dad for money. so she out here making her own!!
money is a big motivator for her.
overall, brianna is a brash, outgoing, oddball who is incredibly determined and hardworking.
cause she’s always tryina get that promo, she can come off a bit opportunistic, selfish, and conceited when it comes to her inventions. typically she means well, she’s just a bit on the crazy side.
she has those mad scientist vibes.
POSSIBLE CONNECTIONS !!
first friend brianna made at nl ( someone who was around in 2013 )
people she often trained with / went on missions with before the change happened
friends she’s known for a while here at nemean lion
loyal customers who commission weapons ( etc.) from her regularly. cause she likes you, she’s always down to give you a good deal.
double trouble --- just two chaotic souls, come together to do fun shenanigans.
other people who work at the forge with her
brianna’s go to guinea pigs !! basically she goes to ya’ll when she comes up with a spicey new gadget, weapon, invention, knowing ya’ll are almost always game to get your hands on what she’s got for you.
impulse control --- pretty self explanatory, this person just settles her down. probably a mom friend who keeps her from doing dumb impulsive things.
people she just bothers bc she’s got a cool idea for you, but maybe you’re just like nah.
this person has been on the end of one of brianna’s failed inventions that didn’t turn out so hot. so now you REFUSE to try anything for her again.
people in the ambassador track she is constantly trying to get seen with her gadgets for that promo. she really wants to sell her inventions / sell her patents to big companies. $$
exes !! maybe there was DRAMA, or maybe it was a super chill split. if you wanna snatch this up, we can really do whatever ur vibin’.
enemies
frenemies
a mentor when she first arrived at nl ( someone who was around in 2013 ) they really helped her have an easier time adjusting to everything when she moved in at sixteen.
♡ —— MEET LEO !!
[ KIM DOYOUNG, HE/HIM, CISMALE ] — [ LEO PARK ] is a child of [ ATHENA ] with the power of [ ENHANCED OBSERVING & ENHANCED STRATEGY ] . they were born in [ 1996 ] and have been in nemean lion since [ 2011 ] . with the change, they [ HAVE GRADUATED FROM ] the [ HERO ] role which makes sense since they’re usually [ TRAINING or READING IN THE LIBRARY ]
( ABOUT PAGE )
the son of athena, and a graduate from the hero track !!
honestly, leo’s life before nl was pretty boring.
he grew up in a super small town and was raised by his grandparents after his dad pretty much bailed .
leo was an incredibly bright kid. he learned to read as well as write at a crazy young age, but because he was brought up by his grandparents his taste pretty much reflected his upbringing. he likes super old music, movies. etc. and he’ prefers considerably less exciting pass times such as reading books or playing games like chess. he always goes for a walk super early in the morning too which is something he picked up from his grandpa.
leo’s grandparents took care him when he was very little, but as leo grew older he found himself returning the favor and instead helping his grandparents as they themselves aged over the years.
no one in his household was aware of leo’s ties to his biological mother athena. mainly cause his father never explained anything before he left the family to be on their own.
leo’s life dramatically changed after he experienced a monster attack when he’d been fifteen years old.
basically some demigods from nemean lion saved the day and thankfully nothing terrible happened. but leo’s identity as a demigod was finally exposed to himself and to his family.
he had a really hard time saying goodbye, as he worried how his grandma and grandpa were gonna do without him. however, he feared putting them in danger above all else.
he was then taken to nl, where he spent his time up until now.
after he was rescued, leo couldn’t help but look up to the others who regularly went on missions and hunted monsters. naturally, he worked hard with the aspiration to be like them.
a lot of that also had to do with why he picked the hero track when the change had come about at nl.
if it wasn’t for moving, leo would have never realized his supernatural abilities. and it was through persistence and intense training that he was able to develop his powers over time, as well as pretty fast.
he has always been incredibly dedicated and disciplined.
tbh he kinda has those old man vibes, even when he first arrived at fifteen.
he takes missions and everything a little too seriously.
he doesn’t really know how to have fun either. so when he is on hero duty, he is super STUBBORN about doing everything by the book. trying not to get too crazy and always wanting to make sure extra precaution is taken.
he’s not about them risk. he really wants to ensure that there’s little to no damage that will be done if he can help it.
comes off grumpy most of the time, but it’s like 95% bc he kinda just sucks when it comes to people.
social interaction is not his thing which is why he could have NEVER gone into the ambassador track lmfao.
LEO IS A RULE FOLLOWER, NOT A BREAKER.
though he’s diligent, responsible and honest, he can also be EXTREMELY gullible, too straightforward, and at times, come off as nagging or bossy.
overall, he just wants justice, and to ensure things are done right. but he’s not the best communicator, so instead of being diplomatic about it, a lot of the time he’s just like, ‘i’m right, you’re wrong’dkjsldjf
POSSIBLE CONNECTIONS !!
people leo has known or been friends with for a while
other demigods who he used to train with or currently trains with regularly
( friendly ?? ) competition --- likely another hero who has graduated from the hero track
someone currently training in the hero track who has asked to shadow leo ( BONUS POINTS IF THEY ARE CHAOTIC AND LEO IS DESPERATELY TRYING TO WRANGLE THEM IN FROM THEIR WILD WAYS, ESPECIALLY WHILE THEY ARE OUT DOING HERO TINGZ )
the demigods who saved leo when he was fifteen ( someone who was around nl in 2011 / before )
unexpected duo----no one would have thought these two would be super close. after all, they are polar opposites, but this person gets leo to come out of his shell
leo is super uptight, and because of that, this person enjoys messing with him.
another person that frequents library just as much as him
maybe leo lowkey has beef with someone because every time he wants to check out a book, the mysterious person ‘insert muses name’ always has checked it out before him. one day when he’s talking about it, he finds out it’s YOU!!!!!!! how it plays out is up to whatever u’re feelin. but turns out they have the same taste in books.
other people that are also uptight like leo and that’s why they get along so well
enemies---for whatever reason the two don’t mix
someone leo has an unrequited crush on , bc he’s lame
#nlintro#・⨯˚ 💖 ooc ⤻ 𝘪 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘯𝘢 𝘣𝘦 𝘢 𝘤𝘰𝘸𝘣𝘰𝘺 𝘣𝘢𝘣𝘺 .#this is kind of a mess#im also sorry this got heLLA LONG!!!!!!#but i'm super excited yalll#pls excuss all my typos its very late where i am#uwu <3333
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11, 30, 39, 50, 57, 75, 92 for the of asks?
Thank u Charlie u kno I love ur ass
I'm going to do Matthias with this cause you didn't name anyone and he's my protagonist for Northern Fish
11. If they could make a mark on history, what would they like it to be?
I actually just wrote a passage kind of about this! Matthias doesn't expect that he'll do anything to be remembered by, he really doesn't see himself as the hero of his own story, but he's sure that Dmitri (his boyfriend) is going to be great, and he would be happy to just be a footnote in Dmitri's story. He just wants it to be remembered someday that he loved him, and he was there, that's enough for him and he expects and really wants nothing more
30. When frightened, do they resort to "fight" or "flight?"
Flight. Matthias knows he can't win a fight, it's almost a trauma response really that that will not be his instinct
39. What does their happily ever after look like?
Picture this: he lives on a small island on the Baltic sea. His family is there and so is Dmitri's family, and they get along just fine and none of them are weird about his relationship, they've all come to peaceful terms. Him and Dmitri wear matching rings and go sailing together sometimes, and the water is always perfect. There are no more Nazis, that problem solved itself, and nothing bad happens ever again
But he knows that will never happen so right now all he's asking is that the Nazis go away and everyone leaves him and Dmitri alone
50. How would you describe their style of clothing? How would they describe their style of clothing?
Matthias dresses like he doesn't think about it, and he really should. He wears all the same clothes he's been wearing for years, and some of them are really starting to show it. Like his pants, he's quite tall and most of them are a little too short now, and have been too short for a long time. He also wears lots of sweaters and sweater vests that were normally knitted by his mother or his grandmother, and they're all lovely work, but he wears them so much through so much activity that many of them are starting to unravel at the ends but he doesn't really care. Also sometimes he borrows Dmitri's clothes because he never thinks ahead and brings enough when he visits
If he were to describe his own style I don't even know what he would say, he would probably just admit he wears whatever his mother gave him and leave it at that
57. How do they feel about sex? Are they a virgin?
Matthias is not a virgin, and he likes sex, but he's had a hard time with it in the past. His first time was with his childhood friend when he was fifteen, and it was very weird because neither of them knew that much what they were doing, though Peter seemed to know a bit more than maybe he should have, and it was under this strange pretense of like "ok but no homo. We're just trying it, right? It doesn't make us queer" cause they were both fucking terrified. And then that one had consequences not long after, when Peter's older brother beat Matthias up and broke his nose
He didn't sleep with anyone at all for a good while after that, but eventually he did again when he was in Sweden with some guy he met, and that was physically a better experience, but damnit Matthias is emotional. He's a romantic. This wasn't really enough
And then he met Dmitri. And the first time they slept together he was glad about it, and it was good, especially since Dmitri so easily took the lead cause Matthias needs that, but he was also so so worried that that would be it, that this was all Dmitri wanted from him and he would never see him again. But it wasn't, and he still feels so lucky because he really loves Dmitri
For a long time he also had a guilt about sex, which was that good ol' internalized homophobia, where normally right after he'd have to sit there and be like "I'm a horrible, awful, disgusting person. What would my mother say? What would my grandparents say? I wasn't made for this, it's sinful, what's wrong with me??" And though some of that is still there in the back of his mind, because it's very hard to get rid of, it's eased a lot in the time he's been with Dmitri, because he loves him, he's completely in love, and how could that be wrong? And also because his religious views are starting to change because of the things Dmitri says to him; "what could be more sacred?"
75. If given a blank piece of paper, a pencil, and nothing to do, what would happen?
He would probably just write a letter. Letters to Dmitri when they're not together almost take the role of a diary for him; he'd just start writing one of those about whatever was happening right then. If nothing was happening, hell, "dear Dmitri, I found this paper and I love you."
Or maybe he'd put it in his pocket to hold onto in case he needed it later. He does worry about being unprepared for things
92. Describe them as a John Mulaney gif
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HEWWO EVERYBODY IT’S END OF YEAR RECAP TIME WITH ME: UR PAL ARDO
First of all if ur reading this, merry christmas if u celebrate it and happy holidays if u don’t!!! Y’all are amazing people and I hope this time of year is a good one for you, and if it’s not I hope you find the time to do smth nice for urself!!
Dam this year has been crazy tho. I mean if ur dash is anything like mine you’ve prob seen all those posts talking about how long this year has felt re: the sheer amount of stuff happening. But on a more individual level there’s some stuff I wanna say I guess so in no particular order here is my Thoughts™ coz there’s been some good, some bad, and some weird this year.
So, this year has been a kind of wild one for me in terms of things changing. The big one being that I started university and kinda lost contact with most of my pals from high school. All goods tho, coz I met some amazing new people thru tabletop gaming who idk if I’m at the friends point with yet, but I defo wanna try and get there coz they’re cool as heck. It’s true what people say that starting university is a big change coz DAM things have been wild and hopefully are gonna keep being wild next year espc coz one of my online friends is moving down to start at my university and I’m super excited to meet her in person!! Speaking of meeting people in person I finally got to hang out with @chipmunkwithwings at her place and that was one of the highlights of my year for sure! She’s a super cool person and that week was just utterly brilliant.
Anyways while we’re on the topic of friends this year sure has been exciting for that as well. I’ve made some amazing new ones, gotten closer with some older ones, had some drift apart and thru it all I’ve learnt something important. Namely that, there’s nothing wrong with the friends I had before, but I’ve felt so much better and it’s just been so much healthier for me now I’ve also started pursuing and focusing on friendships with people around my age. It sounds weird to say, but despite having a good collection of close friends there was a part of me that was lonely, and that part has kinda stopped being so much now not all my friends are 10ish years older than me.
That’s one thing I’ve discovered, but this year has been a big one for discovery for me. I tried a bunch of different papers and found out that I hate international relations and love philosophy. I’ve started learning Swedish!! And probably the biggest and most important discovery: thanks to my friends telling me “dude you really need to do this” I’ve gotten on anti-depressants!!! Which have really been helping me so much. That’s probably.... my biggest regret is that I didn’t get on them a few years ago. Still, I’m on them now and my head is just working so much better. Also, and I’ve talked about this in an earlier post so if you wanna kno deets you can go read it, I properly I guess remembered? stopped repressing? how a friend abused me a few years ago and started working thru the issues I have because of that.
At this point I’m gonna put things under a cut coz this is where shit is gonna get long.
Some letters, to the people I’ve known this year. I know a LOT of people so I’m prob gonna not mention anyone so if I don’t mention you: I love y’all. Ur so so fucking brilliant all of u and I’m honored to know you and to have had this chance to be in contact with y’all. I’m deeply sorry for any way I might have wronged you over this year, and if any of you wronged ME I forgive you entirely. If any of you haven’t really talked to me, but want to; or if we’ve drifted outta contact and you wanna pick things back up or ANYTHING at all feel free to msg me anytime. My discord is ardentlyThieving#4893 and this is an open invitation to anyone reading this coz there’s a ton of cool ppl on here who I haven’t talked to as much as I’d like. Anyways onto the individual stuff.
To the afternoon gang. You guys all mean so so fucking much to me, more than probably anyone else. Ur my best support network, my greatest pals. Being friends with you all is a fucking delight. I know I’m not always active in our server, but trust me that it’s nothing on you. I’ve enjoyed every moment hanging out with you guys. Or well, most of them at least :P. We have the wildest conversations and trust me, I wouldn’t have it any other way. I know some of you guys have had a hard time this year and I’m so sorry that you guys are going thru that shit coz y’all deserve so much better. It’s my deepest hope that next year is a good one for all of you and if there’s every anything I can do you guys know where to find me. I love you so so so so so much and I hope these last few days of 2018 are as good for you as they can possibly be.
To the people of Eff’s servers. You guys are super duper cool. Being salty with y’all is so much fun and also so deeply annoying that people keep pulling this shit that we gotta be salty about. I love the fact that we can go from shitty meme posting (usually my fault) to having in depth n thoughtful conversations about just about anything (hopefully usually not my fault). Y’all are amazing people and it feels like you’ve all found urselves a bit more this year, which I’m so happy for you about.
To Sakshi. That’s right, u get an individual one. Ur like, my hero. Srsly dude the fact that ur so fucking patient with the utter dumbasses msging you and that u started this whole deep conversation that ur not backing down from? I’m so proud of you, I admire you so much, and you have my utmost support. Hmu if you ever need me to drag someone for you. Also i’m sorry to out you as a gamer to the fine people of tumblr dot com (actually I’m not that sorry) but it’s been so much fun playing swtor with you. And salt watching things with you. I love how fun our friendship is and also how we can have proper deep conversations like 10/10 A+ content.
To Hammi. Dude you are awesomesauce. My fave lesbian pal. I love memeing with you and gaming with you and chatting with you. Here’s to another great year broski!
To Clare. We’ve only just met at the very end of this year and I’m so glad we did. Ur super cool and funny and I love ur art n posts.
To my swtor guild. Another group of wonderful people who I’ve only just met. i’m so fucking excited to get to know all of you better coz y’all have such great swtor opinions and are so much fun to play with. Sorry about what I did to the Gizka flagship bridge lmao.
To Sofa. DUDE HI! becoming friends with you this year has been one of the highlights. Thank you for all the support you’ve given me and for all the fun times we’ve had. I adore playing video games with you and I fucking love ur swtor ocs. You’ve been there for me so much, and I hope I’ve been there for you as well. Thank you for everything.
To Marie. Yet another person I met later on this year and haven’t had the chance to get so close with. Defo my bad there I need to msg you more often. Thanks for being there for me, even though I was kind of a shitty friend to you at one point. I didn’t deserve ur patience but you gave it to me anyway and I’m so fuckin grateful for that. I hope to make that up to you in the coming year. <3
To Jason. We were tight at the start of the year and kinda drifted apart which I regret. Msg me anytime dude and if you ever reinstall swtor you should totally hmu coz playing it with you was a ton of fun!!
To Traya. I know we’ve only talked on and off this year, but I’m so excited for you to be at my university and to hang out in person!! Hang in there dude, coz there’s so many cool people for you to meet and take it from me that university really is so much better than college.
Ok this is where the happy positivity ends!! Again I love y’all so much and I hope that next year is better for all of you then this one was!!! Thanks for being pals with me, I appreciate it so much even when I’m not great at showing it.
Coz there’s one more letter I gotta write coz after however many years I want closure. This is where it ends.
To Teri. Wow. I never thought I’d be saying ur name again. Well typing, but w/e. That first year we were friends was so fucking good and I’m glad we had that, coz you were a pretty cool person. I dunno why you decided to change all that and start hurting me and I’m probably never gonna understand but you know what? That’s ok. I don’t need to. You hurt me, I got out. I’m not sure, but I think you were being hurt by people as well and I hope you got out like I did. No matter how badly you treated me you still don’t deserve to be abused urself. Nobody deserves that. I don’t know if I forgive you, and I don’t know if I ever will, but I hope things are better for you now. I’m sorry for the times I wronged you while we were friends. This isn’t me saying I deserved to be abused by you, because I sure as hell didn’t, but well. Two wrongs don’t make a right and ur abuse doesn’t magically erase the times I wasn’t the greatest friend. I thought ignoring the things you did to me would make things better, but instead I let it all fester inside me and change my behaviour without realizing that’s what happened. So this is me letting go of it all. Coz you don’t get to fuckin take anything else away from me. I’m better now than I was then despite everything you did to me. This is me, making a conscious choice to heal and move on and grow. It’s not gonna be easy, but imma do it and it’s gonna be so fucking wonderful. This is Arden signing out because you don’t GET to have any control over my life anymore. Never ever again.
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idol!you and lucas
request: please do a bullet scenario about lucas and his gf both being sm idols - anon
word count: 2.6k
a/n: first of all,,,, this gif hurts me badly, seCOND OF ALL im so sorry for the inactivity !! I have finals this week and I graduate really soon n ive just been v busy !!! also I had hella writers block trying to finish this ish up but I hope u like it anon !!!!its a lil hard for me to write as an idol just because thats such a Wildt lifestyle but I did my best ily
warnings: cursing n also some crying because god knows all of our boys prolly have during their idol days :(((((((
what’s up butter cup
let’s dive tf in
as a pre-warning thingy i’m making you a singer so i’m very sorry if you can’t sing i can’t either bby
alright so this story begins when you’re not even 16 years old and you audition for a bunch of companies
tbh you didn’t think you were /that/ good at singing or dancing but ???
all the companies wanted you??? you got offers from JYP and SM and Pledis ????? go off queen
we stan
anyways
you decide to go with SM since they produced leGENDS SHINEE
FUCK I LOVE THOSE GUYS
(binch if u went to JYP u literally could have been in TWICE ?!?/&.&. ABSOLUTE LEGENDS UR LOSS THOT)
also because you just think that’ll be best for you ?? idk we don’t judge here (i already did though i’m So Sorry)
on your first day as a trainee you’re in search of the female dorms and you just can’t find them
eventually you run into this,,,, Gang Of Adolescent Boys
they’re wearing dorky ass muscle tees and keep saying shit about “foreign swaggers”
(.... y’all already know who it is sjdkdkd)
and you’re Meek and New and Small so you’re like um, hellowherearethegirlsdormsplease
okay there’s four of them and they’re all fckin huge except for one
the Biggest One with the american accent points you in the right direction and you try to scurry away but end up smacking into the Second Biggest One’s arm because he moved in your way on accident ouchie
“god lucas why don’t you just run the poor girl over”
“hYUNG PLEASE”
“hehehhehe i’m just kiddin”
and you just kind of mumble that it’s fine and go on your way
okay so you train for three yEARS before your debut
and you def come out of your shell alright like you’re Extroverted and whatnot
you still see those boys and even make friends with mark and donghyuck and the Foreign Members
but the entirety of the group you met has debuted except Lucas
you’re not close but you wave and say hi when you see each other
you turn pink everytime from Emotions and also Holding Your Breathe Due To Anxiety
and he was cute years ago but he’s only gotten prettier with age dude
they recently dyed his hair to give him some Blonde Stuff and he looks reaLLY GOOD
LIKE TO THE POINT WHERE U HAVE TROUBLE LOOKING HIM IN THE EYE
but eventually you’re like hey now i’m a grown woman i can handle this giant childish man !!! quit that @ emotions
alright so you debut like, days before him no lie
you’re a solo artist bc idk
red velvet was full 😔🤟
anyways you’ve been filming the video for the past couple weeks and the concept is sort of filmy and shimmery like old sparkly anime water u kno ?
and you’re wearing similar stuff to what ten was wearing in the new heroes mv (BIG OOF) except less warm toned ?
like swishy sort of see through white shirts and spandex underneath
you’re a Beautiful and Skilled dancer so they have u all over the place with this choreo
on the FLOOR on the WALL in the AIR
no joke they had you in a harness doing cool swirly shit in the air this is the stuff of legends my g
but like the inside of SM ? is very cold
if you’re not filming you’re bundled up in a blanket and trying to rub the goosebumps out of your arms and legs
because you have to look all smooth and flawless for filming and those are two things goosies are not
luckily the song wasn’t a huge ballad because it’s rather hard to belt out long ass notes when you’re upside down lmao
anyways, the song is a bop and the mv is beautiful and you are wearing minimal clothing and although these are all nice things but also
RECIPE FOR DISASTER
the filming is almost done thank GOD
you’re taking a break from filming and you go out in the hall in your costume to go get another water bottle because ain’t nobody around to give a pre debut thot a water bottle 🤧🤧
your arms are wrapped around yourself when lucas jogs up behind you and throws his jacket around you??
literally throws it like you made an oof noise
“um ,? thank you that was aggressive”
“i knOw i’m sorry it’s just you are practically naked and it’s Cold in here and also walking behind you i noticed you were Very Exposed sO”
you turn bright red because that means everyone has seen your ass prolly and you duck your head and pull the jacket tighter around yourself
“oh! i’m sorry i mean you look uhh? really good ?? yeah you look good nOT that i was looking super hard or anything or that i uH saw aNything BUt if i did it would look good i’m sure nOT THAT I thInK about that ?$/&/“
and now you’re both blushing very hard but you feel a little better when you see he’s just as flustered as you
you brush your fingers on his forearm to get him to stop staring at the floor and tell him thanks and ask about when he’s debuting
he tells you the mv filming is done since they had to go Real Far Away to do it and get it done ahead of time and that the teasers will be out in three weeks and then the mv release and then its Show Time Baby
you’re excited for him and he’s excited and you debut really soon as well and he’s excited for you and !!!!!
there’s excitement all over the place
he’s smiling so big and his eyes are cute and crinkly and :(((((
you still got a crush on him /sigh/
one of the staff literally yells your name down the hall and you’re like aw shit that’s my cue lol
you leave him with with a lil squeeze of his bicep and you’re BOTH shook
him because ?? was that fLIRTING
you because ?? THAT WAS FLIRTING
also because his biceps are thicc i’m gonna cry
big baby stands there for like 3 mins just shook and with uwus oozing from his pores
you skrt very quickly to avoid the consequences of your actions and get back to filming
okay TIME SKIP
your mv was released and did GOOD AS FUCK
you didn’t hear it from me but lucas + nct boys were seen on vlive jamming the fuck out to your song
you’re backstage like 10 mins from going on and having an absolute panic attack
what if you trip ??? or your voice breaks !!:&::
what if all the reviews say you’re Trash live and that the mv was better since they edited
what if you FLOP AND HAVE NO FANS
NO ONE DOES THE FANCHANTS
FUCK FUXKFUCKFUXKCUDJ
so you do call the king of debuts
mark lee
and you’re like mARK FUCK IM GOING TO CRASH AND BURN PLEAS LLSSE DHELPD ME
he tells you to Calm The Fuck Down and assures you it’ll be fine but it’s not working and mark is but a young boy he don’t know how to deal with FEMALES
you hear some deep ass voice on the other side ask who’s on the phone and mark says your name and then the voice is closer and deMANDING to be given the phone
u already kno it’s our boy yukhei
he can hear you gasping through the phone and having a mental breakdown and immediately makes his voice all low and soft
wow i’m , affected writing this shit
“hey, y/n, listen to me, you’re okay, you’re fine. i promise it’ll be okay.”
“bUT WHAT IF I-“
“you won’t. you’ve worked too hard and practiced too much. i know you i saw you do it. do NOT let all of that go down the drain. you can do this. now get your cute ass out there and take NO SHIT”
“i know but i am, scared”
“don’t be! this is what you love isnt it?”
“i mean,,,, yeah”
“and you want to do this more than anything don’t you?”
“well , yeah”
“then for gods sake don’t be a wimp and do it”
“hey i miss the part of this conversation where you were being nice to me”
“that part’s over babe you need some TOUGH LOVE now please for me and for yourSELF get out there”
“okay.. thanks lucas”
“anything for you, angel”
yOU HANG UP SO QUICK
how dare he
you were all Comforted but then he went on with that angel bullshit
okay long story short you ended the industry dude
all solo artists BOW BEFORE YOU
VOCAL QUEEN
DANCE QUEEN
lucas: shaking because His Angel did so well and you were wearing white and actually looked like an angel
but you don’t see him for the next like twO MONTHS because he’s promoting boss and you’re promoting your single and neither of you are home ever
when you do get a second to yourself you try to send him an encouraging text but
you seldom get a second to yourself :(((
he does the same thing and they’re so sweet :(
“good morning i hope u slept well !!”
“princess don’t forget 2 hydrate”
“i saw ur mnet performance u looked beautiful <333”
this man is practically begging you to wife him up i mean
he’s cute
he’s BIG and WARM
very sweet to you :(
talented and lovely
absolute dweeb
supportive of you even from great distances
BEST BOY UWU
you try to be just as encouraging back because he deserves it UGH
“bub don’t forget to eat i know ur hungry rn”
“!!!!!! you came foR MY LUNGS WITH THAT CENTER DANCE AT THE END BOI”
“why are u sending me messages u need to rest bby :((“
when things calm down though you,, see each other
he doesn’t formally ask you out and you don’t say anything but, youre dating sort of kind of
as idols you’re both still so so busy and you JUST debuted so neither of you are really allowed to date anyways
you settle for little bits of cuddling and secret touches as you pass each other in the hall
you both stand outside of your respective dorms at night to facetime without waking your dorm mates
he desperately wants to go on dates and do Normal Couple things but there’s no time :(
the most affectionate you’ve ever been is when the girl group who shares a dorm with you was out promoting and you had him over and you took a nap together :((((
he Insisted upon being the big spoon and basically wrapped your whole body up with his limbs
pressed a few lil kisses to the back of your neck and your shoulder when he thought you were asleep
you weren’t though and you turned around to kiss him on the cheek and then tuck your face into his neck and pass tf out
he has to leave though because mark texts him and is like YO I KNO UR WITH Y/N AND HER ROOMMATES ARE ON THE WAY HOME
ABORT MISSION DUDE
and that’s pretty much it :(
months pass without much between you even though you’re trying your best
and even though you live in dorms you’re still so lonely especially when you’re traveling because you don’t have any group members
you don’t want to annoy or worry lucas though so you don’t complain
he notices though and late at night he’ll call you while you’re in bed and talk about his day and how he misses you and wishes you were there
and when you get all emo he says he’ll be waiting for you at the airport
(he really does he goes and hides in the bathroom and texts you so you can go in there and TACKLE HIM)
he still calls you angel all the time :((((
god that’s another weakness of mine ??? IM SUCH A WUSS
but it has specifically changed to “my angel”
uwu
your first kiss and first Real Confession happens on the Worst Day Of Your Life
you’re about to go on stage (you’ve released an album since your debut so this is new stuff) when you get a call from your mom ??
she’s crying and tells you your grandma is sick and in the hospital and it’s really bad
immediately you’re barely holding yourself together because that woman half raised you and was the reason you stayed in dance and worked so hard to become who you are today
there are tears streaming down your face already and the makeup team is fluttering around you trying to fix what you’re messing up and it’s bad
you still have to go on though so you go and perform with tears in your eyes and your manager yells at you after for not pulling it together
you go home in tears and then you’re not looking where you’re going and ran straight into a staff who yells at you some more for being some entitled idol brat
originally you weren’t gonna say anything to lucas but, the staff pushed you over the edge and you call him in tears and are incoherent and can barely tell him where you are before you hang up
our boy BURSTS into your room and sees you sitting on the floor with your face buried in your knees and 🚨🚨🚨🚨🚨🚨 !!
he gathers you in his arms and sits on the bed with you curled up on his lap
he holds you close and rubs a comforting hand up and down your back at the same time as he frantically tries to figure out what’s wrong
“y/n?? baby what’s wrong? angel, please you gotta tell me or i cant help”
“i jjJJUST Got a cALL and my grandMA IS SICK AND THEN I DI D BAD AND DISAPPOINTED EVERYONE AND My mManageR yeYELLED at me and theN I RAN iNtO a staffF meMbEr and he yELled at me too and I JSUT .$:&:&;& i’m sO SORRY u doNT need to deAL WIYH ME you have problems of YouR own and-“
“shhh listen to me i always care about you okay? angel, i want to help you no matter what you know that. also, if you weren’t so distraught i would go beat some SM ass you didn’t deserve to be yelled at :(((( how about we call your mom and check for updates with your grandma and i’ll stay here with you for the night?”
you nod and then reach for your phone while keeping as much physical contact with lucas as possible
he’s the only reason you haven’t reached the Depression Point Of No Return so
we stayin close
you put your mom on speaker and set your phone down before squishing yourself back into his chest and sniffling while the phone rings
your mom answers and you shakily ask for any updates and she tells you not much but your grandma has improved and they think that within a couple weeks she’ll be better
you cry some more and tell her you love them both and you’re so relieved and lucas kisses the crown of your head and is just There For Comforting
once you hang up and you’ve calmed down a little more you back up a little and turn to face him
“hey thank you so much, you didn’t have to come and help me so much but you’ve always been there to make me stop Freaking Out and laugh and i just, love you. yeah that’s what it is. I LOVE YOU I AM IN LOVE WITH YOU, WONG YUKHE-“
he cuts you off by snatching your face in his big warm hands and kissing you right on the lips
he then kisses your nose and your forehead and pulls you back into his lap to tuck you under his chin
“it’s all for you, angel ;)))) i love you more”
#me: a connoisseur of shitty endings#uwu im so soft someone call me their angel right now immediately#lucas#wong lucas#wong yukhei#wong xuxi#nct#nct u#nct 2018#nct scenarios#nct scenario#nct fluff#nct u scenarios#nct u fluff#nct 2018 scenarios#yukhei scenarios#yukhei fluff#Lucas scenarios#Lucas fluff
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Theory : What if Aizawa was the current number 2 hero ?
First things first : thank you for existing, your blog is awesome ! Your fics bring me life, they’re amazing !! :)
Second thing, i would like to suggest you a theory, if you don’t mind. Feel free to add stuff or criticize too, I would love your opinion ! ((Also, sorry if it already has been done… but I think (read hope) not.)) –Also this is not a meme :/ –
Oh boy… here we go :
What if Aizawa was the current number 2 hero ?
So, this might seem a bit out the blue, but please, hear me out.
Let’s take things chronologically. We meet our fave sleepless man pretty early on, first as class 1-A’s main teacher. We then learn that he’s a hero going by the name of EraserHead. A few points are highlight about his “alter-ego” : his quirk momently erase one’s quirk, his identity is mostly kept a secret, he’s an underground hero, and he uses his anonymity as a strategy linked to his quirk and his fight style.
From those few informations, we can already assume a few things.
One, his quirk is really, really powerful. At that point of the series, we only saw villains use their quirk, and no guns, no weapons. They fully rely on their quirk, which means that without it, they’re pretty much defenseless, and that gives us an idea of how powerful Aizawa really is. Second, his anonymity is essential. If villains know about him, they’ll begin to take measures and arm themselves, which is obviously bad. That last point is confirmed in the USJ arc, where we learn a bit more about his quirk. It obviously has a limit. Where Aizawa is able to kick everyone’s asses in the middle of the USJ, he’s powerless. And that might lead us to think that he’s not that strong, but ! Nomu is a weapon that falls in the small category Aizawa cannot do anything against, and it’s able to face the n°1 hero so obviously, that doesn’t make it fair.
With that, I think I made it clear our tired hero can very well be in the ranking. But the best clues come from after the camping arc, at Bakugo’s rescue. What bugged me about that moment was the fact that we literally see all the top 5 heros (aka All Might, Endeavor, Best Jeanist and Edgeshot the ninja dude) besides the n°3. To explain it, we have two options : one, his quirk/fight style requires him to stay unknown, as the fact he never was mentioned would make us believe ; or two, he can’t be there. And well, Aizawa is -one- an underground hero and -two- he owes parents/journalists/people an explanation for the camping attack and must attend the conference ! That would explain the weird blank in the top 5, without it being “well, they have to keep heros to protect the rest of the city !” because that doesn’t make any sense, especially since the n°4 and n°5 heroes have already been asked to come.
Another thing I would add to the clue-list is Aizawa’s presence in Eri’s rescue mission. There’s already a lot of reasons for him to come : his erasure quirk, his dadzawa attitude… But I would like to add one. Personally, I found odd the fact that no hero from the top 5 came. I get that there already were two high ranked heroes, and that it was a stealth mission (so alleluia, no Endeavor) but I mean… Eri is basically a child with the power to ERASE YOUR QUIRK FOREVER if she’s in wrong hands ! So next to Bakugo, who is a kid with strong powers but who won’t ever join the villains, I know where I would have sent the most powerful heroes… So in my opinion, it would make a lot of sense if Aizawa was sent to this mission not only as Dadzawa or Eraserhead but also as the now number 2 hero.
I think I made the best case I could, but if you still don’t believe me, here’s one last thing :
Aizawa could have kicked All For One’s ass all by himself.
From his fight with All Might, we can tell AFO has some pretty hardcore quirks. But we can also see that all those quirks work by activation ; plus, even if he had some mutation quirk, it wouldn’t always be active since we don’t see him affect by any of those, and so, it would be working just like an activation quirk. And with that, we can assume they could all be erased by one glance of our hero, leaving AFO as quirkless as Deku was in the beginning of the serie. The only issue Aizawa could have faced would be the nomus, but any high ranked hero with the good ability could have taken care of them, while All Might would be not-dying, as well as Best Jeanist.
That’s why you should always carry your n°3 hero Eraserhead with you.
But more honestly, I think it would be a great surprise for the story, and that our little Aizawa would highly deserve it.
I hope you like it, feel free to comment or criticize (positively please) !
* Sorry for any mistake of accuracy or language ^-^ *
Hey ur English was just good bro! Personally I think it’d be really neat if Aizawa was the no.3 hero (currently) but I don’t think that’s very likely.
1. I think the rankings of heroes is also based on their general popularity with everyone else, and if he WAS no. 3, more people would have heard of him, bc u kno SOMEONE woulda doxxed the hell out of that. being included in rankings at all messes with him being an underground hero and its p unconventional for him
2. there were already high-ranked heroes on that mission, and they needed him to erase the quirks of the people. if I’m remembering correctly they didn’t know eri’s quirk at the time, and if they did, it’s not like they were expecting to FIGHT eri. they just wanted to rescue her. also lbr I’m. p sure aizawa was only in that arc so he could keep deku from. dying
3. I don’t think Aizawa could have kicked AFO’s ass. I’m not sure he would be able to erase every quirk AFO has ever harnessed. If he erased AFO’s quirk, one of several things could happen:
a.) it could erase ALL of the quirks he has
b.) it would only erase the quirk he was CURRENTLY utilizing
c.) it would erase his original quirk, but he still has all the others
or d.) it would erase his original quirk THUS rendering all the other quirks useless
it’s a hit and miss situation w/ AFO tbh!
all in all this was a really interesting theory!!! thank u!!!!
#i saved this in drafts so now i cant @ the person who submitted#im sorry#submission#thanks for submitting!#aizawa shouta#spoilers#bnha spoilers#boku no hero academia#bnha#mha#my hero academia#theory
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mx in sg: the experience
FHJGDGHSHGFGGHD as usual starting off with the keyboard smash anyway! ill be talking about my experience seeing mx live yesterday (3/3) second part is abt when mx were on stage but its quite dry bc i dont remember much
ill be going in chronological order so [jooheon voice] lets get it
i was gonna meet my friend (karissa) at 3:30 because we were going to meet the person selling us our tickets at 4pm but that got delayed until like 5pm which was fine though
anyway i met her and we started queueing because although official queuing was supposed to start at 6pm they pushed it forward to 3pm (which was unfortunate for those who were busy and couldnt come until much later - the organizer never released an official statement saying the queuing started earlier)
so as soon as karissa and i arrived at like. the place (near the venue) we got lost for about a whole 5 minutes lmao so i texted james asking him where the hell . they were and we made it and joined the queue immediately (we were the last few people of the second batch)
we just sat there and. collected freebies and our banners (for the fan events) while we waited for the seller to come give us our tickets
when they came i was like . fucking screaming because one of the seller was someone i knew from primary school (4 years ago) and i was likeudghdgghdhsh??????? that was the highlight of the daydhfhs
after we bought the tickets and shit we were slightly concerned they wouldnt work lmao but they did god bless
while we waited for the doors to open and stuff a group of people did dance covers of mx songs and later other groups too everyone was cheering for them which was nice fgfghdgh
the hype died down and we just waited quietly until it hit 6pm and i started listening to the day6 stream LMAO but after 4 songs i had to stop because suddenly everyone was standing up??
for nothing though because we sat down like 30 minutes later at around 7? 7:30? everyone stood up again and this time people were given wrist tag things u kno.. ya there were three (?) kinds i think gold for those who held a superfan ticket, pink for general admission and some other colour for those who got tickets for free and could sit on chairs dhdghs
it was a free standing event in an outdoor space so superfan ticket holders got to stand closer to the stage? and those with general admission had to stand behind us and it was separated by a barricade
we entered at like 8pm because we were the second batch (there was a third batch behind us) and it was already filled?? not exactly but from where we were standing we couldn’t really see the stage
in the end we were in the middle which wasnt exactly the best but its definitely better than those standing all the way at the back rip
i think at like 7:45 they started playing the music videos and everyone was shouting the lyrics it was cute i loved it but my throat told me to die after i yelled for like all of their mvsjhdgdghd
also when all in played u bet my ass i jumped up and downdhg
also water wasnt allowed inside which i think is normal so i chugged mine down as fast as i could before entering (i had a little left and the lady let me in with it thanks queen) (i drank it all before they even came on stage)
the hype was real though and it was great
when it hit 8:30pm the introduction video started and suddenly i was getting pushed forward and wow . dont go if ur not a fan of people invading your personal bubble. i wish fans had more sense to Not push around and stuff but what can we do rip
other than that when they came out oh gOD when they came out i was likebfhgddgs??!?!??!?! i had to stand on my tip toes to see them
they started with beautiful and i was liek. dissociating i jsut sang along and shit it was amazing??????
the first person i saw was kihyun and then minhyuk?? i dont remember who else i saw but iw ss losing my fucking mind over how good everyone looked
anyway after that was um.............. fuck. .... i dont know..........
IFMFHGHSGF IM CRYING MY BRAIN TOLD ME TO DIE
white love maybe? i think they did like an introduction of themselves ??
anyway ill figure the songs out later they started playing games i think or was that another time im bad at this clearly
ask james for the details of the songs i dont remember shit from that i just remember singing along to the songs badly and moving my arm back and forthhfgsgh
also team work makes the dream work because karissa was recording and i helped her to zoom in and ensure they looked human with the brightness and stuff fhjdgsgh
but !! everyone did the fanchants really well it was so heartworming
also during white love they made us do that one part u know the one and it was awesome!!!!! during white sugar they threw m&m’s and i got to get a good look at their faces without having to look at the screen!!
honestly was good too god im so happie
hm. they did a mon-story time and showed us pics from previous eras (trespass > i dnt remmeber fuck > beautiful world tour > mxray > first win) ?? might be wrong dghdgs and they talked about stuff that happened i blanked out though so i dont know what they said
also when they flashed the first win part they started throwing hands @ each other usual mx shit dhjgsgd
we chanted monsta x and they chanted monbebe back at us :-( i love them
i think changkyun said he doesnt wnat to do another season of mxray LMAODHFGHHGS fucking loser
the translator made me laugh he was super monotone fhgdghfsh
then they played mon-ccaso dghghfsh and drew what they wanted to eat with singaporean mbb!!
there was a bug in front of wonho and he got !!!! fhdgh cute .
shownu: ????? what was it ?? a drink it looked like a cocktail and kihyun was like “non alcoholic” dghffsgs
wonho: ice cream!!! hes so cute his drawing was so cute also he wrote monbebe before they announced the game his handwriting is so pretty tf
minhyuk: ramyeon lmao (in his words: traditional korean noodles)
kihyun: uh oH HE DREW A CRABFGHGSHS and said chili and pepper crab!!!
hyungwon: he drew a shrimpfhggdgs fucking . it was so cute
jooheon: mandu!! or dumplings :D
changkyun: water. JHDHGDGSG KING HONESTLY IW AS LIKE JUMPING UP AND DOWN IN EXCITEMENT!! love me a water stan
anyway they talked about what they drew and when it came to minhyuk’s turn he was like guess and everyone just shit on him DHJDHSHG
some examples: “hair” Gghdhg and some fans (including me) screamed cucumberhjfghgs let this man live
minhyuk also tried to make fun of jooheons drawing but it failed bc none of us understood his joke
so they made us vote by screaming and they each stood up while holding their sketchbooks and we’d scream
winner was changkyun (i yelled my heart out and jumped bitch)
FHGSGG W INNER HAD TO DO AEGYO THOUGHDG played urself
they did oppaya and i think there are fancams somewhere
then they made wonho do it hhdggs best 1 minute of my life
after that was uhh??????? brain machine broke i dont know im not even going in order anymore
they either did from zero first or the fan videos were shown first
if so the fan videos were of fans talking about how much they love/appreciate mx and it was sweet after that we raised our banners for the fan vid
and then the CAKE came for wonho and we sang happy birthday to wonho (kihyun asked us to sing once too at the start hjdghgsg we did that in english this time it was in korean)
also funny hfgdhgs thing... they talked in korean and a lot of people replied in korean so they got shockedhfgh FUCJ DAY6 ok safe im listening now
i think they (minhyuk?) asked who thought/if he was handsome and got rly happie when we said yea
after him someone asked too LOLJHDGSG
back 2 whatever fdsh um oh yeah the cake was done to look like ramyeon in a pot :D ill add a link
wonho cut himself with the knife D-: babie
he kept wanting to eat it though so hopefully he liked it
maybe after that they did from zero???? ufhffghsgghdg idk
after that was hero!!!!!!! god we were all so pumped
shine forever next
and then they stopped to take a break i thinkfhgshgd
at some point they asked fans (a jooheon stan and a wonho one) what songs they liked :-D the jooheon one said beautiful and the other said ill be there if im not wrong
they also made the rappers sing bits from some songs hfgsg i dont remember which songs tho hdhs
changkyun tried his besthjdg
they did their ending ment and went to dramarama!!
after that it was silent for like 5 minutes max as we chanted mx and for encore
they came out and did ill be there (?) (first verse to chorus) and talked again before doing 5:14!
they were dressed in casual tshirts which was a relief hjghgdh because it was reallly fuckng hot hdh changkyun mentioned the weather too sorry dude thats life
they waved at fans and played amongst themselves kihyun dumped water on jooheon LMAO i got a clear view of that
stay hydrated !
they just kept dumping water on each other i love a family :-D
and then they said bye and left
jooheon kept going byEE though dhgdhs hes so cute :-(
ok heres what i thought abt the monstas themselves
kihyun looked especially good with that tie by the way
jesus i got to see wonho with dark hair i truly. died
ALSO SHOWNU LOOKS SO HANDSOME IRL!!!! MY WIG WAS SNATCHED!!!!!!!!!!!
hyungwon was rly cute too when he interacted with the fans :-(
there was one time wonho smiled and it was caught on the screen i . felt my heart burst in that moment
alsowwhen minhyuk took center position for their choreos he has this ?? charisma ??? its amazong like the one smirk/grin he does u know that? yeah i saw it in beautoful and died
joohoen and changkyun also did their best hyping mbbs up by yelling to sing along and stuff ihdjgf i love them
this is just mx loving hours
also kihyun did the DHDHHSH EYE SMILE!!! HE DID IT SO MANY TIMES HE WAS SO HAPPIE I LOVE HIM!!!!!!!!!!!!
i didnt get to see jooheon much but he was so playful with minhyuk it was so cute!!!!!!!
they all look so good and sound even better live!!! kihyuns adlibs god help me.
i love them so much. i really do fhhdghghs im happy i went no more regrets and no more telling myself i didnt have a blast because i!!!! i loved every second of it even when i got someones hair stuck to my arm LMAO
after it ended we immediately left for the exit andggdghs WOW standing up i was fine but moving?? moving was HELL my legs hurt so bad
ok so we got home and thats that but like.... heres where my self reflection comes in
so you dont have to read this part
i think. the reason i dont remember much is because.. i dont want to? like. at some point i got a clear view of wonho in the Flesh and i was thinkng about how i was really seeing them? for real????? and i got. really sad i think??
so to prevent myself from getting sad i probably tried to forget? everything?? theres also my bad memory of course but i cant even remember their faces i feel like its because im trying to forget or some deep shit
anyway i think im also makig myself not be happy??? this is phrased v bad but its like im trying to kill the fun and only think abt the negatives of the whole event
which wasnt even much so its like. my minds blankfhjfhd
talking about it here helps though like i get to. share and actually talk about what happened so yeah i can say that i had fun even though i couldnt see them i had a blast singing along it was awesome
the only bad part was how i didnt like watching from the screens because it felt like i wasnt seeing them live?? ooMGHDDS DAY6 ARE DOING BETTTER BTTER
tldr; im not that upset over it now thank god and i can proudly say i had fun and although i cant remember much it was a great experience
thank you for coming to my tedtalk if you did <3
#180303#moon texts#NOW#i can reblog pics#sorry i dont have any vidoes/pics i mean i do but theyre potato quality ill see if i can post some when karissa sends them
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one of these days i'll make a coherent intro post, however *bts vc* not today !! hello and welcome to johnny's world where we're shit @ introductions and even worse at consistency. honestly i cant stick to shit someone assist. anyways ! i bring the last piece of the puzzle rocky, who for some unfathomable reason wasn't taken ?? and i cried ?? fate. uh right i'm 19 and i never fkcing learned how to read. mdt timezone. them/they pronouns. continue under the read more to kill some brain cells !!
tw: physical and mental abuse/manipulation, drugs/alcohol and death/murder.
here's his soundtrack if u wanna listen while u read
DON'T DWELL ON THE PAST // ( i'm not even sure if i'm sticking to this [ looks @ admins nervously ] so things might change up if it doesn't fall w/ the right timeline. ) ( forgive the length the muse is real )
born on october 31st, 1995 ( happy halloween ) in deadtree, rocky was an entirely healthy baby received with much love by his mother and with some hesitance by his father. all he knew was how to shit and cry and life was a paradise, until eventually the months started rolling by that became three years and his mother was in a freak car accident that left her paralyzed from the waist down and with a bad case of major head trauma.
rocky still firmly believes that she woke up from her coma by god's will even if her basic executive function skills and self-regulations were gone. she had to be taken care of just like him, and the doctor's promised she'd learn to eat on her own again and her speech problems would regulate. this... did not happen. maybe it would've, if she had lived longer, but rocky never got to see the day when he didn't have to help his mom bathe or brush her hair.
his dad was the only source of income in the household besides his mom's monthly pension that the man would take and then disappear for days. he was bitter about having to raise rocky all on his own and even more bitter about the hefty hospital bills they were going to be paying off for the next several years. all the man wanted to do was laze about with a beer in his hand and a blunt in the other.
from early on he was prone to anger and it often manifested itself physically, so rocky would always have a bruise or two somewhere on his body. it was fine as long as the man wasn't hurting his mom, and he couldn't do anything else but accept the rough treatment.
he and his mom were becoming more and more neglected by his father, who only provided the bare minimum to eat and took his wife's pills for himself. rocky was already in school and he was that kid who always got off the bus running to get home. no one knew that he always ran to make sure his mom was okay while he was gone.
he was nine years old when his dad handed him a bottle of morphine and explained to him that the whole bottle would help his mom get a good night's sleep for once. rocky, knowing how much his mom struggled to rest, took the bottle and put each and every pill in his moms hand and watched her drink them until the last one. she did go to sleep, of course. rocky thought he'd done good until she didn't wake up the next morning.
he grew incredibly distant from his dad after this. he was already used to taking care of himself and his mom was the only reason he really bothered to make it home early, so after her death he got into every after-school activity he could manage, and when it wasn't enough, he ran around the streets with the older kids and pretended to be *cool*.
he started dabbling with the drug scene really early on in middle school, when he realized that his dad would never strive to be anything else but a piece of shit, so he decided to steal his pills and weed just like the man had stolen his mothers medication. he would sell them to his upperclassmen and never took any for himself because he saw what they could do, though eventually he did weed in high school and besides the occasional dose of ecstasy he doesn't do more than that.
one day, at age seventeen, he went home and his dad was gone. he waited for three weeks before he sold everything and fixed up a small abandoned house that became his new abode. with the cash he'd gotten from the car and the furniture he began growing his own hella dank nug, and eventually there was word on the streets about it. his dad had always been his unaware provider, but soon enough rocky joined a group as a dealer while selling his own stuff on the side.
he didn't want to follow under someone else so he got to the roots and offered the group's providers a better deal and eventually the business was going to him alone. people saw more opportunity with him and they flocked to his side one by one until he ran the original leader to the ground. honestly this kid was hella good in school and just as good in the streets.
of course it didn't happen without a fight tho so talk about several near-death experiences !! the streets are dangerous children stay in school.
fast forward, he had what he intensely regrets with elaine-- honestly had a good time dating a rich ‘good’ girl until he got real bad vibes from her and it wasn't chill anymore. felt real personally attacked that she was ashamed of him and broke it tf off. fuck a fake bitch !!
( me: plays hero by enrique iglesias for this section ) and then shiloh came ! his lord and savior. his fkcing BAE. would do ANYTHING for this boy is2g makes me so emo i'm shAKING just thinking about it. rocky truly believes this boy is his soul mate. he loves him so much oh my godfjsdh.
at this point his drug ring wasn't at all what it is now. it was relatively small and the profits weren't all that good but he was doing what he could. he had steady members who had been with him since the start and shiloh became an addition along with his best girl giselle and (eventually) barbara. honestly the dream squad nothing could stop them they were invisible. unfortunately there was a snake in their ranks and goddamn he's glad she showed herself honestly good fucking riddance barbie. he felt real betrayed after she left but if anything he thinks it made his crew tighter and stronger. still hates tht bitch tho afTER EVERYTGIH HE DID FOR HER.
( to be 10/10 honest tho rocky is a manipulative bastard and he thinks he's real slick but barbie caught on and he feels extremely attackt )
anyways so knowing that shiloh and giselle are his tru ride or die pals ( 👀 @ giselle ) the business continues and they're still the dream squad. sure they're doing shady af things and they've always been doing them but u kno what they say there ain't no rest for the wicked !!
he didn't at all like the fact tht shiloh pursued an internship w/ the mulani family but he tried to keep it chill because he loves and supports his bae but honestly could not do it. he doesn't personally pay too many visits to sycamore city precisely bc he goddamn loathes the mulani and moon families after all they've done to his people ( esp the moon’s ) and to think shiloh was getting involved w/ them really tested him as a person. he fcking failed because of how much shiloh wanted a pass into the city and rocky held him back but he's so goddamn proud of their love like damn. he knows he doesn't offer everything shiloh wants but he's out here tryin' his best to get his bae the life he deserves even if he's the worst street rat and everybody knows it.
( what is he secretly doing w/ all tht money tho hmmm )
BABY RIDE WITH ME // in regards to the *gollum vc* precious ( the ring )
just so the squad and ex-squad can get a feel of how rocky runs the ring i'm includin' this here
so rocky makes it a point to be an approachable leader whom you can go to with your problems and he'll have your back 100%. honestly everyone's dad there's no one left out. he keeps his status as the leader not by cruel acts to show what happens to rats but by making sure he's understood by each individual member. he's not the violent type at all unless someone really tests him but this guy preaches that people understand by words and acts of kindness not by violence and torture. he needs loyalty above all else so he offers a safe sanctuary to anyone who needs it. it comes with a price ofc but all he asks is that u do ur job and he'll keep u off the streets. basically in his group everyone has each other's backs and he's involved with everyone, not only because it helps him keep close tabs on everything but because that blanket of safety for his members is very important to him.
when it comes to his dealers he basically lets them do things their own way as long as they're not out there hurting innocent people. he pays by commission so it's really up to the dealers how much they wanna sell and who they wanna sell it to. he doesn't force his own morals onto his peeps so if they wanna sell to junkies who are gonna overdose on their next hit then that's really up to them. he just tries to guide them by telling em' the right things to do even in a shady business like their own.
w/ that being said shiloh is also a huge part of it, being his right hand man and all. rocky isn't all too meticulous or anything fancy like that, so he leaves a lot of decisions up to shiloh and honestly they're both huge dads just running a drug ring fjsiudhfgi
HE KNOWS HE'S SO FUCKING TALENTED // regarding his personality
rocky is a cocky piece of shit honestly i hate it but best concept
he genuinely thinks so highly of himself ?? even though he knows he's up to Some Shit ??
anyways i just wanted to mention that LMAO but find his full list of attributes here that i jst ctrl c ctrl v from the app. honestly will tell u all about his personality. thanks for reading this long ass, terribly structured, shitty shitty intro honestly u.... deserve a medal if u got thru it. is it too late to mention tht english is not my first language fhsuidfh
#pc.intro#⦁ — › OwO ᴡʜᴀᴛ's ᴛʜɪs? — ⌜ ᴏᴏᴄ ⌟#( IFROGOT THE INTRO TAG )#( anyways )#( highkey so happy to be here sehfdiufh )
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from the fic "nicoeli shamelessly flirt in front of their siblings and arisa politely ignores the more risque stuff": starting with the line "If you’re really gonna do stuff like that on the regular, you’d better be ready to sing a lotta praises in my name, y’got it?” to "“You’re incorrigible. But ask me again after dinner, and… we’ll see, won’t we?”"
RO YOU’RE A HERO FOR TYPING THAT ENTIRE TITLE OUT!! i still cant believe i made that the title. i sure did do that. i sure, sure did.
so!! i actually had to reread that fic to get a grasp for what i was thinking for this scene. it’s been a while, hasn’t it?? time sure does fly!! my first thought on this is that i now find the change btw nico thumbing her nose @ eli n eli following thru w/ exactly what nico wants to be a little abrupt. if i were to edit this again, id add a little bit more dialogue or some fluff to soften the shift. i do think i accomplished what i set out to do in the end, though!! in my opinion, nicoeli has a very different charge from nozonico or nozoeli. i wanted to convey that difference as clearly as i could. i made sure to write them to be a little more playful with each other and a lot more overtly flirtatious than i would b if i were writing for the other two 3rd year mono ships. this particular exchange draws from the subunit SIF episode quite a bit!! i always thought their interactions in that medium to b so enthralling; the only word to describe eli when she’s w nico in the game is adorable. they play off each other in a way you wouldn’t expect if u only look @ the persona they project. but when they’re together, eli lets herself b silly and playful and almost childish, and nico is Validated^(TM) for who she is because eli showers her in compliments. they’re comfortable enough to b silly with each other, but also sincere!! that’s what i had in mind when i wrote this scene. by this point in the NicoEli Timeline, they’re settled enough to b romantic in front of each others’ families, to tease n make fun of each other, and also to b awkward n flustered w/o it dampening the warmth between them. i wanted to show off that particular NicoEli flair (they’re so gross n flirty. listen i kno nozoeli often fills that role for most LL fans but nicoeli would make those two look Tame. this is the couple that makes u wanna cover ur ears n gag bc of the sheer level of PDA), n also make the point that of all the other muse members, eli is one of The Most likely to take nico @ her word when she’s being Nico n praise her for it. i still remember that eli-elicchi thing!! i havent forgotten!! the setting of this was also deliberate; this domestic setting is The Least charged situation that i could think of, but nicoeli are still so into each other regardless. that contrast rlly helped make my point n gave nicoeli a backdrop that i didn’t have to elaborate too much on, bc they’re both already so comfortable in it. it highlights just how close they are, dont u think?i used way too many words to say “eli’s being kashikoi” n “nico’s a little lovey dovey gremlin” HAHAHA but i hoped it was entertaining!! thanks for sending in an ask ^^/
#sincerely pantsu#i love nicoeli... this is honestly one of my fav pieces#thanks for choosing this piece ro!! i hadnt known that i missed it so much#huesofthemorning
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((A convo between Jake and me right before Jasprosesprite^2 appears. Read it after the break!))
URANIA: "Hmm Hm Hmm Hm Hmm H-Hm H-Hm, Hmm Hm Hmm Hm Hmm H-Hm H-Hm"
URANIA: "Baa baa baa baa baa ba-daa ba da, baa baa, baa baa"
URANIA: "Baa baa baa baa baa ba-daa ba da, BAA baa, BAA baa"
JAKE: Um... Miss troll?
URANIA: HuH?
JAKE: Forgive my botherations, but... are... are you humming the Ducktales theme?
URANIA: Yo-u kno-w o-f it?
JAKE: Of course, it was a real ripsnorter of a show.
JAKE: A tale of family, wacky hijinks and treasure.
JAKE: I could not have hoped for a better preamble for a budding adventurer.
URANIA: PfffffHeHeHeHeHeHe
JAKE: Wha- why are you laughing?
URANIA: "Co-uld no-t Have *HOPED* fo-r a better preamble." Get it? 'Cause yo-u're a Hero- o-f Ho-pe? Yo-u made a funny!
JAKE: Oh.
JAKE: I guess I did.
URANIA: YeaH yo-u did. A go-o-d o-ne, to-o-! :)
JAKE: Yeah.
URANIA: ...
URANIA: I'm so-rry, wHat was yo-ur name again?
JAKE: ...Jake.
URANIA: Jake...?
JAKE: English.
URANIA: ...Igno-ring tHe iro-nic name fo-r no-w...
URANIA: May I preface my point by saying tHat I Have very po-o-r so-cial skills.
URANIA: I do-n't understand peo-ple o-r sarcasm o-r implied meaning beHind wo-rds.
URANIA: Additio-nally I Have no- idea wHat's Happening aro-und me mo-st o-f tHe time.
JAKE: I can totally relate to that! Right before we set off to this grand adventure I- uh... nevermind, it's not important.
JAKE: What were you saying?
URANIA: ...WHat I was saying tHat despite my so-cial sHo-rtco-mings even I can tell wHen so-meo-ne is upset.
URANIA: Fo-r tHe sake o-f o-ur upco-ming battle it's imperative tHat we face it witH clear Hearts.
URANIA: So- if so-metHing is bo-tHering yo-u I'd like yo-u to kno-w tHat I'm willing to- listen.
JAKE: ...
JAKE: I appreciate the offer Ms. troll but I have lerned that nothing good will come from me venting my troubles.
URANIA: WHat makes yo-u say tHat?
JAKE: Because that is what cost me my friendship with Jane!
JAKE: Not only that but my pathetic nature ruined my friendship with Roxy too and completely ANNIHILATED my relatonship of the romantic kind with Dirk!
JAKE: And now EVERYBODY hates me and they NEVER WANT TO SEE MY USELESS ASS EVER AGAIN!
JAKE: I... *sniffle*
JAKE: Maybe that is for the best.
JAKE: Maybe I should just stay away from people, be they humans or trolls.
JAKE: No friends, no romantic partners, just me and my skimpy God Tier pajamas and my double pistols.
URANIA: ...Let me ask yo-u a questio-n, Mr. EnglisH.
URANIA: Do- yo-u REALLY WANT to- be away fro-m peo-ple?
JAKE: I... yes, I do.
URANIA: Fo-rever?
JAKE: ...Yes.
URANIA: Yo-u do-n't so-und to-o- sure abo-ut tHat.
JAKE: Well, what else am I supposed to do?
JAKE: Predispose my friends to me and my awfulness?
URANIA: Mr. EnglisH.
URANIA: I do-n't kno-w yo-u tHat well - o-r at all, really - but tHe fact yo-u still co-nsider tHem to be yo-ur friends pro-ves tHat yo-u're a go-o-d perso-n.
URANIA: And yo-ur friends pro-bably kno-w tHat to-o-, tHey're just currently preo-ccupied witH tHeir o-wn pro-blems to- talk tHings o-ut witH yo-u!
JAKE: You think so?
URANIA: I kno-w so-!
URANIA: Just wait until tHis cHapter o-f o-ur lives is o-ver, tHen yo-u can ask tHem to- a po-wwo-w (o-r just talk to- tHem individually if talking to- all o-f tHem at o-nce makes yo-u nervo-us), explain yo-urself and apo-lo-gise fo-r any wro-ngdo-ing yo-u may Have do-ne.
URANIA: If tHey're truly yo-ur friends, tHey'll fo-rgive yo-u.
JAKE: But I am not sure if I will ever be ready to face them again!
JAKE: My head is too friggin discombobulated!
JAKE: I-I need time!
URANIA: THen take yo-ur time, do- wHatever: read bo-o-ks, watch mo-vies, go- hiking.
URANIA: Just be sure to- co-me back eventually, o-tHerwise tHere's go-nna be a lo-t o-f bad blo-o-d between eacH and everyo-ne o-f yo-u fo-rever.
JAKE: Well, I can do two of those three things.
URANIA: WHicH o-ne wo-n't yo-u do-...?
JAKE: Read books.
JAKE: Do forgive my neanderthalism but I just cannot stay still long enough to finish an opus.
JAKE: I have adventure to get on with!
URANIA: That y-ou do-.
URANIA: But may I pro-po-se co-mics as an alternative? I Have many Alternian grapHic no-vels in my co-llectio-n yo-u are welco-me to- bo-rro-w as lo-ng as yo-u treat tHem witH tHe respect tHey deserve.
JAKE: Oh you have got yourself a deal, Miss tro-
JAKE: I mean, uhh.
JAKE: What was your name?
URANIA: Urania, Urania Cierzo-.
JAKE: Well it is capital to meet you, Ms. Cierzo!
JAKE: It is truly an honor to have such a kind and beautiful lady as a confidant and a battle partner!
URANIA: Beautiful?
URANIA: Me?
JAKE: Indubitably!
JAKE: Er, not that I have feelings for you, it is just that you are a lovely looking blue lady and I am not sure how to behave around you!
JAKE: I mean-
JAKE: Oh bollocks!
URANIA: Mr. EnglisH, calm do-wn!
URANIA: I understand wHat yo-u're saying and... I appeciate it.
URANIA: THank yo-u.
URANIA: As fo-r yo-ur nervo-usness, Ho-w abo-ut we start witH treating me like yo-u've treated me up to tHis po-int?
URANIA: 'Cause so- far it Has wo-rked. ^u^
JAKE: Okay, I'll do that. :)
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Pairing: AJ Styles x Shane McMahon
Summary: Shane's thankful to be back home and safe after his crash-landing in the helicopter, but someone's still worried about him...
x-posted to aO3 (This isn't explicit yet, but I'm hoping...).
Notes: Shane/AJ are my FAVES, and I've wanted to write current-day versions for a while - mainly inspired by anons with @llowkeys (QUEEN), and the frickin' fantastic Shane/AJ fic writers of the world.
(P.S. stylescoalition has already written a wonderful 'copter crash fic on aO3, and it's awesome, and anyone who hasn't read it should read it right now. Because it's SO GOOD)
P.S. I’m sleepy so this might be full of typos, tbh.
Warnings: Adultery, and language, and Daniel Bryan being a bit of a prick (I’m sticking with calling him Daniel Bryan). Also, maybe typos.
Conflict
‘jus had to get in a helicopter didn’t u’
Shane got the text at around 11, while snuggled up behind his wife in front of the TV, safe. After his ‘adventure’ in the helicopter today, she’d been terrified, angry, but – finally – relieved that he came home in one piece to her and the boys. He’d spent the last few hours alternately hugging and being hugged by his family, before getting the boys to calm down and sleep. She’d wanted to be close to him ever since then, tucked under his arm with her head on his chest, listening to his heartbeat. He’d squeezed her tight and silently thanked God it hadn’t been more serious. He felt so, so stupid.
And talking of stupid, seems like AJ had heard about the helicopter’s crash-landing now too, and had decided to stick on ‘angry’.
But then, AJ was always angry now.
Shane can’t stop himself from thumbing in, ‘Who is this? I don’t recognise the number’.
That was pissy, but AJ makes him pissy. Stupid, hard-headed idiot man, getting in touch now just to piss him off. Shane’s not allowed to talk to him, even look at him, and AJ texts him tonight?
“Honey, you’re tensing up – you okay? Thinking about it? You’re not okay, are you?”
“I’m fine, I’m fine – don’t worry. Just, messages from work.”
“Now?! They can’t leave you alone for one night – after what happened today? I’m calling your stupid stubborn father–”
“No! Just, calm down – I need... I need some calm tonight. I don’t want to think. Please.”
She sighs and searches his face for the truth of that, and finds it. It settles her again. She doesn’t pick up on the kind of thinking he actually wants to avoid. Such as, thinking about the stupid man who’s blowing up his phone.
‘u kno full well who this is, don’t be a prick shane.’
Aha. Shane’s the prick. Right.
‘Ah – AJ, right? The last time we talked without a script you told me to put you out of my head – I did. Now, go away and leave me alone with my wife. That’s what you wanted, isn’t it? Me with my wife, playing happy families? I am. So, go back to being sullen and silent – you’re good at that. Leave me alone, like I’ve left you alone.’
He’s tensing up again, and she can feel it. So he strokes her hair, tucked under his chin. Always pretending, always hiding how he feels...
When the phone vibrates again, so fast, he knows AJ’s pissed.
‘oh, ur wife and family huh – family man now. Maybe u shld have thought abt them and the people u’d be leaving behind when u got into that crappy helicopter’
‘And what is that to you, how I travel, or my safety? Shouldn’t you be spending time with YOUR family, Allen? Instead of worrying about me?’
‘don’t call me allen’
‘Fuck you, Allen.’
‘fuck u shane u selfish ass’
“Do you want to go to bed, sweetheart? Maybe you should get some sleep, turn off the phone?”
It starts ringing, “P1” flashing on the screen. He rejects the call and turns the phone off.
“Sounds like a good idea, let’s go up.”
He can’t avoid this forever. But maybe he can try for a month or so. That’s about how long AJ’s been avoiding him.
*****
Two and a half months ago, on a Tuesday after taping...
"I mean, it's funny, but it's getting kinda weird."
"Yeah... yeah, I guess it is kinda weird…" Shane trails off.
He’s debriefing with Daniel backstage in his office for the night – the corner of a vending machine room, just because it had a desk in it – and they're talking about AJ Styles. Or, more accurately, Shane and AJ Styles, and the way they’ve been interacting since Wrestlemania. He didn't think anyone had picked up on it. Shit.
"Because, y'know, I get it, Shane. You guys are just goofing around. But, sometimes…”
Shane holds his breath.
“…I think he's taking it too far, like… is he flirting with you? It's weird," Daniel widens his eyes in mock concern.
AJ flirting? Flirting with him? Shane lets his breath out and feels his cheeks heat up in relief that he's not the one being accused of flirting. Then he feels guilty. Then he goes back to feeling relieved again. Okay, back to a little bit of guilty. He needs to throw Daniel completely off the scent that he might pick up any second, even though there isn’t a scent to pick up. No way, nothing. Not from him.
"Well, Daniel, it's just ribbing; we all do it. And you may have noticed this – we’re both married. To women. I think you're trying to stir something because you're bored."
"But, Shane–"
"You know how you get, Daniel,” Shane says wearily. Daniel’s got that impish look he gets when he’s looking to wind things up in the locker room. He’s a nice guy, but not the kind you let see your weak spots.
Luckily, it seems he hasn’t noticed Shane’s weak spot. Yet. Shit, shit, shit.
“Look, don't go around the locker room saying this crap – you're already on the ‘flat-earther’ stuff too much and he's getting crabby about it. Plus, you know he’s… religious."
“Don’t you mean: ‘kind-of a bigot’?”
Shane sighs.
“Did I say that, Daniel?”
“He’s got a reputation.”
“So have you.”
“For what?”
“Being annoying – can you wrap this up; can you do me that kindness?” Shane pinches the skin between his eyes with irritation. But not panic. Shit.
“I need to look over these scripts again. Off you go. Go away, Dan.”
“Hmm, well,” Daniel gets up to leave, with that same ‘I’m going to have to bring this up again, you know’ faux-worry thing he does.
“Stop it, Daniel. Have a good night. Or don’t.”
“Sure thang, sugar-britches,” Daniel gruffs out with a shitty Southern accent.
“You’re very funny,” Shane nods as Daniel finally walks away with a laugh.
“…Jesus.”
Shane allows himself to bang his head down on the desk.
It’s happening. Just what he’s been sweating about and losing sleep over.
Daniel will pick up on how defensive he’s being. Then he’ll notice how Shane has started watching AJ walk away whenever they pass in the hall. Then he’ll realise AJ’s just joking during their stilted interactions on camera (and backstage) when it gets ‘weird’, and that when Shane gives him the heart-eyes in response, he’s not joking.
Oh my God, how did this happen?
“Hey Shane.”
“JESUS.”
“Nah, Shane – just AJ.”
“Oh, right… of course. Yes?”
“Well, I just saw you collapsed on the desk. So, are you okay? You want some water, some ice? You know I’m good for that,” he says with a grin.
“There’s no Producer telling you to bring me ice now, AJ.”
“Uh, well, a Producer didn’t tell me to bring you ice earlier, either.”
AJ blushes and looks down at his feet. Uh-oh: danger. More weirdness imminent – is he making AJ feel uncomfortable? His poor straight co-worker AJ? Is Shane staring up at him too long? Oh God, he is.
“I- I’m fine, AJ – great! Just tired. Thank you, though. I appreciate that. Yes.” AJ finally looks back up and swallows, seems to roll his eyes at himself. Keep talking, Shane – keep talking.
“So, uh, AJ – you’re off to the hotel tonight, or driving through?”
“Hotel. Yeah. But driving through tomorrow… You?”
“Huh?”
“You drivin’ or stayin’?”
“Driving, back to Stanford.”
“Oh! Right,” he nods and looks at Shane for a while. Then realises Shane isn’t talking.
“Well, I guess I’m keepin’ ya...” he frowns.
Shane’s chest gets tight – what has Shane said, what’s wrong, what’s he done? Did AJ want him to stay behind longer, so he could tell him to cut out the mooning over him, all the hero-worship?
It is hero-worship he’s feeling towards AJ… right?
“Will we see ya next week, Shane?”
“I think so – should be around for rehearsal.”
“Okay. Cool. I’ll, uh, leave you to it.”
He knocks his knuckles against the wood of the desk twice, then turns to walk away. Finally. Shane lets out another breath he didn’t realise he was holding and tries to pull himself together. Maybe he needs therapy – would six weeks of intense psychoanalysis work with his schedule?
“Oh, Shane?”
Fuck.
“Yes, AJ?”
He’s stopped in the doorway, and he’s smirking.
“I got you that ice because you were looking overheated. Talkin’ to me on that show gets you all heated up and nervous, don’t it?’
Shane’s mouth goes dry. AJ’s eyes are sparkling with that playful look he’s been giving him since they started working together on the Wrestlemania angle. He can’t talk – does AJ know?
“It’s tough keeping up with The Phenomenal One, ain’t it?” Then he does the ‘AJ Styles pose’ with his arms out as he walks out of the door, laughing to himself, just like he had in the ring the taping after their match on April 2nd.
Shane swallows and starts to cough, undoing another button on his shirt. He’s sweating again, heart thudding fast in his chest.
It’s not hero-worship. Shane wants him.
“Oh, shit.”
*****
Shane can’t sleep. She’s sleeping, but since they got into bed, he’s been staring at the ceiling and regretting not taking the call from P1. AJ. Allen.
AJ might not want him anymore, but Shane still wants him. So badly. He only had AJ underneath him in a bed twice, but he wants him again. All of him. Even if he’s always angry.
The phone goes off when Shane turns it back on, quietly praying the noise won’t wake her.
Three messages.
‘i was worried abt u’
‘i miss u shane’
‘forget it – delete these msgs’
Maybe AJ’s getting past ‘angry’. But neither of them are anywhere near relief.
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ALL!!!! (also the gemini sqUAD LOL)
im gonna enjoy a nice cup of water while doing this bc idk a tea (update i didnt drink water at all and now im dying of thirst,, also undercut bc many)
1: Golden mornings or peachy sunsets?
i dont wake up early enough to see the sunrise and when i do i never manage to take pics bc of school so peachy sunsets
2: Sugar cones or waffle cones?
idk what a sugar cone is but i like waffle cones!!! havent eaten ice cream with a cone in forever though,, i rarely eat ice cream now
3: Do you wear scarves often? do you have a favorite?
listen…. its about 33 degrees everyday but even if im in a colder country i dont wear scarves
4: How long do you lay in bed before you finally get up?
this depends?? on how motivated im feeling lmao never more than 10 minutes though because if i lay awake for that long ill just fall back asleep
5: Is there a food you’ve never had but always wanted to try?
i dont think so?? im bad at trying new things especially food
6: What does your umbrella look like?
i dont.. go outside often and whenever i do i take public transport so basically everythings sheltered so i never had a need for umbrellas
7: Do you listen to ASMR?
ive only listened to one everybody please listen to this gift
8: Rain storms or a light drizzle?
both, preferably when im indoors
9: What’s a little thing in life that you love?
hm??????????? my tags lmao
UPDATE: i also really like reading other people’s tags and their rambles that is all
10: Favorite color aesthetic?
does the word aesthetic make this question any different from a normal favourite colour question???? if it doesnt then sky blue
11: Wobbly lines or using a ruler?
in this house we draw lines with no ruler like men (but also because even if i did use a ruler it wouldnt be like… straight idk i cant use rulers
12: Bright colorful living room or neutral cozy living room?
neutral cozy living room but i also love basking in sunlight
13: Do you have any candles? what scents are they?
im not a big fan of heavy smelling products so i dont own any candles
14: Have you ever rode a horse?
i dont think so??????? ive seen horses before though
15: Do you have glasses?
without my glasses i wouldnt be able to read these questions lmao and . .. theyre also a result of watching pokemon too closely to the tv at a young age… its been like 10 years since i got glasses
16: What’s a language you’d like to speak?
japanese i tried speaking it but i got 2 embarrassed to say anything properly while i was in japan (i cant even speak english properly to a friend whyd i think i could speak another language to a stranger beats me)
17: What’s your favorite season and favorite month in that season?
my singaporean no season ass: ? but autumn and november (is this cutting it too close to winter? idk my seasons)
18: Do you have a favorite pair of socks?
hm not really i just wear blue ankle socks a lot but my friend did give me a pair of pokemon and gudetama socks before and i adore those although i lost the gudetama ones in the uk last year she got me another pair whatd i do to deserve her?
19: Favorite Ghibli and/or disney movie
m .. um? big. hero 6??????
20: Disney, Dreamworks, or Pixar?
my dumb ass didnt know they were different
21: What snacks do you usually get at the theater?
i rarely go and watch movies anymore but when i did watch a lot of movies with my friend at the theater we’d get afternoon shows and sneak mcdonalds in lmao
22: What’s an underrated video game/ movie/ show you love and think it needs more recognition?
how about band? day6 i only ever play pokemon + sif + bandori so i cant say much and i rarely watch movies and a show? if its an anime id say the one i mentioned before in my one text post
23: Would you fill your house with plants if you had a green thumb?
not really rip
24; All plants are great but do you have a favorite?
HM mmmmmm there was this one but i forgot the name lmao pass
25: Do you have a favorite type of art style? (eg: soft looking, no to little color, sketches, crisp and clean, minimalist, pixel art etc.)
when im the … audience? what do u call it???? i like seeing all kinda of art styles!!! everyone has their own unique art style and i love it all :o
for ME,, , ive been doing art for 6 years maybe and i still cant do shit
26: What would you do if someone gave you flowers?
i would die straight up die thats such a soft concept i cant imagine myself receiving flowers thats 2 sweet oh my god wtf id combust??? i prefer leaves though is that weird i picked some nice leaves recently and im gonna give those to my friends
27: Do you like nicknames?
giving and having nicknames is my favorite past time
28: Do you still watch shows you watched when you were a kid? even from time to time?
pokemon lmao thank u 4 not ending it…. the animation has only improved and im so proud to have been watching it since the start pokemon is my special thing i love it so much!! an interest that never died down, with an anime that stays super like idk to my preference? i tried watching the new digimon stuff but i just couldnt :^( im glad they made ash stay the main character
29: Do you still like old memes? (tell the truth)
never forget dat boi
30: Favorite Halloween costume you dressed up as? (if you don’t celebrate halloween have you ever cosplayed or would you like to? who did you cosplay as?)
we dont celebrate halloween and i would never cosplay, big shoutout to cosplayers though!!! they put in so much effort and just, respect!!!!!
i dont know if this is an actual memory because i dont remember well but when i was younger i thiNK? i had to dress up as a swan thing i have no clue i dont even remember the performance but i might have had to ?? and dance??? or act i dont remember everythings fuzzy but i dressed up a swan once? in kindergarten ?????
31: Are you a fashionable person?
i have the worst fashion sense and even though jeans are nice once again the weather here doesnt allow me to be as fashionable as i can be
32: Do you like watching holiday movies?
not realyyy??? the jack frost (rip) movie was ncie????
33: Cookies or brownies?
i live 4 chocolate chip cookies but too much is . . not preferable
34: Do you blow in the cold air just to see your breath?
no i hate breathing in & out from my mouth
35: Do you find the crickets chirping outside your window relaxing?
WELL from the great cockroach ordeal last night id probably die bc we live in an apartment building so the only way id be hearing crickets would be if they were in the ROOM
36: Do you like cobblestone streets?
my only knowledge of cobblestone is from minecraft so idk
37: How often do you doodle?
when school was still relevant i would doodle as soon as i picked up a pencil lmao i try not to anymore bc i doodled on my math assignment and forgot to fucking erase it and my math teacher called me out
38: When was the last time you blew bubbles?
a year ago?? i dont remember but i do remember when i was younger id try and blow bubbles at the void deck do yall kno what that is its just a space near the lift lobby anyway i swallowed the soap thing idk u know how ur supposed to blow? well i sucked the soap in yum
39: What’s your favorite random piece of decor in your house and room?
in my room its the bed and in the house its the water bottle that contains water
40: Do you bite your fingernails off or clip them more often?
i………………………… i dont actualy kno how to clip my nails and my mum would kill me if i tried but i dont bite my nails either
41: Any birthmarks?
not that i know of
42: Thoughts on freckles?
ive never actually seen someone with freckles in public before but theyre good stuff i gueess?? i dont actually have an opinion on them? everyone says theyre cute and all but im just ??? not that i hate freckles tho if u have freckles? thats cool!
43: First video game you ever played?
pokemon pearl?? either that or megaman on my ps3 OR the bomb square guy????? idk the game name but.. ya
44: what type of bird do you hear most often outside your door?
i dont know what the bird species are but theyre small black birds not crows idk
45: Do you use gifs/ memes a lot when replying to people?
memes yes gifs no bc im not lame like jen
46: Thoughts on spring?
no comment?? i mean? its nice??????? i guess ??? if we had a spring
47: Ideal temperature outside?
oh boy 20 degrees would be enough for me but its never gotten that low before sunny island’s life
48: Cloudy, partly cloudy, or clear skies?
i like clear skies when its bright! but not too sunny and not too warm!!!!! clouds are nice to look at too though
49: How often do you hear airplanes outside?
yeah we live near an airport i dont think anybody uses????
50: Do you enjoy windy days?
windy days are my SHIT back in school our basketball court was open spaced and whenevr wind blew we could feel it man thats the life right there but i hate windy days when im sitting at home bc it flows the curtains rigth into my face i like the feel of the wind and the smell of fresh air but… curtains in my face? not 2 great so rip i close all the windows lmao
okay thank u so much 4 asking falen i love you and wow this was a lot
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Sero isn’t bothered when Kayama-sensei assigns Bakugou as his partner for a project. Actually, he’s kind of glad. Bakugou is one of his friends, and it doesn’t hurt that in terms of academics, Bakugou is third in their class - definitely the kind of person he wants on his team.
Bakugou doesn’t seem the feel the same. In fact, Sero’s pretty sure he hates group projects. The way he furiously muttered, “I hate group projects,” when Kayama-sensei announced the project kind of gave it away.
They had met at the library after school to talk about the project. Sero already had ideas for topics - the project was a five minute presentation on the societal changes between the second and third quirk generations - but Bakugou shut him down before he could offer a suggestion.
“I’ll have this done by the deadline,” Bakugou says. “So you can leave now.”
Sero pauses from pulling his notebook out of his backpack. “Wait. What?”
Bakugou rolls his eyes. “What the fuck do you think? I’m going to do it myself, obviously.”
Sero is suddenly having second thoughts about having Bakugou as a partner. He knows Bakugou doesn't work well with others, but this seems excessive. “Dude. Hero work is all about collaboration.”
“This isn’t fucking hero work, is it? I can do this better all myself,” Bakugou says. “I’ll put together the presentation. And present it. You can stand there and...change the slides or something.”
Sero isn’t one to get in the way. When the top students like Bakugou or Todoroki or Midoriya went head on in a fight, Sero was more than happy to let them take the lead. He couldn't do anything when villains attacked during the school trip. He hadn't done anything to help Bakugou when he was captured. Even at the sports festival, Sero had let Bakugou make all their decisions, only chipping in when he was needed to pull Bakugou back onto their shoulders.
But in the end, everything had worked itself out, without Sero's active participation. He wasn't needed.
Hero work was one thing - unpredictable, dangerous, and best left to the strongest players. But this was classwork. And Sero felt guilty putting this whole project on Bakugou.
“I can’t just do nothing, man, I want to contribute something,” he says.
Bakugou slams his hands on the table. “I told you, I’ll do it.”
Sero doesn’t even flinch. He’s not intimidated by Bakugou’s aggressive tendencies. “I feel kind of useless, though,” he complains.
“I don’t give a shit,” Bakugou says. “I will do this and I will get us a perfect score, can’t you be satisfied with that?”
Sero bets this was how group projects were for Bakugou in middle school. He would be the super bossy one who took control of the project, and the everyone else would just be happy they could slack off. And hey, Sero was man enough to admit he was sometimes that guy. But that was before - now he’s at U.A. He has to get serious and earn his own grades. “Not if I don’t deserve it,” Sero tells him.
Bakugou groans, reaching into his backpack. “If I give you something to do, will you shut up?”
Sero smirks. “For 8000 dollars, I will stop.”
“The shit does that mean?”
“Just...give me something to do.”
He waits patiently while Bakugou pulls a paper out and shoves it at him. It’s the list of sample topics Kayama gave them. “Pick one.”
Sero glances at the list. Most of the topics seemed pretty boring, and Sero doesn’t even know what most of them are. But he notices that some of them are circled - maybe the ones Bakugou was considering? He picks the most interesting one of those. “How about Quirk Marriages?”
“Fine.” Bakugou snatches the paper back, and starts packing it into his bag. “There. You contributed.”
Just like that, his satisfaction disappears. Poof. Like Thirteen sucked it up and it disappeared into nothing. “Wait - that’s it?”
“Duh, that’s it,” Bakugou says, throwing on his backpack. “I can handle the rest, Soy Sauce Face.”
Sero rolls his eyes at the nickname. “Look, I know you think I’m stupid - and hey, I might be, in comparison to you - but that doesn’t mean I can’t be useful.” Even as the words leave Sero's mouth, he doesn't quite believe them. Was he useful during the end of term exam? Was he useful during the USJ attack?
“How many times do I have to say it to get it through your thick fucking skull?” Bakugou says at a near shout. “I. Don’t. Need. Your. Help!”
By the time the librarian comes to quiet them down with her voice silencing quirk, Bakugou’s long gone, leaving Sero alone, no closer to being useful than before.
To group: bakugou’s harem
snape (snail tape) do u guys ever feel useless
reeeeeed riot. *yum* Yes Wait bro are you feeling useless Because even though youre entitled to your feelings And I get how easy it is to feel like that
its always wednesday did someone call you useless????
reeeeeed riot. *yum* But i think youre really valuable!!!
its always wednesday tell me who ill fite them
reeeeeed riot. *yum* Ashido why must we resort to violence
lightnin mcmeme bro ur lyin if u thikn u wouldnt fight an army for seros honor
reeeeeed riot. *yum* … True
snape (snail tape) i have...the graetest frends
lightnin mcmeme we kno
its always wednesday obvi
reeeeeed riot. *yum* But hey bro are you doing okay?
snape (snail tape) yeah its just u guys have done so much cool shit this year and i have not and i kinda feel like guilty about it? but also like...whatever bc u all can do anything w/o me
lightnin mcmeme mkay 1st thing: u couldve sent that as 1 text
snape (snail tape) why? does this annoy you?
lightnin mcmeme bruh
reeeeeed riot. *yum* Sero Hanta listen to me right now you are a very valuable human and a great asset to this class. Just because you havent had the chance shown your strengths like everyone else doesnt mean you dont have them or arent useful
its always wednesday what he said! u did amaaaaaazing in the sports festival!
lightnin mcmeme and u passed the hero license exam which even splodey didnt pass
its always wednesday and ur definitely the best at mobility we wouldnt have stood a chance in the cavalry battle w/o u!
reeeeeed riot. *yum* Youre like the tape that holds us together
lightnin mcmeme ur *literaly* the tape that holds us together
its always wednesday plus u came up w all our screen names !! which are cool af!!!!
snape (snail tape) thenks guys that means a lot im feeling a lot better now
reeeeeed riot. *yum* Yay!
its always wednesday yay!!!!!!
lightnin mcmeme glad ur feelin better dude!! but also y did u write thanks like that
snape (snail tape) why did u just double text like that
lightnin mcmeme ....touche
Sero is used to taking the sidelines, but this time will be different. Energized by the support from his friends, Sero vows to prove to Bakugou - and himself - that he’s useful.
He tries to do a bit of research for the project on his own. There’s an article on some online magazine that gives a general history of quirk marriages, from the first quirk marriage to the protests against them. Proud of his find, and much more informed than before, Sero pulls out his phone.
snape (snail tape) hey. found a cool article bout qrk marriage [link]
The Boy Who Cussed I read that shit already
Shit. Of course he had. It was practically the first thing that popped up when he searched “quirk marriage.”
Sero tries to think of something to say back that won’t make him seem stupid when he sees that Bakugou’s typing something else.
The Boy Who Cussed But if you actually want to be useful Find out the causes leading up to the first quirk marriage protest
Never before has Sero been so excited to do school work. (He probably never would be again.) But getting Bakugou to trust part of their workload to him feels like a victory.
snape (snail tape) yeah np!
When Sero explains to their friends how their project is coming, Ashido claps him on the back. “You like, out-stubborned Bakuboy, which is basically unheard of,” she says. “You’re a force to be reckoned with, Cellophane!”
Sero preens at her praise. He didn’t think of himself as a stubborn guy, but he was persistent when he needed to be.
That wasn’t entirely true, though. Ever since he told his friends how he was feeling on the group chat, he’d been thinking about his place at U.A. Mostly, how he wasn’t persistent about pursuing a spot in the spotlight next to U.A.’s strongest. He had shrugged off his loss at the sports festival. He was the only one who failed the end of term test whose team had beat their hero opponent. He was content to sit back while his friends stormed on ahead of him, blaming his poor results on his less-powerful quirk rather than his relaxed attitude.
That wasn’t any different than sitting back and letting Bakugou do all this work on their project. Ashido called him stubborn, but a truly stubborn person wouldn’t be content with second place. Sure, he felt useless, but he wasn’t doing anything about it. If he really wanted to do better for himself, he’d have to make a bigger effort. Ashido called him stubborn, but a truly stubborn person wouldn’t be content with second place.
snape (snail tape) dude u should come to my dorm we can work on the project together
From The Boy Who Cussed no
snape (snail tape) come on man itll be fun
The Boy Who Cussed This isn’t supposed to be fun, assfuck
snape (snail tape) we can MAKE it fun
The Boy Who Cussed NO
snape (snail tape) what do you have against fun bakugou do u even know what fun is
The Boy Who Cussed OF COURSE I KNOW WHAT FUN IS FUCKTRUCK STOP TEXTING ME IM WORKING
snape (snail tape) r u allergic to fun ill stop if u come over
Bakugou doesn’t reply. Sero hears stomping. Suddenly his door slams open.
Bakugou is absolutely fuming. Smoke is literally coming from his palms. Sero silently counts this as another victory.
He storms into Sero’s room, slamming the door behind him and dropping his stuff on the ground. “I hope you’re fucking happy,” he growls.
“I’m positively joyous.”
Sero looks over the back of his chair, watching Bakugou work.
“So. How’s it coming?” Sero asks. “Were the sources I found useful?”
Without looking up, Bakugou lists off his evaluation. “The first source wasn’t credible. You can’t just cite some rando’s blog.” Sero’s heart plummets. “The second one would have been good - but it was the wrong time period. The third was beyond biased.” He pauses before continuing on. “The last one was...suitable.”
Sero gulps. Next to his past few victories, this is definitely a loss. He’s only proven Bakugou right by giving him these shitty sources.
This is why he usually let the others take the spotlight - they knew what they were doing. They were smart, they were reliable. Maybe Bakugou was right. Maybe he could do this better alone. Maybe Sero really was useless.
“Why the fuck do you want to help so bad anyway?” Bakugou speaks so quietly, Sero almost doesn’t hear him. He’s not even sure if he was supposed to hear him.
Sero decides to answer his question anyway.
“I don’t want to mooch off your work. I want to earn my own grade - it’s not fair to either of us if I don’t do any work,” he explains. “It’s like when you’re fighting, and someone doesn’t even try to fight against you. Even if you win, it doesn’t feel like a win, you know?”
Bakugou looks back at him with a near unreadable expression on his face. Sero isn’t sure whether he’s hit a nerve or struck a chord in him. Maybe both.
Suddenly Bakugou gets up and shoves his papers into his bag. Sero leans back in his chair and holds back a sigh. Fuck. I went to far. Now he’d be back at square one.
“I’m going to send you a list of sources.”
Sero looks up. Bakugou’s still standing by the open door.
“Take notes on them, then give them to me,” he demands.
Sero lights up. “Yeah, sure!”
Bakugou leaves, but Sero’s feeling more confident than before. He just needs to be stubborn like Bakugou. He’ll kept trying until he gets this right.
They meet in the library next week.
Bakugou is, to put it lightly, frustrated.
Sero thought the project was going well. Bakugou actually read over his notes and constructed a summary from it. They had the slides planned out and everything - but Bakugou still wasn’t satisfied.
“This isn’t good enough!” Bakugou says, throwing down his notes. “This is just generic, dumb facts. If we want to beat everyone else we need to do more.”
“I don’t think this is about beating the others.” Sero didn’t miss how he said “we” this time, instead of “I.” Another victory.
Bakugou ignores him. “We need to make a claim. Show how quirk marriage had a lasting effect.”
“It’s not like quirk marriage is dead,” Sero comments. Bakugou looks at him weird, so he tries to explain himself. “You say it like it’s a thing of the past, but people still do it, even if it’s not super common. My neighbor is the result of a quirk marriage. And she’s not even like, thirty.”
Bakugou’s eyes go wide, and his lips twitch. “That’s perfect,” Bakugou says, nearly jumping out of his seat. “Get an interview with her. We can put a video on the slides.”
Sero grins. “I can ask, sure!”
Bakugou leans back in his chair, kicking his legs up on the desk. “Top that, Ponytail girl.”
snape (snail tape) is this u? [link]
The Boy Who Cussed THE FUCK IS THAT SUPPOESD TO MEAN FUCKFACE??!!!
A few days later, they sit in front of Bakugou’s laptop, looking at the draft of their final presentation.
At the moment, the slides have a black backdrop with bright orange text in some hardcore font that’s incredibly hard to read. Sero notes that the colors match his costume. Each slide looks the same - blocks of information in bullet points, too hard to read.
“Hey, Bakugou do you take constructive criticism?” Sero asks.
"No."
"It fucking sucks."
Bakugou swivels around in his seat, snarling. “The fuck do mean? It looks fucking cool.”
Considering Bakugou’s parents worked in the fashion industry, Sero would have thought Bakugou would have an eye for design. These slides proved that assumption wrong. “Yeah, maybe, but like...could we make it readable?”
Bakugou narrows his eyes. “You don’t think it’s readable?” he asks accusingly.
Sero throws up his arms. “I’m just calling it as I see it, dude.” Knowing that this is an area where Bakugou falls short, Sero makes this an opportunity for himself. He’s not an artist by any means, but he’s sure he can do better than this. “How about you can write the presentation, and I’ll design the slides.”
Bakugou glares at him for a moment, no doubt questioning whether he can trust Sero with this task.
“Relax. It’ll be fine,” Sero reassures him. “I promise I’ll put a lot of effort into it - and you can look over it when I’m done, so you can make sure it’s up to your standards.”
“Fucking fine,” Bakugou relents.
Sero is more than satisfied with the end result. One - because it was a bombass presentation, two - because Bakugou couldn’t have done this without Sero’s help, and three - because they got full marks from Kayama-sensei. She even complimented them on the sleek design of their presentation.
“Put it here, Bakugou!” Sero holds up his hand.
With a grin closer to a smirk, Bakugou slams his palm against Sero’s. His high five is just as explosive as his...well, explosions. That’s going to leave a mark.
Shaking out his wrist, Sero says, “That wasn’t so bad, was it?”
Bakugou rolls his eyes. But Sero's silently proud of Bakugou for giving up some of his agency. He knows Bakugou likes to do things himself, and he bets Bakugou had just as hard a time sharing group work as Sero had trying to feel useful.
“You should have shown what you’re capable of earlier, Soy Sauce Face,” Bakugou says. “What the fuck have you been holding back for?”
Sero can hear Kirishima’s voice in his head saying So manly!
Bakugou’s words hit Sero like a punch. In middle school, Sero was described as plain. Plain face, plain clothes, plain personality. He thought going to U.A. would change all of that, and it did, at first. But Sero saw himself quickly falling behind ever since the sports festival. Against Bakugou and Kaminari’s flashy quirks or Ashido’s magnetic personality or Kirishima’s sheer resilience, Sero was once again the plain person in the pack. The useless one.
Sero is beginning to realize that this is his own fault. He can see how hard his classmates work - he just needs to up his game.
Bakugou’s right - what is he holding back for? He’s capable of so much more if he doesn’t play follower to the leaders of the pack. Sero can keep up with them - this project proved it.
“I’m not holding back,” Sero tells him. “I’m just warming up!”
Bakugou smirks. “Better catch up quick.”
“Trust me, I’m just getting started.”
ao3 | based on this hc | more like this
pst there’s a tiny deleted scene on ao3 in the notes if youre interested
#bnha#mha#boku no hero academia#my hero academia#bnha fic#mha fanfiction#bakugou katsuki#sero hanta#adventures with bakugou#my writing
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38: Who was your biggest childhood nemesis and why?
oh GOD at first i didn’t think i’d be able to answer thiS but ok so when i was little; like 6-8, i did ballet. There was this girl in my ballet class, Semele (realllllly cool name, didn’t deserve it), and we became fast friends. I’d go over to her house and she’d come to mine and it was really sweet because i liked her a LOT and she was the first friend of mine that we’d both been to each other’s house and we had this level of closeness and we had fun and shared ballet in common so it was great. Except once in ballet class when the teacher asked us our individual ages i said i was 7, well, 7 and a half!!! and she tried to shut me down and accused me of lying about my age, said that i was 6, that i was a baby, that i was being dishonest. ANd like - i’m a large crybaby anyway, but at that age being OLD really matters right? Like, it super mattered to me, and to other kids my age back then that you were perceived as the actual age you are and NOT younger, so her saying i’m 6 was a big blow. And so i started crying, because no one likes being called a liar, and i wasn’t a liar!! at that point at least LMAOooooooo baby genie got evil but that’s another story. ANyway i didn’t hold a grudge, even though from what i remember she did other awful things to me just to make me upset, but yea i had these two lion toys that were gifts from my father. One was a big male lion and the other was a tinier girl lion so i always thought of them as like dad and daughter and at that point in time my father was my biggest hero. So Semele comes over often, we lay all my toys out so we can choose what we want to play with that day (an activity that i engaged in because i wanted my friend to be happy, but which brought me a huge deal of stress and i’d rather not do), and she would often choose a toy to borrow and bring back at a later time, and i’d always say yea!!! except if it was those lions. But that day she really insisted, and i felt awful about telling her no, so i let her take the baby lion. And she never fucking brought it back. We even went to her house with my dad and confronted her and her parents (who were nice people but horrific parents, they let her get away with EVERYTHING), and i was so hurt because she was washing the lion and baby me was like “no!!! u r hurting her!! that’s not how u do it u barbarian!!!!” and then i saw she had an eXACT SAME LION in a different colour and i was like??? “WHY DO U WANT MINE U HAVE UR OWN” and she said “oh that’s not mine, it’s another friend’s” and i said “oh so you steal from all your friends?”
then we left and i never talked to her again RIPi should’ve stolen the baby lion back when i had the chAnce
49: Tell me a really obscure fact you know.
i can confirm i know absolutely nothingin prehistoric times, (i say, because i have no idea the exact era) horses were dog-sized and had hooves like pigs which is really cool tbh. i know this only because i had this small illustrated book about dinosaurs when i was little and i’d read it fifty times through because i was really young and excited about being able to read and that fact always struck me but i had to double check it right now and turns out it’s still True they’re called eohippi or sth like that i love baby horses oh wait is it eo hippus because eo means dawn and hippus means horse hOLY ShIT IS THAT BC IT’S THE EARLIEST RECORDED HORSE IT’S LIKE THE DAWN OF THE HOR
74: If you were a superhero, what would be your one weakness?
i wanna resist the urge to say my girlfriend although that’s absolutely true but i guess it’d also be my unwillingness to commit to violence, even when it’s the only option u kno
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Tagged by @rainbowpaladins bc she a big ho Rules: answer these 85 statements & tag 20 people
the last: 1. drink: Water 2. phone call: uhhh my mom 3. text message: ... also my mom. i tired to ask her what something was and she told me the price of it. 4. song: something by ryuseitai but i dont remember what lol 5. time you cried: like four hours ago lol have you ever: 6. dated someone twice: nope 7. kissed someone and regretted it: nope 8. been cheated on: no 9. lost someone special: not that i know of?? 10. been depressed: probably 11. gotten drunk and thrown up: na favourite colors: 12. red 13. milennial pink ™ 14. uhhh blue 15: i dont like anymore colors 16: im an artist and honestly i couldnt tell you the shades of any blues or reds i like in the last year have you: 17. laughed until you cried: yes 18. found out someone was talking about you: uuh ye 19. met someone who changed you: mmm ye 20. found out who your friends are: idk yea? 21. kissed someone on your facebook list: na 22. made friends: i hope!! 23. fallen out of love: na general: 25. what did you do for your last birthday: went and got japanese with daisy lmao. i feel like we did something else too but i dont remember what. did u sleep over?? 26. how many of your facebook friends do you know in real life :i.. dont have facebook. im not a wine mom. 27. do you have any pets: a dog!! his name is banjo!! also two birds!! lucky and... aussie wtf. And a cat!! his name is charlie and i l o v e him 28. what time did you wake up: this post is scheduled lol but my alarm goes off at 7 on monday so probably 7 29. what were you doing at midnight last night: once again scheduled, but last night i was asleep at 12. tonight.... ill be posting this lol 30. name something you can’t wait for: uhhh i dunno to meet my friends n stuff. 31: what are you listening to right now: tryna find a cool yakuza documentary to watch tbh 32: have you ever talked to a person named tom: yea he catches my bus and hes tall as FUCK 33: something that’s getting on your nerves: my anxiety idk 34. do you want to change your name: uhhh im trans yes please change my name 35. hair color: brown 36. long or short hair: short 37. piercings: i have my ears pierced and thats all lol 38. tattoos: the permanent marks of marker on my left hand clearly 39. blood type: im four i dont know my blood type 40. nicknames: jay kitten wife son idk 41. relationship status: gay 42. zodiac: aries 43. pronouns: he/they 44. most visited website: chrome tells me its tumblr so thanks for being my most visited hellsite tumblr. 45. right or left handed: ambidextrous but predominately right handed 46. surgeries: once my eye almost popped out of my head because im allergic to mozie bites so i had to uhhh get my eye not popped out. probably others when i was a baby but idk 47. sports: i...... do ice skating. 48. favorite tv show: at the moment boku no hero academia im so pumped 49. vacations: my parents went to china without me and my dad and brother are going to america without me so. not goin anywhere this year. might go to europe next year. 50. sneakers: i bought a new pair yesterday! theyre blue and grey more general: 52. eating: its 11:55 pm im not eating my dude 53. fave drink: uhh i like melon soda but idk if its my favorite. strawberry milk tea maybe. 54. what you’re up to: im chillin in bed after finishing my essay. gotta start my prsentation, but... no. might draw some ocs. yakuza yuuri. 55. waiting for: the sweet release of death 56. want: to never do school again 57. get married: sorry im married to my ego bye bitch which is better: 60. hugs or kisses: kisses are weird and hugs are... also weird i guess but theyre better lol 61. lips or eyes: fucked if i know i dont care 62. shorter or taller: ive never liked a person Ever. i dont care. im basically always in the aromantic area my dude. 63. older or younger: eh idc. 64. nice arms or stomach: stop asking me relationship questions im a fetus 65. hook up or relationship: neither i just said im aro ace 66. troublemaker or hesitant:is this a question about me or more questions about people. i have no idea. have you ever: 67. kissed a stranger: no 68. drank hard liquor: no 69. lost glasses/contacts: i lost my glasses for a week turns out they were on my bedside table 70. turned someone down: i think so but it was like three years ago lol 71. sex on the first date: sex... never. 72. broken someone’s heart: there was this kid who had a crush on me and he was nice at first then he started getting creepy so i basically just stopped talking to him so probably lol 73. had your heart broken: nah 74. been arrested: no 75. cried when someone died: id cry if i stepped on an ant 76. fallen for a friend: hah yeah that happened literally when i was like 11. she was cute i guess idk. we went to a convention together. do you believe in: 77. yourself: depends on the day lol 78. miracles: eeehh 79. love at first sight: not really but idk 80. santa claus: santa claus is dead my dudes 81. kiss on the first date: do what u want. live ur life. idc. 82. angels: why not lol other: 83. current best friend’s name(s): rachel n rosa and daisy i love u all boos 84. eye colour: my eyes are hazel but more on the green side. trendy. 85. favourite movie: i dont really have favorites but i watched the wind rises recently for an au with rachel so... u kno
Tagging: @snxgsobaka @lady-stroopwafel and idk maybe @aisudream if u wanna idk yall are like the only people ive ever talked to on here
#ooc.#text.#jay talks.#im posting this as a late munday bc.... i dont wanna post two things on the same day
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JURY ANSWERS
RYAN- That he went to a camp this whole summer, and finally kept me at peace PUNPUN- biggest rat ekfjvchjervf ok dont snatch me but I heard u were tryin to vote me out after we promised to work together so :/ i guess you PIPPA- u damn pippa i didnt do a damn thing this entire game!! no one did, besides u kno getting selfvotes and medevacs and quits. my game was borin compared to madagascar, no one was shookt! no one was left bald! the hosts probably fell asleep reading all 2 confessionals made thruout this whole season. if it were taken a little more seriously then i think i couldve done some amazing moves. that bein said i think the best thing i did was getting punpun elimed bc they were the biggest threat to win at that time in the game ASHEN- o no LISTEN! im no harry potter hoe so like ejbvhdef my sortings might a little (or a lot) off. -ashen ok so ashen i think youd be a hufflepuff bc u seem to fit those traits the most according to google dot com -billy would be a gryffindor bc hes a brave hoe i believe yes yes -carson would be *squints at the wiki pages* which the boring one aehbfvhabe actually i figured it out, hes a gryffindor bc like right at merge he was willing to sacrifice his game for me n ricky tea -jordan means- slytherin honslee i cant really think of a reason but when i think slytherin i see JM -monty is gryffindor too! he let himself be snatcht for billy a king brave hunt if u ask me -pippa strikes me a hufflepuff tbh she is a neat and loyal lady yes maam -punpun is slytherin bc like looking at the traits they describe puns gameplay v well, also i heard they were snakin around during some votes *eyes emoji* -ricky is a gryffindor bc im pretty sure theyre the messiest house and hes the messiest boy so it fits -ryan is a ravenclaw theyre creative and ryan is basically king of creativity RICKY- u lil bicth just bc i didnt do shit doesnt mean i dont deserve a win, honslee sfdnjkdfsn it was a pleasure almost making ftc with u kingy ugh i wish we couldve dont actual damage during this game king of strikes! JORDAN MEANS- dkjfbvksfkvh dont drag me but u know damn well we havent gotten close on a personal level but a bitch is gonna guess the answers anyway! ok so fave spongebob characters i feel like mrs puff is probably right or plankton? u strike me as a plankton stan. the person in ur skype pic is boris airay hello just call me a mental giant thank u. fave horror movie honslee probably the babadook isnt that every gays fave movie??? and last but not least CARSINNER- ugh car my son, i think i played like the VS tbh fsjkvbaekdfv like i really didnt do anythin brave or hero-esque and i didnt really play like a villain either i was just floatin makin sure im safe u kno and like it kinda bums me out bc i played a good villain in madagascar and a good hero during albania, and yet here i am not living up to any of previous iconic moments. if i view from like an outside perspective tho i’d i was definitely more “hero” like for the most part i got along with ppl i dont think my social game was like bad and like its was kinda zzzz which ppl sometimes associate with playin like a hero maybe if i found more idols or advantages and such i couldve played a better role as either a hero or villain tbh antyway thats it miss jury!!!!! this is all on ur hands! i hope u guys like my answers tru, have fun choosin the winner, i love u yall <3
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