#thank u again for ur kind words !!

[donnyanne]

chapter 3 is out today as promised!!! finally to the part everyone's been waiting for i think hehe. hope y'all enjoy!!

[fluxweeed]

hey. hope this message doesn't bother you. I love you. I love your work. you are one of my favorite fic authors, I am absolutely obsessed with everything you write. reread everything ten times over, drarry or not, fluffy or angsty - even when it absolutely shatters my heart (e.g. for lack of wanting, SUCH a great fic btw i'm so obsessed with it). the four doors? life changing. two to lie and one to listen? engraved into my brain for eternity. what's mine is yours? what a ride holy shit, im VERY normal about it. wrapped? my comfort read. and so it goes.

if I could aggressively smother you with kudos and love I WOULD!!!

awhile ago you said that there's no such thing as "big deals" in fandom and I 100% agree but at the same time you are a big deal TO ME!!! not in the sense of any kind of hierarchy but purely based on the fact that I think you are such a cool person and your writing is amazing and poignant and your presence in fandom makes it so much better. it's been a pleasure following you here on tumblr and just reading your tags and posts.

idk I just think you rule. that's it. thank you for hanging with us. MWAH 💛

ahhhh anon sorry for leaving this message sitting in my inbox for a couple of days but !! i have zero idea how to react to this!! you're so kind!! thank you!! please discard any and all inclinations u have that i am a cool person bc i can assure you i am NOT!!

[cyani07]

you say you've hardly done anything in your life, but clearly you've studied art. like yes there's natural talent but that's just a platform, you've got skill that clearly took time and effort to develop. that's something man, and it's something not a lot of people can say they've done

thank u that's so nice of u to say ;-; to be honest art is all i have, and i haven't exactly studied it im just. Okay and Decent at it and i know for a fact i can't do anything else with my art in my life but that's okay it's just a hard fact ive come to accept, im happy drawing things i like im just learning to accept my life will be mediocre and quiet and i will struggle while being behind its just something im working on :') !!!

[rockoblanco]

had my first official shift of my new job tonight …… went so surprisingly well i feel really really good about it :)

[jesuistrestriste]

i was introduced to fanfics by a comment section under a mike edit on tiktok and “kneel” is the best fic i’ve ever read 😭 💗 , do you intend on coming out with a part 2 anytime soon? i’m still really hung up on him telling reader that he’ll save time for another confession on Wednesday. (btw i LOVE the way you write and i honestly think you’re my favourite writer oat)

hii ! <3 !

first of all, thank u so much ☹️ !! my heart is melting, you're too kind arghhh !!!

unfortunately, im not currently planning on writing up a pt. 2 to kneel, but im definitely open to it in the future ! im working on some other stuff rn already (and struggling with finishing it....), but maybe after all of that is cleared up i can pick up where i left off with kneel :)

awhile ago i had some ideas stirring in the pot for a part two. subby priest who lets the reader take a turn domming him, or reader getting punished (spanking, penance stuff etc), and whatnot !

i definitely had so much fun writing that fic, it's one of the fics im most proud of, but yea. rn i'm a lil dead :,) trying to get back into the groove of writing actual fics and not blurbs/drabbles

[dandyshucks]

This is gonna sound rude as hell but i do not mean it that way: are you currently medicated? My meds have helped me a lot with my own physical responses to anxiety and yours seem severe so that’s why i ask

this is the funniest ask i've ever received in my life and also incredibly kind, thank u anon fjdskl, my anxiety really is severe huh LMAO (not laughing at you!! laughing at myself and my situation fsdjkl)

yes i am medicated but ... not well LOL. i live rural in an area that is infamous for having poor healthcare (plus canada's healthcare system is kind of broken lately RIP) so my medical team is pretty useless and incompetent to say the least fdsjkl. plus unfortunately my entire situation is just... really difficult to fix (and cope with) in many different ways fdjsjkl, and this makes medicating me properly kind of impossible ^^;;

i appreciate the concern and inquiry/suggestion though, genuinely !!! and i've got the heart pounding/palpitations i struggled with under control with a relatively recent addition to my medication cocktail, so its not all bad !! :]

[z-v06instance]

Ooc: This blog is so pretty!!! I love the aesthetic and it's very well put together :3 I have no idea how you get the text to be the different colors you're using but it looks so nice aaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!

- @knockknock-itspandemonium / SilverBell 🔔

「 ☆ ∶ AAA thank u SO SO MUCH !!! this means so much coming from u holy moly (i love ur pande blog teehee!). the funky text colours r all done by html btw here's a post that explains it if u want it :3 」

[um-lorii]

I just wanted to say that I really like your art, Shadow is my comfort character, and the way you draw him is super cute!

aw thank you sm!!!!! i really wanna be more active on this acc its so dead rn LOL .. but anyways thanks it means a lot that you enjoy my stuff :^D

( if you want my main art acc it ends with "orii" starts with "vel" .... and then add "um" at the end too )

[vcrnons]

so 4 some reason i agreed to work tomorrow

[kachinnate]

how would u describe evan hansens whole like. Deal. any character analysis for him? i love the way u write him

firstly: thank u!! ;_;<3 i feel as if my current stuff up on ao3 doesn't 1000% reflect how i Would write him now or maybe i just hate my old writing who knows 😭 but regardless it's for the most part up to par w/ how i feel abt heem....

so what i think his deal is is that he's an unintentionally sorta selfish kid riddled with severe self-loathing and mental illness and a desire to be wanted for Something despite the fact that He doesn't believe there is Something there for him to be Wanted for. and the selfish part mainly being in how he is so In His Own Head and kinda chooses to accept that he's a failure and that no one likes him and he has nothing no one alone when that isn't / doesn't have to be the case. like.... thinking he's the main character but in the inverse/wrong way if that makes sense some sort of inferiority complex 😔 i also believe he intrinsically can be kind but i don't think he's Nice, just overtly polite and therefore sorta Appearing as nice

when i was a teenager and just starting to write fic for the first time i would write evan kinda like... purposely a bit meaner than one might fkjgsndf at the time out of spite because it annoyed me so much seeing a lot of people in the majority of fanon spaces depict him as an uwu smol anxiety boy... however, looking back on it i Do think i was onto something for Different reasons 😭 mostly being that 1. i tend to lean a bit towards the arena stage characterization of him, which was objectively a bit more harsh and a bit more rude and 2. in most of the contexts i had written him in, it was w jared specifically in which case i do think he would more or less abandon most of his Need to Be Nice / Polite / Unoffensive because depending on the context 1. he's accepted the fact that 'jared doesn't like him' and therefore doesn't try as hard to give off a good image or pretend to be something he isn't because he doesn't really see a point and thinks jared is just Always gonna be a dick to him / think of him as a 'family friend' (which i'd like to believe he knows is bullshit regardless) or 2. he Does recognize jared as a friend and for the same reasons feels comfortable enough to not put up a front. maybe a mixture of both ! again it sorta depends on the context

his adamance (i'm not sure if that's a word) to the idea that he's such a loser who can't get better no matter what i think makes it much harder for both himself and others to like Be Close to him but yet he wants it so bad and simply doesn't realize he is inadvertently part of the problem. there isnt specifically any One Way he wants to be, he just doesnt want to Be Him... because to him it's clearly wrong and not right and why nobody sees him and why he feels alone etc etc etc

but all that to say -- that's how i personally try to write him when i do jsdkfnsdf obviously that's not The Right Way[tm] or how i expect everyone to see his characterization (and it probably doesn't encompass like even all of My thoughts either i'm just rambling a bit as i procrastinate further on a paper) but! hopefully that answers ur question

[fatuismooches]

Uhm is it alright if i can be the ♡ anon ? I'm absolutely inlove with your works i recently saw it and I just gotta say 😭😭 YOU'RE AMAZING ❤️❤️

Yes of course ♡ anon!! I'm glad you enjoy my works sm :) and i hope you continue to love them!! Thanks for your support 💗

[birbfeeder2artisticboogaloo]

BEHOLD!! it is baby gu xiang riding on teenage wen kexing's back while wielding a bamboo-and-ribbons whip!!!

it is for my good friend @brigwife !!! thank u so so much for the crab rave, it was ADORABLE 💚💚💚 please accept these two babies as a token of my thanks~ i hope u like it 😊

+ also here are the preliminary sketches, if u'd like to see them!! :DD

wkx had to learn how to arrange hair the hard way lol. at least lil a-xiang had her toy ducky to play with! and her devoted, loving brother-dad to cuddle her at night ;A; the character on the bottom left is 咴 (huī), which the dictionary told me is the sound horses make. i hope this is correct lmaoo 🤣

[natsmagi]

hii I love your art so much your style is so good it's making me fall in love with tsumugi over again 🥹 have you posted a time lapse before? if not would you consider it? I'm curious about your process!!! your coloring is especially awesome and feels soft and comfy if that makes sense...!!!

OHHH THANK YOU SO MUCH!!! ur so sweet....!! 🥺🥺💕💕

i have recorded timelapses before!! although theyre like. from a yr ago and my style plus process have changed a bit since then so AJKSHFK i can definitely try recording the timelapse for my next drawing though!! i think process videos are alot of fun!!

AND IM VERY GLAD U LIKE MY COLORING!! i tend to mess around with it a fair amount and just. see where we end up JKSHDFH ITS FUN!! i think the painting method when illustarting is such a calming experience too....... and messiness adds an extra layer of charm id say!! >excuse for being lazy

[sankttealeaf]

hi!! i hope this doesn’t put any pressure or anything (because i don’t mean to at all, but just curious) a rough estimate when the next chapter of artistic endeavors is coming out? because ONFGGG it’s really so amazing i actually go back and reread it every few days and i recommended it to a friend and she loves it too!!! we fangirl about it hahah love your work and am excited to see your future work!! take all the time you need <33

hello!!! thanks for you're kind words i'm so excited that you managed to drag your friend into loving the fic!!

i'm hoping to get the next chapter out soon-ish, but it may not be until early next month? i'm getting back into writing again after a small break and have some other fics that need to be finished pretty soon (im so bad with deadlines help)

i have it all planned out tho! the entire series is planned out so it definitely will be written up eventually! the last chapter took a lot out of me as it was probably the longest piece i have written in years so i'm keepin an eye on myself to avoid the dreaded burnout :)

in short: soon!!!! i will (most likely) make a little post around the time that i'm ready to post to see if anyone wants to be tagged in it (i know some people have asked to be in a taglist for the series but i cannot remember who) so keep an eye out!!! i love this series too much to let it dry out, i will make arthur and reader do more cute things together!!!

[kalloway]

Are you ever gonna go back to writing jjba on ao3? Honestly I keep rereading all of them to this day and your writing is the best thing I’ve ever come across to.

Hey, Anon! I really appreciate that ur reading my fics even now (and re-reading, too??), honestly... way more than I can say <3 I wish I had a better answer for you though. I'd honestly love to go back to writing for JoJo, but my heart's really with OC stuff these days (oc x canon) and I, frankly... can't convince myself my ideas are worth writing even just for me. U know, perpetual battle against non-existent self esteem? hahaha I won't promise anything but DO know I think about it quite often, and I really miss being invested in JoJo like I used to be tbh! So again: the interest is extremely appreciated, I'm just sorry I can't give a more positive answer ^^;

[kruxton]

FUCK IT WE BALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 💯💯👍💪💪💪 (two seconds after a full on meltdown)