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What are your thoughts on the critisism that Neomuna, and more specifically cloudstriders, feel "out of place", or the feeling some have that Lightfall has a whole has thematically defied their expecations in a bad way? (insert that comparison of the key art from the BL reveal vs the current key art here.)
Really hard to critique any aspect of it currently before we know more and play it.
A lot of stuff in Destiny can feel really odd and out of place without any context! I remember similar doubt and questions about Lucent Hive for example. For any serious critique, I'll have to see the expansion first, learn more about Neomuna and Cloud Striders and see if their story fits and has something valuable to add to the setting.
So far, I don't think they're out of place. The ECHO ships and surviving human colonies outside of Earth have been seeded almost 3 years ago and I've quite literally accurately predicted how that specific lore is tied to Neomuna. I think it's a pretty cool way to tie in an older open-ended storyline with something new that they need for an expansion.
A story about "survivors of the Collapse" is pretty much a given, as that's something that we've always wondered about in the setting. Could some humans have escaped? Could they have survived? What would've happened if they did and how would've they developed if the Collapse hadn't stopped us? Going there and examining that story can give us valuable information about our past (Golden Age and speculation on what we could've achieved if it continued) and our fall (the Collapse, how it happened, what exactly happened, how to prevent it a second time). On top of that, it's giving us super cool scifi concepts about neo-human civilisations and advanced development through nanotechnology.
And yeah, the original key art was really striking; no colours, grim, very evocative with imagery of a Pyramid eclipsing the Traveler. It was of course simply just a base for the expansion. It was a placeholder. I've seen a lot of people saying that Bungie "robbed" us of something; they did not. They cannot rob us of something that never existed. Concept art is a really long process with millions of ideas being thrown around, especially placeholder concept art.
For what it's worth, from what we know about Lightfall, the base idea for the expansion is still the same. We are very much in deep trouble, especially if we're correct in our predictions that the Traveler is about to run and if the trailer's footage of a massive battle in Earth's orbit is anything to go by. Neomuna itself is under massive siege by a new disciple and the Witness itself. There are new enemies and enemy threats that we haven't seen for a long time acting up again (the Vex).
Is the expansion much more colourful in comparison with a black and white placeholder image? Yeah. But that doesn't remove the danger the system is in. I'm not sure what people expected. Destiny is not a super edgy setting of only doom and gloom. It certainly has a basis of incredibly terrible stuff going on, but it never presents it without a balance. Even in the Red War and Forsaken, things were still colourful and beautiful and had a lot of different vibes packed together.
To me, a massive fleet of Pyramid ships descending on colourful Neomuna is an incredibly powerful image with a really visceral theme of how nobody can successfully escape the Darkness forever. You can buy yourself time, but ultimately it will find you. I think that's a pretty doom and gloom theme. I feel like the only reason people aren't seeing it is because the original was black and white, while the current is colourful.
My only proper concern is that they're introducing a whole new aspect to the setting this late. Introducing it itself is not the issue as much as that we're 2 expansions (including Lightfall) until the end. There's still a lot of stuff to go through and solve and deal with so I'm not sure how wise it is to introduce a whole new set of characters and a setting of this scale. Of course, as with the rest of the question, we can't really fully make a judgement on that before we play.
#destiny 2#lightfall#long post#ask#i really do think that people are only complaining over colours#a lot of people have this idea of how things can only be presented as bad or dread inducing or horror if they're dark#and as a horror afficionado i resent that a lot. it's an easy way out#giving us such a beautiful environment like neomuna and dropping the black fleet in the sky is so much more powerful#than if we had just everything razed to the ground and black and white and dead and dull#creating something scary or unsettling while still employing vivid colours is a true feat#films like annihilation and nope are the first that come to mind#incidentally annihilation was mentioned a lot by the writers in connection with them making presage#and i am a huge fan of dead and dark space ships but I also like seeing something new and different
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okay but,, I can't get this idea out of my head of an au where anakin falls early, maybe halfway through the warâ but instead of joining sidious or dooku he runs, terrified of himself, and stays somewhere he can't tear the galaxy apart like the darkest part of himself keeps goading him to. and he's there for a handful of months, and he's lonely and scaredâ until obi-wan comes to find him. and this man who anakin has loved for so long never stopped searching, razed a path through the galaxy (1/2)
I TOLD you all to stop sending me perfect prompts, god, hereâs 3k that could be resumed by âitâs rotten workâ ânot to me, not if itâs youâ  because I have no self control:
"Anakin."
It's the first time in seven months that Obi-Wan pronounces his name with hope.
The back of the hooded figure visibly tenses in front of him. Obi-Wan can see his hand clenching around his glass, and his head starts turning in his direction but stops before Obi-Wan can see his eyes. Instead, it's in the Force that Anakin looks for him. It's a small, tentative tendril that crosses the space between them, ridiculously shy in comparison to the enthusiastic maelstrom that usually greets him when Obi-Wan extends his mind to Anakin.
But it's him. Too warm and barely controlled, the familiar flame of a burning pyre that Obi-Wan has never learned how to turn his eyes from.
 Headache-inducing and almost unbearable, have been some words used to describe Anakin's presence in the Force. The most comforting of infernos, Obi-Wan has always thought.
Anakin feels surprised, and something close to joy colours the Force around him for a fleeting moment. Obi-Wan can feel the corners of his mouth turning up as he sighs affectionately.
"Deâ"
Then it all turns to panic.
He doesn't even have the time to realise that Anakin has retracted his signature behind durasteel shields the second it touched Obi-Wan's, because the man in front of him is already jumping to his feet, pushing the Twi'lek waiter away, and running for the exit of the cantina.
It leaves Obi-Wan stunned, arm still raised toward an empty chair.
Surprisingly, it's not panic that filled him, or even the persistent fear that if he loses Anakin now, after months of roaming the galaxy looking for him, then how long will it take before catching the smallest clue of his location again? No, this time, the worry and dread that has been his faithful companions for so long, now make way for something only Anakin knows how to infuse into him in the most inappropriate of times: exasperation.
"Anakin!" he yells, making the Rodian next to him jump in his seat.Â
Rushing outside, his eyes scan the street, trying to find a tall figure in a brown robe at the same time he stretches his senses through the Force to guide him toward his infuriating former padawan. Not used to the brightness of the twin suns and the constant particles of sand and dust floating around, Obi-Wan is almost sure that the glimpse of Anakin's presence he felt for half a second is only due to his inattention and not Obi-Wan's skills. For once, Obi-Wan isn't going to complain about Anakin's lack of focus: he starts running right away.
Anakin goes through three sharp turns, two attempts at climbing a roof and even one force-jump through the window of a shop, but Obi-Wan is determined to follow him wherever he goes. Even if he has to apologise to every irritated person he pushes out of the way.
"This is ridiculous," he says loudly, when he catches the dark brown robe trying to zigzag between stands, "I don't even know why you're running away from me!"
He thinks he can see Anakin throwing him a look, but with the hood over his face and one of the suns starting to set in front of him, can't be certain. It's only when Anakin seems to miss a turn and finds himself a few seconds later out of the streets, at the edge of a cliff overlooking the desert and its endless dunes, that he realises his mistake.
They're out of town now. There's nothing but the background noise of civilisation left behind, a warm wind sweeping the sand between them, and the twin suns bathing Anakin's silhouette in a glowing light.
"Anâ" Obi-Wan says, trying to get his breath under control. He's not used to such heat, and all the running, Force-jumping and the sweating really didn't help. Still, he takes a step toward him.
"Don't."
Even if it's just a simple word, hearing the sound of his voice soothes a deep ache that has plagued most of Obi-Wan's nights for the past few months.
Anakin is facing the canyon, the dune sea and the suns, a dark form with a double shadow, only showing his back to Obi-Wan. Even if he doesn't show his face, feelings bleed through his shields, as if he's still a padawan trying to get an awkward hold on the Force. There are confusion and anger, most of it directed at himself, Obi-Wan notes, and an all-encompassing veil of shame. Fear is here too, blending the edges of the mess produced by the cacophony of so many emotions clattering against each other. Obi-Wan can feel Anakin realising the flaws in his mental defences, and the spark of mortification before he hastily tries to rein it all in.
For a second, Obi-Wan thinks he's going to jump down the canyon just to avoid the embarrassment of inadvertently broadcasting his emotions.
"I won't stop chasing you now that I've found you," Obi-Wan warns, before the idea comes to Anakin's mind. The jump wouldn't kill him, but Obi-Wan really doesn't feel like tracking him through rocky canyons, tusken traps and krayt dragons. "I won't stop before you tell me why you're running away from me."
Anakin lowers his head without replying, shoulders sagging. Obi-Wan's feet move slowly. His mind reaches once again toward Anakin's, brushing against him in a wordless question. All irritation gone by now, he adds quietly:
"...And why you didn't come home."
Anakin's shields shudder. "You shouldn't have come."
"Anakin, the Separatists had you as their prisoner for almost a month. Rex told me he saw Grievous dragging your body to his ship himself. The Council waited for their terms of release, and when it didn't come, we thought you were dead."
"The Council," he snarls darkly, "they probably were happy to finally get rid of me."
"You know it's not true."
"No, I don't."
"Do you think I was happy, then?" Obi-Wan retorts, trying to stop the need to grab his robe and shake some senses into him. "Do you think Rex and I enjoyed having to plead with the Republic War Council to give us more time to look for you?"
The dark robe in front of him shuffles a bit. "You took the 501st to look for me?"
"Of course we looked for you! We went through every report of Grievous' flagship presence and got every intel we could gather about your possible location. There was no clue in any Separatist outposts we raided," he adds, focusing on his words to stay composed, and not the memory of becoming desperate enough after another fruitless day to check black markets for familiar mechno-arm's parts. "And we were starting to believe that you were truly dead then, until... Until we found an abandoned facility. With a lot of battle droids destroyed, and Grievous and Dooku dead. Force-choked to death."
Anakin stays silent again.
In the horizon, one of the suns has settled low enough to brush against the dune sea. The light has turned to a deep orange around his silhouette.
Obi-Wan takes a step.
"There was a holorecording."
The only answer he gets is the sound of a sharp intake of air, and an intensity in the Force that always saturates the air when Anakin tries, in vain, to calm his mind.
Another step.
"I saw you taking a starfighter. I saw you leaving the facility, free."
Another step.
"Why didn't you come back to the Temple?"
"There was nothing for me there anymore."
The word stops Obi-Wan in his tracks. Somehow, one sentence is harder to swallow than months of worry. He's always known that he failed to make Anakin feel at home at the Temple, or make him realise that there might not be parents or siblings in names there, but the feeling of kinship remains the same. But to hear him say that the sum of all these years spent there together boils down to nothing to him, still manages to crack Obi-Wan's composure.
The burn in his throat makes his next words difficult to pronounce.
"Why didn't you come back to me, Anakin?"
"BECAUSE I'VE FAILED YOU!" Anakin snaps, throwing his arms up and his shields down, and finally turns toward Obi-Wan in a dramatic movement of his robe.
The hood falls from his head, and even if the sunset at his back prevents Obi-Wan from seeing his expression, hidden in the shadow, he can't miss his golden hair forming an incandescent halo around his face. The Force has erupted in a bonfire within Anakin, crackling around him in warning to anyone who would approach it, white-heat fever and boundless darkness at the same time.
It tastes like ash on Obi-Wan's tongue.
He pulls his own shields a bit tighter around him.
"Why do you keep asking this question when you know what I've done? Why are you even here? Are you here to kill me? Because I failed you, Obi-Wan! I killed them and I felt nothing but satisfaction! I accepted the dark side, I welcomed it even, it burned through me and it's still burning right now, and I'm incapable of controlling anything, not even my own shields, so no, I couldn't come back and pretend I could still be a Jedi. And now you saw it, you saw everything, so I can't even preteâ I can't..."
The swirling of emotions comes crashing down around Anakin so violently that Obi-Wan physically flinches, and it looks like the Force is suddenly cutting down the strings holding him upright. He crumples to the ground in a cloud of sand and dust, close, too close to the edge of the cliff.
There's only the sound of Anakin panting for a moment, long enough for Obi-Wan to gather his thoughts, and take another step.
Only he would be foolish enough to want to touch glowing embers.
"It doesn't change my question," he says calmly, like he's always done after one of his padawan's tantrum. "Why didn't you come back to me, Anakin?"
He thinks he can see Anakin opening his mouth to answer, but only a short derisive laugh leaves his lips before he drags his feet in the dust and turns away from him again.
Finally, âfinallyâ, Obi-Wan is close enough. Stopping just a few centimetres from Anakin's back, his hand instinctively reaches for his shoulder but hovers right before touching it. And then settles there and squeezes. It belongs there, he thinks as Anakin makes a small noise at the back of his throat.
He expects Anakin to shrug off his hand, refuse his touch, just like he's refusing to look directly at him.
But he doesn't.
"I couldn't see you," he admits after a pause, eyes closed. "I don't care about the Council, or the Republic, or anyone else, but I couldn't... I couldn't bear the disappointment in your eyes. I didn't want you to leave me, so I left first."
"Oh, Anakin," Obi-Wan sighs, trying to swallow the affection in his voice. He pauses for a second, relishing the feel of Anakin letting him rub his thumb on his shoulder. "I am saddened and upset, yes. When I watched all that anger unleashed and how you succumbed to it, how you crushed Grievous and Dooku so easily that I could almost feel the dark side through the holo, I felt... I felt heartbroken."
The indignation he expected, or any sort of accusations to shift the blame on something or someone else, doesn't come. Instead, Anakin bends his head and pulls his legs closer to him, like he has just been hit.
"I'm sorry Master," he manages to whisper, face hidden behind his arms and hair, "I'm sorry, I'm so sorryâ"
"Listen, listen," Obi-Wan begs rapidly, kneeling next to him. His hand moves from his shoulder to the back of his neck, trying to soothe him. "I was heartbroken for you. You were alone, in a terrible situation, being taunted, electrocuted, tortured. It doesn't excuse what you did, but, Anakin, you disappeared for months after that. You ran away without a word, without an explanation, and I couldn'tâ I couldn't believe you would voluntarily turn your back on us. I couldn't let the thought that you didn't trust us enough to help you go. And then... you called for me."
"No, I didn't." The muffled, petulant tone makes Obi-Wan smiles a bit. His hand moves up along his nape to Anakin's curls, stroking gently, pushing unruly locks behind his ears.
"You did. Unconsciously, probably, but you did. For so long, I couldn't reach you through the Force, but I kept trying every time I meditated, hoping to catch a glimpse of you, anything to make sure you were still alive somewhere. And one day, I heard you. Far, far away, barely loud enough to recognise, but I heard you. Wishing I was with you."
Anakin's hand clenches in a fist at the words. Obi-Wan ignores it, fingers still running through his hair in a rhythmic movement.
"That's why I've spent seven months looking for you, searching the galaxy for you. Because I wished I was with you too."
Obi-Wan didn't expect the wounded noise that escaped Anakin's mouth, and even less that his admission would cause Anakin to throw himself at him in a fierce embrace. Caught off-guard, Obi-Wan topples and falls on his back in a cloud of dust. In the Force, Anakin's shields come crashing down again, but this time, Obi-Wan doesn't draw back from it. Their bond suddenly bursts open, emotions spilling in all directions and showering him with a chaotic jumble of relief-longing-hope, eventually blending together to only leave lovelovelove.
"Anakin," he sighs, with his usual falsely annoyed and secretly fond tone that seems to be the only way he knows how to pronounce his name. Anakin, heavy on top of him now, doesn't respond, too busy nuzzling Obi-Wan neck. "The cliff is right there, we could have died."
"Don't care," he replies, squeezing his arms impossibly tighter around Obi-Wan.
Obi-Wan chuckles, and he can feel more than hear him hums in appreciation at the sound, face hidden under his chin.
After months of extending his mind through millions of Force-sensitive beings scattered around the galaxy and still finding it empty, there is nothing more reassuring than being smothered by Anakin's presence in the Force. He tugs on their bond a bit, just to feel it, and when Anakin instantly tugs back, Obi-Wan's hand on his waist pulls him closer.
"Would you look at me, Anakin? Just for a second. I have yet to really see you."
There is a short pause and then a long breath against his neck before Anakin puts one elbow on the ground next to Obi-Wan's face, raises his head, and finally, truly looks at Obi-Wan.
"Hello, there," Obi-Wan whispers, as familiar blue eyes blink at him.
Embarrassment tinges the Force and his cheeks pink, and Anakin seems to promptly remember that his shields are non-existent right now and that he's lying flat on Obi-Wan. Obi-Wan watches, amused, as he awkwardly starts to untangle his legs from him and shifts his weight to get to his knees.
"Now, shall weâ"
"Watch the sunset with me," Anakin blurts out, then realises what he just said and starts babbling. "I mean, we're already here and it's almost over now, but it's the only beautiful thing on this Force-forsaken planet."
"Oh, I'm not so sure about that," Obi-Wan grins as Anakin's eyes widen. He opens his mouth, thinks better of it and closes it, looking at anything but Obi-Wan. Taking pity on him, Obi-Wan holds his hand toward him to help him get up. "Also, Anakin, the next time you want to punish yourself, please choose to do it on another planet than Tatooine. I don't think I can handle one more day of the suns trying to roast me like an Endorian chicken."
"Yes Master, your fair skin will be my first consideration the next time I turn to the dark side."
"I'm sure it will," he teases, squeezing Anakin's hand as he pulls him into a sitting position.
Anakin rolls his eyes, but quickly ducks his head to hide his reddened cheeks.
And then it hits him.
Right at this moment, seated next to his former padawan, their feet dangling above the desert, easy banter and the quiet tune of their signatures melting into each other again, Obi-Wan is happy. Even if Anakin is still dangerously close to the dark side, even if the war isn't completely over yet, even if he's not going to get away with deliberately ignoring the Council's messages for the past few months, Obi-Wan feels at peace. Content.
Eyes closed, he whispers his thanks to the Force for not taking another one of the most important people in his life away from him.
He doesn't need to look at Anakin to know he's wondering what he's doing, and his smile only grows before taking his hand in his own. Anakin makes a surprised noise, raising his head to look at him. His expression turns almost alarmed when Obi-Wan cups his face, thumb rubbing lightly against his cheek.
"We'll figure it out, Anakin. I won't leave you."
He's framing his face with both hands now, and canât resist pressing his lips to his forehead. Anakin's signature turns impossibly brighter at the touch, and between the new uproar of feelings tangled together, Obi-Wan notices a tinge of desire and want, that will definitely be analysed later and probably used to tease him a bit more. This shade of red does look lovely on his cheeks, he notices, pleased.
But he will have time to embarrass him further later. Now, Obi-Wan just wants to enjoy the moment with him.
"...Also because I can't. The starship I borrowed has been making a worrying rattling noise since I left the Mid Rim. It's a miracle I arrived on Tatooine in one piece, and there is no way I'm putting another foot in it before you can assure me that it won't explode the moment I activate the hyperdrive regulator."
Anakin bursts into laughter. "Borrowed? Who did you steal it from this time?"
"I would neverâ" Obi-Wan scoffs, falsely indignant at the accusation.
"Don't lie, Master, it's unbecoming of you."
"I left a very apologetic note behind, if you must know."
Anakin laughs again, and it warms Obi-Wan's heart like nothing has managed to for the past seven months. He leans on his side to rest his head against Obi-Wan's, bumping his shoulder with his. There isn't any space left between them.
"What would you do without me, Master?"
"Crash and burn, probably."Â
Basking in the golden light of the sunset, Obi-Wan tries not to burst with how warm he feels with Anakin messy locks tickling his face and Anakin's breath near his ear and Anakin's hand in his.
The last of Tatooineâs suns goes down in front of them.Â
The most comforting of infernos, Obi-Wan thinks as the scorching heat of Anakin's signature clings to him too tightly.
He doesn't mind burning at all.
#obi-wan ignoring his comm for months: 'the council can't tell me to come back if I don't answer to their calls'#obikin#clem's aus#fic I did write#asks#anon
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The Last Dragon
Below the read more I've posted 7 very small sections of a fic that is based on this beautiful and tragic fanvid. I got literal chills watching it. If you wanna sob over our queen and her son wanting to avenge his mother, give it a watch.
I don't think I'll ever go any further, as my writing had an unfortunate run in with a brick wall, which then toppled over it and crushed any urge to write the next bit.
It's not too terrible--though it could actually be total shit, I'm not known for my writing đ--and it was just gonna gather dust on my laptop, so figured I might as well post it. This was one of my ways of dealing with that fucked up last season within the framework of the show. I dont believe this is Dany's end, and I loathe with every fiber of my being what happened to her and her found family. And after seeing that video, the idea of Drogon doing everything he could to avenge the mother he loved more than anything appealed to that anger inside me. So I'll understand if this isnt for everyone â¤
Chapter 1
Mother.
He flies, great black wings carrying them away.
Mother.
Sharp, massive claws curl in gently. Protectively.
Mother is gone.
The cold creeps, burning against his scales the way fire never has.
Mother donât leave.
A whisper on the wind calls to him.
Mother it hurts.
East, it sighs. It smells of smoke, and fire. Hope.
He follows, wings beating faster.
They took you.
The rage flares, searing away the cold.
They killed you.
The heat of it bursts within him, scaled skin shaking with the strength of it.
Fire and blood.
Jaws stretch wide, and the air burns red with grief.
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Chapter 2
The sky bleeds red from the dying sun when Drogon reaches Volantis. The whisper that drew him there stops as he lands on an open balcony.
A woman stands before him, black hair and red robes flying up in the gust of wind from his wings. His claw gently opens, Motherâs cold body slowly sliding onto the hard stone.
Crimson, mournful eyes watch the red woman kneel by Mother, pale fingers hovering over her, not touching, for a long moment.
âI cannot bring her back, Drogon,â she murmurs, regretful.
He throws his head back, bellows fury and sadness into the sky. No, Mother, come back. I am alone.
A faint brush at the back of his mind--where Mother used to be, his brothers, the thoughts they shared together--grasps his attention. Makes him look back down at the red woman.
âI cannot give you back Daenerys Targaryen, but I can give you something else.â
His nostrils flair, and his head moves closer.
âI can give you the revenge you desire. As it stands, you may be able to raze the whole of the Seven Kingdoms, turn it all to ash, but that would not be what your mother wanted.â
Drogon growls, lips pulled up in a snarl. Sheep. All are sheep. Betrayed Mother. Killed Mother. No mercy.
She nods her head. Comprehends what he is unable to say out loud.
âYes, they all betrayed Daenerys, took from her and killed her when her visions grew too great for their small minds. They could not grasp that the Mother of Dragons was above all a breaker of chains. She would have freed us all.â
She pauses, then continues, her voice hard. âThey need to be punished. And they will be. But Daenerysâ dreams must be realized. Dragonâs Bay must remain free. The Dothraki cannot return to what they were, raping and pillaging. And the petty lords of Westeros must be laid low. Those who destroyed Daenerys must see their reigns come to an end not only by dragon fire, but by the unification of the people they have ground into the dust, unified against them.â
âA dragon has the power to do great things, but to lead men, to lead armies, that is the one thing you cannot do, Drogon. Not as you are. You must be more. And by the Lord of Lightâs grace, you can become exactly what the people need.â
Drogon rumbles in frustration, steam billowing from between his sharp, clenched teeth. He doesnât understand.
âHuman, Drogon. You must become human.â
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Chapter 3
They take Mother, to clean her, he is told. Remove the dagger, her clothes. Wash the blood away.
The red woman directs him to fly from the balcony, down into an open courtyard below. A large fire pit rages with a towering flame. It warms him, feels like Motherâs hand caressing his scales.
Dragons cannot cry. A mournful moan makes his great neck tremble. Human. Perhaps he can cry when he is human.
People in red robes enter the courtyard, one after another, until they circle around Drogon. His tail twitches. Their closeness agitates him.
The red woman appears, crossing the circle to stand in front of the fire. Hatred fills him when he sees what is in her hands. The dagger stained with Motherâs blood. Coward. The cowardâs dagger.
âI am sorry Drogon. It is a necessary piece of the ritual. Soon,â she soothes, âyou will have all you need to begin your campaign against the traitors.â
Another voice brushes against that same place in his mind. That lonely place where Mother, Rhaegal, and Viserion once lived. Soon, it too promises.
The red woman turns her head, scans the other acolytes before catching Drogonâs eyes.
âLet us begin.â
Voices hum together in chant, and the sky is filled with an agonized roar.
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Chapter 4
Drogon.
He groans.
Drogon, my love.
Everything hurts.
You cannot sleep forever, my beautiful boy.
He moves his head slightly. Cringes at the sharp pain.
Wake up, Drogon.
Mother? Why does everything hurt so much?
Itâs time.
The voice begins to fade. He reaches out a hand, slowly, to make it stay, and freezes. He has a hand. A human hand.
Fingers curl into his palm, and the nails scratch against his skin, bite into it. His legs scrape against the stone as he slowly stretches out one, then the other.
He can still feel the fire to the side of him; it feels heavier, pressing on his skin but it does not hurt his flesh.
What burns more painfully is the missing weight of his wings. No flight for him now.
Cold fingers brush his shoulder, curve sharply to hold him when he recoils.
âDrogon?â
He doesnât like to be held, or touched, no one but Mother, and his brothers, but they are gone. Gone, gone, goneâŚ
âDrogon! It is only me, Kinvara!â The voice finally penetrates, and he stops pulling away.
Allowing for her help, he rolls carefully onto his back. Sharp pebbles dig into his skin. No scales to protect him anymore.
He feels her fingers move to his face, tracing the human features. âOpen your eyes Drogon. See what the Lord of Light has gifted to you.â
Gift? No gift. Just more pain. Weakness. But he opens his eyes. The fire from the pit is soothing, warm. Warmer than...before. Would it burn him? His hand flinches towards it but heâs not close enough to touch.
He turns his eyes toward Kinvara. She is smiling, eyes reflecting the fireâs light.
She waves a hand towards an acolyte. âBring me a robe. We must cover our dragon prince.â
Red cloth is laid over him, and two other acolytes help Drogon to sit. They hold him up as the other wraps the robe around him more securely.
Drogon grits his teeth, blood rushing angry and hot.
He tries to talk, mouth struggling to form the human words. âW-Weââ He growls, tries again. âW-Weak.â
âFor now,â she says. âBut you will grow stronger, I promise you.â
Drogon struggles to stay awake, but bone deep exhaustion pulls at him, and his frustration wanes as he slips into slumber.
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Chapter 5
Four moons pass before Drogon is ready to set sail for Meereen. He was like a hatchling again, unsteady, vulnerable, and he hated it. Kinvara and her priests taught him the ways of his new body, how to eat and walk, to read their words.
Coarse fabric to wear instead of steely scales.
But now it is time. Time to search out Grey Worm. Daario. The Unsullied and Dothraki. Train with them and become stronger. Much stronger.
He knew how to fight as a dragon. Armies and castles were nothing against the heat of his fire. He must learn how to wage war as humans do.
Wrapped in a red cloak, hood hanging low over his face, Drogon is ready to begin.
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Chapter 6
They are waiting for him at the dock after the sun has set, Grey Worm and Motherâs sellsword, two silent figures who do not move, do not speak until Drogon stands before them.
Daario breaks the silence first. âDrogon?â
He pulls back his hood, unnaturally crimson eyes in a human face flashing in the near dark.
Daario sucks in a breath, then huffs out a laugh. âIf the red priests had not sent word ahead, I may not have believed it. But by the gods, here you stand.â He reaches out an arm for Drogon to clasp.
He does so, hesitantly, but with a firm grip. Human greetings still puzzle him.
Grey Worm steps closer then kneels, bows his head bowed, fist pressed against his chest. âĂuha dÄrilaros. Bisy qringaomatan ÄŤlva dÄria. ÄŞlon emagon ossÄntan se nÄpÄstre skoriot pĹnta iĹrtan (My prince. This one failed our Queen. We should have killed the traitors where they stood.).â
Drogon does not know if he is asking for forgiveness or absolution.
Dragons have no real concept of forgiveness. He should be angry the traitors were allowed to live. But Grey Worm is kin, as the little scribe had been. Motherâs old bear too, and the white-haired knight. Everyone who had been under Motherâs protection, had been under her childrenâs protection as well. And would continue to be.
âRise, Grey Worm.â His voice is rough and sharp edged, and it seems to startle the two men to hear him speak. âThose that hurt Mother, that used her and took her life will be punished as they deserve. But I need your help. So rise. Let us repay them with fire and blood. For Mother. For Missandei. For them all.â
He holds out a hand, waits.
Grey Worm looks up, eyes bright with unshed tears. His lips tremble, then firm. He takes Drogonâs hand.
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Chapter 7
They convene in Motherâs chambers, the map room he would never have been able to fit in before almost cavernous to him now.
Spread out around the table, the three men pull together a plan as they look down at the map.
First, they will weed out the opposition in Essos, solidify their hold in the east. Astapor, Yunkai, they will all come to heel, every slave freed. They would be as clever as Mother had been, keep the number of innocents lost as low as they could. Drogon would prefer to burn through the Good Masters, snap them up and tear them apart, but for Mother, he would be patient, and take the slower path. All the slavers would still die, and their victims would live, and live free.
But for what Drogon had planned, he needed steel in place of claws, armor instead of dragonhide. He needed Grey Worm and Daario to make him as fearsome as a human as heâd been as a dragon. And that would take time.
He ground his blunted teeth together; he hated waiting. Hated it. But let the traitors think they were safe for a while longer. It would be all the sweeter when he ripped that feeling of safety away, just as they ripped Mother away from him. His brothers. His home.
They would feel his pain. And then they would feel nothing at all.
#daenerys targaryen#drogon#mother of dragons#got au#team targaryen#team daenerys#daenerys appreciation#drogon appreciation#my fic#my moodboard
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PPG One-Shot: Mall Santa (Boomer/Mike and Brick/Blossom)
Summary: To earn a little extra cash over the holidays, Brick, Mike, and Boomer agree to help out their buddy Todd at a Mall Santa gig. Shenanigans ensue.
This one is for @snailbutters, @genovah, and @hanaokm. Merry Christmas and happy holidays! Enjoy some Boomike, Blossick, and Capri Sus on me.Â
[Cross-posted to AO3]
xxx
There were a lot of things Todd needed: a haircut, for one. His black hair was getting too long for gel and it was really pushing the boundary between greaser sexy and sad trash hobo. Money, for another. But like any other 21-year-old townie with a high school education and two restaurant jobs, he always needed money.
A new best friend, for yet another.
âIâm not your best friend,â Brick snapped as he tied a black tie around his neck. He needed to leave in ten minutes if he was going to be early for his dinner meeting with Oliver Morbucks.
Todd put a hand over his heart like it might fall out of the wound Brickâs words had stabbed there. âDude, of course you are. Iâm totally sorry if I ever gave you the wrong idea.â
Brick grimaced so hard he was sure heâd end up constipated. âNo, you idiot. I know you think Iâm your best friend. Youâve never shut up about it, even after we graduated high school. Iâm pretty sure the whole fucking Peninsula knows it the way you go around shouting it when youâre blasted.â
Todd looked like heâd just received news that his favorite nana wasnât dying of cancer after all. âOh, cool. For a second there I thought I really hurt your feelings. You know youâre kinda sensitive, right?â
Oh god.
âWhat do you want, Todd? I have a really important meeting and Iâm not missing it for your bullshit.â
Brick checked his reflection in the bathroom mirror in his one-bedroom apartment in downtown Townsville. It was a shitty hole-in-the-wall kind of place, but Brick was used to squalor. His break was coming, he could feel it. If tonightâs meeting went over well, heâd have a more steady revenue stream and, more importantly, the connections and clout the Morbucks name brought to open doors. All the long days at Redâs Auto Shop saving and scraping by would finally pay off, and just in time for Blossom to graduate from college. It was perfectly planned, meticulously manipulated, all down to this last pivotal dinner.
âCool, no big deal! I just need to know if youâre free this weekend.â
âFree to do what?â Brick indulged him, because Todd was one of the few people on this planet who wasnât 100% intimidated by his very presence.
âTo help me with this Mall Santa gig I got. Harry Pitt was supposed to be my number two elf, but he ate some bad prawns and they had to, like, airlift him to Citiesville General.â
Brick stopped everything he was doing and glared at his second-to-best friend, which was a key fact because second was not the same as first. âWhat the fuck did you just say to me?â
âI know, right?â Todd knew his way around Brickâs embarrassingly small bathroom, opened up the hair wax, and fixed Brickâs styling job. âDude always had a weak stomach, you remember. But you donât fuck with bad prawns. I mean, obviously.â
Brick swatted Toddâs hands away and checked his reflection. It was definitely an improvement. âNot that; the Mall Santa thing, obviously!â
âOh, yeah. So youâll help me out?â
âFuck no.â
âAw, Briiiiiiick,â Todd whined.
Brick grabbed his dinner jacket from the closet barely big enough to fit a small, starving child. Todd, who had latched onto Brick in the seventh grade like a goddamned barnacle and never let go no matter how hard Brick tried to push him away, followed. âNot if you paid me.â
âYouâll get paid! Itâs $20 an hour!â
Brick hesitated over the threshold. âThatâs higher than minimum wage.â It was higher than his hourly rate at the garage too.
âSeasonal gigs, man. Thatâs how you win.â
âItâs seriously fucking not.â
Todd, one of three people in the universe who actually cared about Brick on a personal level even though he wasnât obligated by blood, made his blue eyes big and wide in a way that reminded Brick of Puss-n-Boots from Shrek, Toddâs favorite movie. âCâmon, bruh. Do your bestie a solid? Just this once? I really need the money and they wonât let me keep the gig without two elves to fill in. So please? Pleeeeeeease?â
And Brick, former scourge of Townsville, a Super with the power to literally raze the planet if it so much as tickled his fancy, and the dictionary definition of the boy every father dreads his perfect, pretty little girl falling for against her better judgment, cracked like an egg.
âFor fuckâs sake,â he groused. âJust text me the time and place and get out of my face already.â
Todd punched the air with both fists. âYes!! Oh, hell yes! I love you so much, dude.â
âBlow me.â Brick checked his watch. Shit, now he was merely on time.
âIâd consider it an honor,â Todd said, probably literally serious.
xxx
Boomer rolled glitter on his cheeks and around the edges of his dark blue eyes with the help of a compact as he huddled behind the North Pole set on the first floor of the Townsville Mall. When he was satisfied that he sparkled like the tinsel-festooned Christmas trees in Santaâs twelve-by-fifteen-foot âforestâ themselves, he discreetly re-emerged just as the latest child slid off Santaâs lap.
âMerry Christmas, Dan!â bellowed a red and white-clad Todd behind an enormous, curly beard. âRemember to brush your teeth!â
The little boy ran back to his parents, who were having a word with the photographer about purchasing a picture of their son on Santaâs lap. Before Boomer could follow them, Brick was quick to cut him off.
âWhere the hell were you?â he demanded. Sour as an un-sugared plum in his festive, candy-striped elf costume, Brick may have absolutely intimidated the seven-year-olds waiting in line with their parents for a turn on Santaâs lap, but Boomer only allowed him a bemused smile.
âWhy, I was making toys for the good little boys and girls who came to visit us here at the North Pole,â Boomer said in a raised voice. He looped his arm through his brotherâs and let his power surge with enough force to turn Brick around and face the crowd that was definitely within hearing range. âIsnât that right, Elf Mursten?â
Brick pushed back with inhuman force, but Boomer held his ground with a smile as bright as the glitter on his cheeks as a little girl in overalls trotted forward.
She giggled. âI like your hat.â
âThank you!â Boomer gushed, and he tipped his pom-pom-topped cap. âAnd whatâs your name?â
The little girl giggled again. âMy nameâs Alynn.â
âWell, Alynn, why donât you step right up and take a seat on Santaâs lap? Iâm sure he has a great present for a cool girl like you. Right, Elf Mursten?â
Brick glared medieval torture at him, and he managed a smile that showed too many teeth to be anything other than life-threatening. âOf course, Elf Buller.â
Boomerâs smile tightened.
âHo ho ho! Come on over, Santa doesnât bite,â Todd said.
âWhat a psychotic reassurance,â Brick said soft enough for only the Super brothers to hear.
âHey, Brick?â Boomer said, just as softly. âCheer the fuck up.â He gave his brother a bone-crushing squeeze around the arm and broke from him. Brick could be a sourpuss when he wanted to be (all the time), but he wouldnât mess up Toddâs Mall Santa gig when heâd bothered to show up and actually put in the effort at all. Complain as he might about Toddâs exuberance, Brick had always come through for his best friend since the seventh grade.
Boomer, on the other hand, had been very happy to accept Toddâs offer to work the two weeks leading up to Christmas. The hours were reasonable, the pay was good, and Boomer loved children. It was easy money in between local shows he and his garage band had booked over the holidays.
Plus, the photographer had a nice rack.
âOkay, Santa, Alynn. Look over here and say âjingle bellsâ!â A flash went off, and Mike Believe stood to his full height behind the tripod heâd set up for the dayâs pictures. Even in reindeer antlers and a bright, red-painted nose, Mike filled out every fold of his brown Rudolph outfit almost to the point of popping a button. His broad chest puffed out when he put his strong hands on his hips and grinned brightly like he wouldnât pick anywhere else to be right now.
Their eyes met, and Boomer flushed and smiled like a fool.
When Mike winked back at him coyly, his heart leaped into his throat. Mike had gotten home from college just two days ago, but the three weeks he had off for Winter Break would surely fly by like they did every year, and Boomer was determined to spend every moment together.
A tug on Boomerâs green tunic drew his attention. âCan I take a picture with you? Please?â the little girl asked.
Boomer beamed and scooped her up onto his hip. âOf course you can. Hey, Mike? Can you take one of us, please?â
âYou bet! Get in close, now.â Mike readied his camera.
âOh, wait a sec. Why donât you take this too?â Boomer removed his festive hat and put it on Alynnâs head. It was big on her, but she laughed happily.
They posed for the picture, and Boomer hugged her cheek to cheek.
âThanks!â The little girl tried to give him his hat back, but he pressed it to her chest.
âYou keep it. Merry Christmas. Remember to be good, okay?â
Alynnâs father was waiting with a hand for her to take when she ran back to him, yammering about how sheâd met Santa and his super cool elf friend, and Boomer watched them go.
âYou know youâll have to pay for that hat,â Brick said.
Boomer sighed and ran a hand through his cornflower hair. âYou know I look better without it.â
Brick frowned deeply. âUh-huh.â
âIf you keep frowning, your face will stick like that.â
âMoron.â
He always had to have the last word. Brick went to stack the empty boxes wrapped in bright, shiny paper, which was probably more productive than blowing up the entire display. Boomer left him to it. It was time for their mid-morning break, anyway.
Todd got up to stretch. âMan, who knew sitting could be so tiring, huh? Whack.â His phone buzzed, and he grinned when he saw the caller ID.
Boomer, however, had eyes only for Mike as the latter turned off his camera and put a sheet over the tripod to protect it. âWorking hard, I see.â
When Mike smiled, his dark eyes crinkled in the corners. He had a face made for smiling. âOh, you know. Just helping out some friends.â
Like Brick, Todd had asked Mike to help out behind the camera for this gig. Mike didnât exactly need the extra cash given his lacrosse scholarship that covered his college expenses, but the three of them had been as thick as thieves all through high school no matter what Brick said when he was annoyed. No way was Mike going to bail on the chance to help out a bro.
âThis is cute,â Mike said, running a thumb over Boomerâs sparkly cheek.
âIf only I could convince Brick to wear some,â Boomer said, lacing his fingers in Mikeâs as they shuffled to the side of the exhibit behind a blinking Christmas tree for a bit of privacy.
Mike chuckled. âThatâll take a Christmas miracle. But anyway, I donât want to talk about Brick right now.â
Their kiss was soft and mostly chaste, considering the venue, but Boomer didnât mind at all. He rose up on his toes to lean into his boyfriendâs superior height and smiled into their kiss. Even in the middle of the Townsville Mall with shoppers mere yards away, for a few seconds Boomer got lost in the fantasy of the forest and the snow drifts, bright lights and magic that came around only once a year and had always touched his heart in a way nothing else quite could.
âBabe! You got here quick!â Toddâs excitement and a small commotion around Santaâs throne drew the loversâ attention, and Boomer reluctantly broke the kiss. His Super hearing quickly picked up on what was going on.
âWhat is it?â Mike asked.
Boomer smiled wryly. âThat Christmas miracle you wished for. Come on.â He took Mikeâs larger hand in his and pulled him back toward the front of the display, where Todd had scooped up a very small, very fashionable Asian woman in his arms.
âOh my god, donât do shits in front of the innocent children, Toddy.â Hana patted her high bun and smoothed out her oversized black jacket once Todd released her.
âHey, I just missed you is all,â Todd said with a genuine smile like he had really, truly missed his girlfriend since this morning when they had last seen each other.
âYou guys are too cute,â said Bubbles with a giggle. As usual, she was adorable in blonde twin tails and a holiday-appropriate sweater dress. Shopping bags hung from both her arms, also as usual.
âRight?â Hana said, her deadpan façade melting completely as she beamed at her closest friend.
âNo contest.â Bubbles set down her small nation of shopping bags. âOh! Hi, Boomer!â She dashed to hug him in a flash of blue, and he caught her easily. âOh my gosh, I love your glitter. You look like a supermodel!â
Boomer laughed and hugged her back. âThanks for letting me borrow it. I really owe you.â
âDonât worry about it. Oh, but you definitely need some touching up. Here, let me justâŚâ
Mike had wandered over to Todd and Hana. âHey, Hana. Are you staying for the holiday?â
Hana shrugged. âYeah, my art show isnât until after New Yearâs. You know, Iâm always looking for more models.â She raised her eyebrows suggestively.
Mike laughed. âIâm honored, but Iâm really nothing special, honestly. You might try Butch.â
Todd guffawed. âOh man, Butch is, like, one of her top models! She painted him for what, six weeks last summer, babe?â
âSeven,â Hana said, dead serious.
Mike smiled nervously. âThatâs a lot of inspiration.â
âHe is very inspiring,â Hana said, deader and more serious.
âThat dude is goals,â Todd said, totally unironically.
âI guess I canât argue with that,â Mike said.
âAaaaand done.â Bubbles stepped back to admire her handiwork. âHonestly? Youâre the most beautiful elf the North Pole ever employed.â
Boomer snickered. âDonât tell Brick that.â
âDonât tell me what, now?â Brick emerged from his useless empty box stacking task, glitter-less and severely lacking in Christmas cheer.
Bubbles gasped, right on cue. âBrick! Where is your glitter? Get over here.â
Brick made a weird face. âWhat are you talkâhey!â
Bubbles all but accosted him with the glitter pen. Hana cheered and applauded, and Todd joined in because he liked to cheer and applaud in general.
âWhat are youâget off!â Brick shoved Bubbles hard, but a flash of pink caught her before she could crash into anything.
Blossom peered around her totally unfazed sister, a tray of lattes in one hand and her perfectly sculpted eyebrow raised. âBrick,â she said.
Brick swallowed. âBlossom.â
She looked nice in leggings and a sweater dress that matched Bubblesâ style, except where Bubblesâ was white, Blossomâs was a scarlet that rivaled the shade of Brickâs eyes.
âI brought you guys coffee,â Blossom said, her eyes trained on Brick even as she held out the tray.
Mike took the tray before it could become collateral damage in whatever was going on between the two of them.
âHere you go.â Mike offered one to Boomer, who gratefully accepted it.
âThanks!â
âI thought you werenât getting home until tomorrow,â Brick said, as if he and Blossom were the only two people there.
âChange of plans,â Blossom said. âProblem?â
Brick seemed to remember what he was wearing and snatched his elf hat from his head. He bunched it up between his hands like that would hide his imagined shame. âItâs fine.â
It wasnât fine, clearly. But it wasnât Boomerâs place to intrude. He would have been extremely happy for it to end there, but sadly Blossom, like his brother, had a flair for the dramatic and an affinity for the center of attention.
She sauntered up to him and smeared the bit of glitter Bubbles had managed to draw on his cheek before heâd shoved her off. âGood,â she said, half an invitation and half a challenge.
Brick didnât bend easily. Boomer knew his brother as well as he knew himself, and he knew Brick didnât relent, never gave in unless he was well and truly beaten, which was rare. But he slackened now, lips parting and eyes falling. Even though his arms stayed stubbornly at his sides and he didnât do something as scandalous as hold his girlfriendâs hand in public, he melted under her touch and attention.
âAll right! Bloss, youâre back early! This is massive, like, supernova massive,â Todd said. âHey, I know! Letâs throw a party at mine tonight! Brick said you werenât coming back for another couple of days, so this is like a cool early Christmas present to all of us.â
Bubbles gasped. âOh my gosh, yes! Letâs all go to Toddâs tonight, just like we used to. Iâm calling Robin right now.â
âWe can make it a real Christmas party,â Blossom said. Somehow, sheâd gotten ahold of Bubblesâ glitter pen and now smeared a generous amount on Brickâs cheeks until he gleamed without suffering a nuclear meltdown. A Christmas miracle, indeed.
âYouâll wear the Santa suit,â Hana said. Demanded.
âHo ho ho! You got it, babe.â
âThat thingâs a rental,â Brick said. âAnd itâs, like, 75 degrees outside.â
âIf he gets too hot, Iâll hose him down,â Hana said.
Brick smartly decided not to press her on that one.
âI like your elf costume, Brick,â Blossom teased. Maybe.
âIâm burning it as soon as I get paid,â Brick said.
âI thought it was a rental like Toddâs?â
He hesitated, trapped by his own logic, and she laughed softly and kissed the side of his mouth. Brick froze and played it off like it didnât affect him, but his eyes were drawn to Blossomâs lips for the next six whole minutes. Boomer really didnât get why he had to make everything so damn complicated.
âHey, hombres, our break is up and I see a super cute kid waiting to sit on the softest lap in Townsville,â Todd said, sinking back onto his candy cane throne and patting his lap.
Brick visibly cringed.
âIt could be worse,â Mike whispered to Brick. âAt least this time we get to keep our shirts on.â
Boomer smiled at the memory of Toddâs last seasonal gig heâd roped Brick and Mike into over the summer. The shirtless carwash had admittedly been one of his more rewarding part-time jobs, and Boomer had the photo evidence to cherish the memory extremely fondly.
Blossom and Hana retreated behind Mike while Bubbles finished up her phone call with Robin and Brick admitted the next child on set.
âWelcome to the North Pole,â he said with all the cheer of an old tire. Nonetheless, his cheeks dazzled. âWhatâs your name, kid?â
She looked up at him but didnât say anything. Boomer noticed her shyness and decided he better intervene.
âHey there,â he said, taking a knee so he could be on her eye-level. âMerry Christmas.â
That alarmed her even more, and she hugged Brickâs leg.
âWhat theââ Brick put his hands up like he didnât know what to do with them. âGreat.â
The girlâs parents were busy talking to Mike about the picture packages and didnât seem to notice what was going on.
âUh,â Boomer said, ready to flag them down before the little girl got scared or started to cry. Theyâd been lucky this morning with only one child throwing a temper tantrum out of the tens theyâd seen.
âAll right, kid. I hope you have a good grip.â Brick floated off the ground with the little girl clinging to his leg and flew over to Toddâs throne.
Boomer was so flabbergasted by his brotherâs gross disregard for this childâs safety in front of her parents that he was momentarily stunned where he kneeled. It was over in about two and a half seconds, with her parents none the wiser and the little girl still in one piece, miraculously. Brick peeled her off him and dropped her on Toddâs lap.
âName,â Brick demanded. And then, reluctantly: ââŚTo check you off the Nice List.â
The little girl looked up at him with wide-eyed wonderment, or maybe fear. âMorana.â
âMorana. Super. Tell ToddâI mean, Santaâwhat you want. And smile for the camera.â
Todd didnât miss a beat and wrapped his arms loosely around her to hold her safely in place. âMorana, thatâs a pretty name. Wanna tell me what you want for Christmas?â
Morana pointed at Brick. âThat one.â
Brick turned as red as his messy man bun. Todd wheezed.
âOh, yeah? Well, that oneâs taken, but I bet I can get you a picture together. How âbout it?â Todd asked.
Boomer was up and moving in a blue flash. âThat can be arranged.â He shoved his brother with a healthy burst of Super strength, and Brick all but fell on his knee next to Toddâs throne. Boomer waved back at Mike for the picture.
âBig smile now!â Mike said cheerfully, and snapped the picture.
âWhat the hell is up with these kids?â Brick asked when Morana skipped back to her parents and started chattering at them in a language Boomer didnât recognize but assumed must be all good things from the way she grinned from ear to ear. âThey get bolder every year.â
âOr youâre just getting softer,â Boomer teased.
âYeah, right.â
Blossom laughed at something Hana said on a nearby bench, drawing both their eyes.
âWhatever you say, man,â Boomer said.
xxx
Toddâs party was a nostalgic and long-overdue affair later that evening. Unlike Boomer, who had to make do in a small studio apartment on the outskirts of Citiesville where the rent was more manageable and his commute didnât matter when flying anywhere took only minutes, Todd lived in a big house he took care of for his often absent, globe-trotting parents. Blossom, Bubbles, and Robin had taken the initiative and strung up Christmas lights, while Boomer created and managed the playlist for the night. They had a good crowd with old friends from high school and new ones from work and college gathered for no excuse other than to have a good time.
Butch, Buttercup, Mike, and Todd had set up beer pong in the basement, where most of the festivities were taking place. As usual, the shit talking and macho bravado had soared to ludicrous heights.
âCome on, BC,â Todd goaded. âMoney shot, right here.â He fluffed his Santa beard, the ends of which were damp with beer. Buttercup had one cup left to hit.
âIâm about to straight-up tea bag you with this ping pong ball, Todd, I swear to god.â Buttercup tried to focus on her aim after too many beers and the distraction of Toddâs stupid Santa beard.
âDo it, fucking do it,â Butch said, bobbing on the balls of his feet and slightly manic with the competition and holiday cheer, probably.
âIâm gonna fucking do it!â
âI donât think you can fucking do it,â Mike said.
âOhhhhh!â Butch hollered when Buttercup lost her temper and threw the ball too hard. It bounced off Toddâs beard and fell on the floor, leaving the last cup untouched.
âMike, you cheater!â Buttercup shouted.
Mike burst out laughing.
âAll riiiiight, the Toddsterâs final shot. You filming, babe?â Todd asked.
Hana, across the table from Boomer, had her phone out and poised. âKick their asses, Toddy.â
âYeah, bring it on, Toddy,â Butch jeered.
âOh, itâs about to be brought.â
âOh god, please, you peaked in high school,â Buttercup said.
âHey, he plateaued,â Mike said. âThereâs a difference.â
âJust take the damn shot!â
Todd shot, hit the rim of the solo cup, and missed. Buttercup and Butch threw up their hands and whooped. They were still in the game, and the stakes were even higher now.
Boomer squeezed Mikeâs arm in a silent excuse and went to change the musicâŚonly to find Brick and Blossom making out in the hallway like it was their last night on Earth.
The music was fine, he decided. No need to interrupt Brick and Blossom trying to fuse with the wall and face his brotherâs cock blocked wrath. Discreetly, Boomer snapped a picture on his phone and texted it to Bubbles.
[Boomer: Shooketh]
Bubblesâ reply was lightning fast.
[Bubbles: More like shattered!!]
[Bubbles: Better get out of there before they catch you lol đ]
After another hour (and Brick and Blossomâs reemergence from the wall in one piece with not a hair out of place because god forbid), Boomer and Mike decided to head out early. They went back to Boomerâs apartment, where a very excited Pomeranian welcomed them home.
âHi, Pumpkin!â Mike brightened like the sun and scooped up his favorite girl, left in Boomerâs care while he was away at college. âWhoâs ready for a walk?â
They walked Pumpkin and let her tire herself out running around the suburban neighborhood where it was too late at night for any cars to be out. A half hour later, they were curled up on the loveseat with Pumpkin snoozing in her fuzzy bed at their feet and an old black-and-white Christmas movie playing on low volume on the television.
âHey,â Boomer said, lifting his head from Mikeâs chest to look at him properly.
Mike set aside the hot chocolate heâd been drinking and pulled Boomer up by his waist. âHey, you. What is it?â
Boomer smiled. It was silly, really. âItâs nothing.â
âOh?â Mike returned his smile and leaned closer. He smelled like soap, a hint of chocolate, and something else that made Boomer want to bury his face in his neck.
âJust happy,â Boomer said.
âReally? I canât tell.â
Boomer sat up a little higher. The neck of Mikeâs old lacrosse jersey he wore dipped down his shoulder, too big on him and softer than a cloud. He pressed a chaste kiss to the underside of Mikeâs jaw. âHow about now?â
âHm, nope, I donât think I quite got that.â
Boomer threaded his fingers though Mikeâs short, dark hair at the nape of his neck. Feeling coquettish, he gave his ear a nip. âHow about now?â
Mike shifted on the couch and pulled Boomerâs bent legs onto his lap. His voice was as warm as the hot chocolate heâd been drinking. âI think Iâm starting to get a vague understanding.â
Boomer laughed and painted a trail of kisses along Mikeâs jaw, up his chin. He pressed a strong hand to his chest and put a little power behind it. Centimeters apart, he could taste the lingering heat of the hot chocolate on Mikeâs breath. âAnd now?â
Mikeâs eyes drooped and darkened. His hands slipped around Boomerâs waist, under the jersey, a silent entreaty. âI think you can do a little better than that, Angel.â
The secret nickname broke Boomerâs resolve, and he kissed his boyfriend full on the mouth with all the confidence and shamelessness he couldnât give him that morning at the mall surrounded by children and their parents. Mikeâs shirt soon found its way to the floor along with Boomerâs borrowed jersey. The loveseat was too short to accommodate Mikeâs height comfortably, and after a few moments Boomer held him close and flew them to the bed in a flash.
âIâll never get over how hot that is,â Mike said, breathless.
Boomer blushed, unable to help it. He was careful with his strength around Mike, but sometimes the X bonded to his bones pushed him to the raw, carnal boundaries of humanity. Mikeâs hand on his cheek drew him out of those spiraling thoughts.
âI mean it,â Mike said. âI love that part of you. And I trust you completely.â
Words did not come easily, nor did they seem appropriate in that moment. Boomer bent to kiss Mike again and pull him as close as he could get. Wrapped up in the warm sheets and each other, Boomerâs silly little thought that he had never been happier grew and swelled to heights he never could have imagined before Mike. They lay there together, lazy and sleepy, as the credits of their forgotten holiday movie played on the television.
âOne more semester,â Mike said, âand then I graduate.â
âI canât believe youâre almost a college graduate,â Boomer said. âIt feels like you left ages ago.â
âFour years is a long time, but itâs not forever. And you should get ready.â
Boomer looked up at him. âReady for what?â
âTo move, of course.â
âMove?â
âHey, I love how cozy your apartment is, but Iâm pretty sure Pumpkin would appreciate her own room once weâre living together full time.â
Boomer sat up properly. âYou⌠You want to move in together? With me?â
âOf course! The only question is, where do you want to go?â
Boomer covered his mouth. Of course he had thought about getting a place with Mike, but that always seemed like the distant future. What if they didnât stay together? What if the long distance was too hard? What if Mike met someone else at college? Brick didnât talk about it much, but after a few too many drinks one night the year Blossom and Mike both left for college, heâd confessed how afraid he was that he would lose her forever. How can the old be exciting and fun compared to the amazing, new adventures she would be having?
But from the way Boomer had caught them all but absorbing each other at Toddâs tonight, Blossom seemed perfectly happy to keep him. And MikeâŚ
âYouâre serious,â Boomer said.
âIâve never been more serious.â Mike took his hand and kissed his knuckles carefully. âI canât wait to start our lives together.â
Boomer could have cried. He almost did. Life was hard, even for a Super like him. With endless bills to pay and the occasional monster to dispose of, sometimes he felt like he was being pulled in too many directions without anyone there to help pick up the slack. But this⌠This was his.
âMe too,â Boomer said. âAnd I donât care where we go, as long as itâs together.â
âWell, cool. In that case, if youâre not opposed to it, was thinking farther north, like Metroville. There are some great photography jobs there that I want to apply for, and the music scene is bigger than it is hereââ
âYes! A hundred percent yes, letâs do it. When do we leave?â
Mike laughed. âJune 1st, as soon as they hand me my diploma.â
Six months. It had a date now. Unthinking, Boomer threw his arms around Mikeâs broad shoulders and hugged him tight. âIâll mark my calendar.â
âItâs a date.â
Incidentally, they did not get much sleep the rest of that night.
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I told myself I wasnât going to do a ton of fluff, but damnit all, Boomike is SUPER CUTE and I couldnât help myself. Let them have the happy ending they deserve. Thanks for reading!
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Little Bird: Chapter 41
Read on AO3. Part 40 here. Part 42 here.
Summary:Â You need Kylo Ren to understand. He needs you to understand, too.
Words: 3900
Warnings: an attempt at emotions
Characters: Kylo Ren x Handmaid!Reader
A/N:Â Is this angst? Is this how you write angst? Is it angsty enough? Hahaha.
Thank you all very much for reading. Only four chapters left, and I am honestly terrified! Haha. I really hope you enjoyed this chapter, I tend to like the ones where I can attempt something new. I want the emotional beats to feel correct.Â
I love y'all very very much. THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU.Â
You were awake.
Your bed was stone, a slab that poked through your flesh into the bone, forcing adjustments between tired sighs. Even though this movement exhausted you, you found it impossible to sleep.
It couldnât have been the baby. After all, it was blueberry-sized at this stage, a time when most women didnât even know they were pregnant. And it couldnât have been pain, as most of it had subsided, or faded to a pleasant, ambient hum in your nerves, far more comforting than distressing. It couldnât have been hunger, either--at least not anymore. Sneaking food from the kitchen after sunset had quelled your raging stomach.
But you still found it impossible to sleep.Â
It was obvious, of course, why you couldnât, but it was a memory you wanted to avoid processing. Johanaâs tattered voice, gleaming tears, her admission--I give up, you won--played in your head like a busted cassette tape, rewinding with a sickening click every five seconds. Your Commanderâs decision, his cruelty, that remained unprocessed too, a willing rejection of his apparent reckless obsession. You would not, could not consider just how deep, how desperate this obsession was, would and could not consider the urgency of its terrible course.
If you considered it too long, you would feel its twin, the ache in your blood, the silver pulse of your own mirrored need--and know its depth and its desperation as easily as you knew to breathe.
You sat up in a sigh. Beyond your porthole window, the quarter-moon was an opal shimmer over the garden, and the only stirring residents outside were crickets, grasses shifting with the whispered wind. If you were going to be awake and miserable, you could at least gaze into something other than your own empty ceiling--so you rolled out of bed with a groan, deciding bare feet and a nightgown were plenty appropriate for a time where you planned for no one else to see you.
On your tip-toes, the creak of wood could be mistaken for the settling of an old home, your fingers skimming the walls for stability while you crept down the steps and through the darkened halls. You werenât sure what time it was, but you knew your Commander to be a man of little sleep and littler compromise--seeing him was the last thing you wanted at this moment. When you reached the back door, you held your breath, flipping the lock and easing the knob to the left, prying it open, only to be greeted with a huge black shadow.
âJesus Christ!â You bit a scream between your teeth, stumbling back--as your vision focused, heat rushed you. It was a Knight Templar. âUm. Hello.â
âWhat are you doing here?â This was Ushar again--you recognized his voice from earlier--and you relaxed, slightly. Your awkward moment with him was already addressed. âYouâre not permitted to leave the premises.â
Another sigh escaped you, and you crossed your arms. You wouldâve felt more embarrassed to be only in your nightgown if he hadnât already seen everything else.Â
âIâm not leaving,â you replied. âI just want to be outside for a second.â
Ushar glanced into the garden, then back to you. Or at least, you thought he did. Helmet and all of that. âItâs late. The Commander will expect you to be sleeping.â
âWell, to be honest, I donât really care about that right now.â You went to push past him, and he side-stepped to follow you. âOh, come on,â you said, âwhy are you even here? Heâs home, he shouldnât need you.â
âWeâre on duty until his meeting with the Council tomorrow.â
You blinked. âOh. I thought all of that was today.â
He shook his head. âPreparation. Tomorrow is execution.â A pause. âFiguratively speaking.â
Dread sank its tiny teeth into your stomach. âOr maybe literally, knowing him.â
Ushar cleared his throat. âYes,â he said. âWell.â
Silence settled between you. Strange, to speak with a man who had, less than 24 hours ago, stood in a circlejerk to spatter you with sperm, and stranger still to converse casually with him about the fact that your mutual Commanderâs preferred solution to any issue was to blow its brains out.
âWell.â You cleared your throat, too, as if this would ease the tension in any meaningful way. âLook. I just want to walk around the garden a little bit. You can stand and watch me the whole time.â Half-grinning, you held up three fingers. âScoutâs honor.â
âWhatâs that?â
âOh. Um. Boy Scouts?â Your shoulders sagged. More heat at your face. Perhaps the strangest thing of all was the reminder that anything and everything familiar had been razed like a forest by Gileadâs flame. âThey were like. A thing. BeforeâŚâÂ
âNever heard of them.â Ushar paused, and pivoted to the side. âGo ahead. Donât be long.â
âThank you.â
Pinching your lips between your teeth, you slipped outside, neglecting the stone pathway and cutting into the grass. The little blades were fuzzy at your feet, wedging between your toes, and the air cleaned your lungs, the sky a lonely galaxy beyond the hedges and the yard. Gold twinkle lightning bugs flickered between the flowers, hovered above the pond, the sole source of light outside of the sterling moon and stars. You peeked over your shoulder at your sentinel--but he was motionless, observing you in silence.
Your feet carried you past the bench into the mini-maze, catching sight of the birdfeeder, the bag of seed. The Marthas hadnât gotten to it, yet--not that they would have had time to--and in its day and a half of neglect, the bag had toppled over, spewing seed onto the ground, the feeder abandoned in two pieces by its side. It seemed almost rude, now, to see this mess and decide it was a job for someone else. With a shrug, you strode over, heaved the bag onto its bottom and started scooping handfuls of tiny kernels, dumping them back in.
They spilled like water through your fingers, raining onto your feet and the dirt--you seemed no closer to your goal with the next scoop than you had with the one previous. Another one, and another, and still the seed scattered, palms empty before you reached the bag. Sighing, you gave up, choosing instead to grab the feeder and pop on its top. As you gathered both halves in your hands, the backdoor opened, and you froze.Â
âWhere is she.â
Your throat thickened. You dropped the feeder. He was here.
âSheâs beyond the hedges, sir,â Ushar replied. âShe just--â
Scuffing soles on stone cut him off, storming toward you--and you remained, unflinching. Even if you wanted to run, there was nowhere for you to go.
Kylo charged the corner into the maze, still dressed in black, his shirt unbuttoned low enough to expose his clavicles, which you hated to acknowledge. At the sight of you, he stalled, capturing you in his gaze, focusing on your figure, curves draped in your white nightgown, your breasts unbound, your hair wild vines over your shoulders. He swallowed, air rolling through him, attention drifting to your face. The muscle under his eye fluttered, his fists furled.
âYou werenât in your room.â
You knew hadnât imagined it--the tremor in his voice, the quiver at his chin. He didnât sound angry. He sounded scared.
âI couldnât sleep.â
Kylo took a single step--the distance between you seemed at once too great and too smothering, and he stopped, drawing a long breath through his nose. He stared, held it, chest rising, then released it, hands relaxing as he exhaled. His gaze slid to the hedge, tracing the woven ropes of leaves through the trimmed branches, wandering to the grass and landing there. The crickets hummed in the void. You wouldâve asked why he had headed to your room if he hadnât made the answer so plain to your eyes.
âThe first time we met here,â he began, âI said I wanted to know you.â
You offered a slight shrug. âWeâve definitely become more familiar.â
âI do know you.â He glanced up. âI know that thereâs a part of you that wants to stay.â
âReally.â Frowning, you shifted on your feet, ignoring the warmth at your cheeks. âYou know that.â
Kylo stole a step. âYes.â Another, and another. âI do know that.â Two more, and his long legs had brought him within armâs length, his pupils wide in the night. âBecause thereâs a part of me that wants to leave.â
Oxygen escaped you, and you shook your head, averting your gaze. Crackled embers glowed in your heart; given his hesitations, his strangled frustrations, and your own inability to find resolve, this had been a part of him youâd already known. But to hear it from his mouth, given life on his lips, it was palpable. Tangible. You met his eyes again, paralyzed by their power--they were endless, brimming with emotion even you yourself had never been asked to name.Â
For a second, you forgot to speak, wondering how you could snatch this moment like spun glass in the air. Then you stepped closer, and grabbed his large, strong hand.
âThen why donât we?â you murmured. âWe can go. Just be. We can forget all of this.â
Kylo fled--for only a millimeter--before steeling himself, curling his hand around yours, and bringing it up to his face. He examined your thumb--now scabbed, but still sore, and stroked it with his own. Satisfied, he wove his fingers between yours, pulled you to his chest.Â
âAll of this,â he said, âis under my control, now. I can keep you safe.â His other hand cupped your cheek, fingers coasting over your skin. âMake you want for nothing.â
Staring into him, into the vortex of his gaze, you tried to swallow the thickening desire to admit the only thing you did not want him to know.
âYou keep saying that,â you replied, tugging his hand from your face. âBut as long as Iâm in Gilead, I will never want for nothing.â
His hand squeezed yours. âThereâs more I need to do.â
You shook your head again. âWell, even if you could make that happen--â
âI can.â
âEven if you could.â You unwound your grip from his, stepping away. âWhat about everyone else?â The Resistance, the car chase, Poeâs head, Snokeâs mansion, the dress, the party, Tera Jackson, the Widows, the Wives, Johana--all dangled above your brain, a broken mobile composed of the casualties of your affair. âItâs not enough, itâs not fair to change my life when it makes everyone else suffer,â you said. âWhy not just live a life where you donât have anything you need to change?â
He raised a brow, as if he hadnât understood the question. âBecause I need to.â
You sighed. âBut why?â
Kyloâs gaze broke from yours, aiming beyond you as his tongue traced his teeth in thought. A soft exhale, and his attention returned. âThe world was flawed, before Gilead.â
âGilead has only made the world more flawed.â
He grumbled. âDo you understand what happens to those without direction?â he asked. âWithout order?â You were silent, waiting for him to continue--he speared you with his stare. âChaos.â A tension in his throat. âSuffering.â
âThose without directionâŚâ Head tilting, you searched his face. Puzzle pieces shifted close, edges locking--his rage, the graveyard, his terror, his Wifeâs own words. âIf the world wasnât flawed, you wouldnât have been abandoned,â you said. âThatâs what you think.â
His eye twitched, jaw rigid. âIt made sense.â Blowing air through his nose, he paced around you, fingers curling in and out of fists. âSnoke made sense. At first.â He huffed. âBut he was just as flawed.â Steady and still, you watched him, watched his thoughts race through his mind, watched while he struggled to match them with words he had never had to speak. âOnly I understand the consequences of chaos. Only I have the capability to perfect this.â
It emptied you, his hopelessness, his resignation that the only way out of his depthless hatred was to drown it in a void of control. You knew another way--knew it was nested within the words you couldnât say.
You sighed. âYou think that will fix it?â you asked, folding your arms over your chest. âYou think that will make you satisfied? More whole?â
Kylo rounded, shoulders pinned back, a predatory curve to his spine. âWere you satisfied with life before Gilead?â he asked. âThe loneliness. The uncertainty.â He drew closer, trapping you in his gaze. âFalling asleep empty. Waking up in agony.â Inches from you, he clutched your shoulder, turning you toward him, brushing your hair to your back. âI know your life, little bird.â His hand pinched your chin, his tone tinged with ire. âI know it because it was mine.âÂ
Heat flashed through your spine. âIt still is your life,â you growled, swatting his wrist and backing away, âyouâre still miserable. And itâs still my life too, and it will be as long as you keep me!â
âYouâre miserable,â he said, following you step for step. âYou are the one who said you wanted all of me.â He was chasing you, stalking you as you retreated further into the maze, eyes rimmed gold in anguish. âAnd now you want to leave. Like everyone else.â
Your heart fractured. âKylo--â
âI will end the Council if I need to.â He was black-winged in the moonâs shadow, a luminous Lucifer. âI will tear out every tongue that threatens your life if it will keep you here.â
A branch caught your sleeve, and you stumbled for only a moment, chin stiff. The threat was not hollow, but it was equally not wise. In his wrath, Kylo Ren did not believe there was a fight he could lose. In your sanity, you did not believe there was even a fight to be had.
âYou can't do that. You know you can't.â A curly finger of the maze tugged you into the vines--you shrugged it off. âYou know you won't be able to keep me safe forever.â There was no cease to his advance, no glimmer of cessation. âJohana is right.â The words flew from your mouth in a bid to convince him. âThe Council won't stand by this. There's no such thing as divorce--â
âI donât care.â
â--thereâs no such thing as living with your Handmaid, I mean, do you expect us to get married--â
âI donât care!â
Rapt in his gaze, you stumbled again, back flush with a wall of leaves, and Kylo consumed you, a silhouette against the sky, swallowing your sight. One hand grasped your wrist, the other pressed to your cheek, his palm smooth, your skin hot at his touch. You resisted the urge to melt into it.
âI want you,â he breathed, your name a ghost on his tongue. âI need you.â His lips trembled. âYou are the only thing that makes sense.â
You were trembling too, quaking as you struggled to restrain the inevitability forming in your throat. Kylo Ren had been your Commander, the architect of your suffering. And he had been the only one in over three years to stir you, save you, see you--to care if you lived or died, to truly and genuinely desire not just your mouth, but the thoughts that came with it.Â
He had found you. You didnât want to be lost again.
âI want you, too.â You nuzzled his hand, and he led you closer. âI need you, too.â
Kylo gathered you against his body, the hand at your wrist sneaking to caress your back, his fingers carding through your hair. There was no vacancy in his eyes; they were flooded, overflowing with warmth, with worship. You felt it--the thump of that silver pulse, the genesis of a clandestine reality you wanted, with every screaming cell in your body, to speak into existence--felt its weight as an echo on his tongue. His lips parted, his focus falling over your face.Â
Words would damn you. So you thrust your hands in his hair and pulled him into a kiss instead.Â
He enveloped you, mouth meeting yours as if itâd been years, a tender groan cresting in his chest while his grip clung to you, seeking your flesh through cloth. Humming in bliss, you sketched over his scalp with your nails, basking when he gasped and shivered at your touch, your tongue slipping past his teeth and sliding over his own. He moaned into you, pressing you to his frame, breaking off only to kiss you again, lips touching once, twice, before his full, plush mouth massaged yours and his tongue returned. There was no fury, no primal insistence--Kylo cradled you and contained you, held you like a man who was terrified to lose you, terrified to let you go.
Soft lips skimmed yours, and he stepped between your legs, pressure digging the hedges into your back. You whimpered in shock--he stopped and snatched you to his heaving chest, seeking the origin of your pain. It almost made you laugh, this protective urge, when you still bore the bruises and bumps from the previous night. Grinning, you eased away, catching his face in your hand and forcing him to meet your gaze. His eyes swam, spinning oceans, eager and alive. Your breath hitched. It left your mouth without even trying.
âI donât want to leave you,â you said. âLeave with me.â
Kylo paused--you could almost see his mind reeling--as he stared at you. His chest fell with dejected air, and he held you closer, tighter. A strong hand returned, cupping your face again. His head offered the tiniest shake.
âItâs too late.â
Your heart fractured further. âNo, itâs not.â
His hold left you, then, comfort torn like skin from your bones when he stepped back. In summer air, you froze, icy without his embrace.
âWhat Iâve doneâŚâ He glanced to the side, pacing away, steps taking him a slow circle while he gazed into the corners of the mini-maze. âWhat Iâve done cannot be undone.â Looking back to you, the knot in his throat bobbed. âEven if I wanted it.â His hands clenched, unclenched, and he approached you again. âIf I leave,â he said, âit wonât be with you. I will be arrested.â The severity in his expression petrified you. âOr I will be dead.â
Perhaps, in the back of your head, youâd always known this, always known that escape was not a simple solution for a Commander, and certainly not a man like Kylo Ren. But to hear him acknowledge it too, to seal himself to his own inexorable conclusion--it decimated you.
âOh,â you said, as it was the only sound you could make for a moment. âWar crimes.â
Kyloâs head dipped in acknowledgement. âYes.â A pause, and he turned, thoughts cast across the yard, before swiveling back to you. âTo stay is the only way,â he said. âFor you to be mine.â He gestured to the garden. âFor this to be ours.â
You frowned. âOurs?â
His hand dove into his pocket, plucked his wallet free. Stone-faced, he flipped it open, fished into the slot and produced a folded piece of paper, presenting it to you as an answer. Cocking a brow, you pinched an edge, looking between him and the little note as you unfolded it.
One corner was swathed in smooth, swooping ink, the opposite end festering with wobbly attempts at leaved-lines. In the middle, they met, blooming into a tiny Eden--beautiful, borne from the hallowed recognition that suffocated, unspoken between your mouths.
âKyloâŚâ Chin quivering, you suppressed a laugh. âYou think,â you said, âafter all of this, what I want is, is⌠to what, control this with you?â
âNo.â His tone was serious. Sincere. âYou want freedom. You want me.â Stepping toward you, he took your hand, dwarfing it in his own. The heat of his body choked you. âBut we don't get to choose what we're owed, little bird. Destiny decides it for us.â His attention flitted to you and the drawing. âI know what roles we are meant to fulfill. This is not just mine.â His gaze bored into you, chaining you in a plea. âItâs yours.â
Kylo Ren did not want to leave. He wanted you with him. In power. In whatever capacity he decided.Â
The offer was not only disappointing, it was insulting. To think you would want to stay in a land where youâd watched women hang, to remain in a nation where, without him, you could never hope to survive. No matter what route you chose, with him, you lost. There would be no agency for you in a world where you reigned standing on cadavers. And for your child--there was no purity coming home to a burial ground.Â
You glanced at the drawing, mapping it to memory, imagining it in his pocket while he met with Council members, ferreted threats, worked late into the night--pictured it tucked away at his hip in the Audi, stowed somewhere safe on the Buzzard when he was with his men. And your fractured heart splintered into scarlet shards.
Meeting his eyes, you shook him free, taking the sheet in two hands. Without a blink, you shredded it in half, layered it, ripped again. You caged him in your stare, unflinching, as you turned the paper into flakes, tear by tear, and littered them across the grass. Kylo watched, carved from redwood: large and flushed and eerily still, until his gaze dropped to the ground. He was speechless--and the inevitable words burgeoned, a tangled mass in your throat again. This time, you said them.
âI hate you.âÂ
His eyes snapped to yours, struck black with horror--but before he could think to respond, or you could take it back, you fled, sprinting through the maze with your nightgown hiked to your knees.Â
There was no sound behind you, not even the crunch of boots, and you were grateful for it, grateful as you skipped past the pond and up the stone path, as Ushar veered to the side, as you pounded the halls and up the steps to the annex. You were grateful that you hated Kylo Ren, grateful that it would not hurt when you rended him from your heart, grateful that whatever route you chose, without him, youâd win.
It was gratitude, certainly, you felt when you opened the door to your room, an empty hole and empty bed. It was gratitude, too, that flooded you when you collapsed onto the mattress with a groan, and gratitude that stung your sight, flowed past your cheeks, stained your pillowcase. Thank God, thank God you hated Kylo Ren, thank God he was so easy to hate, thank God you would not ache when you left him behind, made a home without him, or gave birth to his child.Â
A tiny knock on your door. You stopped, cries arrested in your chest, as you cranked your neck to the threshold. Were it not for this timid request for permission, you wouldâve ignored it in belief it was the only person you did not want to see. Clearing your throat, you straightened and hopped onto your feet, wiping your face clear--not of tears, but gratitude--while you turned the knob and cracked it open an inch.
Johana, cloaked in a frilly blue robe, stood anxious in the hall. Her face twitched with fear, her eyes stark, her mouth tight. In silence, she held out her fist, and opened her palm.Â
The switchblade.
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Lichâs Puppet AU
It goes without saying this one is going to be a bit darker.
Mentions - @snow-covered-moonâ âs Shuri and polyship with her.
Warnings: I wonât cut these ones because there are some themes here. Mostly forced to drink something, and paralysis, mind control, and body modifications.
Perhaps she was careless, she tends to think she canât be harmed, yet she still has weaknesses. She is a spirit, and a spirit can still be lured under greater magic to be enslaved. She had thought she had great immunity, that nothing would control her the way Vanth did.
Yet she canât remember the last time she couldnât control herself. While conscious of everything she is doing. She knew better than to leave Vanth unchecked, the necromancy in Tam-Tara should have warned her of a presence. That the worse of her nightmares to come again was happening.
His magic still has deep roots within her, there will always be that stain in her as much as her right wing. Her entire body is on fire, it feels like acid slowly eating away at her, the flames of the undead were something she hated. They burned the very soul and scarred it. Her eyes and hair matched the form Vanth wanted.
Skin almost greenish to her brown, lime green eyes and white hair. She isnât even sure how she was snared. All she remembered was going on another mission for the scions. To check a tower in Coerthas, she could get close without alerting others. Or so she thought.
She had been chased down by a lunar Garuda. She knew the primal was fast, but given the alterations, the lunar alone caught up to her in no time. Kivera looked away from in front of her, till she flew pass the threshold of a tower. She had never been inside them, she felt dread from being in vicinity. Like Vanthâs magic scared her years ago.Â
Inside she had seen Ixal trapped to the walls, being used to empower the lunar primal. She keeps her feet from the ground, seeing it as fleshy matter more than an actual ground. She likens it to one of Vanthâs creations. Every part of her screams to leave, but she couldnât with her exit closed.Â
âWhat a surprise. Who would have thought you would be here.â Kivera freezes down to her spine, her feathers stand on end, bristling at the voice. She knows this voice, deep, hollow and raspy. It does the same thing regardless in chilling her to her soul.Â
âWhat are you doing here...â She keeps her hover even more for fear of what would happen if her feet connect with the ground. She had forgotten about Garuda, it seems the primal disappeared from her entirely, or was laying in wait. She was no longer her worry. What was, is the lich who she had thought she rendered deep in the pit she had made. The furthest deep of Tartarus that she had named it Agitazione, land of the unsuffering dead.Â
âWhy are you so surprised, you knew you canât kill me. Even with your awakening. Not even the power you command from above could do anything. I will always come back. It took a bit of time... you left me in ashes.â Kivera turns to see the being. Vanth. He had taken a form that allowed him to blend in with others. An older elezen, with graying hair. He looked like a holy man, but Kivera knew him as far from that. What he did was horrid to both heavens and underworld.
He enslaved the dead as puppets. He led the slaughter on hundreds if not thousands of women and men during the Salem trials, one that she remembers as her first cleanse to end an entire city. She couldnât touch the souls after Vanth took over their minds. Thanatos had instructed her, nothing good comes from a necromancer, and they did not want the souls tainted by a lich. They could not rest, nor would they ever. They chose blood magic and a great taboo together. Raising the dead is an unforgiveable sin among the underworld, tied in with enslaving the spirits was something that she was specifically trained to take out without hesitation.
Vanth was the reason she had lost two dear to her. Divinity at first when she was human, then Damien. Kivera realizes how in over her head she is. Yet she knows her loved ones, and the allies she has gained would not be able to fight someone like him. Not yet, Kan-E-Senna could, she was blessed in holy and light.
Kivera was not either of those, and she could feel her nerves on fire the longer she is lingering. In her shock she fails to notice the fleshy tendrils that creep up seeking aether energy. Kivera being full of it. All the bits had to do was connect with skin and start leeching her. How lucky would Garlean be if they score her as an ally. A powerful destructive force would raze everything. Vanth knows this, he always knew of her location, she is still a creature of habit, she clings to those that show her love.
Kivera remembers herself, and looks down to see the floor moving, arcing up towards her feet. The ends resembling a swarm of worms, making the reaper feel sick at seeing them move like this. She moves higher, and it is there that Garuda shows herself slamming full force into Kivera from the side, sending her into the nearest wall.Â
Kivera is fast to rebound but the walls have that same fleshy material. When she connects many tendrils surge to coil around an arm. Kivera burns them off and kicks her feet on the wall to get away from the, rubbing the others off her arms as they break apart.Â
Vanth just stands back to watch, keeping his control on the matter around. The imprisoned ixal reach to grab Kivera whenever she was close. The reaper not having a place to stand or rest without something trying to snare her. It will take one careless mistake on her part. One moment of weakness. Something Vanth knows every being to have. He just had to figure out where she will land to think she is safe.
Kivera fights more with Garuda, sending bursts of fire, while Garuda sends wind. They scrap together, talons and claws ripping at feathers, Kivera burning wings and biting her. Garuda using her feet and claws to grasp her target. She snares Kivera and soon pins her to a wall.
Vanth sees his chance, and swarms the tendrils onto Kivera. Each touched with a bright lime flame. Kivera feels something she hasnât felt in ages. Pain. Pure pain. The tendrils leech life while replacing with lich flames. The color in her skin greenish but stays brown, the black of her hair turns white, and her eyes that convey her emotions stays a pure bright lime color with a glow to them. She looked the same but altered in her appearance.
Kivera couldnât scream with the claw around her neck keeping her still. All she could even think was sparing those she loves. She rends her connection to Shuri, Estinien, Divinity and any of the children. Scions, she will never forgive them for sending her on this mission.Â
Vanth claps and Garuda lets Kivera down, he tests something snapping his fingers for Kivera to raise her arms. She does, there is a look of horror to her eyes at being controlled. Vanth approaches her and lifts her head. The elezen face he had chosen gives a sneer at such a prize he obtained.
âThere we are. What should have happened all those years ago. If only Damien was more compliant, you could have had both, him and this life.â Kivera only glares at him, her face the only thing she has control of. Garuda leaves disappearing now that the threat is over.
Vanth circles around Kivera keeping her standing straight, he notes her glaring. He needs her more compliant. Two ixals approach Kivera from behind and take an arm while Vanth gets her to kneel down. Ignoring the hissing under her breath. She doesnât take her eyes off of Vanth, unsure of what he is planning to do. He fishes an elixir like bottle off a belt he has, one he has safeguarded for the rare occasion he captured Kivera.Â
Kivera tightens her mouth knowing the liquid is for her. It is black in color, and she has seen it work once. When he used it on a maid girl back in Salem. It is to control her, it erases the mind, leaving it blank. Kivera is prided in her strong mind, but even she wonât be able to do much if it is in her system. He brewed it specific for her. A catalyst potion.
âThis will go smoother if you comply. Not like anyone is going to come save you from this. By the time they even get news of you missing, you are aware theyâre use to you going off and doing your own thing. They also know how powerful you are. They wouldnât think you would be overcome so easy. Yet you did put up quite a fight against Garuda. But it shows even a god slayer like you can still slip up against them.â Vanth raises Kiveraâs head, and she attempts to bite him, he uses the opportunity to hook his thumb into her mouth to keep it open.
Quickly he presses the bottle already opened with a flick of the cork off. Kivera wants to turn her head but canât from his control and the ixal. The liquid burns, like liquid fire in her body, searing from the inside out. With the bottle emptied and cast off to break somewhere. Vanth waits.
He kneels in front of her. He was always a tall man, he might have chosen a roegadyn for their height better. But they didnât fit the elegance he still holds. And would have raised suspicions. He had been around since Thordanâs end, leading people to follow him from the outskirts of Coerthas, those that disapproved of Aymeric still to the day.
How easy it is to lure people with the idea he can change things back the old way. Even more when he came across Fandaniel, giving him an idea of how to snare Kivera. Earning an ally through the ascian if it meant she would be dealt with.
Kivera feels white hot through her head, like everything she thought and knew was disappearing. It hurt to think, and it pained her to swallow, she tasted that bitter potion and she wanted to drag her tongue across the dirt. Though the only thing available would have been the fleshy floor of the tower. That disgusted her more.Â
Her last thoughts were to her loved ones. Sending apologies through the links as she burns them, her last chance to make sure they are safe.
âI am sorry... for what I am about to do. I have no choice. Please know... that the being that you will face.. is not me. Kill her.â Her laments to Divinity, she relays the same to Estinien, then too to Shuri. She ends the link before she loses herself, severing them entirely. They will feel it, like a piece of them is ripped out. She can see Divinity collapsing into tears, and the confusion on Estinien and Shuri following Divinity.Â
Kivera has told them endlessly, that things that a lich touches must be destroyed. That includes. Herself. It means a new cycle of spirits to begin, more tragedies to unfold. Kivera wishes even more that she could have used her former abilities. She lets her last thoughts be of the loved ones.
When she opens her eyes again, she looks up to Vanth. Her voice hollow and echoes in the tower.Â
âI am at your command.â One final touch to her, a bone wyvern rests on her. A gift but also a symbiote parasite to keep her under his control. Vanth folds his arms.
âGood, I wonât have you attack yet. We need to wait a little bit per Fandanielâs request for a better opportunity. Now come with me. We have much to do.âÂ
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Eros
Pairings: Kyungsoo x You
Genre: Fluff | Jane Austen AU
Warnings: None
Word Count: 1.4k
Description: Ancient Greeks insist that there are eight different kinds of love, each given a name that holds special meaningâŚEros: passionate love.
A/N:Â Requested by someone whose name is lost to the ether (Iâm sorry I hope you find this. I remember it was âKyungsoo x Reader by a lake plus neck kissesâ), and inspired by a post @monicaexolâ made here. Also because you seemed excited, @j-ppingâ.
|Â Storge | Eros | ?
There is strict protocol for how a lady's morning is carried out. There is fairly strict--but not as strongly enforced--protocol for her schedule the rest of the day on most occasions afterward. And there are supremely stringent rules to educate them with proper manners and etiquette, usually through classes. At last there are the most dangerous and exhilarating rules cultivated and given by society to every girl as she rises into a woman to prepare them for the rigors and wiles of men. One learns most of these by proxy. If one is blessed with a doting mother, or in fact perhaps sisters were the best teachers second only to the honest and civil conversation with a gentleman, one could be moderately informed of the absolute blunder that fondness breeds on first approach.
So was the path of all affairs before engagement. Gossip and whispers and rumors flew faster than a lark, and the bird that flew it there held the biggest sway in reputation. Promoting each attendant of a party at least a week before the occasion, with each household choosing their favorites. Particularly of the young men and women who were eligible for their matchmaker gambling. Encouraging men to dance with particular women to line their pockets with pride.
That was how most couples met. It was how you met your sweetheart. Your family tittered about the gentleman that had come to visit the hosts of the future soiree for the summer. Japing about his reputation for being curt and austere. In truth you had been intrigued by the tales of his character for it seemed that you should not wholly trust the word of the birds alone.
It was most wise to hold back judgment for when you arrived at the gathering, for you were afflicted in the heart the moment of introduction. Mesmerized by his dark, severe eyes; striking you immobile with but a moments gaze. The memory was as clear as glass in your mind. The shape of his eyes, the intelligence and intensity in his irises, the way your breath tightened as your bosom inflamed. Longing, lusting, light-headed. You'd never seen such eyes.
So were the eyes you sought out a month after the party. The morning had been much the same as any other; your handmaiden helped you dress. First was your shift; a plain cotton garment you often slept in. Then the simple clocked stockings, secured with ribbon garter at the knee. A petticoat was necessary for warmth and modesty. Then the stay was laced around your torso with a wooden busk center front for posture support and to keep the figure once the dress went on. Next were pockets which you enjoyed stashing trinkets in to take to your secret affairs. After a hip pad was added, the outer layers could go on. A petticoat, a white neckerchief that was tucked into the front of the stay to protect your neck and chest from the sun, and the actual gown. As the off-white material was laced at the front you gazed down at the pattern on your long sleeves. Little blue flowers were speckled everywhere, and you lamented the season of falling, an autumn's blush in the trees and on your cheeks. Lastly was the silk apron to separate you from the workers of the household, and shoes with little silver buckles. All together the outfit was quite hardy, and you were able to slink away after lunch past the garden and through a narrow wood to a lake.
It was often as a child your siblings would swim during the sweltering summers there. It was well secluded from prying eyes and ears, but the waters were far too chilled that time of year. The stillness reflected the trees encompassing the grounds, and in the center, the purest blue called out for your heart to shine with it; luminescent and alluring. Letting your mind wander. It was in those moments that the voice that had been torturing your thoughts smiled behind you.
"Would I offend you, if I were to admit how long a time I've watched you?"
A grin stretched your lips, turning to see him approach. A hand was lowering the hat from his head, allowing the short, silken ebony locks to shine under the brightness of noon. The black and white suit he wore was proper, however devoid of accessories it was. And he had dained to switch the regular coat for something of thicker cloth and longer gait, the hem brushing his calves. It was a navy hue, highlighting the horrifically vivid and ethereal glow to his tawny complexion. Your heart could not be tamed at his approach just as the ocean would never cease to reach for the shore.
"Instead I would offer a warning," you replied. "For you shouldn't stare at the sun too long."
The hat was discarded, forgotten on the grass as saltwater embraced the sand and tarried. A wry smirk twisted his lips as his eyes focused on yours. Always intense and enchanting, and the light reflecting enhanced the color within, the sun swimming among his whiskey irises. Intent on getting you drunk.
"Then let beauty blind me and allow my last sight to be of everything that is precious. You are the sun and stars. You are the mountains, and the fields, and rivers and lakes. Always to be cherished. Never to be violated. Only to be loved...vigorously."
Words which you had never thought would ever leave a mouth as pretty as his, let alone become a bastion for fondness; his lips tender on your neck after his stark proclamation. Air became a rare commodity, catching in your throat. The bawdy action sent ripples of excitement through your body, and you clutched him closer. The indecentness would serve as a warning but for the sentiment in his heart.
Their families had made different matches for one another before the night you met; smarter matches they would tell. It only revealed their ignorance on the subject of affection. For if there was never a coupling such as yours for the next century, then not another couple would suffer as greatly in a century if you were parted.
The pressures of high society had been choking him and you. The birds, and the parties, and loquacious old women so sapped of their own vitality in their dull lives as to make interfering with others' their sole hobby. There never seemed to be a caring hand; someone who didn't only seek the ends. Get married; nevermind the adventure in courtship. Nevermind reveling in the company of a kind intellect. Nevermind celebrating the magnificence of life steeped in wonder while laying entwined in soul, spirit and body. Nevermind love.
He was of a mind to yearn for conversation and contented silence with a partner. To stroll away and earn peace and happiness without a crowd or extraneous clothes and property. You wished the same, and in the space between, your passions collided; coalescing into something greater. Being wanted solely and completely as yourselves, you may be able to break through that foul and ugly mist that had strangled you both.
"Shall I never tire of your winsome character," you elated.
A gust of wind dusted your cheeks with chill and fluttered your skirts. His mouth stole another taste of your skin before pulling back to greet your gaze once more, inadvertently shielding you from the cold. You were acquainted with a mien he intimated was rendered by you unwittingly; warm and soft with a smile that could raze even the strongest of wills.
"The days after our meeting," he said. "I spent walking through gardens hoping they would drive away the heavy thought of care, and perhaps it worked as such for I am here, with you now...without a care in my heart but for you." Your mouth opened, but his words carried on before you could reply. "Despite what our respective relatives might assume, this hasn't been some summer dalliance for me, and as I know I must return home before we are beset upon by winter, I know I would be leaving my heart here with it. Therefore, with all my soul and self bared vulnerable, I would disclose one more thought...nothing would make me happier than to escort you home alongside me as my betrothed."
"Is...this a proposal?"
"With an answer that is yours to give as you please."
The lake's reflection rippled under the wind. He lifted a hand to your face and it betrayed his calm; trembling as fingers fondled stray locks of hair and moved them aside. Tumultuous tenderness as his drunken eyes studied every heartbeat.
To leave all you knew to venture with all you wanted to know. Rational thoughts absconded from your mind. To pretend you required to rationalize this at all was folly. You knew the answer, and when your love collided with his in a kiss, he did too.
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The Nicest People
Have you ever heard the saying âthe nicest people are the scariest motherfuckers when theyâre angryâ? Well, Angel Dust had never really thought much about it over his century of existence. However, on this particular day, that would all change.
Angel, even having grown up in a crime family, never thought much about that old saying. His family were scary to other people. Hell, Valentino was scary, but he was never nice in the first place!
Charlie though, the demoness who had brought him off the street after pissing off Valentino one too many times, who had actually cared about him and did her best to help him, was the kindest person in his little world. He didnât so much as breathe a word of his appreciation to anybody, but he knew that Charlie knew he cared about her. Angel likes to think that his small affections and their Friday night âmovie and cuddleâ tradition they had started over the last few years showed her that much.
That being said, Angel had seen nearly every emotion pass over the demonessâs face. Joy, sadness, fear, anxiety, she even got annoyed sometimes! But the only emotions he had never seen in those impossibly wide doe eyes, that now were narrowed slits, was disgust and...
Pure, carnal, rage. After all, Angel and most of the others thought that such a thing was impossible.
Until, that is, during this years purge. An angel had barged into the hotel lobby where everyone was crowded together, Alastor trying to comfort Charlie with wacky little songs, or cute little cheek kisses. The other occupants were there seeking comfort either in the presence of those who had become their friends, or in the cheap booze that Husker mixed up. Angel and Vaggie in particular were there to help Alastor comfort their friend and boss.
When the angel had burst through the front door, there had been a dead silence that permeated the room. Every sinner froze, eyes wide, unsure of the reason for its presence.
Charlie, teary eyed as she was, was the first to step forward, asking if one of the sinners had been redeemed, and if not, why they were here.
The angel had cocked its head, mask firmly in place, and its simple reply had been what sent Charlie off the deep end, âRedeemed? No, Iâm simply here to take care of a vermin problem.â
Before anyone could process that an angel actually just fucking spoke, Charlie was already in front of it, nose to nose. Her hair had broken from its usual band and was flaring wildly, her horns, instead of pointing straight to the ceiling, were twice their normal width and curled backwards like her mothers, her irises poison yellow, and her sclera glowing bloody red. Her teeth, while still a gleaming white, were even sharper than Alastorâs, âThen get. Out. Before I show you why Iâm the next in line for the Fallen Throne.â
âMove, demon. This is a job, nothing more.â
Charlie snarled before moving faster than any of us could track, wrapping her clawed hand around the angels throat before bodily throwing him back out the front doors.
All of the residents of the hotel were still in shock, but snapped out of it quickly when Charlie began stalking forward slowly, changing even more with each step. Her height beginning to rival Alastorâs, and three pairs of black feathered wings sprouting from her back, each wing tip decorated in a gleaming talon and the end feathers looked more like black razor blades, ripping apart her shirt and leaving her in only a bralette with her suspenders.
As Charlie walked outside the hotel, everyone had rushed forward to watch from the doors, Alastor being the only sinner bold enough to walk outside.
âHey Smiles, what do you think is gonna happen? Iâve never seen Charlie this fuckin pissed before.â
Alastor couldnât tear his eyes away from the beauty in front of him. His smile hurt his cheeks, âWhy, my effeminate fellow, I do believe that we are about to witness the death of an angel,â he paused, âyou might even be able to call him angel dust soon enough.â
Angel rolled his eyes at the horrible pun on his name. Before anything else could be said though, they all heard a groan from the ground where the angel laid. The sounds of screams around them nearly drowning it out. All eyes returned to the fight about to start before them.
Charlie allowed the angel to stand, her eyes casting an eerie orange glow upon the white dressed being. She stood tall, elegance emanating from her even in all her fury.
âHow dare an abomination such as you lay hands on me!â
âCorrection: it was only one hand. And it laid upon you for threatening me and MINE.â
And suddenly the ground around the two erupted, magma and hellfire whipped into a frenzy by the Princessâs temper.
Angel noticed another movement out of the corner of his eye, Vaggie had finished whispering something to Razzle and Dazzle, and the two disappeared into the shadows.
Charlie stretches out her wings for the first time in centuries and felt something inside her sigh with relief. âThis is what you were born to do. This is what you were meant for. Destruction. Razing the world. Punishing sinnersâ
Charlieâs snarling grin could cut diamonds at this point. She could sense everything around her. Each angel that was invading her territory. Trying to hurt her people.
It was time they leave.
Just as the angel reached for their weapon, Charlie moved. She sprung forth with all the fury within herself. Two sets of wings helped propel her, the third set reaching forth alongside her claws, ready to slice into holy flesh.
The residents of the hotel watched in horrified awe (well, Alastor was quite gleeful) as their princess made well known why she was to be feared and respected.
Moments. Thatâs all it took. Moments before the angel was slammed so hard into the cracked earth that it created a crater, and itâs head was torn from its body. Blue blood splattered across Charlieâs face as she rose from the crater on her wings.
Thatâs when five other angels showed up, brought by the sounds and commotion.
âDo you wish to challenge me as well?â Charlie asked them all at once. Her eyes burning into the masks of each one as she tossed the decapitated angel to the side, licking at the blood staining her black lips.
Before anything else could happen, another figure entered the clearing, bearing a striking resemblance to Charlie herself, only this one was male.
âLooks like daddy Luci decided to join the party...â Angel murmured.
âMy little fallen angel, itâs been centuries since you lost your temper. Itâs rather refreshing, I must say. As for you five, what say you to leaving? Do you truly wish to feel the ire of two fallen angels? I can guarantee that you wonât survive should you decide not to leave of your own accord.â
âYour monstrosity has committed a high crime, Lucifer. She must be punished.â
At this, Charlie laughed, âYou call me a monstrosity, yet your brother tried to exterminate sinners who are working towards redemption. What would the Heavenly Father think? After all, these sinners are trying to repent.â
The angel who had spoken tilted his head a bit, âIs this true?â
Finally, Alastor decided to step forward, to act as a âneutral partyâ, âIt is true. We had all gathered in the hotel to comfort and support one other on this... difficult day. The angel in question entered the premises and mocked the sinners seeking redemption, calling all âverminâ to be âdealt withâ.â
Lucifer, with a grin similar to Charlie and Alastorâs own, turned back to the angel, maliciousness dripping from his voice, âYou see? My daughter only acted in defense of her people. Not to mention, your angel broke the rules. No angel is allowed to enter any home or establishment in Hell.â
The angel mulled over the new information for a moment, and everyone held their breath except for the three demons facing them. Lucifer and Charlie were in no way fearful of the angels. They knew that they could take on five with no issues, and Alastor simply stared adoringly to Charlie, not a care in the world that five angels stood before him. Thatâs when the bell signaling midnight rung out through the bloody night.
âVery well. The bell has tolled. You shall all live another year. May those seeking redemption find it.â
They all turned to fly away, but Lucifer called out once more, âOh, and Michael.â
The angel that had spoken, now identified as Michael, stiffened and froze in place before turning only slightly to look at Lucifer.
âIf I ever catch an angel breaking my simple rules again, I will take great pleasure in killing every single one of them. Even you, dear brother.â
âI can assure you that no such thing will happen again. I give my word. Oh. And Father says âhiâ.â
Lucifers only reaction was the narrowing of his eyes.
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As all of the remaining angels vacated Hell, Charlie and her little motley crew remained outside. Finally, she lifted up her hand and sent the usual signal for the end of the cleansing into the sky, and demons from all around came to investigate what they had heard. Once many got a good look, they quickly retreated to a safe distance.
Alastor and Lucifer both approached Charlie, who was still in her full form
âHere, my darling/fallen angelâ both said at the same time, then glared at each other as they each went to hand Charlie their coat.
Charlie took Alastorâs coat, not putting it on yet, before glancing at her father, âWhat? You canât answer a call, but you hear about a fight and you come running? Do you still think I canât handle myself?â
Lucifer looked away, seeming almost apologetic, âCharlie, while I admit that I have been rather callous, I have my own reasons for not supporting your idea. I know you could fight every angel in heaven and win, but that doesnât mean that I wasnât worried. I should have been... more understanding. I realize that now.â
Charlieâs eyes widened. This was the closest to an apology as she was ever going to get. That didnât erase her anger though, and her wings shifted of their own accord, showing her irritation.
âDarling, not to interrupt, but I do believe that you are making our local population a tad nervous at the moment.â He handed her his handkerchief to wipe off the blood, and she took it gratefully, her form shrinking to her normal state while she wiped her face.
âYou missed a spot, Sweetheart.â
Charlie looked confusedly at Alastor when he reached out and swiped a finger at the corner of her lips, bringing the drop of blood to his own and licking it off.
Charlie just rolled her eyes, âYou couldnât resist, could you?â
âWhy would I even try my dear?â Alastor said with a staticky laugh.
Charlie chucked as she put Alastors coat on.
Lucifer looked suspiciously between the two, âAnd what is your relationship with my daughter Radio Demon?â
Alastor laughed again, âIâm her Beau, of course! I simply couldnât resist the charms of my little belle!â
âWhat! But Charlieâ!â
Charlie raised her hand, palm facing her father, and used the same stern look she remembered her mother giving on multiple occasions, âDad, you havenât got a leg to stand on right now. Iâm happy. He treats me right.â
Lucifer looked almost like a kicked puppy, muttering that his sweet little fallen angel had a new man in her life and didnât need him anymore. Then he stood straight once more, âWell, I suppose thatâs all I really need to know,â he turned to Alastor, âjust know, Radio Demon, if you hurt her, I will not be nearly as merciful as my daughter.â
Thatâs when the moment was broken, by Angel of course, âMerciful! Babes just tore that saps head off! I ainât ever seen her so pissed!â
The field went silent, but it was broken with a small chuckle that turned into full blown laughter. Charlie doubled over, her guffaws bringing tears to her eyes.
After near five minutes of her laughter, she stood upright again, wiping her tears away, âYeah, I guess you werenât down here the last time I lost my temper, huh? But you see, thatâs why I try so hard to be kind, and to help you all. I know exactly what Iâm capable of, Angel. I know I could raze all of hell if I wanted to. Because if Iâve learned anything, Iâve learned that true kindness is only true when you are capable of true cruelty as well.â
That seemed to resonate with the sinners. After witnessing her fury, they finally understood why she was so pure. It wasnât because she isnât capable of depravity, itâs because she is, and chooses a better path.
âWell! Not to diminish the moment, but shall we go inside? Iâll even ale my motherâs famous jambalaya. How does that sound, love? Alastor held out his hand to Charlie, who took it, smiling widely beside him.
âI think that sounds grand.â
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A Machine Without Feelings: A Jane Eyre AU (Part 10/11)
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Chapter 10
Charles kissed Jean and Ororoâs cheeks in that sequence, the women both squeezing his hands for good luck. Jean murmured that they would be waiting here for good news â because, they refused to believe that things would go badly. Charles was grateful for their positivity in a time when his stomach was tying itself up in knots.
Charles left Jean and Ororo at their hotel in the town just outside of Ironfield, the same town that Charles had been walking to when he met Erik for the first time.
It was now almost a year later that Charles has returned, and the day was bright and sunny, unlike the day he ran away. Many things had changed in that time; Charles was older and wearier, even if he did not look it. His soul, a soul that was as much Erikâs as it was his, was tired and withered. The string tied beneath his left ribs tugged painfully, but as the carriage had neared, he could feel it knotting itself back together.
People that loved each other would only part if one of them wished it. Charles had always been the one who, naively, thought that Heathcliffâs words had been beautiful. It was funny how he was the one to have caused the pain those words warned him about.
Charles had heard nothing from Erik, not that he had tried to contact him recently. Part of Charles held a fear that Erik had moved on. Unlike Charles, Erik had been in relationships with women before, and many more than one. What if Charles was just another one? One of his mistresses that he fleetingly loved because he abhorred his mad wife?
But Charles couldnât bring himself to believe that, not when he knew Erik. Erik had withheld things from Charles, yes, but the parts of himself that he did let Charles see, they were real. Erik had shown Charles that he loved him, even when he hadnât told him everything. While Charles still loved Erik, he was sure that Erik still loved him.
âHeâs still calling my name, I can hear it,â Charles thought to himself, heart hammering as he hobbled out of the hotel with the aid of the walking stick Logan had made for him on his nineteenth birthday. Â Â
The dirt roads leading up to Ironfield were impossible to traverse on his wheelchair, and Charles was resolved to get there on his own. Charles limped his way to hail a carriage from the front of the hotel, which soon dropped him off at the closest stop along the road to Ironfield. Charles paid them, before beginning the trek up to the grand house.
Charles had always enjoyed this walk, and remembered how he felt when he and Erik would walk it together in the light of dusk. Erik would sometimes tug him behind a stocky tree and press him up against its trunk, sealing Charlesâs red lips with his own and kissing him until he couldnât breathe.
Now, the walk was laborious, a little sweat building on Charlesâs brow as he hobbled down the familiar road.
It was when he drew close enough to break through the veil of overlying trees that Charles stopped dead in his tracks, walking stick clattering to the ground.
Ironfield Hall, his home, was a ruin.
What had used to be battlements that stood tall and proud against the horizon were charred black and crumbled, revealing burnt exposed rafters that splintered into jagged pieces. Ironfield no longer had a roof, its walls now mere slabs of broken stone on the ground.
It looked like fire had razed Ironfield to the ground, and Charles suddenly couldnât breathe.
Charles fumbled to pick up his discarded walking stick before hopping and dragging his maimed leg forwards and forwards, numb to the pain as he stared with wide eyes at the remains of the once-grand mansion.
Crows squawked around the caved-in roof, Charles pushing his way through the non-existent door, which had been reduced to black coal.
The inside was as bad as the exterior, if not worse. It looked like no furniture had been spared from the inferno, the wooden banisters of the staircase mere twigs on the ground. Charles wobbled forwards, heart growing more and more frantic as he realised that the estate, the estate where he had fallen in love and had his heart filled and broken, was a wasteland.
âOh, God,â Charles choked out, falling into Erikâs downstairs study. It had also been touched by the fire, and was devoid of its books and souvenirs from abroad, his desk black and empty. It seemed like, apart from the fire, looters had ravaged the place bare.
âWhere is Erik? Moira? Alex? Where is everyone? What happened? Oh God, Iâm toolatetoolatetoolate.â
âWho goes there?!â a sharp voice called out, Charles whirling around at the sound of the voice. Footsteps rushed forwards, before bursting into the study. The man who tore through the room skidded to a stop when he saw Charles, stumbling back with a double take that would have been comical in any other situation.
âCharles?!â Scott yelled, rubbing his eyes like he had seen a ghost. It was indeed Scott Summers, looking different but the same. While before he had always worn a coachmanâs garb, he now donned a fine suit and spectacles. His hair was neatly styled, longer than it used to be â he no longer looked like a young coachman, but a wealthy lord. Like someone who finally married a wealthy woman like Emma Frost.
Charles was speechless and in shock, Scott recovering first and rushing towards him.
âCharles, is that really you?â Scott asked frantically, pulling at Charlesâs cheeks, like he expected his hands to go right through him. When Charles yelped at the pain of having his cheeks pulled so harshly, Scott jumped, apologising profusely. âCharles, what are you- Why are you here? When did you return? We thought we would never see you again, we thought you had perished, we didnât knowâŚâ
âScott, what happened here?â Charles asked, hand holding his walking stick shaking desperately. âScott, where is Erik? Is he⌠He canât beâŚâ
Charlesâs mind reeled back to the night he had saved Erik from being consumed by flames in his bed. Erik had left that incident unscathed, healthy, safe and whole, but this time⌠If this time Erik had died in a fire, when Charles had left himâŚ
Charles felt sick, and swayed on his feet.
Scott saw him begin to topple over, quickly rushing and catching the former tutor, snagging his arm before he fell to the ground.
âCharles! What happened⌠oh, your leg,â Scott said, noticing the walking stick and the way Charles didnât put any weight on his left leg. âNever mind. Here, letâs go to another room. The drawing room is one of the only rooms that is still functional. Letâs sit there, and I will explain what happened.â
Charles weakly nodded, letting Scott help him down familiar yet broken halls to the drawing room he and Erik had shared many chess games together. When Scott led him through the doors, he could hear the clink of their glasses, the scrape of wood against wood as someone moved a chess piece, an occasional laugh, an impassioned voice as they argued, the soft press of Erikâs lips against his.
Scott lowered Charles into his old seat, which appeared to have remained in the same spot beside the chess set. There was no chess set in sight, though â it had been taken by looters some time ago as well.
Scott was about to take the seat opposite Charles â Erikâs seat â but he must have seen the pain cross Charlesâs face, and stopped part way. Scott coughed, standing up to lean against a shelf instead.
âWhere do you want me to start?â Scott asked, Charles licking his lips. He wanted to know if Erik was alive, but he was afraid to ask the question. If he asked, and Scott said that he had diedâŚ
âThe beginning. From when I left,â Charles said, voice shaking. Scott nodded, rubbing his face and taking in a deep breath.
âWe found out that you had left when we heard Erik scream out your name. He had gone to your rooms at around ten that morning, wanting to talk to you again, to try and explain himself. He had knocked on your door for a long time, until he felt like something was truly wrong, and that you werenât just ignoring him. He burst down the door, and that was it. You were gone. He had screamed out name over and over, we could hear it from the other side of the mansion.â
âHe had been calling for me, and I had heard him.â
âErik⌠Erik was beside himself, of course,â Scott said, Charles growing pale. âHe ordered us to look for you, and took off on his horse himself â but by then, you were long gone. He locked himself in your chambers then, for two weeks straight. Moira had to bring him all his meals, and even then, he seemed to have no appetite. He began to eat more when we all⌠well, at that point, we werenât afraid of losing our jobs anymore.â
âHe recovered physically after that, and on the outside, he was the same Mr Lehnsherr. Maybe more bitter and snappy, but his mood had always been changeable. Inside⌠inside he wasnât the same. We all know why you left, Charles. The master did, too. Before you ask, no, he never blamed you for leaving. He knew he had done you wrong, and he believed that he was paying for his mistake. He never stopped loving you or waiting for you, though. Moira caught him praying, every night â and you know that the master was no Christian.â
âHe never stopped loving you,â Charles repeated, stomach twisting. Why does that make it sound like heâŚ
âIt was about a month after that. His wife⌠Creedâs sister, she escaped one night and took a candle from a sleeping Anna-Marie. She set fire to all the curtains, to the beds, to everything. She burnt Ironfield Hall down, Charles, but before it was completely destroyed she climbed onto the tallest battlement and threw herself off it.â
Charles gasped, somehow able to picture it clearly. The ghost â Clara Creed â with her long blonde hair and white night dress, bare footed and wild. He could see her leap through the air, thinking that she was a dove, and falling until she hit the hard stone below. She would have died instantly.
Scott paused, letting Charles stomach the news, only continuing when Charles nodded slowly.
âMoira and the other girls escaped in time, butâŚâ Scottâs voice grew thick then, and Charles knew what was about to come. âPeter was trapped in his room, terrified. Alex and the master looked for him, and the master found him and got him out. But Alex⌠Alex became trapped when the rafters collapsed. He⌠my brother. He passed that night,â Scott coughed, overcome with emotion. âWe held the funeral for him the week after.â
âIâm so sorry, Scott,â Charles said, voice shaking as he closed his eyes. Apart from Moira, Alex was the person Charles was closest with amongst the staff. Alex, the first person he had met when he arrived at Ironfield Hall. Alex, who had smiled at him and made him feel welcome, who had told him that âso you love a man? What is so wrong with that? Someone people never love at all in their life, and is that not worse?â
âThank you. It was six months ago now, Charles,â Scott said, trying to give Charles a reassuring, thankful smile. âWe have begun to heal. Alex⌠Alex considered you a close friend. Everyone did. After you left, we all missed you, and talked about you often. We all prayed for you to be safe, but we never knew where you had gone, even when Erik had hired investigators. It was like Charles Xavier had vanished off the face of the Earth. Where did you go, Charles?â
âPast the Moors, to a small parish there. I⌠I was taken in by the inhabitants at Eden House,â Charles said softly. âTwo of them came here with me today.â
âWeâd all be glad to know that you werenât alone,â Scott said, stepping forward now to gently place his hand on Charlesâs shoulder.
Charles had to ask the question now, unable to take it any longer.
âScott, is he alive?â Charles asked, the man blinking.
âHe? Oh. The master. Yes, Charles. Yes, heâs alive. I should have told you that from the start, Iâm sorry,â Scott said quickly, Charles releasing a breath he did not know he had been holding, letting out a choked laugh.
âOh, thank God,â Charles shook, folding over on himself, dropping his head into his hands and wiping his wet eyes before turning to Scott again. âWhere is he then, Scott? I came back for him. I⌠I heard him calling for me.â
âWhen Ironfield burned down, we could no longer live here. He relocated to his second, smaller residence a little further into the country. It is called Genosha Manor,â Scott explained, and Charlesâs legs, even maimed as one was, itched to run there immediately.
âIt is small, and didnât need many people to maintain it. Only Moira and Lorna went with him and Peter. Moira has written to me recently, though, and it appears that the master has sent Peter to school. Now, only Moira is there to tend to him. Angel found a new situation, and Anna-Marie⌠Anna felt guilty about not being able to stop Clara, and couldnât bear to work for the master any more. She found new work a few shires over, for a family that lives at a place called Westchester.â
Scott jumped when Charles let out a shocked, incredulous laugh. Coincidence, or fate?
âHow far is it to Genosha?â Charles asked, Scott beginning to smile now.
âOnly a few hours by carriage. If you leave now, you can get there in the afternoon,â Scott said, Charles nodding, gripping his walking stick tightly with newfound determination.
âThank you, Scott. For everything,â Charles said, Scott nodding and helping Charles to stand.
âI have to tell you though, Charles. The master, he is not the same man. When he went to save Peter from the fire, he did not come out unscathed,â Scott said, and Charles just shook his head, patting Scottâs arm.
âNeither am I. Neither of us are the same, now â and maybe, thatâs why we will be fine this time.â
***
Scott did not accompany Charles to Genosha, since he had to return to his and Emmaâs own home. Emma was currently with child, and Charles did not want to take him away from her side during such a critical time. He had only been at Ironfield to try and salvage what the looters missed, but found that he was too late. Scott had been too kind, still offering to escort Charles to Genosha when he saw how poorly his leg was. Scott only gave in when he met Jean and Ororo when he dropped Charles off at the hotel. Charles doubted that Scott would have left him in anyone elseâs hands.
Charles told Jean and Ororo about what had happened, and they had held Charlesâs hands the entire coach ride. When they arrived at Genosha Manor, within the boundaries of the afternoon as Scott had said, Charles was suddenly frozen in fear as he took in the unfamiliar building.
It was no Ironfield Hall, and was a simpler country house, though Charles knew that it would have costed a hefty price because of the sprawling lands that came with it. The manor itself, however, was small compared to the extravagant Ironfield.
The manor was made of a warm-toned stone, in contrast to the dark greys of Ironfield. Rustic glass windows spanned the walls covered with climbing ivy. The manor was not imposing compared to Ironfield, and in fact looked inviting and warm from the orange glow the early sunset was beginning to cast upon it.
Charles breathed in and out with every step Jean took as she wheeled him across the gravel walk way to the manor.
Ororo knocked on the door, before stepping to stand beside Charles, clutching his hand.
Charlesâs breath quickened when he heard footsteps reach the door, the sound of a lock unlatching loud in Charlesâs ears. The door soon swung open inwardly, revealing Moira, who was dressed in a dark black dress. Her hands froze mid-motion, the door only half open as she stared at Charles, like he was a phantom.
âHello, Moira,â Charles said, Moiraâs eyes immediately filling with tears as she opened the door fully, cupping Charlesâs face with her hands and letting out a sob.
Moira opened her mouth to say something, but was cut off by an achingly familiar, cold and brusque voice.
âMacTaggert! Send whoever they are away! I donât want to be disturbed!â
âErik,â Charles whispered, Moira letting out a quiet laugh, wiping her eyes.
âCharles, youâve come back,â Moira said, taking all of him in. âI knew you were alive. Others thought that you maybe⌠But no, no. That doesnât matter anymore. Youâre here now.â
âYes,â Charles said, Moira looking away from him then, finally noticing that he was not alone. âMoira, these are two of the people that cared for me while I was away. They are like sisters to me. This is Ororo, and behind me is Jean. And this is Mrs Moira MacTaggert, my dearest friend.â
Moira beamed, eyes a little wet again, and she smoothly curtseyed at Ororo and Jean.
âCharlesâs family is considered my family,â Moira said, smiling at them warmly. âCome in. Charles, as you probably heard, Mr Lehnsherr isâŚâ
âIn one of his moods, like always?â Charles supplied, Moira letting out a laugh, a wondrous sound, like she still couldnât quite believe what was happening.
âYes, exactly. And I suspect, like always, you have a remedy to temper such a mood?â Moira said, eyes twinkling.
Charles nodded, mouth curving upwards.
âOf course, Moira. Now, where is Erik?â
***
Erik sat outside beneath a shaded tree with Magneto lying at his feet. He couldnât see what the tree looked like, and didnât know whether its leaves were whole and green or yellow and sparse. He could hear the wind run its threads through its branches, though, and the rustling was loud.
Whole and green then, he pictured in his mindâs eye.
It had been months since Charles had left; almost a year, now. Erik didnât know exactly how long it had been, because the loss was still as raw as it was that first day. Erik could still feel the gaping hole in his chest when he had kicked down Charlesâs locked door and seen the wide-open window and billowing curtains. The room had been so cold and so empty, so devoid of everything that was bright.
It was also hard to count the days when every day was cast in darkness. After his wife had burnt down Ironfield, Erik had gone blind. He no longer witnessed sunrises and sunsets, and simply spent his days sitting in the library or outside under this tree that he had never seen before.
Erik did not know why he spent so much time in a library full of books he could not see. Maybe it was because the room smelled like Charles, like ink and parchment, or books and dreams. Sometimes when he closed his eyes, his vision not changing at all, he could imagine that Charles was sitting next to him.
But Charles was not. If Charles was here, he would have let Erik rest his head on his thighs, gently brushing a hand across Erikâs eyelids, comforting his broken eyes. If he were here, he would clear his throat gently and read Erik passages from BrontĂŤ, or poems by Donne. He would read about Heathcliff, and Erik would have made a sarcastic comment about it. About how Heathcliff pined, and how Catherine left him.
Erik had never liked Heathcliff, but he could maybe understand him a bit more now.
Charles felt the breeze change, growing chilly. It would be around now that Moira would come to fetch him for supper, even though he was not hungry. She would offer him her arm, to guide him through thicket and the shrubbery, and he would snap at her for belittling him. She wouldnât say anything, but would make sure her footsteps were loud enough so Erik could follow.
So, Erik sat there beneath a tree that he could not see, waiting for a person that he wished was someone else.
***
Charles saw Erik from afar, and his breath caught in his throat. Scott and Moira had told him â warned him â that he was not the same man that Charles remembered. That he was blind and hurting, much like Charles was.
But, when Charles saw him, he did not see a broken man. No, Erik was still beautiful to him, in every way. His hair was overgrown, falling over his eyes that could not see any way, and his beard was thick and messy. He did not bother wearing a neck tie these days, frustrated that it was difficult to tie without eyes, and he apparently always wore the same brown pants and the same white shirt. What did it matter, now that he couldnât see it? What did it matter, when Moira was the only person to ever see Mr Lehnsherr, the fallen former master of Ironfield Hall?
Erik may have looked different, but the way he made Charlesâs heart quicken and squeeze was very much the same. Charles still loved him, that had not changed.
Jean wheeled him as close as she could take the wheelchair, the contraption unable to weave between the bushes and thicket. Charles thanked her softly, and she gave Charles a smile, before retreating with his chair back into the manor with Moira and Ororo.
Charles gripped his walking stick, and began stumbling back to the man that he still loved, even when they were worlds apart. Even when the string between their left ribs was stretched, making their hearts bleed, it had not snapped.
No, it was still there, drawing the two closer and closer together, until Charles was standing before him.
Magneto smelled Charles before he saw him, and immediately recognised the man. Magneto rose to his feet immediately, letting out a happy bark, racing over. Charles smiled quietly, bending down to rub the dogâs head, the creature barking again.
Erikâs head snapped towards the noise, hearing his companion bark and the snapping of twigs under a humanâs feet.
âMagneto, down. Itâs just Moira, Christ,â Erik snapped, his dogâs barking too loud. Magneto listened to his master, but licked Charlesâs hand once more, trotting with glee back to Erikâs side, sitting there with his tail wagging while looking at Charles.
Charles smiled a little at Erikâs snappish tone, glad that the man had not lost all of his fire and passion. Charles just hoped that, somewhere buried under all of that pain and hurt, there was still a man that could smile in that singular way of his that showed too many teeth.
Charles grew closer, and Erikâs unseeing pale eyes looked in his general direction. While his eyesight was no longer with him, his other senses had heightened. He heard the crunching of twigs and fallen leaves, but the steps were too heavy, the rhythm unlike Moira whom he heard every day. There was no swish of a skirt against the ground, and Erik tensed his muscles at the intruder.
âWhoâs there?â Erik asked, Charlesâs heart fluttering. When he didnât answer, Erikâs eyes narrowed, the man shifting where he sat. âWho is that?â
Charles sucked in a breath, taking in the man in front of him, before finally speaking.
âMagneto knows me, Sir.â
Erikâs hand immediately flew out and grabbed at the phantom-like being, unseeing eyes widening. Erikâs hand slapped Charlesâs wrist, making the man laugh a little, before reaching out to meet Erikâs touch half-way. Erikâs hands sought Charlesâs, wrapping around his palm and his digits, running his fingers through them with an unmistakeable tremor.
âI know this hand,â Erik breathed out, pulling at Charlesâs hand until it was close enough for him to press his mouth against, breath shuddering against Charlesâs skin.
âI would hope so, Herr Lehnsherr.â
Erik let out a choked noise, kissing the hand in his before dropping his forehead to it, breathing heavily.
âCharles,â Erik whispered, the owner of the name letting out a sob-like laugh, falling to his knees, his legs unable to keep him upright any longer. Charles let his walking stick fall to the floor, using his free hand now to cup Erikâs cheek, feeling the unfamiliar beard beneath his fingers. Erikâs cheeks were wet.
âI am come back to you, Erik,â Charles murmured, craning his neck upwards to press his mouth against Erikâs. The kiss was not perfect, not in the slightest; Erikâs lips were shaking, and Charles couldnât breathe. But, it was a kiss that was real, as real as it could be.
âAre you really here, Charles?â Erik demanded to know, letting go of Charlesâs hand to grip his face, thumb smoothing over the familiar slope of his cheeks, nose, lips. These were Charlesâs features, real and warm under his fingers. âIâve imagined you like this so many times, butâŚâ
âI am here, Erik. Iâve come back to you,â Charles assured him, kissing him again, and Erik finally kissed him back after loosing a wrecked sob.
âI thought I lost you,â Erik choked against his Charlesâs mouth, Charles letting out a noise from the back of his throat. Charles shook his head, their noses bumping.
âNever, Erik,â Charles said, pressing his forehead against Erikâs. âI heard you calling for me. You never lost me. Iâm here, and Iâm not going to leave.â
Erik was too overcome with emotion to speak, his body, heart and soul filled to the brim with relief, thankfulness, disbelief, love, passion, everything.
So, Charles just kissed him again and again, before pulling back only a touch, to whisper;
âAnd donât forget, my love â you still owe me wages.â
Erik laughed, for the first time in a long time.
And, for the first time in a new forever.
Next chapter (11/11 epilogue)Â â
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The Climactic Fight of Saturnine
Spoilers, obviouslyÂ
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Two Termite wrecks smouldered in Mortalis Kappa, surrounded by the corpses of the Sons of Horus they had tried to deliver. Haar left his men checking for survivors, and walked through the arch into Mortalis Lambda, where another Termite wreck lay surrounded by a ring of black-armoured dead. Garro was standing with Bel Sepatus. The two kill squads, along with Garroâs remnants, had combined to meet the three simultaneous incursions.
They had been mercilessly precise.
âOne hundred and seventy-five kills,â said Haar with a grin. âBiggest haul yet, and only nine of ours lost. You know, I wish I was able to see the dismay on their damn faces as they stepped into your sights.â He paused. âWhat?â he asked.
Sepatus was listening to his link.
âThereâs a stray one,â Garro said to Haar. âGot through into operations. Trickster is assigning a kill team.â
âJust one?â rumbled the Riven Hound.
âMournival,â said Garro.
âEven so,â Haar said. âHe canât get far. He might as well be dead already.â
Sepatus looked at them. âI have requested we be permitted to deploy and join the hunt,â he said.
âAnd?â asked Haar. âI fancy getting some Mournival red on my fist.I hear they make the effort worthwhile.â
Garro snorted.
âI am waiting for Trickster to give the word,â said Sepatus, glancing at them both with a lofty air. âIf the main board remains clear of target tracks for another five minutes-
âThe bang of decompression drowned out his next words. They were bathed in frosty light.
Sons of Horus snapped solid out of the air all around them, in the midst of the two kill teams, throughout Kappa and Lambda.
Cataphractii. First Company. One hundred brothers of the infamous Justaerin Terminator section, the most feared and notorious warrior elite of the XVI.
One hundred warriors, and First Captain Abaddon.
Havoc ignited.
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The battle in Kappa and Lambda zones never left the limits of those joined killing chambers. It lasted thirteen minutes. It was close, tight-packed, immediate, with no cover and no room for evasion: the Justaerin, regarded as the most mercilessly able of the Sons of Horus, a legacy that had been remarkable even in the time of the Luna Wolves, against the Praetorianâs two hand-picked kill teams.
There was no quarter. No limit. No hope that any of them would walk away unscathed. The kill teams fought for Terra, and for honour, driven by a deep hatred and long-held yearning for vengeance against those who had betrayed them. Abaddon and the Justaerin personified that.
The Justaerin and their First Captain abandoned any dreams of glory or famous victory within nanoseconds of arriving. They could plainly see their gambit had failed. The loyalists had outplayed them, and were waiting for them. The exhilarating promise of their ruse had evaporated.
They fought for nothing more complicated than survival.
Mutually assured surprise. Mutually assured destruction. An instantaneous orgy of raw and savage killing.
There was no range of any sort. Warriors found themselves pressed together, face to face. Weapons blazed anyway, in circumstances that the doctrines of any Legion, no matter their methodology, would have ruled for close-quarter combat. Bolters roared, point-blank, detonating men whose physical debris injured those around them like shrapnel. Plasma weapons and bulk lasers blasted against plate, their scorching beams passing through two or more bodies at a time. Assault cannons were pressed to faces or the sides of heads, and fired. An entire quarter of Kappa was filled with fire, as a flamer gouted in the thick of a throng. Space Marines died standing up, Cataphractii plate locked out, frozen like smashed statues. Space Marines died explosively, burst apart with such force only scraps of them remained.
The Justaerin quickly tried to dominate through the brute power of their Terminator exo-plate, swinging demolishing fists and scything blades at anything and everything, overpowering and smashing legionaries in more conventional suits of warplate. Heads crushed, limbs snapped, bodies tore. Some warriors died from three or even four simultaneous blows from as many opponents.
But the kill teams had the likes of Garro among them, with Liber-tas, which could cut anything, and Haar, whose size and power fist wrecked Terminator panoply like foil. They had Bel Sepatus, and his avenging Katechon Paladins, who did not flinch, and who had longed for a worthy combat.
Bel Sepatus, in the thick of everything, believed he had found the glory his genesire had predicted. He killed two Justaerin Terminators in the first second and a half with the gleaming edge of Parousia.
Abaddon killed with astonishing speed and meticulous efficiency. For the first minute of the fight, he merely tried to centre his thoughts and reconcile the sudden reverse of fortune. For the next three, he began to believe the Justaerin could prevail. They were the Justaerin, after all. They were the best of the best, Angels of Death beyond compare. They had never failed. They had never been overcome. There was no stage of war on which they could not triumph. He began to calculate the logistics: how they would break out, where they would go, how they would secure, what the next step would be. Into the Palace, into the Sanctum Imperialis. Divide up, run terror strikes to damage the citadel. Conduct solo missions. It would take time for Dorn and Valdor to run them all to ground in a maze like the Palatine. Perhaps the original spearhead mission was doomed, for none of them could reach the Throne Room alone, but there were other plans they could improvise. Other targets. The Sigillite. Valdor. Dorn. Bhab and the Grand Bastion.
By the fourth minute, he had decided on the aegis. There was no question. That should be their target. They would break clear, leaving this rabble dead in their wake, and bring the aegis down. That would be enough. That would end the Siege of Terra. The Palace would be open to bombardment from the fleet. Great Lupercal would raze it from orbit. The Vengeful Spirit would send down monumental beams of high energy, and annihilate the Palatine and the Throne within.
In the fifth minute, Urran Gauk was decapitated by one of the Katechon. Abaddon quickly hacked the killer apart, but the loss was psychological. His schemes seemed to recede, like ghosts, like dreams departing at sunrise. His vision of the Palatine bombarded and ablaze grew distant, and smaller, and out of reach.
In the sixth minute, killing without pause, Abaddon began to re-evaluate. The skill and tenacity, the rationally brilliant approach to warfare that had carried him every step of his long career, and made him First Captain of the finest company in the finest Legion, the first among firsts, a name taken seriously by even primarch genesires, centred him like an axis. They were cornered. They were trapped. They were being killed by the dozen. Not even the Justaerin, not even they, could prevail. Loyalist reinforcements would be coming. Even if they killed every last bastard in the chambers, their hope was dashed.
He voxed retreat to his surviving men. Activate homing beacons and get out. Pull back to the Mantolith. Retreat now.
Yes, the Sons of Horus were not above that. They were wise warriors, not fools. They knew to read the flow of a fight and act accordingly. They were no good to anyone dead. Damn the Imperial Lists and their simplistic âno backward stepâ. Only a fool never took a backward step. The Sons of Horus were more like the barbarian White Scars. Those heathen primitives got that much right, at least. âWithdraw to advanceâ. There was always another day, and that other day might bring victory instead. If you stood your ground like a yellow-armoured fool, you couldnât live to see it.
By the seventh minute, Abaddon realised he was going to die.
They had sent the homing signal repeatedly. Once every three seconds, standard protocol. Extraction ordered, urgent.
No flare had come.
Their signal might have been blocked. The Mantolith might have withdrawn from teleport range. No, the damn thingâs grid had jammed. That was it. Abaddon could picture it, the filthy tech-adept scum, frantically scurrying around the Termite cabin, trying to repair a burned out grid, his beacon signal flashing on their consoles. The teleport had failed so many damn times on the approach. The magi had blamed it on bedrock, on energy obstruction, on everything but themselves.
It was their own shoddy, miserable incompetence. Theyâd barely managed to get Abaddon and his men to the target. Now the inadequate bastards couldnât get them back out.
In the eighth minute, Abaddon decided that if he ever got out, if he did manage that somehow, he would track down Eyet-Good-For-Nothing-One-Tag, and kill her. He would kill her and her whole shitting linked unity at the Epta war-stead for their ineptitude. He would hack off their hands and feet, and load them into a teleport grid, and transfer them, unprotected, into hard vacuum. Or the heart of a star. Or on an unset, diffuse pattern so the organic drizzle of their remains rained down over multiple sites at once.
By the ninth minute, bleeding from a dozen wounds, two of them critical, he had resolved to kill the Lord of Iron too. If he got out. In that dream of escape. He would find the great Perturabo and kill him. This had been his great idea. Perturabo had seen the flaw, the Saturnine fault. He had toyed with it, cooed over it, revealed it to Abaddon furtively, like some pornographic image. He had gulled Abaddon into this. Heâd used the First Captain, with his reputation, and his authority, and his unrivalled connections. He had used Abaddon to make this happen. Perturabo, damn his soul, had played First Captain Ezekyle Abaddon like a fool. He had tempted him with glory, made him feel smart and noticed, preened his ego. Made him feel like it was all his big, clever idea. The bastard had even made Abaddon beg him to let him do it. The Lord of Iron, lord of shit, had manipulated Abaddon into using his influence to draw resources from the Sons of Horus, coerce the Emperorâs Children into playing along, broker the help of the Mechanicum. Heâd made Abaddon do all the work and take the credit, so if it failed â if it failed â if it failed like it was failing now, Abaddon would be to blame.
Perturabo had deniability if it turned to shit. Perturabo could claim ignorance if three companies of the Sons of Horus, including the elite, not to mention how damn many of the Emperorâs Children, failed to return.
In death, Abaddon would be blamed for the disaster, and his memory dishonoured. In death, he would be disgraced. Called overreaching. Called âthat fool Abaddonâ.
Abaddon would find the Lord of Iron, in that dream escape from this hell-pit. He would annihilate those damned war-tometa with meltas. He would face Perturabo, and tear his skull off his spine, and ram the haft of Forgebreaker down the stump of his neck, and keep ramming it until the bastardâs body split like a rotten gourd.
In the tenth minute, Abaddon arrived at a point of calm. Of serenity. He accepted his onrushing death, which was surely only seconds away. It had become a game, a contest, like the old practice cages. How many of them could he kill before he was bested? Some? Most? All? Some were fine warriors. Sepatus, he was magnificent. Haar was a brute, but an interesting challenge. Garro⌠Abaddon fancied his own chances in an even match, but the manâs sword was a piece of work, and so was Garro��s skill with it.
He realised, as he killed, and killed, and killed, that he owed the Lord of Iron a genuine debt of gratitude. Abaddon was a warrior. Heâd always been a warrior. It was his life. His purpose. He excelled at it. The warp was a distraction. It was just another weapon. Those who knelt before it and pledged their worship, treating it like some kind of god, they were fools. All of them. Magnus. Lorgar. Fulgrim. Fools. Horus was a fool. The warp was nothing.
Being a warrior was everything. It defined him. The skill of combat. The lessons of defeat. The joy of triumph. That was his sacrament. Let them worship their false gods and giggling abominations. This was what he had wanted. The chance to fight, like a man, not a daemon. The chance to take the Palace, and claim Terra, the old-fashioned way. By force of arms.
He had wanted to win as a warrior. Perturabo had let him try. He owed the Lord of Iron thanks for that.
This was everything, he realised, as he entered the eleventh minute, with almost everyone dead. This moment. Its simplicity. Skill and courage, tested to the limit, for no other reason, to serve no grand plan or devious ruse⌠just tested for the sake of skill and courage.
This moment was his life in its purest form. His life distilled. He fought Katechon, and Imperial Fists, and Blackshields, and Cataphractii Terminators, and Tactical Space Marines, for no other principle than to find out who was best. There were no sides. No good or bad. No rebel cause or loyalist alliance. No Warmaster. No Emperor. No point to anything outside the broken, blood-smeared walls of the killing chamber.
Just war. Only war. The binary test of the galaxy, that you passed in triumph, or failed in glory.
Death, rushing closer, was immaterial.
How many could he take? How many more times could he prove his prowess?
He was Abaddon. Let them come. Let them all come. Find more, and bring them too. Bring anyone. Bring everyone.
He would take them. Or he would die. Either way. It didnât matter any more.
In the twelfth minute, Nathaniel Garro reached him, cleaving through one last Justaerin to close with him. They duelled, blade into blade, munitions long since exhausted. Garro was good. His sword was remarkable. He dealt Abaddon two wounds that would have killed lesser men. He drove Abaddon back, boxing him against the chamberâs ancient wall. Good tactics, but a mistake. When Abaddon pivoted, it was Garro who found himself boxed, his back to the stone. Abaddon threw a punch that smashed Garro against the wall. The man slumped, dazed, chestplate cracked. Abaddon swung to finish him.
Bel Sepatus blocked his descending blade. Sepatus. Now, a proper test. A dance of equals that carried them into the thirteenth and final minute of the fight. Their blades clashed and parried with such speed. It was joyful. The Blood Angel was amazing. The deftness of his skill, the precision of his strokes, the intensity of his address. Sepatus produced nuanced swordplay that Abaddon could barely turn back. There were skills here to learn, tricks to appreciate and copy. And the Kheruvimâs attack was absolute. A miraculous degree of murderous focus.
Abaddon was sorry to kill him.
His blade cut Sepatus in half.
The Riven Hound slammed Abaddon into the wall. Bricks shattered. Abaddon fell bones break and organs rupture. Haar was size and brute strength. There was no skill to speak of. Just beautiful fury, like one of Russâ pack-dogs, or Angronâs thug Kham. A wall of strength that crushed everything before it. The Blackshield had him by the throat. Haar took six or seven of Abaddonâs kill-thrusts in the belly and chest, and refused to die. Just refused. His strength seemed to grow as the blood wept out of him. Haarâs power fist, like a siege ram, hammered at Abaddonâs head until his helmet broke and deformed, and Abaddonâs face was a mess of gore.
One more like that. One more and itâs done.
But Haar was a dead weight, pinning him to the wall. Abaddonâs blade had found Haarâs throat and slid in, up into the brain, and out through the back of the Riven Houndâs head.
Abaddon couldnât move. He could barely see. Endryd Haarâs dead mass was slumped against him, crushing him against the wall. Abaddon tried to get free. There wasnât time.
Garro was back on his feet. That sword of his, gleaming.
Garro raised it.
This was it then.Â
One downward slash from a sword whose edge cut everything. This was it.
Abaddon wanted it to never end. Ever. Ever.
The end came anyway.
* * *
Garro lowered Libertas.âNo!â he yelled. âNo!â He punched the wall.
* * *
Haarâs enormous corpse shifted and fell away as the teleport flare faded.
âMy lord!â the Mechanicum adepts cried. âMy lord!â
They carried him to the arrestor seats, and tried to peel the bloody visor of his helm away without taking his face with it.All the other seats in the Mantolithâs compartment were empty.
âWe tried,â a magos said. The grid⌠We had to reposition the Termite to fire the grid again. It took time. I am sorry.â
Abaddon murmured something.
âWhat is he saying?â the magos asked.
âWe are returning,â one of the others told Abaddon eagerly. âFull rate. The motivators are running. We are exiting the fault, lord, ahead of the enemyâs attempt to seal it. The medicae will be waiting for you.â
Abaddonâs mouth stirred again.âMy lord?â the magos asked, leaning in to hear.
âLet me go backâŚâ Abaddon whispered. He was weeping. âLet me go backâŚâ
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Saturnine by Dan Abnett
#Saturnine#Dan Abnett#spoiler#spoilers#I love abaddon so much#I love this SO much#dan abnett is a genius and a heartbreaker#so good#wh30k#wh40k#horus heresy#Siege of Terra#ezekyle abaddon#abaddon the despoiler#this is where the black legion really starts in the lore#my life for the true warmaster
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Imagine being sister to Thor. Having fled your home after your mother's death, you went on a mission to find yourself. Then landing in Midgard, you lead a life of normalcy. That is until you fall for one of Midgard's Mightiest Heroes. He can only keep his secret for so long, but yours, on the other hand.. you're going to keep it as long as possible.
Steve X Reader
Midgard was dreary compared to Asgard. There were a lot of rude and obnoxious people, but for every one of those there was a kind or courageous individual. It really depended where on Midgard you were, but you were willing to deal with it since it was your choice to leave home.
Some places in Midgard were quite peaceful, while others were colorful and loud. Las Vegas was a little too wild for your tastes, so the next best thing was New York City- the same city your adopted brother once nearly razed to the ground with an alien army. There were many pros and cons about the city, but you managed to settle in quite nicely and find your own little niche after converting all the Asgardian money you had smuggled out with you into American dollars.
Almost a year in and you could pass for a local midgardian.
Sitting outside at your favorite cafe, you enjoy your breakfast while simultaneously reading George R.R Martin's latest novel in the A Song of Ice and Fire series. You finish your first plate of food and then enjoy a couple cups of coffee while reading before ordering your next plate of food (this was the only reason the cafe tolerated you reading and taking your time; your Asgardian appetite gave the cafe a lot of business). And itâs midway through your second plate that your senses go into overdrive and you realize you're being watched.Â
As you slow your eating, you subtly glance around your surroundings to find who the culprit is. Spotting the stranger almost immediately, you realize he's staring at you before glancing down at some sort of journal. He has a pencil- or was it a pen?- in hand and it furiously moves over the paper before he glances up yet again.
Finishing the rest of your food, you then ask for your table to be cleared. Once that's done you ask the waitress, just loud enough for the stranger to hear, where the bathrooms are even though you know exactly where they are located. But instead of actually using the bathroom, you ask for a to-go cup of coffee and pay your bill.
As you head back outside you see the stranger still seated and his attention solely on his book. So gathering yourself, you walk up to his table and take a seat across from him. When he glances up, his eyes subtly widen and you quirk an eyebrow at him.
"Hi," you muse. "Why were you staring at me?"
The man gapes as his cheeks flush at being caught. Up close you notice the man is quite handsome- from his stylish trimmed hair, to his beard, and blue eyes. "I am so sorry, ma'am." Ma'am? That's new. "I did not intend to make you feel uncomfortable."
"No?"
"Not at all," he's quick to assure you. "I was just- I'm an artist," he blurts. "And your hair, the braids caught my attention. More so the streak of purple against your nearly platinum hair that's weaved in and out of the one braid." He angles his book towards you and sure enough there's a sketch of your side profile. He paid a lot of attention to your braids and while the sketch is mostly black and white, the only color on paper is the purple streak in your hair. The man has some major talent.
Internally you're grateful it was nothing sinister, but on the outside you cringe. "Oh. You're really talented," you say as he lays his sketchbook back down. "And I'm sorry for thinking you were a creep."
That startles a laugh out of him. "You thought I was a creep?"
He's grinning and it's your turn to flush. "Well it is New York-"
"Fair enough."
"-and you just kept staring. I didn't know what to think and you sketching me didn't even come to mind as a possibility."
"Again, my apologies." You smile and his grin turns a little mischievous. "Then again it is your fault. If you hadn't done all those neat braids in your hair I probably would have been doing a crossword puzzle."
"My fault!?" You laugh softly to let him know you're honestly not upset at all. Amused is more like it. You shake your head, sipping your coffee.
"I'm Steve, by the way," he then introduces himself.
"Y/N," you return. Silence momentarily reigns over you two and you suddenly feel like you've overstayed your welcome even though Steve is still grinning. Pushing your chair back, you stand and offer him one last smile. "I really should be going now."
"Oh. Okay."
"If I see you around again, I expect to see a sketch of a new stranger."
Steve huffs a laugh. "Sure. It was nice to meet you, Y/N."
"You as well, Steve."
After pushing your chair back in, you take your leave. Then before you turn the corner, you glance back and see Steve still watching you. He waves and you salute him with your cup of coffee, ignoring the all too warm feeling in your chest at seeing his smile directed at you.
Over the next few weeks you run into Steve at the cafe and once at the park. The two of you always ended up sitting together and talking about anything and everything, so it's no surprise when he sheepishly asks you on a date.
You agree to the date and then to the four after, and it's really no surprise when the two of you become a legitimate couple. What is a surprise, however, is the third month of dating you find out he's none other than Captain America. There's a brief moment of panic because he's apparently friends with your brother, but fortunately it seemed like Thor hadn't even mentioned he had a sister. Steve seemed nervous when he let you in on his secret, but his story hardly fazed you. He was grateful you didn't seem to make a big deal out of it.
And after seven months of dating, the two of you move in together.
The smell of bacon is what wakes you and after blindly feeling around the bed you realize it's empty. Reluctantly you get out of bed, heading for the bathroom to fully wake yourself and freshen up before seeking out Steve.
Your boyfriend is scrambling eggs while the bacon sizzles when you sleepily walk up behind him and wrap your arms around his waist. Steve chuckles as you nuzzle the middle of his back and your hands find their way under his shirt to lightly scratch at his abdomen.
"Mmm. Food and abs. What did I do to deserve you?"
"A lot, sweetheart," he muses. "For starters, you accept me for me- shield or no shield." He scoops the bacon out of it's own grease and plates it on a paper towel to soak up the rest. Then turning off all burners, he moves the pan of eggs to the back cold burner. "And you put up with my creepy staring when I'm in a sketching mood." Turning around in your arms, he lightly grasps your face in his hands and kisses your forehead.
"S'all good. I do a lot of creepy staring myself. You're pretty."
"And you're still half asleep." He kisses the tip of your nose and you laugh, and then Steve walks you backward until the back of your knees hit a chair. Lightly pushing you down, you grunt as your bottom meets the seat of the chair. "Don't pout," he muses. "Eat your breakfast and then we can laze about all day on the couch. We don't have anywhere to be today."
"Yeah, yeah. Just give me the bacon."
Breakfast is then eaten at a leisurely pace, Steve chuckling every time he has to kick at your ankles when you nod off mid-chew. You kick back, grunting and whining when you miss and your toes smash into a table or chair leg. And then when you're all finished, you happily clear the table and load the dishwasher while Steve heads to shower off from his early morning run.
After a while Steve emerges and the two of you fall onto the couch. Finding a marathon of murder mysteries on TV, you leave it there before snuggling into Steve's side. Hours pass with the two of you barely moving and then around lunch time Steve's work phone is blaring it's emergency ringtone.
"Nooo," you groan, hugging him a little tighter.
Steve chuckles. "Sorry, sweetheart. Duty calls."
"I know. Before careful." You reach up and peck his lips just as he answers his phone.
Steve gets a brief rundown of what's going on as he moves from room to room gathering his suit and other necessities to shove in a duffel bag, and then he's giving off coordinates for a place to be picked up at since your cohabitation wasn't exactly known among his friends. You pick up his shield and place it in it's own personal bag before handing it off, you giving him another kiss but this time lingering a little longer.
"I'll be back as soon as I can," he says. "Aliens decided to pay a visit again."
You sigh. "You're going to be busy all night." He smiles guiltily and you press a kiss to chin. "Hurry back, but please be careful."
"Will do. Try not to watch the news."
"As if," you scoff. "I'm going to be glued to the TV as soon as you walk out our door."
He sighs. "I figured you'd say that."
"Yep. Now get out of here, babe. The world needs Captain America."
"Yes, ma'am."
The moment Steve is out the door and his motorcycle engine roars to life, you do as you said you'd do. You turn on the TV and immediately flip back and forth between all the news stations to see what the hell is going on. Aliens are pouring out of the sky yet again and Iron Man zooming around and blasting them is hardly putting a dent in their numbers. Even your brother and the Scarlet Witch can't quite keep up, and you're suddenly nervous that the Avengers are in over their heads.
You watch as the Hulk makes his appearance, he jumping and swatting aliens out of the sky like bugs. And still.. the aliens keep coming. Then fifteen minutes later, a quinjet is landing in the middle of an empty parking lot and Captain America, the Black Widow, and Hawkeye are seen jogging off the back ramp to join the fight. The Avengers seem to be holding their own even though they appear to be greatly outnumbered.
Not able to watch anymore, you put the TV on mute and head outside for some fresh air. To pass some time you decide to rearrange the porch furniture, but as you're doing so a feeling of dead momentarily overwhelms you. You stumble into the porch railing and the feeling of dread isn't evaporating. A moment later you're skipping down the porch steps and onto the front lawn. With your heart beating fast, you close your eyes and take a deep breath. Centering yourself, you concentrate and pull on your Asgardian magic to sense whether or not it's going to be a good day or bad day. All signs are pointing to something terrible happening.
Eyes flying open, you look to the sky. "Heimdall!" You call out. "Send down my beloved companion. They need my help."
Seconds tick by and you think Heimdall is refusing you because you had turned your back on everything after Mother's death, but then a portion of the sky shimmers and you can see a brief glimpse of the bifrost before the silhouette of a winged horse shimmers into existence.
Laughing, your gaze tracks the flight path of your pegasus. The pitch black creature lands and folds his wings in before trotting up to you, and you press your forehead to the pegasus' face. Lovingly scratching either side of his neck, you say, "Hello my morningstar. We have work to do."
The black beast neighs and paws at the ground before stepping back and trotting circles around you. You lightly smack him on the butt and he takes off in a trot down the street. Several people have come out of their houses and are staring, and you hear gasps all around as Lucifer's wings unfurl. He stops and turns back around, and then a moment later he's running at full speed. You smile ferally and put your back to him, you then running down the street. As you run you can feel your clothes changing on their own and the second Lucifer's at your side you jump and land on his back.
Your own blue and silver Asgardian armor covers you from the neck down, and a silver helmet sits atop your head with a piece of metal drooping down between your eyes to the tip of your nose. Your hands twist into Lucifer's mane and as you lightly kick his sides he jumps into the air. Guiding him towards where you know the fight is, you only hope you can get there in time.
   - X - X - X - X - X -
Out on the battle field, the Avengers are tiring. The team is at a loss of what to do, but at the moment they're just grateful that no more aliens are coming through the portal they had opened.
"Hey, Stark, I can really use another sweep," Clint says. "I just sent my last arrow into the field."
"On it, Bird Brain." Tony disengages from the alien he was fighting to collect all the arrows he can. "You really need to rethink your weapon of choice."
"Yeah, Barton," Natasha teases. "Upgrade, will you? Tony's new toys are fun," she says as she takes down four aliens, one right after the other with the glock that shoots energy blasts instead of bullets.
Steve jogs up to them, throwing his shield with a grunt and watching in satisfaction as it pings off alien head after alien head before hitting a wall and flying back towards him. "Guys, less talking more fighting. I really want to get home."
"Aw. Does Cap have a hot date waiting at home?" Tony muses. Steve falters, but doesn't rise to the bait. However, Natasha notices his little misstep and grins knowingly.
"Uh. Guys?" Clint then muses, staring up at the sky and following something with his gaze. "Am I the only one seeing a goddamn pegasus?"
There's a moment where the only sounds are of the battle, and then..
"SISTER!"
"Sister?" Every Avenger wonders as Hulk roars off in the distance.
The warrior on the back of the pegasus has a bow in hand, she loosing a volley of arrows with what appeared to be only one arrow. The winged horse swoops lower and the woman hops off, her horse taking flight once more and disappearing into the clouds.
Once your feet are on solid ground, you yank off your helmet at let it fall at your feet. You ignore the stares as you reach back into your quiver for another arrow, nocking it and grinning when the tip suddenly flames. With a whispered spell, you loose the arrow and smirk as it multiplies into a hundred and each arrow finds a place in an alien.
Before you can reach for another arrow, arms wrap around you from behind and you're suddenly being spun. Laughing, you let your brother have his moment. It's only when he sets you back down and turns you so you face him do you realize everyone but the Hulk gathering around.
"Y/N?"
You glance to your left and guiltily smile at a bewildered Steve. "Hi, honey. Surprise..?"
"Honey?" Iron Man muses just as Thor says, "You know of my sister?"
Clint snorts. "Shit. This outta be good."
You cringe as Thor continues to stare at Steve. "Uhh.. Steve and I are dating."
Instead of anger, Thor surprises you by beaming. "This is wonderful news!" You sigh in relief at his exuberance and then mentally groan when his smile falters. "But.. since when? You fled after Mother died. Have you.. have you been on Midgard all this time?"
"Yes." Thor suddenly looks unhappy and you frown. "I promise to explain everything later. Right now we have aliens to take care of."
"Yeah. About that," Hawkeye says. "Can you do what you did to your arrows to mine?"
You nod and hold a hand out for his arrows. Having collected them from Tony, Clint passes them over to you. Grasping them all in hand horizontally, you lift them so the shafts are near your lips. Then closing your eyes and muttering a spell, you hand them back to their owner. "There. You should be fine."
"Awesome."
Standing side by side with Hawkeye, the both of you nock an arrow each. As yours lights aflame, Hawkeye pouts and you huff a small laugh. Then angling upward, the two of you loose your arrows and everyone watches as they multiply mid-flight.
"So awesome," Clint muses again, watching as the aliens shriek and fall dead.
"All right. Now we're back in the game!" Iron Man zooms off, and after your brother shares a pointed look with you Thor twirls his hammer before taking flight.
Hawkeye and the Black Widow stare between you and Steve without an ounce of shame, and you sigh. Giving your attention to Steve, you say, "I'm sorry."
He frowns. "You could have told me when I told you about being Cap. Why didnât you?"
"I knew you worked with Thor. I didn't want you to have to lie to him."
"I would have. For you."
Chuckling softly, you reach up with your right hand and cup his cheek. "Oh honey, you can't lie to save your life."
The Black Widow laughs at Steve's offended look. "I can to."
"Mhm. Then why did you have the guiltiest expression just last week when I asked what happened to the last of my honey butter?" Steve gapes and you lightly tap the end of his nose. "Yeah that's what I thought."
Steve sighs. "You'll tell me everything?"
"Everything." Leaning in you're quick to peck his lips. "I'll even tell you about that one time Loki tricked Thor into wearing a wedding dress and almost married him off to another Prince. I was sworn to secrecy, but I'll make an exception just for you."
"And me," Clint says, smirking. "Your other brother Loki might be a dick, but I need all the embarrassing stories on Thor I can get."
You roll your eyes, shaking your head in amusement. "Fine. You too." Clint fist pumps and you look back to Steve. "Now come on, babe. We got an Earth to protect."
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Little Bird: Chapter 34 (NSFW)
Read on AO3. Part 33 here. Part 35 here.
Summary:Â A graveyard is a good place to bury all kinds of things.
Words: 5200
Warnings: inappropriate cemetery conduct
Characters: Kylo Ren x Handmaid!Reader
A/N:Â me, publishing last chapter: haha wait until they fuck on the graves, people will be--
everyone in the comments: ARE THEY GONNA FUCK IN THE CEMETERY
(DO I HAVE A FUCKING BRAND? I hate myself LMFAO)
Anyway, I hope y'all enjoyed this chapter--it was like pulling teeth to write, and I had to re-do it like three times. Thanks very much to @thetorturerwrites for assistance! I'm still very much loving this story, loving y'all's feedback, loving your thoughts. Hopefully you don't hate me too much for the ending of this chapter. Oopsie!! Love y'all so much. BE SAFE. <3
Beds of clovers blanketed the abandoned parking lot, pavement cracking and parting to the encroaching wilderness beyond, green valleys drowned in the sheets of rain. The Audi whirred in frustration, then stopped, wheels sloshing the muddied ground. Kylo Ren exited and stepped into the downpour without an umbrella--or really anything else that might protect him from getting absolutely soaked--while you readjusted your bonnet and flipped up the hood on the coat heâd given you.
By the time youâd managed to clamber out of the car, heâd already started down a grass-eaten pathway, long strides cutting a straight line off the winding concrete walk. You scampered to catch up with him, water pelting your face and splashing your boots--you called after him, but he either failed to hear you, or simply didnât care.Â
As he crossed into the cemetery proper, you passed entire yards decorated with forgotten graves--in the ground, you imagined the skeletons, filthy with dirt, nameless and faceless and truly dead, their identities known only to memories razed by the ravages of time. Tall oaks and maples stretched into the sky, their trunks smothered with overgrowth, some of them swallowed to the branches. Within them, you spied evidence of life--stick nests, a family of ravens sheltered from the storm under ceilings of vines. And then, further into the cemetery, a bird strangled in a mass of these same vines, wings quartered and neck snapped.Â
You followed him into a clearing, plumes of wildflowers burgeoning through a white brick path that meandered to a marble slab only slightly shorter than Kylo himself. At each side of the slab, a raised black granite tomb, plantlife weaving to obscure the ledgers. Beyond that, a grass ocean billowed into a valley, rolling to the edge of a forest, all of it waving in the storm winds. Lightning bleached the sky, and you squealed, folding your arms over your chest.
Kylo stopped before the feet of the tombs, staring. Rivers raced ridges into his hair and over his cheeks, dripped down his long nose, his eyes pooled with vacancy, clear and empty and absent of anything you had the ability to name.
âYou wanted to know what made me,â he said. âAsk the right questions. Iâll tell you.â Thunder groaned, miles away.Â
âOkay,â you said, squinting at him. âWhere are we?âÂ
He exhaled through his nose. âMy parentsâ graves.â
A curtain of rain swept the air, and you glanced between him and the graves before crossing to the slab, tearing through the slippery leaves. The stems were coiled tight around one another, but a sharp tug, and they ripped to the side, revealing the engraved dedication in large, block letters.Â
Organa.Â
Frowning, you glanced at him for a moment; he stood, still blank, failing to offer even the slightest acknowledgement of your presence. You sighed. The name Organa was familiar, but youâd only ever known it in connection with a late senator. To your surprise, as you tugged more, you saw her name: Leia Organa. One of the tombs belonged to her--and listed underneath her, the owner of the other tomb: Han Solo.
Breath evaporated, the pieces colliding like atoms, sparking light. You blinked, tracing the names with your fingertips as water creeked through the indentation. All he had said was what made me. But to know him--this mystery, in some moments more monster than man, and in others more hallowed than human--saddled you with more confusion than ever. This was a non-answer, a presentation in lieu of conversation.Â
You turned, brow raised. âI donât understand.â
âYou donât.â
âWhy did you take me here?â
His jaw tensed. âThey are,â he said, voice stark in the storm, âwhat made me.â
More lightning, and you jumped, cursing yourself internally. You couldnât reconcile the restrained, adjusted grandeur displayed at this gravesite with the person at its border. You knew enough about politics before Gilead to understand that a senatorâs son was someone ostensibly raised in a home of democracy. Yet this man was one forged in war.
This man, the one who had helped craft and arrange the society that controlled your life, the one who had taken and destroyed any hint of hope in your life barring him--this was a man raised with values of freedom, of self-reliance? In this moment, his flickers of tenderness didnât matter; they were snuffed in the shadows of your dependence. Kylo Ren, regardless of his rebellion, afforded you only what he determined was necessary. It was only by his grace you were out of your red dress, only by his allowance youâd known any level of escape.Â
Your enslavement was as it had always been--itâd only changed, you realized, in its terms.
âThat doesnât really answer my question,â you grumbled.
âThen you havenât asked the right question, little bird.â His tone was chiding, but his face was blank.
âWasnât your mother a senator? Or something?â It was difficult to remember--it had been years ago. âDidnât she campaign for civil rights?â
âShe did.â
âWasnât she well-liked? Popular with her constituents?â
âShe was.â
This game was wearing on you--but he was right. You hadnât asked any right questions. âBut⌠you helped create Gilead.â You swallowed. âYou talk about destiny and roles andâŚâ You shook your head. âYouâre still a Commander.âÂ
Kylo Ren blinked, unfazed by the rain.Â
âWhat happened?â you asked. âDid she do something wrong?â
âShe feared what she didnât know.â His voice was dry. âShe abandoned what she didnât understand.âÂ
âIâŚâ That had disarmed you. But it wasnât an explanation. âWhat didnât she know?â you asked. âWhat didnât she understand?â
Darkness flashed across his face. âEverything.â
The crack in his facade spurred you. âBut she was your mother.â You were testing him, watching his reaction. âDidnât she try?â
âTrying would imply she had direction.â His stare sank into you, fangs at your flesh. âShe was lost.â
You raised a brow. âLost.â There was a dropping dread that he was leading you toward a conclusion that would result in you forever seeking his permission for your humanity. You wouldnât let him off so easily. âShe hurt you.â
It was, technically, a question, in guise of a statement. But Kylo was silent. His eye twitched. It stoked hunger inside of you, a craving for his vulnerability.
âBut that doesnât make you right.â You gestured toward the graves. âJust because you were hurt doesnât mean that someone like her raises...â You cleared your throat, swallowed. âRaises someone like you.âÂ
A bolt snapped, blanched him in light. âSomeone like me.âÂ
You met his gaze; those pools were churning, now, deep below their shared surface--an ancient beast submerged in forced indifference, daring you to speak it into existence, goading you to give it a name.
âYes.â You shivered. âA murderer. An owner of another human being.â
The sky quaked. Over his shoulders, a bird flock fled the trees. Kylo advanced, irises burning with something like anger, distant and buried, his teeth grit. Your fingers found purchase in the vines--you anchored yourself to them.
âDo you have questions,â he asked, âor observations?â
Your jaw tightened. âI have a question.â
âThen ask.â
âOkay.â You squared your shoulders. âHow did they make you?â
Kylo stared--more lightning--illuminating the terrible void in his eyes. His shoulders fell, face sharpening in self-assured stoicism. âIn the same way that a neglected grave grows weeds.â
You blinked, tilting your head. âYouâre the grave.â
âNo.â His gaze simmered as it met yours. âIâm the weed.â
âWhat?â you asked. âHow are you the weed?â
âItâs as Iâve explained.â Kylo sniffed, returned his attention to the tomb. âI had no choice.â
âBut how did you have no choice?â
âThere were no other options.â His lids fluttered, thunder cracked. He stared at the ledger, following the twisted clot of leaves that shrouded the inscription on the granite. His tone was frozen steel. âThey gave me no choice.â
Your fingers curled around wet stems, and you swallowed. The conversation youâd had in his den floated through your mind--it feels like Iâm dying, like I donât even have a choice. In his mind, theyâd been killing him. Anxiety clenched your chest.
âKylo, youâre not making any sense.âÂ
âVery few things made sense,â he said. âThe world required order. I found truth. Truth they disagreed with.â For a moment, his expression etched in despair and exhaustion--the sky blinked, and it was gone. âAsk me how they died.â
âHow did theyâŚâ Â
You paused, looked at him. It had been big news--they were shot in their home. You gulped. A terrible, black-ink reality crept into your gut. The gunman was never found.
Hands trembling, you spun, yanking the vines to the side, exposing the dates. Both of them, deceased on November 18th, 1979. The date was too familiar--the day of the recording. The day Ben Solo signed his commitment to the foundation of Gilead. Your heart seized, throat closed, and you turned, dragging your gaze along the ground, traveling up his figure, resting on his face.
Kylo Renâs eyes were obsidian, brittle-edged and fragile to fracture. You struggled to breathe, wanting to ask how, ask why--knowing that, in his way, heâd already given you the answer.
To any garden, a weed was an invader, gnarling through the dirt and choking eager life, sapping it of space--without intervention, an untamed weed consumed its home, ate its brethren, dominated to meet its needs. They were not like so many flowers, tended to with gentle hands, encouraged to flourish and blossom in their beds. No, weeds existed in the realm of burden, forever unwanted, accepted only to be controlled or destroyed. A weed could only be afforded the privilege to exist if it left the perimeter of the garden, renounced its birthplace, and decided, with defiance, to live.Â
You pulled the coat tight around you, folded your arms. âDid they deserve it?â
The obsidian sharpened under your stare. And he swallowed. âNo.â
Nervous heat rushed your skin. âYou know that this isnât truth. This isnât right.â
Kylo reached beyond you, plucked a leaf from the vine. âI brought you here so you would understand,â he said. âThere is value in knowing and realizing your purpose. In knowing your role. Inherent and unalterable.â He crumpled the leaf in his fist. âWithout Gilead, purpose and meaning are lost. My parents failed to realize their purpose, and the world suffered. Youâll realize yours.â Tossing the debris to the side, he fixated on you again, his hair sticking like black thread to his face. âIâll realize mine.â
Lightning split the sky. This hadnât been a pilgrimage, it had been a proselytization. In his desire to grasp at meaning, heâd attempted to convince you of it, too. Yet by now, you could see, see his doubts plaguing him, deep currents in his mind--could see that in convincing you, heâd wanted, too, to convince himself, that he was born demonic, abandoned to Hell in the depths of destiny. But you knew better. You knew him.
Scanning you, he turned down the brick path. âCome.â
âWhat is my purpose, Kylo?â
He froze mid-step, a statue in the rain. Water whispered, then howled, a susurrus in crescendo, punctuated by a sharp, static crack in the sky. You squeaked; Kylo peered at you from over his shoulder, and even through the storm, you saw it. He was your reflection again, an augmented refraction--if you were afraid, then he was terrified.
âWhatâs my purpose?â you repeated, stepping toward him. âDonât you know?âÂ
He didnât speak, and didnât move. You took another step, and another, passing like a ghost under the veil of rain. Kylo watched you, obsidian strained to splinter.
âYou can't answer because you know you're wrong.â You wanted to stare into him, stare through him. âYou know there's something more to this life, that we have options, we have choices--â
He shifted, and took the tiniest, most egregious step back. âWe donât.â
âWe do,â you said. âBut you canât admit it because you canât admit that you chose all of this!â
âI didnât.â
âYou did!â You were an armâs length from him. He didnât move. âYou chose your name, you chose your path, you chose this life--and you chose mine, too.â Another step, close enough to count the constellations on his face. âBut it doesnât have to be like this. You can be whoever you want to be.â As if possessed by its own destiny, your hand rose, grazed his fingers, your grip slippery and warm--he trembled when you held him. âYou can⌠you can be Ben--â
Sneering, he jerked back. âNo.â
You shook your head, reaching for him again. âBut I want to know him.â
âWhy?â His pupils were shadowed in waterfalls.
âBecause,â you said, âthatâs who you are--â
âItâs not.â
âIt is,â you said, grabbing his hand, âI want to know him, I want to know Ben Solo--â
Kylo snarled, wrung you away. âWhy do you insist on raising the dead?â He loomed--you retreated, and he chased you back, spitting through his teeth. âThere is no Ben Solo!â
âBut thatâs your name--â
âMy name is mine to give! Not yours to know!â His face was aflame with fury. âYou want Ben Solo to free you--Ben Solo was the coward. Ben Solo killed his parents.â He drew closer, pressing you back with every step. âI saved you. I carried you.â His lips twisted in a mirthless smirk. âI fucked you.â Kylo had your back flat to the slab now, obsidian shattered in the throes of his wrath. âYou donât know Ben Solo. You know me.â He caged you underneath him, a black sun burning heat and gravity between your bodies. âYou know what made me, little bird,â he muttered, a delicious threat. âAre you afraid?â
In the summer storm air, he sweltered you, so hot that when your wet gown glued to your back, you had no way to know if it was sweat or rain. His focus flicked between your mouth, your eyes, your mouth, and he leaned closer, framing you between his forearms, his breath scant. You stared at him--your devil, your echo, your enigma--and knew, despite all of his impossible complexities, you would never, ever be afraid.
Jaw steeled, you pushed off your hood, snatched your bonnet, tossed it to the ground. Lightning streaked and pealed with thunder. You didnât even flinch.
âNo, Kylo,â you breathed. âIâm not.â
You licked your lips, exhaled. And his mouth was on you.
Kylo Renâs kiss was a slippery bruise, melding madness at your skin, tongue driving into you while he inhaled through his nose. You met him, movement for movement, groaning against him, fingers folding into his hair, thumbs tracing the tops of his ears, and he gasped along your lips before capturing them again, snatching your wrists and pinning them with one large hand above your head. Arousal sparkled in your belly--you wriggled in his grip, offering a needy roll of your hips before swirling your tongue around his. His hold on your wrists tightened, and he pinned you to the stone, grinding his growing desire into the apex of your thighs.
You throbbed, a full-body pulse, humming into him with a shudder. Kylo nipped your lower lip and slid to your chin, following the streams on your skin as he pressed clumsy, open-mouthed kisses along your jaw, falling to suck and nibble at your heartbeat. Whimpering, you nuzzled your head into his, and he responded with a sharp bite to your neck, barely-restrained, earning a squeal from your throat.
âAre you sure youâre not afraid?â he murmured into your ear. âDo you think you can handle me?â
Lust seared you like fire. You smirked. âTry me.â
Kylo growled, wresting you from the stone by your arms and guiding you back until you toppled onto one of the vine-encrusted tombs. He was greed incarnate, tearing your coat from your shoulders before he grappled the neckline of your nightgown and shredded the buttons apart. Your cunt clenched, lungs stalled--he kissed you again, big hands groping at your tits while he pushed you flat along the grave, crawling over until he straddled you, a beast bent over his meal.
Rain bathed you both, rivers roaming over your curves, white cloth of your bra a dewy illusion over your breasts. His thumbs skimmed your nipples with prickles of pleasure, and you moaned, shoving your hands under his shirt, reveling in the hard planes of his body--he tensed, moving back to your neck, sucking at your throat. You memorized the muscle under your fingertips, Kyloâs skin damp and hot under your hands, and he was voracious, without restraint, pulling painful hickeys from your pulse.Â
Need burned between your thighs, and he shifted lower, marking you in abandon, drawing tissue between his teeth, welts popping to life under the pressure of his lips. Anxiety flitted through your mind--he was leaving visible evidence--but the soft groan from his chest wiped it clean, your back arching to offer more of your untamed flesh. Grateful, he bit at the swell of your tits, crimson crescents blooming, and his hands hiked up your skirt, tugging at your underwear as he laved at your nipple through your bra, scraping it with his teeth through the fabric. You squealed, squirming, and he yanked the garment free, leaving your sex aching from exposure.
Kylo fumbled at your folds, two thick fingers peeling you open, assessing your slickness, teasing your entrance. âSo wet already,â he said and clucked his tongue. âAnd in a cemetery. Youâd take my cock whenever I wanted, wouldnât you?â
You bit your lip, trying to rub against his hand. âAs if you arenât ready to fuck me on your motherâs grave.â
He snickered. âYouâre wrong.â He leaned to your ear, thumb skating your clit--you gasped. âItâs my fatherâs.â
Kylo pushed into you, and you tightened around him, hips twitching, head lolling along the leaves. His mouth ravished you again, leaving purple pebbles in its wake while he claimed you from chin to clavicle, spit and storm and sweat blending on his tongue. Scissoring you open, he rolled your stiff clit, rocking his wrist, curling and working your walls, his other hand palming at his erection in an attempt to pacify himself. You bucked your hips, a shivering moan escaping, and he cursed, slamming in to the knuckle.
âIf I fuck you now,â he muttered at your jawline, âyouâll have to take all of me. Everything I give you.â He bit your neck, hard, forcing a cry from your lips. âI wonât be able to control myself.â
Heat scorched you, and you pulsed around him in anticipation, his fingers crooking in your wet core. Thunder grumbled in the distance. âThought Iâd long proved my capability.â
Kylo purred, and bit you again, pain shooting through you. âI havenât been able to fuck you properly in over two weeks.â Last night hardly counted, you agreed. âI need to wreck your little cunt.â His thumb swiped fast over your swollen nub. âIâll fuck you like Ben Solo never could.â
You shuddered, meeting his eyes. âDo your worst.â
Snarling, he leaned onto his knees, tore his fingers from your core and stuffed them in your mouth; you whinged in surprise, starting to suckle them clean. You were tart and tangy, your tongue slipping the length of his digits to swallow it all--Kyloâs free hand unleashed his dick, twitching eagerly despite its thick, heavy length. He jammed his hand to the back of your throat, and you gagged before he depressed your tongue, prying open your jaw.
âYou know how this works.â He gazed at you, lightning an electric halo around him. âBeg for it.â
When he released you, you gasped into the rain. âPlease, fuck me.âÂ
Before you could blink, he slapped you, sending spit from your teeth. âNo, slut,â he hissed. âI said beg.â
Your face burned--humiliation, shock, and most importantly: desire. If this is what he meant, you wanted more. âYouâre not being very respectful of the dead.â
Kylo scowled and smacked you again, branding your cheek. He seized your scalp and jerked you toward him, his other hand stroking his dick.Â
âDonât make me wait any longer for your pussy,â he said. âOr Iâll fuck you so hard youâll wish you were among them.â
Your head spun, dizzy with shame and longing--perhaps the same culprits responsible for your temporary insanity. âThen I might keep you waiting.â
Seething, he reeled back and cracked you with the back of his hand, pain blinding you, screaming in your ears. He jostled your head in his grip, waiting for your eyes to refocus--his face was red with impatient desire.Â
âIf you wonât beg for my cock,â he said, âthen youâll beg for mercy.â
A starving behemoth, he spun you around and slammed your face to the tomb--you heaved, buried in the vegetal scent of wet leaves, and behind you, Kylo was panting. He tossed your sopping excuse for a skirt up your back before wrestling with your hips until they were in the air, rain pelting your exposed ass and cunt. One hand fisted your hair, the other gathering your wrists behind your back, and without warning, he broke your core, cleaving it open with a sharp, unbelievable bliss, head hitting your cervix. You cried out, recoiling in pain, and he shook you in reprimand.
âOh, no.â He drove his palm into your head, his nails scratching your scalp. âDonât run from it.â
Kylo rammed into you, spearing you with his cock, your body quaking with the force of each of his violent thrusts. His breath was already ragged, furious groans pushed from his chest as he fucked deep into you. Your lungs were empty, finding oxygen in his onslaught, your walls squeezing his length in delight, your clit buzzing for attention, clamoring for the long-awaited sensation of cumming around him.
âSuch--such a needy little cunt,â he growled. âIt missed this cock, didnât it?â When you didnât respond, he struck your skull on the stone. âDidnât it?â
You keened in pain, face smashed on the tomb. âYes!â
âI know.â He released your wrists, letting them drop limp, and reached under your belly, slick fingers rubbing merciless circles on the bundle of nerves in rhythm with his pistoning hips--you wailed, drooling with pleasure, assaulted with a sudden, immediate need to orgasm. âI know what you like--fuck, youâre so tight when youâre about to cumâŚâ He groaned, punishing your pussy with hard, rapid thrusts. âProve you can take it. Cum on this cock.â
Between the attention on your clit and the size of his dick, you snapped, convulsing and trembling while your blood flooded with flames, blazing heat through your thighs and to your toes. Behind you, Kylo hissed, fucking you through it, valiantly holding off his own orgasm as yours fizzed at your flesh. When your coreâs pulsing slowed, he pulled out, flipping you onto your back, and you writhed underneath him.
He smacked your face, and you whined. âDonât squirm.â Kylo shifted until he was standing and dragged you by your ankles to the edge of the grave. âIâm not done with that pussy yet.â
Propping your calves on his shoulders, he lunged forward, palm clamping down on your neck, his eyes wild, crazed with desire. His free hand pinched your cheeks, and he plunged in, jaw dropping in disbelief when he sheathed himself again in your wet heat. With a hiss, he stuffed you full before sliding back out and pounding your cunt, growling breath leaking from his lungs, his hold on your throat tightening.Â
The pressure in your head only doubled the frenzy of being fucked--you wheezed, your pulse thumping in your temples, and this spurred him on, drilling you with a depraved stare as he plowed into your tight pussy again and again and again. The rain was steam on your skin, thunder a distant noise behind the sound of slapping skin and your strangled, whimpering moans. Your walls clenched and fluttered around his throbbing dick, sore clit twitching once more with a growing demand to be sated--Kylo grunted, tugging you closer.Â
âOpen.âÂ
Wincing, you did--and he spat into your mouth.Â
âSwallow, bitch. Show me.â
Against his massive hand, it was difficult, but you managed with a grimace, popping your jaw apart to prove it, and Kylo smirked, rewarding you with painful, blissful strokes of his hips. He wracked your body to its limit, your breath lost ages ago, your heart flying through your veins, your ass sore from the dig of vines. Â
âPoor thing,â he cooed. âI think you need to cum again.â
The hand at your cheeks snaked between your legs, flicking your aching clit, and you groaned--or tried to, anyway--the speed of your pulse resonating through the grip on your neck. He felt it, too, head bowing in pleasured shock as you thrummed around him, your oncoming climax massaging his thick cock with every new thrust. Resolute, he rubbed you faster, watching you--in his gaze, you saw nothing but an endless, ebony void of lust.
âWhose cock is inside you?â
The words croaked out. âY-yours, Kylo.â
His choke tightened, and your vision whirled. âWhoâs fucking you right now?â
 âYou--you are, Kylo--â
âThatâs right,â he sneered, and swirled your nub so quickly you squealed. âCum.â
Your orgasm charged you, whiting your sight, and you screamed, throttled from his hand as every muscle below your waist contracted with an agonizing ecstasy. Your pussy milked and squeezed his cock, but he resisted his own climax once more, sinking into you until you descended, and shoved you back along his fatherâs grave. His dick dripped with your slick, and he was heaving, cheeks flush with exertion. He drank in the sight of you--cunt spread and abused, raindrops scattered like crystals on your skin, your throat and chest smothered with the evidence of his possession--before he pounced, a raving animal.
âYouâre going to take all of me,â he muttered. âEvery single fucking inch.â
Kylo pinned you to the stone, one arm coiling under you to fist your hair, the other cranking your leg back until your knee hit your stomach. He panted, wedging his hips between yours, his cock throbbing as he positioned it at your pleading core--baring his teeth, he slipped in, your pussy so wet and ready that it swallowed him with ease. Groaning with pleasure, he hammered into you, stretching you wide, filling you to the root. Locks of hair slid into his eyes, and he tossed them back, wetting his lips and fucking you deep, trapping you in his feral gaze.Â
âYou want me.â He popped your head back as a prompt. âYou want all of me.â
You nodded, despite it. âYes--oh--I do.â
He swallowed, leaning into you, pressing his forehead to yours. âAfter all of it,â he said, barely a whisper, âafter everything.âÂ
Your chin trembled, his admission about his parents piercing your heart, swelling it in anguish. In the setting of his hopeless rejection, his savagery, his apathy, his hollow rage--none of it mattered, not to you. And you knew, just as he would never know a woman more willing to hold his soul without still wanting, you would never find another man like Kylo Ren. And there would never be anyone you would want more desperately, or reluctantly, than him.
âYes.â You wrapped your arms around him, safe when lightning crashed, rocking your hips in his pace. âNo matter what.â
âFuck.â He wound your hair in his fist, and wrenched your head back, tearing at your throat with his teeth, harsh thrusts pulverizing your cunt. âFucking whore⌠Iâm--fuck--Iâm going to make you break again.â His hand left your leg, long fingers back to stroking your tender clit. âAnd then Iâm going to fill you up with my cum.â
Senses barraged, you shrieked, overwhelmed and oversensitive. He was right. You wanted mercy. âKylo--fuck--please!â
âNo. Take it,â he snarled into your ear. âTake it.â
He assailed your nub, and you quailed, curling around him, shaking from his power, lids shut while he nipped your neck, demolished your pussy, panted hard into your ear. It was all too much, too great, brain crashing into a wanton mess. You spasmed, biting your lip, hauled through sensitivity and into a new plane of pleasure, rapture singeing your skin, and you gasped, choked, begged in babbling nonsense for release, for him to send you soaring and screaming and cumming.Â
âPerfect,â Kylo moaned, pumping into you, folding you into his frame. âMake yourself mine. Cum for me. Cum for me, angel.â
Your mind split--euphoria and disbelief--and you imploded, twitching, your climax shining lucent through your skin, shattering your sanity, igniting Kylo, too. He groaned, grunted, burying himself to the hilt, warm cock pulsing as he poured hot cum deep into your cunt.Â
Had not known how youâd gotten there, you might have thought youâd joined the residents of the cemetery, your spirit buoyant above you for long, witless moments, until it returned to you, floating back in a daze. When you arrived to Earth, you realized Kylo was arriving too, kissing your cheek, holding you close, the both of you fighting to regulate your breath. When youâd both relaxed, he slipped out, leaned back on his heels, revealing you to the trickling rain.
You stared at him, head heavy, attempting to comprehend what heâd called you--angel--attempting to catalogue every minute of this encounter into whatever part of your memory would carve it in permanency. Sighing, you smiled at him, joy bubbling in your chest, but he only gazed at you, affection twinkling--then guttering in his eyes. He absently thumbed your chin before he tucked himself away, and you followed suit, trying to piece together what little was left intact of your clothing. Not that it mattered, as it was all completely drenched with rain. You felt like a paper bag that had been left in a swamp.
Having finished, you looked to your Commander, who was standing at the head of the gravesite. Waiting.
Blushing, you trotted to meet him--when he turned to lead, you reached out.
âWait.â
Kylo stopped, glanced back. Between you, you felt it again--fate, kismet, serendipity, destiny--whatever it was called, it was something that you could see, the frame of your future like an open door for you to peer inside. Beyond the threshold, the vision was luminous and distinct, a sunray lancing Gileadâs storm: You and Kylo Ren. Together, and safe, and free.Â
You didnât know how youâd get there. You only knew that for the first time, youâd understood exactly what heâd meant.Â
âWhat if weâŚâ You shrugged, as if what you were about to say was no big deal. âNo one knows weâre here. No one has to know where we went.â Watching him, you stepped closer. âWhat if we leave? We can figure it out, we can get help from the Resistance,â you said. âWhat if we just... go?â
The sky screeched above you--the storm was close, almost right overhead, and a torrent of rain gushed from the clouds. Kylo stared, inscrutable, studying you piece by piece, an inspection of your sincerity, brow furrowing. Then his lips pinched together, his eye twitched. He stepped toward you--
Pop.
At first, youâd thought it was thunder--and when the pain hit, youâd thought itâd been lightning, instead. But then you glanced at your arm, scrutinizing the source, and found only frayed fabric, burnt thread, and a gash of bright, red blood. You blinked, adrenaline crashing into you like a freight plane.
âOh,â you mumbled, fuzzing gaze drifting to Kylo. âI think Iâve been shot.â
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Best of Marvel: Week of October 23rd, 2019
Best of this Week: The Immortal Hulk #25 (Legacy #742) - Al Ewing, GermĂĄn GarcĂa, Chris O'Halloran, Joe Bennett, Ruy JosĂŠ and Paul Mounts
At the end of the Universe, there is only the Breaker of Worlds.
Many issues of Immortal Hulk have tackled the horror of what comes next, the existence of an apocalyptic Green Hell for those touched by Gamma radiation being the most terrifying. This issue, however, doesn't focus on what comes AFTER life, but what is coming for the last flickers of it that will exist at the end of time.
Following an alien being of some sort, named Par%l, we join hir as they travel to the last known vestige of the Universe's knowledge. A planet called O%los, a beautiful planet with chromatic seas, crystalline superstructures and a general feeling of happiness. Par%l hopes that by beating the Breaker-Apart to O%los, that they might be able to warn the nine billion souls that live there or save the knowledge stored therein. From what we learn of hir interaction with another being of her kind, every other planet in the Universe has been destroyed by a monster of some kind.
These pages are characterized by GarcĂa's use of otherworldly visuals and O'Halloran's use of warm and pastel colors. Par%l and her companion Farys look almost microbial with extended "necks," long, almost tube like bodies, capped with heads that contain crystals of some sort in them. It's abstract in a way that signifies that humans have long since been annihilated and that the beings at the far end of the universe are pretty much all that's left.
The pages before this have been characterized by bright and lively colors. Warm oranges and yellows have signified life and the hope that knowledge could be saved. The multi colors of O%los even brim with light and a feeling that everything will be all right. O'Halloran makes sure to set the mood of the unknown before ripping it away at the very last moment.
As Par%l arrives to the orbit of O%los, in the distance, Par%l spies a green light.
In an instant, O%los is beset upon by the form of The Immortal Hulk. He floats through space, not speaking a single word, but saying everything he needed to with a clothesline.
He obliterates the planet.
Par%l observes his every movement. From his crashing through several moons and lifeless planets, winding up his fist, to the impact of the hit. The crystals of O%los are spread across the vastness of space, the planet is turned into a combination of glass, dust and death as nine billion beings are killed and all of life knowledge if destroyed. What was once a colorful environment is then replaced with a bright green and the darkest blacks as the destroyed remains of O%los float around hir.
Par%l doesn't understand and gathers the words for all of the things they're seeing. They have never seen hands or arms before, but she finds the words, she has never seen a face before and above all, she had never seen a smile until the Breaker-Apart looks upon her minuscule and insignificant form. Hulk is terrifying here as he has now become planet sized or larger, able to shift his size enough to crush stars and even suns. He doesn't have regular eyes as they just glow with evil Green Door Energy.
When Par%l tries to communicate with him, simply asking "Why?" They are met with horrors unimaginable. I'd imagine GarcĂa is a fan of Jeff Lemire and Andrea Sorrentino's Gideon Falls because the next few pages are beautiful double page spreads of Eldritch terror in a similar style. It's not fair to draw comparisons, but in my opinion they are absolutely prevalent.Â
The shots of thousands of people with their eyes blotted out, screaming in fear without any words or even sound as they're coated in an evil green and black is more than mind numbingly scary. The next shot of The One Below All showing his fleshy, mucus-y visage under the guise of Hulk's horribly distorted and ripped apart body with the background showing a city razed to the ground is terrifying. The red lettering by Cory Petit only stands to make the scene more scary as he's able to convey what The One Below All says in a way that makes him seem out of this dimension.Â
He is powerful in a way that is incomprehensible. This is shown even more on the final spread where he is shown with tunnels where his eyes were as he's surrounded by faces in the melted flesh of the Hulk's body. He says that he has eaten all of the selves that were in the Hulk and that the mystery of his own existence frightens him, but he will kill all of life to be alone.Â
Par%l is unable to take it and hir shell cracks, forming a fly containing all of hir knowledge of the future. Somehow it travels through time into the hands of one of the Hulk's oldest enemies.Â
To say this book had me terrified would be an understatement. As I turned each page, the horrors only became more visceral, more dreadful. The Hulk will destroy the world, not just one, but all of them. Of the many futures that Marvel presents, I believe this one. The One Below All is written as if they are the truth. They will kill everything and there is nothing any living being can do to stop it. Maybe Par%l landing in the hands of who it does will be the catalyst to avoiding that future, but like Thanos, The One Below All might just be inevitable.Â
GermĂĄn GarcĂa's art was phenomenal here, just beautiful to look at with a page turner everywhere. It had vast a detailed visuals when things seemed to have an upswing, but when the time came for Hulk to appear and collapse the entire idea, GarcĂa hammered home just how hopeless things were. Chis O'Halloran colored this book like a champ and really sold the desolation that The Green Light brought with it. He's able to easily elicit a feeling of fear with such a simple and common color through his use of a particular shade, kind of a toxic color accentuated by a whiteness in the center.
What's most enjoyable about this is Al Ewing's ability to weave a tale that goes beyond the initial premise of an unkillable Hulk, to one where an interdimensional God using the Hulk's body sniffs out every last light in the universe. There's so much story potential and it's a wonder where he could possibly go to reach this point if it's not stopped.
This book is absolutely fitting of the horror of October and is a definite Scary Recommend.
#comics#marvel comics#marvel horror#marvel#devil hulk#immortal hulk#hulk#the one below all#al ewing#german garcia#chris ohalloran
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Some Sunny Day - Chapter 10: Happy to Know (Gravity Falls - Same Coin Theory)
Summary:Â Itâll all out in the open now.
Warnings: Suicidal ideation (no one dies)
Previous / Next
The Beginning (see here for AO3 link)
Just a quick foreword for this chapter and the next one: now that the main cast members are all realizing the truth, theyâre going to be expressing some opinions on the situation (interpretations of the theory) that are not necessarily my own, and may not reflect the overall direction this fic is taking. The truth is out, but thereâs still a lot that needs to be worked through, so if this chapter feels like a downer, donât worry â this fic is tagged Hurt/Comfort for a reason that will (eventually) become apparent.
(The Same Coin Theory is by @dubsdeedubs and @renmorris!)
Stanleyâs mindscape was changing.
Ford somehow remained blind to it until he tried to stand up, only to fall back down to his hands and knees as the floorboards shuddered and swayed beneath his feet. All around him, walls buckled and planks were torn out of place, rearranging themselves to craft new hallways, new connections between memories.
Hissing geysers erupted from cracks in the floor, the scalding-hot plumes weaving deftly around him as their steam escaped through the holes in the roof. Some of the clouds took longer to drift out of sight, and as they hung lazily in the air, Ford could make out images in them â a rift, a shooting star. A fire, a fist. A statue.
The steam even seemed to seep out of the walls and floor themselves, sapping the darkness from the wood as it grew lighter and lighter, brighter and brighter until it burned Fordâs eyes just to look at. The grain patterns in the planks shifted and flickered like waves of fire, taking on a blue hue as they leapt out of the wood and into the air, chasing away the last wisps of darkness to render Stanâs mind in all white and light gray, accented by the yellow gleam of the knots in the walls as they all shifted to fixate their gaze on Ford, unblinking.
He covered his eyes, but the images stayed seared in his memory.
***
Stanley laughed â a long, hearty laugh that would have brought tears to his eyes and a sore sensation to his gut, had he not been immaterial and invulnerable, free from the oppressive laws of physics as the undisputed master of the mindscape.
Oh, it had been so long â so long since heâd last looked beyond where his cataract-ridden human eyes could see, since heâd last snapped his fingers and rewritten the rules of the universe however he deemed fit, so long since heâd last consciously thought about how ancient and how powerful he was, how much he was truly capable of when he set his mind to itâŚ
He didnât know whether to call it ten months or sixty-two years, but it had been so long, too long.
So long since heâd last cheated someone out of some precious time in possession of their own body, so long since heâd razed a dimension from the inside out and danced as it went up in flames, so long since heâd â
So long since heâd tortured his former pawn (his future brother) to give up the equation confining his reign of terror to a single town, so long since heâd left it up to chance which child (which nibling) heâd kill in cold blood, to convince Ford that he meant what he said about hurting those kids â
Fuck, fuck, fuck â
More and more memories kept rushing back, some already remembered from a different perspective, but many worse than anything a still-amnesiac-Stanley would have ever dreamed of. Dimensions burnt to the ground, deals struck and puppets claimed, eyes dripping blood and cutlery jabbed into arms â
He had always known on some level, he realized.
(No, not realized. Admitted.)
He had known since the blue flames first flickered up around his fingers that morning, and he had known since he first found the prisms in Fordâs house and been struck by a wave of dĂŠjĂ vu, as long-slumbering memories grew restless in their sleep. He had known since heâd swung back and forth on a rusty swingset on a beach, staring at the six-fingered hands gripping the chains of the other swing, and addressed their owner by a nickname from a prophecy written centuries ago, in a cave two thousand miles away. Heâd known ever since the blue fire of the burning mindscape had faded away, and heâd opened two eyes in a hospital in New Jersey, mind blank but not truly empty.
He just couldnât admit it to himself and stay sane. He didnât dare risk reawakening the demon that lurked in his memories, bound in place by the flimsy chain that was his newly acquired conscience â but it hadnât just been about self-preservation, or even the preservation of the rest of the world, had it? He hadnât been able find the courage to admit it to his family, either, to tell them who he was â and then, even worse, to explain how heâd known and lied about it for so long, for as long as heâd known them. How heâd lied until he couldnât remember what was a lie and what wasnât.
And he didnât know how to tell them that all the lying been futile, in the end, because denial could erase memories but not actions. Not who, not what he was. His very identity as the others saw it â as even he had been foolish enough to see it, for sixty-two years â was nothing more than just another con. Just another fake name.
All belief of being Stanley Pines abandoned, Bill Cipher raised a hand to cover his mouth and screamed.
***
The one remaining column of steam in the room exploded just as Ford pulled himself to his feet, and winds tore across the room, howling in agony but miraculously not knocking him down. On unsteady feet, a figure with disheveled hair but an impeccable suit and tie walked falteringly forwards, away from the site of detonation â and despite himself, Ford stepped towards him.
âStanley? Are you ââ
Stanâs head jerked up, and he stared at Ford like a deer in the headlights. âNo! No, donât come any closer, I ââ
His feet lifted off the floor, and waves of pixels and static rippled up his body as he gritted his teeth, form flickering back and forth between human and â
And something Ford couldnât quite make out, human and â
Human and â
A sickly yellow triangle materialized out of the static, single eye unblinking as thin black limbs dangled limply towards the ground.
âWell,â he said, in the quietest voice Ford had ever heard emanate from Bill Cipher, âyou probably see why you shouldnât come near me.â
Fordâs stomach churned like it had been thrown into perpetual free fall, and his eyes unfocused.
âWhat did you do to him?!â he howled. âWHAT DID YOU DO TO MY BROTHER?!â
âNothing,â Bill said, hands curling into tiny black fists as his appearance flickered and morphed into Stan once again. âI got some bad news, Sixer.â
âStop pretending to be him!â Ford snarled. âI know youâre really Cipher, so stop â stop making a mockery of him like that! Stop pretending!â
âI have stopped.â The being that took on Stanâs appearance looked genuinely upset, shaking his head slowly and refusing to make eye contact for more than a fraction of a second. âI was â I was pretending for a really long time, but ââ
âYouâre not making any sense, Stââ Ford barely caught himself, and corrected frantically. âNo, I mean â fuck. What do you fucking want from me, Bill, that ââ
Stan took a shaky breath â the type that often comes when tears are starting to dampen oneâs eyes, and theyâre trying not to let them creep into their voice. âI really had you convinced, didnât I?â
He closed his two eyes, after another burst of static, Bill opened his one. âSixer, I⌠I was always Stan.â
âWhat?! No, of all the bullshit â is this some reincarnation angle youâre going for? Because you clearly died long after Stan was ââ
âTime doesnât work like that, Ford! You went rooting through my memories, you saw me invoke the Axolotl â that big frilly know-it-all exists way outside of any backwards and forwards or cause and effect, you must have figured that out by now! I invoked it back when I was burning in my own damn mindscape, when I didnât actually want to die, and you know what it thought? It thought I was worth saving â oh, and not just saving, but worth shoving me back into your lives like I hadnât ruined them enough yet!â
âDonât talk like that about him! Donât talk like you are him! I wonât fall for your tricks, Cipher, I ââ
âI donât want it to be true either!â Bill wailed, and a fiery blue tear fell from his eye, continuing to roll down his cheek as he turned back into Stan. âYou have no idea, I â I want more than anything to to go back to just a couple days ago, to being able to pretend everything is normal and only thinking about spending the summer with you all! But â but itâs not â I canât pretend anymore! Iâm too dangerous to all of you!â
His hoarse voice broke every few words, so full of anguish and so unmistakably Stan. So far beyond anything Bill would ever have the capability to fake.
âThereâs â thereâs got to be memories getting mixed up in here somehow,â Ford whispered, and though he tried to sound comforting it ended up sounding more like a desperate prayer. âWeâll get this all sorted out, Stanley, donât worry ââ
âYou canât sort out what was never mixed up in the first place!â Bill yelled. âWhy wonât you just listen to me, Ford? What about â what if I show you something you remember too?â
The Shack shuddered, planks groaning as they moved to make way for a new door that was dragged out from the hallway by an unseen force. Blue flames ignited around the knob as it twisted open on its own, letting the door swing open to reveal â
Earlier this June, about two weeks ago. Ford shuffled cards as Dipper and Mabel pulled chairs up to a table, and Stan carried in a bowl of fresh popcorn.
âAlright, what are we doinâ for teams?â he asked, setting down the bowl. âFord and I are obviously unstoppable together, so itâs only fair if we both team up with one of you kiddosâŚâ
âYeah, âcause you both count cardsâŚâ Dipper muttered under his breath.
Stan ignored him and folded his hands together, making a point with his index fingers as he gestured between Mabel and Dipper. âEenie meenie miney⌠you.â
Dipper flinched as Stan landed on him, staring at his pointed fingers with horror for a moment before taking a few hurried steps backward. âI, uhâŚâ
Stan frowned. âSomething wrong?â
âOh, no,â Mabel murmured. âItâs a Bill thing, isnât it, Dipper?â
Dipper started to shake his head, but then sighed and pulled down his hat. âYeah. He⌠he said that to me a couple times, and now I justâŚâ
âShit, Iâm sorry,â Stan said. âTell me right away if I ever use a bad phrase like that again, okay?â
Dipper nodded, and Ford put a hand on his shoulder. To Stan, he whispered: âI think I remember hearing Bill use that phrase once, but⌠aside from that, I donât think Iâve ever heard it from anyone but you. Did he â did he steal your catchphrase?â
Stan shrugged. âI dunno, but I hope he didnât steal anything else. Dipper â or any of you, actually â are there any other words you guys want me to avoid?â
The other three Pines shook their heads, and Stan smiled, passing the bowl of popcorn in Dipperâs direction. âWell then, letâs play some euchre before the popcorn gets cold. I got fancy with this batch and made it on the stove, ya know.â
The door to the memory slammed shut, and Ford bit his lip. His hands were trembling at his sides, fingers curled so tightly that they ached like hell, and he couldnât bear to look down at them in fear he might find them bleeding.
âCoincidence,â he choked out. âIt has to be.â
âWhat will make you believe it, Sixer?â Stan asked. âFuck, even that nickname should clue you in! Did you ever think it was weird that the two of us both called you Sixer, and just the two of us?â
âBill must have stolen it from you. Like he stole ââ
âThat nickname came from the zodiac and you know it! I know you know it, so why canât you just â just â just look at yourself, Stanford!â
The air shimmered between them, forming a surface so pristine and perfectly reflective that Ford almost thought he was still looking at his twin, view unobstructed â but Stan had been silhouetted in blue flames just a moment ago, while Fordâs reflection was awash with darkness. Clouds circled him slowly, not a single spark of lightning seen in the air between them, and they blurred together with his trenchcoat as it flowed in the gentle wind, disintegrating into tiny gray droplets at the hem. Dark paths traced from the corners of his eyes down his cheeks, running off his chin and down his neck towards his sweater, where they bled into the wool and stained it black.
And the hands, unmistakably six-fingered and undeniably his own, were dripping dark liquid too â not the blood he thought heâd felt, but relentless cascades of black, feeding rivers that hissed and steamed as they ran across the floorâs glowing planks.
âDonât you see? Youâre drawing all the darkness left in my mind towards you because youâre the one in the deepest denial now â but trust me, Ford, itâs not gonna last forever. Somethingâs gonna snap you out of it sooner or later, so it â it might as well be now. Just accept that Iâm not who you thought I was.â
âFuck,â Ford whispered. âStanley, you â youâre â you really ââ
Stan rose above the mirror, still cloaked in flames as his body convulsed into the form of Bill once more.
âYou said no one is allowed to say Stanley is worthless, but guess what? âStanleyâ isnât real. He was just another lie, invented by an amnesiac dream demon who almost managed to convince even himself that he deserved to have a family.â
His voice broke again, but he looked at Ford in the eye as he continued:
âFace it, Sixer â you never had a twin.â
âNo!â The dark clouds and blue fire both blew back from Ford as he yelled, voice echoing in his own ears like a grenade going off. âReincarnation is one thing, but â but there are some things that Iâll never â that canât ââ
He lunged at (Stan? Bill? His brother? He didnât know) but his hands and then arms passed harmlessly through the triangle, flickering and fading to white â and then Billâs body turned transparent too, seeming to almost catch him off guard.
âOh,â he whispered, and transformed back to a faint, quickly fading outline of Stan. âGuess itâs time. See you on the other side, Sixer.â
And then Ford couldnât see anything anymore, but he could hear a high, echoing voice call out once again as if from far away:
Remember, a dealâs a deal.
***
âAlright, that should be it for the barrier,â Fiddleford announced as he stood up from his kneeling position and watched a glowing blue dome briefly flicker into existence around the sleeping Pines. âRemind me not to leave these mercury vials here on the floor after this has all blown over.â
âHow will we know if it works?â Melody asked.
âGreat question! I have no idea, anâ hopefully weâll never hafta find out.â
âReal reassuring,â Wendy muttered under her breath. âHey, how long do you think itâll be before ââ
Ford leapt bolt upright and tossed the pillow heâd been clutching halfway across the room. âBill, what do you ââ
He locked eyes with Fiddleford. âFidds? Oh no, Stanley, whereâs Stanley ââ
He whirled around and saw Soos and the kids beginning to stir, but only Stan opened his eyes â regular and brown, no sign of possession to be found.
âShoot me, Ford,â he whispered.
Ford froze. âNo!! Why would you think I would ever do that?!â
Slowly, as if still feeling the effects of the sedative, Stan pulled himself out of his chair. âBecause you promised?â
âWhen did I ever promise I would shoot you?â
Stan shook his head and sighed, nervously glancing at the kids and Soos and taking a few quick steps away from them while they opened their eyes and rubbed their ears. âLook, Ford, I know itâs been⌠a long day, but youâve gotta remember. You promised youâd kill me if Bill took control, and Iâm feeling â Iâm feeling pretty in-control of myself right now, so ââ
âWhat?â Soos jumped to his feet and grabbed ahold of Stanâs arm. âMr. Pines, what are you saying? You canât â you canât leave us, youâre ââ
Stan tore himself out of Soosâs grip and rushed to Fordâs side. âJust get it over with! Please!â
He ran both hands over his skull, yanking on fistfuls of his own hair. âYou have to, before I end up hurting someone! Please, I â I â I fuckinâ killed you enough times in Weirdmageddon, I deserve this! Donât you want to get revenge on me?! Donât you want to protect your family?!â
âYou what?! Grunkle Stan, what do you mean?!â Mabel grabbed ahold Fordâs trenchcoat, voice rising as she clasped handfuls of the brown fabric in trembling, balled-up fists. âWhat does he mean?!â
âDonât say that, Stanley,â Ford breathed. âFor the kidsâ sake, I canât ââ
Stanâs gaze drifted towards a spot the floor a few feet away, fixating on a pale blue chunk of moonstone. Heâd noticed the barrier, Ford realized a second too late.
âFine,â Stan whispered as he stepped backwards. âThen I guess Iâll just have to⌠take care of it myself.â
âNo! Donât go! Donât you dare leave us like ââ
Ford lunged after him, but Stan backed out of the barrier too quickly, and Fordâs hand passed right through Stanâs shoulder as he disintegrated like smoke in a gust of wind. A single tear fell from where Stanâs face had just been, striking the floor without a sound.
âGrunkle Ford, what happened?â Dipperâs voice cracked. âWe found Billâs memories, and then he â Bill glitched out, and it felt like the whole mindscape was gonna get torn apart ââ
âI donât know whatâs happening,â Ford said. âI â I donât know what to believe.â
âStanâs not â that wasnât Bill just now, was it?â
âI donât know.â
Dipper went silent, leaving the quiet sobs from behind him as the loudest sound remaining in the room.
âHeâs really gone,â Soos wept. âAfter everything, heâs just â heâs just gone ââ
Ford took a few steps backward and slowly laid an arm over Soosâs broad shoulders, eyes still fixed on the damp spot where Stanâs tear had struck the floor.
âHeâs still out there somewhere,â he insisted, âhe has to be. I would know if he wasnât. Iâm sure I would.â
He wasnât sure. That â that entity, with Stanâs eyes and Billâs memories, almost certainly had the power to destroy its own self in an instant, and Ford had no reason to believe that it hadnât just done so. (It might not even matter, if Stan wasnât even in there anymore. Or if heâd never been in there in the first place â)
But baseless hope had pulled through for Ford countless times before, and once again, it was all he had to go on now.
âStanley is still out there,â he repeated, âand we need to find him.â
***
End notes:
I chose Fordâs POV for this chapter because it made certain scenes a lot more horrifying/impactful, especially the part with the mirror, but I realized while editing that the result is a bit of a trade-off in which Stanâs motivations become a little less clear, so Iâd like to clarify: the reason Stan doesnât immediately leave the new unicorn hair barrier is because he doesnât trust himself to end his own life, and in fact doesnât really trust anyone besides Ford to do so. Itâs only when Ford shows heâs clearly not willing to cooperate that Stan leaves, realizing that taking it into his own hands is the best option he has left. (Also, as much as heâs convinced he has to die⌠itâs still terrifying to him, and he doesnât want to leave the world all alone. Itâs not his main motivation for his actions at the end, but it definitely plays a role.)
Anyways, feedback/reblogs are appreciated as always! Next update should stick to the every other Monday schedule that Iâve been attempting!
#gravity falls#same coin theory#stanley pines#bill cipher#stanford pines#dipper pines#mabel pines#soos ramirez#fic: some sunny day#rosalia writes fic
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Out on the Town (Part 5)
A/N Itâs Motherâs day, and itâs been a shitfuck of a week at work, so Iâm using escapism to cope. Sorry, not sorry. I just have all the feelings about this giant lunkhead.
Thor watched you from his seat in a cargo plane. âTeam Weird Shitâ Comprised of you, Steve, Thor, and Clint were headed out to see about a disturbance. Steve because someone had to lead, Thor because of muscle, and Clint because someone had to be sensible and do sneaky things. So really. You. You were team weird shit with a posse. You were calm, reading a file, checking and rechecking facts. This was not near as scary for you as it was Thor. He was anxious youâd find him wanting. Or that youâd be hurt. You just wanted to get this over with. Hellhounds were straight forward. Kill them. Quickly. And then salt and burn.
A sword rested in its scabbard across your knees, and your whip lay coiled on the seat. Thor had seen you train, but heâd never seen you in a real stakes battle. Your expression is unreadable. Intensely focused. You crackle with energy, magic flowing around you as you prepare to call it forth and deal with the monsters. Heâs both aroused and terrified at the thought of seeing you fight. Heâs heard the stories, and heâs pretty sure he might be getting grey hair just from the stress.Â
On the ground, you let Steve lead. Technically, you are not an Avenger. Youâre an Agent of S.H.E.I.L.D. Youâre there as a consultant. Steve leads, and he defers to you for which way to lead. Everyone wins. When you find the hellhounds, there are many, and they just keep coming. Your whip has been eaten by one, and youâre stuck on the ground in front of the biggest one. Thor, Clint, and Steve are all pinned down, and Thor cries out in panic, only to see you dive behind a building and come out, piece of chain in hand, jerking a sturdy knot in the end and manipulating the metal to hold it. You wrap the chain around the beastâs bloody, dripping snout and let the jerk off its head pull you upwards. As you fall, sword in both hands you behead it. Irritated and finally angry enough to let go of your stranglehold on your magic, you will flame into being to burn this one and the scattered remains of what had been called. You glow white. You donât even look fully corporeal. You tell Thor later that in that state, you are not. Flames leap razing the whole town to ash to dispel the last of the dark magic that had been called.Â
It is awe-inspiring, and Thor, the God of Thunder, drops his hammer and Drops to his knees. Bewildered and Dazzled. You are a creature he is unworthy of, but gods is he glad you belong to him. Clint and Steve walk over to Thor casually. Theyâve seen this before and wait for you to will the flames out of existence. They wait. And keep waiting. The flames are dying down on their own. You arenât looking at any of them. The fire. Or the sky. You're staring at the road leading out of town. A woman is standing there in front of the village of terrified onlookers. Sheâs watching you. She doesnât look much older than you, but something about her posture suggests sheâs in her 40â˛s or 50â˛s. As the power flows out of you, spent and the glow around you fades, youâre still staring, and sheâs staring back. You look like youâre trying to remember who she is. As you sink to your knees in the dirt and the rest of the team runs forward Thor hears you whisper, âMom?â as your eyes close. Thor jerked his head up to look for the woman, and she was gone. As if sheâs never stood there. Youâre cold to the touch and Barton is pale as Thor wraps you into his cloak, clutching you to his chest. âWe need to get her out of here.â Barton said Thor nodded, âIâll take her my way.â he said, âIâll be faster.â Cap had no clue what the rush was, but he nodded, trusting Bartonâs instinct. Thor carried you straight into the compound, straight to medical for fluids. He wasnât going to let anyone else move you despite his exhaustion.
He tried to protest at Bruce giving you a sedative and Bruce only sighed, âIf she wakes up hooked up to machines sheâs going to level the whole wing before we can sedate her and control the damage. Sheâll only hurt herself more.â Thor relented, and Bruce gave it to you. A few hours later both Clint and Natasha were sitting with him. Clint and Natasha were pale, and Thor held your hand tightly. You were dreaming. Bad dreams, nightmares. You were pleading with someone to stop. Thor reached for you to wake you and you say bolt upright, hair flying, eyes wide, chest heaving. âMom!â you cried out. âShe isnât here, sweetheart,â Natasha said kissing the hand Thor didnât hold. You looked around everything falling in to place. Remembering where you were. Where you had been. Then collapsing into helpless, heartbroken sobs. You had seen your mother. Sheâd been so close you could have reached out to touch her, and sheâd stared right through you. You were inconsolable, and no one tried to make the pain stop. They only banded together to hold you through it. When you recovered enough, and the tears stopped, Thor took you back to his room. The room he wished youâd just move in to and started the bath. He was too tired to hold you through a shower, and he knew youâd not be able to stand, so he compromised and decided warm water would help. You were mute and numb as he held you against his chest, but he hummed to you anyway. Barton and Natasha had gone to drink. And plot. So he tended to you himself. He murmured endearments and praised your skills. His Valkyrie. You are the strongest witch he knows. And his Mother, Queen Frigga was a goddess. He told you of Asgard, places he knew as a boy. Places he wanted to take you when you visited with him. He tried to soothe the storm in your mind. The nightmares you were fighting against sleep to avoid.Â
When the water cooled, and Thor dried you and tucked you into bed, you cuddled into him, laying on his chest. Questions whirling around in your mind at top speed. Queries to which you had no answers. âWhy didnât she look for me?â you whimper, tears flowing silently down your cheeks, silent tremors of pain rocking your body. Thor just held you tighter, praying to Valhalla that when you discovered his deception, you wouldnât turn away from him.Â
In the morning, Thor woke to find you cross-legged and dressed on his bed, a hefty magic tome across your lap, reading glasses perched on the edge of your nose. Youâre glowing faintly, luminous and shining. Dark shadows under your eyes tell him you havenât slept and your intensity tells him you will not rest until you arrive at an answer. Whether you like it or not. Whether Barton and Natasha like it or not, he has a feeling that their entire house of cards is about to come tumbling down. Without a word you hop off the bed taking your book with you, bare feet slapping across the tile floor as you sprint down the hall. It took all night, but you finally have a spell. A spell that will show you secrets. Thor sat up, dressing quickly, cursing under his breath. He was too late by the time he reached your shop. You were entranced. Bespelled. And you were furious. Your eyes were black and unfathomable as you stormed down the passage, a bag slung over your shoulder. You needed to get out of the building before you brought it crashing down.Â
Thor tried to stop out, reaching out to grab your arm and your skin burned under his fingers, hot enough that he recoiled from you and he felt the skin blister. He knew that was too much power. The lights flickered above you and Thor heard generators whir into motion. The hurt and betrayal turned the world shades of red, and you were so fast you were just... gone. Before anyone really knew what had happened. No one knew where you had gone either. Thor had Heimdall look for you. And Frigga looks for you. Clint and Natasha had feelers out. It was as if you didnât exist. You were a ghost. Thor, Clint, and Natasha were wrecked. They had always known you would find out, but they hoped against hope this wouldnât happen. They drank and commiserated, but both the spy and the assassin had to hold the god up as he slipped into despair. Weeks passed. Then months, And later finally, word arrived. You were alive. And safe. The woman Clint had given you to to finish raising you had finally seen you. Clint took the earful in stride and then grabbed a plane. It was time for you to come home.Â
The whole team went. Mostly to help contain you if you did lose control. Thor looked at the hand heâd burned to touch you that day. It still stung from time to time, when he thought of your black eyes and the way you had dashed out of the building when you felt yourself too close to the point of no return, even in a haze of rage protecting others. Bruce held Natasha, kissing her hair from time to time. They knew. They all knew now, and they all understood the choice. And your reaction. When the plane landed, you had a sword in hand, going through training motions. Your hair was long. So long. Down to the small of your back. Your nose was pierced. And the shorts you were wearing... in another context, Thor would have quite enjoyed the swell of your ass and the way those shorts complimented it. Right now he just wanted to beg forgiveness.Â
The meeting in the cabin was tense. You were still furious, and Clint and Natasha were defensive. They argued that it kept you alive and you wiped away hurt tears, hanging your head saying âSometimes, I wish you would have just done it. I donât know if I can do this.â the pieces of Thorâs heart disintegrated then. As you started to cry the two behind the plot had just held their arms out to you, âDeath is not an option,â Natasha said, âYouâre the only little sister I ever had. The only person I know who can deal with Clintâs fucking jokes.â Clint kissed your head, âLike it or not, we need you,â he said, âWeâre all a family now.â You accepted. You forgave. But you still wouldnât go back. So Thor stayed with you. He stayed and worked on repairing the hurt he caused. He coddled as much as you would let him and slept every night stroking the small of your back. Your hair a riotous mass falling over you. âCome to Asgard with me?â He asked suddenly one morning over coffee.
You pause, putting your hair up for the day, âWhy?â you ask softly. âI love the most beautiful woman in the universe,â he said, âI have hurt that woman. I would like to make amends.â You sip your coffee and stare at him for a moment, âAs you wish.â you say simply. Thor beamed at you and before you could ask when you were standing at the Rainbow Bridge, head spinning. You took a deep breath to calm your temper and settle your stomach. Thor laughed, pulling the one pin you were holding your hair back with out of your bun and tossing it aside, âCome, Y/N!â he declared, âLet me show you my kingdom!â
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Wonder Twins #5
Jayna just punched straight through her brother's butthole.
If you're a being who turns into water, your dick and butthole don't just disappear, right? They just become part of the water! So I'm almost certainly correct in my comment on the cover. Hopefully Mark Russell will explore this topic in a future issue. Until then, I'll be certain to tell everybody I know that Jayna basically fisted Zan. Luckily for the Wonder Twins, I don't know many people and also they are fictional characters. This issue is called "Magic and Games." I think. It will probably take me less time to read this entire comic book than it took me to puzzle out the word "Games" in the font used for the title.
Sure, you can see it now that I already told you what it was! But it was difficult before I worked it out! Although I still wouldn't be surprised to learn the title is "Magic and Galljes" or "Magic and "Gaines" and that the second word is somebody's name.
Usually I don't comment on Mark Russell comic books because to comment on a Mark Russell comic book, you should probably be smart and serious. Sure, he's having fun and writing an entertaining book that I can easily use to make jokes about fisting incest! But he also writes sensitive stories about social justice and systemic bias and ethical dilemmas in changing times and, well, other stuff that I'm too dumb to even discuss in the most general terms! He's a smart guy which is why I hate him with a burning passion! But it's a good hate! It's the kind of envious hate that pushes me to my own Emerald Twilight! I probably won't wind up destroying an entire town and ruining my reputation and becoming the most vilified hero in our universe but I almost certainly will eventually become the avenging spirit of God judging everybody around me! Wait, I think I already am that! Whatever my point is, it's that Mark Russell writes good and I'm too weak to not despise him for it. Polly Math has just won first prize at the science fair because her last name is Math. I guess Sandra Science didn't compete this year so Polly was the obvious next choice. Jayna wins second place because her project on fucking hot guys while being a nerd in high school fell apart when the guy she attempted to science fair fuck turned out to be a villain. It's also possible I'm confusing story lines but you have to expect that kind of thing! I'm not spring chicken! Remembering details between chapters that come out a full month apart has been nearly impossible for the last twenty years! I shouldn't make fun of Polly Math's name because I have a name that people always try to make jokes about too. It's not Grunion Guy! You can probably find it if you do even the smallest amount of Internet research! I'm not going to help you though because I don't want to get called a Deaf Chef anymore! Polly is upset that her father is working with Lex Luthor and the League of Annoyance. But Jayna has a plan to fix things! I bet her plan is to turn into a giant tortoise while Zan turns into an ice dildo and...wait a second! Why am I giving out good ideas that Mark Russell will just steal in a few issues?! Better to not speculate on things! Also, I mean, the cover shows Jayna going with the shark plan.
Okay fine! I'm finally interested in Fox News!
The most disturbing thing about people who watch Fox News is that they ignore five hundred other channels that are showing entertaining things on their television at the same time! Who chooses that shit over Comedy Central or the Game Show Network?! I haven't had cable for nearly twenty years and whenever I'm staying somewhere with cable, it's locked on the Game Show Network 24/7! Who the fuck chooses to watch state propaganda over old game shows?! Fucking psychopaths, that's who!
Polly Math's father wound up working with Lex Industries because only Lex Luthor hired African Americans, I guess? Hadn't he heard of STAR Labs?! Maybe Silas Stone and Sarah Charles fulfilled their quota?
I might be misreading this scene but I don't think I am because the white guys with white guys playing golf pictures behind them seem interested in Filo Math if he's Norwegian (so, you know, totally white!) and then when they meet him, they don't want to hire him. It could be that they really are concerned with his specialty! What could that be?! I mean, it can't be any worse than Silas Stone's specialty of turning his son into a cybernetic example of the castration of the black male in America! That's a really terrible specialty! Although Sarah Charles seemed to be pretty into it. See?! This is why I can't review a Mark Russell book! He's making a great point about the systemic bias inherent in corporate hiring practices and I'm not taking it seriously! I mean, he isn't either, really? He's being light-hearted while still making a good point. Which is what I've done, I think, in my comment about Cyborg's lack of a penis! The Scrambler wants to play a trick on society. He's a magician that believes people are frightened of magic and only like the part where everything is normal again. Magician: "Is this your card?" Audience Member: "Why yes! Thank God you picked my card! I was worried I was going to have to live in a world where my card wasn't picked!" Maybe I'm not comprehending his point. Anyway, The Scrambler wants to do a trick where things don't ever go back to normal! He's a monster! Imagine picking the Three of Clubs and nobody ever showing you the Three of Clubs ever again! Ugh, I'm feeling faint. To save Polly's Dad from definite prison time (or possibly, if Superman shows up, an eternity in the Phantom Zone. As if Superman can be bothered with Earth's judicial system! Pshaw!), Jan has challenged the League of Annoyance to a duel at the zoo. I guess if she wants to stress out all of the animals there with a big battle, who am I to judge? I mean other than being the real life version of Hal Jordan's Spectre, of course! At the zoo, Jayna recruits a bunch of Australian animals to help fight which goes as spectacularly as you can imagine it would. And what I mean by that is that a koala is blown to bits. But I guess that's worth it in the grand scheme of getting Polly Math's father to stop working with the League of Annoyance. It's like that philosophical conundrum about an ant that sacrifices its life for even the tiniest amount to better the world. It's just an ant! It practically owes it to the universe to die for nearly nothing! What does this koala bear expect? It should get to live in luxurious confinement at the zoo and not die for a trivial reason? Stupid koala bear. Go fuck yourself, you selfish bastard. The Wonder Twins defeat two out of three of the League of Annoyance members at the expense of just one koala's life and the bruised jaw of an innocent kangaroo. The third member, some woman with a Kryptonian cell phone whose name maybe I should remember, gets away to go regroup. Sylvia is a racist that joined the League because she didn't like the demographics of her small town changing. She's startled by Filo entering the League's headquarters to pack up his stuff and winds up zapping him like she zapped the koala. Okay, I guess the koala isn't as dead as I first thought. I should have realize a Kryptonian phone is probably sending everything to the Phantom Zone. So once again, I, the Grandmaster Comic Book Reader, was correct when I speculated that the worst that could happen to Filo was prison or the Phantom Zone! I'm the smarterest! Sylvia is caught on camera zapping Filo Math and then messes up in an interview when she kind of admits to having maybe zapped more than one black person with her phone off-camera? It's a real public relations nightmare!
But Lex can fix it! His greatest strength is turning public relations nightmares into public relations wet dreams!
Lex News turns Cell Phone Sylvia into a national hero. Because anything is excusable if you just say how scared you were! I mean, as long as you're white! It's scary being white! Sometimes you have to kill people with your legal gun while standing your own ground after confronting somebody for the most inconsequential reasons! It's just the way the world works! At least in America! Happy 4th of July! Just in case some readers weren't smart enough to get that everybody blasted by Sylvia's phone went to the Phantom Zone, Mark Russell supplies us with an image of Filo and the koala and a bunch of Sylvia's other victims (hmm, all black! But that's probably just a coincidence!) in the Phantom Zone. Polly, at the end of her rope with doing the right thing in an unjust world, decides to contact The Scrambler. I can't wait for her big magic trick to fix the world! The Scrambler's big trick to fix the world is to threaten to scramble everybody's identity. Everybody's minds will switch around so that they're now in different bodies. That means the powerful might wind up being the poorest people in the worst poverty. And the only way he won't do it is if the powerful fix the world in thirty days. Seems like a good plan! Except I'm curious to see how they fix it. Most people's ideas of fixing the world rely on the current world still existing somehow. So the fix is handicapped from the beginning by needing to be built on the ruins of the old system. To truly make a new system that works, the old system must be completely razed to the ground. But nobody has the stomach for that. So we make exceptions and compromises, building the new structure on top of a rotting foundation. It's why DC's Universe fixes always fail. They rely on making things new and better but need to remain rooted in the past. Crisis on Infinite Earths was built on a world that still contained members of Infinity Inc. who suddenly didn't fit in the world anymore. So DC then had to do Zero Hour which told new origin stories but still refused to throw out everything that came before to simply start again. Even The New 52, which people hated because they felt it did exactly what I suggested (razing the shit to the ground), didn't work because, I believe, it didn't go far enough! It still accepted Superman had died. It still accepted all of Green Lantern's past. It still contained a Batgirl who was shot by Joker and became Oracle. It was still the DC Universe but with arbitrary and subtle changes that made no real difference except the jettisoning of a ton of history. So it didn't work for anybody! Um, anyway, my initial point was that real life political structures and social dynamics and economic systems can never really be restructured in a meaningful way because they have to kowtow to older ways of thinking and doing things. The comic book stuff was just easier to write about! I'm sure Mark Russell will figure it out! Or he'll just have The Scrambler and Polly Math arrested and nothing will work out like it should and it will just be the punctuation on the idea that everything fucking sucks. Yay! Wonder Twins #5 Rating: A+. Come on! Everything Mark Russell writes gets an A+! It shows how smart I am!
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