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NO I don’t feel beautiful. YES I’m going to make myself eat anyway
#edrecovery#actually ed#mod cass#og post#meanspo#gr0ssp0#meansp0#body neutrality#eating disorder recovery#ed sheeren#ednos#eg0sp0#mealspo#th1ghgap
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5'3, hw: over 170lbs idk, sw: around 150lbs, cw: 130lbs, ugw: 110lbs or lower. i have a nearly completed th1ghgap and a fairly flat stomach but id like to go all the way. my chest and collarbones and face and arms and wrists are knees are pretty boney tho so im already feeling pretty good tbh i just want to get the finishing touches!!!!!
#3ating d1sorder#ed but not ed sheeran#tw ana rant#4n@diary#tw 3d vent#thinspø#⭐️vation goals#⭐️ ing motivation#light as a 🪶#light as a feather
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My th1ghgap is getting bigger but I still feel as big as I did before. If anything, I feel a bit bigger because I can see how soft and squishy and plump they are and it's so off-putting. I know my torso is slim, at least from the side, but my legs don't match at all and I feel vaguely misshapen.
#3ating d1sorder#3dn0s#low cal restriction#34t1ng d1s0rd3r#st4rv1ng#my hip dips have liberally become more hollow but my th1ghs are still plump#at least my collarb0nes look better and my r1bs are starting to show all the time
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bro i just wanna look like this is that too much to ask
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I spent a year being in the range of 16.2-16.6 bm1 and now I'm .7 above that I look fat in my eyes. Realistically I know I look slim to everyone else, I look perfectly fine and normal, but to me it's so obvious I've gained and am not skinny anymore. Skinny is when my stomach is perfectly flat and my r1bs are just starting to be visible when my arms are at my sides. It's when i have a proper th1ghgap and my jeans are all loose at the waist. It's when my collarb0nes are visible all the time. It's when I turn sideways and see how my torso is as slim as my th1ghs from the side. It is not having a lower belly pouch and th1ghs that jiggle even slightly while I walk. It is not fitting all my jeans. It is not having to stretch to be able to see my r1bs. It is not my hipb0nes only poking out a little bit. At this point, to really truly honestly feel skinny I know I have to be bm1 15, because anywhere in the 16's is normal and in the 17's is fat.
#my perception has been warped and i hate it#i hate how much I've gained and i hate how i look now#3ating d1sorder#3dn0s#low cal restriction#34t1ng d1s0rd3r#st4rv1ng#tw ed sheeran
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