Chronicles of Love and War (chapter 31)
Breathe in, breathe out.
Breathe in, breathe out.
Breathe in, breathe out.
Olivia didn't care that her breath felt far too heated to stay hidden under the heavy duvet that she had been given in an attempt to settle down. Her best friend had vanished, her family was scattered around who-knows-where, and she was at a loss for what to think at this moment. Pressing her cheek against the couch cushion, she listened to Bidwell and Saxton Hale's quiet conversation on what should come next from the other room.
Suddenly: the door to the house swung open.
Olivia went still, until she heard her mother’s voice. “Olivia? Hale? Bidwell? Is anyone in here?”
Olivia sat up and threw off the quilt, bolting to the front door of the cottage. “I’m here!”
She ran to where Helen stood, throwing her arms around her legs. Helen quickly bent down, scooping her daughter up into her arms and hugging her tightly.
“Mommy, Lucy–!” Olivia started to say, but Helen shushed her.
“I know, I know,” Helen spoke gently, brushing her daughter’s cheek with the back of her hand. “Lucy is all right. The others are figuring things out,”
Just then, Saxton walked into the front foyer to greet Helen. “Is everything all right?”
“No,” Helen said rather plainly. “Teufort has been…well, its been wrecked. And, according to Miss Pauling, the demon was headed for our headquarters.”
Saxton’s eyes widened. “What? Why would that be?”
The smell of the familiar perfume tugged at Helen’s mind, but she pushed it away. “It’s hard to say. But it’s been momentarily held off. We now know that...It feels unbelievable, but these creatures can be vanquished by light magic of some kind.” She inhaled deeply once more. “The mercenaries have gone to find a group of…beings that possess this light magic.”
“Light magic?” Saxton repeated, and thought for a moment. “Actually…I might have something that could help?”
Helen looked puzzled. “What? How could you possibly have something like that?”
Saxton gestured for her to follow, turning to walk into one of the bedrooms. Helen followed him, still carrying Olivia in her arms.
Saxton went into the bedroom, reached for a dresser drawer, pulled it open, and looked around. After a moment, he pulled out a long, wooden box. Gently, he opened it, revealing a spiral, bone-like object wrapped in tissue paper.
Helen stared at the object, before asking, “What am I looking at?”
“Unicorn horn,” Saxton replied simply.
Helen looked back up at him, alarmed. “What!? How on earth did you…” she shook herself. “Doesn’t matter. Does it work?”
“I have no idea,” Saxton admitted. “I’ve never tried to use it for anything. My hope is that your wizard companion would know how to use it. Do you know where I can find him?”
“He’s battling the demon,” Helen reached into the box and gingerly removed the horn, running her thumb over it. “Interesting…there must be a way to unlock whatever powers this has.”
“I don’t know what it would be,” Saxton explained. “I’ve tried for a while to figure out how to use it, but it never does anything.”
Olivia looked at the horn, and she gently reached out to touch it as well. She recoiled in surprise when, as she did, a little flash of light emerged between the pad of her finger and the horn. “Oh!”
Helen noticed, and she asked, “Olivia? What did you just do?”
“I don’t know…” Olivia looked back at the horn, before touching it again. This time, she kept her hand there, and the horn began to glow.
Saxton watched in amazement. “It’s never done that before…not for me, anyway! What does it mean?”
“I don’t know, but,” Helen carefully took the horn from Olivia placed it back into the wooden box. “I have a feeling we need to keep this with us from now on.”
At the same time, Demoman was wondering what he’d just gotten himself into. Nothing felt real as he trudged along the forest floor, his hand gripping Lucy’s tightly.
Lucy was sobbing, tears rolling down her cheeks. “I didn’t mean to…I didn’t…” she whimpered, shoulders shaking.
Demo stopped, his heart aching. “Lass…it wasn’t your fault.”
“It was! I-I dunno why I…” Lucy roughly wiped her eyes with her wrist. “I just wanna be good…why can’t I be good?”
Demo watched her as she wept, and a wave of pain flowed over him. Her tears reminded him of ones he once cried, many years ago...
He didn’t have time to think about that, though. A twig snapped further away, and he quickly scooped up Lucy into his arms, looking over his shoulder.
Fortunately, it wasn't the Corrupt, but what he saw still perplexed him: Tilly walked toward him through the woods, sweeping twigs away with her cane.
“Mum?” Demo asked, squinting at her, bewildered. “What are you doing!? How did you…?”
“Your little friends said I would find you here,” Tilly grunted, approaching him. “I told you this would happen!”
“What?” Demo’s mind reeled, trying to think over the most recent interactions he’d had with her. “When…when’d you say that?”
Tilly stopped just before Demo, tilting her head up towards him. “I knew these bloody demons were bad news, and that dream I had when we first got here…it had to be a vision!”
“Vision?” Lucy mumbled, lifting her tear-stained face from Demo’s shoulder.
Tilly paused, turning her head in Lucy’s direction. “Huh? Lad, who’s with you?”
“Lucy, Merasmus’s girl,” Demo affirmed. “You met her, you know her. I’m keepin’ her safe,”
Tilly took this in for a moment, saying nothing. Finally, she said, “Put that little lass somewhere safe — somewhere they won’t get her,”
“That’s what I’m trying to do, but there’s bloody nothing!” Demo explained breathlessly. “I’m ‘bout to put her in a hollowed-out tree, but…” he trailed off, turning his head and spotting something in the distance. His heart leaped in his chest, and he exclaimed, “An old church, over there!”
Demo, Tilly, and Lucy ran to the church, which was abandoned and mostly destroyed but still safe. Upon opening the doors, the smell of dust was overpowering, but that didn’t stop the three from entering.
Demo entered first, looking around the sanctuary, eye scanning for a clean place. When he found a little area behind one of the church pews, he bent down to remove dust and old trash.
As Lucy tried to dry her eyes, Demo took his jacket off and laid it on the floor. “Here, lass, lay down back here. We’ll take care of you, don’t worry,”
Lucy climbed onto the jacket, still shaking, but she soon relaxed. Demo sat on the floor next to her, placing his hand on her shoulder to reassure her. The excitement and fear of the day caused Lucy's eyelids to close quickly, and eventually her breathing became even, indicating that she had fallen asleep.
Demo pulled his hand off of her once he realized she’d drifted off, and he turned to look at Tilly. “Those demons are bound to come back, but…she’ll be okay for now,”
Tilly lowered herself down onto one of the pews, hands coming to sit on her lap. She looked up at the ceiling, clearly mulling over something, but said nothing.
A silence passed between them, before Demo remarked, “All of this…it reminded me of something,”
“Hm?” Tilly prompted, though she didn’t turn her head in his direction.
Demo sighed. “It reminded me of…when I was a lad, the day I…”
“The day you blew up your other parents?” Tilly finished for him, rather bluntly.
Hearing her say it made a chill shoot down him. They hadn’t spoken about this in…Tavish didn’t even know how long. His memory was always shaky, but not so bad that he could forget accidentally murdering his adoptive parents as a child.
“Aye…yes,” he managed to say after a moment.
“I imagine,” Tilly brought up her hand to scratch at her ear, turning her head in the direction of Tavish’s voice. “But no point in bringing it up. It’s in the past, more important things to worry about,”
Demo closed his eye for a moment, drawing in a long breath. “Mum,” he said after a moment. “That’s what you always say whenever I talk about anything from when I was young.”
“In the past,” Tilly repeated, her tone of voice unchanging.
“Just because it was in the past doesn’t mean it stopped being important,” Demo informed her. He didn’t enjoy arguing with her, so he always did his best to avoid it. Even now, though, he wasn’t raising his voice. Not only did he not want to wake Lucy, he didn’t want to get too confrontational with his mother.
“Aye?” Tilly raised her eyebrows at him. “Well, that’s the purpose. It's good to use the pain from the past as fuel, you understand? We talked about this, you and I – your Da said this, this is nothing new, Tavish. You use those things in the past to help you be who you are now, that’s the purpose of every Demolition Man,”
“I know!” Demo snapped, perhaps a bit more forcefully than he’d meant to. “But…what if its just…bad sometimes? What if you go through something, and it doesn’t help you grow, or find your purpose – what if it’s just bad? Do you know what I’m saying?”
A shadow seemed to cross Tilly’s face. “You know nothing about what I’ve been through, boy.”
“I didn’t…” Tavish recoiled slightly. “I didn’t mean you, specifically, Mum. I know you lost your brother, but…”
“I didn’t lose him,” Tilly turned her head to focus on the ground for a moment, although she could not see it. “He was taken from me – stolen, by demons just like the ones who are after us,”
Demo paused, taking this in. Finally, he asked, “Is that…is that why you’ve been so concerned about this?” When Tilly did not answer right away, Tavish prompted her again. “Did The Corrupt take Uncle Hamish, Mum?”
He’d always heard that Hamish died, but he did not know what exactly had happened. Those on his mother's side of the family had always talked about it in whispers, but he never got the full story from them. Now, though, that seemed as if that were about to change.
Tilly hesitated, silently at war with whether or not to tell the story. Finally, she realized she had no choice, and she began: “I used to be different. I was a dumb girl once, but Hamish…was different. A hard worker and everyone loved him. As for me, well…they thought I was a bit silly,”
Mathilda, at the age of thirteen, was completely different from Tilly, the woman she would eventually become. She spent the majority of her time in the fields, reading antique fairy tale novels with her two good eyes and fantasizing about a life as a princess. When her mother called on her to come inside, she would frequently pretend not to hear her, allowing her to spend a few more seconds in that dreamlike zone before being pulled back into reality.
"I am here!" Mathilda said hurriedly, rushing inside the house clutching her book in one hand.
Her mother, Rebecca, was in another one of her moods. Tilly could always tell when her mother was in a bad mood, as she would exhale loudly through her nose. That particular breathy sound was enough to strike a flame of anxiety into her.
“Tilly,” Rebecca began, arms crossed as she leaned against the wall of their rustic kitchen. “Lord Dink says you were supposed to help weed his garden earlier, but you never showed up. Is this true, lass?”
Tilly shrunk slightly, curls falling from her tied-back hair and into her face. After a while, she said, "Maybe," and then, hearing that deep, breathy sound once more, she blurted, "I forgot, Mum, honest! W-when you asked me, I was thinking of other things – !”
“You’re always thinking of other things!” Rebecca scolded. “My bloody word, how on earth are ye ever going to do anything in life with your head in the clouds?”
Tilly’s eyes lowered to the floor, and she desperately blinked back tears. Rebecca watched her for a moment, before sighing. “Listen: some nuns from the convent up north need some assistance with their services and some repair work done, and Hamish agreed to help them. You want to make yourself useful and stop daydreaming? Go find him and tell him to bring you along!”
Tilly reluctantly placed her book on the kitchen counter and opened the wooden door to the outside, headed to the shed where her brother normally prepared for work runs. During difficult times, she enjoyed daydreaming about herself as Cinderella, her mother as the wicked stepmother, or Rapunzel being held hostage by the witch. It made her feel slightly guilty to think of her mother in such positions, because Rebecca wasn't always so harsh. It was only when her children were, in her mind, being foolish, that she needed to put her foot down.
The door to the shed was wide open when Tilly entered. Hamish was in there, loading up his wagon with some of his things, when he noticed his sister in the doorway.
“Tilly!” he greeted, a smile crossing his young face. At only seventeen, he had the beginnings of a beard, but his eyes and smile still had a boyish youthfulness to them. “What do you need?”
“Mum said I should come with you,” Tilly explained, digging the toe of her shoe into the shed’s wood floor.
Hamish’s smile faltered. “Missed another job, aye?” when she nodded, he sighed. “Well, all right, come along. I’m sure the nuns will pay you too, I’ll make sure to ask,”
Tilly nodded again, and she stepped forward to look through the items he was loading in his wagon. “What’s all this for?”
“The nuns are doing…” he searched for the right word. “Some religion service. I don’t know, I didn’t ask. All I know is they need help.” He grabbed the handle to the wagon and pulled it out of the shed, beckoning Tilly to follow him. “Afterwards, we’ll go to the bakery and get some of those sweet rolls!”
“Oh, good!” Tilly exclaimed, bounding up to walk alongside him. She loved those sweet rolls, they were her favorite treat, especially after a day’s work.
After a long hike, the siblings arrived at the mountain where the convent was located. Upon arrival, Hamish knocked on the door, his other hand still clutching the handle of his wagon.
The door soon opened, revealing an older woman with pale skin and blue eyes. Her appearance surprised Tilly at first; the woman's eyelashes were a reddish blonde tint, but they were so thin that it appeared she had no eyelashes at all.
“You must be Hamish,” the woman spoke in a low voice, opening the door all the way. “You brought a friend with you, I see,”
“This is my sister,” Hamish introduced, gesturing to Tilly.
The nun looked her up adn down, her eyes so icy they nearly made Tilly shiver. After a moment, the nun opened the door wider and let both siblings inside. “Well, make yourselves useful. We haven’t got all day.”
Tilly followed Hamish into the building, which was large, ancient and ornate. The sunshine coming in through the stained glass windows lit everything, while there was obviously another source of light for the nighttime—candles, hanging in swings on the ceiling.
“Begin by cleaning the altar over there,” the nun commanded, pointing to the altar at the front of the room. It was a large, thick slab of stone covered in a cloth. “Afterwards, we need you to fix the woodstove in the kitchen.”
"Good enough," Hamish grumbled, removing the tarp from his wagon and retrieving his cleaning goods.
“Oh, and one more thing,” the nun added. “Once you are done in here, a service will begin. We request that you stay out of the way while this happens and instead just focus on fixing the wood stove. We will fetch you once we are done with the service.”
Something about the way she said that struck Tilly as odd. Everything about this place was odd — although Tilly couldn’t put her finger on why.
Hamish, however, didn’t seem too concerned. “Aye, ma’am. By the way, what should I call you?”
“You may call me Sister White,” the nun replied, turning to leave the sanctuary. “I will return for you shortly, work quickly.”
As soon as the nun was gone, Hamish pulled out a glass bottle of cleaning liquid and poured it onto a rag. “You want to help with this?”
“Aye,” Tilly agreed, taking the liquid-soaked rag and beginning to wipe the altar with it.
“Oh, careful,” Hamish leaned over her shoulder to watch her. “This stuff is pretty potent, if ye breathe it in too much, you could get sick!”
Tilly hummed in agreement, pulling the collar of her dress up to cover her mouth and nose. Once the altar had been wiped down, Hamish went in with a finishing powder.
“Something’s wrong with this place,” Tilly blurted out suddenly.
Hamish paused, looking at her in alarm. “Huh? What makes you say that?”
“It feels…weird!” Tilly couldn’t seem to find a better word to explain her feelings. “It’s creepy!”
Hamish sighed. “That’s just because it’s old. This place is ancient, it’s bound to feel a little creepy! Once you’ve been on lots of jobs like I have, this won’t even phase you.”
Sister White and the other sisters returned to the sanctuary as soon as the altar had been cleaned, powdered, and covered with a fresh cloth to begin the service. Just as they had agreed to, Hamish and Tilly moved to the kitchen in order to prepare the wood stove.
Tilly stood by, watching as Hamish knelt next to the woodstove and looked it over. When he began to work on it with one of his tools, Tilly asked, “Do I need to do anything?”
“Um…hm…” Hamish paused his work, sitting back in thought. “I don’t think so. Unless you’re good with a screwdriver,”
Tilly wrinkled her nose. “Not really.”
Hamish laughed a little. “You can relax for a while, then. Walk around the building…count the windows, whatever you want. Just stay out of the sanctuary, like the nuns said.”
Excitement flowed through Tilly, but she held herself back. “What if mum finds out…?”
Hamish waved her off. “Ach, who cares? She doesn’t need to know! Go play,” with that, he leaned beside the woodstove and went about fixing it. Grinning, Tilly wandered out of the kitchen, content to go explore.
That would be the last time she felt freedom like that.
While exploring the convent's hallways and admiring the artwork hanging on the walls, Tilly heard muffled chanting emanating from the sanctuary. She paused, listening intently, and curiosity got the better of her. She knew the nuns said to not bother their service, but she was sure it wouldn’t matter if she peeked a little bit.
Tilly moved back to the sanctuary doors, checking to make sure she was alone before opening one slightly. She peered inside, expecting to witness a usual religious service, but what she saw made her pause: the nuns stood in a circle, offering a warbling chant as Sister White placed a variety of goods in the center. Tilly couldn't make out what they were chanting, but when she heard the name 'Lucifer', she had a terrifying realization: these nuns weren't ordinary nuns; they practiced demonic arts. She'd heard about similar groups before, but she never imagined seeing one in person, let alone in a convent.
Tilly's initial thought before everything went wrong was that she needed to go warn Hamish, then notify their mother, so they would never have to return here. When she saw a flash of orange light in the sanctuary, those thoughts vanished.
A gust of wind blew from the center of the nuns’ circle and blasted the doors wide open, knocking Tilly flat on her back. The air around her was abruptly musty and steamy, causing her to cough. When she managed to stand again, she peered back into the sanctuary. The nuns were screaming, and jittery, gray figures ran amuck in the room, overturning chairs and crawling up walls.
“You idiots!” Sister White screamed at the other women. “Do something, get out the gold and get them back under control!”
“This was a mistake!” A nun next to her wailed, but she pulled out a golden compass and swung it to try and get the attention of the creatures. They noticed, and grunting, they crawled towards the compass.
Her heart racing, Tilly turned around and tried to run down the hallway. She got a few feet when, suddenly, something grabbed her by the ankle and pulled her to the ground.
Tilly let out a high-pitched cry as her body collided with the building's carpeted hallway, kicking at whatever had seized her. She tried to glance up, but tears clouded her eyes, and all she saw above her was a dark, towering form.
She could have sworn she heard it say, “Oh, poor thing,” before reaching down towards her. All of a sudden, a huge frying pan came flying, clocking the creature in the face. It let out a sharp cry of rage, and Tilly felt herself being yanked up by the arm.
“Come on!” Hamish shouted, running towards the exit with his sister. He opened the door at the end of the hall for her, shoving her out. “Run, run home!”
Tilly whirled around, her heart pounding wildly as she looked at her brother. “Come with me! Please!”
“I will!” Hamish assured her breathily. “Just go home and—!”
What happened next was a blur. There was a crash, yelling, and the door to the outside slammed shut quickly, leaving Tilly alone outside. She grabbed the handle and tugged on it, panic filling her veins when she couldn’t open it. She cried out her brother’s name, over and over, though somehow the voice didn’t sound like her own. She ran around to the other nearest door of the building, pulling on that one until it opened. This door led to the pantry, and after passing shelves of canned foods and flour, she stumbled into the kitchen. She dashed through the kitchen and into the sanctuary, dashing through the open oak doors and sliding to a halt just before the altar that she and Hamish had recently cleaned.
Nothing. Everything was eerily silent, and there was no sign of Hamish.
The nuns all stood by a smoking, circular mark on the sanctuary floor, saying nothing. Finally, Sister White spoke up.
“Idiots!” She exclaimed. “What kind of demon was that!?”
“It wasn’t one, but multiple!” Another nun piped up, as if that was helpful.
”An occultist I met said this demon was one of the most dangerous ones,” a different nun said, her voice shaking. “But I couldn’t imagine it would be so hard to control…”
“You’re lucky it was easy to banish!” Sister White barked. “Otherwise you’d get a damn good beating!”
“Where’s my brother?” Tilly spoke up sharply, her voice cracking.
The nuns froze and looked towards Tilly, all going silent. Finally, one of them said, “He’s not here. I’m sorry.”
“Where is he!?” Tilly demanded louder, stumbling over to Sister White and grabbing her robe.
Sister White pried Tilly’s fingers away. “The demon took him. He’s part of it, now, and he got sent to its realm when we banished it,”
“What!?” Tilly’s heart pounded, reaching for Sister White again, but she stepped away. “Open that thing back up and get him back!”
”We can’t!” Sister White barked. “And there would be no way to get him back, it’s too powerful!”
Tilly was sobbing so much she could barely breathe. She fell to her knees, wailing out, “Why!? Why wouldn’t you stop it!? Why did you bring it here!?”
”You stop that crying and stand up!” Sister White grabbed Tilly by the wrist, pulling her up to her feet. “Collect your brother’s things and go! I will have no more of this!”
Tilly felt herself shaking, and all she could think about was her mother. “Mum will kill you,” she managed to say, voice rough.
Sister White scoffed, letting go of Tilly’s wrist and giving a dismissive gesture. “What do I care? If you tell your family, we will put a curse on your bloodline! So it’s best you don’t tell anyone what happened here…now get your brother’s things and don’t set foot in here again!”
The intense grief Tilly felt gradually became replaced by a feeling of numbness. After leaving the sanctuary, she went to the kitchen to retrieve her brother's wagon, which still had all of his equipment. The nuns said nothing to her — not a word of comfort, not an apology, nothing.
As Tilly left the building, her mind kept replaying what happened. If she had stayed with Hamish, maybe helped him instead of going off to play and daydream, none of this would have happened. Her silly nature, her refusal to work, her need for her brother to save her…the guilt consumed her like acid. She fell to her knees in the grass, letting the wagon’s handle drop to the ground as she began to sob loudly.
The pain and heartbreak soon turned into anger. She had never felt such intense, bitter fury before, and when she sat up and collected herself, her gaze fell upon the supply wagon.
Hands trembling, she picked up a variety of chemicals and examined them, realizing that if she mixed them, she could create an explosive. In that moment, she knew what she had to do, and her destiny was sealed.
An hour later, she returned to the convent and opened the pantry door, holding something in her other hand.
She made her way to the sanctuary and stood in the center, placing the object directly onto the altar. She briskly turned around and walked back to the door, opening it and stepping out.
Sister White heard the footsteps, and she looked out into the hallway just in time to see Tilly leaving.
“What are you doing back here!?” She barked, rushing towards the girl. When the door closed, she tried to open it in an attempt to pursue Tilly. Yet she never got the chance to.
It wasn’t a big explosion at all, but it was enough. Sister White was there in the adjoining hallway when the bomb hit, sending the elaborate stained glass flying and smashing the sanctuary. Tilly was not spared, as the force blew her back and sent her falling on her back. When she eventually managed to sit up, she felt a searing agony in her left eye and was unable to open or see out of it. She would find out later that a piece of glass had flown into her eye and damaged it beyond repair, but in this moment, that was not a tragedy to her.
Tilly made the long trek back home, dragging the wagon behind her. By the time she stumbled inside the house, Rebecca was wiping down the table with a rag.
Rebecca froze, seeing Tilly standing in the doorway, eye bloodied and without Hamish.
“…Mathilda?” She asked, worry creeping into her voice.
Tilly just stared at her mother, tears rolling down her face, mixing with the blood and ash. “They took Hamish, Mum,” she said finally. “But I got back at them.”
Shortly after this, Tilly immersed herself in the world of demolition, eventually meeting the man who would become her husband. Now, presently, her son stared at her as she finished her story. Though she no longer had working eyes to see him with, she could imagine the shock etched on his face.
“My god,” Tavish managed to say, filled with nothing but bewilderment. “Mum, I…how…why did you never…!?”
”Because,” Tilly took a long breath. “It was my own laziness that led to me losing him. If I hadn’t wandered off…”
Tavish stopped her. “Mum, no. He wanted you to have fun. He didn’t want you to waste your childhood working like he did, he wanted you to enjoy yourself! Know why? Because you were a child! This wasn’t your fault,”
Internally, he wished she had been the one to say something like this to him. Knowing what had transpired and who his grandma Rebecca was, Tilly's personality made sense. It didn’t make his own childhood hurt less, but it made sense.
Tilly tilted her head downwards, as if focusing on the ground. She managed to say after a moment, “Doesn’t matter. I can’t get him back.”
Tavish remembered Sniper telling him that one of the Corrupted Ones was his own grandmother, and that instant, he saw a light in the darkness.
“You might be able to,” he said, his voice low.
Tilly lifted her head up, brow furrowed. “Eh?”
Outside, they could hear shrieks, and they knew the Corrupt was on the move again.
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