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sometimes you get LUCKY. sometimes you get more.
an independent & private portrayal of NEVE GALLUS from the dragon age franchise. penned by august (25+, they/them). minors dni. triggering themes may occur. not spoiler free.
but the tables ALWAYS turn -- it's better if you know it's coming.
rules under the cut.
▍ ❝ RULE ONE. hi, my name is august (they/them, 25+). i have a dumb job and a busy life– i might move slow or fast, i have no idea!! because if this, i’m highly selective with my writing & who i write with. if you want, we can be dis.cord friends if we are mutuals!
▍ ❝ RULE TWO. i am a really anxious person so hopping into someone’s DMs and just trying to plot honestly doesn’t always work super great for me tbh. i’m great at using ask memes as starters and working from there to see how our muses / writing blend together. if you’re super plot based though, i get it! i just might suggest that you make the first move if you were the first to follow in terms of that though.
▍ ❝ RULE THREE. i don’t tolerate drama / hate. no homophobia, transphobia, racism, antisemitism, zionism. i don’t do callout culture unless someone is being truly harmful and violent to the community. i will tag all NSFW / triggers - if you need any specific tagged, please let me know!
▍ ❝ RULE FOUR. i use small text and have been experimenting with colored text / dialogue. if this formatting does not work for you, PLEASE let me know and i will accommodate as best as i can for you! accessibility will always reign over style.
▍ ❝ RULE FIVE. i am a BIG shipper. i love to ship. i'm probably thinking about our muses in a ship rn. but i will never try to force a ship or godmod any kind of shipping stuff onto you and won't do anything ship related in thread unless we talk about it first!
#indie rp#fantasy rp#indie dragon age rp#indie fantasy rp#dragon age rp#:)))))#it's a shitty promo but it's Mine
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hey! i was jw if you could maybe do a post of different categories/channels you have in your rp servers! just for inspiration for others :)
a look at how my discord rp server is set up under the cut !
hi ! i'd be more than happy to. under the cut are screenshots of my group, aurora isle. however, i can't claim sole credit for how it's been set up as it was a group effort between my former co-admins, fleur ( who deserves a large chunk of the credit for showing me the ropes and making everything so beautiful ) and saint ( whose tumblr blog i'm not familiar with rn — i believe they might have changed their url ? ) . we also incorporated a lot of member requests and have adapted it to the group's needs !
fair warning, i'm very type a + a total virgo so it's ... a lot dfgkhjhkfdj
note: i currently run a private sandbox ( mumu + multiverse ) server for my friends and if anyone would like a guide / template to that, i'd be more than happy to share it !
we make use of the community server + forums feature a lot because i find that it's so much more organized with the tagging feature and so so convenient ! it allows the staff team to archive old apps rather than having to delete messages entirely. i highly recommend that anyone setting up a group enable this feature.
ferry landing - arrivals area
terms and conditions - rules
aurora isle ( forum ) - group plot, lore, and other plot-related information such as taken fcs
apply here ( forum ) - members submit their apps here !
applicant chatroom - a place for potential applicants to ask questions and just get to know our members !
check the itinerary - member checklist ( things to do once they get accepted )
server directory - a handy dandy guide to the server for everyone's reference
sign in sheet - ooc intros
reaction roles - self-explanatory !
bulletin board - for announcements
help desk ( forum ) - a place for members to get help on any technical or ic issues such as character / fc changes !
activity notice - a place for members to inform the group of any changes to their activities or when they'll get to replies !
hiatus - for mun hiatuses or muse hiatuses ( since we're a mumu )
cheat sheet - only accessible by the staff team. this is where we keep the formatting for acceptances and any other posts !
notice - we create private threads here to reach out to members regarding any issues that might arise, such as a rule break or an activity check.
staff chat - a private space for admins and moderators to discuss plot drops, apps, etc, within the server !
ooc chat - self-explanatory !
ic commentary - for ooc discussions regarding ic interactions.
wanted faces - sorted by mwm, mwf, mwnb.
wanted connections ( forum ) - a space for members to post wanted connections and discuss with interested muns. accessible to potential applicants as well.
starter call - self-explanatory !
plotting call - self-explanatory !
remind me - a place to request reminders from your partners in case you have missed a reply !
for plotting - a channel to discuss plots with other members for muns who prefer to keep their dms clean. i would recommend changing this to a forum feature moving forward tbh
tldr - see my in-depth guide to this feature
tupper updates - we added this channel after tupper was down for hours
aurora lore - just a funny lil channel where people can submit hcs about the setting such as npc's and whatnot
proxy set-up
tupper - tupper set-up and whatnot !
level updates - mee6 level updates can be found here !
claim a reward - claim rewards for leveling up !
bot help - for staff members to deal with bots only !
open starters
moving forward, i'd probably turn this into a forum feature ?
texts - for texts.
threads - for threads.
social calendar - upcoming event details.
event planner ( forum ) - members can submit events here.
event-specific channels - i would turn this into a forum feature moving forward but this is where members can post threads and open starters related to the event.
formatting guide - for social media posts.
resident gc - a gc for all muses.
instagram, twitter, spotify, tiktok, tinder - all self-explanatory !
diary entries - share your muses' notes app or journal entries here !
gossip - for ic confessions.
memes - see my in-depth guide here
chatzy - a funny jokey joke lil channel where we were writing like we were on chatzy when tupper was down fdkjhfdghjgfkdhj
the rest of the server is set up by mun categories !
my style of running discord groups has changed a lot since this server was set up but it's still pretty reliable and organized enough that i think you'd have everything you need ! again: i don't take full credit for this setup at all. it's been a lot of trial and error to find the exact system that works for me and my groups and i've received a lot of help along the way.
if anyone has any questions, please feel free to send them over !
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jjk men as *~idols~*
uh okay so my jjk brainrot is still going strong with no signs of stopping and uh i have... a lot of thoughts
gojo - visual, center
• dudes always running late bc he says he needs to look perfect all the fcking time, gets booked in each and every event/show so he's always on the go
• of course the most popular of all of the boys, especially internationally. his face is EVERYWHERE that's why he's the starter bias
• most active among the boys in fan meets, if the fans chant his name he'll say "louder!"
• dudes just really good at EVERYTHING EVEN IN IDOLYMPICS I HATE HIM
• backstory: geto auditioned since everyone kept telling him he had a v v nice voice and gojo went along with him for support. he just rapped whatever pop song was trending at that time but he got in along with geto bc he's gojo fcking satoru ugh.
geto - main vocalist
• think: taeyang's voice but a lil deeper!! HIM SINGING EYES NOSE LIPS LORD R.I.P. ME.
• satoru is flirty with fans but this guy is on another level. you WILL DIE when you come up to him on a fan meet. remembers his fans too. "oh, you cut your hair! it suits you!"
• this is why he has the most solid fanbase. once you become a geto stan there's no turning back sorry
• likes going live on insta and just hanging out with his fans. will sometimes do song covers
• also a guest judge in a singing contest rn
choso - leader, main dancer
• best leader, can keep these rowdy men (aka satoru and geto) in line, most mature out of them all. they're all scared of him lol (esp satoru)
• oldest and really acts like an old man, has a smartphone of course, but doesn't know how to copy paste text hahahahah so he does it manually
• has a YT channel for dance covers
• best body rolls you've ever seen in your entire existence. think: exo's the eve.......... the last body roll when they're on the floor......... please let me be the floor............
• ALSO: HIM DANCING GIRL GROUP DANCES PLEASE 😩😩
• most thoughtful to fans 🥺 will help if he sees someone gets stuck/hurt
• gets flustered easily when fans flirt with him!!! he will be a blushing mess!!!! ultimate bias wrecker!!!!!!!! 😭😭😭
nanami - main rapper, maknae
• most disciplined out of them all. comes on time, when it's practice time it's practice time.
• however you can't contact him on days off. you'll just know where he is/was from his instagram ("ate this sandwich earlier at @/jjkcafe. it was pretty good."). has the "kento effect" where eveything he eats/cooks gets sold out for about a week or two. insta is just full of food photos and some videos of him cooking.
• issa gentleman!! there was one time in a fan meet some fan got water spilled on her clothes and he gave her his jacket. fans feel very comfortable around him 🥺🥺🥺
• also really good with kids as shown in their variety show guestings
• has some drama projects but always gets cast as second male lead, hence the "nation's husband" title
• everyone just loves working with him since he gets shit done and on time too, model idol (dude just hates overtime tbh)
Bonus:
(i couldnt stop myself)
toji - manager
• dubbed as the fifth member bc he looks. so. good????
• always mad at satoru for being late lmao
• actually has a small fanbase, since he's the daddy of the group ahahahahahah
• has a son that's under training rn
naoya
• didn't get to debut with the group because of his attitude problems AHAHAHA
• was supposed to be the visual while gojo was gonna be the face of the group
• THIS MAN WAS BORN TO BECOME A VISUAL. THE EYELINER AND PIERCINGS??? GIRRRRL.
• preparing for debut as a solo artist instead
sukuna - CEO of the entertainment company, this guy is a living legend, works mostly as a producer/composer now aka PD-NIM
• every track he touches turns into gold
• just give him a piano (or any instrument actually) and he'll put together melodies on the fly
• incredibly strict, but when you get to do it you will be thanking him afterwards because it really is BETTER
ok wow if u reach this part thanks
ps i rly dont know what to call their group lmao i need suggestions please
#jjk#jjk imagines#??#jjk fanart#gojo#geto#choso#nanami#toji#naoya#sukuna#gojo satoru#geto suguru#nanami kento#toji fushiguro#naoya zenin
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❝ chemistry ❞ o.st
synopsis → osaki shotaro moving to town means trips to the dance studio, boba dates, and the perpetual teasing of lee donghyuck.
pairing → shotaro, reader
requested? → yes! based off @onlyjihoons’s shipping game answer ♡
word count → 5.5k (this was supposed to be 1k.... goodbye.)
a/n → i enjoy writing texting scenes WAY too much ;; tbh this is like 50% texts im cryign but i had to convey how much i love 00 line .... and also how firmly i believe in lee donghyuck devil supremacy. as always, feedback is greatly appreciated and enjoy!
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if someone were to ask you how you felt about your friends, you would without any hesitation, answer that you loved them to death. of course, if you were being completely honest, you would also have to add that you experienced the urge to strangle them from time to time. that might earn you a couple odd stares but you’re sure people would be more understanding if they knew who was in your inner circle to begin with.
for starters, there was lee jeno — tall, handsome, and the textbook definition of a gentleman. then, na jaemin, who you would consider to be the yin to jeno’s yang. an extremely energetic guy and, in your book, a total freak of nature ever since you found out that he inhales four shots of espresso on the daily. liu yangyang was a more recent addition to your group but, being as quick-witted as he was, he quickly fit right in. he also had a habit of going on somewhat aggressive rants in german which renjun found to be extremely amusing. speaking of, huang renjun was another one of your close friends — the shortest of the group, actually. (and, much to renjun’s dismay, that’s exactly how donghyuck liked to introduce him to people.) he was the type of guy you could trust to keep everyone in check which consequently made you mildly terrified of him.
however, it could never compare to the perpetual fear you have of lee donghyuck.
of course, you love him to pieces but sometimes you really wish he didn’t find so much joy in, well, making everyone miserable. you couldn’t deny it was funny to watch him tease and taunt your other friends. you still remember him purposefully messing up renjun’s game at the local arcade just when he was about to reach his high score — and also the way renjun had tackled him to the floor right then and there, resulting in the six of you being banned from the place. or, that time he offered to pay for everyone’s starbucks orders only to tell the barista that jaemin’s name was ben dover. (to no one’s surprise, yangyang had found that joke particularly hilarious.) you can also clearly recall how hard you had laughed in both of those situations.
but, donghyuck never let anyone laugh for too long.
according to him it was ’only fair’ to make sure each of his friends was at the receiving end of his gags. so, despite laughing at his latest victim’s expense, each of you knew that donghyuck would make sure you were in the same position sooner or later.
you definitely weren’t expecting it to be your turn one dull friday evening.
things are going slow for you as you sit at your desk, typing away on your laptop. school has been out for hours and your professors have decided to be saints and leave you little homework for the weekend. beside you, your phone dings, alerting you of the new text message in your group chat.
[4:23 pm] hyuck: i’m bored 🥺
[4:23 pm] you: plz never use that emoji again
[4:24 pm] nana: it’s misleading dude
[4:25 pm] yangx2: yeah like when have u ever made a face that isn’t this 😈
[4:25 pm] renjun: donghyuck is the devil = confirmed
[4:25 pm] nana: CALLED IT
[4:26 pm] hyuck: u guys are literally so evil
jeno laughed at “u guys are literally so evil”
[4:27 pm] jeno: look who’s talking lol
[4:27 pm] you: dangg u know it’s bad when lee jeno disses u
[4:28 pm] jeno: ...ngl it kinda feels like ur shading me rn
[4:28 pm] you: u would be correct :)
[4:29 pm] hyuck: um HELLO can u guys go back to paying attention to me???
[4:29 pm] renjun: what do u want, diva?
[4:29 pm] hyuck: i just wanna spend some quality time with my best friends ;(
renjun disliked “i just wanna spend some quality time with my best friends ;(”
yangx2 disliked “i just wanna spend some quality time with my best friends ;(”
you disliked “i just wanna spend some quality time with my best friends ;(”
nana disliked “i just wanna spend some quality time with my best friends ;(”
jeno disliked “i just wanna spend some quality time with my best friends ;(”
[4:30 pm] hyuck: OH COME ON
[4:30 pm] yangx2: i think what u meant to say is that u wanna make one of us very miserable today, right?
[4:30 pm] hyuck: .....no comment
nana renamed the group chat “hyuck hate club”
[4:31 pm] hyuck: ok i’m honestly feeling so attacked right now
[4:31 pm] jeno: well now u know what it’s like to be friends with u
[4:31 pm] you: so true king omg ur on a roll
[4:32 pm] hyuck: hmm okay so either jeno or y/n is gonna be today’s target, got it
[4:32 pm] hyuck: anyway can u guys come down to the dance studio now??
[4:32 pm] you: what makes u think i would go anywhere near u when i know ur plotting ur revenge on me as we speak
[4:32 pm] hyuck: because maybe i’ll have mercy on u and just terrorize jeno instead
[4:33 pm] you: good enough for me! thnx bestie, see u soon!!
[4:33 pm] jeno: HEY
nana laughed at “good enough for me! thnx bestie, see u soon!!”
[4:34 pm] yangx2: u literally cannot trust anyone in this friend group
[4:34 pm] renjun: ikr isn’t it great???
you might have been slightly out of your mind to willingly go see donghyuck knowing you had teased him in your group chat earlier. although, if there was a slight chance he would show you mercy if you did hang out with him, you were going to take it.
the studio was where you had first met donghyuck, along with the rest of your friends due to the dance classes you attended. after bumping into each in between classes and during practice, you began to get well acquainted. turns out, the six of you actually got along incredibly well and after a while, you began to share routines and tips, even choreographing together from time to time. obviously, this led to the infamous group chat being formed and lots of time spent outside the studio as well.
but, none of you had lost that love for dancing. in fact, forming your little clique had only made it grow. as you opened the front doors of the building you had made so many memories in, you wondered if donghyuck wanted your insight on a certain routine or needed some help choreographing. of course, there was also the possibility that he really was just bored and wanted you to suffer with him.
what you did not expect, however, was to see him caught up in conversation with another person. you couldn’t clearly see them with donghyuck in the way; all you knew for certain was that your best friend’s mouth was moving a mile a minute. you tentatively tiptoe into the room, hoping to not intrude on their discussion. but, at hearing the doors creak open, donghyuck puts his rant on pause to enthusiastically wave you over.
you sigh, putting your belongings down and approaching the pair. as you near, you notice that hyuck has a huge smile — no, smirk — on his face. you internally curse yourself for believing that he would ever pass up an opportunity to torment you, especially in front of a stranger.
“this is a very dear friend of mine,” you hear him introduce to his acquaintance. “her name is y/n. she dances, too.”
“oh, that’s really cool!”
the stranger’s unusually cheery tone prompts you to finally peek behind donghyuck and put a face to the voice.
and what a face he has.
“this is shotaro,” donghyuck informs you. “he’s new to town and quite the dancer. caught him in the middle of a routine.”
your knees almost wobble as you take in the stranger — shotaro’s — kind eyes that almost sparkle. (you aren’t sure if it’s because of the fluorescent lights of the studio or just part of his charm.) his lips are curved up into a friendly smile that makes you feel slightly giddy. his hair falls into his face almost perfectly, not a strand out of place and you’re uncertain as to how that’s even possible since, as donghyuck had said, he was dancing. not to mention, there’s not a bead of sweat on his face. did this guy come straight out of a disney movie or something?
“excuse her,” donghyuck chuckles. “good looking people tend to make her freeze up. don’t worry, this happened when she met me, too.”
you offer your friend a glare and an elbow to the side and you swear you hear shotaro chuckle. you turn to him instead, putting on a welcoming smile.
“my bad, i just—”
“got lost in his eyes?”
you pinch the bridge of your nose. “donghyuck, please don’t make me have to attack you in front of our guest.”
more giggles escape shotaro. (you swear it’s the prettiest thing you’ve ever heard.) you curiously tilt your head at him.
“sorry, it’s just that, you guys are too funny,” he admits with a sheepish smile.
you mirror his grin, slightly relieved he was amused instead of weirded out. “yeah, well, just wait ’til you meet the rest of us. it’s like a circus show, you’ll love it.”
“hello, clowns!”
“speak of the devil,” donghyuck murmurs, watching as yangyang and renjun enter, followed by jeno and jaemin.
“woah, who’s the cutie?” yangyang asks renjun, in what you presume he thinks is a whisper. however, yangyang has never spoken quietly a day in his life. renjun simply shrugs at his question.
having clearly heard the compliment, a faint blush creeps onto shotaro’s cheeks.
“guys, this is shotaro,” donghyuck answers, tugging the sandy blonde forward.
he gives a somewhat shy wave. “hi, y/n’s friends.”
jaemin erupts into laughter. “uh oh, looks like he likes y/n more than hyuck.”
“don’t blame him,” jeno mutters.
shotaro’s forehead creases, face suddenly twisted in worry. “oh, i’m sorry, was i not supposed to say that?”
“oh no, don’t worry,” donghyuck denies, quickly. “i’m sure y/n doesn’t mind at all, right?”
if you could crawl into a hole to avoid the embarrassment, you would. of course, donghyuck was 100% right; you really didn’t mind shotaro calling the group that if it meant you could hear him say your name over and over again. in fact, his sweet voice could probably make the dictionary sound like the most addictive song. but, donghyuck had no right putting you on the spot like that.
jeno suddenly speaks, catching on to your flustered state and donghyuck’s evil grin. “so, it’s y/n’s turn today? sweet, i’m off the hook!”
shotaro furrows his brows slightly. “huh?”
“oh, it’s just an inside joke,” jeno says, smile reaching all the way up to his eyes.
you wish you could strangle him right then and there for finding amusement at your expense but the last thing you want is for shotaro to think you’re some sort of psychopath. (although, with a friend group like this, you’re definitely beginning to think that’s where you’re headed.)
“got it,” shotaro responds, breaking out into a grin himself. “you guys seem like a really close bunch!”
“the closest,” donghyuck corrects, overly sweet, as he wraps an arm around you. (you resist the urge to shove him off.) “you’ll fit right in!”
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you believed that the torture was over the day donghyuck introduced shotaro to your group. you would probably just see him from time to time and the studio (hopefully without hyuck around) and it would all be downhill from there, right? the latest notification on your phone alerts you that you are absolutely wrong.
hyuck has added one (1) user to the group chat
[1:05 pm] hyuck: welcome shotaro!!
[1:06 pm] unknown: oh hey guys! :]
the emoticon almost makes your heart beat right out of your chest. you roll your eyes in frustration at how easily affected you were by this guy. seriously, why did everything he do have to be so cute? regardless, you quickly add his number to your contacts.
[1:06 pm] hyuck: why don’t we do a little roll call so shotaro can save ur numbers to his phone
[1:07 pm] yangx2: YANGYANG
[1:07 pm] yangx2: HA I WAS FIRST
[1:07 pm] jeno: ...
[1:08 pm] jeno: anyway this is jeno :)
[1:08 pm] nana: jaemin present!
[1:08 pm] renjun: hi shotaro, this is renjun
[1:10 pm] shotaro: haha cool thanks a lot, i just saved all ur numbers!
[1:10 pm] shotaro: but quick question, is y/n in this group chat? :0
you almost drop your phone at reading shotaro’s message although you’re unsure why. he just typed your name, get it together, you urge yourself.
[1:11 pm] you: heyy shotaro! i’m right here :)
[1:11 pm] shotaro: oh yayy! i’m so glad ^^
hyuck disliked “oh yayy! i’m so glad ^^”
[1:12 pm] hyuck: shotaro plz return my love what does she have that i don’t T-T
[1:12 pm] nana: a heart
[1:12 pm] yangx2: a brain
[1:12 pm] jeno: a conscience
[1:12 pm] renjun: a functioning moral compass
[1:13 pm] hyuck: wtf
[1:13 pm] shotaro: ahahaha it’s like i’m watching a comedy
[1:14 pm] you: told u it’s a circus
[1:14 pm] you: i say get out while u still can
[1:14 pm] shotaro: whaatt and leave u behind? no way!
nana renamed the group chat “shotaro x y/n supremacists”
[1:15 pm] jeno: my thoughts exactly
[1:15 pm] renjun: took the words right out of my mouth
you cringe at your friends’ blunt behavior, praying shotaro didn’t find their antics to be too strange.
[1:16 pm] shotaro: 😳
[1:16 pm] nana: aww someone’s shy
[1:17 pm] renjun: he wouldn’t last a day in itzy
[1:17 pm] yangx2: HELPP
you shake your head, laughing silently to yourself as you mute the group chat and place your phone back down. although, moments later, you receive a direct message. you presume it’s one of the boys trying to rope you back into the chat but the moment you see the contact name, you’re forced to do a double take.
[1:21 pm] shotaro: i hope i’m not bothering u but i just wanted to make sure ur okay .. you kinda went quiet in the gc :>
[1:21 pm] shotaro: it’s shotaro from the dance studio btw!
you can’t help but find the fact that he seriously thought you wouldn’t remember him adorable. how could you ever forget a face like his?
[1:22 pm] you: that’s so kind! i’m okay, i promise. i’ve just had to put up with those dorks for way too long, sometimes i just ignore them haha
[1:22 pm] shotaro: lol yeah they do seem like a handful! but i look forward to getting to know them better!!
[1:23 pm] shotaro: and u too ofc~~
it takes all your willpower not to spam dozens of heart emojis in an attempt to show shotaro just how he has reduced you to a lovesick fool. instead, your response is short and sweet.
[1:23 pm] you: right back at u, taro! ♡
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“okay, take five,” donghyuck pants, pausing the music blaring from the speakers.
you gladly obey, wiping away the light sweat you had worked up from the latest routine you and hyuck were constructing.
you both belonged to the same dance class and frequently paired together for partnered projects. the rest of your friends attended different classes, which you constantly joked was for the best since there was no way one dance instructor could possibly handle the six of you together.
“how do you feel?” donghyuck asks you, running a hand through his tousled hair.
“the choreo’s great, i’m proud of what we got so far,” you reply. “of course, i would be happier if i didn’t have to get so up close and personal with you.”
donghyuck scoffs at your joke. “i can’t do anything about that. the teacher said the whole concept of the routine is supposed to be is intimate.”
you fake a gag, failing to contain a laugh when hyuck playfully shoves you in offense.
“i’m sorry i can’t be shotaro,” he adds, a smirk forming on his lips.
you roll your eyes. “oh, very funny.”
“c’mon, you’re acting like you wouldn’t kill to have him as your partner, especially with choreo as spicy as this.”
“well, it would beat being paired with you,” you remark, picking up your water bottle and taking a swig.
“hm, then looks like today might be your lucky day,” donghyuck replies, eyes trained somewhere behind you.
you follow his gaze, nearly choking on your water as soon as you catch sight of shotaro entering the studio. he meets your eyes, plucking out his earbuds and offering you a small wave.
“oh, hey guys!” he exclaims, cheerfully.
“hey ’taro,” you greet, rather quickly, earning you a knowing glance from your partner.
“’taro?” hyuck repeats, amused, as he folds his arms over his chest. “you guys are already on cute nickname basis?”
shotaro giggles, eyes squinting adorably as he does so. “it is a pretty adorable nickname, right? she’s the only one who calls me that!”
your heart beats faster when you see how oddly excited that seems to make him. did he somehow find it endearing?
“seems like the two of you are becoming quite close, hm?” continues hyuck.
shotaro nods enthusiastically before glancing at you tentatively, as if to check for confirmation.
“yeah, you could say that.”
your agreement causes yet another smile to grace shotaro’s lips — this time he seems relieved. you briefly wonder if the kid ever stops flashing those pearly whites of his. you certainly hope so, or else your heart may never catch a break.
“well, since you’re comfortable enough with each other,” donghyuck begins, flashing you a grin.
you’re not even sure what he’s gonna say but you already feel the need to put an end to it. after all, nothing good has ever come of donghyuck’s mischievous grins. you subtly purse your lips and narrow your eyes in an attempt to get him to stop whatever chaos he’s planning to ensue.
nevertheless, he proceeds. “maybe you could help me out with this choreography?”
you want to facepalm at donghyuck’s lame excuse of a lie. however, on the other hand, shotaro’s face lights up in delight.
“you’re working on choreo? what for?” he inquires, curiously.
“for our dance class,” hyuck explains, motioning towards you. “i have a couple ideas so i was thinking you two could maybe try out some steps i’m planning to include. you know, to help me... visualize.”
“that sounds awesome,” shotaro responds, oblivious to your friend’s untruths. “i would love to help you guys out.”
“great!” donghyuck claps his hands together. “just a heads up, the theme of the routine is intimacy, so i wanna see all that charm of yours, shotaro. it’ll, uh, help me choreograph.”
you cringe at the obvious fib. meanwhile, it’s as if a switch has gone off in shotaro’s mind. his smile fades and his eyebrows knit together. “hold on, i-intimacy? does that mean—”
“that you’ll have to get a bit touchy-feely with her? yeah,” donghyuck interjects, innocently.
“y’know... i’ve really been wanting to dance with her.” he faces you, sheepishly rubbing the back of his neck. “just never thought it would be like this.”
you offer him an apologetic smile. “i know, it might be a bit... uncomfortable. you can back out if you’d like. i promise hyuck and i won’t mind.”
shotaro’s head shakes, vigorously. “no, of course not!” he must realize how quick he was to deny your offer, making him suspiciously eager to be close to you as he immediately adds, “i mean, it’s good practice.”
you suppress a giggle. “sure thing. hyuck, should we get started now?”
the boy in question dramatically picks at his nails, acting as if he had been waiting on you both for hours. “if you guys are done flirting, then, yeah.”
you roll your eyes, shooting shotaro a mildly annoyed stare. he grins, finding it to be equally amusing as it is endearing. (what can he say, the faint pout that appeared on your face was cute.)
“shotaro, how about you get in position right behind her.”
shotaro obeys, making sure to leave a significant amount of space between the two of you. however, donghyuck doesn’t seem to approve.
“closer!” he commands. “the concept is intimacy, not social distancing!”
shotaro shuffles forward, pressing his front into your back. you can’t help but notice how firmly toned his chest is. curse his dancers body, you think.
“okay, now, lemme see your hands on her waist!”
you feel the breath of shotaro’s shaky exhale on the back of your neck as he obeys, sliding apprehensive hands around your midsection. there’s silence on donghyuck’s end and through the mirror you watch him observe the two of you, no doubt acting way more pensive than he truly is. you know he’s just prolonging your flustered state by keeping you in this intimate position with the younger boy.
although, shotaro himself might know it too, considering the fact that he begins to rub comforting circles into your sides that he’s currently gripping, as per donghyuck’s request, in an attempt to calm you down. you nearly melt right then and there. at the same time, you hope he doesn’t plan on stopping anytime soon.
donghyuck calls out your name, successfully startling you and putting an end to the peaceful atmosphere. “why don’t you go ahead and lean on his shoulder. just lay your head back nice and easy— good, very good! look at that chemistry!”
if you’re being sincere, reclining on shotaro feels way more natural and enjoyable than it should. he steadily holds you in place, almost as if he secretly wishes to never let go. you wouldn’t be completely opposed to the idea either.
“alright, last thing, guys! y/n, how about you hook your arm around shotaro’s neck?”
you do so, fingers brushing softly against his jaw. he shivers beneath your touch, erupting into giggles when you shoot him an odd stare.
“i’m ticklish,” he confesses, in a whisper.
you can’t help but smile widely. “is that so? hm, i might have to exploit that information sooner or later.”
“as long as donghyuck doesn’t find out,” he replies.
his comment certainly gets a chuckle out of you. “did you finally realize how evil he is?”
“if the torture he’s putting you through right now is anything to go by, then absolutely.”
“only a matter of time before it’s your turn,” you reply. you lean into his ear to add, “by the way, this is anything but torture for me.”
“hey! no whispering!” donghyuck reprimands.
for the first time, shotaro goes against the older boy’s orders to whisper back, “it’s mutual. if anything, i think this is the best thing i’ve done since i moved here.”
your heart melts at the sincere admission. you stare at shotaro in what you’re sure is a very obvious case of heart eyes. you’re taken aback to find that he, too, returns the lovesick look. perhaps he was immersing himself a bit too much in the intimacy concept...
“stop! pause! cut!”
you and shotaro (reluctantly) untangle yourselves from each other to face a seemingly unhappy donghyuck.
“can you guys please just focus on my instructions without falling in love with each other?” he pleads. “i mean, you haven’t even gotten out of the starting position yet.” he groans, exasperated. “actually, you know what, just take five.”
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[2:03 pm] hyuck: good morning
[2:03 pm] nana: it’s 2 o clock in the afternoon but ok
[2:03 pm] hyuck: i just woke up, therefore it’s morning
[2:03 pm] shotaro: good morning :3 did u sleep well?
[2:04 pm] hyuck: i slept a wonderful 27 hours, thnx for asking!
[2:04 pm] yangx2: ?????? THERES NOT EVEN 27 HOURS IN A DAY IM SCREAMING
[2:04 pm] you: LOLLL WHY WAS HE HIBERNATING
[2:05 pm] renjun: i was just gonna ignore him but i am genuinely concerned now
[2:05 pm] shotaro: woww,, well at least you’re well rested now! :]
[2:04 pm] nana: shotaro, i am begging u not to encourage him
[2:04 pm] you: all it takes is one (1) supportive person and he becomes an unstoppable force of evil
[2:04 pm] shotaro: o_0
[2:05 pm] jeno: besides ur like the only other person here with common sense besides myself and maybe renjun. i can’t lose u to donghyuck :(
[2:05 pm] renjun: ykw i’m not even gonna argue with that
[2:05 pm] yangx2: yeah shotaro is a good guy™
[2:06 pm] hyuck: i hate u guys and ur goldfish attention spans
[2:06 pm] you: sigh what do you need hyuck?
[2:06 pm] hyuck: i want boba :(
[2:07 pm] you: that actually sounds really good but idk if it’s worth being around u
[2:07 pm] hyuck: i’ll pretend like u didn’t just say that <3 what if i paid?
[2:07 pm] you: ....
[2:08 pm] yangx2: LMAO HYUCK BEING NICE IS SUSPICIOUS BEHAVIOR
[2:08 pm] renjun: ikr it’s making me super uncomfortable rn
[2:08 pm] hyuck: can’t i do something nice for my friends? :/
[2:08 pm] jeno: no
[2:09 pm] nana: nope
[2:09 pm] yangx2: nah
[2:09 pm] renjun: absolutely not
[2:09 pm] you: never seen it happen before so no
[2:10 pm] hyuck: u guys are so fake :( shotaro do u wanna hang out with me? if u say no i’ll scream :)
[2:11 pm] shotaro: yeah i guess i could :]
[2:11 pm] renjun: oh this just got interesting.. i guess i could tag along
[2:11 pm] yangx2: me too, i gotta be there to record whatever happens
[2:12 pm] nana: i’m in
[2:12 pm] jeno: same
[2:12 pm] you: hhhhh okay fine.. only to ensure taro’s safety
[2:13 pm] shotaro: (^з^)-︎♡
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due to the fact that you believed donghyuck was going to try and officially initiate shotaro into your friend group with one of his infamous pranks, you decided to head to the boba shop. you hoped that if you showed up, you would be able to prevent whatever mayhem he had planned or at the very least, provide some damage control.
you pushed open the door to the quaint building, the bell dinging to announce your arrival. your eyes immediately lock onto the table in the far back since it was where you and your friends always sat — you had practically claimed it. you expect to see all the chairs filled but, to your surprise, only one person occupies the space.
osaki shotaro.
he beams, probably relieved to finally have some company in the otherwise empty shop. (after all, you weren’t sure how long he had been sitting there all alone.) nevertheless, you allow yourself to wonder — just for a second — if maybe he was just that ecstatic to see you. the way he enthusiastically waves you over seems to be in favor of that theory. it’s almost confirmed when you reach he table and he pats the chair beside him.
you let out a soft laugh. “the whole table’s empty, ‘taro.”
“i know,” he admits. “i just really want you to sit next to me.”
you swear you could break down in tears simply from the way he’s looking at you; like you’re all he needs. it’s pure adoration. you wonder if that’s how you look at him too. you can’t help but ask yourself if he, too, notices your longing stares.
you decide that you would be a monster if you denied shotaro his wish, so, you internally prepare yourself to sit next to possibly the sweetest boy you’ve ever known. yet, that proves to be difficult as said boy stands up to pull out your chair like the gentleman he is. you shoot him a grateful smile, mentally dethroning jeno as the most well-mannered person you know and passing the crown on to shotaro.
“so, how long have you been waiting for?” you ask, resting your elbow on the table and leaning into your palm to stare attentively at the boy to your right.
“actually, i only got here a couple minutes before you. we did agree to meet up here a quarter before three, right?” he asks, slightly confused.
you nod in confirmation. “honestly, i think we got set up.”
shotaro tilts his head. “really? why would they do that?”
“might have something to do with our ‘chemistry’,” you explain, quoting donghyuck.
the japanese boy’s mouth falls agape, as he comes to the realization. “oh, so they literally set us up.”
“mhm,” you agree, smiling ever so slightly.
shotaro must be paying closer attention than you thought because he picks up on your grin. “what’s with the smile?”
you shrug, feigning uncertainty. “i guess i just don’t feel so bad about being set up if it’s with a certain cutie i know.”
“oh?” he raises a brow, cheeks growing as he too mirrors your lovestruck look. “should i be worried about this guy?”
“certainly not,” you reassure him. “i’ve only got eyes for one.”
you see a faded tint of pink rush to his cheeks and you find it adorable how your confession flusters him. you can’t help but caress the supple skin as gently as possible. shotaro leans into your touch, his own hand coming up to cup your own, almost as if he were holding you in place. after a couple moments of basking in the intimate moment, you retract your hand.
“maybe we should try and get hyuck to include that in the choreo, huh?” you suggest, a teasing smile on your lips.
shotaro chuckles, “sounds good to me. i might even ask if i can fill his position, too. if not, i just might get jealous.”
you playfully shove him and he raises his hands in surrender. you chuckle, grabbing one of the menus that litter the table, planning to offer shotaro some help choosing an item from the list that is surely unfamiliar to him but it seems something outside the window behind you has caught his focus instead.
“looks like we have an audience.”
you take a deep breath at his words, preparing yourself for whatever it is you’re going to see upon turning around. when you finally do, all you manage to catch is five heads ducking beneath the windowsill, in a weak attempt to not get caught.
“of course,” you nearly laugh. “they’re so predictable.”
shotaro seems to find the situation humorous as well, if his amused tone is anything to go by. “to be honest, we should be thanking them. they got us together.”
“oh, so we’re together now?” you inquire, raising a brow.
“w-well, i mean, if you want to. i-i definitely want to.”
“no need for stuttering,” you reassure him, reaching over to stroke that one ticklish spot on his neck. “to quote a very wise — and handsome — young man, ‘it’s mutual.’”
he smiles at his own words being recited to him. “i don’t know about you, but i think we should seal the deal.”
“interesting. how do you suppose we do that?” you ask with faux curiosity. you certainly had some ideas of your own.
“maybe... a kiss?” shotaro leans forward, eyes closed expectantly as he taps his cheek. you resist the urge to pinch his lovely, round baby cheeks. he peeks one eye open to add, “for the audience, of course.”
you giggle, completely and utterly love-struck by the boy before you. in fact, you are so enamored by him that you decide to go the extra mile and press a sweet, chaste peck to his lips.
it seems as if he himself didn’t expect it as his eyes snap open, hand coming up to cup his lips in shock. when he finally uncovers his mouth, you see there’s a dazed, giddy grin on his face that let’s you know the smooch was very welcome pleasant surprise.
your phones simultaneously go off, alerting you of incoming messages. it’s a given that it’s none other than the group chat.
[3:15 pm] nana: that smooch was romcom worthy i’m so impressed right now
[3:15 pm] jeno: shotaro is living proof that being a gentleman has its perks! everyone in this gc should take notes!
[3:15 pm] yangx2: HERE IHAVE THE VDIEO OF THE WHOELE THIGN IF ANYOEN WANTS IT
[3:16 pm] yangx2: attachment: 1 video
[3:16 pm] yangx2: SORURY FOR THE TYPSO MY TEARS ARE BLURRIGN THE KYEBIOARD
[3:16 pm] renjun: can we get boba now?
[3:16 pm] renjun: oh wait my bad, congrats to the new couple :-)
[3:16 pm] renjun: to celebrate they should pay for everyone’s drinks.. just a thought
[3:17 pm] hyuck: ur welcome, y/n and shotaro ;)
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Hey so, hi! Another trans girl here, I have always been interested in WH40K from a distancr because of its Setting and Cool Aesthetics but have never bothered to get into it proper because of its fans and some of the more problematic elements of the setting but since following you I’ve become more interested than ever so, aside from those novels you reccomend in your about me do you have any advice for me as to how to get into 40K? Thank you so much you’re a gem! 💕
This is so sweet?? Holy shit?? I’d be delighted to advise okay uhhhh, for me i started out binging the wiki? I actually found the hobby bc of a Powerwolf AMV so my route was rather atypical, and i absorbed a shit ton of background before even reading a book or building a model. So here’s my advice:
Poke around in the wiki lore until you find a faction you gravitate towards. For me it was the Adeptus Mechanicus bc cyborgs. See if Black Library (the 40k book publisher) has any novels on that faction. That’s your reading material. I’d also recommend getting the codex for that faction if you want more lore, and breakdowns of what each unit is like. This is all you need if you’re just looking to read. Now is NOT a good time to buy most codices, as we’re in the process of updating all but a few rn. Please confirm with me if you’re thinking of getting one soon, i’d hate to see $40 semi-wasted.
If you want to play the game, in addition to your faction’s codex, you need the 40k core rules, a measuring tape, and some dice. The codex and core rules can be found at gamesworkshop.com, the dice and tape can be bought elsewhere for cheaper. You will also need some models, and buying pre-owned models on ebay or etsy is great for saving money and time if model work isn’t your thing!
If you want to paint your own models, you’ll need paints, brushes, a model, and wire/model shears+ superglue if the model is not pre-owned. I started out with a 3 brush starter set from The Army Painter, a Citadel Starter paint kit, and a box of Skitarii Rangers. Then i ordered extra paint colors as my projects demanded. It’s also recommended you have some kind of palatte, which can be bought, or a coated paper plate will probably work fine.
So i think that covers the big 3, reading, tabletop, and painting? Ngl i’ve literally never played a game in 4 years of 40k cause i’m always busy with college, so don’t feel pressured on that front. I hope this helps provide some guidance, and feel free to ask any questions you may have!
Assorted 40k media that i’m legally required to recommend: If The Emperor Had A Text To Speech Device, Helsreach, Death of Hope, Astartes, aaaand Chapter Master Valrak on Youtube for news about the hobby.
Other gays and cool people in the hobby off the top of my sleep deprived head: @link-theultimatetimelord @fruit-gummi @yaboybutternubs @ask-jaghatai-khan and a bunch of others tbh i’m firing from the hip here.
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Happy Meme Day! We decided to add a little fun to your day! Reblog this if you would like to participate and please reply to the ones you get!
“[txt] no one ever says ‘i miss you’.”
“[txt] my tweets are just about how sad I am.”
“[txt] i had a really bad day.”
“[txt] is there someone out there for me?”
“[txt] make me laugh?”
“[txt] i don’t believe in myself.”
“[txt] i use humor to mask my pain”
“[txt] you wouldn’t abandon me, right?”
“[txt] talk to me. i don’t wanna be alone rn”
“[txt] i need you right now.”
“[txt] :( “
“[txt] some movies are just too sad…”
“[txt] i cried too much”
“[txt] i just want to sleep…”
“[txt] i don’t feel like talking rn”
“[txt] [video attached: ‘they ask you how you are and you just have to say that you’re fine when you’re not really fine’]”
“[txt] do you love me? [txt] does anyone?”
“[txt] i could really use a hug right about now.”
“[txt] i did so bad on that project…”
“[txt] someone ate my pizza rolls and tbh it was the last straw”
“[txt] i wish you were with me”
“[txt] am i a bad person?”
“[txt] i’ll just watch vine comps and pretend i’m okay”
“[txt] im listening to the ‘had a bad day’ song”
texting starters
send a symbol for…
🌻 a worried text.
🐰 a goofy text.
🦋 a loving text.
🧦 a half-asleep text.
🌳 a happy text.
🍎 an apologetic text.
⚠️ a text meant for someone else.
🕰️ an early morning text.
💫 a late night text.
🗑️ a text that wasn’t sent.
💡 a scared text.
💀 an urgent text.
🥇 a supportive text.
🔪 a hateful text.
🌊 a sad text.
⚡ an angry text.
🚀 a goodbye text.
meme-cafe:
[ sms ] → i got kicked out of Barns and Nobles cuz i put all the bibles in the fiction section [ sms ] → dude, I’m at a wedding and there’s a mashed potato bar and bacon strip appetizers. I’m getting all emotional [ sms ] → some kid outside just shouted ‘ask the frogs’ [ sms ] → why did i make a hit list last night containing only mcdonalds? [ sms ] → I’m at the airport and there’s a guy wearing all camoflash to go hunting .. Should I bump in to him and say woahh sorry didn’t see you there? [ sms ] → microwave minutes are longer than normal minutes. [ sms ] → my grandma just put on bowling shoes, to play wii bowling. [ sms ] → how can people fall in love when things like bagels exist [ sms ] → someone changed my text signature to “Also, I think I might be gay” last night. Also, I think I might be gay [ sms ] → I’ll be there in 5 min. If not, read this again. [ sms ] → You totally narrated your dogs thoughts for 2 and a half hours last night, and I was enthralled. I didn’t say one word, I just listened. [ sms ] → would you like to blur the lines between friendship and lesbianism tonight? [ sms ] → he emptied an entire bag of goldfish onto the bed and rolled around yelling the theme to jaws trying to eat them [ sms ] → why are there post-it notes all around the apartment labeled ‘we need more bagels’ [ sms ] → just saw some guy walking down the street rapping about various types of pasta. [ sms ] → dude, you just left me a 3 minute voicemail of pop rocks in your mouth. Im sitting right next you [ sms ] → some kid came into the principals office and tried to explain what he was sent there for through interpretive dance.
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Got tagged by @palewanderluster to do a lil questionnaire! ☺️
1. What do you prefer to be called? Usually just a shortened version of my name
2. When's your birthday? February
3. Where do you live? Glasgow, Scotland
4. 3 things you're doing right now? Well this, listening to tunes & texting my guy 😇
5. 4 fandoms that've piqued your interest? I'm really not a fandom type of girl tbh!
6. How's the pandemic been treating you? Absolutely shite until like March, then it done a full 360 & I've been living my best life! 😍
7. A song you can't stop listening to? Formed By Us - Tribeless 😏
8. Recommend a movie? Labyrinth, just cause it's my all time fave, & obviously David Bowie 😇
9. How old are you? 25
10. School, university, employment? Work in a pub chain here in the UK
11. Do you prefer to be hot or cold? I prefer being hot tbh, can't stand being cold
12. A fact that others may not know about you? I've never broken a bone? 😂 I don't really feel I have facts about me
13. Are you shy? I can be, kinda depends on the situation/who I'm with, but usually within 10 mins I'm pretty comfortable
14. Pronouns? She/her
15. Biggest pet peeve? Being interrupted, once or twice is alright, but when it's constant, nah, not for that at all
16. Rate your life from 1-10? I mean rn, a solid 8
17. What's your main blog? This is the only one I use now
18. List all your side blogs? Don't have a side blog, have an old blog that is no longer in use, not sharing that 🤷🏻♀️
19. Is there anything people should know about you before becoming friends with you? Well for starters, I'm shit at responding to messages. 😂 But nah, I'm a no bullshitter, I won't be afraid to call you the fuck out for being a dick or that. But I'm so fiercely loyal, anyone fucks with you, they fuck with me, & that's a big mistake. My friends end up becoming my family, so they mean the world to me.
Thanks for the tag!
I'm gonna tag @sleeps-society @cowardsaregolden @casual-mistake @emmily-xo & anyone else who might wanna do it for fun, just say I tagged ya!
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Pokemon Mystery Dungeon DX Demo thoughts and observations
man, talk about a title!
Okay, this includes my first impressions of the free Demo, such as gameplay, graphics, and my personal opinions on things!
first of all wow, it went on much longer than I anticipated. I was expecting it to stop after we rescued Caterpie. Not so! And a cliffhanger (kind of. it's not like I don't know what happens) ending point too! It stops right before the Diglett rescue. About an hour and a half of gameplay, though that could change depending on how fast / slow you play through it of course.
this isn't anything important but when I tell yall I almost started crying when the menu music swelled up I am being 1000% sincere
When the quiz started up I realized just how faithful to OG games this was going to be. Dialogue is nearly, if not, identical.
everything about the UI is BEAUTIFUL. the rainbow bg. the text select. the sparkling hover over the pokemon you're choosing. UGH<3
I am glad for the implementation of the newer ability to chose what mon you want to play as if the quiz's selection doesnt satisfy you. its the best of both worlds and I feel leaving that out would have been a step backwards.
have i mentioned this game is fucking beautiful??
seriously. it takes some getting used to, but the throwback style art backgrounds and the textured + glow-y sprites work SO. WELL. imo (much better than the completely modern look of the last few games, if i'm being totally honest)
okay, now gameplay. -
we get a mix of old classic stuff and newer features/implementations plus some brand new stuff
basic attack is gone, which is whatever, but it'll take a bit of getting used to
move leveling up is back from super, which means starter movesets are busted lol
hunger is in! and seems to go down fairly quickly tbh
I GOT POISONED AND HOLY FUCK, POISON TAKES 40 DAMAGE EVERY 30 SECONDS OR SO. WHAT THE FUCK THATS LIKE ALMOST ALL OF MY HEALTH RN
frustratingly, the ability to turn where you face in one spot seems to be gone? which is kind of, really important. though i outta point out that if you default move - mine is ember for example - it points you at the enemy. sooo idk. maybe im missing something here but it doesnt seem to be in the controls/options (i looked)
aand theres talking bubbles now? cute in concept but pretty annoying implementation. when you or your partner use a move a little speech bubble appears above you with some flavor text. the result is that the screen looks crowded during battle. not a fan, though i guess i could get used to it. better yet, let us turn it off. (i did not find a setting to do so)
YOU CAN SWITCH LEADERS. THATS RIGHT. FROM THE START, IN THE DUNGEON, YOU CAN SWITCH LEADERS. THIS IS HUGE. i cant decide if its op or just long coming
you can see all enemies and items on the floor map.. before you see them yourself. not sure if i like this. seems a bit broken if im being honest. ofc, its not as though you know WHO the enemy is or WHAT the items are, or, necessarily, HOW TO GET TO THEM without looking yourself but, still.
moving on from gameplay-
THE TOWN IS FUCKING BEAUTIFUL AND I WILL CRY ABOUT IT
Persian gives you a gift every day if you deposit/withdraw something?? its very sweet i love that rescue team support :')
theres a portal between your house/base and the job board which is cool! i prefer going through the town anyway but still useful
this isnt important at all but HNG KANGASKAN<333 I LOVE HER. IM JUST, EXTRA GRATEFUL FOR HER EVER SINCE.. SOME GAMES REMOVED HER. also her sprite blinks her eyes open or closed to match her talking icon which i thought was really good attention to detail
aaand thats all i have for now!! to conclude, i am ENORMOUSLY excited for this game. it looks absolutely gorgeous and is such a tribute to the original ones. march 6th here we come!!!
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sorry this isnt a question for the blog but im just curious about your choosing process for answering asks? i just find it amazing how u combine asks for ur art responses!
((Oh thank you!!<33 I spend 99.999% of my waking hours thinking about it tbh lol I have a bit of a science to it, idk if i can explain it well but I’ll try!! it’s like a tango between the story and how the asks influence it, and even vise versa. For starters, I usually have the storyline in place already, ex: Halloween Haunt, aswell as the outcome and so I pick asks that can bring us to that outcome at a steady pace, which isn’t always that hard considering you guys ask questions about what’s going on and how the characters feel ect! There’s also asks that help/change the story too! I keep an opened mind so I’m not limiting myself, that tends to put you in writer’s block sometimes! Like my original idea was Zim going as spinel but after finding out about hornet, I felt it was more appropriate to go that way for a lot of reasons^^ (im sure you can guess them lol) Asks also give me ideas, someone asked if Dib knew about HollowKnight and thus, His custume idea was born! I like to be bound to a timeframe as well a bit, i keep that in mind a lot too, so rn, I’m filling up the time with adorable asks about them going to the event together cuase it’s p relevant and Zim’s about to go soon! I want to answer as many asks as i can so i make an effort to think of ways to include them as best I can or wait to see when I can! Like I knew i had time to fit in the sub plot of ‘irken snack sharing’ before they had to go so I just took a chance and went for it! I was p nervous to do it ngl! Mostly cause, slow burn ZADR is the goal rn BUT I do like the idea of them being so ridiculously close that they can actually talk about dating without it being too awkward for them, but deep down they’re like taking mental notes for possible future reference or something of that nature LOL zim was blushing hard throughout that whole ordeal that I can assure you~ plus I need to give us all a bit of relief yenno<3 For texts, I put them in draft sometimes to see how I feel about the flow, since I answer a lot at one time, I try not to be too random and aim for making it like you guys are actually have a conversation about the topic with them^^ I think that’s mostly what I consider in terms of choosing asks! Hope that helped in any way, feel free to ask more if you like<333))
#((SO SORRY THIS IS SO DANG LONG OMGGG))#((wonderful question though i loved it!!))#[[ooc]]#[anon ask]
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How I Run My Blog
Speed: Very much like Solas, I operate on Elvhenan time where a month doesn’t feel like a month. I tend towards very slow, with some threads getting faster replies depending on my inspiration. I can leave threads for weeks or a month before I can get around to a reply, especially multiparas. I feel guilty about it sometimes, but I also know that pushing myself to reply often leads to mediocre replies and burnout, and then someone will probably have to wait much longer than a month or so...
Replies: I’m open to one liners, para, multipara, and novella. Novella and multipara though I prefer to be plotted, and even then I prefer it to actually need those 500 words. Threads I struggle with most tbh are those where I can get out what I needed to say in 200-300 words but need to pad them out with navel-gazing in order to get close to matching. For first meetings, easy conversations, etc, I’m more comfortable with around 200-ish words, but it’s all relative. As I said above, I can take a while to reply, although I try to do it in about a month. If we’re friends it might take longer (or if you’re also someone who takes ages to reply, then I know you’re one of my people). I don’t do replies in the order they’re given to me but the order I want to do them (some days I may have only short replies in me, some plotted threads might speak to me more, etc).
I use small text unless I’m rping with someone who doesn’t. I don’t typically format beyond that, if I’m feeling really fancy I might indent a line, and I don’t use sub/small text. I like the shape of the small text, but sub/small is too small for me. I will use icons for anything set in the Dragon Age, and I have some modern Thedas icons, but I’m short on icons for Elvhenan-era and any of my AUs so I tend not to use them there. I also don’t use icons if my partner for that thread doesn’t.
Finally, I schedule my replies usually for a week or two after I’ve written them. It helps give me a little time to breathe and catch up on other things.
Starters: I don’t really make open starters and I’ve been reticent to use starter calls/plotting calls because they don’t tend to garner a lot of interest and that can get discouraging. I prefer light plotting to hammering out every detail of a thread, unless it’s something like an action scene or does require me to ask for more details before I write my reply, although in that case I kind of take it as it comes.
Inbox: The oldest ask in my inbox rn is from January 2019 which should probably tell you how much I keep up with my inbox. Like with replies, I tend to wait until I have a good idea of what I want, although unlike with replies I feel 0 pressure to reply to them in a timely manner. I’ll delete things after a while if I think nothing will ever come to me, or if it was a mutuals-only meme and I got an ask from a non-mutual, etc.
Selectivity: I’m selective with who I follow, in the past I’ve tried to roleplay with everyone who asks, but with less time and energy to write I’ve had to draw back from that. But at the same time I know I overlook new followers esp when I get an influx. I take asks from everyone, including non-rp blogs.
Wishlist: I have a wishlist here! Probably only half of what would actually be on my wishlist, but I forget to write it down.
Honest Note: Thank you all for following me, whether it’s been a week or five years. My partners and those of you who like my writing posts are what keep me going! Also, if you’re a non-rp blog, I have a section at the bottom of my rules page for general etiquette because not every rper is comfortable with their stuff getting likes/reblogs.
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DETECTICE. an independent & highly private portrayal of NEVE GALLUS from the dragon age series. beloved by august (25+, they/them). minors dni. triggering themes may occur.
rules under the cut.
▍ ❝ RULE ONE. hi, my name is august (they/them, 25+). i have a dumb job and a busy life– i might move slow or fast, i have no idea!! because if this, i’m highly selective with my writing & who i write with. if you want, we can be dis.cord friends if we are mutuals!
▍ ❝ RULE TWO. i am a really anxious person so hopping into someone’s DMs and just trying to plot honestly doesn’t always work super great for me tbh. i’m great at using ask memes as starters and working from there to see how our muses / writing blend together. if you’re super plot based though, i get it! i just might suggest that you make the first move if you were the first to follow in terms of that though.
▍ ❝ RULE THREE. i don’t tolerate drama / hate. no homophobia, transphobia, racism, antisemitism, zionism. i don’t do callout culture unless someone is being truly harmful and violent to the community. i will tag all NSFW / triggers - if you need any specific tagged, please let me know!
▍ ❝ RULE FOUR. i use small text and have been experimenting with colored text / dialogue. if this formatting does not work for you, PLEASE let me know and i will accommodate as best as i can for you! accessibility will always reign over style.
▍ ❝ RULE FIVE. i am a BIG shipper. i love to ship. i'm probably thinking about our muses in a ship rn. but i will never try to force a ship or godmod any kind of shipping stuff onto you and won't do anything ship related in thread unless we talk about it first!
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What do you think about jasiper marriage? People always imagine them getting married and for a while it made sense but rn idk. I can see either of them proposing but actually going on with the whole shabang... I don’t think so, maybe bc they know marriage isn’t everything, and they don’t really need it. What is your opinion? (In general, and in your aus as well)
oh, anon. you are speaking my love language. as i’ve mentioned before, tiff and i seriously planned out how they get engaged, married, have kids, etc. this will be long, just a fair warning.
for starters, let’s get this established: the trials of apollo doesn’t exist. they still break up, yes, because they’re both hurting from the war and losing leo and they need to heal separately. despite breaking up, they stay close. phone calls, daily text messages, meeting up for coffee or lunch every few weeks. they remain best friends for years.
they stay broken up for a while, though. lots of little things have been building up between them, and after percy and annabeth get married, it’s almost too much to bear. it takes them less than a year after the percabeth wedding for them to find their way back to each other, and tbh it’s a total accident. they’re hanging out like they always do and then one thing leads to another and they make up. if you want a hint about how their night goes after they make up, take a read here (shameless promo). not gonna lie, that night they don’t sleep. at all. lots of sex. (as jason says in that one shot i’ve linked you to, they have a lot of catching up to do.)
but when the sun comes up and jason looks down at piper and she’s all sleepy and tangled up in his sheets looking content, he realizes this is all he wants for the rest of his life. to wake up next to her and see her with messy hair and heavy eyelids and a sleepy smile. and they’re demigods, which means nothing is guaranteed, so he tells her he’s going to get breakfast at a place across town, kisses her goodbye, and immediately calls tristan and asks if they can meet in 20 minutes. tristan agrees but is worried, asking jason if piper’s okay. (jason has to force himself not to blush while thinking about how okay piper is, considering she’s naked in his bed.) and jason starts rambling, saying how asking permission from the father before proposing is old and archaic and it’s not like piper is owner property, but jason respects tristan so much and before he can pass out from nerves, tristan leans over and says “it’s about time.” tristan then asks what jason is planning to do for the proposal, and jason admits he didn’t even plan on doing this until 30 minutes before. but tristan laughs and says this is what piper would want— emotion driving you to do something rather than a logical step-by-step plan. jason asks how tristan knows this, how he knows piper will say yes, and tristan simply says “you’ll know when you have a daughter.”
tristan helps jason pick out a ring, so jason slips the ring into his pocket, buys breakfast, and goes back to his place. all while this is happening, he’s trying to figure out when he’s going to pop the question. and it happens that night: piper is trying to find something to make for dinner and she looks so cute in his shirt and the words just tumble out. he can’t even get the full question out before she’s saying yes, and he has to ask her to allow him to get the full question out.
as for the wedding itself? they don’t wait. they decide they’ve spent too much of their life apart and they want to be together right then and there. they run off to some small beach town and elope that weekend. nothing big, just the two of them and tristan. they joke about how their friends will react “god, leo is going to be so mad” and “annabeth is going to kill me” but they know after the initial shock blows over, it’ll all be okay.
so, after this very long explanation of what tiff and i have curated, i do see them getting married. i just don’t see them doing anything other than eloping. they love each other and did so the entire time while they were broken up, all they want is to be together forever so why waste time actually planning a wedding?
#anonymous#god i love questions like this#i love talking about my kiddos#jasiper#jasiperverse#my soulmate tiff#megan's asked and answered
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Do you have any tips or pieces of advice for someone who's looking to start up an rp blog for a character? I have plenty of experience roleplaying, but none of it is with tumblr.
//OH sure sure !!
lets get the technical stuff out first, make the account for your new blog in advance, before you prepare anything else because tumblr has this anti-bots security system in place which doesnt allow new blog’s posts to show up in the tags (and tags such as #indie rp, #anime rp, #insert show here rp are pretty important in getting ur blog out there). you’ll also have to follow some people, get followed back by at least one, reblog+like some posts before your stuff starts showing up in the tags
of course u can disregard the whole promotion thing and just follow people and wait for them to follow you back, but if u want new people to find you without you actively looking for them, its good to drop something in the rp tag. but again, you dont have to do any of this.
ALSO IM PUTTING THE REST UNDER READ MORE BC IT GOT LENGTHY:
so heres stuff you can prepare (or not, its totally up to you !!)
icons - a relict of dreamwidth era , not necessary but i find that they add some zest to the interactions so personally, im a fan. usually 100px x 100px u can make them fancy or not, your choice. just get some basic facial expressions (but again, you dont NEED them)
themes - some rpers pay a lot of attention to blog themes, i used to be like that but tbh rn i dont think anything beats a nice basic theme w/ a readable font. hit up theme hunter and snag a theme u like !!! OR DON’T, thats totally up to you !!!
also you can set your blog to dash only in the blog’s settings which means u dont have to bother w/ a theme !! its a popular thing in rpc nowadays !!!
oh and just a hint – id avoid using somebody’s art for icons or elements of theme… i mean sure u can credit them but hardly anybody looks at credits so idk id just avoid it altogether cuz the artists dont like that and theyre absolutely right. i used to use peoples art for icons and i had some artists reach out to me and ask that i dont do that and tbh now i cringe at my past-self for not seeing that its soo disrespectful of the artists
what to put on blog:
about page - its a page where rpers put some basic information about the character they write as. it can be super important if youre writing as an OC (not many people will follow an OC if they dont know anything about them tbh) !!! if youre writing a canon character u can just resort to filling out a basic dossier (like listing their name, age, whatever… YOU CAN USE THIS and fill out what u like). or you know, do whatever. on cell, i just wrote a piece of Something and linked his wikipedia page lol. do what you feel like, its just a thing in rp community.
rules page - slightly more important. this is where you set boundaries and introduce yourself ooc. after introductions ur expected to tell people what’s NOT ok by you, for example, you say that godmodding is not ok (godmodding is when people write in their own responses what ur character is doing), maybe shipping is not ok by you, maybe u dont want to write smut ever etc. you put all of that there and any additional info you feel the need to add (for example, asking people to tag certain triggers etc). try to browse other peoples rules pages to get the feel
verses page - some blogs have a lot of specific verses like idk, an AU in which ur character is evil etc. this is a page where u can put them and add descriptions, UP TO YOU. i find that its less important than about or rules page, focus on those 2 first, especially the rules page bc its what people usually check out first before writing with u!! add verses later !!!
how to start an rp blog:
OK so lets say you’re prepared and ready to write. i usually post a promo to announce my Arrival to the rp market. take a look at what’s in the indie rp tag for example, just to give you an idea what ppl post there. it used to be REQUIRED to post like… a graphic advertising ur blog but tbh these days u can just drop a text post (preferably with ur icon so that people know which character u write) and you say smth like ‘HELLO, a new (character here) RP blog here!!! like/reblog if youre interested in writing with me!!’ (ofc write whats natural to you, just introduce ur blog in whatever way u feel like it– OR DONT, YOU DONT HAVE TO DO THIS)
BEFORE POSTING A PROMO MAKE SURE YOUR POSTS SHOW UP IN TAGS FIRST. YOU MIGHT HAVE TO FOLLOW SOME PEOPLE FIRST (refer to this) – where to find those rp blogs?? refer to tags below.
what to tag your promo with: remember that only 5 first tags will show up in the search results. so pick some good tags, i think the most important tag is #(show/movie/books name) rp. heres my promo, u can check the tags i used there and come up with your own accordingly. and also browse these tags to find people to follow, like idk, lets say u wanna rp sb from naruto, then u hit up #naruto rp and just scroll and follow ! also avoid using swear words or nsfw words in ur promo bc tumblr will censor it lol
but remember YOU DONT HAVE TO POST A PROMO, THIS IS ENTIRELY UP TO YOU !!!!!
how to start WRITING on an rp blog:
ok so youve gathered some followers, now what. i usually just post a starter call! this is a post that people who want to write with you will like and you in turn will start a thread with them (doesnt have to be IMMEDIATELY, take ur time). you can also reblog rp memes which are like writing prompts people send to you (but i dont recommend starting ur rp blog w/ a memes barrage, people usually want to get to know your blog a little bit more before they send you a prompt).
you can also wait for other people to post starter calls and then you like them (but check their rules first !!! for example, most people have a rule about being mutuals only, which means they will write you something only if youre following each other back), which also works.
AND THATS HOW IT GOES !!! you are now writing on an rp blog. remember to take it easy and do what feels natural !!! browse some other rp blogs to get Inspired (but dont just lift things, stealing is a big no-no in the community). do what you feel comfortable with, if you dont want to make icons then dont! you’ll always find somebody who’ll write with you without icons (we just rly like them lol). be patient with others and yourself, read peoples rules, be nice, dont reblog an rp meme without sending a prompt to the person youre reblogging from (thats called reblog karma, if you dont wanna send a prompt then rb from the source), put yourself out there and UHH have fun !
#if u have any other questions feel free to ask IVE BEEN AT IT FOR A LOOONG TIME i am a fountain of knowledge#Unfortunately.#Anonymous#and again you dont have to do any ot this its jsut advice. there is no RP police that will hunt you down if you dont have an about page#those r just standards people are most familiar with !
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Hi (ノ^o^)ノso i saw ur post about accepting one shot request and i was hoping if you could make a fluff one where Ash and Eiji are somewhat internet friends and their friends made a plan that would make them both see each other for the first time. :3c btw love your works ☺☺
CV: I don’t know what I wrote. Please, just take it.
I’m so sorry this took so long!! School is destroying me but I’m trying to do things that I enjoy so I can keep stable. Hence, this one-shot was So Much Fun to write. This turned out nothing like I thought it would though, tbh. I don’t think I’ve ever written anything like this. Which is weird bc I’ve wanted to do internet friends au for a while, and now, with the chance, I turned it into a crack fic. RIP. I hope you enjoy it anyway. Thank you for the fun request!
And, thank you so much! It’s so funny to see when people find me who already like my stuff lol. It warms my heart
Bringing his phone’s camera up, Ash took a quick picture of his shoes, kicked up on the table, to send to Eiji. It wasn’t anything special, anything significant. It was a conversation starter, because Ash was bored out of his mind and, hopefully, Eiji wasn’t too busy with class to reply.
“Nadia’s not gonna like that,” Shorter said from the table next to his in the Wong’s family-owned restaurant. His table, in contrast to Ash’s which held only his dirty red converse, was scattered in papers, covered in an incomprehensible jumble of symbols in light and harsh pencil, two different handwritings. Surprisingly, the lighter was Shorter’s, while the heavier, harsher handwriting was Sing’s, the kid from Shorter’s neighborhood he was helping with homework.
Ash shrugged, but slid his feet off the table, glancing toward the boy next to Shorter. He was frowning down at his paper, scratching his head with a cheap mechanical pencil that had the tip almost chewed completely off. He was short and had a billowy-looking jacket on. It was hard to believe he was a high school student, to be honest, and Ash wondered what it must be like to see him in his university classes. He dual-enrolled at one of the colleges close by. Sing was a smart kid. It made him wonder why he’d go to Shorter, of all people, for help. Most people didn’t typically see Shorter as the “smart” sort.
But Sing had known Shorter for most of his life, apparently. And he looked up to the guy a lot. Not that Ash, as Shorter’s best friend, knew him that well because of it. To be honest, Ash could count on a single hand how many times he’d met the kid over the years.
The kid was weird too. He didn’t really talk to Ash, and refused to look at him when Ash tried to make eye-contact. The second Ash looked away, though, he could feel the kid staring. It was a little unsettling, but he could tell Sing didn’t mean any harm, so he pretty much ignored it.
Ash’s phone buzzed where it was still safely clutched in hand, and his eyes snapped away from the two at the other table. When he looked at the screen, he confirmed his hopes with a slight leap in his heart, and clicked eagerly into his messages where a picture had been sent in response. It was of a pair of tennis shoes, walking along a sidewalk, going by the slight blurriness of the picture. Surprisingly, it was a pretty ugly picture.
Ash: i thought you said you were a photography student damn
Eiji: Meanie! For your information, I am carrying twelve hundred pounds of textbooks in my bag rn so leave me alone >:(
Ash: >:P
Eiji: >:P
Ash chuckled, about to reply again when Shorter’s voice carried over, sounding amused.
“Hey, dude, stop making kissy faces at your phone and come help with this problem.”
Ash looked up, a frown on his face. “I was not making kissy faces,” he said, defensively, shutting off his phone anyway.
“Oh, really?” Shorter asked, voice teasing. “So that wasn’t Eiji you were texting?”
Sing looked up, curious now and suddenly able to look at Ash. It took him aback for a moment. “Eiji?” he asked.
It was Ash’s turn to avoid Sing’s gaze, getting up to move over to the table. He pulled the paper toward him, looking at the problem in question while Shorter took it upon himself to explain.
“Eiji is Ash’s online crush,” he said. Ash sent him a death glare. “Online friend,” he corrected, not sounding too serious about the correction, truthfully. Ash gave up, taking a pencil and scratching out the steps to the problem on a blank sheet.
“Really?” Sing asked, sounding surprised. Ash’s pocket vibrated and he reached for it immediately. Shorter laughed.
Eiji: Natto for lunch! I know how much you like it!
Ash rolled his eyes and got to work typing out a reply. He didn’t notice the contemplative look Sing had adopted as he watched him.
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To tell the truth, Eiji really didn’t like his statistics class. Math had never been his forte, no, but that wasn’t even the worst of it. His professor kind of sucked. In that way where he goes insanely fast through the material, doesn’t work any of it out on the board, and gets irritated when a student has a question. Eiji usually tried to keep an open mind about people, especially math professors, who get bad reps just for being math professors, but this guy really got on his nerves.
But, at least he had friends in this class. When Eiji entered the lecture hall that day, Yut-Lung was already sitting in his usual spot, carefully unpacking materials from his bag and placing them one-by-one on the table. When Eiji approached, he greeted Yut-Lung with a big smile.
“Good afternoon, Yut-Lung!”
Yut-Lung looked up, already sighing. His shoulders were both tense and resigned at once. With an annoyed eye, he observed Eiji moving into the seat, Eiji’s usual spot as well, beside him.
“Eiji Okumura,” he greeted, nothing but cordial. He placed a few pens neatly beside his notebook, then a calculator.
Eiji wasn’t stupid. He knew Yut-Lung wasn’t his biggest fan. But Eiji thought that maybe with a little patience and respect and kindness, he could crack that cold exterior. He wanted to be friends with Yut-Lung, and, believe it or not, he’d already made tremendous progress. It was a little dissuading at times, especially when it was almost the end of semester and Eiji couldn’t think of any reason Yut-Lung would continue seeing him when this class was over, but he wouldn’t give up.
“Hey, guys,” another voice joined and Eiji perked up. When Sing took the seat on the other side of Yut-Lung, Eiji waved. Yut-Lung even spared a ‘hello’ for the boy. Sing was, apparently, a lot better at getting to know Yut-Lung. Instead of dissuading Eiji further, however, it gave him hope. Yut-Lung could be befriended. This was the proof. Plus, Sing was a good friend of Eiji’s too and he couldn’t be mad at him for something like that.
“How are you today, Sing?” Eiji asked as Sing plopped his bag onto the table in front of him and unzipped it. Before Sing could respond, however, Eiji’s phone went off. Though he knew it was rude, Eiji couldn’t help but take it out immediately. It was a text from Ash.
Ash: good luck in hell class today
Eiji beamed at the message as his heart warmed. He’d complained about stat to Ash plenty, who even helped with his homework and studying a lot. The guy was some kind of genius with his double major, double minor, and insane knowledge in the STEM field and politics. If only he could pick what he wanted to do and stick with it.
“Who’s that?” Sing asked and Eiji looked up, blinking, having been too immersed in the phone to pick up what he’d said.
“Huh?”
“He asked who you’re texting after you asked him a question,” Yut-Lung explained, raising a single eyebrow in his direction. Eiji’s cheeks colored.
“Oh, it’s just Ash,” he explained. Yut-Lung rolled his eyes, but he could see a certain softness to them. Eiji had told Yut-Lung about Ash before. It was one topic that seemed to amuse him enough to carry on a conversation with Eiji.
“Ash?” Sing asked, sounding a little off. When Eiji looked over, there was a strange, thrilled look to his face. Eiji furrowed his brows, confused.
“Yes? He’s a friend online. I met him through my blog,” he explained. Sing laughed incredulously. “What?” Eiji asked.
But Sing just shook his head. “Nothing.”
Eiji, confused, looked over at Yut-Lung, but he ,himself, was looking at Sing with narrowed eyes. Eiji opened his mouth to ask again, but, just then, their professor spoke up, starting class. Frowning, Eiji sat back and accepted his fate. He’d just have to ask again later.
Out of sight, Sing began typing on his own phone under the table. Beside him, Yut-Lung’s phone went off in his bag. Elsewhere, Shorter’s buzzed to life.
Sing: Yut-Lung, Shorter, I think I’ve discovered something great.
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It was odd how receptive Yut-Lung had been towards him lately. In class, he nodded a lot more when Eiji spoke to him. He walked with him after class until they had to split, asking questions and even calling him just ‘Eiji’ instead of the dreaded full ‘Eiji Okumura’ which made his name sound like a sin. Yut-Lung had even asked him to lunch a couple times these past few weeks.
He was a huge gossip, Eiji came to find, and used to his advantage in conversations. Eiji could gossip, and Yut-Lung loved hearing it all. For someone who liked to keep to himself, he sure liked to know everything about everyone.
One topic that Eiji already knew was a favorite of Yut-Lung’s came up quite often. But, of that, Eiji was a bit more reluctant to talk about. Ash was… special. He was Eiji’s friend. He trusted Eiji with all he told about himself. But Yut-Lung didn’t seem too interested in the personal stuff. Mostly, well…
“You haven’t told Ash how you feel yet?”
“What? How-” Eiji had squeaked, eyes wide, but Yut-Lung had waved it off.
“It’s very obvious,” he said. “Painfully.”
So. There was that. But there was also a lot of questions about the two in general. How did they meet? Did they know where one another lived? Did they know each other’s full names or what they looked like? The answer to most of these was no. Eiji and Ash didn’t talk about the surface personal things. But, they had shared pictures of themselves once before.
“So he knows what you look like?” Yut-Lung had asked, looking very interested.
“Yes?” Eiji had responded, feeling like he was missing something from the look in Yut-Lung’s eyes. But it was never explained.
As odd as it all was, Eiji was mostly just happy that he was finally getting through to Yut-Lung. And sometimes even without Sing around. Eiji was finally allowing himself to believe that maybe their friendship could survive past the semester.
So, when Yut-Lung invited him and Sing to lunch after yet another horrible statistics class, it wasn’t a surprise. Eiji cheerfully packed up his things and they headed out, walking to a simple cafe. It wasn’t Yut-Lung’s style but, having gone to lunch with Eiji and Sing, two horribly broke normal college students, he’d learned to adapt.
Today, Sing was very excited for some reason. Even Yut-Lung allowed a small smile as they walked along the sidewalk of busy lunch rush Manhattan. When Eiji had asked them about it, however, they brushed it off, leaving Eiji a bit put off. He frowned, but allowed them to continue on, walking without conversation.
When they arrived at the cafe, they approached the line and Eiji scanned the menu above the counter, outlined in chalk. Usually, Eiji just ordered a soup, but he might go for a sandwich today.
Eiji was standing directly behind someone who was taller than him, with a yellow hoodie and purple mohawk. It was a pretty cool mohawk, but Eiji knew better than to stare, so he shifted to the side in order to look up at the menu. The movement, though, was enough to bring the guy’s attention to him.
His eyes lit up as he took him in. When Eiji noticed, he looked behind him, wondering if it only looked as though the stranger looked… excited. To see… him. Eiji, however, didn’t find anything behind him to warrant the reaction. When he turned back, the guy was giving Sing a thumbs up. “Heya, Sing.”
“Shorter, what’s up, man?” Sing asked, looking behind and around the guy for a second, as if for something specific. Something missing.
“Nothing much. Just stopping by for lunch with my bud,” Shorter said, and somewhere in Eiji’s mind the name sounded familiar. Maybe Sing had mentioned him before? “He stepped into the bathroom, but he’ll be back.”
“Perfect,” Sing said. And that was a weird thing to say. But then Eiji’s phone buzzed and, for a second, he hoped it was a text from Ash, until the buzzing continued, signaling it was a call. He slipped it out of his pocket, checking the caller ID.
“Crap,” he cursed, pressing answer immediately. “Hi, Ibe. I’m sorry; I forgot I said I’d help you today. I’m on my way right now.”
Listening to Ibe’s reply, Eiji nodded, reassuring the man it was no big deal - that he could make it. He hurried to get off the phone, embarrassed at his blunder, and ready to rush over as quickly as he could.
When he did get off the phone, he turned to apologize to his friends. He was surprised to find they were already standing, watching him. Sing looked a little panicked. Even his friend Shorter looked like he had swallowed something whole, the uncomfortable feeling stuck in his throat. Eiji, however, didn’t have time.
“I’m really sorry, guys. I totally forgot I had something scheduled.”
Yut-Lung, ever the quickest and most snappish, immediately spoke up. “Now. It has to be now?”
“Yeah, I’m really sorry. I’ll make it up to you guys,” Eiji said, already backing away and checking the time. He could make it if he hurried. The shoot would be starting soon. “Bye, guys!”
And, with that, he darted out the door.
When Ash came out of the bathroom, he took in the scene. Shorter, Sing, who he hadn’t expected to see there, and one other guy he didn’t know, staring blankly out the door, a large empty gap between them and the register, and the employee behind it looking irritatedly their way.
“What did I miss?” he asked.
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Ash was content to scroll through his phone for the rest of the day if he could. Over and over again through the same five photos. Because Eiji had uploaded new pictures to his blog, and Ash loved Eiji’s photography. It had been the reason he’d first found Eiji’s blog, spamming his own with reblogs enough that Eiji had actually reached out to say thank you. It had been a little embarrassing, but one of the best decisions of his life. If he hadn’t gone all stalker mode on Eiji’s beautiful photos, they probably would have never talked and then where would Ash be?
Not only were the photos beautiful, though, but they were completely new. Since coming to university in America, Eiji hadn’t posted anything. These were the very first, and they were of a city so alike New York that Ash held onto the tiniest hope that it was. Hence, why he seemed to determined to stare at them all day. Why he scanned them for anything familiar; why he took in every detail he could. It was a stretch. He knew that. There were plenty of cities Eiji could have gone for university. But it didn’t stop that incessant little hope.
One picture was of a tree in a city park, framed with green grass below and grey buildings above. Another was of a bakery display, the colors of each pastry popping with Eiji’s brilliant use of angles and light. Ash didn’t know much about photography, but just by how pleasing it was to the natural eye, he could tell Eiji was good.
“Let’s go out to lunch,” Shorter said.
“Are we going all the way across town again?” Ash asked. When Shorter hummed, Ash sighed. “You own a restaurant. Why do you want to go so far to grab a sandwich?”
“We don’t serve sandwiches!” Shorter protested. Ash continued to examine the photo he was on for the umpteenth time, committing it to memory. It was a street corner. No street signs. It actually looked like a dump, to be honest. It showed an alley with some trash and crumbling brick walls, but the color in the setting sun was vibrant. The red of the bricks and paleness of the sidewalk. Somehow, Eiji had directed a unique lens on the scene, as if he was looking on it all with a tender gaze. How he could see the alley with such tenderness mystified and enthralled Ash.
“The place up the street serves sandwiches,” Ash responded absently. The picture was so like New York. Ash hoped it was New York.
Maybe he should just ask Eiji…
No. That was a horrible idea. Why would Eiji trust him with that information? He was just some random dude online.
“I told Sing I’d meet him after his class, though,” Shorter argued and Ash sighed, giving up on the image for now. He put the phone in his pocket and stood up.
“Fine,” he conceded. Shorter whooped and they left. They took the bus and chatted a little. Shorter told him they were meeting Sing at a food stand, then heading to the park to meet with some of Sing’s friends. Ash grumbled a bit about meeting people, but mostly looked out the window for the ride, watching the Manhattan landscape slide past.
That was when he saw it.
He jumped to his feet, hand on the rope above their heads and calling for a stop. Shorter was already asking what the hell was up, but Ash just darted off the bus when it stopped, hoping his friend would just follow. He couldn’t explain until they were there. He didn’t want to say his suspicions out loud until he knew for sure.
It probably wasn’t anyway. He was getting his hopes up.
Ash ran until he stopped in front of an alley beside a shoe store. It wasn’t sunset, the trash had shifted and changed a bit, but, if he stood just so. Yes. That was it.
“He’s in New York,” Ash breathed.
That was when Shorter caught up. “What the hell, man?” he yelled, out of breath, but Ash was still standing, transfixed.
He was right. Eiji was here. He was right.
But he still couldn’t bring himself to tell his friend. Suddenly, the knowledge felt too big, too much. It was real, so real, but it was too big for him to speak of. Shorter was his best friend, but he couldn’t bring himself to share his elation.
Because this brought on a whole new dilemma. Was he going to say something to Eiji?
“Ash, come on dude,” Shorter begged now. “I told Sing we’d be there. His friends are going to be waiting at the park.”
But Ash shook his head. “I’m not going.”
“What?” Shorter asked, voice suddenly strangled.
“I have to go,” Ash said, tearing his eyes away from the alley.
“But- Ash!” Shorter protested, but Ash was already walking away. He felt his friend keeping pace beside him, hand gestures wide and voice incredulous, demanding to know what was up, trying to persuade him to turn around, to come with him. Ash shook his head again and again.
In the end, he got Shorter to go without him. He had told Sing he’d meet up with him; he should go.
When Ash boarded the bus headed back to their end of town, Shorter cursed.
“Damn it,” he sighed, watching the bus pull away.
That night, Eiji posted a picture of a park full of people and a grey sky.
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“I’m getting real tired of their shit,” Sing stated one evening when the three of them - him, Yut-Lung, and Shorter - met up.
“You’re getting tired?” Yut-Lung cried. “You don’t have to deal with them directly. Do you know how many times Eiji has looked the wrong way at the wrong time? Had to run off? Been lost in his thoughts? They’ve stood three feet apart on the subway and there was nothing I could do to get them to actually see each other!”
“And they haven’t even been texting each other all that much lately,” Shorter said. “I ask about Eiji and Ash gets really weird these days.”
“Do you think they know?” Sing asked, looking alarmed. Sure, that was their goal, but they’d worked so hard for it to be a surprise.
“Eiji is oblivious. I ask him constantly for updates on Ash. He doesn’t tell me much either, but he does say enough that I know he doesn’t get how close they are.” Yut-Lung said, flicking a piece of hair out of his face.
Shorter just shrugged. “Like I said, Ash gets weird when I ask about Eiji. I don’t know anything.”
“You don’t think something happened between them?” Sing asked, looking back and forth between Yut-Lung and Shorter, gauging their reactions. The two looked at each other, frowning.
“Time for more sleuthing?” Shorter asked. Yut-Lung gave a flat look, then shook his head.
“I say we continue. Seeing each other’s stupid faces will be enough to solve whatever petty feud they have.”
“Our plans aren’t exactly working though,” Sing pointed out, to which Yut-Lung sent a less than pleased look.
“It’s time for a more direct route then,” he said, whipping out his phone. “I am done with this scheme.”
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Eiji: Hey! How are you today?
Eiji spent a tremendous amount of time looking at their chat after sending this message before giving up and putting his phone away. He looked out the window of his apartment, noting the soft light and gentle sky. It really was picturesque. It was one of the reasons he had gotten the apartment, other than the fact that it was close by the university and was kind of affordable-ish. He wasn’t in the mood for photography at the moment, though.
It had been a week since he’d had a real conversation with Ash. He supposed it wasn’t that long, really. He didn’t even contact home weekly. But, when it came to Ash, the absence was like an ache in his chest - in his heart.
He tried to reassure himself that it was just because Ash was busy. It was close to midterms, after all. It wasn’t anything Eiji had done. It wasn’t… right? Or, worse, Ash couldn’t have been getting tired of him?
Eiji shook his head, ridding his mind of the thoughts. It wouldn’t do him any good to lose himself in them. Instead, he stood and grabbed his camera bag and wallet, heading for the door. Maybe he was in the mood for photography. Just not here.
He wanted to calm down and forget the world through the lens of his camera. He wanted to stretch his legs throughout the city of New York. New York was beautiful, from its most beautiful buildings to its most rundown alleys. Everything there had character, had a story, and Eiji wanted to discover that story.
So, swinging his camera bag over his shoulder, Eiji stepped into his shoes by the door. He shrugged on his cardigan, patted himself down for his keys and phone - his hand rested on his phone, imagining the annoying chime lighting up his day with a reply from Ash.
He hoped he heard from Ash soon.
Then Eiji stepped out the door. Before he even heard the thump and click of it shutting behind him, before he could turn to lock it up and be headed on his way-
Eiji saw black.
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Ash wasn’t putting up with this shit. He didn’t know why Blanca was even here, but it was bullshit that he could still subdue Ash so easily. When he came to in a strange place - elaborate decor, but not of the fashion Ash was used to; he really had no idea where he was - he was fuming when he saw Blanca’s face first. The bastard had made the mistake of leaving him unbound, though, and he was about to learn exactly how much of a mistake that was-
But then-
“What the hell, Yut-Lung?” a familiar voice exclaimed and Ash’s head snapped in its direction. Shorter was walking into the room, straight for Ash. “This is not what I had in mind when you said a more direct route.”
“This way there’s no chance for them to not see each other.”
“You’re insane,” Shorter stated, turning back to him suddenly, but Yut-Lung just rolled his eyes, opening his mouth to squabble further until Blanca cleared his throat, silencing them both.
“He’s awake,” Blanca announced. They both turned suddenly to Ash.
“Ash!” Shorter exclaimed, rushing up to him. “Are you hurt?”
Instead of answering, Ash blinked once. Then twice. “Shorter,” he said. “What. The. Fuck.”
“I’m sorry, man. I didn’t know that bastard was gonna-”
“Excuse me?” Yut-Lung exclaimed from not too far away. Shorter turned back ready to argue again. While they were arguing, Ash had a short stare down with a blatantly unamused Blanca. He sat forward in the chair he had been thrown into, a simple fold-out one - not very comfortable.
That’s when a new voice joined the mix. And this one was one Ash had never heard before. He turned toward the door where two figures had come in, Sing and another boy, looking groggy and rubbing at his head. Ash furrowed his brow, examining the boy. Something about him looked familiar.
“What’s going on?”
All faces turned toward him. All went silent. Then, there was a lot of back and forths, shaking heads. They seemed to be looking between him and the boy. Ash, puzzled, looked again at the other.
The boy, too, seemed to catch on, looking to where everyone else was, and his eyes connected with Ash’s. Suddenly, Ash could piece together why the boy looked so familiar. How could he have not seen it before? This was- This was-
“Eiji?” Ash asked, incredulous. Eiji’s eyes widened and something clicked in his eyes too.
“Ash!” he said, rushing forward. Ash leaped up just in time to catch Eiji in his arms. “Oh my gosh! How are you here?”
“How are you here?” Ash asks back, setting Eiji back down to look at him, to really take in the fact that he was here - right in front of him. Eiji still looks surprised, but he’s beaming up at him, laughing.
“I- I don’t-” he laughs, then turns back to Sing. Ash looks towards Sing too, one eyebrow raised, while Sing rapidly starts to turn dark and darker shades of red.
“It- it was Yut-Lung’s idea!” he exclaimed.
“You said it was fine!” Yut-Lung argued.
“You said what?” Shorter asked, looking betrayed.
“I thought he was joking!”
“Wait,” Eiji suddenly spoke up, and everyone looked over. He was looking right at Shorter. “You’re Sing’s friend from the sandwich shop!”
Everyone went silent. Shorter’s eyes went a little wide. Ash looked between them all, his own gaze landing on the one occupant in the room he probably knew the least.
And- that guy-
Yut-Lung must have noticed his stare, because he looked toward him with a raised brow. He looked like he was waiting for something.
Then, it clicked. Oh.
“Oh my god.”
“Twelve different attempts to have you two meet,” Yut-Lung said. “You’re welcome.”
Ash and Eiji looked at each other. Something seemed to pass through their gazes and they burst into laughter. The rest of the room looked on, Shorter smiling, Sing looking a little shocked. Yut-Lung sighed, but there was the smallest trace of a smile on his lips.
“Can I go?” Blanca asked from the corner.
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The Butterfly Effect - Part 4 - The Kiss
Bucky Barnes x Reader
Warnings: none, unless you are afraid of butterflies.
Words: 1317
A/n: Had to do a little writing today... Can’t just sit here and do nothing. I hope you guys enjoy and also bear with me for not updating as much these days. I promise i’ll be back as soon as the hands work proberly again!
Part 1 - Part 2 - Part 3
Once I'm seated behind Bucky on the bike, I suddenly realize that I have to lean in very close and put my arms around the godlike creature in front of me. The mere thought makes my heart beat a little faster, but at the same time I can't help but to smirk a bit, wondering if he chose this method of transportation for this reason alone.
"Ready, Doll?" He asks over his shoulder as he kicks the starter and the bike roars beneath us.
The sound makes me feel giddy and at home at the same time, and once again, I ask myself how I could get lucky enough to get a date with a guy like this.
"Absolutely! Let's get her on the road" I say as I lean in and take a hold around his waist, enjoying the feeling of hard muscles under my hands.
As Bucky steers away from my home and towards the park I lean in and take a deep breath. The amazing smell of him overwhelms my senses. His cologne, his leather jacket, oil probably from working on the bike and then something I just can't put words to, other than amazing.
I close my eyes and feel the wind in my face, enjoying the ride and realizing just how much I've missed this feeling of freedom. I adjust my grip a bit and sigh happily and even though I don't think he can hear me do so, his hand is suddenly on mine, giving them a little squeeze.
The ride is over too soon when we pull up by the gates into the park. Even if i am sad that the ride is already over, i have to admit that one of the great things about this place is that there's only access on foot, so the park is nice and quiet and free of the sound of motors.
Bucky, the gentleman that he is, jumps off his bike and offers me his hand to help me off too. He grabs the picnic basket and starts to walk towards the entrance, without ever letting me go.
"You enjoyed the ride, Snow White?" He asks the ever charming smile planted on his lips, as he studies my reaction.
I can't help but to beam at him, and a joyful sigh leaves me "God, yes!! Way too much! I used to ride with my dad all the time and I didn't realize how much I missed it before now. It was amazing... Thank you!"
He chuckles and squeezes my hand "My pleasure. I'm just glad that you dare to ride... not many women do"
As he says the words his face turns into the look of horror and he burst out "Not that I've taken many women out like this... I mean... shit"
He gets all flustered and his ears turn bright red, as he looks at me with apologetic eyes, no doubt cursing at himself.
I bite my lip so I won't burst out laughing. Enjoying it a little bit, that this handsome man gets all shy and flustered like that, before I take pity on him
"It's okay Bucky... Don't worry about it" I send him a wink and an amused smile, which makes him visible calmer.
The picnic basket he brought is incredible, like taken from a romantic movie.
A soft blanket for us to sit on, cheese, wine, delicious bread, fruit and chocolate.
He really is a gentleman, making sure that I've got everything I want, fills my glass and offers a variation of different things from the basket. We clinks glasses and drinks to a wonderful evening as we look at each other, bright smiles covering our lips.
We talk and laugh as if it was the most natural thing in the world. Bucky is really easy to be around, he's sweet, funny, caring and so damn handsome. The time flies without either of us really realizing.
"I'm really happy you said yes to go out with me" Bucky starts "This is going to sound corny, but that day in the park, I really thought you were the most beautiful woman that I've ever seen. Steve, my friend, could see on my face when I got back to them, that I was smitten already and he actually made me go back to ask for your number after he almost hit me in the head with the ball a few times... Let's just say I wasn't really present in the game after our little meeting" he chuckles and looks a little embarrassed by his admission.
"Unfortunately, you had already left when I finally grew some balls and went back. Ask Steve how annoying I was afterwards, talking about letting the opportunity go... He threatened me with taking me down here every day for a month!"
"Really??" I say under a laugh "That is exactly what Natasha, my best friend, threatened me with. She yelled at me, for not asking for your number that day, telling me to be ashamed of myself for at least not trying to get a date with you!"
I shake my head at the memory of Natasha's lecture of me not seizing the day as I should. Laying on my back on the blanket, looking up through the green crown on the tree, watching the setting sun shine in the leaves, and making beautiful patterns emerge everywhere.
"She's the one you were sitting with in the coffee shop?" He asks and I nod.
"I'm really glad that I spotted you in there... even if I didn't have the nerve to go over and give you my number myself. Even happier that you decided to text me back and say yes to a date" he is studying the glass intensely in front of him, rolling it between his fingers. Lying on his side, propped up on one elbow, he looks over at me, a shy smile on his lips.
A blue butterfly flies in circles over our heads, as if it is dancing between the light rays falling through the thick covers of the leafs. I follow its fluent moves for a couple of seconds with a smile that shines all the way up to my eyes and happiness bubbling in my stomach
"I'm really glad you did too" I say quietly as I turn my head to look at him.
His blue eyes shines in the evening light, and the soft smile on his lips would make my knees buckle if I wasn't already on the ground.
My breath hitch for a second when he slowly leans in, studying my eyes as he does so. his lips hovers over mine for just a second and I can feel his warm breath, smelling sweet of wine and chocolate, before he closes the distance between us and press his lips to mine, making the evening complete...
Part 5
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lets get personal.
i know this is supposed to be an ask meme but i’m fucking bored & no one ever sends me them, so. also i’m kinda pissy rn unfortunately so forgive pls some of my answers lol
01: 6 of the songs you listen to most?: idk. mostly i listen to everything on random anymore, and only in my car. the only song i’ve listened to on repeat recently has been ‘stupid love’ by lady gaga. 02: If you could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be?: speaking of which, lady gaga. 03: Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 23, give me line 17.: the only book near me would be all the books, as in my bookshelf. unless you count my kindle, in which case there would be no line 17 because of the font size. sorry. 04: What do you think about most?: idk. whatever my current obsession is i guess. 05: What does your latest text message from someone else say?: “And you don't have to cook it”. 06: Do you sleep with or without clothes on?: with. i don’t like being naked and don’t understand those who do. also i get cold. 07: What’s your strangest talent?: i don’t have talents. 08: Girls… (finish the sentence); Boys… (finish the sentence): are soft and beautiful. meh, have to earn my trust. 09: Ever had a poem or song written about you?: a song, yes. 10: When is the last time you played the air guitar?: a very long time. it’s not a thing i ever do lol. 11: Do you have any strange phobias?: i don’t think so. my phobias are pretty standard. 12: Ever stuck a foreign object up your nose?: when i was a kid, yeah. plenty. once my parents had to hold me down and tweeze a chewed up wad of juicy fruit out of my nose. i fucking love the smell of that gum. three year old me may have been stupid but, hey. i was being economical. also i blame it on my parents for, you know, giving a fucking toddler some gum. 13: What’s your religion?: don’t have one. former christian, which is gross. don’t indoctrinate children, please and thanks. 14: If you are outside, what are you most likely doing?: walking to or from my car. that’s about it. :/ 15: Do you prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it?: behind. no one deserves to see my face. rip to everyone who sees me in person on a regular basis. 16: Simple but extremely complex. Favorite band?: jars of clay, jimmy eat world, the elms. 17: What was the last lie you told?: that i’m not in debt lmao. the only time i’ve lied to my psychiatrist :/ 18: Do you believe in karma?: no but sometimes i wish i did. so many people deserve their comeuppance. 19: What does your URL mean?: doesn’t really mean anything, he’s a character from the flash. 20: What is your greatest weakness; your greatest strength?: all sorts of things? and idk. 21: Who is your celebrity crush?: lady gaga, angelina jolie, carlos valdes, idk if shane madej is a ‘celebrity’ but him, brie larson, michael sheen... idk, i don’t really have “crushes” but those are the first ppl to come to mind. 22: Have you ever gone skinny dipping?: nope. and no thank you. 23: How do you vent your anger?: lol. 24: Do you have a collection of anything?: funko pops? but not seriously. i mean. i have a lot of them bc i love a lot of characters and there are some pretty fuckin dope funkos. but it’s not my goal in life to have a huge collection or anything. at least i can say i have less than a hundred of them lol. (less than 75.) 25: Do you prefer talking on the phone or video chatting online?: ew, neither. but if i had to choose, phone. bc, you know. my face. 26: Are you happy with the person you’ve become?: lmfao no. i mean, i’m better than the person i used to be, that’s for sure. (see: indoctrinated as a child, including your typical conservative bullshit like racism for starters.) 27: What’s a sound you hate; sound you love?: so many. i have misophonia. and people chewing + mouth sounds is definitely a big one. love? idk???�� music? rain? my cat’s cute lil meow? 28: What’s your biggest “what if”?: what if my thyroid issues were discovered earlier on instead of a year or more after they started. my childhood doctor was Not Great. it took her two weeks to figure out i had a sinus infection. i was in the fourth grade. still bitter about both of those. 29: Do you believe in ghosts? How about aliens?: no, ghosts aren’t real. aliens yes. not the stereotypical ones, but in a “given the size of the universe it’s literally impossible that we’re the only life out there” way. 30: Stick your right arm out; what do you touch first? Do the same with your left arm.: right, the cat. left, air. 31: Smell the air. What do you smell?: nothing? it’s my house/room, so to me it smells like nothing. 32: What’s the worst place you have ever been to?: uh... i’ve no idea? 33: Choose: East Coast or West Coast?: west, obviously. 34: Most attractive singer of your opposite gender?: no such thing as ‘opposite’ gender. of a different gender, though? lady gaga. 35: To you, what is the meaning of life?: who the fucking fuck knows. literally know one knows, though tbh. they just think they do. 36: Define Art.: lmfao how would i know. i don’t have a creative bone in my body so i should be the last person to comment on the subject. 37: Do you believe in luck?: nope. i hope it’s obvious by now that i don’t believe in fictional things. 38: What’s the weather like right now?: cool. cloudy. typical oregon winter weather. i want rain tho :( 39: What time is it?: 3:04am. 40: Do you drive? If so, have you ever crashed?: yes. and yes, several times. three. two totaled cars. the last one is the only one that was actually my fault, though. driving too close after it rained. don’t do it, folks. 41: What was the last book you read?: the diviners by libba bray. currently reading a short history of nuclear folly by rudolph herzog. fascinating, but kind of depressing af. 42: Do you like the smell of gasoline?: no. 43: Do you have any nicknames?: hal (to a very select few bc 99% of the time i hate it, so fuck you if you call me this without permission), hals, hallie bird, hallie strawberry. 44: What was the last film you saw?: i honestly don’t know. haven’t done a whole lot of movie watching lately. maybe the fall (2006). (please watch this movie, it’s so gorgeous and lovely.) 45: What’s the worst injury you’ve ever had?: i’ve never had a serious injury. well. i take that back, i guess. in my first car accident i was stopped and rear-ended at like, 40mph. so i’ve had back issues since i was 18. usually it’s fine but sometimes it’s bad and sometimes i can set it off really easily. idk if that counts as “serious”, though. lots of people have back problems. 46: Have you ever caught a butterfly?: i don’t think so? 47: Do you have any obsessions right now?: i guess buzzfeed unsolved and watcher. and ‘stupid love’ by lady gaga lol. good omens, as usual. 48: What’s your sexual orientation?: asexual. 49: Ever had a rumour spread about you?: yes. thankfully only a few (that i know of, anyway). 50: Do you believe in magic?: no. 51: Do you tend to hold grudges against people who have done you wrong?: yuuup. they deserve it. 52: What is your astrological sign?: taurus. 53: Do you save money or spend it?: spend it :|| every paycheck i tell myself i’ll be better at saving it, but............ 54: What’s the last thing you purchased?: preordered chromatica by lady gaga. 55: Love or lust?: if i had to choose, love. lust and all that stuff is gross. 56: In a relationship?: nope. shocker, i know. (this is sarcasm. it is no shocker to anyone as to why i’m single.) 57: How many relationships have you had?: just the one. 58: Can you touch your nose with your tongue?: nope. 59: Where were you yesterday?: work on my day off for a staff meeting, and then my psychiatrists’ office. 60: Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you?: a few things, yes. 61: Are you wearing socks right now?: yes. almost always. 62: What’s your favourite animal?: cats, then birds. mice are p adorable, too. i miss having them. i haven’t had mice since middle school or early high school i think :( i’d love more but my current cat would definitely try to eat them... same with a bird. i’ll probably never have a bird :( 63: What is your secret weapon to get someone to like you?: be sarcastic and love stupid puns and bad jokes? 64: Where is your best friend?: one is in ohio and the other is in massachusetts. 65: Give me your top 5 favourite blogs on Tumblr.: no idea lol. i haven’t been on here much recently, and i’m never caught up anyway. and i don’t usually pay attention to who is posting/reblogging. 66: What is your heritage?: mostly german. the rest is other typical white stuff that i can’t remember. some irish? either way idc. 67: What were you doing last night at 12AM?: uh, rewatching some buzzfeed unsolved for the 100th time? and playing with my tamagotchi? 68: What do you think is Satan’s last name?: he doesn’t exist so idc. 69: Be honest. Ever gotten yourself off?: nope. also, Nice™. 70: Are you the kind of friend you would want to have as a friend?: incredibly doubtful. 71: You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late one more time you get fired. What do you do?: go to work. i love my job way too much. i’d probably try to get someone’s attention if there was anyone around, and/or call animal services. (there are no canals around here anyway and i don’t walk to work and ain’t gonna.) 72: You are at the doctor’s office and she has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. a) Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? b) What do you do with your remaining days? c) Would you be afraid?: who tf knows, i hate this shit. i’d really rather not think about it bc it stresses me out. i probably wouldn’t tell very many people tho. try to find someone to take my cat :( i sure as shit wouldn’t leave her to my parents :( and i wouldn’t want to leave her in a shelter. she’s already done that once and it makes me too sad. 73: You can only have one of these things; trust or love.: trust. you can’t have love without trust, though... 74: What’s a song that always makes you happy when you hear it?: ‘sweetness’ by jimmy eat world, ‘fade to grey’ by jars of clay, ‘thunderhead’ by the elms, ‘bad romance’ and ‘g*psy’ by lady gaga (latter is... i hate the name but the song is so fucking catchy, ugh), ‘torn’ by natalie imbruglia, ‘bring it all back’ by s club 7, ‘... baby one more time’ by britney spears, ‘where’s the love’ by hanson, ‘who do you think you are’ by the spice girls, ‘as long as you love me’ and ‘everybody (backstreet’s back)’ by the backstreet boys, ‘black balloon’ by goo goo dolls, ‘spark’ by tori amos, ‘last beautiful girl’ by matchbox twenty, ‘push it’ by garbage, ‘i want you’ by savage garden, ‘minority’ and ‘she’ and ‘basket case’ and ‘macy’s day parade’ by green day... how’s that lol. 75: What are the last four digits in your cell phone number?: not giving out that kind of personal information lmao. 76: In your opinion, what makes a great relationship?: i wouldn’t know. 77: How can I win your heart?: you probably can’t. idk anyway. 78: Can insanity bring on more creativity?: sure, but lack of insanity is a better way to go. don’t perpetuate the bullshit notion that you need to be suffering to create Great Art™. 79: What is the single best decision you have made in your life so far?: idk. i haven’t made very many. 80: What size shoes do you wear?: 10 in women’s. 81: What would you want to be written on your tombstone?: i’m going to be cremated and you probably should be, too. just don’t get embalmed, k? 82: What is your favourite word?: fuck. 83: Give me the first thing that comes to mind when you hear the word; heart.: ‘alone’ by heart. 84: What is a saying you say a lot?: idk. someone who spends time around me irl would have to tell me. 85: What’s the last song you listened to?: ‘stupid love’ by lady gaga on repeat. 86: Basic question; what’s your favourite colour/colours?: blue. then green, and in no particular order, black, grey, purple. 87: What is your current desktop picture?: it’s boring, just the default mac catalina background lol. i was having issues choosing a background and was getting way too fucking picky, so i just said ‘fuck it’ and have been using this one for months. 88: If you could press a button and make anyone in the world instantaneously explode, who would it be?: donald trump. 89: What would be a question you’d be afraid to tell the truth on?: idk? how much in debt i am? lmao. 90: One night you wake up because you heard a noise. You turn on the light to find that you are surrounded by MUMMIES. The mummies aren’t really doing anything, they’re just standing around your bed. What do you do?: assume i’m having a night terror or am hallucinating. and be scared. 91: You accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what’s even cooler is that they endow you with the super-power of your choice! What is that power?: hopefully teleportation. 92: You can re-live any point of time in your life. The time-span can only be a half-hour, though. What half-hour of your past would you like to experience again?: maybe when i met carlos valdes & got a picture with him. he’s super sweet, is living sunshine, and gives amazing hugs. 93: You can erase any horrible experience from your past. What will it be?: so many :/ idek where to start tbh. 94: You have the opportunity to sleep with the music-celebrity of your choice. Who would it be?: i’m sex-repulsed so no thank you. also, gross question. get a life. 95: You just got a free plane ticket to anywhere. You have to depart right now. Where are you gonna go?: new zealand. 96: Do you have any relatives in jail?: yes, my cousin bc he murdered my dad ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ 97: Have you ever thrown up in the car?: no. 98: Ever been on a plane?: many times. 99: If the whole world were listening to you right now, what would you say?: indigenous people aren’t history, they still exist. shut the fuck up and listen to them. build a time machine to go back in time and prevent colonisers. just straight-up kill them, we deserve it.
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