#testing my patience i see
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Text
virgo new moon you were supposed to be nice to me . virgo season u were supposed to be nice to me . And already the fuckery begins
0 notes
Text
Huzzah! It's birthday time! I'm slowly accumulating more and more things I like (latest additions this vest I made and a travel typewriter! Still need to fix the latter one though)
Sure has been a year.
#terri#niart#got my wisdom toofies out#well 2 out of 4#still got stitches#idk if this removal lowkey fixed my fear of the dentist?#it was so easy and painless#also finally i'm on anxiety meds jkahsdjash#i also got depression meds but i haven't tested them yet#I'm going to see the love of my life soon again!!!#only 2 more months to go....#i've also finally found awesome friends who don't make me feel like i'm insane for wanting to be cared for#the difference is like night and day#old friends saying hey let's surprise another friend of ours oh also i think it's your birthday on that day#new friends reminding me to pick a brunch place for us to go on my special day#i am sobbing#the right people are out there#don't lose hope#i've never felt this platonically loved honestly#also yes i'm working on the next dragon's lair aksjdhasjkd#just#a lot of things happening and i'm sooo burnt out#this piece was such a strain and i just#don't have patience for art rn#this is photobashed btw there's an actual photo of my typewriter under all those layers#i'm not about to spend 300 hours just to draw a typewriter from this angle kajshdjkasdh#ALSO ONE MORE THING CAN I JUST GUSH ABOUT THE ANASTASIA BROADWAY OKAY?!?!?!#I didn't realise until now that they made it way more historically inspired and i mean bruh BRUH#i have been having a recording of it playing on the background nonstop for like 3 days now#Vladimir Popov I want to inject you straight into my veins holy shit he is a perfect man
272 notes
·
View notes
Text
An "Akechi in a nurse outfit w/ some shuake" comm for @edenfire! (I'm sorry if this isn't what you were looking for lol but this is just what came to mind ^^;) AND I'M NOT DEAD I PROMISE- I HAVEN'T STOLEN YOUR MONEY AND RAN!! I am sorry this took so long to get to you though. My job got very busy recently with school starting up and I just kept coming home too drained to do anything but sleep. But we're back on it now!!! There's a bonus below the cut since this is.... two weeks late, oh god:
So when i initially started this drawing i was like "hm are there any nurse outfits in cannon" and i was like "you know what. I bet Maruki had some nurses that were shadows." and that lead to this! It's not polished AT ALL because i was drawing it for fun, initially, and then the sunk cost fallacy kicked in and i had to finish it to include in the post because it'd already taken me a hot minute to get to you + i'd spent too much time goofing off drawing this to just post your thing with no explanation aside from work, so. Here!
(Whats that saying about falling in love with sirens? Make sure they're saying “I love you” and not “you love me?”)
#listen the shuake is there. im telling you its there. you dont have nurse fever dreams abt your murderer if youre NOT in love with them ok#also lol i can't draw takemi's clinic but thats whats going on in that little bubble- hes doing a drug test. its not very clear i apologize#ANYWHO again im SO sorry this took so long to get to. ive been swamped lately#so thank you for your patience!!!!! and for your support in getting my boy :))) ily!#tune back in next time to see if i ever post at a regular time of day and not....10pm. woohoo!
437 notes
·
View notes
Text
Barely holding back screams
If I see one more person, on YouTube or fic or social or otherwise, discredit pink salt as nothing special, I'm gonna blow something up
#if i see more ppl believing propaganda against indigenous things of other regions I'll -#'nothing special'. they are testing my patience.#i could go into detail about the properties and perks and benfits of it but I'll come off as rude for that probably#well. if it's prupose was to halt any import then fine whatever. more for us#not my problem for foreigners to be missing out on something wonderful#'nothing special'#yeah keep believing media that's paid to set a mind & not ppl using it in daily life alongside regular table salt & knowing the difference
17 notes
·
View notes
Text
donovan rocker in every swat episode → 5x13
#lou ferrigno jr#donovan rocker#swat#AND I DON'T GET TO SEE IT????#every single day the commander tests my patience#rockerepisode
11 notes
·
View notes
Text
...apparently the tooth surgery was kinda more major than I understood (double edged having a general dentist who also can step up his game when needed, apparently) so I'll be dragging side effects for possibly months during the healing. Headaches are the least of it. Ear pains and sodding eye pains coming and going is sucky times! Vertigo makes life so unbalanced.
It's healing well, according to him, though. So that's something.
#twitchi ramblings#let's not even talk about the continued tooth work im doing alongside this now the other side is off my ability to chew is quite compromised#and the physio with two different ppl for all the effects of the year up until now#and the tests for the list of other things i parted with several vials of blood for tests today#im just SO tired#im gonna try scribble some now we shall see if brain and body do the thing or if it juat sends me into fruatrated have patience have#patience have patience have patience for the healing process itll take the time it takes fidjhshxjskansbdj
15 notes
·
View notes
Text
Happy de4th Birthday to Disc Room!
#art#fanart#disc room#reusing one of my test sketches#angsty stuff just because#the ship... well#let's just say i ran out of things to do and started poking around the files to see if there was an incentive to do the big challenges#because i don't have the patience/skill/time to do the big challenges unless they're gating something incredibly sick beyond the base 200%#since the big challenges are the only thing i haven't done and the youtubers i saw working towards them never did them all#i'm not particularly versed in file-diving so i didn't see a whole lot indicating something to work towards#but i still found a few unused assets and 'lines' that are kinda neat just not a ton unless disc room hides/mods its own files on the fly
7 notes
·
View notes
Text
Corporate Gothic #1
The delivery man chooses to arrive precisely at 5:01pm. Every day. He carries big boxes that look very serious.
"The office is closed at five," you try to say, sheepishly carrying your things, and the delivery man smiles and nods like it's funny. He knows the office is closed. He will continue to appear at this time anyway.
He places the boxes that are not yours on your desk.
He is gone before can tell him that they are not addressed to anyone in your office at all.
#Corporate Gothic Tales#Drabble#I've had this idea for months now#Was trying to make a narrative out of it but thought it might suit this format better#We'll see haha#Guess who's had her patience tested one too many times by the UPS man#Mail is a fickle thing#This series might be a little too revealing of my feelings toward my job lol but we ball#If any of my employers are here I'm not sorry#Also if any of my employers are here I would have a seizure#My writing
7 notes
·
View notes
Text
I love to think Cheka gets his own unique magic later on, and Falena is so excited! To send his boy to RSA so he can learn to master it! It'll be such a good environment for him and he'll make friends along the way, learn important life lessons about being a prince, etc. Meanwhile, Cheka? He's packed and waiting for the NRC carriage to pick him up yesterday
#mar.txt#twisted wonderland#cheka kingscholar#falena 10ys before falling to his knees in despair: :))) i am so happy my brother is going to nrc#falena seeing his teenage son do the same: so happy :))))))#pov you're falena kingscholar and your health sanity and patience are tested daily bc your son and brother had the same emo phase
8 notes
·
View notes
Text
me reading chapter 7 of catching fire and coming across the bit where katniss watches gale’s hands and says “his beautiful capable fingers”
#I choose not to see#as a ride or die everlark fan katniss really tests my patience in this book lol
25 notes
·
View notes
Text
Mook is in red.
Mook is in red?
MOOK?! Is in red?!
MOOK IS IN RED?!
The devil is a lie, and I refuse to believe this.
#closes computer and walks out into a field of lavender#color coding in 2024 is really going to test all my patience#peaceful property#BL or bust#Because Home was in blue#and blue is Peach's color#girl better get out of Home's red#before I start to see red
13 notes
·
View notes
Text
they just called me (20 mins before my appoiment, while i was on my way to the clinic) to let me know my dentist is out of sick leave and we dont know when she'll return, soooorry.
#im honestly sick of them too but at least i have more time to panic and see how can i afford these without bothering my parents#i dont think ive been this stressed in a long time. i barely slept yesterday#also ive been getting some anons that are truly testing my patience#basically im 87% there
8 notes
·
View notes
Text
youtube
SO I've been sick all August but today my brain was like "You know what? It's time to learn how to make a drawing timelapse!"
This was way harder that it would probably be with more brain capacity, but I wanted to share my accomplishment :') Baby's very first timelapse and very first time doing video editing!!
Please admire my newfound power with me
Finished drawing:
#head hurty but not mirgrainey today so you get a weird space axolotl woman#(also I have no idea why it scoots down randomly in the middle of the video.. oops)#suggestions on ways to improve are entirely welcome ... everything is new and overwhelming so this was HARD#but it was also just a test to see if I could even do it. And I did it so I am a happy and accomplished Bob#thank you everybody for your patience also! I haven't forgotten art fight stuff ;_;#just not feeling well right now but SOON (HOPEFULLY....)#NOWEK#Compass Roses#Rosette#timelapse#art process#Youtube#my OCs#I should probably start tagging something like that
4 notes
·
View notes
Text
Good Evening gamers! Hope you're all doing well! As for me, I finished F.inal F.antasy 8! :D It was very nice and I got to see Laguna👉👈
The next game(s) I'll be playing are the F.ire E.mblem T.ellius games! Totally not because 2-3 guys from there have caught my attention (absolutely because of that)
#pan rambles#F.inal F.antasy 8 was very fun <3 I love Squall sm! That's my son!!!#But also one of the last few boss fight really tested my patience#And the final boss fight left me with a bit of a headache because of the 3x speed and flashing lights of some attacks#But that aside#I was giggling when I was L.aguna at the end there!#L.aguna was already handsome in the flashbacks#But seeing him in present day in his 40s??? 👉👈 That's also very nice#Many kisses for him!
11 notes
·
View notes
Text
i really really wanna convince my brother to watch utena, but im scared because if he doesnt like it i'll have to kill myself i think, it would be devastating
#idk if its something he'd have the patience for. or if its something he would even be interested in#i might make him watch or play something else to test his tolerance first.#he did play mouthwashing recently. so i can see what he got out of that#rgu is so good its got me analysing my brother like a lab rat.....#i am. very high
3 notes
·
View notes
Text
Extend your arm forward, control your breathing, pull back, contain your emotions.
It was simple instructions, ones she used to only think about in the moment, but forget the second her attention was grabbed by something else.
Even with the growing noise around her, she never stopped her movements, keeping her focus and breathing even. That is, until she felt a light tap of a finger on her thigh.
"Excuse me, Jiějiě..." It was the voice of a young girl. Almost immediately, Xiaoyu opened her eyes and got into a standing position before looking down at her with a smile.
"Yes?"
The girl looked nervous, but there was no need for her to be. Xiaoyu gave her time to gather her thoughts, which didn't take very long, before she held her hands out towards her with a shy smile.
"I made you some bracelets! It's a present...as a thank you for everything you've done, a-and helping me."
"For me? Ah, Xièxiè! You're so sweet!" Xiaoyu gently took one of the bracelets, holding it up to the sun. It was stitched together with orange yarn, and what seemed to be glitter sparkling in the sunlight.
"I know it's not...exactly the best and it...might be a little tight since I didn't know your size but I wanted to share something with you..."
The girl shyly looked down, perhaps embarrassed by her stitching, but Xiaoyu easily placed it on her wrist.
"Fits like a glove!"
The girl seemed to beam at that, Xiaoyu quickly grabbing the other one and holding it out for her to place her hand through. Once the girl realized this, she eagerly placed her hand through.
"Hehe, see? We match!"
The girl laughed, something Xiaoyu hasn't heard in a while. It felt good to see her happy again.
"If...If I make you anything else, will you wear it?"
"Of course! I want to see how much your embroidery improves. Before long, you'll be teaching me something!"
"Me? Teaching you?" The girl sounded in disbelief.
"Yep! I was never good with my hands, at least with silk and a needle. It wasn't until Yéyé stepped in did I know what to do with them."
At the mention of him, the girl's mood seemed to dampen. It wasn't her intention but Xiaoyu couldn't blame her for it either. Jinrei knew how to make a name for himself, ever since he was young. Not having his spunk around anymore left an obvious hole, one that Xiaoyu didn't realize she missed until it was already too late.
"I miss him." The young girl's voice interrupted Xiaoyu's thoughts. She gave her a smile, and a gentle pat on the head.
"I do too. But it'll be okay, next time we meet up, I'll teach you a few things about stances while you keep teaching and showing me your sewing skills. Deal?"
"Deal!"
Xiaoyu held her pinky out, the young girl using her own pinky to complete the deal. After a few more exchanges, Xiaoyu waved the girl goodbye, watching her disappear in the distance before sighing.
She sat down on the grass, listening to everything around her this time. The wind, the laughter, the talking, the birds, the whistling.
She was spunky when she was young, childish too, maybe she got it from him. Xiaoyu didn't know anything about his life when he was younger, but she knew he got his wisdom from somewhere. She only learned about his connections to the Mishima family once she was older.
Maybe she would have turned out to be more traditional if he wasn't around, maybe she would have eventually gotten better with her sewing skills like her parents initially wanted.
Xiaoyu was loud, rambunctious, maybe even a troublemaker compared to her more relaxed parents. They didn't know what to do with her, so eventually, he would suggest her to put all that energy into fighting.
It was thanks to him that they changed their minds.
"I'm still learning, Yéyé. I've gotten better but...I still have a lot to learn. I won't let you down, I promise."
Her phone soon began to vibrate, the young girl glancing down to see a message from her father. She quickly took hold of it, seeing the time, and immediately letting out a yell.
"Ah, I'm late! They're gonna kill me!"
Metaphorically of course. Xiaoyu quickly gathered up her things, haphazardly placing her jacket into the bag as she stood to her feet, running off and away from the park. Eyes watched her curiously but she paid them no mind as she answered her phone.
"Yes, Bàba? No, I didn't oversleep, it's still..." She checked her watch. "...well, not morning anymore but it's not late! It's only after 12! I'm on my way right now! I'll pick up some jianbing on the way! Tell Māmā not to start without me!"
Maybe there were still quite a few things she needed to get better with.
#{ Testing out my writing skills kdgkf lets see if I still got it#wanted to write something about Xiao being in China visiting her parents or something. I don't know what part of China she'd be#from just yet but this is me just kind of rambling; it may or may not stick. I find myself actually reading a lot about#Chinese culture and stuff just in general even if its fictional stories; honestly just read a book about#a real life Chinese medical doctor back in the 1500s and its super interesting; ANYWAY THAT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH THIS#if anyone reads it I hope it's enjoyable in its own way at least ^^#once again thanks as always for the patience~ Hope you're all doing great }
7 notes
·
View notes