#tellers disorder posting

[comicbookluv3r]

the urge to hc all my favorite characters as having NPD but also most of my fav characters being villains so not wanting to hc them being narcs cause I don’t want to villainize NPD even though I have traits of it/questioning full on NPD and I feel like its gonna be demonized anyways but like?? arghhhhh

[yourlocalnpd]

i am human and i am flawed because of it but there is an innate capability to connect in the human brain and i think maybe it's okay to start out by connecting to yourself however that may look

[starlight-bread-blog]

Masterlist 🦋

A collection of posts I put the most effort in. Some are marked by emojies.

Decryption

💙 – Personal favorites

💎 – Partly/majorly dated

VIVZIEPOP (CRITISISM)

💙 Helluva Boss Is Mean To It's Audience

💙 Why Stolas is the Worst

(Tw: Sa) Ozzie and Valentino on consent

Stolas Is A Terrible Father

"Helluva Boss's Pilot Was About Characters"

"Blitzy" and Control

Why Stolitz doesn't work (and how to fix it)

Stella Being Abusive Is A Retcon

Blitzø And Messing Up (Critique)

Helluva Boss's Stock Villians

Stolas And The Biology Of Stolitz

💎 (tw) Angel Dust is Victim Blamed In Ep4

AVATAR: THE LAST AIRBENDER

On Aang Sparing the Fire Lord & Lion turtle foreshadowing in Sokka's Master

How Katara got back fun and childhood

Zuko Unlearning Violence

The Last Agni Kai is a Tragedy

Mai's Redemption Wasn't About Her

My Interpretation of The Southern Raiders: 💎 Aang & Zuko & Katara

💎 Katara Isn't Irrational

💎 Defending Katara's Grief

ZUKO X KATARA (A:TLA)

What My Zutara Endgame Would Look Like

Zutara in Ember Island Players

An essay on Zuko and Katara's characters

The Fortune in The Fortune Teller

The thematic cohesion of Zuko and Katara

On Katara's Lines in Ember Island Players

"Katara Just Needed To Heal Zuko's Scar"

"Zuko and Katara Would Be Toxic"

Zuko and Katara Won't Enable Each Other

"Katara Needs Aang to Balance Her"

Katara's Canon Interest in Aang

💎 Speculation On Fire Lady Katara

💎 Zutara Shippy Moments

(ANTI) LOKI SERIES

Why Lokius Should Have Been Canon

Loki Shouldn't Have Died

What About Thor (Loki Series)

MIRACULOUS CRITISISM

💙 The Adrigami Breakup Was Hot Garbage

Why I Dislike MLB's Nino

OTHER WORKS

💙 #Bes Talk – Og Blue Eye Samurai posts

💙 ADHD Is A Disorder

Mean Girls 2024 Doesn't Understand Janis

💎 Enemy Vs. Abuser: Catradora

The Blood Moon Curse Was Real

Notes On Fight Club

Charlie's Bullying (Critique)

[sparky-x]

We’re back to Batman: the animated series! (DCAU)

On the first episode for this post is a special one. Not only it was said to be Joker’s first appearance in Batman TAS. But also the first appearance of the ever so wonderful miss Harley Quinn! So a great villainous duo btw!

Damn, talk about vice versa about Charlie

Here on this next episode we got a fortune teller who is a con artist and we got Ethan and Lisa……. Clark?

The last ep for this post is where I once talked about Clayface representing identity disorder but this episode also dealt with drug addiction and more of clayface’s origins. Tragic (as usual) even for a celebrity.

[sailormoonrewatch]

Sailor Moon Rewatch Weeks 1-2 (January 1-14)

Episode 001: The Crybaby: Usagi's Beautiful Transformation

The moonstruck episode that started it all! 14-year-old middle schooler Usagi Tsukino lives a comfortable yet ordinary life in the Juuban district of Tokyo. Her main concerns are having enough time to nap, enough food to snack, and enough of a head start to outrun her mother and homeroom teacher. But fate has different plans for this clumsy crybaby with a heart of gold... she's actually the pretty guardian in a sailor suit, Sailor Moon! Is the world any safer in her hands??

Episode 002: Punishment Awaits! The House of Fortune is the Monster Mansion

(CW: Sexual harassment)

If you've only ever watched the old Dic dub of Sailor Moon you're in for a surprise, because this episode was originally cut from English syndication. Was that due to its heavy occult themes? The brainwashed characters' violent and sexually aggressive outbursts? Or just to trim the show's dead weight? Watch it and decide for yourself! Usagi is still adapting to her role as a champion for justice when she notices the fellow students lashing out lately have one thing in common: they've all paid a visit to the mysterious new fortune teller in town, Uranai House...

Episode 003: The Mysterious Sleeping Sickness: Protect the Girls in Love

An epidemic is sweeping Tokyo as otherwise healthy teens and young adults are falling into deep, coma-like sleeps doctors can't explain. But who cares! "Midnight Zero" is the hottest show on radio, and hopeless romantics like Usagi can't get enough of it - not only will the sultry DJ read your emotional love letters over the air, but you'll get a gorgeous flower brooch as a free gift. What does it matter if you don't have anyone to write a letter to?

Episode 004: Learn How to Be Skinny from Usagi

(CW: Body image/disordered eating)

Shock! Horror! A teenager's weight has fluctuated! The tiniest change on the scale can feel life-or-death to some, especially the young and the pressured. But when the Dark Kingdom hones in on this insecurity as a potential source for ill-gotten energy, "life or death" has never been so apt. It's up to Usagi to save the day - and herself.

Reply to or reblog this post with your thoughts on these episodes, or make some brand new posts! Don't forget to tag them with #SailorMoonRewatch2024!

[ofdreamsanddoodles]

what are your anime recs? you always are posting abt titles i never thought to pick up so im curious.

great question! i'm sick, so i'm not gonna go too indepth, but here's some stuff i think deserves a shot!

Evangelion: my girlfriend made me watch this. it's good. you agree

SSSS. Gridman: what if god was a depressed teenage girl trying to use her kaiju to kill us all. what if a mech had a dissociative disorder.

The Aquatope on White Sand/Shiroi Suna No Aquatope: a failed idol runs away and becomes friends with a teenage girl trying to run & save her family's aquarium. it's got beautiful scenery, with a hint of magic, and focuses a lot on just like, how hard it is to grow up and realize you might not be able to take everything with you. i recced it to my friend & they said it felt unique because the second half is just about them after they graduate high school, feeling lost in their new jobs, but its still like. a very inspiring anime

Insomniacs After School/Kimi wa Houkago Insomnia: two kids with insomnia decide to become part of an astrology club to pass the time. in a lot of ways, it's about them finding solace in someone else when they felt previously felt isolated, learning about photography & falling in love & slowly learning more about each other

Dead Mount Death Play: A necromancer from another world gets placed in the body of a recently dead teenager, befriends his killer, and ends up involved in a variety of misadventures, including befriending the mafia and starting a career as a fortune teller. really great story for anyone looking for a show where every single member of the cast is deeply unhinged in a variety of ways

Shy: Shy is japan's only hero (there are like, 6 total in the world) who got her name from being "so shy she wants to die." she's 14 years old, and living in a world where her fellow heroes have created a world without war, but now a mysterious figure is granting others power & forcing them to use it for destruction. it focuses a lot on the relationship between shy & her best friend, a girl who she was previously unable to save from falling out a roller coaster, which of course makes it very yuriful

i havent actually WATCHED sousou no frieren but i've read the manga, and it's very good. it's about an elf who was part of the hero's adventuring party about 100 years ago when they defeated a demon lord, but being an elf, she's managed to outlive them all & is on adventures with a new party. it's very bittersweet in a lovely way

also watch some precure & experience the magic of friendship

[sunny-xander-ooc]

Hi I'm the admin behind several Pokemon IRL/Rotumblr accounts, listed at the end of this post. This is just a place for me to ramble about my life/ooc stuff/reblog non pokemon stuff.

im a 23 year old bank teller, and warning, this blog talks about adult stuff like sex and taxes. I won't get explicit or anything, but like, as a sex haver, it comes up sometimes.

Uh I have a long distance boyfie and an fwb who's also my coworker, I talk about both here. I am not cheating, they are aware of each other.

ADHD/Autism/General Anxiety/Bipolar II/Narcissistic Personality Disorder

active(ish) blogs:

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@boo-berry-gremlin

@not-all-that-glytters

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@interregional-pokebank-official

@cunk-on-poke-earth

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[filthyfluffyfantasies]

𝖇𝖊𝖋𝖔𝖗𝖊 𝖎𝖓𝖙𝖊𝖗𝖆𝖈𝖙𝖎𝖓𝖌

𝖆𝖇𝖔𝖚𝖙

over 21. she\her. Occasional fluff & filth peddler. spooky bitch -emphasis on the bitch, since birth. metal-head. horror -and villain enthusiast. this is all anyone really needs to know about me, tbh.

ᴍɪɴᴏʀs ᴅᴏ ɴᴏᴛ ɪɴᴛᴇʀᴀᴄᴛ. ᴘᴇʀɪᴏᴅ. ᴇɴᴅ ᴏғ sᴛᴏʀʏ.

𝖗𝖚𝖑𝖊𝖘

No minors allowed. Ageless or suspish -aka content-free/reblog free, blogs will be blocked automatically.

This is my blog; not yours. I post, reblog & like what makes my dark little heart happy. You are not entitled to complain or tell me what to reblog or post on my own blog. What you are entitled to do is leave ish alone and leave quietly if it's not your thing. Anything more than this will be met with an automatic block.

I don't -and won't, ever give permission for my original works to be reposted, - here or elsewhere- , with creds or without. That's stealing, asshole.

𝖗𝖊𝖖𝖚𝖊𝖘𝖙 𝖗𝖚𝖑𝖊𝖘

Minors DNI. If your blog is ageless or suspish, I will delete your request.

Inbox open = requests open. Inbox closed = requests closed.

Anon doesn't exist here.

Any requests written in the comments/replies or sent to my direct messages repeatedly will be ignored.

Headcanons (e.g, filth / fluff or more specific themes) and filth/fluff alphabet (full or partial, either is fine) only. Anything else will be ignored or deleted.

Requests will not be done in order I receive them and I reserve the right to turn down a request.

Anything pertaining to urine or feces, incest,grooming and pedophilia, rape or assault, underage characters, eating disorders or self harm will be deleted. These are my hard no topics, I won't do a request pertaining to any of the above.

Readers are gender neutral or female and human unless I state otherwise.

I don't write anything at all for child characters. Don't ask.

I don't write anything for popular ships. Don't ask.

𝖋𝖆𝖓𝖉𝖔𝖒𝖘

Favorites are bolded. This isn't everything, just the fandoms/characters I'm willing to do requests for at the moment. If I listed the things I wrote for my own enjoyment, on a whim, we'd be here all damn day.

American Horror Story

Dandy Mott

Jimmy Darling

Kit Walker

Michael Langdon

Tate Langdon

Xavier Plympton

Marvel Cinematic Universe

Bucky Barnes

Clint Barton

Eddie Brock

Loki

Peter Parker

Pietro Maximoff

Steve Rogers

Tony Stark

Thor

Outer Banks

JJ Maybank

John B.

Pope Heyward

Rafe Cameron

Topper Thornton

Scream Movies

Billy Loomis

Charlie Walker

Randy Meeks

Stu Macher

Shameless

Lip Gallagher

Sons of Anarchy

Jax Teller

Juice Ortiz

Opie Winston

Stranger Things

Billy Hargrove

Eddie Munson

Jonathan Byers

Jim Hopper

Steve Harrington

Supernatural

Dean Winchester

John Winchester

Sam Winchester

The Walking Dead

Daryl Dixon

Glenn Rhee

Negan

Rick Grimes

Shane Walsh

[folkmorestan13]

Thank You Taylor

@taylorswift @taylornation

my name is Abby

I am 26 years old

I was 9 when Debut was released

I was 11 when Fearless was released

I was 13 when Speak Now was released (13😉)

I was 15 when Red was released

I was going through my first heartbreak and omg that album quite dramatically at the time I would say, changed my life

I was 17 years old when 1989 was released

I was headed into my senior year of high school and I was battling depression, anxiety, and on unfortunate terms that I have since mainly grown out of, battling an eating disorder

1989 built me up, 1989 was my escape, 1989 was a pivotal pop album that not only changed my life, but also the face of pop music at the time

Each song mainly upbeat always brought a smile to my face and made it impossible not to dance to

1989 was relatable, it ameliorated every negative thought I could posses

Clean was my favorite song next to Welcome To New York (I’m from NY so it meant a lot) 😂

I was 20 years old when Reputation was released

It broke my heart the battle ahead of Reputation

I was bullied for siding with Taylor

I was bullied for listening to Taylor in general

I was bullied for being a “crazy fan”

Reputation was pivotal

Reputation was an album I never knew I needed

Reputation was unlike anything from Taylor I have ever heard, and I was nonplus

Reputation helped me realize that even in the face of adversity and bullying, remaining true to myself was nothing to fear

I felt understood and validated as Taylor can create such intimate sympathy with her writing

I was 22 when Lover was released , It was released 4 days after my 22nd birthday

It’s funny , of course I used the caption “Idk about you but i’m feelin 22” on my birthday post

After the hardships of Taylor’s masters being taken from her , I was nothing short of proud to hear such an incredible album that was 100% authentic, and fully owned by Taylor

I had met someone who I was falling incredibly in love with during that time

Lover was MY album I clung to

Every song , every lyric , I fully felt with everything in me

I felt as if she wrote every song for me…

About how I was feeling and how happy my relationship was unfolding

I am still with the same person I was with when Lover came out, It has been 5 years and each and every day feels like the first time I heard that album

congrats on fearless tv and red tv ❤️

I was still 22 when folklore came out

Oh My God

I still have no words

folklore has remained my favorite album of all time since its release

I was always an avid reader and writer in school

folklore is the magnum opuses of a master story teller

I was 23 when evermore was released

As if i thought nothing could beat folklore …

evermore was JUST AS MASTERFUL if not more

I physically could never choose one over the other

I am the number one ‘folkmore’ stan in the entire world

I wrote a formal lyric analysis for right where you left me and ivy , my two favorite songs on the album

those songs are incredible…I literally don’t have words as I am still speechless to this current day and i fear i will be ‘forevermore’ 😉

I was 25 years old when Midnights was released

I have always listened to Taylor, but Midnights is when you could say I coined the term “swiftie”

I was watching the vmas when Taylor won best video for ATW10 short film and she announced her brand new album

I was floored

I couldn’t hardly wait

Everything about the Midnights era was ethereal

It was exactly who I was and of course yet again, i could relate to each and every song in some sort of way

I became obsessed but in a loyal fan way not a crazy psycho way… well that depends on who you ask i guess

When the eras tour was announced I cried , i actually cried

I was so excited as I have never seen Taylor live before and I had to do everything in my power to get the chance

I manifested to the max

I remember vividly playing ‘Maroon’ non stop 24/7

It was my manifesto (my fav on the album at the time) now i couldn’t pick even if i had to

I registered to be a verified fan on ticketmaster

I got chosen (i know an awful unlawful amount of people did as well but i still felt special)

My mom was thrilled and so was I

I transformed my mom into a swiftie

Her favorite song is lavender haze

We listened to the midnights vinyl on her late brothers turn table from the 80s and went through lyric by lyric , it was such a fun experience I will cherish forever

My mom is an avid sewer , a master of the craft if you will

She and I both sewed the infamous hat you wore in the red taylor’s version cover

bought the fabric found the pattern on etsy.. and legitimately sewed a hat from scratch

my mom thinks it’s so cool that the mic pack on the back of your outfits is matched by the fabric … she could do that for you anytime she is always free 😂😉

After hours of excruciating anxiety and misery

somehow by the grace of god i secured 4 tickets to the eras tour show in Pittsburgh!!!

I’m from New York… and not the city that never sleeps … upstate ny … Go Bills am i right? 😂 low key go Chiefs tho iykyk

I attended the show with my mom and dad and a friend of a friend

It was incredible, my dad quickly became a swiftie and since , he sends me multiple tik toks of Taylor swift every chance he gets , He texts me during chiefs games to tell me “Taylor’s man is on fire right now” and so does my mom 😂

I know this is long but for whoever reads this and maybe who knows … if THE Taylor Swift ever sees this … I want you to know that You have changed my life. You have been the light when I need guidance, the reason for laughing, dancing, and singing. You have always been true to yourself and have shown me I can do the same, unapologetically. Taylor Swift, thank you from the bottom of my heart 🫶🏼

ps … if you ever do another secret sessions … i’m only 6 hours from New York City and I am ALWAYS free 😉

with all my indefinite support , love, and respect,

Abby 🫶🏼🤍

[comicbookluv3r]

Loser white boy NPD culture is actually Beverly Hills by Weezer and Pretty Fly (For a White Guy) by the Offspring

[amazythelsblogs]

Eating Disorder and Root

So after writing my previous post I realised that I may have been struggling with an eating disorder. But I feel I may have many many more disorders than I would care to admit. Psychosis, scitzophrenia, but this is just silly thinking, so let’s not waste time, shall we? Off we go into the and...

And that is how I have expertly over an dover again avoided self confrontation. How I have belittled my own feelings, thoughts and emotions, what a wonderful gift to have recieved from your spawner. In the social world, yes. I definetly think differently, in the mental health world, yes, I probably have many undiagnosed disorders, but as I am, I don’ tfin dit weird at all. it’ swhen people treat you differently based on what they see and what they hear from you that gives your writing, this slightly strange tone. I am very good at fronting, and painting little illusions for others, when I am not panting little illustrations on paper. The illusion of emotional maturity, the illusion of sofistication, or of perfection, or of wealth, I am a story teller, and smooth talker most times. I know how to work with energy. But me inside, I wish everyone woul dleave me alone. I hate the idea of people making up stories in their head about me and fantasising or creating some weird alternate narrativea about who I am and what my story is.

Just like i am Racially ambigious, borderline hybrid, I am ambigous in opinion, intention and direction. I want to be quiet but at the sam etime i want to sing louder than anything.

I love my roots but i hate them. I love being me but i think about ending her everyday at least once. Marilyn Monroe had the same. She was two people at once. So am I. And I get so confused, scared to make decisions, for fear of the effect hurting the other side of me. 

like getting a super great opportunit, that a part of me is happy about and the other part of me hates. Or changing opinions lie crazy, one day loving someone, next day hating their guts. 

It’s not indesiciveness, for me it sounds a lot like dissociative personality disorder. 

It’s like this;

I am walking down the beach in poland, 16 years old, in just my bikini. (This is a very raw example) I know poeple are looking at me, and I love the attention, but I know people are looking at me, seeing: black person, different; while others are thinking; curvy, beautiful, alluring, attractive; others are thinking; so jealous, she’s not that pretty, ew black. Mixed signals for mixed girl. It’s challenging. And annoying. Because one part of me, th einsecure part, is reassured by the gaze, the other part of me, the feminist or new age, feel sobjectified and doesn’t want to be th esubject of adult desires, neither does the little me. Polish people are very vocal about the mature stuff, an dI was used to it growing up, but it’s a bit weird then when it suddenly gets pivoted and directed towards you. And then you have to disguise your true self, the weird and expressive self, because you know it will shatter the strict an d exotic image they have painted of you in their minds. 

i hav ebeen tryingto fulfill expectations my whole life. And when I suddenly stopped providing like I used to,,, UPROAR!!!! Why aren’t you in Uni?! What are you gonna go now?!! I thought you were so perfect!!! No you’re sitting on Universal Credit? It’ sbeen a littl edifficult for m eto part ways with my room. Every time I relocate, I loose a part of myself. that I why now I am looking for a place where i can make my forever home, far away from judgement, societal expectations, fast paced lifestyles and cold tough love. 

My forever home. 

[awanderingmuse-ficrec]

Always Trust Sokka’s Instincts Series

Fandom: Avatar the Last Airbender

Author: Thisisentertaining

Rating: Teen

Warnings: Violence, Child Abuse, Imprisonment, Strong Language

Word Count:188,824

Characters: Sokka, Jet, Zuko, Smellerbee, Longshot, Pipsqueak, The Duke, Katara, Aang, Chey, Jeong Jeong, Gan Jin leader, Zhang Leader, Canyon Guide, The Gaang, Yue, Pakku, Arnook, Iroh, Zhao, Aunt Wu, Meng, The Fisherman, Zhao, Teo The Mechanist,  Bato, June, The Sun Warriors, Ran and Shaw, General Fong,  Song , OCs, Chong, Lily, Mai, Azula, Ty Lee, Tom-Tom, Mai's Parents, Bumi, Gansu, Sela, Sensu, Toph Beifong, Toph Beifong's Parents, Lee, Jet's freedom fighters

Tags: Jet is crazy, Sokka's instincts, Season 1 Ep 10, Hurt Zuko, Captivity, Non-Graphic Violence, No pairings, Angst, Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Zuko and the Gaang bonding, Avatar: The Deserter, Fire Nation, Canon Divergence, Friendship, Bending, Fire Days Festival, Fire Flakes, The Great Divide, yeah that episode, Canyons, Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD, Zuko is an Awkward Turtleduck, Claustrophobia, Northern Water Tribe, Water Tribe(s), Fighting, Zuko does not like being locked up, Canon-Typical Violence, canon typical sexism, Badass Katara,  Just found that as a tag, That seems repetitve, Episode: s01e19-20 The Siege of the North, Pai Sho, the fortune tellerS1 Ep 14 The Fortune Teller, Sokka is dobtful, Zukos destiny, Basically a character, Ozai's A+ Parenting, Sokka and Zuko Friendship, Firebending  World, bending, Volcano, Avatar: S1 E12Avatar: The Storm, Boats and Ships, Backstory, Implied/Referenced Child Abuse, The Blue Spirit, Atla: Season 1 Episode 13, Pohuai Stronghold, Yuyan archers, The Yuyan, Zuko doesn't know how to be good, but hes trying, the northern air temple, theatre nerd!zuko, Angry!Aang, Discussion of destoying relics, Destruction of the air temples, Hurt/Comfort, Bato of the Water Tribe, Daddy Issues, ice dodging, Pouting Aang, Discussions of dead parent, discussions of child abuse, The Avatar State, The Firebending Masters, yup, Two episodes in one,  Kinda, Dragons, Ozai's A+ Fire Lord-ing, Worldbuilding, Sun Warriors, Secret tunnel, season 2 episode 2The Cave of the Two Lovers, Zuko suffers as usual, White Jade Tea, ostrich-horses, Return to Omashu, Omashu, Discussion of contagious disease, Pentapox, The bumi box, Episode: s02e04 The Swamp, Episode: s02e07 Zuko Alone, Episode: s02e05 Avatar Day, Episode: s02e06 The Blind Bandit, The Swamp, Zuko kicks butt, Zuko Alone but he isnt alone, Episode: s02e08 The Chase, Pursuit, Slight Mai/Zuko, Girlfight, Tea, Blue Spirit, Sleep Deprivation, Arguing

Instinctual

Sokka's instincts had screamed at him ever since Jet showed his smarmy, smug, wheat chewing face, but without evidence he couldn't convince Katara and Aang to listen to him. Honestly, as time went on and he couldn't find anything to support his unease he started to doubt it himself.

Then Jet let him in on the Freedom Fighter's biggest secret.

Sokka should have known better than to ignore his instincts.

Divided Instincts

Part of the Instinctual Verse - Please read that first.

The last thing Zuko wants after years of being stuck in that cave is to see any more rocks. Unfortunately, he hadn't had luck since the day he's been born so here they were, staring at world's largest canyon.

Oh well, at least they're flying over it and he won't actually be surrounded by rock walls, right?

...right?

Instincts to Guide in the Storm

Maybe it's the possible impending doom.

Maybe it's the novelty of having someone to tell who might care.

Maybe it's just that kind of storm. The one that makes you want to curl up around a fire to tell stories, and he and Sokka aren't exempt from that even on a perilous ship.

Regardless of the reason, Zuko begins to tell the story that the Freedom Fighters never bothered to even ask about.

A Spirit’s Instincts

Aang should be the one taking care of a sick Katara and Sokka, not Zuko, but the airbender insisted that he be the one to find the medicine.

Now it's been hours, and Zuko is painfully aware that there is a Fire Nation Stronghold nearby that he hadn't been able to warn Aang about.

When the lights of Pohuai light up in victory, he knows without having to be told that Aang has been captured.

Now Zuko has a decision to make.

Could he allow his maybe-friend to be captured by the Fire Nation?

Or was he ready to be the traitor his father had branded him as.

A Fortune Teller’s Instincts

Zuko may be free from Jet, but he is struggling to earn the full trust of the Gaang.

More than that, he isn't sure what do do with his life now that he is no longer crown prince and is no longer facing a life in chains. He used to know his destiny, now he has no clue where his life should go.

Maybe the famous Aunt Wu will be able to help.

Bato’s Instincts

Katara still hates him.

Sokka is following some Water-Tribe-Father-Figure around with stars in his eyes.

Aang is pouting because his friends are paying more attention to the Water-Tribe-Father-Figure than him.

Oh, and there is a Water-Tribe-Father-Figure now. And Zuko has a wonderful track record with Fathers.

Overall, this is a /great/ time to be Zuko.

A Deserter’s Instincts

Part of the Instinctual Verse, please read that first.

It had been weeks since Sokka had freed Zuko from Jet's clutches, and Zuko... he still can't make a spark. He's spent every available moment in the sun, and while his chi is growing stronger, he can do no more than manipulate an existing flame. He's trying not to let on how... concerned he is, but since Sokka maintains that he's a 'terrible liar', he doesn't think it's particularly effective.

He knows that going to the Fire Days festival was probably a bad idea, after all there is a whole wall of wanted posters featuring them right outside the city wall. But honestly, if Zuko never made a bad decision, he'd never do anything, and he wants a taste of home so badly.

What's the worse that could happen?

The Instinct’s of the Airwalkers

Zuko wasn't sure what to think about the tales of modern day figures living and flying in the Northen Air Temple. His people are... thorough. He doesn't want to let Aang down, but he finds it hard to believe that anyone not stuck in an iceberg had escaped the eradication.

When he got to the temple, he hated being proven right. What's more, he hated seeing Earth Kingdom strangers destroying what little of Aang's heritage survived the attack of his people. But the day that the Fire Nation launches a second attack on this once idyllic temple, Zuko hates the most that he has to finally make a clear choice.

He'd thought he'd made this choice already, thought he'd made it several times over, but the question remains when he'd least like it to: Is he willing to fight against his Nation?

Cold Hard Instincts

Part of the Instinctual Verse, please read those first!

Zuko is glad that he had started getting his bending back before they hit the frigid North Pole, but it turns out that the Northern Water Tribe doesn't feel the same way.

They hadn't even gotten close to the city yet and he was half frozen in a block of ice, freezing and bound as his captors ignore Katara, Aang, and Sokka's protests. He really should have known something like this would happen, but as usual he'd underestimated his luck and now he had to come up with a way to convince the Northern Chief to allow a firebender to walk free in his village.

He HAD to, because he wasn't going to let himself become a prisoner. Not again.

The Instincts of the Sun Warriors

Zuko... may have been hasty, when he got on that raft instead of finding his friends and at least seeing if he needed to pull this disappearing act. It was day three of sitting of a raft in the middle of the ocean though, and a little too late for him to do anything about his regrets.

He had other stuff he could focus on, like perfecting the Dancing Dragon and trying to figure out why Uncle was steering them to the northern tip of the Fire Nation.

Meanwhile, the Gaang have left the North Pole and are on their way to pick up Bumi and round out the gaang, they just had to stop and talk to the General Fong guy first. This shouldn't lead to any complications, right?

The Instincts of Healers and Nomads

Zuko is, surprise surprise, on the run once again. At least this time he has Uncle, someone to watch his back and someone he can trust to know absolutely everything about his past, his identity.

Now he just has to find his friends before they do something stupid.

He isn't holding his breath.

Especially since apparently, Uncle is no better than him at identifying what plants are good to make tea out of, and which ones are poison.

Instincts in Omashu (not Bumi’s instincts)

Being on the run is bad enough, but at least they have an Ostrich Horse now. Unfortunately, that doesn't help them make money, and Zuko has to endure begging with Uncle on the streets and put up with jerks who swing swords at (seemingly) defenseless old men.

Or does he?

Meanwhile, the Gaang is braving a very different Omashu than they remember. Aang is faced with the realization that his last old friend had fallen to the Fire Nation, just like everyone else he had remembered. He does have new friends now though, and new promises. He told Zuko that he would remember that the Fire Nation soldiers were people too, and as much as he didn't want to, this was a good place to start.

Zuko’s Instincts

Zuko and the Gaang are separated.

Yes, Zuko knows that it's his fault. Now though, he is travelling with Uncle throughout the Earth Kingdom to find them, all while trying to avoid the sister hunting him down. The way is treacherous and littered with friends and enemies alike. The hot headed teen is faced time and time again with danger, both natural and born of his own making.

At least he isn't alone.

The Instincts of the Chased

Katara thought that Zuko was one of the most stubborn, heard headed people she'd ever meet.

Enter Toph Beifong.

Meanwhile Iroh is trying to figure out how to approach his nephew about his habit of running off alone, which would be easier to do if the younger firebender hadn't run off alone the instant he saw a bit of bison fur.

[beast-feast]

[ tw for mentioning eating disorders!! no details or anything on it though, i promise ]

hello there dear!

i figured i would poke my head in here as well to say hello, and i couldn’t help but to notice some of your recent posts and wanted to share a little message in regards to them if that’s alright.

when it comes to things like eds, there unfortunately isn’t much that i can say or do to make it better. but i do want to stress the point that you aren’t alone whatsoever, and that you have more people in your life than you’d think that are here and ready to support you.

i’m not going to tell you it will all be okay, because i’m not a fortune teller and goodness knows how much “it’ll all be okay” just doesn’t help to hear. what i will tell you is this:

i may not be able to stop the storm, but i am more than happy to dance in the rain with you instead. i may not fully understand what you are going through, but i am here to listen and support you and your recovery. progress is not linear, so we must be gentle with ourselves whenever we fall.

you deserve happiness, my friend. ♡

wishing all the best,

crow anon :]

This was the first thing I saw after a meeting with my therapist and man if only words could work for me fr 😔‼

But my god bro you're a real MVP, I mad appreciate you <3

[ao3feed-tatortsaarbruecken]

Nach Hause kommen

Read here: Nach Hause kommen

by falleraatje

Adam nimmt mit der rechten Hand den Teller und scheint erst mit der linken nach seinem leeren Wasserglas greifen zu wollen. Wahrscheinlich erinnert er sich dabei genauso wie Leo daran, wie sie vorgestern Abend Glasscherben aufsaugen mussten. Das Glas bleibt auf dem Tisch stehen und Adam geht nur mit dem Teller in die Küche.

Für einen Moment fühlt sich die Stille weniger unangenehm an und Leo hasst sich ein bisschen dafür. Er darf nicht froh darüber sein, Adam los zu sein, auch wenn es nur für ein paar Sekunden ist. Wenn Adam nicht hier bei ihm wäre, wäre alles nur noch schlimmer.

Words: 2654, Chapters: 1/1, Language: Deutsch

Fandoms: Tatort

Rating: Teen And Up Audiences

Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply

Categories: M/M

Characters: Leo Hölzer, Adam Schürk

Relationships: Leo Hölzer/Adam Schürk

Additional Tags: Tatort Saarbrücken, Post-Episode: Das Herz der Schlange, Pre-Relationship, Healing, Complications, Angst, Hurt/Comfort, Hugs, implied mental health issues, Possible eating disorders, tagging these just to be safe

from AO3 works tagged 'Leo Hölzer'

[there-will-be-a-way]

About me 💖

Since this is a mental health blog, here's a bit about my situation. ☘️

After being in therapy for years, I was diagnosed with Dissociative Identity Disorder and C-PTSD in early 2016. Because of personal reasons I had to terminate with my therapist in 2017. After years of searching I finally found a new therapist in 2021, but we put therapy on hold until I'm in a safe and secure environment.

Since my mental health issues are making me unfit for work and the state refuses to give me social benefits, I have no other option than to live with my parents. Soon I'll be out of here, though. 💚

Because I am very isolated in real life, I use this blog to connect with others. So if you want to be friends, feel free to chat with me. 💖 I'm awkward and disappear for a couple of weeks sometimes, but I'm friendly and non-judgmental and I can send you cute pictures of my pets. 💖

What content to expect from this blog ☘️

On this blog I focus on trauma recovery, especially recovery from abuse, although I rarely speak about it directly. I mostly reblog posts that I find comforting, encouraging or that express feelings I am unable to talk about. I try to add image descriptions to my reblogs, but sometimes images go undescribed because English isn't my first language and I don't know all the words. 😬 I also add common trigger warnings. If you need me to tag anything else, please let me know and I'll do my best!

My personal posts are about all sort of mental health and personal growth related topics. Since I have DID, you might see some of my parts around. Some of them tag their names, others don't. If you don't know who of us you're talking to, you can call us Linn which is our collective nickname. 😊 Please use they/them or she/her pronouns when you speak about us as a whole.

Who I am as a person ☘️

I am a 23 years old, bisexual person from Germany who has a lot of different hobbies and passions.

First of all, I am a fitness enthusiast. I love all kinds of physical activities, but my favorites are strength training, roller skating, swimming, yoga, cardio drumming, running, hiking and dancing. (But I can't dance well. 😏)

Occasionally I do art. This comes and goes in phases.

At the moment I am working on writing my third novel. Ever since I can remember, I have been a story teller. 📖 I also love to read, especially medieval fantasy.

Playing video games is another one of my hobbies. My favorite games are The Witcher, Skyrim, Minecraft, The Sims, Stardew Valley and Animal Crossing.

Fpur years ago I went vegan for the animals, the environment and my own health, but I already stopped eating meat ten years ago. 🌱 Animal rights are important to me.

So are human rights. 😊✌🏻 If you discriminate against other people for whatever reason or spread hate, we probably wouldn't get along well.

Boundaries ☘️

Just be kind and respectful. That's all.

You can always send me asks or chat with me, but I kindly ask you not to trauma dump in my inbox or expect me to diagnose you (I'm not a therapist bro). If you ask me for advice, please keep in mind that I can only speak from personal experience and take everything I say with a grain of salt - and please warn me before sharing possibly triggering content with me. 😇

Unless I say so in my personal posts, I am not looking for advice from strangers. If we are friends or have been good mutuals for a while, I appreciate your input, though. 💖

To keep myself safe and stable, I have a lot of tags blocked. If we're mutuals and I go from interacting with all of your posts to being really quiet, know that this has nothing to do with you. It's just me taking care of myself.

If I unfollow or block you, know that this isn't anything personal either! 95% of the time when I unfollow or block someone, it has to do with triggers I haven't find ways to cope with yet.

That's it. If you read all of this, thank you. 😊💖 Have a wonderful day. ☀️