#tear n share

[loftyangel]

today_is_pannohi

[lightbulb-warning]

i used to freehand comics all the time as a child and since the part i liked was the drawing part i would just draw panel after panel because i didn't want to stop drawing to think about icky icky words, plus the story TOTALLY still made perfect sense! to me! and noone else, but 'whoooo caaaaares omgggg its not like comics and sequantial art are a communicative meeediummmm lmaoooooo'. i spent my entire childhood telling myself stuff like "oh pfft I know this story by heart- ill SIMPLY remember the dialogue and write it later" ...and. I can't help but admire baby maiora's (call that a minora ba tm tsk) fucking audacity? hubris? confident wrongness? kid couldn't even remember to finish the comics in the first place? INCREDIBLE levels of unearned self assurance, wish that were me, genuinely- what an icon!!! anyway i think i have forever cursed myself

[latenightsundayblues]

I want more "bad" LGBT representation in media. Not the harmful stereotyping kinda bad, but a "most horrible fucking people on earth get together to wreak havoc upon each other's lives and actively deteriorate their mental health in a jumbled co-dependent mess of arguments and hatefucking only they could call a relationship" kinda bad yknow. Like completely fucked up for everyone involved in the narrative. I need it to live actually

[deathlonging]

books are so useful for when you want to feel crazed out of your mind useless dead end suicidal

[missingn000]

[strangledlullaby]

blue tears is doomed yaoi to me

[phagodyke]

weekend melancholy is starting to kick in >~<

[keeps-ache]

been telling my siblings 'you would NOT make it in vulcan academy' when they do smth goofy recently and nobody's been able to refute lol

[thechibilitwick]

3 19 35 for the artist ask game hiii hi chibi hiiiii

omg hi vin hi 🥹 ty for the ask ok time to ramble

3. mannn that's tough but i'd probably say these four. shidou one cuz it's a piece that i put more thought into than i usually do, souda because i just love him and this is one of the pieces i think i did well with colors, this miku one for the same reason i just think it looks sick, and then the little milgram get together cuz i kinda cooked on the composition and atmosphere and i love milgram slice of life au (i'd also say my most recent piece too just cuz i spent a lot of time on it lolz)

actually i don't think i'll ever properly post these but i made these for art projects and i really like them since they turned out nicely (tho one isn't actually finished) and they were really fun to make!!

19. i really like cartoon-ish styles, styles that are really vibrant and colorful, or just styles that i think are super neat and nice (ie csm, mp100, p&swg, mononoke, etc., and a handful of artists) (like you omg i love your style so much uehghhhh) so i either subconsciously think of those as inspo when making art. or i just have the general idea of either "thoughtful color composition" or "burning your retinas" (/j). as for what i specifically draw tho it depends but it usually comes down to seeing something and then wanting to combine it with my interests. like combining vocaloid songs with characters i like, or even just doing something irl and being like "wow it'd be fun if ___ was doing this too!!" (and for oc art which i've made very little of i simply like making characters based off food :3)

35. probably don't be scared of sharing your art with others because more often than not it'll really help you as an artist

like i think the main reason my confidence grew in art was because i had found a circle of artists i could share my work with and then receive support from. it's such an uplifting and positive feeling to know that to another person your art matters, and it also made me want to support others in return! like nothing makes me smile more than seeing comments from others or being able to support other fellow artists, that's the beauty of art. ik this is kinda cheesy and basic but like genuinely, being supported and being able to support others feels so nice 😭

anyways hope you enjoyed my ramblings :,3 apologies if anything is incoherent or messy

[loftyangel]

azuren1515

[waywardsalt]

Have you ever thought about how Linebeck describes Jolene as "crazier than a rabid squid"- only to then be possessed by a literal rabid squid later in the game?

Cause I sure have- especially after seeing a lot of your BellumxLinebeck stuff

mmmmghmm im gonna be honest i haven't thought about it much at all

linking it to my bellum x linebeck thoughts, im not too sure what to make of it in context with my other linebeck notes and w/e

there's also my idea that linebeck has a special interested in shellfish and by extension squids, and the idea of him having a weird thing for bellum, and just... enjoying sealife, and it's kinda of...

he compares her to a rabid squid to link in order to i think... offer a shorthand explanation of what she's like, and i think it (with some other stuff) is kinda just another little peek into how he might feel abt her?

i mean he also compares link to a dog in that one letter? i'm not sure where im going with that one. i dont think linebeck particularly likes dogs

i'm not sure abt the link between that and him getting possessed, jolene is kind of just... there a lot of the time and doesn't really do anything except 1) show that linebeck has enemies and 2) show that people know about link's quest by the end, linebeck generally references sea creatures a few times in ph

relating to bellum x linebeck, i dont see him comparing jolene to a squid an indicator of anything in relation to that, with linebeck having a thing for bellum its more of like. there's a lot of complicated ideas i have with what goes on between them during bellumbeck and bellum being a squid thing is more linebeck having a bit of a monsterfucker streak and having a bit of a thing for like. being tied up. as for literal squids he kinda just likes them as food and to dissect and learn about

like i think 'rabid squid' is more like linebeck just tossing out some derogatory shorthand to explain how he thinks of jolene as some fucking. violent annoyance he has to deal with that he doesn't fully understand

tbh i see the comparison but imo it comes down to a difference in characters and interactions and histories, there is the rabid squid thing (and i think in the manga too theres a vague parallel drawn ig) but im not. sure. what there is there just beyond. linebeck talks about sea creatures and wants to get the fuck away from jolene

i'm not entirely certain what you've been thinking about with that comparison, but i haven't been thinking much about it and it's kinda. eh ig???? its something

[elmaestrostan]

I’m so happy for Moreno 🥹❤️

[cryingforcrocodiles]

https://youtube.com/shorts/dCWzTPv_N7k?feature=share

This song 🥺❤️

NOT A COLDPLAY SONG PLUS UNITED DONT DO THIS TO ME PLS

[must4rds33d]

eating buldak at 10pm and realizing it’s actually fucking burning hot spicy (imho as an asian… with a white man’s palate 💀) is such a humbling experience

[coelakanths]

i try to act all high n mighty n mature but the second someone slightly older than me respects me/my identity/my work its all fucking over

[brittlebutch]

one of the many reasons Aabria is such a good GM is because of the very keen eye she keeps on the social dynamics and interactions that happens at the table and i absolutely Love her for it