#tear myself apart for a while

[missazura]

I need something strong to ease my pain I'm trying to distract myself but it's not really working

[nateezfics]

does anyone else constantly think about smeared lipstick paradigm hongjoong or is it just me.

[nonokoko-draws]

It really be like this sometimes

[hnyibee]

the song take me apart by syml makes me feel insane every time i listen to it because it’s literally so tai sui

[lazaruspiss]

girl help hes not wearing protection!!!

[bluberimufim]

I am the sword of the Goddess of Time

Since "Theo having a mental breakdown because of killing people" won the poll by a landslide, here's the snippet I promised:

trigger warnings: talking about killing people, brief mention of body horror (just one sentence, really), idk how to describe it simply but Theo is going Through It mentally à la "out damned spot" scene in Macbeth

She found Theo by the riverbank, in a silent part of the hills almost beyond the camp. She had a pile of clothes at her side, all white. She drew closer and sat by her side, but Theo didn’t notice. She was too busy washing her coat, scrubbing it incessantly against the washboard, with such force that the embroidered insignia of the Goddess of Time was starting to come undone. Her breath was quick and tense, in contrast with the calm sounds of that sunny morning. Hesitantly, Seth stretched out her hand. “Theo?” “He looked at me!” she yelled. Her voice shook as if she was holding back tears. “He looked at me! He looked me in the eyes!” “Theo…” “I killed him! I killed him! I killed him!” She started scrubbing faster. “And his body grew more eyes and they all kept looking at me as he died!” Seth didn’t try to call her a third time. “They all look at me! They beg me not to kill them but I kill them anyway because that’s what I’m supposed to do!” Theo stopped scraping the coat against the washboard and studied the fabric, leaning down to examine every thread. “And now his look won’t come off! I can’t wash it off! His blood is still here!” Seth looked at the fabric. It was perfectly immaculate, washed with such intensity that it had begun to tear. Not knowing what else to do, she hugged her, pinning her arms to her sides so she couldn’t wash her clothes anymore. She put her forehead against her face, her eyes closed, as if they were the only people in that vast expanse of hills. “Theo, please come home with me,” she begged. “Let’s go home and pretend this never happened. Please?” “I can’t,” Theo replied, still panting. “While the war lasts, I can’t.” “Forget the war. Come with me.” Theo shook her head and shoved her to the side. She still hadn’t looked her way since Seth had arrived. Her eyes were fixed entirely on the half-torn insignia on her coat. “These people can’t go home if the war doesn’t end. If I don’t end the war. So, I can’t go either. I must kill so people stop dying…” “They’ll continue the war without you. Come home.” “I am the sword of the Goddess of Time,” Theo said. The words sounded rehearsed, as if she’d spoken them millions of times before. “It is me who protects the souls of my Mother’s believers. Only I can end this war.” With a defeated sigh, Seth got up and returned to camp. Theo kept scrubbing her coat, already dried from how long it had been out in the air.

I hope you enjoyed! Because I did!

As I said, I'll get to the others eventually. This is just the first. Maybe I'll go from most to least voted. See how it goes.

taglist: @little-mouse-gardens and @wildswrites

(Please correct me if the english is weird, since tall my snippets are translated and I may miss stuff)

[doewithantlers]

Hey so guess who found out about claw rings and unrelated guess who found their new fav painplay method

[mistystarshine]

I really enjoy the way you've portrayed Adam and Lute's relationship in Three Years Time and Northern Star, as well as the interactions between Charlie/Vaggie and Lute! How would you write an interaction between Adam and Lucifer in that storyline?

Thank you! And maaaaybe? I'm not sure if I'm going to continue writing in that universe. In theory, I'd like to, and LOVE to do a scene with Adam and Lucifer, but in practice, I'm having some really horrible anxieties about my writing and if people hate it/me when I talk about my writing rn, so I may be taking a step back for a bit in general. Not sure.

[vlaakithstits]

aaaaand DA2 is finished. ill keep posting screenshots as I feel like it. Florence and the Machine to DA2 instrumentals always goes hard af though

[karamazovanon]

"you're so hot and sexy how are you still single??" my standards for love have been set so immensely high by dostoevsky characters that i won't settle for anything less than "we'll go to suffer together, and we'll bear the cross together" and that's not an option on hinge. also i'm gay

[cuteniaarts]

Fanny, my sweet, beautiful girl

17.11.2012 – 14.04.2019

[pepprs]

discovered miah_pie on t*ktok (<- i don’t have one btw i just stumbled upon her bc someone i follow on ig talked abt her) and her videos make me want to cry so bad. 24 year old dependent moment

[thelaststarfalling]

just once i'd like to complete one (1) bigger project that i can actually be proud of

[idontlikeem]

hands down the best part of technology is being able to get pictures of your dog from the sitter. she’s having fun watching the boy’s high school hockey tournament with them so it’s basically like she hasn’t even left home 😂😂

[opens-up-4-nobody]

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[ttransthirteen]

My psych teacher said some really fucked up things about DID but I can’t complain to anyone about it bc they’ll be like. Why are you so upset about it. And how do you know she isn’t right. Also nobody gives a shit or understands the nuances enough to get why I’m complaining I’d assume.