#taylor's prompt list

[lyralit]

writing prompts from ttpd quotes

took a miracle move-on drug, the effects were temporary

but I've seen this episode and still loved the show

this ain't the chelsea hotel, we're modern idiots

left all these broken parts // told me I'm better off // but I'm not

down bad, waking up in blood // staring at the sky, come back and pick me up

& I'm pissed off you let me give you all that youth for free

I learned these people try and save you // 'cause they hate you

scandal does funny things to pride, but brings lovers closer

at the park where we used to sit on childrens' swings // wearing imaginary rings

barricaded in the bathroom with a bottle of wine // well, me and my ghosts, wе had a hell of a time

love left me like this and I don't want to exist // so take me to Florida

what if the way you hold me is actually what's holy?

I was tame, I was gentle, til the circus life made me mean // don't you worry folks, we took out all her teeth

you wouldn't last an hour in the asylum where they raised me

he had a halo of the highest grade // he just hadn't met me yet

dancing phantoms on the terrace // are they second-hand embarrassed // that I can't get out of bed? // 'cause something counterfeit's dead

our field of dreams, engulfed in fire // your arson's match, your somber eyes

you're the loss of my life

breaking down, I hit the floor // all the pieces of me shattering as the crowd was chanting "more!"

'cause once your queen had come // you treat her like an also-ran // you didn't measure up // in any measure of a man

he jokes that it's heroin, but this time with an "e"

it's hell...on...earth...to...be...heeeaaveeenlyyyy

you've got edge, she never did // the future's bright....dazzling

[ilyasorokinn]

“HOLDING HANDS UNDER THE TABLE” prompt with jess mariano please and thank u 🫶

SPOIL

this is the first thing i've ever written for jess, so i you enjoy besties <3 also, i am a lorelei and rory stan, so if you aren't or want to say anything mean, say it to a wall.

"holding hands under the table." (from this prompt list)

when you and jess got together, you wanted to keep it on the dl. well, he wanted to keep it on the dl. although you weren’t best friends with rory gilmore, you were kind of friends and he didn’t want to create any animosity between you, so you decided to not tell anyone about it.

before school, you would meet in the back parking lot where no one ever was. jess brought a surprise pastry to share and a cup of hot chocolate while you brought a new book.

"on the menu today, vanilla scones with lemon icing."

"ooh, luke's getting fancy." you teased.

"i'm pretty sure he bought them."

"then disregard what i said."

"and what book did you bring today?"

"kirk told me i had amazing taste when i bought the book."

"kirk told you that? why would kirk be working at the bookstore?"

"who knows? i've learned to stop questioning kirk." you handed it over to him.

"really?" you shrugged, "i am not reading this."

"oh, you're boring. come on, it's a good book." you insisted. he opened his mouth to argue when the bell rang, "are you actually going to come to class today?"

"i don't know, i kind of like hearing you recite everything back to me." you playfully shoved his head and grabbed your stuff, "i'm kidding. we'll see. i have some stuff to do before."

"what could you possibly be doing right now?"

"stuff." he responded, "i'll see you later. promise i'll be there."

"you better." he leaned down and kissed your forehead before he was on his way, "i'm holding you to it, mariano." he gave you a thumbs up.

true to his word, jess walked into class as if he hadn't missed the majority if the day, "you know, when you said you had some stuff to do, i didn't think it would take all day."

"you'll be happy to know i got you something." he produced a flower he had definitely picked from the garden on the way to school.

"awh, that's sweet." you cooed, "how much do we owe taylor for it?"

"he won't even know it's missing." jess rolled his eyes, leaning back in his chair then grabbing your hand and holding it in his lap under the table, "i got you something else too, but that'll have to wait till later."

"ooh."

"not like that." he rolled his eyes, "a cd."

"cd? jess mariano, you are spoiling me." you smiled.

"anything to see you smile." he gave you a sarcastic smile.

taylor's 2.5k celly!

[xoluvx]

9 with t swift

t.swift no.1

car sex

she'd been begging. eyes silently pleading. hand teasingly on your thigh. perfectly manicured fingers brushing up your skin in the back of the car. the driver oblivious to your daring look. oblivious to the way you opened your legs. skirt hiking up your thighs. her soft snarl vibrated through your body as she turned to lean into you. fingers hot on your inner thigh. you inhaled holding her wrist guiding her in the direction of your throbbing pussy.

her red lips parted when she felt the wet spot on your underwear. blue eyes turning a shade darker as they widened. you whimpered as the bed of her fingers rubbed your pussy. the fabric of your underwear created a marvelous friction. it shot shivers down your legs and to the tips of your toes. you scooted down the seat, biting your lip trying to stay quiet in that back of that car. she was breathing down your neck, lips staining your skin as you squirmed under her touch.

so hot to the touch. so desperate for release. unable to control your whimpers and moans as she bit your ear warning you of what was to come when you got to the hotel and suddenly this had become the longest ride of your life.

prompt list

[ashes0909]

taylor swift lyrics / prompt list

You'll be flushed when you return

If it feels like a trap, you're already in one

They got no idea about me and you

Stress and holiday shopping traffic

Get it off my desk

No, nothin' good starts in a getaway car

I saw the dimples first

But I didn't pour the whiskey

I think he did it but I just can't prove it

But this is gonna take me down

They say I did something bad / Then why's it feel so good?

Now I'm standing alone in a crowded room

Of you touching my hand in the darkened room

If you're coming my way, just don't

It hits different 'cause it's you

Dancing with our hands tied

So casually cruel in the name of being honest

The worst thing that I ever did / Was what I did to you

You are the best thing that's ever been mine

At least I'm trying

One single thread of gold tied me to you

I had the time of my life fighting dragons with you

I know they said the end is near

So this is me swallowing my pride

Up on the roof with a school girl crush

On sinking ships / You showed up just in time

You're talking shit for the hell of it

Still got scars on my back from your knife

He looks up grinning like a devil

I should've slept with one eye open at night

I bet you think about me

Some guy said my aura's moonstone / Just 'cause he was high

I get drunk on jealousy

A dwindling, mercurial high

Welcome to New York

[supersymmetrys]

Relationship prompts based on Taylor Swift's 1989 album!

WELCOME TO NEW YORK — "When we first dropped our bags on apartment floors took our broken hearts, put them in a drawer" (Visiting a new place, traveling with each other, or moving in together.)

BLANK SPACE — "Oh my god, who is she? I get drunk on jealousy" (Making each other jealous, whether it is accidental or on purpose, teasing the other.)

STYLE — "You got that long hair slicked back white t-shirt and I got that good girl faith and tight little skirt" (Shopping together, getting new clothes for one another, dressing up in their favorite attires).

OUT OF THE WOODS — "When we decided to move the furniture so we could dance" (Fond memories, domestic moments together, the soft side of the relationship.)

ALL YOU HAD TO DO WAS STAY — "You were all I wanted, but not like this." (Right person, wrong time!)

SHAKE IT OFF — "My ex-man brought his new girlfriend she's like Oh my god! but I'm just gonna shake" (Seeing each other after the breakup, trying to act cool in front of the other despite the obvious feelings they still have.)

I WISH YOU WOULD — "I wish you were right here, right now, it's all good, I wish you would" (Spending some time apart, missing each other, talking only through the phone and missing the other's person touch.)

BAD BLOOD — "Did you think we'd be fine? I still got scars on my back from your knife" (Betrayal, a terrible breakup, lovers-to-enemies.)

WILDEST DREAMS — "Tangled up with you all night, burning it down" (The intimate moments, what happens when they’re finally alone.)

HOW YOU GET THE GIRL — "Broke your heart, I'll put it back together" (Apologies, realizing they’re wrong, reconciliations, or the aftermaths of a big fight.)

THIS LOVE — "Your kiss, my cheek, I watched you leave, your smile, my ghost, I watched you leave" (The relationship ended after one of them dies, the relationship still haunts them, literally or metaphorically.)

I KNOW PLACES — "Baby, I know places we won't be found" (Hiding the relationship, sneaking out to meet in the middle of the night.)

CLEAN — "When the flowers that we'd grown together died out of thirst" (Finally getting over a relationship, learning to move on, and forgetting that person.)

WONDERLAND — "Didn't they tell us don't rush into things?" (Falling crazily in love, knowing this will end but doing it anyway, risking everything to be with this person.)

YOU ARE IN LOVE — "You can hear it in the silence, you can feel it on the way home" (The realization, the first time one of them says “I love you” to the other, the point of no return.)

NEW ROMANTICS — "Baby, we're the new romantics, the best people in life are free" (Going out to party, making mistakes, staying up to see the sunrise, and kissing while drunk.)

[miakate-writes]

hii!! :3 i hope you're having a good day (and if not i hope it gets better 💔💔) but i was wondering if you could write some royal x royal dialogue prompts?? like where they're both from two rival kingdoms and they are most definitely NOT supposed to be together or date but they can't resist each other?? (preferably mlm but if not it's fine!!) thank you SO MUCHH IN ADVANCE!!!!!

royal x royal forbidden romance prompts 𐙚˙⋆.˚ ᡣ𐭩

"i can see you being my addiction, you can see me as a secret mission" જ⁀➴ ♡

[a/n: hiiii anon! ty so much for this request, i'm back from my break and request submission are permanently open! i'm also thinking of starting an anon list since ik there's a fair few anons in my inbox at the moment, so if you wanna be part of it just send in another ask with which sign off u want and i'll add u!]

they ALWAYS sneak out to see each other

its usually at the same time every day - which you would assume to be quite suspicious to their families

but they play it off as an evening walk or a morning visit to the orchard (supposedly alone of course)

"you made it" "i always do"

"wait, they'll see us" "there's no one around, stop being so paranoid"

one of them is definitely really confident that they won't get caught and the other is hella paranoid

[lovefortayley]

"Somewhere lost in the colored annals of history lies a place that few have seen. A mysterious place called The Unknown. Where long forgotten stories are revealed to those who travel through the wood."

-Over The Garden Wall

[firstelevens]

prompt list: taylor swift lyrics, pt. iii

part i | part ii | eras tour edition

Below are another fifty prompts drawn from Taylor Swift’s discography. They can be used as dialogue, within narration, or just as inspiration for fics/moodboards/fanart.

Reblog to use as a call for prompts (one pairing/character with one or more numbers) or just to save for inspiration.

in lonely beds

nothing but missing you

through the darkness at 1:58

on the floor, wearing your clothes

the words I held back

around the kitchen in the refrigerator light

alone in a crowded room

can we always be this close?

six months gone and I’m still reaching

loved you three summers

want you for worse or for better

before the monsters caught up to you

you need to hear me out

so quiet in the world tonight

on my guard for the rest of the world

I’ve missed you all this time

I can still feel your arms

leaving too soon

lay my armor down

the only thing we share

from the very first day

don’t say yes

all the city lights on the water

this magic I’ve been feeling

the story of us

forcing laughter, faking smiles

can’t make them stay

when it all broke down

all you’re ever going to be

a drawer of my things at your place

this is me swallowing my pride

keeping secrets just to keep you

they’ll judge it like they know about me and you

silence and patience, pining and anticipation

laughing from the passenger side

had you memorized for so long

a letter left on your doorstep

knew you were trouble

it could stay this simple

laughing like a little kid

a band of thieves

know exactly where this leads

wishing you were at my door

realized what I had

shining like fireworks

is it too soon to do this?

plaid shirt days

I should’ve known

just don’t go

rudely barging in on a white veil occasion

[fleursbae]

midnights prompt list!

i've decided to make another prompt list based off my favorite songs from midnights, taylor swift’s álbum that came out last year, you can request any of these prompts via the ask button!

gentle reminder that i’m currently writing for: daniel ricciardo, charles leclerc, george russell, lewis hamilton and others! please check my guidelines before submitting.

lavender haze — talk your talk and go viral, i just need this love spiral

maroon — and i lost you, the one i was dancing with in new york

anti-hero — i wake up screaming from dreaming one day i'll watch as you're leaving ‘cause you got tired of my scheming

snow on the beach — i can’t speak afraid to jinx it

midnight rain — i guess sometimes we all get just what we wanted, just what we wanted and he never thinks of me

question…? — can i ask you a question? did you ever have someone kiss you in a crowded room?

labyrinth — uh oh, i’m falling in love. oh no, i'm falling in love again

karma — karma is the guy on the screen coming straight home to me

sweet nothing — all that you ever wanted from me was sweet nothing

mastermind — what if i you none of it was accidental and the first night that you saw me, nothing was gonna stop me?

the great war — that was the night i nearly lost you, i really thought i lost you

paris — romance is not dead if you keep it just yours

high infidelity — do you really want to know where i was april 29th?

that’s it everyone! please, submit your prompt with the one person you would like! also, please let me know if you guys would like a prompt list based off speak now (since taylor’s version is coming in july!)

[kiddbegins]

Taylor Swift Inspired Prompts | Pt. 1

note: I hope these get the ideas swirling cause I know her lyrics make things turn in my brain. Pleaseee please please tag me if you use them i would love to read them. also please feel free to send me requests with any (and all) of these :)

of course these can be used as general idea prompts or if you want to use them as direct dialogue, enjoy however!

Debut

— When you think happiness, I hope you think that little black dress

— There's no time for tears, I'm just sittin' here planning my revenge

— I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about And she's got everything that I have to live without

— You put up walls and paint them all a shade of gray And I stood there loving you and wished them all away

— Nobody ever lets me in

— And no one knows That you cry, but you don't tell anyone

— There's pretty girls on every corner They watch him as he's walking home

— And I should've been there in the back of your mind

— A few years had gone and come around We were sitting at our favorite spot in town

— Our song is the slamming screen door Sneakin' out late, tapping on your window

— You and I are painting pictures in the sky

— And you can't see me wanting you the way you want her, but you are everything to me

— Why would you wanna take Our love and tear it all apart now?

Fearless

— Begging you please don't go

— Did I say something way to honest make you run and hide?

— It's like a million little stars spelling out your name

— Mr. 'never had to see me cry'

— I miss screaming and fighting and kissing in the rain

— I said leave but all I really want is you

— time slows down whenever you're around

— I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet, lead her up the stairwell

— If you could see that I'm the onе who understands you

— I can't breathe without you

— And now you're asking me to listen 'Cause it's worked each time before

Speak Now

— You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter

— I run my fingers through your hair and watch the lights go wild

— this is me swallowing my pride standing in front of you saying i'm sorry for that night

— the story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now

— 2am who do you love?

— Stood there and watched you walk away from everything we have

— I'll watch your life in pictures like I used to watch you sleep

— I loved you from the very first day

— And I want you now, wanna need you forever

— We would've been timeless

Red

— Love is a ruthless game

— Losing him was blue like i'd never known

— put your lips close to mine as long as they don't touch

— so casually cruel in the name of being honest

— put my name at the top of your list

— spinning like a girl in a brand new dress

— I think it's strange that you think I'm funny cause he never did

— i just wish you were a better man

— i miss you like it was the very first night

1989

— so hey, let's be friends

— i've been there too a few times

— we were built to fall apart (then fall back together)

— all you had to do was stay

— I wish you knew i'd never forget you as long as I live

— say you'll see me again

— your kiss, my cheek i watched you leave

— didn't they tell us don't rush into things

— coffee at midnight

— please, take me dancing

[spongecakes100]

cheating/infidelity/the other woman fic prompts that are also taylor swift lyrics

we keep quiet, cause we're dead if they knew

it's just wrong enough to make it feel right

i know you wish it was me, don't you?

our secret moments in a crowded room

what would he do if he found us out?

was it worth it? was she worth this?

if my wishes came true, it would've been you

you know damn well for you i would ruin myself

slept next to her, but i dreamt of you all summer long

he wants what's only yours

you shouldn't be begging for forgiveness at my feet

i'll get your longing glances, but she'll get your ring

was it over when she laid down on your couch? was it over when he unbuttoned my blouse?

[lyralit]

heartbreak prompts off taylor swift lyrics

"they tell you that you're lucky but you're so confused, cause you don't feel pretty, you just feel used" the lucky one

"you've got your demons and darling, they all look like me" sad beautiful tragic

"how long will it be cute? all this crying in my room?" nothing new

"I made you my temple, my mural, my sky...now I'm begging for footnotes in the story of your life." tolerate it

"no one knows how much I miss her" the very first night

"that's the kind of heartbreak time could never mend" Cornelia street

"how's your heart after breaking mine?" mr perfectly fine

"desperate people find faith" soon you'll get better

"if the story's over, why am I still writing pages?" death by a thousand cuts

"god rest my soul, I miss who I used to be" would've could've should've

"trying to find a part of me that you didn't touch" death by a thousand cuts

"I can't say hello to you and risk another goodbye" I almost do

"won't let no one break your heart...and even though you want to, please try to never grow up" never grow up

"I guess sometimes we all get just what we wanted" midnight rain

"so I'll say words I don't believe" bigger than the whole sky

"all love ever does is break, and burn, and end." begin again

"just because you're clean don't mean you don't miss it" clean

"you drew stars around my scars, but now I'm bleeding" cardigan

"I never was ready, so I watch you go" champagne problems

"I won't ask you to wait if you don't ask me to stay" tis the damn season

"wasn't it easier in your lunchbox days? always a bigger bed to climb into..." innocent

"I'd like to be my old self again, but I'm still trying to find it" all too well

"and I can go anywhere I want, anywhere I want, just not home." my tears ricochet

"should've kept every grocery store receipt, cause every scrap of yo would be taken from me..." marjorie

"so I'll watch your life in pictures like I used to watch you sleep, and I'll watch you forget me like I used to feel you breathe..." last kiss

[sushirrrry]

THE EDITORIALS — the writing prompt.

since I can remember, taylor swift has been the epitome of source story-telling for me. her incessant thoughts and ideals about love and evolving narratives have inspired me through my teens and into adulthood, which has given me such a voice in my own writing.

when she introduced the tortured poets department, I knew it was going to be the album I found the most comfort in. I understood her right away– it felt like it had truly gone back to the early days of her writing; she had come back to this source of needing to write. needing to establish herself. needing to crumble and throw pieces of paper across the room in fits of rage and anger.

female rage, as she'd call it.

I have referenced taylor many times in my writing– used her lyrics and her themes as a source of inspiration with developing my own characters and their own story. I find it fun to be able to idealize and conceptualize parts of her stories and reinvent them to my own, as I think she would love to see from people who find comfort in her work.

so, as a self-proclaimed writer, that brings us here: the editorials.

this is my own anthology, retold and rewritten. each chapter, each version will tell a different part of the same couple's story. each chapter will help develop their story in a nonlinear timeline.

each chapter will be based off of a song from 'the tortured poets department: the anthology'.

each chapter will have a writing prompt.

if you would like to write your own story, please follow along. it doesn't have to be in this order– mine won't be. use any fandom, any characters— real, fake whatever you'd like. one of my favorite passions is being creative and being inspired by other artists.

I have never strayed from my harry writing, so this is new territory for me. but I want to push myself and I want to make myself better for it. don't worry— I will still be writing harry fanfics. he's not going anywhere!

if you'd like to join and follow along with this prompt, please tag your story chapters or prompts as theeditorialsstorytag so we can all read.

the full list of 31 prompts will be posted soon. as a loyal member of the department, I'm excited about this new endeavor that will keep me creative and to push my boundaries as a writer.

I'm excited for this. I hope you will be too.

- emily

[xoluvx]

prompt list no.1; masterlist

✨ prompt list ✨

no.1 • no.2 • no.3 • no.4 • no.5 • no.6 • no.7 • no.8 • no.9

no.1 • no.2 • no.3

no.1

no.1

no.1

[baubeautyandthegeek]

Frightful Delights - Alpha!Nina Robertson/Omega!Cynthia Taylor

A/N: Fic 12 for @intotheomegaverse 's Halloween Prompt List.

“I hate horror movies…” Cynthia’s sigh is soft even as she shifts into Nina’s side, hiding her face in her Alpha’s neck with a clearly spooked shudder, Nina’s smile soft as she presses a soft kiss to her Omega’s shoulder, then cheek. “It’s not real babe…” “Yeah? Men being… pervy… is.” “I know babe.” Nina’s sigh is soft even as she traces her fingers over Cynthia’s hip. “I’m not going to let anything happen to you.” Later, after the movie, Nina welcomes Cynthia into her lap, feeling her shudder even as she slips into place, her smile soft as she kisses Cynthia lightly, taking her time with her, watching her head tilt back from the pleasure she’s feeling. “Mmm, maybe we should watch horror more often, you’re so cute all scared and needy.”

[fallinforerling]

*ੈ✩ taylor's songs prompt list ༘♡

˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ A/N: What I wrote down are the vibes that each Taylor song gives off FOR ME. But, if you got completely different ones while listening to them, you can list it on the request. I have no problem at all!

˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ TAG ME IF YOU USE IT!

ೃ⁀➷ masterlist

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: ̗̀➛ lover - destined soulmates, perfect match, deep love. | the type of love we all want and manifest while daydreaming. perfect phrase: "i feel like i've known you my whole life"

: ̗̀➛ cardigan - ruined romance, lost chance, hurtful breakup. | the relationship that marked you, and even though you got over it, you'll always remember it from time to time and feel the ghost of the pain. they healed you just to break you again. perfect phrase: "i loved you as much as you hurted me. which was a lot"

: ̗̀➛ august - an affair, a brief romance, secret relationship. | you wanted it to be more, but you were never enough for them; you just wanted to be loved. perfect phrase: "i was up all night wishing you'd call"

: ̗̀➛ style - relinked over and over, same passion, trust issues. | the one person who you can never reject even if you know it's a mistake, years pass and they make you feel the same. they never stay. perfect phrase: "you'll never get over me, i'm unforgettable"

: ̗̀➛ getaway car - rebound, regretting it right away, guilt. | you thought it would make you feel better, but you know you used the other person to get out of a relationship. perfect phrase: "i'm sorry for what i did, i'm sorry about breaking your heart"

: ̗̀➛ paper rings - comitted relationship, finally feeling ready, happiness. | this is your person, you're done looking for anything else because you got everything you ever wanted right here. perfect phrase: "i don't care what happens as long as i'm with you"

: ̗̀➛ don't blame me - love rush, never felt like this before, love of your life. | loving them is like a drug, you never want to leave the honeymoon phase; you're the happiest when you're by their side. perfect phrase: "you're my other half, and without you i'm not myself"

: ̗̀➛ all too well - bad breakup, you lost your self-esteem, why not you? | this one is going to hurt forever and you're going to always wonder what was wrong with you, if it was something you did. you'll curse their name forever. perfect phrase: "i can still remember it like it was yesterday"

: ̗̀➛ anti-hero - bad desicions, self-sabotage, you're the bad guy. | sometimes you're not the victim, and that's okay. you hate yourself for what you'd done. same mistakes over and over. perfect phrase: "i want to, but at the end of the day i'll never learn"

: ̗̀➛ blank space - failed romance, vengence, you didn't loved them. | you have a bad reputation and you like it. you date for fun, so what? and if they did you wrong, you'll just get involvied with their best friend. perfect phrase: "like i care what you think about me"

: ̗̀➛ gorgeous - big crush, obsesed with them, you're too much of a coward, silly jealousy. | they're your friend, but you can't find the courage to tell them how you feel. fake scenarios keep you going. you don't see it, but they flirt with you all the time. perfect phrase: "i wish you notice me at least once, i'm right here"

: ̗̀➛ enchanted - attraction at first sight, crazy chemistry, childish love. | a crush that developed fast and hit you hard. you thought about them all the time since the first time you've met them. they're so dreamy, you wish they could come and confess their love to you. perfect phrase: "i wonder if they noticed how my eyes sparkled when i saw them"

: ̗̀➛ bejeweled - toxic relationship, self-love, validation. | you won't let anyone take you down or extiguish your light because your smile is still the one that brightens every room you step in. perfect phrase: "i don't need you to love me, i already love myself"

: ̗̀➛ the great war - betrayal, resentfulness, stuck in the pass. | you couldn't get over what they did, and maybe you didn't want to either. the scars were too deep to heal. you miss them, but also hate them. perfect phrase: "i can't believe it's possible to love someone as much as you hate them"

: ̗̀➛ delicate - secret relationship, fear of being rejected, deep feelings. | you know you were supposed to be careless and see were does it go, but you like them so much. is it okay to pretend in front of people? you don't know anymore. perfect phrase: "i want you all to myself even though i shouldn't"

: ̗̀➛ karma - betrayal, patience. | they betrayed you, but you know they'll get what they deserve. you're waiting around to corner to see it all. perfect phrase: "i'm sure you knew what was coming. you deserved it"

: ̗̀➛ back to december - guilt, past relationship, you were the jerk. | you still regret how the relationship ended because you two could've been the best couple ever if you just did better; you want them back, but you're not so sure if they want you back. ever. perfect phrase: "if i could back in time i would, but since i can't, i can offer you the promise of something better"