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Hi! I saw that requests were open, so I wonder... can I request an imagine or headcanons (whatever you're more comfortable doing) about Legosi falling for a carnivore s/o and struggling with that after being so sure to be attracted to herbivores only please??
my writing chops are a bit rusty so please excuse me if this feels a bit off đ i had lots of fun writing it though!! if anyone is interested in a part 2, please let me know! i think it's a cool concept to explore and would love to do more with this >:) thank's for requesting and i hope you enjoy!
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pairing: Beastars - legoshi x carnivore!gn!reader - feeling conflicted over falling for a carnivore hcâs
warnings: internalized ...species-phobia??, brief locker-room talk from bill, implied love triangle if you squint
- now this just threw him for an absolute loop
-Â i mean, sure legoshi has always been more than capable of recognizing when a carnivore would be considered conventionally attractive
- but to actually FEEL attracted to them himself???
- manages to convince himself that maybe he just really likes you,,,,as a fellow peer?
- why else would he feel so strongly towards you?
- it had to be some pack-mentality science! yeah, definitely! đ¤
- but it's hard to ignore the way his ears perk at the sound of your voice during class
- or the slight wag of his tail when he catches your scent in the hallways
- or how his heart seems to stop whenever you look in his direction,,,, đ
- it's like you were sent into his life specifically to shake him up, it's so confusing!
- so his best solution to this? avoiding you entirely.
- outta sight outta mind đŤĄ
- sitting extremely far away from your spot in classes, changing which hallway routes he takes, getting to and leaving the cafeteria way before/after you
- it's a perfect plan, really!
- except you don't leave his mind
- no matter where he is or what he's doing, images and questions about you creep into his thoughts
- 'what do they like to do in their free time? they have a really pretty smile, i bet it attracts a lot of people... are they interested in dating right now? would they even be interested in a grey wolf, for that matter? how do they keep their fur looking so soft?'
- he even makes more time to hang around with haru to try reinforce his established attraction to just herbivores
- the only thing this really achieves is sending him into a spiral about how he's attracted to two different people now
- and when you get scouted into the drama club as one of the dancers, it's even harder to keep you out of his sight
- starts making slip-ups with angling the lighting correctly since his focus can't help but shift to you during rehearsals
- the others in the backstage crew actually start asking if he's alright because he never makes this many mistakes
- he thinks every movement you make is so graceful, controlled and confident,,,
- it's a testament to the way you own your strengths and effortlessly channel them into your skills; it makes it undeniably alluring to watch the way you move
- wait! no! it's normal for most carnivores to be good at the physical arts so it's not attraction, just admiration for how good you are!
- denial is a river in egypt,,,,
- this cycle goes on for quite some time until the first dress rehearsal
- "oh man, did you see how good [name] looks out there in their costume? what a hot bod, especially doing all those poses and bends during the dance routine! heh, what i'd do to get a piece of that... huh? hey, legoshi, what's got you all wound-up?"
- hearing bill talk about you like that and subsequently having to hold back from hurtling a mean punch his way, legoshi finally accepted that this was a feeling he had to address đ
- despite the borderline obsessive pull toward you, he realizes he doesn't actually know you beyond being classmates and drama club members together
- eventually concludes the best course of action is to formally introduce himself and hopefully spend some time together
- figures it's also a good way to see if these feelings grow or fade the more he gets to know you, maybe it really is just some carnivore pack-mentality thing!
- best-case scenario is that he just really wanted to be friends with you so he can continue pursuing haru without worry, but only time will tell now...
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#beastars#beastars x reader#beastars x gn reader#beastars legoshi x reader#beastars legoshi x gn reader#legoshi x reader#legoshi x gn reader#x gn reader#x carnivore reader#romantic#strangers to friends#strangers to lovers#implied love triangle
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Prioritising: how to prioritise + use it effectively to take control of your life.
Hi girliesđŠđ So yesterday i was incredibly lazy and unproductive and pathetic. I didnât do any work and i was mostly on the screens. The worst part about it is that it was unintentional. Meaning that if it was planned as a âoff dayâ bc i did a bunch of work that week, it would be fine. But it wasnât planned. And it felt utterly horrible.
So i decided to take control of my life because i have no one to blame but MYSELF. I am in complete control of myself so now i am going to use that to my best advantage. Itâs time toâŚ
â¨prioritise what mattersâ¨
This is a step-by-step guide to how to prioritise what actually matters to you and then acting on it. So without further ado, lettuce(random pun sorry) begin :)
Step 1: figure out whats important to you/ your goals.
Whatâs important to you in life? Is it being online and scrolling on your phone all day? Or is it getting good grades, staying healthy and happy? What is it? Identify this first.
For me, its:
Time with loved ones
Enough sleep
Good grades + being smart & educated
Looking and feeling good + taking care of myself
Having hobbies & skills
God
This is the first step to learning how to prioritising things. Itâs not about doing a bunch of hard work for something that you dont even care about, itâs so that you can do a bunch of hard work for something you do care about, so youâre working towards a goal.
Step 2: make an action plan to achieve/ accomplish these.
So now that you know whats really important and what matters to you (aka your goals), create some bullet points/ things you can do to achieve those goals.
For example;
Goal: spending more time with loved ones
Spend time with my sibling
Talk more to my parents
Call grandma / friends
Goal: getting high grades + being smart & educated
Study study study. Study for tests at least a week in advance
Read a lot. Not just what you normally read, read outside your comfort zone! (So for me this would be history, classics, arts & fashion, etc.)
Listen to podcasts about different things
Goal: feeling & looking good + taking care of myself
Wash hair 2x a week
Skincare
Pamper yourself + self care days
Exercise
Going outside/ walking
Posture!! (Calling YOU out)
Final: execution
Once you know these mini goals/ habits/ steps you need to take, then its time for the most important part:
Execution.
Doing all this, is completely USELESS if you donât apply it to your life. So now itâs time to actually do it.
âB-b-but i dont have time!â
Um okay.. but you have time for scrolling? Use this thing i once heard called âtime stealingâ.
Whenever you catch yourself scrolling or doing something unintentionally unproductive, then stop yourself and use that time instead on doing something that moves you towards your goal.
Having the steps you can take to reach those goals written down somewhere means that whenever you feel bored or need something productive to do, you have those things to go to!
Xoxo, Vanilla.
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back to december
oscar piastri x fem!reader
in which he wishes he could go back in time and change what he did. sheâs willing to give him one last chance.
part 1 part 2
warnings: none
sunday kalogeras is used for pictures but ofc you can imagine yn as anyone!
december 19th 2024
since receiving oscarâs message, yn had no idea what to do about it. she spent days thinking of what to say, and how to say it. there was no way sheâd be taking him back instantly, the break up hurt her too much for her to be willing to do that.
although, if he could genuinely prove that he wasnât going to change his mind again in the future, she was open to putting it all behind them. what she needed to know was that he wasnât going to accuse her of not being there for him again.
that was what she found most unfair about the reasoning behind their break up.
she had always tried to be there for him, no matter the distance, and no matter the time in her home city. if he needed her, she supported him.
as the days passed, she realised she needed to text him back. even if it was just a simple message, she needed to respond. she wanted to respond.
walking into the cafe down the road from her house, yn immediately spotted oscar sat at their usual table. he looked ridiculously stressed, but so was she and the unusual clamminess of her hands reflected that.
taking a deep breath, she walked over and sat down opposite him. âhi,â she breathed, almost surprised her legs hadnât forced her to walk right out of there and go back home.
âhey,â he gave her a half smile. âthank you for wanting to talk to me. i know i screwed up big time, i just⌠yeah.â
she nodded. âof course. what did you want to talk about that couldnât be said over text?â
âeverything i said that day⌠i wish i could take it all back,â he sat back in his chair and began anxiously fiddling with his hands. âi donât even know why i said any of it, i didnât mean it at all. youâve been so supportive since day one and no distance changed that. iâm a fucking idiot for ruining everything.â
yn crossed her arms, leaning forwards so they rested on the table. âwhy did you say all of that?â she asked. âyouâre saying that you didnât mean it but⌠why say it then?â
oscar took a deep breath. âi donât know,â he ran his hand over his face. âi really donât. i canât take it back, as much as i wish that i could, but i will do whatever i can to make it up to you.â
âlook, i just need to know that if we get back together, youâre not going to do that again.â
âi promise you, i will never do anything like that ever again.â
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f1wagupdates, oscar piastri and (ex?) girlfriend yn yln spotted out in melbourne. do we think theyâre back together? đ
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user1, pls pls pls pls be back together pleaseeeee
user2, NO LONGER A CHILD OF DIVORCE ???
⤡ user3, WE WON MAYBE
user4, stop itâs been so long since they publicly interacted we are so back
december 26th 2024
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yourusername, âď¸đđ
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landonorris, thank fuck, i couldnât watch him mope around anymore i was going insane
⤡ yourusername, đđ good to know he missed me ig
oscarpiastri, caption is so creative
⤡ yourusername, donât make fun of me loser
⤡ oscarpiastri, sorry sorry itâs a work of art
yourbff, youâre so pretty đđ and heâs there too!
⤡ yourusername, love u đđ
user5, WE ARE SO BACK!!!
this is the final part :) hope you liked it <3
tags: @l1li4n @yara011 @daemyratwst @sie17136 @dark-night-sky-99 @revrse @hadids-world
#f1 smau#f1 x reader#formula 1 smau#formula 1 x reader#formula 1#f1#oscar piastri smau#oscar piastri angst#oscar piastri x you#oscar piastri one shot#oscar piastri imagine#oscar piastri x reader#oscar piastri#formula 1 imagine#f1 angst#f1 imagine#f1 fic
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JUST GIVE ME A REASON (J.JH)đŞ
SUMMARY: you didnât think think you could possibly hate performing at your schools spring showcase until you were paired up with your mortal enemy, Jung Jaehyun. but you guys are singing a love song, and god knows what love songs do to youngins like you.
GENRE: enemies(ish) to lovers , college au, performance arts majors! y/n and jaehyun, humor, fluff, tiny bit of angst, lovers in denial but its just y/n LMFAO
WARNINGS: profanity, jokes about death, inaccurate depictions of performance arts majors, jaehyun and y/n are constantly at each others necks but in a kinda cute way�
NOTES: AHHHHHH my first actual written piece!!!! iâve had this fic partially finished for a LONG ass time and iâm finally releasing it for you lovelies to readđđđhope you love it as much as i do :)
WORD COUNT: 15.5k
TAGLIST: @shiningnono @stickwme2 @mmjhh1998 @bluedbliss @peachfulnight
âŞ(ŕšá´âĄá´ŕš)⪠(ŕšá´âĄá´ŕš)⪠(ŕšá´âĄá´ŕš)⪠(ŕšá´âĄá´ŕš)⪠(ŕšá´âĄá´ŕš)âŞ
its in the stars
itâs been written in the scars on our hearts
When Mark Lee told you that Professor Kim would choose the pairs for this year's talent show, you believed it wouldnât be too bad.
You were wrong. So humiliatingly wrong.
There you were, staring at the bulletin board outside the classroom, shocked and angry to your very core. You read the line with your name over and over again hoping, praying, that it was somehow a typo.
âJung Jaehyun?! He paired me with Jaehyun?â You shrieked, your best friends Mark and Donghyuck snickering from beside you.
âHey, heâs a pretty good singer,â Mark nudges you. You glare at him and he holds his hands up in defense.
âHeâs a dick is what he is, Mark! You canât possibly tell me you still like him after what he did to me,â You huff. Mark is scared to answer, but much to his delight, Professor Kim steps out of the classroom to greet students.
âAh, Y/N! I take it that youâve seen who I partnered you up with,â he smiles.
âProf, can I please switch? Iâll perform with anyone else just not him,â you plead and he laughs directly in your face.
âNope. No changing or switching partners.â
Your eye twitches.
âProf-â Your voice is scarily low, and this cues Mark and Hyuck to whisk you into the classroom.
âIâll kill him, I swear,â you grumble.
âListen bub, just stick with it for this performance. Three weeks of rehearsal and two nights of performances. You can do that,â Hyuck says gently, patting your head in an attempt to calm you down.
You mumble a âfineâ under your breath and make your way to your seat. You stare blankly as the students pile into the lecture hall, one of them being the one and only Jung Jaehyun himself. He catches your eye and smirks, obviously having seen the list outside the classroom. You see him stray away from his original seat, making a beeline for the empty seat next to you that you use to hold your bag.
âHyuck, switch seats with me,â You slap his arm repeatedly.
âWhat? No, I always sit in the middle,â He brushes you off as he takes out his laptop.
âMark?â
âSur- Actually, I think Iâm good,â He smirks.
You look at him in confusion and realize heâs watching Jaehyun as he approaches you. He taps Hyuck to alert him, and now theyâre both laughing under their breaths. You make a mental note to get new friends.
Jaehyun is now standing in the aisle, beaming at you with a shit-eating grin on his stupid face.
âHey partner, mind moving the bag?â
âThe seats taken,â
âNo, itâs not, just move your bag.â
âI donât want to,â
âY/N-â
âHere! Iâll take your bag my sweet,â Hyuck pipes up from next to you. You stare at him in horror as he takes your bag and winks at you, placing the bag under his feet.
âThank you, Donghyuck,â Jaehyun smiles and plops himself down next to you.
âOf course Jaehyun! Any friend of Y/Nâs is a friend of ours,â Mark quips, and you burrow your head in your hands with a groan.
Youâre banging your head repeatedly on the table as the boys begin talking about the upcoming performance, and you silently pray to yourself that God would take you out at this very moment.
âAw, donât act like that, partner! Weâre gonna have so much fun.â
Jaehyun puts his arm around you and pulls you closer to him, causing you to thrash around and accidentally elbow Hyuck in the chest. A loud groan is heard throughout the lecture hall and everyone turns to look at him, and Mark offers an apologetic smile.
âDonghyuck and Y/N. Letâs keep quiet back there, yeah?â
You both mumble apologies to Professor Kim and glare at each other. Mark shushes both of you and points toward the front of the class, and you direct your attention to the screen. The words âSPRING SHOWCASEâ glare back at you in ugly bold letters.
âStudents! As you all know, the spring showcase is only a month away. This year, the music department and I have decided to assign partners rather than letting you choose, as to avoid constant repeats.â (READ: Mark and Hyuck high-five under the table.)
A chorus of complaints is heard throughout the lecture hall, the loudest being you, Mark, and Hyuck. The Spring Showcase was your guysâ favourite time of the year because it meant you three doing what you love most together, then getting to show it to the entire school.
âProf! The whole point of the spring showcase is to showcase our talents! What if weâre paired with people we donât work well with?!â You exclaim, and Jaehyun scoffs next to you.
âYeah, Prof! What if our partner constantly has a stick up her as-â
âFunny! Considering the fact that during the winter showcase the microphone stand actually almost went up your a-â
âThat was the tech crew's fault! I didnât know the mic would rise so soon!â
âLet's avoid talking about such things in the classroom, please.â Professor Kim pipes up. You both roll your eyes at each other and you feel Donghyuck pat your head again.
For the next hour, youâre pretty sure Professor Kim is probably mentioning crucial information about the spring showcase, but all you could think about was the living nuisance that was Jeong Jaehyun. His very presence next to you was driving you up the wall and knowing that you would have to see him every day for a month straight made your face feel hot with rage.
âThatâs it for today's class! All pairs must submit their songs by the end of the week! Group rehearsals start as soon as every pair has submitted their song choice.â
Students start slowly trickling out of the lecture hall as others linger around to talk to friends. You slump down into your seat and stare into the distance, Mark and Donghyuck making small talk with Jaehyun as they pack their bags.
âY/N? Are you listening?â Mark nudges your shoulder gently. You shake your head, still staring off into the distance.
âWe said letâs go grab lunch near campus,â Hyuck holds your bag out for you.
âHow can you even eat in this situation?â You sigh dramatically.
Your friends roll their eyes at you, while Jaehyun smiles, almost contently, at your misery. He puts a hand on your shoulder, causing you to scowl and turn your head to look at him.
âIâll see you guys later. Iâll be waiting for your text partner,â He winks at you and you make a face.
âPlease run in front of a bus.â
âOnly if youâre next to me!â He calls out as he leaves the lecture hall.
You decide right then and there that it wouldnât be too bad if you were sentenced to death row.
*シăďžď˝Ľ*:.・..・.:*シ'âŞ(ŕšá´âĄá´ŕš)âŞ'シ*:.・. .・.:*シăďžď˝Ľ*
Fridays usually meant two things for you and your friends: One, the canteen would be serving ice cream, and two, all of your classes ended early.
With that being said, it became a tradition for you three to meet after class at your designated table in the canteen with your respective ice cream cups in hand. However, this Friday was a little different.
âIs that Y/N I see?â
Youâre picking at Donghyucks ice cream when you hear an aggravating voice shout from across the room. You cower in your seat out of embarrassment, your friends snickering at the boy desperately trying to get your attention. He rushes over and slides into the seat across from you.
âY/N? My dearest partner?â
âWhat the hell do you want, Jaehyun?â you say through gritted teeth.
âAw, did our sweet little princess Y/N not get enough sleep?â He reaches over to pat your head and you swat his hand away. âDid you think about what song you wanted to do with me?â
âJust give me a reason,â you mumble with a mouthful of ice cream.
âUm, for the showcase? For an honors student, youâre kinda dumb, babe.â
You choke on your ice cream and Mark stifles a laugh from beside you.
âThe song. Just Give Me A Reason by P!nk and Nate Ruess.â
Jaehyuns smirk falters. The tips of his ears glow red as Donghyuck stares at him with judgment written all over his sunkissed features.
âYeah, right.â He clears his throat and rubs the back of his neck. You could practically see the gears turning in his head as he searches for a comeback. âBit of a hard song for you, no?â
âWorry about yourself and your pre-pubescent voice cracks,â You state calmly, not having to look at him to know you struck a chord.
âThat happened-â He shouts, lowering his voice upon realizing he was getting stares from the people around him, âyears ago. My throat was dry.â
âIt was last year,â Mark states, earning a pointed glare from Jaehyun.
âWhatever!â He throws his hands up in exasperation and stands up to leave.
âSo thatâs a yes?â You call after him as he walks away from the table, and he flips you off in return. You take that as a yes.
âGood song choice for you guys to fall in love,â Hyuck mumbles as he licks his spoon clean.
âPardon?â You raise an eyebrow at him.
âA love song for lovebirds. Good one,â He says almost matter of factly, and you look around the cafeteria.
âAre the lovebirds in the room with us?â
âHeâs not wrong, you know. Every boy/girl duo that has done a love song ended up in a relationship within 24 hours of the showcase,â Mark points his spoon around as he talks.
âYou guys seriously believe that? Itâs just Music Department superstition, nothing else to it.â
You swirl your spoon inside your cup of melted chocolate ice cream as you ponder. You vaguely recall the buzz around the two seniors last year who kissed on stage after their duet.
âI canât believe youâd call it superstition! Itâs deep rooted lore thats an important part of our history as music students!â Donghyuck exaggerates.
You roll your eyes as he begins his deep dive into the stories surrounding your department. As he nears the end of his rambling, you feel a tap on your shoulder and turn.
âYes, Soojin?â You muster a smile as you look at the girl in front of you.
Kang Soojin. Your campuses day one it girl and the bane of your existence. To be fair, you wouldâve never had a problem with her had she been a decent human being towards you from the start, but for some unknown reason you found yourself bearing the brunt of her hatred since highschool.
âWhy was Jae just talking to you?â Her high-pitched voice pierces your ears and you wince.
âWho?â
âJaehyun? Jung Jaehyun? Donât act stupid,â She snaps.
âOh, heâs my partner for the spring showcase. He was asking what song we should do,â You blink at her.
âTry not to stick around him too much. Youâll rub off on him and I donât need that,â She snickers before turning on her heel and walking away.
Youâre left absolutely flabbergasted, processing her words before turning to your friends with your mouth agape.
âWhat the fuck?â You whisper, struggling to come to terms with what just happened.
âShe does not play about Jaehyun,â Mark lets out a low whistle.
âWhy is she talking to me like I want to be around him? I was literally forced into this,â You huff.
âWait, hold on,â Hyuck starts, hands beckoning you and Mark to come closer. âYou guys know Johnny? I heard him telling Doyoung that Jaehyun rejected Soojin in front of all her friends on Valentine's Day. She cried and everything.â
âWhat an asshole. No wonder why the poor girl is always pissy,â You mumble.
âMaybe sheâs pissy towards you because her man wants you,â Mark wiggles his eyebrows and you make a face.
âEw, no. Never put that into the universe,â You shake your finger at him.
âYou wonât be saying that after the spring showcase,â Hyuck sings, licking the last bit of ice cream off his spoon.
You mumble profanities under your breath and narrow your eyes at the boy in front of you, but a tinge of anxiety bubbles in your stomach. As sure as you were that you could never possibly develop feelings for Jaehyun, you truly donât know what could happen after spending that much time together.
You shudder. You canât afford to spiral too deep into your thoughts right now, especially in front of Mark and Donghyuck who watch your every reaction like hawks. You let out a fake cough in an attempt to regain composure.
âSo, what should we get for lunch?â
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your head is running wild again
my dear, we still have everything
Your first week of rehearsals with Jaehyun was nothing short of a nightmare.
His incessant teasing and nitpicking had begun to drive you up the wall, and quite frankly you donât think youâve ever been closer to crashing out.
âProfessor! Y/N wonât act like sheâs in love with me and itâs ruining the stage chemistry!â Jaehyun calls out from the stage, much like a fifth grader snitching to their teacher.
It was a Friday evening in the auditorium where your class had been rehearsing for the spring showcase. You and Jaehyun had barely finished singing before his features were taken over by his stupid signature smirk and he asked to stop the song.
âUm, while I donât believe she needs to pretend to be in love with you, I do believe you are lacking a bit of emotion, Y/N. This is a love song, and well, you donât exactly look too pleased to be sharing the stage with Jaehyun,â Professor Kim articulates carefully, looking at you expectantly as if he could see the impending breakdown written all over your features.
You offer a tight-lipped smile to your professor, knowing that he was right but you could not, for the life of you, muster a smile in Jaehyunâs presence. âCan another pair go now? I need a minute.â
Professor Kim nods and you quickly walk off, stomping backstage and down the stairs before beelining for the auditorium exit. You push the doors open and step into the corridor, huffing out a breath as you try to collect yourself.
âGreat, this is the perfect spot for us to practice,â Jaehyun pipes up from behind you as he shuts the door.
âGod, why did you follow me?â You groan, making the mistake of turning around just in time for him to run right into you, âEver heard of personal space?â
âIâm practicing,â He shrugs, not budging from his spot. You attempt to take a step back but he steps forward, and you swear you were on the verge of a psychotic break.
âJaehyun, if you donât step the fuck back-â
âYou need to be better at pretending that you love me, so Iâm helping you,â He remarks, his smirk widening at the way your face flushes.
âWhat the hell are you talking about? I donât need your help,â You put both hands on his chest to push him away, but your efforts prove to be useless when he grabs both of your wrists with one hand and tugs them down.
You can feel the embarrassment start to settle in at the realization that Jaehyun was definitely trying to get a reaction out of you right now, and it was definitely working in his favor. Each step you took back, he took forward, his hand still holding onto your wrists.
âNow if Iâm not mistaken,â He pauses, tapping his chin thoughtfully, stepping forward and effectively trapping you against the wall of the corridor, âI think you have a little crush on me, sweetheart.â
You try to rack your brain for any sort of comeback, but all that comes out of you is a weak scoff, âYou are mistaken.â
Jaehyun chuckles darkly at your weak argument, the sound sending chills up your spine as you press yourself impossibly closer to the wall.
âIs that so? Is that why you canât even look me in the eye right now?â He lowers his head so that youâre both face to face, and your cheeks burn a bright red when you indeed canât meet his scrutinizing glare.
âThatâs what I thought,â He scoffs, releasing your hands in favor or pressing both of his against the wall behind you, efficiently caging you in between his arms. âTell me sweetheart, why do you keep pretending that you hate me?â
The question catches you off guard, your brows furrowing at the accusation that was just thrown at you. You manage to regain your composure for long enough to speak up, âWhat makes you think Iâm pretending?â
âJust a feeling I have,â He shrugs, âand maybe because I let both of your hands go for quite some time now and you have yet to push me away. Would you like to tell me why that is?â
You look down at both of your hands and back up at him, heat rushing up your neck and painting your cheeks a scarlet hue. You shove his chest and let out an exhale when youâre free from the confines of his arms. You mentally curse yourself for standing there gawking at him like an idiot instead of pushing away sooner.
âBoth of our lives would be much easier if you admitted it, Y/N,â He sing-songs from behind you, his voice giving away the obvious smirk that was plastered on his face.
âAdmitted what?â You turn around with your arms crossed.
âThat you like our little game. That you donât hate me like you want everyone to believe,â He states simply, tucking his hands into his pants pocket.
Something about the way he was so sure of himself almost convinced you that he was right, that maybe you put on this act because there was something ugly and complex buried beneath the surface. Before you can allow your thoughts to consume the space between you and Jaehyun, you shake your head to get rid of them completely.
âYouâre delusional,â You mumble weakly, turning to walk back into the auditorium. You can hear Jaehyunâs laugh from behind you and you grimace, quickly walking back to your spot where Mark and Donghyuck look at you with taunting eyes.
âSoâŚyou and Jaehyun took quite some time outside. Mind sharing with the class what you two did that has you looking like that?â Hyuck rests his chin in the palm of his hand as he tilts his head curiously at you.
âLooking like what?â You frantically smooth a hand over your hair, uselessly tugging at your top as you try to remain presentable.
âLetâs see. Red cheeks, shaky hands, glossy eyes, and,â Mark pauses to lean in closer to you, inhaling briefly before he nods and pulls away with a hum, âYou smell like him.â
Your eyes widen as you bring your arm up to your nose, cursing when the familiar scent of Jaehyunâs cologne tickles your nostrils. âItâs not what you think, we just talked.â
Donghyuck furrows his eyebrows with a slight pout, rubbing his chin in mock thought. âNow, correct me if Iâm wrong Mark, but talking to someone usually doesnât end up with you smelling like them. Am I correct?â
âIâm afraid you are correct, Donghyuck. Iâm curious, Y/N. Do you usually go home smelling like one of us after weâve talked?â Mark prods, and you groan, running a hand over your face in frustration as your friends continue to tease you.
As Mark and Donghyuck continue their unrelenting jokes beside you, your eyes flicker towards Jaehyunâs form as he walks back into the auditorium with his hands in his pockets. His eyes catch yours and his lips immediately curl into a smirk, his left eye dropping to a wink as he regards you with a hint of amusement on his features.
Despite the way you narrow your eyes at him, your body almost doesnât allow you to look away from him even after his eyes refocus on your professor. Your eyes trail from his eyes to his nose, stopping involuntarily at his lips as he rubs them together. Youâre entranced by the way his tongue darts out to wet the surface, and you grow more frustrated by the second at the way the beating of your heart betrays the nagging in your brain that tells you to look away.
For a second, youâre almost convinced heâs doing this on purpose, putting on a show because he knows youâre watching, and your suspicions are confirmed when he turns his head to the side to look at you, his smirk resurfacing when he notices the way your eyes remain on him.
You will yourself to look away, clearing your throat as you try to calm the drumming in your chest. You straighten your posture in the uncomfortable wooden seat before your phone vibrates in your lap and you try to look down at it without drawing Mark or Hyuckâs attention.
jaehyun: still denying it?
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youâre not broken just bent
and we can learn to love again
Monday mornings were on the long list of things you didnât like.
It was the only day out of the week that you had a 9 AM class, and to make matters worse you shared that class with none other than the anti-christ himself.
âPsst. Y/N,â Jaehyun whispers from the seat behind you.
You rub at your temples and take a deep breath, doing your best to remain calm and not commit aggravated assault.
As your professor walks in, you turn to get your laptop out of your bag, only to notice it wasnât hanging on the back of your seat where you left it. You turn to the boy behind you with a pointed glare, and your eyes flick down to your bag in his lap.
âJaehyun,â You warn.
âY/N,â He mocks your tone.
âGive it back,â You reach over to grab your bag but he leans back to avoid your touch.
âWhy should I?â He teases.
You pinch the bridge of your nose to ease the headache that was forming. âYouâre holding my bag and youâre asking me why I need it back?â
âTell me what you need and I can give it to you,â A taunting smile makes its way onto his face and you feel your composure slowly slipping.
âJaehyun, I swear to fucking God if you donât-â
âAlright students, letâs begin our lesson for today. I need all eyes to the front,â Your professor's voice cuts through the room and you clench your jaw.
âYou probably need your laptop, donât you?â Jaehyun jeers, pulling your laptop out and waving it in front of your face. You start to wonder what you did in your past life to deserve this kind of karma.
You grab the laptop from his hands before he can change his mind, turning your attention toward the powerpoint thatâs projected onto the screen.
As your professor carries through the lesson, you type your notes fervently to keep up with his words. Your laptop dings and a notification pops up in the corner, causing your eyes to divert from the powerpoint to your screen. Your face sours when you see Jaehyun trying to Airdrop something to you, and you quickly hit decline before refocusing on your professor. Youâre only able to regain your focus for a few seconds before another ding catches your attention. You decline the Airdrop request, pulling out your phone and typing out a rather angry message to the idiot behind you.
you: can you stop being annoying im actually trying to pay attention
jaehyun: youâre texting međĽşđĽşđĽş
jaehyun: whatâd you save my name as ;)
you: jaehyun ???????
jaehyun: no heart emojis ?? wheres the love ;(
you: there is none
you: now leave me the FUCK alone or you wonât make it home after class
jaehyun: just accept the airdrop i promise you wonât regret it :))
You roll your eyes at the message before a notification pops up on your phone that makes your jaw drop. It was an Airdrop request from Jaehyun, your screen showing a picture of him standing in the mirror shirtless with his sweatpants hanging low on his hips. You ogle for longer than youâd like to admit, your eyes scanning the dips of his abs and the way his hip bones peek out from the waistband of his sweats. You shake yourself out of your daze, tapping the screen rapidly to decline the request. You see a message from Jaehyun pop up.
jaehyun: like what you see baby?
You peek over your shoulder with your face twisted in disgust and Jaehyun winks at you.
you: not in the slightest
You shut your phone off and put it face down on your desk, attempting to return your attention towards the lesson in front of you, but much to your dismay your mind reels with thoughts of the picture Jaehyun had sent you. The image he sent sears itself into your brain and your heart beats a little quicker against your own will. You clench your teeth in anger that you could only really direct at yourself and the way your mind has begun to waver when it comes to Jaehyun, the line between hatred and something thats definitely not that blurring more as the days go by.
âThatâs it for today! Enjoy the rest of your week and Iâll see you next Monday,â Your professor's voice brings you out of your daze, your eyes darting around as if you were afraid that anyone could read your thoughts.
âStill thinking about it?â Jaehyunâs lips are dangerously close to the shell of your ear and you jump in your seat.
âPersonal space, Jaehyun, Jesus fucking Christ,â You pant with a hand on your chest.
âSeems like you were a little distracted. Penny for your thoughts?â He teases, leaning his arms on the back of your chair as you gather your belongings.
âThinking about ways to get rid of your body,â You mutter, reaching out to grab your bag but he holds his arm above his head.
âNot so fast, sweetheart,â He tuts. âWalk with me to my next class.â
âWhatâs with you today? Did you wake up this morning and decide that making me miserable was your goal?â You question.
âJust feeling a little lonely,â He shrugs, and you try to search his features for any signs of humor, your lips turning down into a frown when you realize he wasnât joking.
âOh,â You trail off, feeling a strange tug at your heart when he looks at you expectantly. âWhatever. Lead the way.â
He bounces on the balls of his feet before exiting the classroom with you in tow. He walks towards the glass doors that lead to the courtyard and you stop abruptly.
âIs your class in another building?â You quirk a brow.
âYeah, something like that,â He smirks, eyes glinting with mischief as he turns back around and you continue to trail behind him.
You follow him as he walks off campus and eventually into the school's parking lot, your eyes narrowing at the back of his head as you stop in your tracks.
âYou donât have another class today, do you?â You stand with a hand on your hip as he turns around scratching his neck.
âNot really,â He laughs sheepishly, âbut I need to ask you for a favor.â
âYou couldnât just ask me after class? You had to lie to me and practically kidnap me?â You look at him bewildered.
âI wanted to ask you in private,â He frowns.
âWeâre in an open parking lot, Jaehyun.â
He looks around, suddenly realizing that there are students bustling around the parking lot. The tips of his ears burn a bright red as you run a hand through your hair in exasperation.
âOkay, whatever, Iâll just ask you. I need you to be my date for the sports banquet this Friday.â
You tilt your head quizzically, eyebrows furrowing as you look at the boy in front of you,âYouâre joking, right?â You laugh.
âIâm serious,â He winces when your laugh trails off, shutting his eyes as if expecting you to freak out any moment now.
âOf all the people you know, you decided to ask me? What gave you the impression that this would be a good idea?â You question him slowly.
âI-okay hear me out. I needed a date and I canât ask any of the girls I know because A. Iâve hooked up with some of them and B. they were already asked by my other friends and I canât be the only one without a date Y/N, that shit is so embarrassing-â
âOkay, stop,â You hold a hand up to cut off his rambling and he quickly closes his mouth.
You ponder for a moment as you stare at Jaehyun, who shifts his weight from one foot to the other as he looks down at the ground. Youâve never seen him this nervous, his hands fidgeting with the keychains hanging from your bag that heâs still holding and his foot tapping on the ground. You donât know what takes over you as you clear your throat to speak up.
âYou owe me,â You mumble.
His eyes widen as he stares at you, expecting you to laugh in his face and say you were kidding, but when that never comes a smile slowly spreads across his features.
âYouâre serious, right? Seriously serious? You canât take it back- actually, Iâm going to RSVP for the both of us right now,â He pulls out his phone and types quickly, and you find his excitement rather endearing. You catch yourself smiling and your face drops.
When the fuck did Jung Jaehyun become endearing to you?
You snatch your bag away from him as he types on his phone. âText me the details. Iâm going home,â You stammer, frantically swinging your bag over your shoulder and turning around.
âWait, I can drive you!â He calls after you but you wave your hand in dismissal, pulling up your recent calls on your phone and tapping on the first name on the list as you speed walk away from Jaehyun.
âDonghyuck. You and Mark at my apartment tonight. Iâve lost my fucking mind.â
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you stole my heart
and i, your willing victim
âAnd then I said yes! Like a fucking loser with no ounce of dignity, I said yes! Is that not the craziest, most batshit insane thing Iâve ever done?â
Mark and Donghyuck are currently sat at your kitchen island, distractedly munching on the array of snacks you put out for them as you debrief them on the events that had occurred earlier in the day.
âI had absolutely no reason to say yes. But it's like, he looked so nervous and I felt bad? Why the fuck did I feel bad?!â You huff angrily, squinting your eyes at your best friends when you notice them wordlessly chewing.
âHello? A little bit of engagement would be appreciated, guys,â You wave a hand in front of their faces.
âDo you have juice or something? These chips are dry as fuck,â Donghyuck gets up to sift through your fridge.
âAre you even listening to me? Mark, what do you think?â You shift your attention to the glasses-wearing boy in front of you.
âI think,â He hums, staring off into the distance as he chews slowly on a tortilla chip, âthat these chips need dip. Pass me the guac, Hyuck.â
âMark!â You whine, your friend putting his hands up in defense as he takes the container of guacamole from Donghyuck.
âBub, youâre not gonna like what we say so I donât think there's any point in us saying it,â Donghyuck shrugs, sipping on the bottle of iced tea he took from your fridge.
âAnything is better than nothing. Iâm all ears,â You push your hair behind your ears and motion for them to continue.
âI think you did it because you have feelings for him,â Hyuck states matter of factly and Mark draws his lips into a thin line while nodding.
âWrong. Next,â You dismiss, the boys in front of you shrugging at your denial.
âOkay, next is he probably likes you too,â Mark points out.
âEven more wrong. Can we start being realistic please?â You plead, groaning when your friends shake their heads.
âThink about it! That man knows more women than you know people-â
âOkay, rude-â
âYet he chose the one girl who, allegedly, hates him and isnât trying to hop on his dick. He is very obviously into you, or at the very least heâs interested.â
Donghyuckâs hands are on his hips now, Mark nodding enthusiastically along to every word.
âAmen, brother,â Mark raises his hand in praise.
You roll your eyes at the two boys, scowling at the thought of any potential feelings involving Jaehyun.
âIt was because he hooked up with all of them already and they all hate him!â You defend yourself. Mark and Donghyuck share a look.
âIs that what he told you?â Mark quirks a brow.
âYes.â
Your friends share another series of knowing looks, smirks slowly adorning their features as your eyes bounce between them in confusion.
âStop looking at each other and speak!â You shout impatiently.
âJung Jaehyun, notorious non hooker-upper, told you that he hooked up with so many women that heâs out of options? Thatâs funny,â Hyuck snorts.
You blink, your eyebrows furrowing in confusion as you process the words you just heard.
âWhat are you talking about?â You ask.
âOh poor little Y/N. So caught up in her own little world that she doesnât know any campus gossip,â Mark rounds the corner of your kitchen island and swings an arm around your shoulders, ruffling your hair gently.
âWhat gossip?â You swat him off.
âBub, Jaehyun doesnât do hook ups. He has not hooked up with a single girl on campus, especially not the ones who throw themselves at him every single day like Soojin.â
You tilt your head to the side as the gears in your brain start turning. You could have sworn you heard stories of his fuckboy antics, his friend group being known throughout campus for having an ongoing hookup counter.
âJohnny and Yuta fuck anything that moves. I donât doubt heâs the same way,â You laugh nervously, anxiety bubbling in your stomach at the way your friends study your reactions.
âHis whole schtick is that heâs different from his friends. Thatâs why heâs such a babe magnet,â Mark sighs defeatedly and Donghyuck pats his shoulder in mock sympathy.
You let the information marinate for a second, the fuckboy image youâve built of Jung Jaehyun slowly coming crashing down as you pick apart every rumor youâve ever heard.
âLook at her face, you can tell sheâs realizing she was wrong about him,â Donghyuck murmurs to Mark, breaking you from your train of thoughts.
âI-Iâm-I wasnât wrong! The rumors had to start from somewhere!â Your argument comes out weakly, making Mark and Donghyuck shake their heads in disapproval.
âSee, now sheâs denying reality. Poor thing,â Mark fake cries into Hyuckâs shoulder.
âGuys!â You whine.
âAlright, alright weâre just joking. But in all seriousness, sooner or later youâre gonna have to accept the fact that heâs not a bad guy and if you werenât so dead set on hating him for something he did when he was in highschool, youâd probably be jumping his bones because lets face it, the sexual tension between you two is suffocating, and everyone loves a good enemies to lovers.â
You gawk at Donghyuck as he sips from his bottle calmly.
âIâm not gonna lie Y/N, for lack of better wording, he ate you up with that,â Mark pipes up after a beat of silence.
âIâm-you-whatever! Iâm going to my room, donât wreck my place,â You mumble as you retreat back towards your bedroom.
âWeâre sleeping over!â Hyuck calls after you and you wave a dismissive hand in the air, knowing all too well that they knew your apartment like the backs of their hands.
When you reach the solace of your bedroom, you shut the door softly as your friends begin to argue over what movie to watch for the night. Your thoughts dizzy you as you slowly crawl on top of your sheets and hug a pillow close to your chest.
You wanted to believe that Jaehyun was a liar and that he somehow was able to trick your friends into believing he was a good guy. You wanted so desperately to believe that you were right, and that your long lived hatred for him has always been valid.
You think back to highschool, the teenage angst and awkwardness of it all making you cringe internally as you reminisce. As if it happened days ago, the image of you and Jaehyun on the bleachers during field day remains vivid in your mind. Every detail is burned into your memory; the way the wind felt, the sound of the students laughter that rang throughout the field, and even more specifically the way Jaehyunâs cheeks were tinted a light pink as he spoke to you.
âAre you saying that you, Jung Jaehyun, havenât had your first kiss yet and weâre in our senior year?â You arch your brow at him, shifting the lollipop in your mouth to the side as you peer at him curiously.
âOh, come on, donât act all high and mighty. You havenât had yours either!â He exclaims with a finger pointed at you. You shush him with a hand over his mouth, and he puts his hands up in mock surrender.
âThatâs a different story! You..youâre Jung Jaehyun. Literally all the girls in our graduating class have dreamt about kissing you since freshmen year. You got the most cheers at the talent show last year even though you looked dumb as fuck singing âAll I Want For Christmas is Youâ in that Rudolph sweater,â You snort at the memory as the tips of Jaehyunâs ears are painted scarlet.
âJust because I allegedly have options, doesnât mean I want any of them to be my first kiss,â He huffs, âAnd look whoâs talking! Weâre in the same boat, you know.â
You narrow your eyes at him scrutinizingly, âWhat are you talking about? If I had guys throwing themselves at me, maybe I would have had my first kiss by now.â
âWhat about Mark or Donghyuck? Iâm surprised neither of them have asked you out yet.â
âEw, what? Theyâre my best friends,â You look out onto the field where Mark is currently chasing Donghyuck with an inflatable flamingo in his hands. âI could never date them. And Iâm almost certain Hyuck has already kissed Mark at some point.â
Jaehyun raises his eyebrows at the information he just heard, shrugging his shoulders as he watches your best friends with you. âBesides them. Itâs hard to believe you donât have guys throwing themselves at you. YouâreâŚnot ugly.â
It was your turn to blush at his bold statement, your hands instinctively coming up to tousle your hair shyly, âSame goes for youâŚI guess.â
Theres an awkward tension in the air as you two avoid eye contact with each other, opting to look out onto the field where Mark now has Donghyuck in a headlock. After a few moments of suffocating silence between you two, Jaehyun speaks up.
âWhat if we were each others first kiss?â
You choke on your own spit at his words, coughing erratically as you clap a hand over your chest in an attempt to stop. When you manage to catch your breath, you look at him in bewilderment, searching his eyes for any signs of humor but finding none.
âAre you serious?â
âWhy not? We both havenât had ours yet, and itâd be better than losing our first kiss to a stranger,â He shrugs a little too nonchalantly at the suggestion, and your face twists even more in confusion.
You stare at him for a moment as you think about his suggestion, his logic making more sense than youâd like to admit. You become increasingly aware of the butterflies in your stomach and the drumming in your chest as you continue to stare at him, and you force yourself to look away as you clear your throat.
âI guess itâs not a bad idea,â You mumble, and you hear him let out a breath.
âGreat. Meet me in front of the vending machines in 15 minutes,â He shoots you a wink before getting up from his spot next to you and walking off the field, your eyes following his movements as he disappears from your line of vision.
You look down at the digital watch on your arm, watching as a minute passes, then five, then ten. When the fifteen minutes have passed you stand from your seat, taking in a deep breath before walking in the same direction that Jaehyun went. You could feel your heartbeat quickening as you near the vending machines and you wipe your clammy palms on your pants before you round the corner, your mouth opening in shock as you watch the scene that unfolds before you.
There, in front of the vending machines, stood Jung Jaehyun with his back facing you, and a rather happy looking Kang Soojin with her lips attached to his.
You donât waste another second before you stomp away from the two of them, your cheeks burning in embarrassment as you angrily wipe away the stray tear that made its way down your cheek. You mentally curse yourself for getting your hopes up in the first place, the excited buzz you felt earlier being replaced with an overwhelming sense of stupidity. You let out a bitter laugh.
You suppose you were quite the idiot for believing that someone like Jaehyun could ever make space for someone like you in his heart.
A wave of embarrassment washes over you as you recall the events that happened that day and you shudder, urging your brain to think about anything else so you could bury that memory.
The moment of him asking you to the sports banquet pops into your head, the genuine excited glimmer in his eyes when you said yes still fresh in your memory making you sigh. As easy as it was to accept the rumors as truth, the way your friends spoke of him riddled your head with uncertainty. He was one of the few people you could never read, and if you were honest you found yourself thinking about him lately, more often than youâd like to admit.
You squeeze your eyes shut and shake your head, physically trying to rid your brain of Jaehyun. You open your bedroom door to the sounds of what you could only assume to be Despicable Me and you smile, knowing it was Markâs idea and Donghyuck was probably pouting on your couch right now. When you walk out youâre greeted to the exact sight you were expecting to see.
âY/N, heâs making me watch this stupid fucking minion movie again,â Hyuck whines from one corner of your couch.
âStupid minion movie? Thatâs literally you!â Mark points at the screen when a minion pops up.
You donât know what it is but the presence of your two best friends eases the racing of your mind, a small smile decorating your features as you watch them argue back and forth about who was more of a minion.
âWhy are you just standing there? We left your spot open!â Hyuck pats the spot between them that you claimed as yours ages ago. After you settle yourself between them, you feel Mark pat your head and you turn to him.
âStop thinking so much, itâs bad for your brain. Youâre gonna end up like Hyuck,â He smiles reassuringly at you and you donât even get the chance to smile back before a handful of popcorn is launched in his direction.
âWhat does that even mean? My brain and I are perfectly functional, thank you very much,â Hyuck huffs from beside you.
âDonât throw food!â Mark exclaims before promptly picking up the pieces of popcorn that were scattered on his lap and popping them into his mouth.
Even with the grimace on your face and the sound of Donghyuck going off on a tangent about how he has a higher IQ than Mark, you couldnât be more thankful that your mind had started to stray far away from Jaehyun.
You just hope it could stay that way.
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youâre still written in the scars on my heart
If you had realized sooner that getting ready for a banquet would be this stressful, you might have said no a lot easier.
As you viciously pat powder onto your face, Donghyuck stands in front of your closet door with a steamer to your dress and Mark wipes down your shoes.
âAre we sure youâre not going to bust your ass in these?â Mark holds up one of the heels and examines it.
âSheâs fine. Donât talk to her, she's already running behind schedule,â Donghyuck barks from his corner of your room.
âWhatâs his problem?â Mark quirks a brow in your direction.
âHeâs a little upset because I dragged him to the mall with me this morning to get those because I forgot about shoes,â You point at the heels in Marks hand.
âI told you to have everything ready like what, a week ago? And now here we are running to Macyâs of all places to find you a pair of shoes?â Donghyuck nags as you two speed walk through the mall.
âGod, why did I not bring Mark instead of you? I should have known youâd be no help,â You grumble under your breath.
âFirst of all, Mark couldnât tell a stiletto from a kitten heel. You need my expertise if youâre gonna be Jung Jaehyuns date,â Hyuck scoffs.
âNot his date! His plus one!â You exclaim dramatically, cowering slightly when you realize you might have been too loud.
âDate and plus one are the same thing, but okay. Letâs just find you a nice pair of black platforms with ankle straps to go with your dress,â Donghyuck claps his hands together as you gawk at him for even knowing what that was.
The memory of Donghyuck and you this morning makes you giggle as you sweep glitter onto your eyelids.
âDonât laugh! Youâre gonna crease your makeup!â Hyuck shouts at you as he looks through your jewelry box and holds up different pairs of earrings next to you.
âHyuck, you seem to be more into this than Y/N. Do you want to take her place?â Mark snickers.
âOh, excuse me for not wanting my best friend to embarrass herself at the biggest event of the school year,â Donghyuck rolls his eyes dramatically, holding up a pair of sparkly silver hoops to your face, âYes! These are it.â
âItâs just another sports banquet. They have like, ten of them every year,â You shrug.
âJust another sports banquet is absolutely insane, Y/N. You do realize heâs not even on the hockey team and yet he was still invited? Do you know why?â Hyuck has a hand on his hip as he stares at you expectantly.
ââŚHeâs not on the hockey team?â
âBecause of his friends! Johnny and Yuta are our schools top hockey stars and every year, they invite him to that damn banquet because you know whats better than two hot guys in suits? Three hot guys in suits. They are the trio, Y/N, and everyone there is on the same level of hot and popular as them, if not more. That banquet youâre going to is literally just an excuse for all the popular kids to show off their parents money and get hyped up for their shitty gameplay,â Donghyuck lets out in one breath and you feel your hands start to slightly tremble.
âWell, now you got her all nervous, dumbass. Iâm pretty sure he didnât tell her for a reason!â Mark points out and Donghyuck looks at you with worried eyes.
âOh god, please donât start crying or sweating, your makeup is almost done,â He gently smoothes a hand over your hair and you swat him away.
âIâm fine. A little nervous now, thanks to you, but nothing I canât handle,â You mumble quietly to hide the shaking in your voice.
A ding! causes all of you to freeze in your spots and look at each other, Mark being the first one to move as he grabs your phone and unplugs it from the charger.
âJaehyun says âbe there in 10 sweetheartâ with a heart emoji. Sweetheart?!â He exclaims as he reads the message on your phone over again.
âThatâs not the point! Heâs almost here and Iâm not dressed!â You yelp as you douse your face in setting spray.
âOkay, its go time! Get dressed and take your hair out of the rollers. If he comes, Iâll greet him at the door and distract him so you have time for shoes and perfume. Go!â Hyuck claps his hands together and drags Mark out of the room with him. You walk up to your dress and remove the hanger, slipping into it quickly and easily zipping it up yourself. You walk towards your mirror and your eyes slightly widen at your own appearance.
Youâve grown so accustomed to your usual casual attire that the sight of you in a dress almost feels foreign, and you find yourself turning side to side to admire the way the dress accentuates your features.
âHeels,â You whisper to yourself before you perch yourself on the edge of your bed and begin strapping on the black heels Donghyuck picked out for you earlier in the day.
You hear your apartment door open and you recognize Jaehyuns voice as he greets Donghyuck and Mark. You mutter curses to yourself as you quickly spray on your perfume and deodorant, letting them dry down as you pack your purse with your necessities for the night.
You become increasingly aware of the anxiety that settles in the pit of your stomach at the thought of Jaehyun seeing you all dressed up, and you find yourself involuntarily double checking your appearance in the mirror. You take a deep breath before opening your bedroom door.
âJust have her back by midnight latest. It gets a little creepy around here at night,â You hear Donghyuck say and you shake your head in disbelief at your friend.
âHyuck, Iâm not your daughter you know,â You call out as you walk out of your bedroom, all three sets of eyes landing on you.
Donghyuck wipes a fake tear from his eye as he looks at you and Mark lets out a low whistle as he admires your form.
âYou look great, bub. I did a great job,â Hyuck pats himself on the back and you roll your eyes, slowly turning your head to gauge Jaehyunâs reaction.
He stands impressively still as his eyes rake up and down your body, and you want to cower instinctively at his almost predatory gaze. His eyes trail up your body to finally meet your eyes and you swear thereâs a hint of something, but Mark claps a hand in front of his face and it goes away in an instant.
âHey. Stop staring at my best friend like that,â Mark scowls, regarding Jaehyun with caution as he narrows his eyes at him.
Jaehyun clears his throat, straightening his shoulders before turning to Mark with a smirk, âIs it my fault this is my first time seeing her in something that isnât her church girl clothes?â
âChurch girl clothes? I dress perfectly normal, thank you very much,â You scoff, walking towards the front door, looking at Jaehyun expectantly. âAre you coming or what?â
Donghyuck and Mark watch with knowing smiles as Jaehyun walks towards the front door, his eyes never leaving your figure as he stands next to you.
âWait!â
You both turn your heads at Donghyucks voice, and youâre nearly blinded by the flash that goes off. When you regain your vision, you see Hyuck holding up his digital camera, and you groan.
âDude!â You whine, Jaehyun chuckling as he gently guides you out of your apartment.
âHave fun listening to EDM all night! And make sure you stay away from Yangyang!â Mark calls out as you step into the hallway of your apartment building and you raise an eyebrow. When the door of your apartment finally closes, Jaehyun turns to you, his dimples on full display as he gives you a quick once over.
âReady, my lady?â He offers his hand out to you and you scowl, ignoring the way your heart thumps a little harder at his offer to hold hands.
âYou seriously owe me one, asshole. Letâs get this over with,â You mutter, walking away from him and towards the elevators.
Jaehyun watches you with an unreadable expression plastered on his face as you walk in front of him, and he lets out a laugh, speaking low enough for only him to hear.
âLetâs get it over with.â
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One hour into the banquet and you were starting to think that Mark had some sort of psychic ability.
Shitty EDM blasts through the speakers and you gulp down the remainder of your champagne with a grimace. Your eyes flit around the room, landing on Liu Yangyang as he shotguns a beer in the corner with Johnny. A chorus of cheers erupt when Johnny finishes first and he receives several pats on his back as he makes his way over to you, wiping his mouth with the back of his hand.
âYou need another drink, pretty?â He shouts over the music, and it takes every fiber of your being to not gag at the smell of beer coming from him. You eye the way his tie is now secured on his head like a bandana, and you offer him a tight lipped smile.
âIâm good, thanks,â You call out, shooting him a thumbs up and he nods, stumbling over to the table of new pledges and forcing them to take shots with him.
Against your own will, your eyes search the crowd for a certain dimpled boy, and you find yourself frowning slightly when you canât see him. You feel a hand on your shoulder and you turn to see Jaehyun looking down at you with a small crease forming between his brows.
âWhy was Johnny talking to you?â He leans down to speak over the music, and you start to wonder if the champagne is the reason you find the proximity dizzying.
âHe asked if I wanted another drink. I said no,â You answer.
Jaehyun looks at you for a moment, as if considering something, before he leans closer to your ear and speaks.
âLetâs step outside for a second.â
You never agree to something quicker, standing to your feet and letting Jaehyun guide you out to the lobby and up a flight of marble stairs. His hand rests too comfortably on the small of your back, and you ignore the way his touch feels like fire on your skin.
Maybe you were a lightweight after all and maybe the effects of the champagne were starting to take place, making you more perceptive to the way he stayed close to you as you passed by groups of people.
He leads you to an empty room upstairs, walking towards the large glass doors at the end and sliding them open. You step out onto the terrace, your eyes taking in the view of the field below, decorated with fairy lights and flowers for the banquet. Jaehyun shuts the door behind him, walking up to stand next to you as you look up at the inky sky.
âWoah, you can see the stars so well. Theyâre so pretty,â You breathe out.
Jaehyunâs eyes study your features that are dimly light by the glow of the fairy lights, and he mumbles quietly to himself, âVery pretty.â
A light breeze creeps its way over your form and you shiver, crossing your arms over your chest to try to garner a little warmth.
Jaehyun doesnât miss the way you cower slightly as the temperature drops, his arms moving quickly to take his blazer off and drape it over your shoulders.
âOh, Iâm good,â You protest, starting to slide the jacket off your shoulders but stopping when Jaehyun puts two hands on your shoulders to readjust the jacket.
âKeep it on. I donât wanna hear your ass complaining when you get sick and canât sing at the showcase,â He mumbles, the glint of fondness in his eyes going unnoticed as you grumble under your breath that youâre fine but slipping your arms through the jacket nonetheless.
âEven if I get sick, Iâd still sing better than you any day,â You joke, a small smile making its way onto your face upon seeing Jaehyunâs dimples slowly deepen.
âY/N, Y/N, Y/N. My biggest hater yet you still agreed to be my date for tonight,â He tuts.
Despite the cool air nipping at your nose, you could still feel the warmth spread on your cheeks at his words.
âI am not your dateâŚIâm your plus one,â You articulate, hesitating before you finally ask what had been on your mind all night, âWhy did you ask me to go anyways? I know you had other options.â
Jaehyun ponders for a moment, his lips drawing into a line before he lets out a breath.
âI guess I did have other options. None of them were my first choice though.â
Youâre thankful that the sky was dark enough to hide the stupid blush that blooms on your cheeks at his words. âAnd I was your first choice becauseâŚ?â
âYouâre kidding, right?â He snorts, looking up at the sky with a sigh, âSenior year field day.â
Your eyes almost bulge out of your head as those words leave his lips, and you whip your head to the side to look at him.
âW-what about it?â You stammer embarrassingly, your heartbeat quickening as you wait for him to answer you.
âWe were supposed to be each others first kiss and you didnât show up. I canât say I wasnât bummed, you know,â Heâs still looking out at the sky as he speaks, and you hate that even in a situation like this, you couldnât help but admire the way the moon dances over his features.
âI did show up and you were kissing Soojin. So I wouldnât have even been your first kiss,â You mumble, and you hate the way you almost sound disappointed.
He lets out a dry laugh. âYeah, I canât blame you for leaving. But, just for the record, she stole it from me. I wanted it to be you.â
You didnât think it was possible for your eyes to widen any more than they already were, your lips parting in surprise as you try to process what he just said.
âSheâŚstole it?â You repeat his words and he nods slowly, choosing to ignore the part where he said he wanted you to be his first kiss for the sake of your own sanity.
âI guess she heard us talking about it or something. She followed me to the vending machines and just kindaâŚthrew herself onto me,â He admits, rubbing the back of his neck sheepishly.
Not only did Jaehyun just completely deconstruct the reason behind your hatred for him, but he did so while also admitting that he wanted you to be his first kiss. An unfamiliar feeling bubbles in your stomach and you rack your brain for something to say.
âWell thatâŚsucks,â You wince at your own words, mentally smacking yourself in the head for not being able to think of anything else. A little sigh of relief escapes your lips when Jaehyun laughs.
âIt did suck. I wanted it to be you,â He repeats his words from earlier and he turns to you, looking at you with sincerity written all over his sharp features.
You come to the conclusion that youâre definitely in way over your head right now. You blame the champagne, no, you blame the way the cologne on Jaehyunâs blazer completely clouds your senses.
âWhyâs that?â You say quietly, your eyes locked onto his intently.
âWhy do you think?â He says calmly, turning to face his entire body towards you before stepping closer.
The tension between you two is enough to suffocate you, and you blame that for your lack of rationality and judgement as you let him enter your space, your eyes never leaving his as he towers over you even in your heels.
âJaehyunâŚâ You mumble, not sure if it was an attempt to stop him or a cue for him to close the space between you two.
âIâve really, really wanted to make up for that kiss. Can I?â He speaks quietly, his eyes searching yours for permission.
Youâve definitely had too much champagne tonight, and thatâs why you end up nodding.
His hand hesitantly comes up to gently cradle your jaw, your eyes never leaving his as your heart pounds excessively in your chest. He inches closer, his lips barely brushing against yours before a loud bang in the distance causes you to jump away from him. You turn your head towards the field where Yangyang lights up a row of boxes, and you watch as sparks of red and white shoot into the night sky. Not even a second later, you hear a chorus of laughter from the room behind you and the glass doors slide open. Johnny and Yuta come stumbling onto the terrace with three other guys you donât recognize, and they smile drunkenly at you before whooping at the next round of fireworks.
âHoly shit, we have the best view in the house!â Johnny slurs, whipping out his phone and recording the fireworks as the other boys clink their beer bottles together.
Youâre suddenly very aware of the fact that you almost kissed Jaehyun just now, and you let out a small gasp. You look over at Jaehyun, who watches his friends with a scowl, and you quickly slip his blazer off of your shoulders and shove it in his arms, the smell of his cologne lingering on you far longer than you appreciated.
âIâmâŚI,â You can barely get your words out, so you resort to pointing your thumb at the glass doors behind you to signify youâre leaving. You turn to walk back into the venue but his hand gently wraps around your wrist, and you look back at him.
âWait, let me take you home,â He nearly pleads, but you simply shake your head and pull your arm out of his grasp. He tries to speak again but Johnny wraps an arm around his shoulder and tugs him into a group selfie.
Your mind is a whirlwind of thoughts as you make your way back into the venue, your cheeks hot as you weave through the crowds of people that litter the space. You quickly pull your phone out when you reach the front, ordering yourself an Uber and sitting on the curb as you try to process what just happened. The single glass of champagne you had was slowly starting to wear off, and youâre left with no excuses for the way your heart still hasnât stopped hammering in your chest even after youâve left Jaehyunâs vicinity.
Youâre almost certain you look insane right now, sitting on the sidewalk with your head in your hands as you mumble âIâm fuckedâ over and over again under your breath. A car horn causes you to jump in your spot, and you look up to see what you could only assume to be your Uber. You get in, confirming your address with the driver before he begins to pull away from the curb, and you lean back in your seat with a huff.
âRough night?â The driver chirps, and you let out a dry laugh, the fog in your brain beginning to lift and leaving you feeling slightly disappointed and confused.
âSomething like that.â
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weâre collecting dust
but our loves enough
Thereâs a noticeably thick tension between you and Jaehyun the next day at rehearsals.
Youâre well aware that his eyes had been laser-focused on you from the minute you walked into the auditorium and it left you with an unsettling pit in your stomach as you tried to engage in conversations with your friends to distract yourself from the boy shamelessly staring at you.
âIs it just me or is Jaehyun staring at you?â Renjun asks from the seat behind you.
Mark and Donghyuck snap their necks towards the boy in question, their eyes following his gaze to confirm Renjunâs statement, only to have it land on you.
âCome on now, why would he stare at me?â You smile sheepishly to feign innocence. Donghyuck gasps loudly and jumps out of his seat, causing the surrounding students to avert their attention towards him.
âIs this about last nigh-â
You clap a hand over his mouth and force him back into his seat before he can finish his sentence. His eyes are about to pop out of his head as you offer an apologetic smile to the students who glare at your group.
âWhat the hell is wrong with you?! Do you want the entire school to know my business?â You whisper-shout as you remove your hand from his mouth.
âHoly shit, I need to know what happened, start to finish. Better yet, I need a play-by-play of what happened from the moment you left the house,â He rambles, bouncing in his seat excitedly.
âMark, make him stop,â You groan, rubbing at your temples.
âI would love to, but Iâm also curious,â Mark winces when you shoot a glare in his direction.
You sigh. It would definitely make the load on your shoulders feel lighter if you vent about last nightâs events to your friends. You barely get the chance to open your mouth before Professor Kim walks into the auditorium.
âHello, students! Give me ten seconds to get the speakers and mics on and weâll be up and running!â He chirps as he sets his clipboard down and walks onto the stage to set up.
âIâll tell you guys after rehearsals. My place, tonight,â You whisper to the three boys before you all turn towards the stage.
Professor Kim stands on the stage with a happy grin, eyes scanning the students in the audience before he looks down at his clipboard.
âToday weâre going to try to do rehearsals with the curtains and lights. First pair up is Y/N and Jaehyun!â
It was your turn for your eyes to bulge out of your head. You look over to your partner, only to quickly look away when you realize his eyes are already focused on you, a taunting smirk adorning his stupid face.
âCome on up, guysâ Professor Kim calls out.
You hesitantly stand up, looking back at your friends who give you reassuring nods. You trudge through the backstage doors and up the steps, walking onto the stage and positioning yourself at one of the mic stands. In your peripheral, you see Jaehyun only a few steps behind you, doing the same as the curtains close.
âI need to talk to you, you know,â You can feel the way his eyes bore into the side of your face as he speaks, and you sigh.
âLetâs just get this over with.â
The opening chords of the song starts playing and the curtains open, the stage lights shining directly onto you and Jaehyun. You start off the song, easily moving through the first verse and chorus. When Jaehyunâs verse starts, you tense up, doing your best to remember Professor Kimâs notes from your past few rehearsals. You watch as Jaehyun sings his lines while looking directly at you, your eyes getting lost in his as you both start singing together. The bridge approaches quickly and before you even realize it, youâre both standing in front of each other, the lyrics feeling more like a conversation between you two than the words to a song.
This is a performance. Youâre both putting on an act.
You try to repeat those words to yourself mentally, but it all goes out the window when his hand reaches out to gently graze your cheek. Your eyes try to search his and for a second, you swear theyâre filled with nothing but longing.
The last note of the song echoes throughout the auditorium and youâre both staring at each other. Something is definitely different, but you canât quite put your finger on what. You feel something bubbling in your chest and your stomach, and if you werenât so lost in the way his lips curl up into a smile, youâd be able to figure out what it was.
The stage lights dim and there's scattered applause coming from the other performers and the crew. You snap back into reality and look into the audience where you see your best friends looking at you with a knowing smile. You put the mic back onto its stand and rush backstage, where you sit down on a crate and collect your breath.
âHey, that was great,â Jaehyun pants, slowly approaching where youâre sitting.
âRight, yeah.â
âI told you Iâd make a great partner,â he jokes and you shake your head.
âYeah, whatever. I canât wait until this is over with,â you mumble to yourself, but he doesnât miss it.
âYou hate me that much, huh?â
âWhy are you acting surprised?â
You finally look up at him and if it wasnât so dark backstage, youâd be able to see the smirk on his features.
âCause the way you look at me on stage says different.â
The look on his face is enough to send shivers down your spine, but youâre so lost in his aura that you still canât distinguish what it is. You need to snap back to reality soon, otherwise youâll lose complete control of the reigns you have on your feelings. The sound of the backstage door opening causes you to shift your attention to Mark and Donghyuck, who come rushing in with the biggest shit-eating grins youâve ever seen. Youâre suddenly very aware that your two best friends were watching it all happen, and you stand up abruptly.
âItâs called having stage personality and presence. Maybe you should try it sometime.â
You donât even give yourself time to process the change in his face before you walk off, grabbing Mark and Hyuck along with you.
When you reach the audience, you collapse into a seat, and Hyuck is the first one to break the silence after a series of knowing stares between him and Mark. âSoâŚyou hate him, huh?â
âHyuck,â you whine.
âInnocent question, Y/N.â
You pinch the bridge of your nose and gesture for them to sit next to you. Theyâre now on either side of you, waiting for you to speak.
âI feel insane,â you almost laugh, but nothing was particularly funny in this situation. You just feel like you need to laugh to lighten the heavy feeling on your chest.
âBecause you might not actually hate him?â Mark inquires, and you shake your head.
âBecause I donât think I ever really did.â
Your friends send you sympathetic glances, Hyucks eyes darting towards the doors that lead backstage when it squeaks open. He watches Jaehyun walk out seemingly disheveled, before he makes a beeline for the auditorium exit to avoid the stares of the other students. âIs it so bad to be wrong about someone?â
You sigh and rub your eyes. There were too many thoughts swirling around your head and it made you dizzy.
âCan we step outside?â You ask them and they stand, leading you towards the back of the auditorium. Mark pushes the door open but barely takes a step out before he freezes in his spot with Donghyuck doing the same, causing you to bump into their backs.
âOh shit.â
You look up upon hearing those words leave Mark's mouth, and your blood runs cold.
Jaehyun was leaning against the corridor wall, Kang Soojin latching onto him like the bloodsucking leech she is. And just like that, youâre back in highschool watching Soojin kiss Jaehyun in front of the vending machines again.
You donât know what it was about the sight but you felt sick to your stomach, your breathing becoming shallow and your hands shaking.
âWoah, Y/N, you okay?â You hear Mark ask, but your heartbeat is so loud in your ears that he sounds far away.
Your eyes finally break away from the sight and you stomp forward, walking through the corridor without another word. You keep up your speed until youâre sure you're far enough from the devil himself, and you turn the corner of the hallway.
âY/N! Wait up!â You hear your friends call after you.
You slide down the wall and sit on the floor, tears sliding down your cheeks even though youâre not exactly sure why.
You thought you hated Jaehyun. You thought youâve hated him ever since highschool. But why did the sight of him and Soojin make your chest ache? Why was it so easy for him to make your resolve crumble? Why couldnât you get him out of your head?
âJesus Christ, are you okay?â Mark pants, crouching down to examine your crying figure. The tears wouldnât stop coming no matter how hard you tried to control it.
âBubâŚâ Hyuck sits down next to you and wraps an arm around your shoulder. You lean into him and you let the tears fall silently this time.
Itâs silent as Donghyuck holds you close and Mark sits in front of you and strokes your hand. You didnât know what to say, but you knew you didnât have to explain anything to them just yet. You let them comfort you in silence, not worrying about the dread that came with knowing youâd have to talk about it at some point.
âLetâs go home.â
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weâre not broken just bent,
and we can learn to love again
You skip the next two rehearsals despite every bone in your body fighting to be on the stage. You make up a lie about being sick to Professor Kim, and Mark and Donghyuck cover for you.
It wasnât an entire lie. You definitely felt a churning in your stomach since the incident and it made you nauseous. Your phone had been on silent for two days, and your hand had been itching to pick it up and see if Jaehyun had texted you.
The clock blinks 2:14 AM as you shuffle back into your room after using the bathroom. You pull back your comforter and slip into bed with a long sigh, curling yourself into the same position you had been in for the past two days and letting your eyes flutter shut.
Your phone vibrates from your nightstand and you ignore it, assuming itâs either Mark or Donghyuck calling to check up on you. The vibrating stops and your room fills with silence for a brief moment before your phone rings again.
You reach behind you with your eyes still closed, swiping across the screen to accept the call before bringing it up to your ear.
âIâm alive, boys. I appreciate your concern but it is 2 AM,â You croak into the phone, your voice barely above a whisper.
âNot boys, just boy. And if I knew all I needed to do to talk to you was call you, I would have done it a lot sooner.â
Your eyes shoot open and you damn near jump out of bed.
âJaehyun?â Your voice cracks. âWhy are you calling me at two oâclock in the morning?â
âYouâre gonna ask me that when youâve been MIA for the past two days?â He scoffs into the receiver.
âIf Professor Kim told you to check up on me, Iâm fine. Are we done here?â Your voice is shaky as you try to maintain your usual cold demeanor towards him.
âGod damn it, Y/N,â He snaps. âIâm calling you because I want to. Because I care. You canât disappear for two days and not respond to my texts then expect me to not give a shit. Cut the fucking attitude.â
A tense silence envelopes the call as you fiddle with the drawstrings of your pajama shorts. All traces of fatigue have left your body upon hearing Jaehyunâs voice, making you sigh deeply as you lean against your headboard.
âIâm fine, Jaehyun,â You chew at your bottom lip in an attempt to keep the lump in your throat at bay.
âStop saying that when both you and I know itâs not true.â
That was the final push that sent your last bits of sanity off the edge.
âWhat do you want from me, Jaehyun? Do you want me to sit here and cry to you about how shitty I feel right now? Do you want me to tell you that I wish I didnât have to go back to rehearsals because I have barely been able to get out of bed for the past two days?â You cry.
Itâs silent again, embarrassment slowly seeping into your veins as you wipe the streaks of tears from your cheeks.
âDo you want me to tell Professor Kim to excuse you from the performance? I can do it solo,â His voice is surprisingly gentle.
You stare ahead at your black TV screen as you think about Jaehyunâs words. Performing at the spring showcase has always been one of your favourite times of the year, and you knew that if you didnât perform this year you wouldnât be able to live with yourself. Especially knowing that it meant youâd have to admit that the reason behind your dejection was Jaehyun.
âNo, I canâŚI can come back tomorrow,â Your voice is uneasy.
âTomorrowâs Saturday, sweetheart,â He laughs.
You hate the way the pet name makes your heart clench.
âRight, then Monday. Iâll be back on Monday,â You sputter, smacking your palm to your forehead in an attempt to regain composure. You feel another surge of embarrassment when you hear him laughing again. âIf thatâs it, Iâm gonna go to bed, Jaehyun.â
âWait!â He calls out, and you hum curiously at his urgency.
âI know you didnât ask but, thereâs nothing going on with me and Soojin. She was on me. You guys really just came out at a bad time,â He breathes out and you feel heat rushing to your cheeks at the thought that he knew you were bothered by him and Soojin.
âI-the-um-that doesnât matter to me,â You attempt to lie, the shaking in your voice not only apparent to you but to Jaehyun as well, who laughs at your failed efforts. You smack your palm to your head again at the embarrassment that has yet to leave your body since the call started.
âThatâs a shame. I was told it did,â You hear the traces of a smile in his voice and you pale.
âWho told you what?â You squeak.
âLetâs just say one of them is a really bad liar and the other one is a chronic yapper. Iâm sure you can figure it out from there,â He laughs into the receiver and you curse under your breath.
âThose idiots,â You grumble.
âIf it makes you feel any better, Iâm glad it does matter to you,â He speaks, the blush returning to your cheeks as you continue to stutter embarrassingly into the phone.
âI said it doesnât,â You muster, not even believing your own words.
âWhatever you say, sweetheart. Get some rest, yeah? I need my partner in tip top shape on Monday,â He chirps.
âYeah, I will. Thanks for checking in, Jaehyun. I appreciate it,â Your lips slowly spread into a smile and he hums.
âOh, and Y/N?â
âYeah?â
âI donât care if you donât reply to anybody elseâs calls or texts. But donât pull that shit with me or I swear to God Iâll show up to your house next time.â
You let out a giggle at his request, nodding to yourself and not missing the way he sighs, almost contently, into the phone. You hate to admit it, but this was the best youâve felt in the past few days.
âGoodnight, Jaehyun,â You laugh quietly.
âYou should laugh more often, Y/N. Sweet dreams,â He voices before you hear the noise that signals he hung up.
You return your phone to its place on your nightstand before falling back onto your pillows.
âWhat the fuck?â You whisper to yourself, clapping a hand over your mouth after a girlish giggle slips past your lips.
That night, you fall asleep peacefully with an undeniable smile etched onto your features, as soft brown eyes and deep dimples occupy your dreams. When you wake up in the morning you swear the sun shines a little brighter, and you go about your morning with ease and a small smile.
Getting back to rehearsals feels easy and you quickly fall back into routine, your performance with Jaehyun getting stronger as the day of the show approaches. Neither of you bring up what happened, and quite frankly you couldnât be more glad that he seemingly swept it under the rug for your sake. The idea of having that complicated conversation nearly made you retch every time you thought about it, so you continually prayed that he would forget about it as time passes.
But unfortunately for you, the universe doesnât seem to hear your prayers.
Itâs the Thursday night before the performance and youâre the last one to pack up and leave the auditorium after a long day of rehearsal. You sling your bag over your shoulder with a sigh, fishing your phone out of your pocket to check the time and frowning when you see it was almost 8pm. The loud squeak of the auditorium door startles you, and you look up to see Jaehyun sauntering down the aisle towards you.
âWhy are you still here? You scared the shit out of me,â You call out, a hand on your chest to stop the racing of your heart.
âI was waiting for you. Mark and Donghyuck left, and I wasnât going to leave you alone,â He shrugs, stopping to stand in front of you.
Shit. Was he finally going to talk to you about what happened the other week?
âWhy were you waiting for me?â Your eyes flit nervously around the room.
He lets out a soft chuckle, lowering himself to meet your eyes, âDid you think I forgot?â
âForgot what?â You stammer, stepping back to allow for some distance between you two.
âThat I know you were bothered by me and Soojin. That we almost kissed at the banquet.â
You realized with an alarming clarity that you were very much fucked, and there was no way you could back out of this conversation now. Your reactions were too obvious, your emotions too readable, and you let out a defeated sigh.
âIt was the alcohol talking at the banquet. I wasnât in my right mind,â You deflect, flinching slightly when he laughs at your weak attempt to dissmiss him.
âOkay, letâs say you were. You werenât drunk when you saw me and Soojin though,â He mentions.
âSo?â You try to keep a stoic demeanor but itâs quickly replaced by surprise when he steps closer.
âWhy were you bothered by it, Y/N?â He prods, tilting his head as he notes the way your eyes fail to meet his.
âWouldnât you be bothered by two people practically making out in front of you?â You scoff weakly.
He hums thoughtfully, before shaking his head, âNot really. Not unless I liked the person.â
âT-thatâs not true,â You try to argue, but you know itâs no use. Heâs got you right where he wants you, and just the tiniest push would send you over the edge.
âBe honest with yourself, Y/N. It wonât help either of us if you keep lying like this,â He almost growls as he steps forward to trap you against the foot of the stage.
âWhy do you care?â You furrow your brows at him.
âBecause I like you, god damn it. I liked you in highschool and I like you now.â
A strange feeling churns in your stomach at his words and you almost laugh. The idea of Jaehyun liking you made you feel strange, insecurity and disbelief pricking at your heart as you open and close your mouth pathetically.
âN-no, you donât,â You dismiss, looking away from him as if it would change the tension between you two right now.
âYes, I do. I like that youâre not afraid to speak up against people you donât like and I like that I can tell what mood youâre in just by looking at your face. I like that youâre always humming even though I tell you itâs annoying and I like that you donât let me tell you what to do. I like that youâre bothered by the idea of me and Soojin together, because I like you,â Jaehyun lets out all in one breath and you try to search his features for anything that isnât the complete sincerity that was written all over it.
âYou donât like me, Jaehyun,â Your voice is barely above a whisper as you shake your head.
âDonât tell me how I feel. I like you, Y/N. Too damn much for you to try to convince me I donât,â His voice softens as he lowers his head to try to meet your eyes, a frown forming on his lips when you turn your head to look away from him.
âB-but SoojinâŚyou like Soojin,â You can feel your heartbeat in your throat as you try to dismiss his feelings for you, not wanting to face the reality of your own just yet.
âI donât care about, Soojin. I never have. I donât even look in her direction because Iâm too busy looking at you.â
It becomes increasingly difficult to convince yourself that he didnât actually like you. You feel sick, the butterflies that only seemed to erupt when he was around begin swirling violently in your stomach. Your heart beats wildly in your chest as you look up at him and your brain works in overdrive to justify the way heâs looking at you, like you were an oasis in the middle of a barren desert. The line between hatred and something that was definitely not that was completely gone, and this time you canât blame the alcohol or the tension for the way your heart nearly bursts when he gently tilts your head to look at him.
âJaehyunâŚâ You call out weakly, not missing the way his eyes are almost begging you to believe him.
âI like you, dumbass. So much,â His voice is barely a whisper as he searches your face for any type of emotion.
Youâre not drunk, youâre not vulnerable, and you definitely canât ignore it anymore. The pounding of your heart in your chest is loud, urgent, and the butterflies that clutter your stomach demand your attention. The startling realization that Jaehyun was the only person who could evoke such a visceral physical reaction from you washes over you, and everything becomes clear to you as your eyes meet his.
You like Jaehyun, and you probably have for a long time.
âOh shit,â You mutter to yourself, looking at him with a newfound sense of clarity.
âWhat is it?â Jaehyuns brows crease slightly at your words.
âI like you too,â You breathe out, the ghost of a smile on your lips as you look up at him with a glint of adoration in your eyes.
Jaehyun lets out a breath, his eyes fluttering shut for a moment as his body relaxes in relief.
âThank fucking God.â
Without another thought, he tilts your head up and presses his lips against yours, his free hand securing itself on your waist as he tugs you closer. He holds you with the utmost conviction that youâd disappear from his very sight if he let go, his desperate hands holding you impossibly closer as your lips mold with his.
Your heart nearly bursts at the seams as you run your hands up his arms and past his shoulders, stopping to gently cup his face. You kiss him back with equal fervor, your body buzzing with what you could only describe as pure bliss. When your lungs begin to burn from the lack of oxygen, you both pull away, your chests heaving and cheeks tinted a bright pink as you both catch your breath.
âSo you were pretending to hate me this whole time, huh?â Jaehyun pants, his hand sliding down to squeeze your hip.
You swat at his chest, your lips twitching into a small smile, âShut up, before I take it back.â
His hands rest comfortably on your hips, as if they were meant to be there all this time, and he pulls you into his arms. âNope, canât take it back. Youâre stuck with me.â
You laugh against his chest, wrapping your own arms around his torso as you rest your cheek against his chest. He sways you back and forth gently, a comfortable silence dawning on you two for a moment.
âSoâŚnow what?â You speak up, pulling away from the hug to look at him.
He considers you question for a moment as he looks at you, his adoration never fleeting as he tucks some hair behind your ear. âIâd really like if you were mine. How does that sound?â
You hum in mock thought, but the quckening of your heart and the unrelenting butterflies in your stomach know the answer to his question.
âI think Iâd like it if you were mine too,â Your grin widens when you notice the way his eyes light up at your response.
âI was always yours, dumbass,â His dimples deepen as he lets out a laugh.
You hear what sounds like a wail coming from backstage, and you whip your head around in slight fear.
âIs someone back there? I can hear you,â You call out, your arms loosening around Jaehyun.
Donghyuck and Mark emerge from behind the curtains, sheepish grins on their faces as they wave at the both of you. You instinctively release your hold on Jaehyun, your face reddening as you realize that your best friends just witnessed everything.
âAre you guys stalkers or something? Why were you hiding back there?â You question as you cross your arms over your chest.
âIâm sorry, bub, but we couldnât miss this. It was your boyfriends idea!â Donghyuck snitches, pointing an accusing finger at the boy next to you. You turn your head towards Jaehyun and raise an eyebrow at him.
âMy fault?! I asked for your help, not for you to stalk us!â Jaehyun retorts.
âSame difference! What did you think we were going to do-â Hyuck defends himself, his words being cut short as Mark smacks him on the back of the head.
âIf you were quieter, they wouldnât have found out! You just had to start crying like a loser!â Mark points out.
âThey were being so cute, I had to! I told you we could have played it off!â Hyuck sputters.
You shake your head as they both begin bickering in front of you, and you feel Jaehyun wrap a secure arm around your waist from behind you.
âYour boyfriend, hm? I could get used to that,â He speaks low enough so that only you could hear him.
You turn your head to look up at him and youâre tempted to deny the reality of the situation again, but the feeling of his thumb gently tracing shapes on your skin pushes any sense of insecurity you had out of the way. There was nothing to deny anymore, and you mentally confirm this when he gazes down at you, his eyes warm and reassuring.
âI could too.â
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NOTES: sheâs finished!!! thank you so much for reading if youâve made it this far<33 i hope you guys love this one as much as i loved writing it :))) more work coming soon my prettiesđđđđ
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A bit lonely.
Stanley and the bad bitch he pulled by being a loser. Imagine having a hot babe deform reality just to be together with you because he sensed you were feeling lonely without him. [WHEN IS IT MY TURN?!]
It's funny because with the general vibe of their AU, it would make sense for him to show up in the most flashy but also unnerving way possible. The Narrator's [Black's] arrival has to grab people's eyes since attention and views are what he's all about.
I wasn't sure what type of characterization they had so I just played it safe and [tried to] draw how my characters would respond instead of blindly guessing how the others would talk or act around each other. [My Stanley is antisocial and an anxiety-ridden freak.]
Also, I've been wondering what their height differences actually were when I saw my Stanley have to look up at Marionette's Narrator [since this guy is pretty damn tall] so I did a bit of digging and this was what I found.
Here's one for the Narrators also.
I had a lot of fun making this by the way. It's been a while since I've participated in any Reblog Chains that involved character interactions and making comics, so it's a real throwback to when I first started posting TSP art in 2023.
Extra art~ I love these two [I am not normal for them.]
@marionette-j2x @beartitled @insomniphic
[more rambling underneath]
Tumblr has a tag limit and it grates my nerves to no end to know that I cant ramble as much as I'd like to
So I'll be here. Just talking about my own characters since I want to, but also because I'd LOVE to hear about your own characters too tbh, I'm so interested in them [I love reading about other people's characters and stuff, even if they're not fully fleshed out yet]
Stanley here is an absolute social shutoff teehee, but he does talk back when talked to. His responses usually leave no openings to continue the conversation though. He's the type of guy to stay on the corner and watch everyone else.
As for the Narrator [Black] he's a bit strange. He's proper in public, but he doesn't think the other people are special [or not as special as he is at least]. He just doesn't care to be honest, he keeps to himself [along with Stanley] and that's it. It's a miracle for Stanley to have even pulled somebody like Black considering their personalities are the type to clash with one another. [They love each other though, genuinely. Despite how deranged they can be towards each other at times.]
Also, 4th wall breaking in action!!!!!!!!!!!
Black didn't want to interrupt this comic since it was made for Stanley but after the other three came in he lost reservations and came in as well.
These two would probably just stay in their own spot [somewhere quiet and more alone]. This place is a bit too crowded for their liking. But I would be very happy to jump on any opportunity to make my guys interact with any of yours!!!!! Don't be afraid to throw a bone [prompt] for me to bite on, okay?
[Oh no, I just realized Black looks like he has boobs on the last picture. He DOES NOT have boobs!! Sorry man boob enjoyers, it's the lighting that made it look that way wuwuwu...]
Stanley hug request from @marionette-j2x!
A response from this previous post!
Ft. @blackkatdrawsâ Stanley
#I hope you didn't mind me rambling#I'm just happy#wow I didnt realize I drew a lot#âa lotâ#to be honest I wasnt so keen on adding Narrators into the reblog chain [lighthearted] since it was started for Stanleys#and Stanley reblog chains are something that rarely ever get traction or paid attention to#nevermind developing like this#but I still enjoyed nonetheless [as you can probably tell from the amount of art I made]#my Stanley is so stupid I love him#in case my entire account thats filled with his drawings doesnt point that out already#gay thoughts overtook my brain when I started to make a response HAHAHA#i drew Stanley and thought about adding Narrator [Black] and my brain went dopamine overload#âhhiihwagh ghewgahhg wife coming to visit his hubbbyyâ#BTW Insomni's Narrator [Narry] has beef with Black but that's gonna take so long to explain LMAOOO#nice guy that's kind to everyone but heavily dislikes this ONE GUY in particular#and my Narrator [Black] just doesnt care#excuse me for this essay#I love to talk a bit too much about these things#overexplaining and just fawning in general is something I tend to do a lot#I'm sorry if I wasnt able to draw any of your guys as much as I wouldve loved to#honestly I wasnt sure about their characterization [something I'm WAY TOO unnecessarily attentive towards]#so I just stayed in my own line just in case [but in exchange I couldnt draw any of them as much as I'd hoped]#I find it a funny idea and a bit interesting to know how your guys would react towards my own guys actually#He mostly keeps to himself but Black tends to do a lot of stuff that may be considered paranormal or unusual#liikkeee twisting reality a bit with the intent to scare the observing party? idk it's just a thing he likes to do#might be because its fun but mostly just to appear more intimidating towards others#hes a prideful pretty thing#and yet he just seems to want to do nothing more than to crumble in Stanley's arms everytime he's near#[Stanley wants to do the same of course]#mine đ
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nct as horny bfs
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warnings: pure smut lol
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JOHNNY this little shit figures it out fast. heâs pretty damn smart and very observant so anytime you came to watch a practice he would see how your thighs pressed together, or the way your breath hitched anytime he touched you can and will tease the ever living shit out of you with this information. back hugs are mandatory, at least once a day now, just so he can subtly press his hips against you refuses to fuck you anywhere the two of you can get caught not because heâs worried about getting caught, no he just loves to get you all flustered and then leave you to deal with it until you get home. he makes up for it every time though. stamina? high af tbh iâm talking like 6-7 rounds before heâs done for the night if necessary loves eating you out too, he could do that for hours and doesnât even care about how much his jaw hurts because the sounds you make are just too pretty for him to stop. itâd be a sin if he gets you too horny in public and youâre wearing a skirt or dress, heâll get the two of you somewhere crowded and slide his fingers into you just to see how quiet you can be. he feels blessed that youâre so horny all the time because heâs nearly insatiable himself tbh.
TAEYONG is exactly the kind of guy to take over an hour making you desperate and horny for him, enjoying the view of your sensitive body squirming beneath him, craving some kind of release. seeing you like that for him, all just with his words and the occasional well placed hands, boosts his ego to no end, as well as making him literally rock hard. and the sounds you make when you're a hot, horny mess~ lord, he wants to record them on his phone and play them back full volume when he jacks off. honestly, he just wants to record you in general. take a video of you mewling for him. maybe snap a pic from above of you with your top pulled up over your tits, nipples hard, thighs pressing together, and with the most desperate look on your face while heâs with the other members.
YUTA surprisingly doesnât make it clear enough that heâs horny. itâs almost like he doesnât give enough of a hint for you to figure it out, or at least thatâs what he thinks. you get it, heâs horny, so you take your time making him finally spill out that he wants you to pump his aching cock. and when you do good lord does he praise you. like âfuck princess so good for meâ, âshit donât stop- faster peach, fasterâ and âtake your tits out for me- fuck! so beautifulâ. he loves praising you because he knows how much it turns you on. rubbing your thighs in response just gets you wet enough for him to finally lift you (once heâs covered your tits in his cum) and onto the bed where he slips into you so easily, so wet and ready for him. he can be like this for the rest of the day but heâs always so busy that whenever he cums for you, good lord is it a lot. âfuck- look princess, look how much you made me keep inside me. poor me huh baby? cmon one more time let me fuck youâ and he always says it so politely you just canât say no. several rounds later is when he finally stops and admires the work of art on your body, cum everywhere. and one of his favorite things to do is grab his cum and let you lick it off his fingers, eyes teary.
KUN when he feels so tense and pressured gives you many reasons to feel anxious. because you know his favorite way to relieve all that stress is to use your pretty little mouth. He loves the way you lick his big cock with your much smaller tongue. licking the tip gently to tease him and taking him all down making him throw his head back, groaning with heavy breaths. when heâs getting close, you swallow around him, making your throat close tight around him. fuck he loves when you do this, and when he cums he pumps it all over your face. taking a picture when heâs done with you. this led him to obtaining a whole collection of your face, and parts of your body, with his cum, red marks, spit and other things he finds so sexy on you. Whenever youâre away and he doesnât have you to make him feel better, he gets off at these photos (and videos) and he sends you a photo of the aftermath knowing youâll send him something back to make him go for round two. eventually his phone rings from you and well, he answers with his cock on display, still aching and covered in cum. these calls are definitely your favorite with himâŚ
DOYOUNG gets really shy when you start being intimate with him, but he really loves it. so much so that when you ask him if thereâs anything you can do for him after a concert, he says âmm⌠thereâs this one thing but itâs okay iâll just go to sleepâ. he always does this though and at this point it doesnât faze you. you get up and straddle him on the bed, hands flying to take off his clothes. âw-what?â he asks stupidly. but you say nothing. he can feel him squirm around you as he doesnât know where to put his hands. at one point youâre the one pumping his dick, licking his tip and riding him, moaning out of control and cum leaking from him. but before you know it youâre on all fours for him begging and pleading for him to fuck you harder, he fucks deep into you, making you clench the sheets with your hands. âcan anyone fuck you this good princess? hmm??â. you canât even let out a yes or no as you moan and cry into the mattress beneath you. but beside being in the bedroom and in private, he also tends to appreciate you in places like restaurant bathrooms and empty practice rooms, glancing from time to time at the door preparing for someone to walk in. he loves the way itâs so quick, so heated and steamy as he pumps his digits in your soaking cunt, leaving you to moan and whine as he does so (which ultimately makes him moan and whine with you). you end up squirting on his wet fingers as the room fills up with your heavy breaths, then both of you rush to get out of there.
TEN was pressed against the after you pushed him onto it. locking the door before you even thought of touching him. his shirt was pulled off as you kissed down his neck, your tongue occasionally lapping at the soft skin which sent shivers down his spine and his hands clutching to your shoulders in an attempt to ground himself. once getting to his chest, you noticed his puffy and pink nipples poking out, the small little buds enticing you so you just had to give one of them a kitty licks, loving how he would jolt with every wet touch them and let out small squeaks in embarrassment. his hands went up to your hair and gently tugged on the soft strands while whimpering for you to stop, fearing they would get swollen and hurt but you showed no care as you mercilessly sucked and licked them like they were candy, moaning at how responsive his body was with every touch to the little buds. looking up through your eyelashes, you made eye contact as you grazed your teeth against the aroused bud which made one eye closed as a shot of pain tingled across his chest but it only made his dick twitch. "b-babe.." he panted softly, hands leaving your hair to try to push you off but you only held his push against you, not leaving any room for him to escape. pulling away, a string of saliva attached to his nipple to your mouth made him gulp, "yes, baby?" you purred, tongue licking at the perky nipple which made him whine. "can you take off my pants and touch me, please?" he asked, his voice soft and whiny. âof course my loveâ you smiled before placing a kiss to his nose then unbuttoned his pants, pulling the zipper down to see he wasn't wearing underwear~
JAEHYUN dirty talk. that voice. i think y'all know what I'm talking about literally orgasmic. it's so deep, and smooth, and relaxing in a way that just gets you going. there's just something about it that makes you rub your thighs together. when he presses his lips close to your ear, his voice feels like he's caressing you all over, yes all over. you basically get high off his voice. cloud nine. he absolutely loves to talk dirty to you, telling you exactly what he's going to do to you, how pretty you look with your mouth around his cock, or how you're taking him inside you so well. he's got a knack for choosing exactly the right words, and it gets your pussy dripping and aching for him. he always says about how your pussy feels like it was made for his cock it fits so snug. loose enough that he can fuck you whenever, but tight enough that he has to work for it. but the dirty talk doesn't stop there. he uses that voice of his and those delicious words to drive you closer to your climax, his words getting cruder as his hips get sloppier, praising you to no end. he's not shy about what he thinks. he's incredibly straightforward about it. you're making him fucking horny? he'll tell you. youâre pussy is the best he's ever fucked? he'll tell you flat out while he's pounding into you. he thinks you look beautiful stuffed with his cock? he won't even hesitate. communication IS key isnât it?
WINWIN doesn't ever tell you he's horny, instead he insists on watching a movie with you. but under the blanket, around 20 minutes into the movie, he brushes his hands against your thighs, inching closer to your pussy. you know what he's doing, but you let him. âbabyâŚcan you do me a favorâ is what he says before you drop down to your knees on the floor and pull the blanket off him. you want him as much as he wants you. you make sure to suck him just right, I mean you've done this countless times, so you know how he likes it. he can't help but moan for you, letting out pretty noises that go straight to your core. he fists the blanket and sofa beside him, trying his best to not just fuck your mouth right there and then. eventually he cant take it anymore, standing up to fuck your pretty little mouth, making you gag as you take in his lengthy cock. âfuck babe- feels so good!!â he moans. you would reply, but your mouth is stuffed with his cock, twitching in your mouth signaling he's gonna cum. he cums deep far into your throat, telling you to say âahâ so he can see you swallowed it. winwin also can't help but drag you back onto the couch, fisting your hair and telling you âcan you take me all?â. you look up at him with glossy eyes and he bites his lip. he flips you over and starts ramming into you. talkin bout âfuck- taking me so good babyâ and âyou like when i stuff you? when all you feel is my cock in you, making you feel so good?â he mocks at you. he knows you can't even speak right now because all you're doing is moaning into the pillow. he even laughs a little, seeing you take him down your best, just for him.
JUNGWOO is your sugar daddy. his life goal is to spoil and please you in a way nobody can ever do. he is currently in a meeting, but one of the black cards he gave you isn't working and he isn't answering your messages.. you start getting whiney and stomp to the meeting room not caring about all the other people in there. you slam the card in front of him âit's not working daddy!â you puff, he smirks and pulls you on top of his lap and continues the meeting. occasionally he kisses your neck. you whine and sigh moving around his lap trying to escape. â"hmm? what's the problem, kitten?" jungwoo replies as he continues to kiss your neck while talking to the people in the meeting, acting like nothings wrong. you sigh, getting more impatient, continuing to escape. as you continue to move you feel something hard under you.. you know exactly what it is. you look up at him with your glossy eyes and he looks at you smirking. you continue to move to try and tease him. you feel his chest rise up and down, soon enough you feel your mini skirt get pushed up under the table, his fingers moving your panties. you bite your lip as your wet pussy drips onto the floor on his shiny black shoes. you feel his middle finger pump into your sweet hole. you moan loudly causing everybody in the room to look at you, jungwoo looks down at you smirking âwhat's wrong kitten? everything good?â he teases ây-yes sorry daddyâŚâ you mumble and moan softly. you whine quietly as he pulls his finger away waiting for the meeting to end. âshh my precious baby. weâll continue this when we get home, be a good girl for daddy and let him finish this meeting and I'll make you squirt, kay~?â.
MARK comes back from practice hot and tired, and he can't help but think of laying down with you, pleasuring you. you'll be in your room, or the living room when he comes and lays next to you, desperately separating your legs. âbaby, pleaseâ is all he says before you agree to him. he dives right in, lapping at your wet cunt, sucking a little when he feels your hands in his arm. âmmmâ he groans into you, sending shivers through your body. he praises you as it makes him feel better, knowing he's making you feel so good. âsuch a pretty cunt, just for meâ âgosh princess, you're soaking..â âtaste so sweetâŚcould be here all night longâ is what he says to you. he loves looking into your eyes and seeing how your eyelids flutter with his every movement. when you cum, he offers for you to cum on his face (so he could take a picture and save it for himself). he dips his finger into it and tastes it, giving you puppy eyes as he thanks you. mark also gets riled up when he takes you out to go shopping, visiting cute shops. of course you insist on taking him with you to the fitting rooms, where you dress up in cute short skirts and ask what he thinks about them. âdamn babe- he says as he cocks his head and stares at you up and down, rethinking if he should've let you wear that in front of him in the first place. you notice his hard cock as he hides it with his hands. âbabe- I think we should..â he says before you change back and purchase the skirt. you guys are back home when mark immediately goes to the couch with his hands on the back of the couch behind him. you follow him there before undressing for him. âis this what you want?...â you tease him as you widen his legs apart, standing between them. he basically drools at the sight in front of him. â... you want me with nothing on? is that it?â you say. he feels like he's in a dream. you plop down on the floor, taking his hard cock in your mouth, licking it lightly just to tease him. âaugh!!â he whines âplease baby, suck it please. i need you so badâŚâ he's looking at you with those eyes as you give into his requests, sitting on his lap, and taking him all in.
XIAOJUN is near the end of his shower when your in your short pajama shorts and tank top lying on the bed. the aroma of gentle citrus fills the air as he meets you at the end of the bed, gazing at you as heâs in nothing but his briefs on. as he climbs on top of you, heâs whispering to you how much he wants you, no, how badly he needs you. he says heâs had a rough day and that u can help him. so you do. you lay on your back as he caressed your face before kissing your cheek sayin âthank u.â and thatâs when he sticks his dick in your mouth. fucking your sweet mouth as he canât help but moan out how good it feels. âoh my god⌠so so good my sweet girl. thank u, thank uâ. hearing this you canât help but start to touch yourself, how could you not. you close your eyes and just let the sweet sounds coming out his mouth fill ur ears, it so addicting, the way he canât just shut up. and here you are, subtly crying and whimpering as he fucks into your mouth faster and faster, deeper and deeper. you think it canât get better but it does. âlet me do it for u my sweet princessâŚâ is what he says before stuffing his fingers into your cunt, fingers slipping with ease as you and him come closer to your high. âlet it out babyâŚâ he says as you cum and he quickly takes his dick out your mouth and paints his cum on your pretty tits. âthank u, felt so good baby thank uâ.
HENDERY loves imagining what heâll do to you throughout the day then see you back at home looking all pretty for him. heâll text you while heâs out about some shit like âmake no plans tonight!â or âcan we stay in tonight?â just so he can have the excuse to fuck you til you feel like you canât walk. and on the days where he doesnât come up with an excuse, heâs usually really flirty throughout the day, telling you how beautiful you are, how your outfit is cuteâŚhow youâre making him feel so stiff. you take him to the nearest empty room wherever you guys are. he immediately kisses you heatedly, pulling down his pants, cock so hard cause he knows you want him too. as you touch his cock, his tip aches, dripping precum and youâre barely doing anything yet. heâs groaning loudly like he wants to be caught, so you give him a slap and it tunes him down, but his cock just gets harder. by the time you guys are done, his mess is basically everywhere. all over you, the floor, himself.
RENJUN cant take it anymore when he sees you in the kitchen after dinner time, in those short shorts and your loose off the shoulder tee. you're bending down when he inhales sharply before getting up from the sofa and grabbing your hips. âyes renjun?â you say confused. âc'mereâ he sighs, pinning you against the counter. you already know where this is going, but you want to make him beg for it. he touches your waist, looking you in the eyes, âtouch me pleaseâŚit hurtsâŚâ. before you can say anything he whines, hugging your waist as closely as he can to you. you reach around him, tugging at his hair. âmmmh..â he moans lightly. âpleaseâŚâ he says again. he drops down to his knees, pulling at your shorts, kissing your thighs as you feel the hotness of his breath, lips, and everything on you. you tug your panties down and he immediately dives into you, sucking on your wetness as he can't stop moaning from it. and you can feel him pathetically humping at your leg, going faster the more he sucks. you yank his head back away as his lips and chin are all wet, drool spilling from his mouth as he breathes hard. âwant mommy to help?â you say as he instantly nods his head getting up to stand. at once you pull down his shorts and boxers, slipping his dick in between your thighs. he bucks his hips back and forth fucking your thighs. he cums all over your legs, giving you something to clean up. renjun also gets horny when he's laying in your lap while watching tv, and his view is well, your boobs and cant help but touch them over your shirt, signaling you to take it off. you do as he pleases because you love when he gets like this. he licks and sucks on your boobs as the pleasure hits you, making him love the way you grab onto him. onto his hair, arms, face, everything you can get your hands on. just know if you ever make him feel good, heâll always return the favor.
JENO wakes up hungry. his dick hard from the recent dream he had about you. he shakes you to tell you, but you're asleep. he feels bad to fuck you when you are sleeping and dreaming so peacefully. he can't bring himself to do it, so he goes into the bathroom and pumps himself. but, heâs imagining it's you, which makes him moan your name softly. you're half asleep when you hear him calling your name. âf-f-fuckâŚy/nâŚâ he would whine out. âjeno?â you answered him, you hear noises but not your name again. you get up and when you push the bathroom door open, boy is it a sight to see. he's holding his pajama shirt between his teeth, his abs fully exposed, body glistening a little from his sweat. his head is thrown back as one hand grips the counter, and the other holds his cock, tip red and leaking his pearly cum. he's so hard that he had to jack himself off again. and the way he has his glasses on makes you bite your lip as you sneakily walk in while his eyes are closed. you drop down, taking his tip in your mouth. he moans loudly now, knowing he's not gonna wake you up this time. you let go of his hips, giving him the signal to fuck your mouth, so he does, hands gripping your hair as he lets out few groans, breath heavy and panting as he cums in your mouth. jeno also loves getting right behind you while you're washing the dishes or doing something around the house. he loves grabbing your ass and massaging it while he kisses your neck from behind. you drop whatever you're doing because you know how good he makes you feel when he's sucking your wet cunt. lapping at it until you're overstimulated because he just can't get enough. and he forgets about how you must feel because heâs pretty much addicted to your pussy, eating away as his hand plays with your clit. at this point you feel like you canât even stand anymore, whining at him âplease- can'tâŚâ but he wants to see you undo just one more time.
HAECHAN is a bratty disobedient sub who LOVES to be punished. whatever rules you have for him, he breaks them and watches with a sly grin as you get annoyed because he knows he's in for a punishment that night. he wants you to absolutely break him and make him cry. dumb him down until he can't think or speak properly anymore, only choked out pleas and moans coming from him. he loves it when you spank him. have him count the spanks and of course he would purposefully mess up right at the end to rile you up so that he could start all over again. he could easily get hard from a couple spanks to his ass and he'll shamelessly cum all over your legs and his chest with a mewl. oh and he loves edging! edge him over and over again till he cries and begs you to stop and let him cum but don't since you know he's faking it. keep edging him until you finally let him cum but don't stop there! keep making him cum till he's overstimulated and his mind has turned to mush. ây-y/n! aah~!! im sorry m-â before he could finish he slurred sentence you pulled his hair back making him face you. you spit in his mouth and make him swallow it. you could tell he was all fucked out as his eyes were fluttering and all he could do was moan your name. He knew he fucked up. he knew you werenât even CLOSE to being done punishing him. but did he regret it?
nope~
JAEMIN loves treating you like the princess you are, heâll do whatever you want him to do whenever. youâll be out at dinner with friends when you grip his thigh to let him know you want him to fuck the shut out of you. and thatâs when you end up in a nearby hotel, fucking in the bed, the shower, even the balcony. he pounds you so good, slapping your ass to take his big cock that you so badly wanted. âsuch a good girl, taking my cock like a pretty princessâ he says while youâre a moaning mess. he would take a pic when you guys are finished, showing your leaking cum and his red tip in the frame (prob gonna jack off to it another time). and boy does he get jealous easily. when you guys are at parties and he sees you taking to another guy heâll text you shit like, âdoes he fuck u good?â or âkeep talking to him and iâll fuck u extra hard tonightâ and thatâs exactly what he does. âjae-â is all you can get out of you while your body is getting overstimulated by him. âyou asked for it, so take it like the slut you areâ he says while pounding his cock into you, pressing your body harder into the mattress, reaching your g spot over and over again. and when he cums, he paints your face, tits, ass with it and makes you lick it off his dick because you're his, but that just riles him up for another round. each time he gets rougher and harder, but when itâs over he spoils you like a mf. âdo you need anything my love?â, âiâm sorry princess,â he says while kissing you everywhere, âyou just feel so good cant help itâ. the remainder of the night heâs massaging, kissing your body, and whispering sweet nothings into your ear.
YANGYANG and you are hanging out one day playing video games at his place when you guys both decide you're heading to bed. as heâs changing in his room, you walk in unknowingly, seeing him shirtless with his pajama pants. âoh I'm sorry!â you say expecting him to put a shirt on. when you turn back around heâs still shirtlessâŚand staring at you. âyangyangâŚâ you say and you stare at his bare torso, looking at the way his v-line is going so, so, low. you then realize that heâs pulling his pants down. âwill you help me sweetheart?â he asks as his thick cock is now in your sight. he tilts his head to the side as you step closer, you bite your lip as you look at his hard, then at him. âgo on, suck.â he orders. thereâs no way you canât listen to him right now. the way that heâs smiling and biting his lip, and how heâs combing your hair back already, and how heâs moaning as you take him into your mouth. âf-fuck baby!!â he gasps, not expecting you to take him all down like that. he also likes waking you up, getting in between your legs while you slowly wake up to him eating you out. âyangyang!â you moan as he pushes two fingers into you. âgonna take my fingers then my cock right princess?â he says. you nod your head, pulling at his hair as he pushes three fingers in now. your moans spill out as you cum onto his fingers. âgood job sweetheart...â he praises you. âcan you take my cock now?â he asks as he taps it on your stomach, biting his lip before asking, âyou think itâll fit?â your face gets hot at this. you look down to see how big he really is. âyes, please fuck meâŚâ you beg. and so he does, ramming into your tight cunt, holding down your wrists beside you to stop you from moving so much. you feel the way heâs twitching in you and he sees the way your back is arching. âcum my sweetheart, let me fill you up.â he says as he lets out a final long moan, each other's cum spilling out of you.
CHENLE is always desperate as ever to please youâŚand to see how easily he can fall into your touch. always saying pathetic words to you like âpleaseâŚwant u to touch meâ, and he says it so softly, stroking your fingers. you nod your head as he smoothly lifts his shirt up, revealing his bare chest to you. he loves being like this, under your touch knowing you like seeing him all helpless and soft. you kiss him teasingly, biting his bottom lip a bit, fingers trailing from his upper torso to his hardened cock. âmm~ want you to play with me so badâŚâ is all he says before you slide down his pants, fisting his cock, putting the tip in your mouth. he doesnât last long until he cums on your lips, bringing you back onto his, tasting his own cum. chenle also gets riled up at night. he's trying to go to sleep, but he keeps inching closer to your body. he rubs his hard dick against you, head snuggled in the blanket a bit almost embarrassed. in response you turn over, seeing his face. so beautiful and all tense. eyes shut as his mouth hangs a little open, breathing harder than normally, even hearing little whines. âwhat do you need my lele?â you ask him. He doesnât say anything, just brings your hips onto his lap, moving you so you're grinding against his cock. he moans loudly. you pull down his pajama pants and pull your panties to the side, sinking on his cock slowly. you fuck your self onto him, giving it to him good since heâs been good all day. and at this point heâs moaning so much. âsuch a good boy right my lele?â âdoing so good for me hm? gonna fuck you again and again since you want it so badâ is what you say to him as he loudly whines, even tears run down his pretty little face, preparing himself for that overstimulation heâll feel all night long.
JISUNG is content however you would like to have sex. you want it kinky? heâll do whatever you ask for. you just want it vanilla? fine with him :)! however you want it heâs fine with it! you guys were currently making out on the couch when you felt his hand squeeze your neck slightly, giving you a signal he needs you. a minute later you're on all fours. lapping at his dick, tracing his veins, kissing the tip, literally anything to make him feel good. âfuck this.â he says as he turns your body around to pound into you. âfuck jisung!!â you let out. âm sorryâŚâ he says as he slowly pumps into you, almost to tease you. ââŚi can't help it when your so tight for me, just for me.â then heâs really pounding into you. roughly like heâll never get the chance to fuck you stupid like this again. hes fucking into your cunt faster and faster, he slaps your ass as he throws his head back, letting out a long groan. âall mine.â he says as he lifts your upper body so itâs against his chest. he holds you by your throat as he fucks into you deeper. as one hand is around your throat, the others flicking at your clit, rubbing it quickly. as your body becomes more tired and fucked out, your eyes begin closing, tears rolling down your cheeks as he lets you down, slapping your ass again before giving one last deep pound into you. âm gonna cum, okay?â he doesnât even bother to wait for a response. he cums into you before watching as both your cum drips down your folds. âmineâ.
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!!! this reading is 18+ ONLY !!! ďžâ˘âŕ¨âĄŕ§â⢠・ďž
part 2 in the âdo meâ series yay !! this reading is about: Your FS favorite thing about having sex with you đ ďžâ˘âŕ¨âĄŕ§ââ˘
thank you for having so much patience 2/3 this series is almost done !!
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pile one - ace of wands , ten of cups
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pile one ur FS is such a perv when it come to you lmao !! their favorite thing about having sex with you is literally you ! the way you look and smell and your body is like a work of art to them youâre literally so so hot to them. during sex youâll just catch them staring deep in into your eyes and heâs just lost in the mf sauce so deep in love and literally shocked that a hottie like you loves having sex with them. iâm getting that even though the two of you have been married or been together for a long time heâll still feel like he scored BIG TIME. like heâs in high school and heâs like a nerd loser or something and youâre the hot popular girl and he literally canât believe youâre interested in him. even when youâre not having sex they constantly heâs always look at you for validation that heâs making you feel good and not uncomfortable but also because youâre just sooo pretty he loves watching you. your FS LOVES watching you get dressed and he hates when you kick him out so you can change because like i said he views you as art would you keep people from seeing the mona lisa? so why keep him from the masterpiece that is you? Your FS loves having sex with you because youâre the most passionate lover heâs ever had i think itâs because your connection w your FS IS SOOO STRONG that it makes everything you two do in the bedroom 1000 times better.
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extra messages- pregnancy, excitement, faster speed, high energy, spontaneous, fairytales coming true
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pile two - four of wands, ace of swords
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Pile 2 your FS gives me subby vibes. they love to care for you thatâs their favorite thing about having sex with you is taking care of your needs he likes knowing you depend on him to feel good. during your sex they love when you tell them what to do to you. Your FS is like a puppy just waiting for your next instructions on how to best make you happy. your FS favorite thing about doing you is how much stronger it makes your connection of course it makes you two closer but something spiritual happens to them when youâre in bed together itâs like youâre his own personal slice of heaven. idk why iâm getting he proposed during sex like he just blurted it out he was mid stroke in you and was like âplease marry meâ or he just decided he wanted to marry you while having sex with you he realized youâre just too much of a catch and the two of you are just too sexually compatible to not make you his forever!!! when your FS is having sex with you he feels it calms him thatâs why i think this pile is my soulmate twin flame pile because i just keep getting a strong spiritual healing sense. another thing your FS LOVESSSSSSSS your dirty talk either one or both of you love to talk dirty but i think you more than them like it and they are in love with hoe filthy you whisper in their ear it makes them almost cum on their pants you know exactly what to saw to make them feel something.
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extra messages: acts of service, mind reading, stability, celebrations, commitment, protection, dominant/domination, work, frustrations
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pile three - wheel of fortune, nine of cups
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your FS loves that youâre innocent but in the private of your own bedroom youâre a freaky ass. itâs very unexpected for him but he loves that the more he gets to know you the more you surprise him and that just makes you that much more attractive to him. i think like pile two your FS feels a very deep connection to you like he manifested himself to be with you 𼚠thatâs so sweet. Your FS LOVES how risky your sex seems ??? iâm getting one or both of you have like super dark kinks and your FS loves that they never know what to expect from you it turns them on so so much they have never been with someone as adventurous as you it makes them feel like theyâre on top of the world. even if you donât see yourself as kinky now Pile 3 im seeing by the time you and your FS start having sex you will be confident enough to explore all facets of your sexuality your FS may even have a lot to do with how confident you feel in indulging yourself in kinky ways đ.
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extra messages- cycles, the universe has a plan, lucky, things going well, value yourself, emotional fulfillment, pride
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Your Hero
Friendly neighborhood Spiderman, huh? You wouldnât have expected your new dorky nerd best friend to be passing in the shadows of the charming hero behind the mask, hanging upside down and staring at you with odd interest. Why does he seem oddly familiar?
a/n: @candlekiss THIS HAS BEEN FORMULATING FOR QUITE A WHILE... ITS JUST BEEN MARINATING... TRUST ME THE BEST FOOD GETS MARINATED FOR LIKE THREE YEARS đđđ
UR ART INSPIRES ME SM !! NEVER GIVE UP ON UR DREAMS BECAUSE THIS IS A REALLY GOOD SCENARIO WITHOUT YOUR ART I WOULDNT HAVE "to keep an angel" OR THIS FIC!! ILYSM MARI <3
college leon art omg mari u are such a queen (bt dubs college leon is literally this hes a dorky nerd đ¤đ) nerd!leon art here
tw: fluff from college leon and spiderman leon because they've both been swirling in my mind fr !!
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To be fair, you didnât pay much attention to Leon at the beginning of the semester. You kept to your separate corners of the world; his being the potted plant near the doorway, where he stood with a bag slung over his shoulder every day, eyes narrowing at the watch on his left wrist, andâŚ
Maybe you have paid attention to him.
It was a dance you had forgotten youâd learned, talking with him. Heâs not the same guy you remember from high school, the one who always stuttered through answers and pushed his glasses up when the class mocked him.
The only person being mocked seems to be you now, three weeks into the semester, and the dip of your already fluctuating grades is enough to spur you to find a tutor. Your professor doesnât seem to be much help, offers you a weak smile and a shrug and tells you to find resources elsewhere.
And you find it in the once, now self-assured straighten of his back as you snake around the crowd to tap his shoulder, grinning broadly.
âHeard youâre pretty good at this stuff,â you offer vaguely. Leon cocks a brow and you donât expect the amused smile on his face to cause you to feel flustered.
âGuess I am,â he replies, and it seems that not only has his personality and appearance changed, but his voice is at least an octave deeper. It resonates through your entire body in a way that's difficult to describe. âWhy? Need help?â
An awkward silence stretches between you as the implications of his altered tone sink in. Clearing your throat, you shuffle your feet and continue, "So, uh, when are you free?"
Leon taps his chin thoughtfully. "Is lunch okay for you?"
You consider it for a moment. âWow, are you asking me out?â
He winks and you just about buckle to the ground. âDidnât you come up to me first?â
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The chair makes an absurdly loud sound when Leon scoots closer, hands clenched around the base of his seat, a bashful smile on his face as he waves his apologies to all the wandering, hesitant eyes that meet you.
Itâs been about a month, and there seems to be no progress with your grades. You would consider dropping him altogether if it werenât for the strange fact that you enjoy his company, cherish that he takes time from his evidently busy schedule to tutor you.
âGo on,â he prompts when you snap back to attention, startling from his fingers waving in front of you, brushing your nose. âWhat else did you notice?â
âThere was definitely a lot of conflict in the last few scenes,â you mutter, trying to recall last nightâs frantic reading that he had assigned three weeks ago.
âI donât know, I wouldnât really say death is conflicting, would you?â he replies dryly, dropping his head to glance up at you from under his glasses, and therefore, his long, wispy eyelashes. They reflect the dim lights of the library, seeming to sparkle and illuminate his eyes.
â... yes?â
âNo one dies,â he says, stirring from his position once again to stretch his arms against the table, lying his cheek onto the muscle of his bicep, staring up at you with a puffier face. âYou didnât read it, did you?â
â... no?â
âI canât be here forever,â he whispers, quietly, only for your ears. âYou know how many things I have to be doing. Put the effort in. For me, please?â
And something about his tone is so sincere, so genuine that it makes you want to try harder, push yourself, do the homework on time and actually do something about your grades.
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Youâve grown to consider him a friend. Your grades have lifted, as has the burden from your shoulders, head high when you stroll out of the lecture hall, and spot Leon fumbling with the vending machine nearby.
Itâs a habit to startle him whenever you see him outside of classes, yet you donât understand the strange looks you get. In any case, he is infinitely a better person than you had expected, better than everyone you had tried to get with initially.
He flinches at your touch, fingers creeping between his arm and torso, wiggling to spark a surprisingly tired laugh.
âWhat kept you up all night?â you tease. âTrouble in paradise?â
âNothing of the sort,â he responds gruffly, eyes softening in exhaustion. âThat would be better than whatâs going on right now.â
Leon is a reserved man. He trusts you to some extent, where, on the other hand, youâre ready to give your life for him. You get attached quickly, what can you say?
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Youâve grown used to barging into your shared rooms, not announcing your arrival, often catching Leon off guard, staring down at something on his phone before he shoves it away, that same embarrassed expression slipping off his face when you ask whatâs wrong.
ââYou arrive back at your dorm after a long day of classes, exhausted and looking forward to relaxing. But whatâs past that door is everything that you would think not to expect.
"Oh- hey, you're back!" Leon says with a grin. But that's not all that catches your attention - your roommate has a bizarre outfit on; a brown, crinkled leather jacket, cargo pants, something that looks horrifyingly bland on him. And is that a splash of blue you see peeking out from underneath everything?
"Uh, Leon..." you reply, taken aback. "Didn't realize you were into cosplay. Something you need to tell me?"
"Itâs, uhm, complicated," Leon replies vaguely, rubbing the back of his neck. "Letâs just say I have some important work to take care of."
"Right, because you're secretly the cityâs hero," you deadpan, still not sure whether to believe this outrageous claim. âWell, come back soon, alright? I need help decoding chapters 18 and 24.â
âOf course,â he says with a wink. âIâll just be a minute.â
But a minute goes by, which you expect, but then that minute morphs into a hour, and then two, then four, and eventually youâre worriedly pacing your dorm floor, awaiting a phone call, text message, anything to just know-
The phone vibrates a moment later as you rush to fish it out of your baggy pockets, jamming your finger against the notification.
Of course its not him. An unknown number, something fairly recognizable but you canât quite put your finger on it. The hometown seems to be somewhere far away, starting digits something you donât have the time to search up when the next text pops up.
Come outside? :)
who is this?
I just have your notes. Hurry up.
oh, thanks! gimme a sec
You remember requesting notes to study from Leon, but he gave your number to his friend, without your consent, might you add, so this must be him. He deemed this friend was far more outgoing, far more entertaining, a better person to hang out with.
You donât expect Spiderman to be this friend of his.
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âIâm starting to think you like me,â he jests, months later, on one of his patrols of the city. He always swings by your window, conveniently always timing his visits when Leonâs out with duties at the police station. You want to deny the accusation, but can't bring yourself to lie to the webslinger perched outside your window.
Not when those masked eyes peer at you with such care and familiarity. Like they see straight into your conflicted soul.
Not when you donât want them to hang out. Of course not. The problem is your heart is pulling you in two different ways, down two paths that never intersect, and navigating these tangled feelings seems impossible without hurting one of them. They're so alike, yet fate keeps your two dimensions apart. You don't know how much longer your heart can take the strain.
But you bottle it all up, every little bit of you that screams to be adored, cherished in the way they both look at you, one through a mask and the other through glasses, both doing little to nothing to hide their emotions, the expressive raises of their eyebrows.
Theyâre definitely like each other, a little too much, you suspect.
A sigh escapes your lips. "It's not that simple. You both..." You shake your head, not wanting to put either in an awkward position. Some walls are better left unbreached. "Just focus on helping people, okay? That's what's really important."
He crouches silently beside you for a while, sensing your troubled thoughts without needing to be told. When he speaks again, his voice is gentle.Â
"You seem really down. What do you say I take you around the city for a bit? Might do you some good to get some air." He nods toward the skyline glowing in the dusk. "No better view than from up high, if you're up for it."
You eye him hesitantly, unsure if facing your feelings while swinging between skyscrapers is the best idea. But it has been so long since his invitation stirred your spirit rather than your heart. And you could really use a distraction.Â
Gripping his offered hand, you nod. "Sure. Why not? I definitely might not die from this."Â
Spiderman chuckles, pulling you firmly against his side. "You better hang on tight then."Â
A spray of webbing shoots forth and you're jolted into the air, wind whipping around you both. Your uncertain thoughts fade against the euphoria of flight.
For now, it's just you and the freefall through flooded lights.
And the handsome, mysterious, masked hero youâre wrapped around.
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âI canât see you anymore,â your hero mutters one night as you push the window open, eagerly awaiting his tranquil presence, the idea that he takes the burden, the pressure of school off your shoulders, sharing the weight of the sky with you.
âWhat?â You stare up at him and he stretches, seemingly uncomfortable.
âCan we talk?â He gestures down at the alley between your dorm building and the conveniently close laundromat, however loud the broken washing machines get.
âYeah.â Your lips form a purse, behind them, your thoughts are clumsy and tie themselves in a bow around your tongue, presented to Spiderman as broken sentences as you approach his state.
Heâs hanging upside down, face tilted curiously, in a crouching position, held by only the thinning strand of web, and you wonder how that small thing is able to carry such a physique.Â
âIâm putting you in danger,â he protests a few minutes later, standing in front of you, back turned away as you lean against the brick wall, crossing your arms with a stubborn huff.
âHave I died?â You shake our head like a little kid. âNo!â
"What's your endgame, huh?" he asks in desperation, wildly turning to confront you. "Why do you insist on being friends with me?"
"Are you saying you've got an issue with that?" you retort flippantly, the tiniest hint of something like pain flickering in your eyes. "Am I bothering you or something?"
âTheyâre all after me," he frantically explains, words spilling out of your mouth like water from a broken dam. "Iâm literally the most wanted man right now!"Â
"But you seem to be handling it well," you counter.
"Can't you see?!" he shrieks, voice bordering on the hysterical, and you can see the prayer in his expression, that the fear in his eyes will send you packing. "Stay with me, and you're signing your death warrant!"
âHow can you be so sure?â you ask, disbelief coating your words, unable to determine whether or not heâs weaving tales to get you off his back.
âBecause,â he hisses, a tight whisper, âIâve lost too many people. Too many people I love.â
âLove?â You scoff. âYou wouldnât be this ecstatic to get me away from you if you really loved me?â
Spiderman looks at you, confusion etched on his face. âYou⌠think I donât love you?â
âObviously not.â
âHow can I prove it?â he asks, stepping closer, face softening, closing the agonizing distance between you with a few steps. âI canât promise your safety. I love you too much to let you die.â
âOf course you do,â you say, waving off his words.
âHow do I prove it?â he repeats, more pressing, urgent, like he needs a response before he does anything. His hands are right there, so close to your waist, and you find yourself itching to throw yourself into his arms.
âKiss me,â you blurt out. âAnd Iâll know.â
You see him grin. You think heâll take the whole mask off, but that was proving too much to hope for, but your heart still flutters when you see the bottom half of his face, faintly recognizable, but the hazy feeling in your mind that sparks from his lips only serves to cloud your thoughts even more.
His mouth presses harder against yours, hand curling around your hip, slotting in perfectly like itâs meant to be there, for what feels like another second before he pulls away roughly.
All too briefly, he tears his lips away to yank down his mask, chest heaving. "Shit, I shouldn't have..."
But the words die when you reach up to caress his cheek, seeing the flush that spreads underneath the mask. "It's okay. I wanted this too."
Leon's eyes - no, Spiderman's eyes - drop shut like he's in physical pain. "You don't know what you're asking. I can't⌠we can't..."
You try to reassure him but he backs away each time, out of reach, like heâs further away than you can see, deserts and oceans, miles and miles between you, even though just a moment ago he was closer than youâd ever imagined.
And you yearn to know who he is.
You suspect youâve known all along.
How silly is it?
"When you're ready to stop running," you call softly, "you know where to find me."
And youâll know where to find him.
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The first piece of evidence to support your claim comes the afternoon following that night, with your squinted eyes trailing Leon everywhere, drawing a chuckle from that beautiful mouth, the mouth that, you suspect, had been pressed furiously against yours last night.
Not only that, something seems off with his shoulder. Itâs held stiff at his side, and everytime you decide to be lazy and ask him to fetch something from the kitchen, he winces, grumbles something under his breath, rolls his shoulder and stalks away.
After a few days of waiting for your âbeloved dormmateâ to open up to you, you take matters into your own hands. He hasnât even fumbled to grab his keys from his pocket before you spring up from the couch, swing the door open and steer him over to where you were just sitting.
You peel away his shirt before he can protest, leaving him bare chested and stammering, skin burning into crimson.Â
âWhat are you doing?â he murmurs as you press the area.
âI may not know how to read,â you reply, prodding his shoulder blade, âbut I know how to treat injuries just fine.â
âWhy not become a doctor?â
You shrug. âToo much work.â
He smiles, and the curve of his lip, so similar to the smart mouth and remarks you looked forward to every night is the second piece you need.
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The third, and final, you hope, piece comes when you sigh, scrubbing a hand down your face as you enter your dorm room. Safe to say that without Leonâs tutoring due to his more and more frequent absences, occasionally showing up only to be slumped at his table, snoring softly.
Without him listening, you knew you were doomed. So youâre about to scream your ass off, chastising him, telling him to get to class quicker, that whatever he does in his free time can wait.
But Leon stands by the window in a way that gives you pause. His back is turned, shoulders hunched as if lost in thought. What really catches your eye, though, is the bit of red fabric dangling from his fingers.
"Everything okay?" you ask slowly, shutting the door behind you. Leon whips around at the sound, hastily stuffing the fabric - no, his mask - into his pocket. But not before you notice the familiar webbed pattern.Â
"Fine!" he replies, a little too cheerfully to be real. "Just, uh, thinking. Hey, did you see that video of the guy backflipping off a building? Crazy stunts people pull these days."
You raise a brow. "Sure, but it looks like you've got something else on your mind. Or should I say under your clothes?" Leon pales. Without a word, you stride over and pluck the mask from his pocket, giving it a wave.
"Want to explain this?" Your tone is light, but inside your heart hammers. Finally, after weeks of prancing around the bush, heâll give it to you straight, setting things right.
Leon stares at the mask like a deer in headlights, at a total loss for words. You've never seen him so unsettled.
"Look, I can explain," he says anxiously. "Just, hear me out before you freak, alright?"Â
You arch an eyebrow, pretending to be intrigued. "I'm listening."
Leon launches into a tale - the spider bite, the powers, how he's used them these past months to protect the city from the shadows. By the end, youâre hanging onto each word - you didnât know your friend was quite the storyteller.
"So you're really him, huh?" you say, still processing that your suspicions had indeed been correct. "My secretive roommate is the one and only Spiderman."Â Â
Leon runs a hand through his hair. "I know it's a lot to take in.â
âNot really,â you say with a shrug.
He stares at you blankly. âWhat?â
âYou think I couldnât tell from that night in the alley?â you muse. âIâm not as dense as you think, Spidey.â
A slow smile spreads across his face, relief washing over your face at the fact he isnât mad about that. "Spidey? How cute.â
You match his grin. "Now you're talking." You hand the mask back to him, crossing your arms with a stern look. âNow, I don't need your protection, Leon," you insist, softening as he flinches at your use of his real name. "We're in this together, like it or not. No more secrets, deal?"
Leon sighs, gripping the mask tighter. Slowly, he nods, relaxing his expression. "No more secrets. And you can call me Spidey, if you want."
You pretend to mull it over. "Hmm⌠well, now Iâm not so sure it has the same ring to it as Spider-man." But saying it makes Leon's entire face light up like a kid on Christmas. You can't help but return his infectious grin.
âAlright then,â you say, unable to stop cheesing. âNow get back out there! Thereâs a city calling your name!â
Leon quirks a brow, and you tilt your head to question the gesture.
âCan I count on the next person calling my name being you?â he says sweetly, batting his eyelashes at you.Â
âYou can count on your nose being broken if you donât get out of here in the next five seconds,â you joke and Leon seems to visibly lose the blood in his cheeks.
You find it adorable that he takes you seriously.
âOh, and one more thing,â he says, clambering through the window, as if heâs suddenly in a rush.
âYeah?â you reply, humming to yourself as you stroll over to him, pondering what your life will be like from now on, having a superhero as your best friend- no, you realize, looking into his iridescent eyes. Boyfriend.
âRemember to read chapter 37,â he says dotingly. Then he leans down to capture your lips and words in a quick kiss. Then heâs grinning and gone.
Vanished into the night, a shadow slung across the bright city lights.
Your hero.
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Coli!! Hi hi good morning!! Do you have any Headcanons for Ruggie?? Like, when you draw him do you have anything you always include or leave out? Just curious hehe I love your art!! Have a nice day <3 <3 <3
Hi Dede! Thanks for the askđĽşđđ
I will comment on what I would like to do differently when I draw him cause for me you write him PERFECT and I wouldn't change anything! This guy is precious and needs love to know he isn't inferior to anyone! đđ
â ď¸ My headcanons (design) Ruggie Bucchi:
So, aren't that many changes, it's just simple, the way I usually imagine him đĽşđđ
đŠ Skin: Ruggie has more melanin, I personally love Ruggie with any skin tone but forgive me Yana but it's hard to resist painting his skin like that.
I mean, I think it goes much better with his color palette. Personally, I would paint with this palette for him in my fanart and content forever. I want to eternally thank whoever had the idea of giving more melanin to his plush đĽşđ I don't know if it's my laptop screen that's old, but it looks a little desaturated, but I'll adjust over time.
đŠ Blonde lashes: I still need to practice more cause I love the idea that Ruggie would have some blonde lashes, not gold and flashy but brown light đĽş
đŠ Freckles: Excessive on the nose/cheeks, ends of the arms, and a lot on the backâŚIT'S CANON IN MY HEAD, YANA YOU FAILED ME, HOW YOU DARE?? HOW CAN YOU NOT GIVE HIM FRECKLES?đ
đŠ Body hair: Well, he's a guy who's growing, he's about to turn 18, there's no chance no have body hair. Besides, I believe that beastmen have more body hair than humans, so for Ruggie I imagine golden hair but if it gets wet it turns a little brown, on the arms and legs đđđ
đŠ Eye pupil: I know that's normal but I like to think that his pupil becomes ''thin'' (how in English is this?) when he feels threatened or annoyed by something and dilates when he sees something that interests/likes him.
đŠ Teeth: Bigger and thicker than Leona and Jack. Please, spotted hyenas have a bone-breaking bite and tear thick skins too. Ruggie canonically said he can easily eat steak with bonesâŚOh gosh if he likes bite who he lov- STOP NICOLI SHHHH
đŠ Hair: A little rough and messy with some split ends, I don't think he cares much about any special shampoo or conditioner, taking care of his hair. Besides, I think he occasionally cuts it with scissors on his own. I know I could leave it wavy or curly but thinking that rough bristles remind me of hyenas' fur makes me so đĽş
đŠ Body: We know that Ruggie's thin cause his condition but I believe that his legs and arms are ''strong'' of cause the acrobatic way in which he moves, both day to day, running and practicing at the Club. I don't mean bulging muscles but you realize that given his activities and abilities it makes sense!!! đ
đŠ About the piercing: it was a detail I wanted to add but I don't know if I always imagine him with that or not đ¤Ąđ
Forgive my grammar and English mistakes! These are my humble headcanons for Ruggie's design, if anyone thinks differently this is just fun for everyone, y'all have the right to imagine how they want. And I would like to say one more thing, about other details that I can only talk about better with more drawings, such as excess hair with spots above his tail (I love this detail too). So there will always be changes for everything!
Thank you again for your ask Dede, you're a wonderful writer that I admire so much and love your works! đĽşđđđđ
#my headcanons for Ruggie bucchi#personal#twst ruggie#ruggie bucchi#twst savanaclaw#twst fanart#twst#twisted wonderland#disney twisted wonderland#savanaclaw#my art
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Patrick despises when other people touch him.
However he has a girlfriend whose love language is touch.
Hugging him when he gets home from work
Holding one of his arms when they're out
Holding hands during a date
Resting her head on his shoulder when they're sitting on the couch together.
Based on Patrick's facial expressions, you'd think he'd hate it, but he doesn't actually mind.
It confuses him to no end as to why he likes it, considering he thinks he's nothing on the inside.
Okay, now I'm melting, beware of Fluff ahead! đâ
Imagine Central Park covered in snow. It was a beautiful evening, you and Patrick were walking and talking about various things.
"Are you cold, (Y/N)?" Bateman asked suddenly, examining you from head to toe.
"No, why would I be?" With a cute smile you narrowed the distance between the two of you, your hands were close enough to make contact.
"This coat doesn't look warm enough," as soon as your fingers met, Patrick pulled his hand away and acted as if nothing had happened. "If you catch a cold, you will be punished for this."
"Oh, Patrick ⌠you are such a meanie," you chuckled, feeling your feet slip a little as the walkway beneath you was covered in ice. "We should go ice-skating someday, you know."
Bateman's face almost dropped, but then he slowed down and watched you glide across the ice as if you were on the rink. You laughed like a child, raising your arms for balance. Skeptically, Patrick kept looking over at you, staying close because he had a bad feeling about your innocent fun.
"Hey Patrick, look!" You shouted, turning to face him as you pointed to the large Christmas tree on the opposite side of the park.
"(Y/N), watch your step!"
Just after he warned you, one of your feet slipped on the thick layer of ice and you were about to fall, but Bateman caught you from behind and cradled you in his arms like a warm blanket.
"Jesus, what did I tell you?" Patrick instinctively held you closer, inspecting you as if you were a picture in an art gallery. "What a reckless woman you are."
To be fair, you didn't really have time to be afraid, because everything happened too fast. "Sorry, sorry⌠I can be so clumsy sometimes," you cast your most innocent glance at him, and his face softened. "Thanks for saving me, tough guy."
In addition to your words, you grab his bicep and rub it through his stylish coat, making him almost growl with pleasure. Fascinated, Bateman just pulled you into a gentle kiss that soon turned into something more lustful, his brawny hands wrapped tightly around you like a vine.
Patrick was the first to break the kiss as a loud sound of fireworks echoed around you and you looked up to see the beautiful ornaments painted on the dark sky.
"It's beautiful, isn't it?" your arms were still around his neck. "I always love Christmas Eve. There's something magical about it."
"It's beautiful, but nothing compared to you," Bateman mused, suddenly taking your small palm into his large one. "I think it's better to keep you close, since you love to act like a child."
You were a little shocked by his gesture, but you only squeezed his palm tighter, letting your fingers intertwine.
When the fireworks ended, the two of you resumed your walk, holding hands, and somehow it seemed so natural and yet so unbelievable, but you would think about it later because now you wanted this moment to last forever.
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Could you please do 14 with art from the comfort prompts? Maybe handjobs while he has his back to the reader if things get spicy đ¤đ¤
Anyways, your fics never fail to amaze me! Always look forward to reading themđđ
I'm getting the sense y'all would like me to write #14 from the comfort prompts with Art Donaldson đ¤
Also thanks, nonnies!!
Warnings: Fluff, handyj's, subby Art Donaldson, praise kink, smattering of dirty talk, established relationship
"In here!" You called out. You listened as Art's footsteps grew closer, and your brows furrowed as you heard him slow just outside.
"It's okay, you can open the door."
Art seemed a little perplexed by how dim the bathroom was, but as he spotted the candles you'd put around your jacuzzi tub and the glass of wine on the side table, it all seemed to fall into place.
"How was yourâWhat are you doing?" You laughed as Art began to strip off.
"What does it look like?"
Your eyes drifted down over his muscled chest, lip drawing between your teeth as he shoved his pants and underwear down around his ankles before kicking them off. You grinned, scooching back against the tub as Art climbed in in front of you. He groaned as he settled in, cradled against you.
"Comfortable?" You teased, brushing your lips against his temple.
"Very."
You curled your arms around his shoulders, closing your eyes as you savored the peace of his body pressed against yours.
"How was practice?"
The question hung in the air for a few moments. Art shifted a little, raising his hands and trailing gently over your bent knees.
"...Art?" You pressed.
"I don't wanna talk about practice."
It wasn't the answer you were hoping for. It wasn't Art's first career slump, likely wouldn't be the lastâbut you knew better than to remind him of that.
"I wanna talk about you," He added, tipping his head back to get a look at you. "Feel like I've barely seen you the last few days."
"We've been busy."
He craned his neck, pressing a kiss to your jaw. "Tell me about your day."
"It was fine, boring. The usual."
"What's the usual?"
"Art."
"Please?" He urged again, taking your hands in his and intertwining your fingers. He raised one to his lips before resting it over his heart. "I've missed your voice."
You smiled as he snuggled closer, the water swirling around the two of you.
"Well...I woke up around seven. You'd already left, obviously."
"Mm."
"I had breakfast, got dressed, sat down at my desk and worked all day."
"You stop for lunch at least?"
"I didn't have time."
"Baby."
"I know, I know," You sighed. "Things just kept coming up and before I knew it, it was 6:30."
"Explains the wine."
"Yes it does." You untangled one of your hands to reach up, gently combing through his hair. "Want some?"
"Not right now."
"...You're too wound up, you know."
Art sighed heavily, head flopping back against your shoulder again. You took in his closed eyes, his slightly pinched expression.
"You are," You insisted, lowering your hand from his hair. You trailed your nails over his shoulder, down past your joined hands on his chest. "I know you need something to get you going on the court, but having your gut all tight like this makes you all..." You slid your hand beneath the water, trailing along his inner thigh. "Stiff. And not in the fun way."
Art smiled, huffing a laugh. "Is that so?"
"Mhm. You need to relax."
"Any suggestions on how I might do that?"
"Well, I'm no tennis coach..." You curled your fingers around his shaft, smiling as he pulled a stunned breath in. "So my ideas may be a little...Rudimentary."
You stroked him gently, shushing him softly as he whined, pushing up into your touch. You grasped him a little more firmly, moving in long, even strokes as you felt him hardening in your touch. Art turned his head, mouthing at your jaw and neck, anything that he could reach.
"That's it," You murmured, watching a blush spread across his neck as you swiped your thumb across the head of his cock. "Fuck, you're so beautiful Art." You twisted your wrist as he whimpered, and bit your lip as his teeth grazed your skin. "You've been working so hard...You just need someone to take care of you a little, hmm?"
The water sloshed around your legs as Art's hips rolled up into your hand. You could feel his hot breath pushing against your neck, his tongue flickering out to catch a droplet of sweat sliding down your skin.
You were so hot, so slick as his skin shifted and almost seemed to stick against yours. His legs knocked against yours as he reached down, curling his fingers around your forearm. You watched his hips judder, his back arching as he spilled across his abs. You smiled, smearing it into his skin as he sagged back against you. His heart pounded beneath your joined hands, his thumb skating along yours.
"We should get out of the tub," He mumbled.
"Because we're going to get pruney and we're sitting in jizz water?"
Art laughed, tipping his head back to nip at your jaw.
"And because I'd like to return the favor."
#Art Donaldson x Reader#Art Donaldson x You#Art Donaldson/Reader#Art Donaldson/You#Art Donaldson fic#Art Donaldson imagine#asks#replies#requests#anon#x 3 lol
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Sirius black with a busty reader
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Masterlist<3
MINORS STAY AWAY I'LL BLOCK EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU, THIS IS +18!!! See also⌠All marauders versions in my marauders masterlist<3
I want you all to picture me giggling and kicking my feet while writing this 'cause this is my main hoe đ¤đ
-BUYS. YOU. NECKLACES.
-I'll die on this hill dear god
-Pretty silver chains, golden necklaces with expensive charms, you name it! HE SPOILS YOU SM BECAUSE THOSE ARE EXPENSIVE ASF TOO?????
-Yk that good house of Black money n shit hehe
-Loves seeing how it sometimes gets in the middle of your tits and pulls it out himself, definitely touching you more than necessary
-"Wait, I'm almost there doll" "Do you need to bury your face in my boobs to get that crow charm out?â you deadpan with a smile, looking down at the pretty boy, feeling his nose dig in like heâs on a treasure hunt
-âHelps my visibilityâ yeah visibility my ass he loves your pretty tits
-Heâs the âWear what you want, I can fightâ type of guy <3 (all of them are!!!)
-Will and has gotten into fights if someoneâs staring and making you uncomfortable. No one disrespects his girl like that:)
-L E A T H E R T O P S
-You both wear leather tops that show your belly and chests, matching ones ofc!!!
-Remus loves sweaters, James loves crop tops
-Sirius lives for seeing you in lacy bras AND his leather jacket:(
-Boy gets heart eyes, jaw to the floor, drooling, screaming (ofc the boys mock him for it<3)
-âYouâll catch flies with that mouth, Padsâ Remus smirks, watching Sirius watch you having a conversation with some Ravenclaw girl as you pour more fire whiskey on your glass âShut it Moonsâ he replies, dreamy voice too entranced to even comprehend the chaos the party around him was causing
-Speaking of parties, he loves doing vodka shots from your boobs.
-Ogles them sm and compliments them all the fucking time!!!!!
-Heâs shameless about it as well
-"Your tits look amazing" with a lovesick expression on his face like he genuinely loves them so so so much
-He knows his friends stare and he doesnât mind as long as you donât either. Boosts his ego quite a lot tbh!!
-If you feel uncomfortable, heâll definitely do something about it! The boys would never make you uneasy, of course. They look away to be respectful, but those small glances have Sirius all cocky
-Having said THATâŚ
-Marks u up <3
-Iâm talking love bites, scratches, hickeys
-Makes sure to make them on a regular basis so they donât fade out with time
-Yes the boys have walked in on him marking you many times
-âFucking hell Padfoot just lock the bloody doorâ James groans while covering his eyes since he knew damn well his best friend wasnât stopping. âHey Prongsâ you giggle âHi darlingâ he says, still not looking at you guys
-âCould you tell your pig boyfriend to lock the door next time?â âITS AN ART YOU WOULDNT GET IT!!!â he yells, but the sound comes out muffled and barely understandable. âWeâll tryâ you muse, giggling slightly as the other boy left the room
-Wonât do any of these if he knows it bothers you!! Respectful legend <3
-So, summing it up
-He absolutely adores your boobs, is very much shameless about it and will not tolerate bullshit from anyone <3
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For old times sake (pt.2)
(Huskerdust x platonic! Male!overlord reader)
I'm really happy with how this turned out. Non of y'all asked for it the idea just hit me so I had to write it downđ
ALSO
I'm VERY likely going to write a pt.3 thats an Alastor x male reader so lemme know if ya'll would want thatđŤĄđ
Warnings: V@lentino
Art by the very talented: @dragon-spaghetti
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You were having the best time. Talking to Husk and Angel was very fun and you saw the amazing chemistry they had. You guys were talking laughing and drinking in your office when suddenly Angels phone started to get bombarded with messages.
You felt the sudden shift in atmosphere. Angel hurriedly reached for his phone and when he saw the messages he jumped up.
"It was nice to meet you (Y/N) I had a lot of fun and thank you for the drinks but I have to go now, Husk baby I'll see you at the Hotel don't wait up for me if I get home late."
He said, with one breath and quicker then you have seen anybody talk and left with the same speed.
"Shit..." said Husk as he stood up with a sigh to pour himself another drink.
"What was that?" You asked baffled.
"It's...its his job, his boss he is... a fucking cunt"
Said Husk with audible anger in his voice.
You were about to ask more questions but then it hit you. You knew angel was a porn actor. And you also knew about the Vees. It was easy to put the picture together from this point on. And judging by Angles terrified reaction, Husks anger and cussing you could quite easily tell how his boss treated the spider.
"Hey, Husk" he looked at you with tired eyes.
"I have an idea." You said at last with a smirk on your face.
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"HAHH, suck it idiots, guess who was invited to a business meeting by THE (Y/N) Demon of gambling." Yelled Valentino as he entered the Vees break room.
"What. The. FUCK, give me that" said Vox pissed as he tore the invitation from Valentinos hand.
"THAT BITCH, why did he invite you and not all of us."
"Never mind that who the fuck sends messages via letters?" Asked Velvette disgusted.
"This is the way the big shots do it, you uncultured swine" said Valentine still very full of himself due to the invite.
"That doesn't make ANY sense" Vox has read the invitation at least 3x by now not understanding why you invited only Valentino.
The Vees have been trying to get in contact with you for years now but to no avail. You had no interest in any alliances since you thought them to be stupid and egoistic, if overlord meetings were something to go by.
"Deal with it honey, I'm just better than you guys" ended Valentino the conversation as he snatched the letter from Vox and blew the pink smoke from his cigarette into his face.
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Valentino showed up to your casino with Angel by his side dressed in...well, almost nothing. Of course he wasn't gonna show up without a pretty thing by his side and who better than his favorite toy.
"If you embarrass me in front of the demon of gambling I'll-" he started saying through clenched teeth but got interrupted. By you.
"Mr. Valentino, it is such a pleasure to meet you." You started as you put your hand out to shake.
He shook your hand slowly. He was surprised to say the least. One of the most powerful overlords was this young, not to mention very hot. When he got over his surprise however his personality was back and on FULL display for you. He turned on his charm like never before and started shamelessly flirting with you.
You just kept the calm smile on your face.
"So, Mr. Valentino I'm sure you are wondering why I invited you and we will be having a business meeting do not threat however I'm afraid I have something else to take care of first, please go ahed and try out the games my casino has to offer and drink something, all the drinks are on the house for you."
Now, in a situation like this normally Valentino would be offended. How dare someone invite him and then say they have something else to do.
But you were different. You were a very powerful person in all aspects, your goddamn charm, it was just irresistible not to mention the free drinks.
"Well all right but do not keep me waiting for long now, amor." He said with the ever present flirtatious tone in his voice.
You didn't react to this, just a simple nod of your head and with that you left.
Valentino hasn't gambled much in his life, or death, he just stood by when Vox did it, so he sat down by a random table.
He won. To his (and Angels) biggest surprise, he won.
"Oh, yeah, this is going to be a good night. ANGEL, bring me another drink."
This was just the beginning of the night. He continued to go around table by table, and he won, by every single one of them. And the more he won the more he drank.
About two hours after he arrived one of your employees came up to your office.
"It's time sir I think he is drunk enough." Said your guard. So, you put down the book you were reading and stretched. You didn't have anything to do, that was just a lie. It was just part of the plan.
When you arrived downstairs you saw that your employee had been right, Valentino was standing on the table singing and kicking the coins he had won.
You cleared your throat.
"Mr. Valentino, I'm glad you're enjoying my casino" with that one sentence you got everyone's attention in the room.
You could have that effect. You weren't a cruel overlord and didn't choose to rule over people by the means of fear. But you could make it so that even just your voice demanded respect.
"I see you have won quite a lot, would you care to play a round against, me?" You said ever so calmly.
And of course drunk and full of himself due to not loosing once all night, Valentino was more then happy to play with you.
"Now then, since we are playing in the big leagues now we cant just play for money thats below us don't you think."
"I'd like to be below you, handsome" he answered.
You just hummed, unamused.
"I say, how about we play for souls."
That caught Valentino off guard, he didn't think of that, but he didn't want to make a fool of himself in front of you so he agreed.
"And...whose soul would you be offering? I heard the demon of gambling doesn't own anyones soul" said Valentino with just a bit of temptation in his voice.
You hummed.
"You heard correctly, I'm in no need of souls, I will be offering...my own" you said still as calm as ever.
To that Valentine spit out his drink. The amount of power that would be in his hand if he owned your soul is...too much for his drunken mind to think about. And of course due to the amount of alcohol in his system he didn't think about how stupid this proposition would be on your part if you weren't 100% sure you would win. He didn't even think about the fact that you are the demon of gambling, the owner of a casino, it would have been obvious to anyone that he had no chance at winning.
"Well then, I'll offer the soul of this beautiful thing here" he said while squeezing angels cheek.
You looked at Angel and said
"Very well then, let the game begin.".
After a few rounds, you were loosing. Big fucking time and Angel was starting to get very worried. But not only him, Husk, who was the whole time as well, making sure the plan goes well, was starting to doubt you two. He knew first hand just how good you were especially in poker, but it was still a game that depended on luck at least 50% of it.
When Valentino needed a break to go puke, Husk walked over to you.
"Kid, just what the hell are you doing you are aware that you're loosing." He said pretty pissed off.
"Oh, I'm just messing with him-"
"Well stop, what if you mess too close to the sun you might be good but you cannot control your luck."
"Luck is a non factor if you use logic. You seriously think a porn seller, money hungry, moth man big shot wanna be will beat me, in Poker? Don't insult me." And with that Valentino returned and the game continued.
He kept winning rounds and Angel and Husk were growing more anxious by the second.
Finally the last rounds were coming around and thats when you decide you messed with him enough. And just like that you started putting down winning hands one after the other.
Valentino was panicking. He is about to loose his best paying costumer whatever you come out with this round everything depends on it-
Royal Flush.
You fucking won the game.
Now that the loss has sobered his mind he could finally look at all of this in a logical way.
Of fucking corse you won. You are the mother fucking demon of gambling just how the hell did he think he could win.
But the wins before. Hold on. That was illogical too, NO ONE goes to a casino and wins every fucking time was he really that drunk not to notice.
You broke him out of his thoughts when you snapped your fingers. And Angels contract that bound him to Valentino appeared in your hands.
However now, where Valentinos name used to be, stood yours.
"Well, Mr. Valentino that was a very productive business meeting I hope to never see you in the future"
"...What?" asked the moth angrier by the minute.
"You still haven't figured it out? I do not care for you or the other Vees business. Did it not seem suspicious that I only invited you? What am I saying of course it didn't, because a narcissist like you would never ask why someone wants their company. See, thats why tricking you was so easy. Getting you drunk wasn't even necessary I only did it so I can be sure that you will play for angels soul."
"...but, but...NO, Angel dust is still mine, he-" Valentino went to reach for Angel but Husk stopped him.
"No he fucking aint." Hissed the cat.
In panic Valentino tried to make the leash appear but to no avail. A deal was a deal. He doesn't own Angel's soul anymore.
"Just why the FUCK was it so important to you to get a wretched whore's soul?" Asked the moth now yelling.
"It was a favor for an old friend."
"You mother fucking- do you know who the fuck I am, I will destroy you me and the Vees-"
"No" you stated simply.
This was the last drop for Valentino.
"WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU MEAN NO-"
"I would like to ask you to leave now Mr.Valentino and, please tell your partner not to send me any more invitations, I do not care"
Valentino made one last attempt to attack you but your guards stopped him.
"I was winning all night you dickwad I sucked your casino dry" tried to irritate you Valentino.
"Oh? Thats right here, isn't this one of your coins?" You threw it at him.
"Of course, every coin has two sides."
Valentino turned the coin around to discover a big fat 0 at the other side.
"What-"
"You really thought you won at every single table? Wow, you are even stupider than I thought."
It was part of the plan, you told everyone who worked at the casino wherever Valentino sits down, he wins, at least coins of zero. You needed to boost his confidence so he'd think he can beat you.
"You will not take him away from me I'll find him-"
"You will do no such a thing he belongs to me now so he is under my protection." You were getting a but pissed now, he just wouldn't give up would he?
He was about yo say more when you looked at him. Dead in the eyes. Thats half the reason why you are as powerful as you are. The look. If you looked someone deep in the eyes they will see their worst nightmares playing right in front of them.
Valentino started screaming, crying and shaking uncontrollably. And with that your guards dragged him out.
You turned to Angel and Husk, who were standing there holding hands.
You looked at Angel, lifted the contract, and tore it in half right in front of him.
Angel was staring at you. He stared as tears started to roll down his cheek and he fell to the ground in sobs.
'I'm free' he thought to himself over and over again. Husk chuckled as he knelt down to his boyfriend and hugged him.
You two locked eyes, and you understood just how thankful he was, words weren't needed.
You wanted the couple to have some privacy so you headed back to your office.
Unbeknownst to you another demon was present that night at the casino, and he saw the whole ordeal.
"How well you grew up to be, young (Y/N)" chuckled Alstor to himself.
"(Y/N)" you heard Ang- Anthony yell from behind you.
You turned around with raised eyebrows and looked at him.
"THANK YOU" he yelled still sobbing.
You smiled at him.
"Happy to help, for old times sake."
#male reader#hazbin x reader#hazbin x you#hazbin hotel x male reader#male y/n#hazbin hotel#lgbtqia#hazbin husk#hazbin angel dust#huskerdust#angel x husk#angel dust x husk
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"Hoseok jerks off to Jungkook and Taehyung fucking like animals upstairs. That's it. It's as simple as that."
Pairing: Vampire!Hoseok listens in on Vampire!Jungkook x Vampire!Taehyung
Genre: Smut, Polyamory!AU
Warnings: if you're new to this universe everyone fucks everyone, voyeur!Hoseok, auditory voyeurism, male masturbation, anal fingering, handjob, use of lube, use of a fucking machine, listening in on: sub!Jungkook x Dom!Taehyung anal sex, dirty talk & ownership kink, praise as well as degradation, spanking, rimjob, aftercare, stay for a surprise at the end ;)
Wordcount: 4.5k
a/n: i'm so fucking EXCITED to finally share this story with all of you besties!! i fucking love the sanguis poly adventures, also that hobi is finally getting a bigger part in it. can you guys tell that he is doing it to me hard lately? have fun besties, i love you lots and lots đ
Taehyung came over tonight. It was rather cute to watch because Jungkook acted like a teenager about it. Hoseok gave them their space and whenever he did coincidentally find himself in the same room as them, they began whispering and giggling like shy teenagers being caught by their parents.Â
Hoseok found it hilarious as much as he found it adorable.Â
Their coyness was gone however as Hoseok can very clearly hear them fuck in Jungkookâs room upstairs. At least he is pretty sure that they are getting there.Â
Theyâve got Cigarettes After Sex playing, which is basically the band you put on when you want to get it on. Hoseok can also hear them graphically make out with each other. Their lips keep smacking, they are breathing heavily and their moans become louder and louder. If the music wasnât already indicator enough, their needy sounds most definitely are.
Hoseok finds himself palming himself over his briefs at the sounds, enjoying them with closed eyes. It turns him on so much to listen in. Especially when itâs as attractive people as Jungkook and Taehyung with their pretty voices and their sexy moans. Hoseok really gets off on them and the contrast of their voices. Jungkookâs soft, high pitched moans followed by Taehyungâs breathy, deep purrs. Itâs the best of both worlds and soon, Hoseok finds himself rubbing nothing but his sensitive cockhead as upstairs, Taehyung seems to have slipped his hand into Jungkookâs briefs.
âTaeâ, his roommate whimpers.
âDo you like that? Your pretty cockâs so hard for me already.â
âYes, ah. Ah, there. TaeâŚâ
âThere. Of course you like it. My pretty boy.â
âTaeâŚâ
Hoseok slips his hand into his pants and takes out his own cock. It feels heavy and thick between his fingers, aching to be jerked quickly. He picks up the speed he can hear Taehyungâs hand take. No wonder Jungkook keeps moaning, heâs got an insanely fast rhythm going on.
Hoseok curls his toes in bliss, parting his lips in a silent moan. He doesnât want to be too loud in order not to be found out. After all, he isnât the only one with sensitive hearing in this house. One wrong sound and they would know what he was doing. Deep down Hoseok gets off even better with the risk in mind, but he also really wants this to last longer. So for the sake of dragging it out, he stays quiet as his own fist fucks his cock.Â
âYouâre shaking so much, Kookie darling.â
âItâs s-so goo-ood. Ah, ahmg.â
âOf course it is. Youâre such a sensitive boy.â
âYeahâ, Jungkook whimpers and moans loudly, âoh god.â
âMhm, your hole is so soft, my darling.âÂ
âTae, please donât stop.â
Hoseok curses silently, feeling dizzy at the realisation of what was happening upstairs. Taehyung isnât just playing with Jungkookâs pretty cock, he is massaging his equally as pretty hole. Hoseok rolls over to fetch the lube and then gets comfortable again, picking up his cock to jerk it with one hand. The other is busy getting the lube open. He spreads it over his fingers and slides them to his own hole. Judging by the noises, Taehyung is doing it dry for now, but Hoseok is impatient. He needs it to be wet and sticky already, rolling circles on his own hole while his toes curl in bliss.Â
âI can feel you clenching, darling Kook.â
âWant to be stretched. Please.â
âPlease what, Kook?â
âPlease Sir, please.â
âThatâs better. I canât stand it when youâre ill-mannered.âÂ
âIâm sorry, Sir. Please ah, no, please back.â
âI am merely getting the lube.â
âOh god, I need it so badâŚâ
Hoseok was right. He massaged him dry. Any second and he will slip inside wet and lubed up. Hoseok finds it hard to breathe at the aspect because it means that he can finally do the same. If one hadnât realised yet, Hoseok is using their sounds as his own personal, forbidden JOI experience. He always loves doing JOI stuff for porn, so this is special to him. JOI is short for Jerk Off Instructions and is exactly that. Videos that tell you exactly how to fucking get off. Jungkook getting fucked by Taehyung might actually be the hottest forbidden JOI experience Hoseok had in a long time.Â
Taehyung seems to return to bed again, preparing his fingers.
Hoseok slows down around his cock, taking deep breaths. Donât cum from excitement. Donât cum now. Itâs so difficult not to because he is so fucking excited to play with his own ass that every small touch placed upon his own body feels overwhelmingly pleasurable.Â
âNervous?â Taehyung is talking as wet sounds of a rim massage meets Hoseokâs ears.
âNo. Impatient. I want Sirâs fingers.â
âOf course you do. Beg me. Come now.â
âPlease Sir, please may I have your fingers?â
âThere we go. You are such an obedient toy.âÂ
Jungkook moans blissfully, Hoseok arches his back as he shares the sensation with him. Except that Jungkookâs hole gets filled with Taehyungâs long fingers and Hoseok fills his own hole with his own fingers. The sensation is the same however. The stretch is intense and addicting. The warmth deep inside him is instant.
âTwo already. You have such a greedy hole.â
Hoseok agrees with a soundless moan, nodding his head vigorously. He is aware that he means Jungkook, but Hoseok is just as greedy, filling his hole with two fingers. He stuffs them inside to his last knuckles, scissoring them quickly to get his hole used to the stretch. He has no idea how much time he has left before the next step and he needs to get prepared before that. He would rather be ready sooner than later. He can just finger his loose hole for longer, but if he is still too tight to take his fucking machine while Taehyung is already destroying Jungkookâs hole, Hoseok would be very upset. So he works fast and he works desperately, scissoring his own hole while his other hand plays with his perky nipples. He leaves his cock untouched for now because he would accidentally make himself cum if he didnât. He is way too into this. This is turning him on so fucking hard.
âYouâve got the biggest prostate, Kook darling.â
âSirâŚâ
âI know, thatâs embarrassing to you but you must know, I love it when you are swollen inside. It means I have lots of milking to do.â
âSir pleaseâ, Jungkook is whimpering, âplease more.âÂ
âYouâve got the greediest hole.â
âI need you so bad, Sir.â
âSo greedy. The greediest hole, truly.â
Taehyungâs not correct because Hoseok has a hole just as greedy. He stuffs it with a third finger just as Taehyung stuffs Jungkookâs hole with a third digit. And while Jungkook howls up in bliss, Hoseok mewls into the crook of his own arm, squeezing his eyes shut tightly. The stretch is intense. Hoseok swears that he might actually cum from it. He keeps his fingers still, breathing heavily just as Jungkook does.
âHurts?â
âNo, itâs so good. Oh god, I wanna cum.â
âNot yet, I want your first climax on my cock. Understood?â
âYes Sir.â
âYes, Sirâ, Hoseok whispers inaudibly, nodding his head in obedience.
âGood toyâ, Taehyung praises and begins moving his fingers because Jungkook suddenly moans as if his life depended on it.Â
Hoseok moves his fingers as well, understanding Jungkookâs situation perfectly. Three fingers are incredible. His rim gets stretched, his walls filled, his prostate stimulated and his insides stuffed. Hoseok knows exactly why his roommate it moaning so much because he wants to moan just as much.Â
Tonight isnât the first time Hoseok listens in to people fucking. He stopped counting the times he did, but if one was wondering it is a lot. He knows how Taehyung and Jungkook sound as they fuck, knows how they sound when they fuck their lovely girlfriend just as he knows how said girlfriend sounds when she ruins Yoongi. He obviously also knows how Seokjin and Emma sound. He isnât going to miss out on this good time.
Tonight isnât the first time Hoseok listens in, but it doesnât make it easier. On the contrary, he is so fucking desperate tonight that he has to slow down before he makes himself orgasm.
He abandons his swollen nipples for the sake of squeezing around the base of his cock, taking deep breaths to gain back control. He is trying to think different thoughts, but it is hard when just two floors above him, his handsome roommate is moaning like a fucking pornstar.
âShit, youâre making it difficult to control myselfâ, Taehyung rasps.
âFeels so goodâŚâ Jungkook gets out and moans as if he exists solely for that.
Hoseok can hear a zipper open. He opens his eyes and drops his hand from his own cock. Taehyung is undressing. Hoseok takes out his fingers and rolls out of bed. He needs to be quick about it. He knows from experience that once Taehyung starts to undress, a rough fuck isnât far anymore.
Taehyung always calls himself a patient man, but Hoseok knows that he wasnât. Once the greed overcomes him, he is impatient. He takes what he desires most and he takes it hard. And tonight, Hoseok knows that the thing Taehyung desires most is his roommateâs innocence. Hoseok plans on getting claimed with him. Even if the two vampires upstairs have no idea, Hoseok is going to make himself part of this hunt.
He sets up his fucking machine so he can kneel on the bed and get fucked in doggy style. Upstairs, Taehyung is telling Jungkook to play with himself.
âYes Sir. Oh god, itâs not the sameâŚâ
âPatience. I decided to wear the most confusing shirt. Oh heavens, where is this button row coming from?â
Jungkook laughs. Taehyung laughs as well.
Hoseok smiles to himself as his hands are busy setting up his favourite dildo on the machine. It is bright pink and has the perfect size to really hit where it feels the best. He crawls back on bed before Jungkook and Taehyung stop laughing upstairs.
He feels proud of himself. He didnât waste too much time.
âFinallyâ, Taehyung seems to have undressed successfully. Hoseok can hear his shirt hit the floor and then the rustling of sheets as the older vampire crawls up the sheets to Jungkook.
Kissing. Judging by how wet it sounds, they are using their tongues.
Hoseok aches to kiss as well, but he knows not to be greedy. He is already doing too much listening in secretly. He canât demand too much.
And so he gives his own hole a stretch with his fingers again as he listens to Jungkook get kissed by Taehyung. Hoseok is on all fours for it, reaching behind himself to stuff himself. The position gives his wrist a stretch, but he doesnât mind. It feels so fucking good to finger fuck himself. He rests his cheek on the sheets, keeping his eyes closed. Hopefully they arenât going to kiss for too long.
As if Jungkook had heard his plea, he breaks the kiss with a sigh.
âTae Sir, please.â
âWhat do you need, darling?â
âYour cock.â
âHow bad do you need it?â
âLike fucking air.â
âMhm darling, you are driving me insaneâ, Taehyung slurs his words as Jungkook very clearly is trying to kiss him again but the older doesnât let him, âget my cock wet if you need it so bad.â
Hoseok slips his own fingers out again, aching to be filled but he knows better not to. It is almost time. He needs to get his own toy wet if he wants to keep up with them. He kneels on the sheets, breathing heavily as his elegant hands work the toy. His cock is rock hard, standing proud against his sculpted stomach. He is so desperate that his own slick runs down his shaft, tickling the throbbing veins of his cock and soaking his groomed bush. Itâs a shame he has no tongue to taste it. What a waste.
âThere we go, good boyâ, Taehyung praises Jungkook.
âCan you fuck me now? I did what you asked of me.â
Taehyung chuckles, âlook at you begging for it.â
âI need it so bad.â
A second of silence where Hoseok canât quite figure out what Taehyung is doing, but whatever he is doing forces Jungkook to beg.
âPlease Sir, please.â
âFine. I cannot deny you when you are being such a pretty boy for me. Get on all fours for me.â
âYes, Sir.â
Hoseok listens to Jungkook get into position, getting in position as well. He waits. Now it is just a matter of seconds. The tip of the toy is pressing against his rim, all he waits for is the distinct sound of Taehyung breaching Jungkook. Fuck, he can barely breathe. He is so excited.
Spanking. Like that of a heavy cock getting slapped against a wet hole. Jungkook moans with each impact. Hoseok craves the feel of it, but knows he has to miss out on it.
âLook at you. You are such a well stretched toyâ, Taehyung is unknowingly taunting Hoseok as much as he is trying to taunt Jungkook. If he doesnât slip in soon, Hoseok might go upstairs and tell him to hurry the fuck up.
Perhaps he was wrong, perhaps the older vampire is patient. Too patient for Hoseokâs taste.
âSir pleaseâ and it seems too patient for Jungkook as well, âdonât tease me, please.â
âBut why not?â
âPlease. Sir, please.â
âPlease isnât a reason.âÂ
âOh god, Iâm begging you. Please.â
Hoseok listens to Taehyung take a deep breath. He listens to Jungkook whimper. And he listens to Taehyung exhale.
âFine. Take it if you need it so bad.â
âAh! Oh g-god.â
Finally.
Hoseok presses back onto the toy. His hole opens up easily, swallowing the silicon girth greedily. The stretch burns a little, but Hoseok doesnât mind. He is used to this burn, he fucking loves it.
âBreathe darling, breathe.â
Hoseok obeys just as Jungkook does. He is breathing heavily, matching the rhythm with that of his roommate. His long fingers spread on the sheets for a sensual grab of them. He twists and relaxes his hand again, dropping his fingers on the sheets. The dildo sits heavy in his ass, giving him one of his favourite feelings.
Being stuffed.
Hoseok canât get enough of it. He wanted it, craved it, needed it.
âDoes it hurt? You are shaking so muchâ, Taehyung is talking sweetly and judging by the ruffling of sheets, Jungkook is shaking his head, âwhatâs the matter then?â
âItâs so goodâ, Jungkook gets out and curses under his shaky breath.
âYes it really is. Fuck, Kookie my darling boyâ, Taehyung rasps and begins moving his hips.
Hoseok can hear it in wet sounds just as much as he can hear it in Jungkookâs moans. He sounds so sweet. So incredibly sweet and blissed out.
Hoseok presses the button on his machine and joins him in the sensations. He buries his face in the mattress, hoping that it is enough to muffle his own moans.
The rhythm Taehyung has going on is slow, but Hoseok knows that it is only a matter of time where desperation takes control of his hips and he begins drilling Jungkook hard and fast. Hoseok canât fucking wait for the moment. The slow fuck feels good, but it doesnât scratch the itch like a rough fuck would.
It leaves him desperate and pushing back onto the toy in an attempt to fill what was missing with depth. The toy goes deep like this. In and out. In and out. Hoseok feels every fucking thrust as how it shapes his rim. Thatâs it. This is how the slow fuck is bearable. This is how it feels enough.
Hoseok rolls his head to the side and parts his lips in silent moans. His thumb is on the button of the remote control. Just in case. It isnât time yet, Taehyung is still moving slowly while Jungkook is sighing and mewling. He is praising his boyfriend, calling him good and well-stretched. Jungkook seems to love it because his mewls are soaked in giddiness.
Hoseok doesnât mind the slow fuck anymore. The angle he has going on is hitting everything. His p-spot is charged in electricity, his walls are well stuffed and his rim perfectly stretched. Hoseok fucking loves it and he is curling toes because of it.
âIt feels so good, oh godâ, Jungkook whispers, following it with breathy moans.
âIt really does. My darling boy, I love fucking youâ, Taehyung breathes and sighs.
âLoveâŚgettingâŚfuckedâŚah, ahmâŚâ
âDarling boy, my darling boyâŚâ
Hoseok always feels uncomfortably guilty when the sex he listens in becomes emotionally charged. He loves when his friends are kinky and nasty, but when emotions begin to soak into the dirty talk, it becomes so painfully obvious to him what he is doing and he gets embarrassed. Look at him. Being a nasty voyeur listening in to his best friend getting fucked by his boyfriend. Hoseok furrows his brows and tries not to let the guilt linger. If he does, he will lose the desire bubbling in his stomach.
And once again, Jungkook is saving the day. As if he is sensing his roommateâs desperation, he begins to beg.
âHarder please.â
The guilt in Hoseokâs stomach ceases to exist instantly, fiery pleasure replaces it. Harder. He can finally increase the movement of the machine.
âHarder?â Taehyung asks.
âHarder. Please.â
âLike this?â
Skin slaps against skin. Taehyungâs balls definitely slapped against Jungkookâs right now. Jungkook keens. The tempo is still slow. Hoseok feels impatient. He wants it faster, not rougher. Hopefully Jungkook wants the same.
âLike this? Mhm, you want it like this?â Taehyung is taunting as he thrusts his hips into Jungkook slow but rough.
âNo, fa-faster.â
Yes fuck. Thank you. Hoseok is thinking as he arches his back and rolls his thumb over the button impatiently. Soon. So soon.
âThen you have to tell me that. Silly boy, I canât read your mind now, can I?â Taehyung rasps and speeds up.
Jungkookâs moans pitch and become louder. The skin slapping is finally quicker, the wet squelching of Jungkookâs hole accompanies it.
Hoseok presses the button. The machine speeds up, drilling the pink dildo into his hole quickly.
âFaster, please faster.â
âFuck, youâre the best.â
Hoseok tries to time the rhythm of it with the rhythm of Taehyungâs hips. He manages to get close enough that the fucking sounds from upstairs match up with the sensations Hoseok experiences. It is as if Taehyung is drilling his cock into Hoseok.
âThank you! Ah, thank you!â Jungkook is chanting and wailing in pleasure, âthis is perfect! Ah, Tae! Tae! Ah!â
âMy darling boy, fuck. Thatâs it, take me. Take all of meâ, Taehyung is growling and grunting, drilling his boyfriend just how he needs it.
Hoseok is so grateful that Jungkook needs it as fast and hard as he does, because this is exactly what he needed as well. He is twisting the sheets, furrowing his brows in ecstasy as his puffy hole gets fucked by pink silicon dick.
Hoseok fucked Jungkook before. He knows how good his roommate feels and how lovely he looks as he gets railed. Hoseok also knows how Jungkook fucks. He knows how thick his cock is and how strong his grip is. What he doesnât know is how Taehyung fucks.
Hoseok never got fucked by Taehyung. He wants it. He really does. Whenever he listens in one the vampire fucking his partners, they constantly sound on the brink of ecstacy. He knows the vampire is aware that he can fuck and Hoseok aches to experience it just once. Just once. He wants Taehyungâs cock so bad that he is arching his back and using his imagination to make the dildo feel real.Â
âThatâs it, arch for me. Such a good slut.â
Taehyungâs praises add reality to the fantasy. It is as if he is praising Hoseok, as if he is calling him a good slut for taking his cock so well. Hoseok whimpers softly, feeling light-headed.Â
Hoseok might not last as long as Jungkook will. He has their sounds making it so much harder to stay calm. Jungkook and Taehyung only have each other to worry about, but Hoseok has their noises adding an extra layer of pleasure to the fuck. He gets off to sound so hard. Oh my god, he gets off so hard to it. Holy fuck, Jungkookâs moans. Holy fuck, Taehyungâs grunts. His heavy balls against Jungkookâs. Jungkookâs wet, creamed hole squelching and the creaking of his bed. There are so many sounds which make staying calm so much harder for Hoseok.
âThatâs it. Keep moaning for me.â
âTae ah! Ah! A-ah!â
âWho makes you scream like that?â
âYou, Sir.â
âWho makes you shake like that?â
âYou, Sir!â
âWho fucking owns you?â
âYou! Sir!â
âFuck darling, you perfect fucking thing.â
Hoseok is holding on by a thread. His body is shaking against his will, his ass feels on fire. He canât do this for long anymore. His cock and balls are so tight, aching to release as they leak in a constant, thick drip. This is so hard. He wishes the slow rhythm back. This is so hard.
Hoseok twists more of the pink sheets and arches his back. This is going to fucking mess him up. Please Kook, please hurry up. He is begging, trembling in desperation.
âYou perfect thing. My perfect thing. Mine. All mineâ, Taehyungâs voice is deep and demonic.
The contrast to Jungkookâs high-pitched, angelic moans messes with Hoseok even more.
âLook at your legs shake. Canât take it anymore, mhm?â
âN-noâ, Jungkook is close to crying. Hoseok can hear it in his voice, âhit me, please.â
âHit you?â
âPlease Sir, please I need to be hit, please.â
âYou fucking whore for painâ, Taehyung spits and seconds later, the sharp sound of slapping cuts through the air.
Jungkook wails up.
Slap!
Jungkook begins sobbing, while Taehyungâs growls gain danger to them.
Slap!
This sounded like it hurt and it is setting off Jungkook.
âIâm cumming!â
âYes! Kook!â Taehyung moans and slaps him again and again and again andâŚ
Hoseok can barely count how many times Taehyung slaps Jungkook because Jungkookâs squeaks are setting him off as well. He finally lets go, climaxing all over the sheets. He keeps his hand over his own mouth, trying to muffle his moans in order not to be found out.
âThatâs it, pump my cock. Shit Kook, youâre making me climaxâ, Taehyung gets out and stops his movements.
Hoseok manages to press the button on the machine, panting heavily as he listens to Taehyung empty his balls deep inside his roommateâs ass.
He stays like this even as upstairs Taehyung begins the aftercare. He seems to slip out of Jungkook and clean the mess with licks.
âTae, oh godâ, Jungkook sounds breathless. His voice is trembling weakly while Taehyung is purring and moaning in enjoyment as his tongue scoops the cum from his hole.
A few moments pass where Hoseok can listen to the slow rimjob and then Taehyung ends it with a slurp and a kiss. The kissing remains. He must be kissing a path up Jungkookâs spine and end it with kisses to his lips. Jungkook is sighing and giggling, which makes Taehyung giggle as well.
âCan you taste it?â he is whispering.
âI can. You taste so good.â
âMhm, you taste sweeterâ, a kiss, more talking, âhow are you doing?â
âDizzy. My ass hurts.â
âI spanked you really hard. You bruised.â
Jungkook giggles. Taehyung giggles as well.
âYouâre the best.â
âNo, you are. My Kookie.â
âStop Tae, I hate it when you tickle me.â
Their laughter for some moments while Hoseok is left listening to them and craving affection just as much. He stops listening in after a while because love is seeping into the conversation again and he starts to get embarrassed. He doesnât want to get up. The toy is still inside him, but he doesnât want to get up yet. Once he does, he will be empty and even the smallest feeling of being whole will be gone.
Knock, knock, knock.
Hoseok peels his eyes open in shock. There he is: Ruined, panting and with a dildo up his ass and someone is knocking on his fucking door.
Knock. Knock. Knock.
âOne second!â he calls out, hoping his voice sounded normal. Taehyung and Jungkook are silent upstairs. It must be them knocking. Fuck, fuck, fuck. Hoseok is panicking as he scrambles to his feet.Â
He throws a blanket over the machine and tries to hide the lube under the pillow. Then he puts on his shirt and briefs messily, dragging himself to the door as best as his wobbly knees allow him to. He is leaking into his boxers, he can feel it run out of him. Fuck, hopefully it doesnât start running down his leg.
He unlocks the door and pulls it open.Â
Taehyung is leaning against the doorframe with his arm, while Jungkook stands a little to the side behind him with his hands on his hips. Both men are naked. Their hair is messy from sex, their skins glistening.
âOh? Yoâ, Hoseok gasps, stumbling back a little. He stumbles back even more when they enter his room, âguys hey, uhm, what are doing? Why are you naked? Whatâs going on? Hahâ he asks nervously.
âIs that it?â Taehyung asks, looking over Hoseokâs shoulder at the blanket mountain by the bed.
Hoseok gulps, âwhat do you, you mean?â
âThe machine you fucked yourself with.â
âWhat?!âÂ
Jungkook closes the door, keeping his hand in its surface for dramatic effect. Hoseok gawks at him with widened eyes and terribly shaky knees.
âWe know what you did, Hoseok-ahâ, he says in a deep, raspy voice. Â
âI, I donât know what youâre talking aboutâ, Hoseok stutters, burning up in embarrassment.Â
âWe are pretty sure you doâ, Taehyung says and closes the distance to grab Hoseok by the back of his neck. He inhales deeply, flashing his eyes ruby to let the younger vampire know that his nose picked up the sin between his legs.
Hoseok squeaks, looking at him with big eyes and his head becoming dizzy.
âYou want cock so desperately that you fuck yourself to our sounds? Weâve got just the right thing for you thenâ, Taehyung rasps, dragging his thumb over Hoseokâs lips to wipe the drool he didnât even realise he spilled.
Hoseok fights for words, gasping repeatedly. He tenses up when he feels hands slip under his shirt. A glance at his side lets him know it is Jungkook touching him. His ruby eyes are lowered dangerously, drawing him in.
âWeâll show you what being a dirty voyeur gets you, Hoseok-ahâ, Jungkook rasps and tugs him closer by his boxers.
Hoseok lets out a shaky gasp, feeling weak at the realisation.
âNow get on your knees and start sucking.â Hoseok falls with a moan, opening his mouth willingly.
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hey i just wanted to say how much i love ur art and how much it has impacted me. im transfem and i love my body but im kinda insecure about how other people see it, but seeing you draw bodies like mine in a non-sexual way,,, like i feel like im not fully human sometimes because nobody ever talks or acknowledges the way my body is but your art makes me feel human again. thank u and keep being awesomesauce
you have no idea how much it means to me to know things like this 𼚠I'm so grateful that I'm able to make others feel good emotions through my art, to see yourself in paintings and feel that you're loved, it's surreal.. i hope you meet all the ppl who will appreciate your body as i do too!
thank you so much for your kind words and support anon đ
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i keep thinking abt ur rant post, i guess cause you mentioned your sister. i dont know how to word this and i dont really know you but you seem like youre taking her love with you wherever you go. iit probably is hell to have to claw your way through today without her but i think youre doing really good living for her. and again i dont know how to properly convey this but i see her traces, her love in you i dont know either of you but i have a sister and although she lives halfway across the world she s such a big part of me, and although a part of you might have died with her a part of her lives on with you. thats a little what it feels like when my sister is so far away and in a different time zone but yeah. im so sorry if this is overreaching or me acting insane i cant always tell im just a little sick of people being cut apart because of having to work to the bone for billionaires who don't give a fuck about anyone and etc idk. have a lovely day, if not today then tomorrow.
â¤ď¸ this was honestly so comforting to read, thank you so much for the kind words and for being so understanding about the never ending complexities of grief. it honestly is hell without her like i say it all the time but genuinely nothing feels real, feels like life stopped when she died and everything else has been some weird trip. i think itâs why i have to be distracted all the time bc i can hardly manage to think about it. but yeagh she really shaped me in the most fundamental way to be honest and so much of how i learned to be a person came from her. i wish i could do more to help her memory live on and make some grand gesture or art inspired by her but i think really she lives on through our small similarities and the values she passed onto me. it doesnât feel like enough but it is what it is. UGH sorry to ramble lmao once i get started talking about her i could go on forever. i hope you know how much i deeply appreciate your msg đ itâs good to know other ppl get it all on multiple levels. i hope you have a lovely day too x
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