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Doomed yaoi once again for pride 🫵 🏳️🌈
#genuinely cannot tell if that looks like aikawa but we ball ig#its about a year since i did the last risukawa doodle.. feel like maybe ive improved a bit... i still really like that drawing tho its cute#anyways couldve put more effort into this one but recovering from being in daycamp and dont really care as much about putting my all into#it since its fanart#also my phone is an ass and likes to wash everything out might repost later with fixed values#dorohedoro#drhdr#traditional art#artists on tumblr#my art#aikawa#dorohedoro aikawa#aikawa dorohedoro#aikawa drhdr#dorohedoro risu#risu dorohedoro#risukawa#dorohedoro kai#tagging that bastard too sorry#my hatred for kai is v strong him being sexy will not stop it. aikawa is better tbh#happy pride 🌈#gay
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reddoons refusing to acknowledge that banning himself was essentially suicide is FASCINATING.
woogie said it himself today: nobody ASKED for red to be banned. kab just wanted to kill him once! no more than that! it was red himself who made the decision to get himself banned there, turning what could’ve been a simple quick drop and move on into full blown assisted dying. and the thing is, when you start to look at it properly it becomes kinda clear that he had reasons for it:
- he had no secure team thanks to the destruction of the mice, and watched everyone he’d hung out with ally with kab
- red was kind of followed by the stories kab had spread about him regarding why they’d fallen out
- he’d alienated himself during the mace trials and thus didn’t have 4C etc
i think reddoons’ obsession with making characters who crave friendship and take drastic measures when those friends abandon him should be studied under a microscope. the headcanon that outsiders!red and lifesteal!red are one and the same is looking REALL juicy rn
BUT ANYWAY the nail in coffin was definitely the ultimatum for woogie. i’m sure i remember someone phrasing it as “reddoons dies or kab destroys everything you’ve ever cared about” and that kind of. excludes red from the everything woogie cares about. he’s just an accessory, a dog, who follows beaten and bruised and loyal.
even dogs lay down to die eventually though.
AND FURTHERMORE post revival red has been fascinating in his approach to the topic. like, he refuses to accept that that’s what he did; he wanted a bit of peace and quiet and the only way to get it was to loll himself in his eyes. and he paints it as a sacrifice and martyrs himself because otherwise he’s just a tragic, sad man who had nothing left to go on for. he was stuck and took the only way out he saw and thought he’d found peace and freedom in death but nope! he’s back!
watching his shift on his opinion of death is interesting too; red went from saying how peaceful it was and how it was like he retired to going “oh fuck! that sucked!” and realising real life is so much more interesting. like when he said to subz today that there was nothing after death except emptiness (which is exactly what he was running from), why did he sound so angry about it? what (or who) was he expecting to find there?
#reddoons#lifesteal spoilers#tw: sui mention#lifesteal smp#tw: suidice#woogiex#sorry if this is incoherent i am TIRED#also feel like i’m hogging the tag sorry guys 👍#but yeah this man makes me feel things and confront things stupid bastard#if this hits a bit too hard remember you’re loved and you deserve to be here btw
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First five days of suntantober!!! Cats, flower language, weather, games and movies :3
Bonus drawing under cut because two birds with one stone, suntantober AND that one challenge
#suntantober24#omori fanart#omori#kel omori#omori kel#sunny omori#omori sunny#omori suntan#suntan omori#sorry for the scuffed drawings im juggling like 3 projects at once and real life. uagdh.#posting this after 4 hours of sleep so im no longer responsible for spelling mistakes or bad quality#burnout is approaching rapidly. too bad im faster!!! (no im not im gonna cry by the end of October)#no im not tagging basil hes only there because it fit the theme GET HIM OUTTA MY FACEE!!!! /JOKE /SILLY#Tumblr hates me LET ME ORDER MY FUCKING IMAGES YOU BASTARD
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Actually one of my favorite things about fma/b will always be that you get all of these short jokes thrown at Edward and it could have just been that that’s it: he’s just short for some reason (because he doesn’t drink his milk)
But then Arakawa went “No no, Ed is short because actually he’s been feeding his own nutrients to his brother’s body (which has been in limbo & chilling with god this entire time btw), and as soon as that connection begins to waver he does actually end up growing quite a bit still, until he’s taller than Winry.” and she just expected me to feel normal about that
#fullmetal alchemist#fullmetal alchemist brotherhood#fma brotherhood#fmab#fma 03#fma edward#fmab edward#edward elric#fma alphonse#fmab alphonse#alphonse elric#(he was implied but not mentioned okay)#elric brothers#fma winry#fmab winry#sorry for the random fmab posting y’all#i thought abt edward just a bit too much again#i love that (literal) bastard sm#i would rewatch fma but i would like to Not have to watch my two faves die again#i don’t even remember whether this gets established in 03 but i vividly remember thinking how fucked up that is#do people still tag spoilers with this show??#sure.#fmab spoilers#fma spoilers
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not to spn post in the year of our lord 2024, but in a better world, they gave adam a counterpart to the bitch/jerk thing sam and dean had going on.
#maybe smth like 'bastard'#and it's ironic bc adam is the actual bastard but he uses on his brothers#and it's smth that's theirs!!!!! it's smth that he can use to tangibly say that he's their brother too!!!!!#in a better world adam wasn't forgotten for like half a decade#sorry adam was one of the plotlines that made me drop the show#like it genuinely pissed me off#bc here were 2 characters that have stated and shown to value family/brotherhood over everything else#and then they treat their other brother like he's nothing????? they leave him in the pit?????? the forget him???????#it like genuinely made no sense and it cheapened the show for me#supernatural#spn#adam milligan#do i tag the bros?#whatever#dean winchester#sam winchester
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in other words, Im proud to finally announce a face for Viktor, which is also my oc which is also Raven's stepfather which is also the antagonist we all hate-
THIS IS NOT MY DRAWING - credit to this picrew, I only added the burnt scar on the right + change the right eye color a bit
some old Viktor doodles:
#it has ALWAYS been my goal to make this bastard hot#the bane of Raven's existence#also her source of daddy issue- WHO SAID THAT#i love moles so i gave him two...#thank u bee for sending the picrew link#2 fucking years....it took 2 years to get a face on him LMAO#i need to draw him...lord have mercy#as you can tell I just hide his face behind a mask and call it done#actually he wears an owl mask#but it doesnt look like one does it? cuz i suck at it LMFAO#i need to fix that...#huhu im treating him like a new oc to play with#so excited actually bcuz its been TOO LONG i wanna draw him being a dick but also being hot#: D#yippie#gummmyspeaks#[oc] Viktor#HELLLLLLLLL YEAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH NEW TAG!!!!#sorry im just excited for new oc as always
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i am papa/isa's biggest hater & don't u fucking forget it
#twinkie talks#Hatoful Boyfriend#YOU KNOW WHAT I'LL PUT IT IN HE TAG#& RUIN EVERYONE'S DAY#apparently some idiot bastard vaguely hinted at me when talking about how much they think it's stupid anyone hates on this ship#like oh i'm sorry. i'm sorry you don't like that i loathe the ship between a teenager & adult. you're weird & i don't like you#IF PAPA/ISA HAS NO HATERS I AM DEAD#stop shipping them please.... isa was a teenager when he met ryuuji... you don't fucking get it you're too yaoi brained it's WEIRD#anyway another reminder that i don't want you here if you like that shit byeeee#& I'LL PUT IT IN THE TAG SO YOU CAN BLOCK ME IN ADVANCE
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maybe it's to maintain a sense of tension & turmoil that would eventually reach an explosive peak, a sense of tug-of-war, a back-and-forth to hammer home the ideals they want to deliver and for the viewers to chew on, but although these arguments regarding hiroshi & his stance as a man torn between his loyalty for his country & the loyalty for his Filipino friends and lover is of course important, how they write these scenes & the points they present from this week alone is getting too repetitive...? literally the argument scenes from last night & tonight between adelina & hiroshi is basically the same; the ideas were the same, the dynamics were the same: the aggressive, radical adelina, bristling rage and fear over the injustices she's seen thus far, and the cautious, inspiriting hiroshi, all hopefulness and reassurance one moment as a lover, defensiveness and sternness as a japanese soldier in another. this debate will be ever-present ofc, it is one of the series' biggest conflicts, but it is unfortunately so easy to tell when it is a.) being pulled up as a main topic to move the plot along / be a necessary conflict for character development/introspection / be the conflict to deliver the morals & messages the writers want to send to their viewers, or b.) when it is being pulled up only for the drama and filler to pass the time. like watching the characters sit down to argue for 10 minutes, do other things for the plot for 2 minutes, then sit down again to argue for the next 20 minutes. lol.
#lots of things i wish they would soon improve but this 1 bothered me tonight..stopped watching halfway thru#these scenes would be like excellent breaks for when we need to take a breather to digest what's been going on#but at the slow pace they've set it it's just...nothing's been going on since like...4 days ago#except for eduardo's plot#it's just arguments..everywhere....all the time....over the same repetitive things#no progress nothing new to chew on despite there being drastic changes to their situation...? same vibes from the time they weren't occupie#yet lol. same dynamics mostly#only new points of debate is regarding hiroshi & his country vs friends conflict#& carmela being desperate to go back to comfort & luxury vs her family standing as firm as they could against the occupation#ahhh i am sooo not eloquent enough to express my full thoughts but like!!! fellow viewers if y'all r here u understand me right lmfoskadhsg#finding it hard to criticize bc i'm trying to make sense of where they r coming from#a.) seeing as unlike mcai this is a complete original story it's hard to see what direction they'd like to take it to#b.) fil shows really find it hard to break away from their normal formulas of family dramas & bastard children & love triangles :'))))#god the opportunity to tell a refreshing diff story but this is like gma show 67627627th but set in the japanese era....then mixed with 50%#of the mcai show feel#the editing the visuals the acting = good. 60% of the story line = can be compared to the hundreds of gma shows we've seen be4#anywy going off on a tangent...#c.) i can understand the slow pacing as them trying to establish the settings & the feel of that era so that the more intense tragedies-#later on would hit harder#but again. few scenes feel like they're dragging on for too long. some scenes & themes r too repetitive#need to see something differenttt something fresh something developing. something moving & feeling & connecting w/the audience#need to see more of the Philippines & the Filipino people in the 40s!! not the same afternoon prime drama shot in intramuros#need to see their messages staring into our souls instead of just being words uttered in tears#all this to say....flop era this week tbh sorry#EXCEPT FOR MAX COLLINS & HER LIKE. 3 MINS SCREEN TIME. MAX COLLINS I LOVE U QUEEN#rambles#pulang araw#putting this in the main tag i KNOW some ppl out there would feel the same & can explain this better lol i swear????
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Do you think an ambition can have regrets?
+ a quick colored Mark. Bition i just finished today!
#spspsp ambition likers#i had to get the urge out i need more art of this bastard man#will add a image id later very sorry im just in a rush rn#i will quickly say that i know and am aware that he is a rat bastard but i also have the belief that#the psychometer just amplified that part of him#making him do the recent awful things he contributed to#can You imagine how fucked up that would feel after for him#in the hypothetical that he gets turned back to normal#please i am tearing up my walls do yall see my vision?#m. bition#mark bition#dimension 20#dimension twenty#dimension 20 mentopolis#also made this rq before the new episode comes out tomorrow#so well see if this gets completley debunked if mark shows up somehow lol#m bition#forgor to add those too#HI I SPELLED MENTOPOLIS WRONG SO I HAD TO RE DO A BUNCH OF TAGS FBSNJFJDJD I TOLD YOU I WAS IN A RUSH#mentopolis m. bition#mentopolis ambition#mentopolis mark bition#mentopolis m bition#mentopolis#mentopolis fanart#myart#dezart
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"I forgive you." - Yenekh/Oltyx (for @courgowr)
(Drabble Oneshot for a prompt fill challenge, prompts available here.)
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Even after all's been said and done there's one more thing that lingers, a guilt that has never gone away. Forgive me for what I have done, Oltyx often asks of his formal admiral, his hand upon a silver claw or a bloodied forehead, his own head bowed in shame. It is not enough that he overcame life and death for his atonement, it must be spelled out, or he is a sinner still. I was cruel and I was craven, and I had dealt with you unjustly.
Well, I forgive you, Yenekh had laughed the very first time. The following year Oltyx took him as consort. Yenekh has been nothing but patient with him since, repeatedly reassuring him that all had been long forgiven, the tips of his claws ticking fondly upon Oltyx's carapace. The king doesn't doubt that he means it, for the Razor is not by nature dishonest. But he's sure there must be more he can do for Yenekh, if not as a sinner than as one beloved, because as far as he's concerned Yenekh has always deserved the world.
It just feels hypocritical to claim this when he's destroyed it once before.
He's not doing it to be burdensome. He's like this because he loves Yenekh. His old lives feel so distant from him now (and are, since nothing is as close yet so far away as death), but here's yet another shortfall from those august times: Oltyx has no idea how to be good to his amours, for there was never a match made for him in Ithakas, nor did he and his brother ever entertain admirers. Frankly he's not even sure Djoseras ever knew the C of courtship. No one is left to teach Oltyx either way. He is very loved in Drazak, more than he was loved in his previous lives - which he now understands was more than he knew at the time - but he has not been in the position to love another as equals until now. And so the Fallen Lord contemplates, day after day, how he might truly be the friend and king that Yenekh deserves.
To talk about it, at least, without putting his guilt on the other's shoulders. All the time in the world is theirs and he still feels it to be slow learning.
An opportunity arises on the next occasion he orders the bounty.
[Published 25/01/2024 - continued on AO3 here.]
#warhammer 40k#wh40k#the twice dead king#oltyx#yenekh#necrons#necron#fanfiction#prompt fill#drabble#(it is not a drabble but i'm tagging it as such so you can find the other... actual drabbles....... lmao)#oltyx: i'm just not sure if my brother ever loved ;(#djoseras; who canonically survived the unsurvivable by trusting in his best friend for hundreds of years: say what you little bastard#so i guess i have full time unable to control wordcount disease now. i actually thought about this prompt for a very long time#and what came of it was both a question that needed answering and too long to be confined to a tumblr post tale#so here we are. first fic of 2024 and it's a 2300-word oneshot#thank you courgowr for letting me do this :D i'm sorry to have kept you waiting for so long#notes will be updated in a little bit
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trying to decipher if the overwhelming dread & Thoughts are cause of the state of the world or cause i need a shower.
vent post in the tags. idk. do whatever 👍
#sorry bros im about to ventpost in these mf tags 👍#im so fucking tired man. im already suicidal to begin with but the Everything happening is making it Worse. Yippe Yahoo Hooray.#therapy in a week though so ive got that at least.#this is the worst time of year for shit to go south.but Uh Oh saying that makes me feel like a selfish fuckass because other people -#- have it worse. like. god fucking damn. i get Extra suicidal around september -> march range sure. but other people are literally suffering#like as we fucking speak. and ive done fuckall to help cause i dont know HOW to help. but thats not a fucking excuse#im just being comfortable in my lazy ass depression spiral cause im a selfish fucking prick. “i cant spare the energy to vett things”#other people are fucking dying and im over here like “noo im too tiwed :( i cant do anyfing so im not gona do anyfing cuz im wazy and tiwed”#what the fuck is wrong with me lmao. knowing me im not gona change shit anyway despite fucking complaining about it cause im just. fucking#Like That.#idk. i was reblogging some of those “hold in there dont kill yourselves” posts cause like. yk. suicide bad or fucking whatever. but someone#on this site said something along the lines of “ok but how many people reblogging/posting these told jews to kill themselves” and like.#i dont know. i dont fucking know dude. so i guess im not reblogging Those anymore.#theres bigger issues out there and here i am focusing on some queer people who might kill themselves. idk. i should just join them yk#cause i never fucking focus on the bigger shit cause “i dont know how” and “i dont want to make things worse so i just wont do anything” so#im not doing fuckall other than just being part of the fucking problem here.#i should probably just delete social media for a while and see from there.#or just fucking drink about it thats the other option. its worked for me before (lie) so i may as well do it again am i right#im sorry i never like. boost gofundmes or fundraisers and shit i just.#i dont have a fucking excuse. im just a lazy fucking bastard in my own stupid fucking comfort circle.#“oh no seeing that people are dying makes me uncomforyable :(” ok well people are fucking dying you self absorbed douchebag. why cant you#get off your stupid fucking ass and do something. get a job so you can fucking help people or *something#its not like you have to pay rent and shit.#<- all about myself. cause yk. self centered douchbag. hooray.#i dont pay rent and i dont have to pay for my own food. i still live with my parents. im fucking useless to society so i may as well get a#job and send the money i dont fucking need to somrone who DOES need it. but here i am.#in.my stupid fucking bed til noon cause “the world is scary and jobs are hard :(”#its fucking retail. retail isnt as fucking hard as like. construction and shit but here i am anyway “unable” to do shit.#i fucking could if i just fucking ballsed up and put up with shit. but no. here i fucking am going “nooo i should just kill myself instead”#vent post
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spent all afternoon with my family getting ready for the funeral sunday. acutely reminded that they’re all, particularly my sister, under the impression i am a robot who has no feelings and no problems and lives in a rainbow castle full of sunshine and sparkles and nothing is ever difficult or stressful or traumatizing for me.
that was. great.
#gav gab#my sister said to my face. to my FACE. that the problems in our family#and this is a direct quote#skipped me and hit them twice#which they were referring in that moment specifically to addiction issues#but makes for a very neat summary of how they view me in general#they have every problem and i have none#lucky bastard that i am i dodged all of it! haha how great! of course i’m fine I’m always fine#which is just#1. how the fuck would they know#they don’t know basic information about me or my life and that’s one hell of an assumption#2. addiction is a spectre that has haunted my entire life even if ive never actively had substance abuse problems myself#it’s almost like i got terrorized by our father while he was on drugs and drunk all the time#and they don’t remember any of that because they were too little and it didn’t fucking happen to them#and I’ve been petrified of touching any of it ever since#HM! IMAGINE!#idk how to even tag this sorry#abuse cw#death cw
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ITS SOOOO FRICKING ANNOYING WHEN A HORRIBLE BAD ANIME HAS A REALLY GOOD MAGIC PLOT/REALLY AWESOME MAGIC SYSTEM THAT JUST ISNT EXPLAINED WELL LIKE CMON 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 we could be doing so much better be so much more creative DONT BE AFRAID TO GO INTO DEPTH OR EXPLAIN THINGS BECAUSE NOTHING IS TOO OBVIOUS I PROMISE 😭😭😭😭😭😭 lik the plot and the magic system could be so cool and have some serious potential
BUT the writing or the characters/characterisation or the design or WORSE THE PERVY JOKES EWWWWW like it's such a waste 😭😭😭😭😭
#thanks for reading#rant of the day#sorry about the rant#need to do it sometimes#just gotta let it out#i can think of two bad anime i've recently watched/watching#akashic of a bastard magic instructor#the misfit of the demon academy#because their magical system or whatever seems so cool with all the spells and the diff types of magic#BUT NOTHING IS EXPLAINED AND (i can't believe im saying this but) ITS GOING TOO FAST#WHY ARE WE MOVING ON FROM WHAT ARE SUPPOSED TO BE HUGE MOMENTS SO FAST#LIKE THIS GUY REVEEALED HES THE LITERAL DEMON KING AND EVERYBODY MOVED ON#WHAT#LIKE ACTUALLY WHAT#i'm still gonna watch because i think they're funny#tags are really the place to rant huh
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o boy new life series cant wait to Stop Watching As Soon As Someone Permadies
#i dont need more tragedy sorry. but i DO want to see what stupid shit they cook up in there#i need to root for tango also. maybe he'll uh. well. end of sentence.#its kind of a shame im too much of a sap to enjoy em bc theyre truly goldmines for Ideas. y'all have fun for me ok?#life series#secret life spoilers#life series spoilers#footnotes#why are skizz and tango like a bonded pair of birds. god i hope bdubs joins them i want to see that disaster. im rly sad cleo bailed#the heart theme is SO CUTE and will probably stop being cute very fast but SHHH OUTFITS#also i WISH i could be excited abt new watcher subclass symbol dropping but i can Feel the grian fandom being bastards with it#ah yes another morally ambiguous figure who follows their own rules and judges very fairly from that basis-#oh youre making them evil. ok. yeah so theyre the new twisted sicko in charge of the life games even though thats Literally Just Grian. ok.#i have not and will not actually verify if this is what is being said BUT this is one time i would LOVE to be wrong#maybe my curse of saying something abt hermitcraft that immediately becomes false will work out in my favor for once? please? hello?#but yes i will not look and this is tags instead of a post bc truly. i need to get over myself. i Wont but at least i can quarantine it
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through the power of delusion and yuri i can make katase taller than aoki's secretary
#snap chats#sorry had to ask myself an important question. that being How Tall Are They#im not doing my usual Rocket Science Method of figuring out heights rn idc. i unplugged my tablet and im too lazy to get it#anywya i dont have exact heights rn. i have guesstimates but what i do know is that katase is. a lot taller than i thought . i think LOL?#again dont quote me i stg im trying to make yuri its not that serious but yeah im eyeballing and whatever#and even just eyeballing it like.. it could be an angle thing.. but katase just looks a lot more leveled with mine#like god bless both secretaries get a scene where they're pretty much lined up right with their boss right#and that both them bitches the same height istfg#but yeah no like. ROUGHLY the top of katase's head is right at the tip of mine's ear. or near the top. allegedly speaking hypothetically#aoki's secretary looks so SHORT next to him tho like even angles aside its really clear she's not the same height as katase#her head comes about at just right under his head or her forehead is right at aoki's chin#ANYWAY SPECIFICS ASIDE LIKE YOU CAN CLEARLY SEE KATASE'S TALL. ER.#proof that yuri's the best theres actual height differentiation.. my god..#love how i make it seem like im ever gonna draw them again. im a lazy bastard we know me#i just wanna know if im thinking about them accurately... <- theyre my city at this point who the fuck gonna give one#ok bye im gonna think about women. also stealing the tag s4s Secretary for Secretary thats how im referring to them from now on#s4s.... love wins...
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what is wars diagnosed with. I know he has them I just don't know which ones.
I would prefer if we didn't pathologize Warriors
#I neither have the knowledge to diagnose him nor care to do so#on one hand i think people that try to diagnose characters are often applying harmful stereotypes to people with real disorders#on the other i think trying to diagnose Warriors is missing the point of his character entirely#I don't want anyone deciding that he's like this because he has X because then it's too easy to decide that you're nothing like him because#you too don't have X. like that's missing the whole point of feeling sympathy or anger towards a bastard of a character#and like listen anon. you didn't ask for this lecture (one I should definitely be putting in the actual message and not leave in the tags)#and in theory anon you can do what you want and i can't stop you. death of the author and all that#but while i'm here I'll also say this: none of you better be out here diagnosing wars with low empathy because I write him like he#is empathetic. if i was writing a character with low to no empathy you will know. why? because your author (me) has low empathy#I'll spare you my rant about that but i keep putting off a character moment where i was going to establish that a character we know is a#good person discusses how they have low empathy because it's really important to me that people understand that your ability to be#empathetic doesn't make you a good or bad person. you just have trouble identifying when you need to show sympathy. that's it.#anyway sorry to make an example of you anon. i'm sure you were trying to make a joke but you accidentally hit a button that reminded me of#my real sensitive button gosh#me rambling#lu ctb#ask#anonymous#anyway add 'Frankie has low empathy' to your trivia about me
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