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Cw, Transphobia, mention of outing (the process of telling someone about a queer person's queer identity without permission).
This is just a bit of a ramble, but you have been warned.
Ive always felt funny. I didnt care if people called me a boy, but i also didnt care if people called me a girl because that was just 'what i [was]'. When i actually developed my sense of gender (or, well, realised it was there...) i realised i was not female. That was about 4 years ago, in 2020. I then realised i was masculinely-aligned in my gender in April 2022, and I came out to my mum with my first preferred name and pronouns in December 2022. (I no longer use that name because being referred to neutrally makes me feel bad, and it was the name of an object, which is stereotypically a neutral type of name.) She then told my dad to call me by that name without my permission, just days after i told her i wasnt ready to come out to him.
He sat me down on my bed for 2 hours, repeatedly asking why i wanted to be called that. I tried to tell him i just preferred it. In the end, i was crying, and i just had to tell him I was trans.
He told me it was a phase. A fucking phase. It's been 2 years, and he still deadnames and misgenders me. He told me it was a phase, and that if i was actually a man I would dress like an average man, because 'how often do you see a man in a dress?' Anyway that triggered me to become heavily upset whenever I wear feminine clothes, or pink, or bright colours. Its fucking awful. I love feminine shit, I love pink, bright colours are my favourite thing in the world. I remember how happy i was when my dad referred to me with THEY. I dont use they/them pronouns, and they make me uncomfortable when used by people who know and acknowledge that I AM A FUCKING MAN, but i was so happy.
My fucking GRANDMA is more accepting and careful with her language.
My dad is one of those fucking 'anti-woke' people; i know damn well I've heard him complain about it before.
"Well actually some trans people go off of hormones without telling their doctors so the statistics are wrong!!" Buddy most people probably dont do that maybe speak to a fucking trans person without putting them down because you have parental superiority over them :3
He's great in every other aspect but hes so stubborn and angry and he expects me to know every statistic and bit of history.
My life doesnt revolve about being trans. Its usually my friends or current hyperfixations. I havent gone to visit him in 2 months :3 mostly to avoid my sister but also because he doesn't respect me whatsoever
My dad is cool because he wants to make sure I'm financially stable as an adult and he wants to make cosplays with me when we have materials and skill but i cant find any point in being near him because my mum doesnt care if i go with him or not rawrrr
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I spend a lot of time seeking out and listening to queer music and artists, so I thought I'd share a list of some of my favourite artists* in case anyone's interested and doesn't know where to start.
*disclaimer: these are just some of the artists I like, not an exhaustive list of queer musicians. If you want to add suggestions, that would be awesome. I tried to group artists by genre, but many of them cross genres or are difficult to classify in that way.
Anyway, list is under the cut!
punk/metal/hardcore/post-punk
-Dog Park Dissidents
-She/Her/Hers
-Priests
-DITZ
-Crack Cloud
-Limp Wrist
-Queen Zee
-Danny Denial
-G.L.O.S.S.
-Slouch
-Tribe8
-Fit For Rivals
-Nervus
-Tacocat
-The Total Bettys
-Dyke Drama
-Pansy Division
-Art Project
-Trash Boat
-Against Me!
-Sloppy Jane
-Queen Zee
-The Degenerettes
-Size of Sadness
-Seth Bogart
-The Spook School
-Dream Nails
-Gina Young
-Mhaol
-Artio
-Arcadia Grey
-thotcrime
-VIAL
pop/hyperpop
-Rina Sawayama
-Kim Petras
-girli
-Regina Gently
-MUNA
-Janelle Monae
-George Michael
-Divine
-Noah Davis
-Sir Babygirl
-Myylo
-The Communards
-I Blame Coco
-MNEK
-Haley Kiyoko
-Boy Jr.
-Sofya Wang
-Allie X
-COBRAH
-Tayla Parx
-SOPHIE
-Hikaru Utada
-Alice Longyu Gao
indie rock / alt-pop / art pop
-Perfume Genius
-Model Child
-Shamir
-Lynks
-ZEE MACHINE
-Cry Club
-The Magnetic Fields
-Patrick Wolf
-Owen Pallett
-Black Belt Eagle Scout
-Moses Sumney
-Yves Tumor
-Anna Calvi
-Ah-Mer-Ah-Su
-Xiu Xiu
-Black Dresses
-NoSo
-Rostam
-Left at London
-Sneakyseabear
-Rosie Tucker
-MEN (JD Samson)
-Le Tigre
-Lord Troy
-Hunx & His Punx
-Arthur Russel
-Cris Derksen
-Ezra Furman
-Rhumba Club
-Arca
-Dizzy Fae
-The Spook School
-Jeremy Dutcher
-corook
-Saucy Santana
-Lilac Boy
-Knife Girl
-Mega Mango
-serpentwithfeet
-Bree Runway
-The Irrepressibles
-Becca Mancari
-MAN ON MAN
-Jayne County
-Gentleman Reg
-Tom Robinson Band
rap/hip-hop
-Chris Conde
-Kalifa (Le1f)
-Quay Dash
-Young M.A.
-Backxwash
-Mykki Blanco
-Ocean Kelly
-Cakes da Killa
-Ddm
-Big Dipper
-Cartel Madras
-Angel Haze
-Deep Dickollective
-Saucy Santana
-Big Daddy Karsten
-Ayesha Erotica
-CHIKA
-Tayla Parx
-Doechii
-DAMAG3
-Fly Young Red
r&b/soul/funk/disco
-Remi Wolf
-Arlo Parks
-Syd
-Shea Diamond
-Meshell Ndegeocello
-Dua Selah
-Jackie Shane
-Sylvester
-Bronski Beat
-SuperKnova
-be steadwell
-Orion Sun
-Labi Siffre
country/folk/blues
-Sufjan Stevens
-Mary Gauthier
-Trixie Mattel
-Lavender Country
-Lord Troy
-Beth Elliot
-Paisley Fields
-Onsind
-Holly Miranda
-Rae Spoon
-Grace Petrie
-Orville Peck
-Villagers
-Lucille Bogan
-Ma Rainey
-Kokomo Arnold
-Peg Leg Howell
house/electronica
-Quanah Style
-Divoli S'vere
-Boy Pussy
-Fritz Helder
-Mx Blouse
-Chippy Nonstop
-Gendered Destruktion
-dj genderfluid
-Electric Fields
-Urias
-vivivivivi
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thanks for the tag @agentplant ☺
Rules: answer 30 questions and tag 20 blogs you are contractually obligated to know better.
1. name/nickname: Runa/Charlie/C/ other names
2. gender: librafeminine (mostly agender but sometimes I feel like a girl or partially a girl)
3. star sign: Scorpio rising, Leo sun, Capricorn moon
4. height: 5'4.5
5. time: 11:01 pm
6. birthday: Aug 9
7. favorite bands/groups: the burns sisters, louden swain, smashing pumpkins, Simon and garfunkel, tacocat, adult mom
8. favorite solo artists: richard Thompson, Dar Williams, David bowie
9. song stuck in my head: uhhh
10. last movie: I don't remember
11. last show: Supernatural (I finished it and then started rewatching from the beginning)
12. when did i create this blog: a couple months ago
13. what do i post: whatever I want, mostly reblogs, lots of spn right now
14. last thing I googled: idk
15. other blogs: sprite-kid and czukibeane
16. do i get asks: rarely, pls come send me things
17. why i chose my url: bc I am a smol beane. Beane spelled that way bc of the book Suzuki Beane, the littlest beatnik
18. following: 374
19. followers: 13 lol
20. average hours of sleep: 6 probably
21. lucky number: 11 and 2
22. Instruments: I used to play piano, trumpet, French horn, guitar, and ukulele. I own a purple sparkly violin but I haven't learned to play it yet.
23. what am i wearing: black leggings, baggy dark grey henley longsleeve, grey shawl cardigan thingy, cat socks
24. dream job: photography, other art, editing, product reviews lol
25. dream trip: Ireland, Scotland, Wales, Iceland, maybe Fiji. Also any spn convention
26. favorite food: fremch fry
27. nationality: USA :(
28. favorite song: September by Earth, Wind & Fire, razor dance by Richard Thompson, dance upon this earth by the burns sisters, one day at a time by Joe Walsh, touch of grey by the grateful dead, song of the soul by cris Williamson, swing on a star by Dave van ronk, bela lugosi's dead by Bauhaus
29. last book read: currently reading An Indigenous Peoples History of the United States
30. top three fictional universes i’d like to live in: Supernatural, LotR/the Hobbit, and uhhh the one where the gender binary doesn't exist, lol. Also HP but I'd def be addicted to polyjuice potion lol
Tags: @youhaveaguineapigwhere, @a-longer-love, @yayydhd, @adhbabey, @grumpycas, @redplaidtrenchcoat, @maddie-revenge, @fingergunsbidean, @dean-you-assbutt-cas-loves-you, @incorrectspnforfun, @killed-by-cas-confession, @queen-rowenas, @frog-cult-leader, @opposum-time, @winchestersingerautorepair, @yoursmokesignals, @beasknees2, @destieldisaster, @fairyfrogs, @finallydeancas
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are you a sunflower or the sun? - @artoounit
// here comes the sun / the beatles // supersonic rocket ship / the kinks // cross your fingers / laura marling // nina cried power / hozier // and she was / talking heads // bird song / florence + the machine // let the sun in / wallows // sweet creature / harry styles // leaf off, the cave / jose gonzalez // girl on the wing / the shins // sunflower / post malone // ailleurs / timal // soulmate / lizzo // napkins / riz la vie // cinnamon girl / lana del rey // laisse tomber les filles / france gall // 1995 / the radio dept. // aubergine / lady lamb // sunlight / hozier // autumn town leaves / iron & wine // 1980s horror film / wallows // i will / mitski // yesterday once more / carpenters // happy / marina // pantsuit sasquatch / molly lewis // outro with bees / neko case // q&a / kishi bashi // landslide / fleetwood mac // i don’t wanna be funny anymore / lucy dacus // men explain things to me / tacocat // the wire / haim // between two lungs / florence + the machine // when doves cry / sarah jarosz // i feel cool / lauren ruth ward // fire / special explosion // be gentle with me / the boy least likely to // peach / broods // kalmia kid / chloe moriondo // we’re all stars / india bourne // the nightingale / julee cruise // wild child / enya // friday i’m in love / phoebe bridgers //
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#personal playlist for caitlyn! but also just a vibe#playlist#music#themed playlist#aesthetic playlist#i don't know how to tag this but here it is#fun sunny songs to feel happy to
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My Favorite Albums/Projects From Each Year of the 10s
The 2010′s decade is about 6 months till its end, mind-boggling enough, this blog has existed for 9 years of it starting mid-2011. Thank you to everyone who’s ever taken any sort of time out of their life to read, think about, or even just glance at one of my reviews over the years it’s meant a lot. Special thanks to those who’ve sent music for me to review or just to listen too and those who’ve reached out and bonded with me over music and more the past few years. This is a compilation of most of all my favorite albums/mixtapes/eps over the years. I’ll probably condense it by years end to a top 50 albums of the 10′s list at the year's end. Hopefully, you find something you haven’t heard and enjoy.
2010 Favs:
Drake- Thank Me Later(Rap): Katy Perry- Teenage Dreams(Pop) Vampire Weekend- Contra(Indie Pop) MGMT- Congratulations(Psych Rock) Nicki Minaj- Pink Friday(Rap) Morning Benders- Big Echo(Indie Pop) Kid Cudi- Man On The Moon II: The Legend of The Rager(Rap) Earl Sweatshirt-Earl(Rap) Four Tet- There Is Love In You(Electronic) Logic- Young Broke and Infamous(Rap) Ceremony- Rohnert Park(Punk) Baths- Cerulean(Electronic) Caribou- Swim(Electronic)
2011 Favs:
Drake- Take Care(Rap) Kendrick Lamar- Section 80(Rap) Elzhi- Elmatic(Rap) Tyler The Creator- Goblin(Rap) A$AP Rocky- LiveLoveA$AP(Rap) Adele- 21(R&B/Pop) Braids- Native Speaker(indie pop/experimental) Common- The Dreamer The Believer(Rap) Death Grips-Exmilitary(Rap/Experimental) Thurz-LA Riot(Rap) Logic- Young Sinatra(Rap) Plaid- Scintilli(Electronic) The Roots- Undune(Rap) Battles-Gloss Drop(experimental rock) Africa HiTech-93 Million Miles(Electronic) Torae-For The Record(Rap) Oneohtrix Point Never-Replica(Electronic) Wale-Ambition(Rap) Danny Brown- XXX(Rap)
2012 Favs:
Death Grips-The Money Store(Experimental Hip-Hop) Death Grips- No Love Deep Web(Experimental Hip-Hop) Kendrick Lamar-Good Kid MAAD City(Rap) OFF!-Off!(Punk) Godspeed You! Black Emperor- Allelujah! Don't Bend! Ascend!(Post-Rock) Cloud Nothings- Attack On Memory(Post-Hardcore) The Act Of Estimating as Worthless-Amongst These Splintered Minds//Leaden Thoughts Sing Softly(Indie-Folk) Big Krit-Live From The Underground(Rap) Aesop Rock-Skelethon(Rap) Crypts-Crpt(Electronic) BBNG-BBNG2(instrumental Hip-Hop/jazz rap) KRS-One- The BDP Album(Rap) Killer Mike-Rap Music(Rap) Nas-Life Is Good(Rap) Animal Collective- Centipede Hz(Psych-pop/Experimental Music) Torche- Harmonicraft(Punk) Squarepusher- Ufabulum(Electronic) Rapsody-The Idea Of Beautiful(Rap) Grimes-Visions(Synth-Pop) Joey Bada$$-1999(Rap)https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CnwUlyjmloI Theesatisfaction -Awe Naturale(Neo-Soul)(R&B)
2013 Favs:
Honey Bones- Honey Bones EP(Synth-Pop) A$AP Rocky-LongLiveASAP(Rap) Joey Bada$$- Summer Knights(Rap) Daft Punk- Random Access Memories(Disco,Electronic,Funk) Janelle Monae-Electric Lady(R&B) Braids- Flourish//Perish(Electronic/Synth-pop) Daniel Avery-Drone Logic(Electronic) Anamanaguchi- Endless Fantasy(Electronic/chiptune) Am & Shawn Lee- La Musique Numerique(Electronica) The Haxan Cloak-Excavation(Experimental Electronic) My Bloody Valentine- MBV(Shoegaze) Danny Brown- Old(Rap) Charli XCX- True Romance(Synth-Pop) J.Cole-Born Sinner(Rap) Katy Perry- Prism(Pop) Rapsody- She Got Game(Rap) Tyler The Creator- Wolf(Rap) Paramore- Paramore(Pop-Punk/Alternative) Boards Of Canada-Tomorrow's Harvest(Electronic) Mac Miller- Watching Movies With The Sound Off(Rap) Run The Jewels- Run The Jewels(Rap)
2014 favs:
La Dispute- Rooms Of The House(Post-Punk) Solids- Blame Confusion(Post-Hardcore) Cloud Nothings- Here and Nowhere(Post-Hardcore) Off!- Wasted Years(Punk) Autistic Youth- Nonage(Punk) Sleepstream- They Flew In Censored Skies(Post-Rock) Indian- From All Purity(Black Metal) Glassbooks- Deluge(Post-Punk) Mono- Rays Of Darkness(Shoegaze) Manchester Orchestra- Cope(Alternative Rock) Kidaudra- Ache(Synth-Pop) Mars and The Massacre-Blackout(Garage Rock) Hivehead- Garbage(Punk) No Axis- Labyrinth(Electronic) American Wolf- My Main Sport(Post-Rock) Charli XCX- Sucker(Pop) Run The Jewels- Run The Jewels 2(Rap) Aphex Twin- Syro(Electronic) J. Cole-2014 Forest Hills Drive(Rap) Clipping- CLPPNG(Experimental Rap) Adult Jazz-Gist Is(Experimental Rock) Freddie Gibb & Madlib- Pinata(Rap) Kimbra- Golden Echo(Pop) Logic- Under Pressure(Rap) FKA Twigs-LP1(R&B) Deadmau5-While(1<2)(Electronic) Napolian- Incursio(Electronic) Eprom- Halflife(Electronic) Wolves In The Throne Room- Celestite(Electronic) Basement Jaxx- Junto(Electronic) Tokimonsta- Desiderium(Electronic) Vessel-Punish, Honey(Electronic) Plaid- Reachy Prints(Electronic) Skyzoo & Torae- Barrel Brothers(Rap) Big K.r.i.t- Cadillactica(Rap) Uncommon Nasa- New York Telephone(Rap) French Montana-Coke Boys 4(Rap) Death Grips-Government Plates(Experimental Hip-Hop) Future-Monster(Rap) Nitty Scott MC- The Art Of Chill(Rap) Prhyme- Prhyme(Rap) Common-Nobody's Smiling(Rap) Shabazz Palaces- Lese Majesty(Rap) Mastodon- Once More 'Round The Sun(Metal)
2015 favs:
Kendrick Lamar- To Pimp a Butterfly(Rap) Tame Impala-Currents(Psych-Pop) Shlohmo- Dark Red(Electronic) Chelsea Wolfe- Abyss(Dark Wave) Dr. Dre- Compton(Rap) Joey Bada$$-B4.DA.$$(Rap) Protomartyr- The Agent Intellect(Post-Punk) Battles- La Di Da Di(experimental Rock) Girlpool- Before The World Was Big(Punk) Alabama Shakes- Sound & Color(Blues-Rock) Theesatisfaction- Earthee(rap) Square Pusher- Damogen Furies(Electronic) The Chemical Brothers- Born In The Echoes(Electronic) Earl Sweatshirt- I Don't Like Shit I don't go Outside(Rap) Grimes- Art Angels(Synth-Pop) Lupe Fiasco- Tetsu & Youth(Rap) Braids- Deep In The Iris(Electronic/Synth-Pop) Scarface- Deeply Rooted(Rap) Drake- If Your Reading This It's Too Late(Rap) Jay Rock- 90059(Rap) A$AP Rocky- At Long Last A$AP(Rap) Torche- Restarter(Sludge Metal) Aldo Calrissian- Future Shower Thoughts(Electronic) The Game- Documentary 2.5(Rap) Future- Beast Mode(Rap) Future- 56 Nights(Rap) Lana Del Rey- Honeymoon(Baroque pop) Adele- 25(Pop/R&B) Constant Deviants- Avant Garde(Rap)
2016 Favs:
A Tribe Called Quest-We Got It From Here...Thank You For Your Service(Rap) J. Cole-4 Your Eyez Only(Rap) Tacocat-Lost Time(Punk) Weezer-The White Album(Alternative) Danny Brown- Atrocity Exhibition(Rap) YG- Still Brazy(Rap) Schoolboy Q- Blank Face(Rap) Kendrick Lamar- Untitled Unmastered(Rap) BBNG- IV(Hip-Hop) Beyonce- Lemonade(R&B) Kamaiyah- A Good Night In The Ghetto(Rap) Solange- A Seat At The Table(R&B) Faxada- Cohost(Electronic) Celestial Sight- Through The Flat Fields(Electronic) Torae- Entitled(Rap) Kidaudra- Blue Human(Electronic) Aesop Rock-The Impossible Kid(Rap) Death Grips- Bottomless Pitt(Experimental Hip-Hop) Constant Deviants- Omerta(Rap) Man Bites Dog- Entertaining The World(experimental)- James Blake- The Colour In Anything(R&B) Drake- Views(Rap) Hivehead- Please Eat Ants(Punk) Damocles- Grizzly Neutron(Electronic) Kodachrome- Journey Into Imagination(Electronic) Lil Yachty- Lil Boat(Rap) Brooklyn White- One(Rap) Flatbush Zombies- 3001: A Laced Odyssey(Rap) Parquet Courts- Human Performance(Indie Rock) Run The Jewels- RTJ3(Rap)
2017 Favs:
DJ-V-The Mad, Mad, Maniac(Rap) Aldo Calrissian- Destroy All Bring New(Electronic) Cloud Nothings- Life Without Sound(Post-Hardcore) Honey Bones- Black(Electronic) Tops- Sugar At The Gate(indie rock) ZoThejerk & Frost Gamble- Black Beach(Rap) Metz- Strange Peace(Noise Rock) Lorde- Melodrama(Art Pop) Tone Chop & Frost Gamble- Respect Is Earned Not Given(Rap) Raekwon- The Wild(Rap) Big K.R.I.T-4eva Is A Mighty Long Time(Rap) Breakfast Muff- Eurgh!(Punk) Epiglottis-She Unravelled the Heavens and The Light Shone Through(Electronic) Jay-Z- 4:44(Rap) Protomartyr- Relatives In Descent(Post-Punk) Four Tet- New Energy(Electronic) Joey Bada$$- All Amerikkkan Bada$$(Rap) SZA- CTRL(R&B) Rapsody- Laila's Wisdom(Rap) Kendrick Lamar- DAMN(Rap Converge-The Dusk In Us(Metal/punk) Princess Nokia- 1992 Deluxe(Rap) Bibio- Phantom Brickworks(Electronic)
2018 Favs:
Reason-There You Have It(Rap) J.Cole- KOD(Rap) Pusha T- Daytona(Rap) Jay Rock- Redemption(Rap) Royce Da 5'9- Book Of Ryan(Rap) Meek Mill- Championships(Rap) Noname- Room 25 Jean Grae & Quelle Chris- Everything's Fine(Rap) Aphex Twin- Collapse EP(Electronic) Kidaudra- Pluto IRD(Electronic)https://kidaudra.bandcamp.com/ Dirty Projectors- Lamp Lit Prose(Experimental Rock) Black Panther: The Album(Rap) MGMT- Little Dark Age(Electronic) Hinds- I Don't Run(Indie Rock) Dream Wife- Dream Wife(Punk) Phryme- Phryme 2(Rap) Tone Chop & Frost Gamble- One(Rap) Cupcakke- Ephorize(Rap) Freddie Gibbs- Freddie Gibbs(Rap) Tierra Whack- Whack World(Rap) Flatbush Zombies- Vacation In Hell(Rap) Cardi-B- Invasion Of Privacy(Rap) Lil Wayne- Tha Carter V(Rap) 21 Savage- I AM > I Was(Rap) Kodak Black- Dying to Live(Rap) Logic- Young Sinatra IV(Rap) Converge- Beautiful Ruin EP(Metal/punk) Princess Nokia- A Girl Cried Red(Emo-Rap) Naked Giants-Sluff(Punk) Moaning- Moaning(Post-Punk) Chrome Panther- A Screaming Comes Across The Sky(Electronic) Shame- Songs Of Praise(Post Punk)
2019 Favs so far:
Freddie Gibbs & Madlib-Bandana(Rap)
Beast Coast-Escape From New York(Rap)
Styles P-S.P. the GOAT: Ghost of All Time(Rap)
Shlomo- The End(Electronic)
Avey Tare- Cows On Hourglass(Electronic)
Skinny Girl Diet- Ideal Woman(Punk)https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jilotRrvtsQ
Dreamville- Revenge of the Dreamers III(Rap)https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=57ZNBRzhTv8
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FIGHT LIKE A GIRL, a lucy karoonda mix.
𝒊 𝒂𝒎 𝒔𝒎𝒂𝒍𝒍 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒘𝒐𝒓𝒍𝒅 𝒊𝒔 𝒃𝒊𝒈, 𝒃𝒖𝒕 𝒊'𝒎 𝒏𝒐𝒕 𝒂𝒇𝒓𝒂𝒊𝒅 𝒐𝒇 𝒂𝒏𝒚𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈
( listen / download )
01. CLEMENTINE de washington ( i'm alright, i don't mind, i'm just running into something bigger than the something that i left behind. you are restless, very young, got a message from your mother, said to tell you she'll be coming round the mountain when she comes. )
02. TITANIUM de david guetta ft. sia ( you shout it out, but i can't hear a word you say. i'm criticized, but all your bullets ricochet. shoot me down, but i get up. raise your voice, sticks and stones may break my bones, i'm talking loud, not saying much. i'm bulletproof, nothing to lose. fire away, fire away. ricochet, you take your aim. fire away, fire away. you shoot me down, but i won't fall, i am titanium.
03. ONE GIRL REVOLUTION de superchick ( i wear a disguise, i'm just your average jane. the super doesn't stand for model, but that doesn't mean i'm plain. if all you see is how i look, you miss the superchick within. some people see the revolution but most only see the girl. i can lose my hard earned freedom if my fear defines my world. i declare my independence from the critics and their stones. i can find my revolution i can learn to stand alone. i'll be everything that i want to be, i am confidence in insecurity. i am a voice yet waiting to be heard. i'll shoot the shot, bang, that you hear round the world. and i'm a one girl revolution. )
04. WINGS de little mix ( don't let what they say keep you up at night, and if they give you shhhh... then they can walk on by. my feet, feet can't touch the ground and i can't hear a sound, but you just keep on running up your mouth yeah. walk, walk on over there, 'cause i'm too fly to care, oh yeah. your words don't mean a thing, i'm not listening, keep talking. don't let what they say keep you up at night, and they can't detain you 'cause wings are made to fly. and we don't let nobody bring us down. no matter what you say – it won't hurt me. don't matter if i fall from the sky, these wings are made to fly. )
05. NOBODY’S FOOL de avril lavigne ( fall back, take a look at me and you'll see i'm for real. i feel what only i can feel and if that don't appeal to you, let me know and i'll go 'cause i flow better when my colors show. if you're trying to turn me into someone else, its easy to see i'm not down with that. i'm not nobody's fool. if you're trying to turn me into something else, i've seen enough and i'm over that. i'm not nobody's fool. if you wanna bring me down, go ahead and try. )
06. MOST GIRLS de hailee steinfeld ( most girls are smart and strong and beautiful. most girls work hard, go far, we are unstoppable. most girls, our fight to make every day, no two are the same. i wanna be like, i wanna be like most girls. )
07. I EAT BOYS LIKE YOU FOR BREAKFAST de ida maria ( you came to my island, you stepped on my lawn. you pissed off the dog too, you won't last 'til dawn. you insulted my mother, you crapped on my father, say your last prayers mister. i eat boys like you for breakfast, where's my knife and fork now? )
08. I AM WOMAN de helen reddy ( i am woman, hear me roar, in numbers too big to ignore. and i know too much to go back and pretend, 'cause i've heard it all before. and i've been down there on the floor, no one's ever going to keep me down again. yes, i am wise, but it's wisdom born of pain. yes, i've paid the price, but look how much i gained. if i have to, i can do anything. i am strong, i am invincible, i am woman. you can bend but never break me, 'cause it only serves to make me more determined to achieve my final goal. and i'll come back even stronger, not a novice any longer, 'cause you've deepened the conviction in my soul. )
09. WHO SAYS de selena gomez ( i'm sure you got some things you'd like to change about yourself, but when it comes to me i wouldn't want to be anybody else. i'm no beauty queen, i'm just beautiful me. who says, who says you're not perfect? who says you're not worth it? who says you're not pretty? who says you're not beautiful? who says? who says you're not star potential? who says you're not presidential? who says you can't be in movies? listen to me, listen to me. who says you don't pass the test? who says you can't be the best? who said, who said? would you tell me who said that? )
10. HERE I AM de carly patterson ( looking back, where i'm from, can't believe that i'm here. gave my all, payed the price, and i do it again. i've walked alone, in my head, i've cried in my bed. but the morning lights, oh so bright, wake me again. it's about faith and it's about fate, it's about risking it all everyday. it's about holding when you wanna let go. it's just believing in all that you know. here i am now, standing on the edge, everything i know coming together. all my life i've seen it in my dreams, waiting for the day i'm just a second away. break it down, in my head, i can see it so clear. i work it out in my heart, i see it appear. the world it so beautiful from the view up here. it's about reaching when there's nothing inside. it's about breathing when all is too much. it's about standing when you wanna give up. everything is disappearing, standing up here alone. and i feel like i'm standing forever, this is where i belong. )
11.TOMORROW de avril lavigne ( and i wanna believe you when you tell me that it'll be ok. yeah, i try to believe you, but i don't when you say that it's gonna be, it always turns out to be a different way. i try to believe you, not today. i don't know how i'll feel tomorrow. i don't know what to say, tomorrow is a different day. tomorrow it may change. )
12. PERFECT TO ME de anne-marie ( don't feel like putting makeup on my cheeks, do what i wanna. love every single part of my body, top to the bottom. i'm not a supermodel from a magazine, i'm okay with not being perfect, 'cause that's perfect to me. no matter where i go, everybody stares at me. not into fancy clothes, i'm rocking baggy jeans. getting too close for comfort, but comfort is what i need, so i eat my body weight in chocolate and ice cream. maybe i bite my nails and don't think before i speak, don't fit in any crowd, don't ever get much sleep, i wish my legs were bigger, bigger than new york city, and i'll love who i want to love, 'cause this love is gender free. sometimes i wake up late and don't even brush my teeth. just wanna stuff my face with leftover mac and cheese. you know i get depressed, are you impressed with my honesty? so i wear what i wanna 'cause i'm cool with what's underneath. )
13. SISTERS ARE DOIN’ IT FOR THEMSELVES de eurythmics ( now there was a time when they used to say that behind every "great man", there had to be a "great woman". but in these times of change you know that it's no longer true. so we're comin' out of the kitchen 'cause there's somethin' we forgot to say to you. sisters are doin' it for themselves, standin' on their own two feet and ringin' on their own bells. now this is a song to celebrate the conscious liberation of the female state. mothers, daughters and their daughters too. woman to woman, we're singin' with you. the "inferior sex" got a new exterior. we got doctors, lawyers, politicians too. everybody, take a look around, can you see there's a woman right next to you. )
14. WOMAN’S WORLD de little mix ( if you never been told how you gotta be, what you gotta wear, how you gotta speak, if you never shouted to be heard, you ain't lived in a woman's world. and if you can't see that it's gotta change, only want the body but not the brains, if you think that's the way it works, you ain't lived in a woman's world. no, no (try livin', try try livin'), oh, no (try livin', try try livin'), oh (in a woman's world), try livin' in a woman's world. just look at how far that we've got and don't think that we'll ever stop. know that there will be a day when everyone's treated the same, it's the only way it's got to be. )
15. MEN EXPLAIN THINGS TO ME de tacocat ( i already know how this is gonna go. tell me to calm down, tell me to calm down again. don't tell me what to do, my feelings won't subdue just because you told them to. you're a cliché, useless in every way. this land is your land in the palm of your hand, i'll walk around so you can stand. you're in my way, everyday. we get it dude, we've already heard enough from you, the turning point is overdue. )
16. FLY de hilary duff ( in a moment, everything can change, feel the wind on your shoulder. for a minute, all the world can wait, let go of your yesterday. all your worries, leave them somewhere else, find a dream you can follow. reach for something, when there's nothing left, and the world's feeling hollow. can you hear it calling? can you feel it in your soul? can you trust this longing? and take control. fly, open up the part of you that wants to hide away. you can shine, forget about the reasons why you can't in life, and start to try, 'cause it's your time, time to fly. and when you're down and feel alone, just want to run away, trust yourself and don't give up, you know you better than anyone else. )
17. NEVER GIVE UP de sia ( and i won't let you get me down. i'll keep gettin' up when i hit the ground. oh, never give up, no, never give up no, no, oh. )
18. HOW DOES IT FEEL de avril lavigne ( i'm not afraid of anything, i just need to know that i can breathe. and i don't need much of anything but suddenly, suddenly. i am small and the world is big, all around me is fast moving. surrounded by so many things, suddenly, suddenly. how does it feel to be different from me? are we the same? i'm young, and i am free, but i get tired, and i get weak. i get lost, and i can't sleep. i am small and the world is big, but i'm not afraid of anything. )
19. DEATH de white lies ( i love the feeling when we lift off, watching the world so small below. i love the dreaming when i think of the safety in the clouds out my window. the sky's set out like a pathway, but who decides which route we take. as people drift into a dreamworld, i close my eyes as my hands shake. and when i see a new day, who’s driving this anyway. i picture my own grave, 'cause fear's got a hold on me. floating neither up or down, i wonder when i’ll hit the ground. )
20. DOWN de jason walker ( i shot for the sky, i'm stuck on the ground, so why do i try? i know i'm gonna fall down. i thought i could fly, so why did i drown? i never know why it's coming down. )
21. PART OF ME de katy perry ( you took my light, you drained me down, but that was then and this is now, now look at me. this is the part of me that you're never gonna ever take away from me, no. throw your sticks and your stones, throw your bombs and your blows, but you're not gonna break my soul. )
22. RISE UP de andra day ( and you can't find the fighter, but i see it in you. so we gonna walk it out, move mountains. and i'll rise up, i'll rise like the day. i'll rise up, i'll rise unafraid. i'll rise up, and i'll do it a thousand times again. and i'll rise up, high like the waves. i'll rise up in spite of the ache )
23. FIGHT SONG de rachel platten ( this is my fight song, take back my life song, prove i'm alright song. my power's turned on, starting right now i'll be strong, i'll play my fight song. and i don't really care if nobody else believes, 'cause i've still got a lot of fight left in me. like a small boat on the ocean, sending big waves into motion. like how a single word can make a heart open. i might only have one match, but i can make an explosion. )
24. BREAKAWAY de kelly clarkson ( trying hard to reach out, but when i tried to speak out felt like no one could hear me. wanted to belong here, but something felt so wrong here, so i prayed i could break away. i'll spread my wings and i'll learn how to fly, i'll do what it takes 'til i touch the sky. and i'll make a wish, take a chance, make a change and breakaway. buildings with a hundred floors, swinging 'round revolving door, maybe i don't know where they'll take me but gotta keep moving on, moving on, fly away, breakaway. out of the darkness and into the sun, but i won't forget the place i come from. i gotta take a risk, take a chance, make a change and breakaway. )
25. FREAK OUT de avril lavigne ( try to tell me what i shouldn't do, you should know by now i won't listen to you. walk around with my hands up in the air, 'cause i don't care. you don't always have to do everything right, stand up for yourself and put up a fight. just let me live my life, i can't ever run and hide. i won't compromise, 'cause i'll never know. )
26. RUN THE WORLD (GIRLS) de beyoncé ( some of them men think, they freak this like we do. but no, they don't, make your check come at their neck. disrespect us? no, they won't. this goes out to all the women getting it in, you're on your grind. to other men that respect what i do, please accept my shine. boy i know you love it, how we're smart enough to make these millions, strong enough to bear the children then get back to business. see, you better not play me. who are we? what we run? the world. who run the world? girls. )
BONUS. MISS INDEPENDENT de kelly clarkson ( miss independent, miss self-sufficient, miss keep-your-distance. miss unafraid, miss out-of-my-way, miss don't-let-a-man-interfere, no. miss on-her-own, miss almost-grown, miss never-let-a-man-help-her-off-her-throne. so, by keeping her heart protected, she'd never ever feel rejected. little miss apprehensive, said ooh, she fell in love. what is the feelin' takin' over? thinkin' no one could open my door. surprise, it's time to feel what's real. what happened to miss independent? no longer need to be defensive. goodbye, old you, when love is true. misguided heart, miss play-it-smart, miss if-you-want-to-use-that-line-you-better-not-start, no. but she miscalculated, she didn't want to end up jaded, and this miss decided not to miss out on true love. so, by changing her misconceptions, she went in a new direction and found inside she felt a connection, she fell in love. when miss independence walked away, no time for love that came her way. she looked in the mirror and thought today, what happened to miss no-longer-afraid? it took some time for her to see how beautiful love could truly be. no more talk of why can't that be me, i'm so glad i finally see. )
╰ ❄ feliz navidad y año nuevo, ale.
—; de: andy ( @dorcasdoemeadowes )
—; para: ale ( @missself-sufficient )
*Baila tap* Que onda, it’s the me again 8). Siento que ya me había tocado Lucy antes, creo que sí, y aunque estuve tentada a hacer algo Dancy, pensé que esta vez me enfocaría en Lucy. Así que me puse a hacerle un mix y casi pongo toda la discografía de Avril Lavigne, pero me detuve AHAHAHAHA. Originalmente la portada iba a ser otra pero busqué por mar y tierra la foto que quería y nunca la encontré, así que dije: bueno, yolito; ese dibujo siempre me ha recordado a Lucy, así que espero que la portada simple te guste <33. Quise abarcar desde su feminismo, pasando por como la gente no la aceptó por quien era y por sus orígenes muggles, cruzando por su temor en la guerra y tocando un poco de Dancy (he ahí el bonus track, que obvio es un clásico de Lucy 8D). Algo en lo que me fijé fue en el tema de volar, puedes notar que varias canciones remiten al gusto de Lucy por volar, como se siente mejor arriba en las nubes, como se siente libre ahí, además de lo mucho que ha luchado por lo que quiere. Fue un tema que honestamente me gustó mucho tratar. No negaré que fue difícil hacerlo y me tomó un poco más de tiempo que el resto de mis regalos, pero al final junté muchas cancioncitas que me parece quedan re bien con Lucy.
Espero te guste mucho este mix, que creo también quedará mucho contigo, ahí te robas unas rolas para ti :*, okay no. Ahhhh, me alegra mucho que me hayas tocado. Te amo mucho, sé que siempre te lo digo pero te amo mucho, eres un enorme apoyo en mi vida y te he podido contar cosas que a nadie más, y aún así, sorpresivamente, me ves como una hermosa persona, lo cual no entiendo, pero agradezco. Gracias por ser mi partner in crime, por siempre escucharme cuando me siento mal, por estar de mi lado y defenderme, por permitirme verme claramente cuando siento que soy un asco. Sé que muchas veces chocamos, otras veces peleamos, pero me alegro que siempre nos arreglemos porque eres parte fundamental de mi vida, y si no hablara con Joa y contigo diario sería muy extraño. Muchas gracias por ayudarme a mantener este roleplay que tanto queremos con vida, por darme ships bonitas, plots bonitos, decir que mis personajes son cool, levantarme el ánimo cuando alguien me dice algo feo, darme cachetadas cuando lo necesito, y recordarme que no todo es tan horrible. Eres mi pequeña roca y te amo mucho. Muchas gracias por todo, Ale, no sé quien sería hoy sin ti (y sin Joa). Eres muy importante para mí. Disfruta de este pequeño regalo, I luv u. Feliz Navidad y año nuevo, que este año sea hermoso para ti, porque mereces todo lo bonito en esta vida. Me emociona poder vivir otro año contigo a mi lado.
— andy. 🎅
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End of Year Ask Meme
Song of the year?
Fuck, I really couldn’t tell you. A lot of songs impacted me this year, and I’d be tempted to just pick the most recent one. Right now I’m obsessed with Zeppelin’s “Dazed and Confused,” but earlier in the year it was stuff like “Fill in the Blank” and “Cassie.”
Album of the year?
Definitely Tacocat’s “Lost Time.” It’s the first album I’ve bought a physical vopy of and I really like every song on it. Other honorable mentions include “Led Zeppelin III” and “What Could Go Wrong.”
Favorite musical artist / group you started listening to this year?
Oasis, honestly. I found a lot of individual songs I liked this year, but I listened to the most songs by Oasis. I already knew “Wonderwall,” obviously, but “Headshrinker” and “Morning Glory” are good as well.
Movie of the year?
“Thor: Ragnarok.” It was incredibly fun the whole way through and I didn’t have as many issues with it as I did other movies I saw this year.
TV show of the year?
Tie between “My Hero Academia” and “Little Witch Academia.” Both shows have immediately likeable protagonists and fantastic supporting casts and both got me super excited. I’ll give “Little Witch Academia” the top spot since the other is still running, and it had a plucky, optimistic main character who wasn’t annoying at all.
Episode of tv or webisode that defined the year for you?
I don’t know, dude. I think the episode of “My Hero Academia” where All Might fights Nomu is pretty up there. Not a lot of TV episodes get me on the edge of my seat like that did, and that fight managed to create tension without making me think the hero could ever lose. All Might best hero 2k17.
Favorite actor of the year?
Daisy Ridley, Kelly Marie Tran, Chris Hemsworth, Tessa Thompson... there’s too many to pick just one. Any powerful women are basically automatically included. Mark Hamill was great too.
Game of the year?
Stardew Valley by playtime, but I also really loved Tekken 7 and Battle Chasers: Nightwar. Hand of Fate 2 is fun but gets very frustrating in the later parts of the game.
Best month for you this year?
One of the early months probably, or maybe June?
Something that made you cry this year?
I can honestly say nothing. Lots of things should have, but I don’t think I cried at all this year. Emotional detachment is fun
Something you want to do again next year?
Go back to school and finish my FUCKING degree
Talk about a new friend you made this year?
Not sure about new friends, but some of the student helpers at my job are really cool.
How was your birthday this year?
Nice. Always nice to spend time with my family.
Favorite book you read this year?
“Seconds” by Brian Lee O’Malley
What’s a bad habit you picked up this year?
Overspending on Fire Emblem: Heroes
Post a picture from the beginning of the year?
I don’t feel like looking through my photos, ask if you really want one
Post a picture from the end of the year?
See above
A memorable meal this year?
21st birthday meal at Montgomery Inn. First legal drink, and a delicious meal as they always provide down there.
What’re you excited about for next year?
Hopefully returning to school and finishing my FUCKING degree
What’s something you learned this year?
A lot of stuff about IT
What’s something new about your place of residence (room, home, or general location) now vs the start of the year?
I moved
Favorite place you visited this year?
Didn’t really travel much. I went to see the solar eclipse but that town was a fucking shithole.
If you could send a message to yourself back on the first day of the year, what would it be?
Work harder in your classes and don’t take those two online courses in the Summer.
Did you keep any New Year’s Resolutions?
Didn’t have any
Did you create any characters (in games, art, or writing) this year?
I created a whole cast in fact, I’m writing a screenplay. The main character’s name is Lily Chou. She’s a Senior film student working on documenting the lives of herself and her two roommates, Kaya and Leona.
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Angel’s ANNIEversary One year ago on Halloween Day You went a world away Gaining wings to fly High up into the sky Through Heaven’s gates As we cried over your fate Feeling like we reached our low While you now wore a halo We buried you on All Souls Since then I haven’t felt whole Yet when we laid you to rest I promised that I’d do my best To visit and make tribute to you Even though I still feel blue And as to you we intercede Our LORD’s way is all we need GOD will always provide JESUS will stay by our side & the HOLY SPIRIT sure does guide Toward Heaven as our goal Despite work taking its toll Doing more good to be humble Versus inclinations to grumble And PURRsisting on our hope With PAWSitive PURRSpective to cope Through happiness, joy & peace For our love up to Heaven above will never cease #MyBabyHas2WingsAndAHalo #DrDISPObustAFlow When we were pregnant, the planner that I am already knew what we & our baby would dress up as for #Halloween but we miscarried when #GODsPlan intervened so we’d bring #Howloween to #AngelNevaehRendón on her #Heavenly #ANNIEversary w/super powers as lawyer & engineer by day + superhero & supervillain by night, respectively #SheHulk #LexLuthor Marvel & DC Comics #NightmareBeforeCHRISTmas #AllSaints #AllSouls #DíaDeLosMuertos #SugarSkulls #SweaterWeather #HoodCat Snoopy * Sesame Street & Muppets CookieMonster * TickleMeElmo * Tigger #NationalBlackCatDay (10/27) #NationalCatDay (10/29) #PAWsitivePURRspective #TacoCat #TacoTuesday #LetsTACOboutIt #TAMUK #SuperStarStudent Big Asia * Sweet Annie * Leonidas + MJ here to stay #PumpkinSpice & everything nice #DrDISPObustAPHO w/Angel Hair Pasta #NoodlesForLongLife in #Heaven made by #ChefDave 🎃😇👻💀☠️😻🐱🐯🦁🐈🐆🐅🐾🕊💐🌷🌹🌺🌸🌼🌻🌞🌅🕯💜💙💚💛🧡♥️🥰👼🏻👩🏻🏫👨🏻🍳🍝🍜🍲🌮🍔☝️✌️🙏💒📿 NOTE: Letters for our costumes this 10/31 originally were used last 10/31 for Angel’s container in her casket (at Mont Meta Memorial Park) https://www.instagram.com/p/B4Yv_l_ghQN/?igshid=l1oa7yp7qw0o
#mybabyhas2wingsandahalo#drdispobustaflow#halloween#godsplan#howloween#angelnevaehrendón#heavenly#annieversary#shehulk#lexluthor#nightmarebeforechristmas#allsaints#allsouls#díadelosmuertos#sugarskulls#sweaterweather#hoodcat#nationalblackcatday#nationalcatday#pawsitivepurrspective#tacocat#tacotuesday#letstacoboutit#tamuk#superstarstudent#pumpkinspice#drdispobustapho#noodlesforlonglife#heaven#chefdave
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INTERVIEW - Queer Punk Quatuor VĖRSįNTHË 99
Photo : Camille Pavel
VĖRSįNTHË 99 est un quatuor queer-punk qui s’est rencontré dans une absintherie du sud de la France, début XXIe siècle. Leurs sonorités traversent de multiples strates : punks, psychédéliques, féministes et poétiques. Leur musique est impulsive, chimérique et engagée. Elle questionne, dénonce, rassemble ; idéalement, elle doit sauver laurs quatre pauvres vies et toutes celles du public par le punk-rock.
“Ils ont entre 21 et 26 ans. Amélie, Mathieu, Margaux et Ronan sont non binaires, androgynes, pansexuel.les et bisexuel.le.s. Leur objectif : agiter la scène punk et véhiculer un message queer.“ source Têtu
Leur interview est à lire ici :
Quand êtes-vous tombé•es dans la musique ? Vous souvenez-vous de vos premiers disques ?
Amélie : J’ai eu la chance d’avoir une enfance bercée de musique. Mon père écoutait des groupes rock et psyché des années 60-70 (The Who, The Doors, The Velvet Underground... ). Ma mère aimait beaucoup la musique trip hop comme Massive Attack. Mes premiers disques, ce sont tous ceux-là. Avec une préférence pour la poétesse et pythie du rock Patti Smith, et les textes surréalistes de Dylan. Ces deux androgynes avaient une façon unique de chanter, de déclamer, qui me fascinait.
A sept ans, j’ai voulu commencer l’accordéon. J’avais vu cet instrument mélancolique et mystérieux dans les bras d’une amie à mes parents, et j’ai voulu m’en emparer. Mes parents n’étaient pas instrumentistes, mais ils m’ont fait confiance. C’est seulement en 2017 avec Versinthë99 que je me suis mise au chant, presque « par défaut ». Toutes les filles avaient trouvé leur place, il restait donc un micro... finalement ça tombait bien, j’avais un classeur entier de textes !
Ronan : J’ai grandi en écoutant ce que mes parents passaient à la maison, à savoir beaucoup de variété française... Ce n’est qu’à la fin du lycée que je me suis réellement intéressé à la musique, en écoutant du rock des années 60-70 comme les Beatles, les Stones, Led Zeppelin, et de l’indie comme les Arctic Monkeys, ou encore les Franz Ferdinand. D’autres groupes se sont rajoutés à la liste de mes artistes fétiches : les Doors, le Black Rebel Motorcycle Club, le Brian Jonestown Massacre. A 19 ans, je me suis mis en tête d’apprendre à jouer de la guitare folk en autodidacte. C’est en rejoignant Versinthë99 durant l’année 2017, que je me suis mis à l’électrique.
Mathieu : J'ai également commencé la guitare en autodidacte, à 18 ans. Ma famille n'était pas du tout musicienne, mais j'ai pu compter sur les conseils de mes ami•es pour apprendre quelques bases du solfège. De fil en aiguille, je me suis dirigée vers la batterie, l'instrument que je convoitais à l’origine. J'ai intégré un Conservatoire pour y développer mon apprentissage, puis je suis entré en musicologie à l’Université Paris 8.
Mon père me faisait beaucoup écouter de musique quand j'étais enfant. Il m'a fait découvrir Eels, Dire Straits, U2, Supertramp... J'ai acheté mes premiers CDs au lycée, parmi lesquels :
Blink-182, Green Day, Muse... mes goûts musicaux se sont bien développés avec le temps. Maa : Mon intérêt pour la musique est apparu lors de ma dernière année de collège. J'ai eu une transition assez radicale car je suis passé du rap au métal classique. Je rêvais de faire des concerts comme ces artistes et j'adorais le folk métal. Mon premier album (Eluveitie) appartenait justement à ce style de musique. Mais c'est en entrant à la fac que j'ai pu développer tout cela, notamment grâce à mes fréquentations. Je n'avais pas d’ami•es porté•es punk/métal auparavant, et voulant pratiquer. J'ai rencontré Mathieu, et elle m'a encouragé à m'inscrire au conservatoire de sa ville, pour (ENFIN) me lancer à la basse. J'ai choisi cet instrument par défaut, mais j'ai fini par m'y attacher, par profiter pleinement de celui-ci, et à m'y identifier. Je suis entré dans Versinthë99 un soir d'Halloween. J'étais débutant, et peu sûr de moi. Mais l'expérience m'a aidé à me lancer pleinement, la meilleure école.
Concert au Supersonic. Photo : Chris Météo Rock
Y a-t-il des artistes qui ont compté dans votre inspiration pour créer le groupe ?
Amélie : En 2015, alors que je faisais des recherches dans le cadre d’un article pour mon webzine féministe et LGBTQI+ Le Castor, je tombe sur des photographies des Riot Grrrls. Je découvre un courant musical et féministe qui porte les voix marginales et encourage l’amateurisme. Je me souviens avoir noté, en lisant Bikini Kill, « rendre le punk plus féministe, et le féminisme plus punk » dans un cahier de brouillon. J’étais euphorique. Et puis, en cherchant autour de moi, je me suis rendu compte que d’autres potes s’identifiaient à ces pratiques rebelles. La première version de Versinthë99 était composée de cinq meufs. Alizé, Téri, Lélia, Léa et moi avions diverses inspirations musicales telles que Tacocat, The Kills, Le Tigre ou Sonic Youth, mais c’est surtout la force de ces meufs et la confiance mutuelle qui ont compté pour créer le groupe et oser à peine 4 mois plus tard monter sur la scène du Supersonic. Il faut se dire que si Lélia jouait sacrément bien et écrasait musicalement tous les petits guitaristes hipster à la ronde, Léa s’est mise à la basse pour rejoindre le projet punk féministe, et personnellement, je n’avais jamais dit grand-chose dans un micro !
Maa : Je suis arrivé tardivement dans le groupe, je n'ai donc pas participé à sa création, mais je souhaite aider à la continuation de celui-ci ! D'autant plus que je ne connaissais pas les groupes, artistes, et le mouvement que cite Amélie, au moment où je suis arrivé. Je suis heureux de les connaître désormais. On doit en parler, car pour ma part (et je ne pense pas être le seul, hélas), j'ai été bercé par les musiques de groupes masculins hétéro-centrés, notamment dans la scène métalleuse, qui manque cruellement de représentations LGBTQI+. Il n'est jamais trop tard...
Ronan : C’est aussi en rejoignant le groupe que j’ai découvert le mouvement Riot Grrrl et des artistes comme Bikini Kill ou Bratmobile, ainsi que des artistes françaises comme Mme Ex. Mathieu : Je n'ai pas assisté à la création du groupe, en revanche, il y a des groupes qui m'inspirent comme Totorro, Bad Pelicans, et plus récemment Amyl and the Sniffers.
On parle souvent de la misogynie et de lgbtphobies à l'égard des artistes queer, qu'en pensez-vous ? Vous sentez-vous investi•es d’un rôle par rapport à ça ?
Mathieu : Effectivement ! Je me souviens d'un soir où l’on jouait au Supersonic et où une bande de mec cis s'est cassée dès qu'Amélie a crié qu'on était un groupe queer et féministe. Ça nous a bien fait marrer ! J'ai envie que la scène queer devienne quelque chose d'habituel. Amélie : Il y a une grande inégalité en faits et des discriminations persistantes. J’ai l’impression que de plus en plus de meufs constituent des groupes, ce qui est vraiment formidable, mais dans les salles le constat est toujours aussi désolant : tu vois des mecs, avec une grande estime d’eux-mêmes, souvent conformes à toutes ces « normes » du rock (je me frotte lascivement l’entre-jambe contre le micro si je suis chanteur, je fais l’amour à ma guitare ou à mon clavier quand je suis instrumentiste, je me mets torse poil à la batterie... ).
Nos textes se veulent des poèmes engagés qui parlent des luttes féministes et LGBTQI+, des discriminations, des personnes minorées, d’errances... Sur scène, Maa et Mathieu en particulier défont le genre. Durant les soirées, j’essaye de passer au maximum dans le public avec le micro pour recueillir les cris et l’énergie des meufs et LGBTQI+, et ainsi les inclure davantage dans le concert. Ce sont toujours des échanges puissants. On veut vraiment les encourager à créer pour faire la peau au patriarcat.
Ronan : Il n’y a qu’à voir le nombre de témoignages que le site Paye ta Note a déjà recueilli... Il suffit d’aller dans une salle de concert pour s’apercevoir aussi que le public est très masculin et très hétéro. Profiter d’un concert sans subir les pogos de mecs bourrés, tout en voyant correctement les artistes, est devenu compliqué.
Maa : Je pense que si le sujet est souvent évoqué, c'est que cela existe. Il y a un problème de discriminations, et on compte bien y remédier, en reprenant un peu contrôle sur les scènes artistiques. Il suffit d'être un minimum attentif•ve dans un public d'artistes queer, pour constater les remarques mal placées et autres agressions. Envers les artistes, comme envers le public LGBTQI+. La plupart des concerts auxquels j'ai pu assister étaient hétéro-centrés. Quand on se retrouve à devoir nous-même créer nos événements safe et/ou en non-mixité, cela prouve que l'inclusivité n'est pas une préoccupation majeure pour les bars ou scènes populaires. Heureusement que ce concept existe afin de rendre la musique ou l'art en général plus accessible à tous•tes.
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La scène queer a bien évolué en quelques années. Comment percevez-vous celle-ci ?
Amélie : Je ne suis pas assez éclairée et compétente pour répondre convenablement à la question. Toutefois si je devais donner un ressenti, je dirais que la scène queer est très liée à la musique électronique. Dans les clubs mythiques comme le Pulp, on faisait la part belle aux DJ’s. Il me semble que c’est toujours ce qui est en vogue actuellement, être derrière la platine d’un bar. J’aime bien l’idée de faire bouger la communauté, à condition de lutter également contre la dépolitisation des LGBTQI+ et de bien faire gaffe à ne pas devenir aussi fades que les straight... Ok j’avoue, j’aimerais rencontrer plus de personnes queer-punk.
Ronan : Honnêtement, je ne m’y connais pas assez non plus... La musique électronique est ce qui me vient à l’esprit tout de suite et j’ai l’impression que c’est toujours ce qui domine musicalement parlant.
Mathieu : J'aimerai encourager chaque personne queer à monter sur scène. Si nous on le fait, tout le monde peut le faire !
Maa : Je suis très novice dans le milieu. Tout ce que je peux dire, c'est que des tas d’initiatives sont prises afin de faire connaître ces artistes, et c'est super.
Que pensez-vous de la scène queer en France ?
Maa : Les groupes rencontrés avec Versinthë99 prouvent qu'elle est active, bien que notre combat reste plus de visibilité !
Ronan : Je trouve que c’est trop axé musique électronique. Je ne dis pas que ce n’est pas bien, mais qu’apporter un peu de diversité serait vraiment profitable à la scène queer.
Mathieu : Oui, ce serait formidable s'il y avait plus de diversité dans les genres musicaux !
Amélie : Au fur et à mesure des scènes, on se fait des contacts. Mais on ne connaît pas encore une floppée d’artistes queer qui bougent la France. Au risque de nous répéter, il faudrait davantage d’événements pour les rassembler, et des programmations moins axées musiques électroniques.
Vos artistes préféré•es en ce moment ?
Amélie : Les filles du groupe londonien Yassassin, les américaines punk-rock The Coathangers, les islandaises du groupe post-punk Kaelan Mikla.
Ronan : Je dirais le groupe bordelais Judith Judah, avec qui on a joué en avril et que j’avais adoré.
Mathieu : Clairement, Amyl and the Sniffers, et dans un autre genre : Calypso Rose.
Maa : Un groupe que je recommande toujours, c'est Ropoporose. J'ai assisté à leur concert, au festival Toc Toc bonjour, et j'en garde un parfait souvenir. Les sonorités des Bad Pelicans, Dr Chan, et de Requin Chagrin, m'inspirent selon mes humeurs.
Avec quel•les autres artistes aimeriez-vous jouer ?
Ronan : Surtout, on voudrait éviter de rejouer dans des soirées avec uniquement des groupes de mecs...
Amélie : Chaque initiative engagée a son importance. Alors, tout groupe féministe et queer prêt à faire la révolution avec nous !
Mathieu : Qu'importe, du moment que le groupe est queer, féministe, ou les deux !
Maa : Des artistes sur la même longueur d'onde que nous. J'aimerais vraiment jouer aux côtés de personnes partageant le même combat, avec qui on peut se permettre de crier notre rage.
Vos prochaines dates ?
Pour le moment, ce sont les suivantes : 🌞 Samedi 21 septembre, au Vélove de Montreuil
🌛 Vendredi 4 octobre, à l’occasion de la soirée Women Youthquake organisée par Le Castor Magazine aux Mains d’œuvres, à Saint-Ouen
🌝 Samedi 16 novembre, à La Voûte, à Bordeaux
🌜 Samedi 30 novembre, au Café La Pêche, à Montreuil
Que pensez-vous de Support your Local Girl Gang ?
Amélie : C’est une super force, cette chaîne d’action et d’union de grrrls créatives et engagées. Sincèrement, je vous adore. Il faut continuer à mettre toute cette culture féministe et LGBTQI+ dans les tripes de la génération qui vient ! Maa : Je ne connaissais pas du tout. J'ai donc été faire un tour, et de ce que j'en ai vu, ça me plaît beaucoup. Merci d'exister.
Ronan : Je vous suis depuis peu, je trouve ça chouette qu’un média partage des initiatives queer.
Mathieu : C'est une super initiative que j'encourage fortement ! On a besoin de médias comme le vôtre pour mettre en lumière des artistes queer et féministes. Force à vous !
Nota bene : Mathieu se genre de façon anarchique.
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1. Your current favorite song: i’ve literally never been able to make a decision in my life so i’d have to say it’s a tie between “requiem” from dear evan hansen, “whatever love means” by lux lisbon, and “when you need somebody”, also by lux lisbon.
5. A song that reminds you of another period in your life: i don’t really have a specific song that reminds me of/defines a period in my life, but i have specific artists that do? like first semester of my freshman year of college was defined by hozier, bleachers, and lux lisbon; second semester by the hamilton soundtrack; summer by simon & garfunkel and fleetwood mac; first semester of this year by the dropkick murphys and flogging molly; and the current semester by the lumineers, of monsters and men, and hayley kiyoko.
8. A song you loved when you were a little kid: my favorite song as a kid was probably “caledonia” by dolores keane, but the song that i always think of first is “my wild irish rose” because my dad used to sing it to me when i cried or couldn’t sleep.
50. Free slot! Any song you want to share!: ooooooh just one? sorry there’s no way i can do that, so here’s a bunch of faves: “green fields of france” (the high kings), “what’s left of the flag” (flogging molly), “fast car” (tracy chapman), “your love” (cover by ninja sex party), “waving through a window” (from dear evan hansen), “dana katherine scully” (tacocat), “i wanna get better” (bleachers), “ever after” (from bare), “monte carlo” (u.s. royalty), “my town” (young doubliners), “there will be time” (mumford & sons), and “you don’t know” (from next to normal).
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