#symptoms of vertigo

[lemon-wedges]

Its been a while since I updated this little project but heres the dealio. I got "mysteriously" sick for the last 2 months and it kinda halted my work on getting this thing physically printed. BUT IM BACK and ready to start this up again. I'm really hoping i get everything done by Jan. or very latest feb (mostly anticipating for holiday slow down)

In the meantime i got a few questions on my interest check asking if i would offer a digital version of the zine. and the answer 2 months late is YES I WILL YOU CAN GET IT NOW ACTUALLY ON MY GUMROAD OR KO-FI HURRRAYYYYYY!!!! 🥳🥳 GO CHECK IT OUT ITS $3

GUMROAD | KO-FI

[saamaton]

i'm so sick and it's so awful

[semiotomatics]

how it goes every time:

me: wtf is wrong w me i feel like im dying

me: *sits in a dark + quiet room* *instantly feels better*

me:

[mylittleredgirl]

i am soooooo determined to make use of the barbie tickets i pre-ordered for this afternoon so i have like 2 hours to figure out how to shed enough Symptoms and be ready to rock. i'm motivated. i'm committed.

[dancingmyselfaway]

Last night I had the worst False Awakening mixed with Sleep Paralysis Loop. I usually have this if I'm stressed about having to wake up earlier than usual, but it was very very intense today.

I don't know how many times it happened or for how long. But it felt like ages.

I'd dream I'd get out of bed and try to check my phone, because I was late and had to get ready. But the phone screen would either be black or show me no numbers at all. My tell for False Awakenings is usually that I can't actually feel my limbs moving. That paired with the phone screen situation would tell me I was still asleep. So I'd try to wake myself up.

This dream went on and on and on, and sometimes I did wake up for real, only for my brain to immediately shut down again and the dreams to start over.

Eventually I tried calling out for my mom, so she'd help me, but only mumbling sounds would come out of my mouth. I couldn't speak, I couldn't scream.

I woke up by lunchtime soaked in sweat.

It wasn't fun.

[meirimerens]

unrelated to everything but yesterday i finished reading E. M. Forster's "Maurice" after having it open & ongoing for 6 months but never making the time to finish it and many thoughts. tons of them. don't feel like writing a review however. it felt like bliss to be able to find again the Reader Grindset of twisting and turning in bed reading it and having to close the book to twist and to turn. can't wait to keep reading more books we're so back

[pandaspwnz]

I got covid for the second time probably on sunday though it wasn’t confirmed until monday, but since then certain things have tasted differently, though I'm hoping it's just the head-cold symptoms that are messing with my sinuses that's doing it, and that it will go back to normal after the cold symptoms pass. But so far it's only very few things that taste different and I'm so glad I haven't completely lost my sense of taste or anything x.x

[smarterthantheaverageloser]

Chronic illness kicking my ASS rn

[moonshynecybin]

i think i need to schedule another appointment with my doctor to figure out my migraine meds :(

[semiotomatics]

its only just now occuring to me that i might be experiencing a migraine cause im a fucking idiot

[mylittleredgirl]

i want pancakes so bad but there’s so much standing involved 🥞😭

[deadlittledogs]

I’m taking out my birth control implant bro not only has it destroyed my skin but I cannot take this two periods a month bullshit anymore……pray with me brothers because my PMS symptoms will come back full force and that shit is SO FUCKING BRUTAL…..

[lifeofafrogblog]

How many people experience "brain zaps" from antidepressant withdrawals?