#surely I will locate it on my own
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I think you need to seriously sit with the feeling of being a little lost. Like genuinely. The daily banal problems you have. And I think it needs to happen in more than just creation and fun things. I think when someone makes a video you should watch the video a few times just to make sure they haven’t already said what you want to ask. Or when someone shows yarn they’re using for a craft, look at the label before you ask where you can buy it. And google the product used. You need to think how can I do this too and try and work it out for yourself instead of asking for a tutorial. Look for things even if you know someone else already knows probably where they are. You will likely figure it out. People are indeed asking stupid questions. Questions that would be answered if they spent maybe one more minute trying for themselves. It seems needless but problem solving is indeed an important skill. And it’s kind of insane that I’m seeing comments like “tutorial for cropping a shirt?” Please…….
#long rant#and maybe annoying to me because I am on the internet#and post videos#but I notice it in myself too#this desire to ask at work hey where is xyz garment.#like I can just….look for it…#I know where we keep each kind of thing#surely I will locate it on my own
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WHERE IS HE D:
(sorry for deleting and posting this again 🙇♂️🙇♂️ one tiny insignificant thing was bothering me and when I edited it it wouldn't show on reblogs and that kinda made me go 😠😠😠)
#HARRY NO#CROWLEY THIS ISNT FUNNY#CROWLEYYYYYYYY#this was hilarious in my head#it's even more hilarious now#don't worry Harry is safe#Crowley is just simply in the mood for giving his angel a teensy weensy heart attack#or maybe he's just processing the question#maybe he's trying to locate the rabbit by using his ✨snaky sense✨#nahhh he knows where the rabbit is he's just messing around#(he had to watch Aziraphale practice his amazing magic tricks for the entire week leading up to this)#(can you blame him for doing some ✨magic tricks✨ of his own)#(he's a fast learner okay)#(he sure can make rabbits disappear)#(THE RABBIT IS FINE I SWEAR)#(YOU HAVE TO BELIEVE ME)#(WHEN HAVE I EVER LIED TO YOU)#(AM I NOT TRUSTWORTHY GUYS?????)#Crowley what do you mean “blelele”#good omens#crowley#aziraphale#ineffable idiots#ineffable husbands#aziracrow#harry the rabbit
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he’s holding his own hand while talking about izuku
#HORI WHEN I CATCH YOU HORI WHEN I FUCKING CATCH YOU HORI#bakudeku#bkdk#mha spoilers#bnha spoilers#mha leaks#I’M SO FUCKING EDGED WITH THIS HAND HOLD#HOW ARE WE HOW COULD YOU WHY ARE YOU TEASING ME#LITERALLY LIKE damn look at him holding his own hand talking about Izuku huh sure would be nice#remember how Izuku feels at peace when someone holds his hand huh interesting anyway#here’s more slowburn bkdk angst hahaha skips away merrily#hori turn on your location I JUST WANNA TALK#the typo oh my god#ruk literally is so checked out
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Hellsing 2002 calendar illustration.
Ein wunderliche und erschröckliche Hystori von einem großen Wüttrich genant Dracole wayda Der do so ganz unkristenliche marrter hat angelegt die mensche, als mit spissen als auch die leut zu Tod geslyffen
A wondrous and frightening story about a great berserk called Dracula the voivode who inflicted such unchristian tortures such as with stakes and also dragged people to death
#hellsing#alucard#kouta hirano#translation was found in a comment by u/lazyfoxheart on r/Kurrent#fun fact this is the highest quality version of this image that exists online#i know because i've been looking forever for a version that's clear enough to actually read what hirano wrote under '1443'#but there weren't any so i had to take matters into my own hands#the real image on the back of the guidebook is only 2 inches tall so i had to take this with my smartphone and will my hands not to shake#anyway i'm pretty sure it's supposed to say Eğrigöz (the location vlad was imprisoned) so yeah. thank you hirano very cool#if i might rant for a sec it took me an embarrassingly long time to figure that out because i didn't have the guidebook at first#and in the images i could find online that part was just a blur that looked suspiciously like a person's signature and i was like. who tf#i was thinking matthias corvinus since he issued some political propaganda against vlad iirc but it didn't match his signature on wikipedia#then i thought it might be vlad II dracul's since he probably had to sign an agreement to send his sons over as hostages at some point#but that didnt seem right either so i kept skimming vlad's wiki page#and then i was like goddammit...hirano.....you just misspelled Eğrigöz didn't you.. ....#i maybe should've made a separate post dedicated to this instead of writing a novel in the tags but eh#the hellsing brainrot runs deep#also- i put it in the source link at the bottom of the post but the german inscription is copied off a real woodcut of vlad from 1491#except instead of depicting him as an adult hirano drew him as a child which gives the inscription a very different feel imo#the one final thing that interests me about this is the fact that hirano published this calendar in 2002#which is REALLY early in the series. like this was before volume 5 came out??#i have no idea why he decided to do a massive spoiler drop in a random piece of japan-only merch#sandwiched between a drawing of alucard as john travolta from saturday night fever and integra as a fish no less#it makes me really curious to know what the fan response to this was back then. like did people even know who this was#maybe im just an idiot and everyone back then was like 'ah yes its alucard as a 12 year old. how very informative'
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lore checkpoint
a series of loosely connected groups of dragons in and around dragonhome
tenebris grove - an unnatural grove of gloomy pine trees north of the border with the tangled wood. filled with crumbling ruins and overgrown underbrush, a new town has sprung up in response to greater trade throughout dragonhome (tag)
the hallowbluffs - at the top of a high pillar off the eastern coast of dragonhome sits refuge. not all clans reacted well to sornieth's recent elemental upheaval, and some drakes have needed a place to escape and rest (tag)
the faded canyon - a ravine at the eastern edge of dragonhome, where the elemental magics of the labyrinth clash with the earth. the result is the forgotten woods - a magically potent location that plays host to all manner of folk, both strange and mundane (tag)
wanderers - the rhythms of dragonhome lend themselves to meandering, and many find themselves drawn to a path, rather than a place. of course, not all are respectable travellers, and others still are outright criminals. nevertheless, they wander the cracks and crevices of the earthshaker’s realm, and as such are his children.
the cliffhang outpost - tucked in the walls of a crack in the shattered plain, the remnants of a mercenary company live amongst the ancient canyonhomes. their numbers aren’t great, so they’ve turned from more traditional mercenary practices to training other drakes instead. perhaps it doesn’t lend itself to the glory and tales of the old times, but the stories they tell now are less gory, and their coffers are fuller. (aka my lored fodder trainers)
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this is a side blog - my main blog is @humofnight
#CAN YOU TELL I LIKE TREES#two count em two unnatural forests#tbf to me tenebris grove used to be inside the forgotten woods but not anymore surprise#OTHER NOTES#if you go to the tab for the wanderers it mentions cavernhill and beyond#i'm 99% sure cavernhill is a location from llanai/hungrytundra's world map#also that map is part of what ended up inspiring tenebris grove to be its own forest#rip that i can't find an alive link#phila yells#this will be my pinned post#also pls forgive any mutuals i am only now figuring out that like. some of you are dragon mutuals
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my mom is gonna own her very own house for the first time in her life within the next week. so crazy to think about
#it actually has enough bedroom for us to all have our own#i'll get to choose the color of my walls for the first time!!#and hang up art on the walls and make it really really my own#it's so odd to think about these days#because i've been a lot more removed from home and my family this semester#i never even looked at the house listing until last night#i think i'm distancing myself from it for some reason#not sure why but#i'm still excited#it's not super nice looking on the outside#and not really the best location either#but it'll be ours for the first time since over ten years ago#we are so lucky!!!#we spent so so long looking at houses and it's so difficult to find something affordable and close and big enough for our family#so this one was definitely a compromise#not very close to much and not super nice looking#but it fits us and it'll be ours!#so yeah. we are so lucky#. >> mari says shit !
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my issue is that 2 weeks ago I was flip flopping on what decision to make while being very convinced that I wanted to try to leave and that doing so would make me happy and no matter how difficult it was it would be worth it. Just like how i wanted my surgery but was still wracked with guilt leading up to it. Now im stressed and obsessively thinking about it while being convinced that leaving would not make me happy at all and would not be worth it. which is a lot harder...
#talkys#and its extra hard bc the surgery is the only thing in my life I've been 100% sure about.#also my brain is doing the extra steps stuff and im already exhausted especially since i once again dont really have#family on my side or excited for me#thinking about having to have them drive me up for the job interview then having to get apartment#lease and then having to organize and throw away and pack my stuff and then unpack it#while never knowing if rent is going to be way too high next year is already too much#knowing that i love being alone but would be very lonely and not have any extended time to come home and spontaneously#go to the movies or some local event with my siblings makes me sad#the only friend id have in the new location has her own life and partner and such. id just be alone and not#wanting to leave my apartment bc i hate driving#the good times here are rare but they'd be non-existent in an empty apartment#and id likely be too tired to do hobbies after work and chores and staying alive#the color rly has drained from me not even the thought of being able to transition is saving me#nothing would change for the better
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Hey lovely! I love your work so much honestly you’re absolutely amazing! I was just wondering if you’d ever write anything for sbf!bucky again? I re read your work about him all the time and I’m a little bit of a whore for him 😅 no pressure whatsoever, it’s just that sweet baby has my heart 🥺
Sbf!Bucky has been really heavily requested recently and now I feel like I've been neglecting him 😩 I really enjoy writing him and it lets me dabble in my dream of being a milf some day
But I feel like he has a real sweet tooth. He's a dessert guy, 110%. Not like your husband or your son.
From the very first Sunday that your son brought Bucky over for dinner, he's been so into your desserts because a good dessert is something he's really missed during his last couple of years at college. It doesn't even really matter what you make, every week he tells you it's even better than whatever you made the Sunday before.
The store bought, dry cakes he sometimes treats himself to don't even come close to the fluffy sponges you make for him. He tells you your lemon meringue is better than the one his aunt used to make and your pies are probably a cure for sadness. He exaggerates but at least he sounds sincere.
And it's nice. It's nice that he appreciates your effort. It's nice that your desserts actually get eaten and enjoyed. It's nice that you're not sitting at the dinner table alone after lunch. Company is nice. Compliments are nice.
"I know it's late but I don't want you to think I'd forgotten." You made yourself busy in the kitchen, talking a little louder so Bucky could still hear you in the dining room. He usually helped you plate up dessert but not today.
"What are you talking about?" Bless him, he sounded so confused. "I can give you a hand if you like?"
"No, it's okay. Close your eyes." You thought your instruction was clear enough but Bucky still protested.
"Just close your eyes, Buck." You could've sworn you felt him raise his eyebrows but he did as he was told anyway.
You set the plate in front of him and laid a little dessert fork above his placemat. "I know your birthday was last Tuesday but I thought we could still celebrate it today. You're only 24 once." Bucky opened his eyes to the most mouth watering slice of chocolate cake he swore he'd ever seen in his life.
Two thick layers of moist chocolate sponge with a rich chocolate icing in between. The cake must have been heated for a couple of minutes, making the icing warm enough to make the layers slide slightly. Thick, warm chocolate sauce rolled down the sides, taking with it a light dusting of powdered sugar, almost washing away the single lit birthday candle. The plate was decorated with a perfect scoop of cool vanilla ice cream and some fresh strawberries, left overnight in a teaspoonful of sugar to draw out their juice.
"You didn't need to make a whole cake just for me!" His genuine excitement was heartwarming, quickly blowing out his candle before wax melted onto his dessert.
"Sweetheart, I make a whole cake just for you every week. Happy birthday." You lifted the little dessert fork, slicing through the sponge with it, making sure to add a little ice cream and a slice of strawberry before raising it to his lips.
You could swear he actually moans when the cake passes his lips. He makes the same noise at dessert every Sunday and you swear you never get tired of hearing it. It's so close to the noise he makes when he first sinks inside you and God, that sound is beautiful.
Your foot grazes his leg, gently but deliberately and there's a battle going on behind those eyes when he takes the fork from his own mouth. On one hand, your husband is in the next room, sitting beside your son, Bucky's best friend. On the other hand, Bucky needs you to know how much he appreciates this. Appreciates you. And if he's honest with himself, your husband and son being so close has never stopped him before.
"Fuck, you've ruined me." He groans, pressing his lips to yours in a hurry. Somehow you manage to stifle your surprise, catching up when he presses you back onto the dining room table.
"You and those fucking desserts. It's not fair. You get me half hard during dinner and then you feed me the best chocolate cake I've ever had? Do you know how unfair that is?" His hands are all over you, pulling your skirt up in between frantic kisses.
The chocolate cake is all but forgotten, the ice-cream left to melt while Bucky kisses your neck before he tugs your panties off, tucking them into the back pocket of his jeans.
#asks answered <3#anon#becca writes spice#sbf!bucky#son's best friend!bucky#I am not a dessert girlie at all#I haven't reread my own sbf!bucky stuff in months I should do that#he's so fun to write for#for anyone following the 'becca buys a house' saga#I went to see the house I liked last week and it's not for me#the street was kind of noisy and I just know it would freak me out 😭#I have a viewing booked for a house on Wednesday night#it's in a really quiet area a bit closer to home but I'm not sure I love the property#and it's probably not likely to increase much in value#might cancel that viewing tbh#because I found one this afternoon that I'm really excited about#I love the area#I'm going to book a viewing on Monday but it looks like I could walk straight into it#loads of potential too#pretty good location for public transport#off street parking for my car#the kitchen has a cute little built in wine cooler 🥺#and the most exciting part imo: THE BACK GARDEN IS FAKE GRASS#I'D NEVER NEED TO CUT THE GRASS#I don't know why that excited me so much but it really did#fingers crossed it's not like the last one!!#tw: food#tw: food mention#tw: cheating
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*through gritted teeth* a closet made of glass is still a closet a closet made of glass is still a closet a closet made of glass is still a closet a closet made of glass is still a closet a closet made of glass is still a closet
#like sure. i look visibly queer but tbh combined w the rest of my personality it really comes off as just 'being eccentric'#and since im bi i get away with everything by talking only abt men. but at the same time... i feel trapped in a hell of my own making#its like... up until now i didnt really feel like i was in a closet.. you know.. like my queerness was a hypothetical#that i can explore at a secondary location and just lie abt where i was and its ok bc nothing actually lgbt has happened#but now? hwooo boy.... i catch myself wishing the closet was less transparent. or that there was no need for a closet#this just in girl whos never actually faced any real oppression is getting a hypothetical taste of reality and is now very paranoid#piksla.txt
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I just want to get a permanent job that I can do and that I don't totally hate, in a location I can hopefully enjoy?? I just want to get an apartment and a dog??? I don't think my dreams are that crazy????? Why do they seem impossible to achieve???
#sure there are a few other components but like#it's not that nuts#I just want to be in a location to make human connections and be a part of a community??#I want to do something I can work with my hands and feel engaged#I need to have healthcare to afford medicine to live#I'd love to get a dog! have my own space!! not a lot of space just a bit!!#it's so fucking basic and yet it feels so far away and idk how to get there and I don't know WHERE I want to be which would rlly narrow#everything else down a bit#I can't keep doing short seasonals and jumping around bc it's just making me nuts#im a rambling Sam
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Just so everyone knows, I have a LOT of opinions on the songs that are in the tournament, but I want to prevent bias of any kind on my part so I will not be sharing any of my own thoughts (unless specifically asked!) until after the polls are over for that round! Y'all feel free to send anything you want whenever you want about any song at all, but as the blog runner I want to make sure I don't tip the votes more than I should <3
#left in 'unless specifically asked' cause oh BOY would i love to say things but i would love more if you guys were actually interested and#it wasnt swaying votes!#i think bury me in metal got a huge boost in its location in the bracket because of my own obsession with it and i want to make sure#that i keep everything as fair as possible so haha oops#we all know i am down for a bury me in metal sweep but in terms of the other songs!#either wait and see or you can just ask thats fine too#not a poll#2023 tournament
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Here I am, minding my own business drawin' as per the Usual when suddenly the outlet where my power bar is plugged in died! :) And I mean the outlet. Not the plug or the power bar, the OUTLET. EXCELLENT ! (sarcasm)
Thankfully I have my secondary setup (of which I am posting from Right Now) but my first setup is where all my current doodles, wips and finished art and such are................... 😔man
#Kailey Does A Talk#So like. I don't post a lot but tHIS SURE AINT HELPIN#This ALSO means tragically that my 2023 Art Summary post won't be up until I'm able to move my laptop to another location.#which could be after new years. WAUGH#Funny thing about my laptop- it's old! Like 10 years old. It's still fantastic- a lil slow- but fantastic.#Bad thing is: The battery on it is fucked! So it can't really function for very long on it's own without being plugged into a wall#So yeah. gotta call an electrician to look at the outlet n see if it can be saved or if I gotta move my workstation Elsewhere
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#polls for my own curiosity#no dvd because ofcourse solid media copies are a must#you agree#but this?#i actually would kill for a plushie gray and carmen#and i actually got way into the m.ysticon card collecting because i got the card i want#i could singlehandedly keep them afloat to make sure i had all 3 variant gray cards#plus they could make the puzzle offshoots where you can make a location with the backs like a card type caper#like the cards i have actually have fun variety and i think cs could pull it off
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Help I'm being forced to socialize at work 😔
#theres a new person at the local office#and since we're the only two people from my branch that work at this location my dep director is all like 'make friends!'#so i had to send an embarrassingly peppy email offering to give the new girl a tour or have a chat and aaaaa i hate this#shes gonna see me in person and realize im a total loser rip#i actually like being on my own in the office i dont want to talk to people there#anyways im just ranting im sure shes lovely#(maybe she'll ignore my email and i can go on as i have been for the past year 🤞)#workposting
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gay gay homosexual gay
#sunny's art#this one's REALLY old but i just realized i didn't post it here#it's actually the first vargas related drawing i made !!#it was such a big part of my character development honestly#like i'm so serious rn#one day i just read vargas and the brainrot hit me SO HARD i even got out of my art block#i suddenly just started getting a bunch of ideas to draw i'm really really happy about that#like i don't think i'll ever made this much fanart of something in my whole life#and the best part about this is that there's not really a bunch of people on this fandom#so i know i can do every idea i have because i am 90% sure i will be the first person to do it#and creating my own content makes me so happy#honestly i just posted this as an excuse to ramble about what happened with me when i joined this fandom#about my other drawing !!! i'm finally satisfied with the background i drew#it's almost too perfect !!!!#the thing is that. the location looks. pretty much similar to the place. scriabin died on. chapter 21#the realization hit me so hard#whatever. if i try really hard i might finish it this week.#scriabin#vargas#edgar vargas#edgar looks so cute adjnsfnnsnfne#and i fell in love with scriabin when i drew him here#just look at him. honestly.#i miss them so so so much#i'm content starved so i keep drawing them
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Workshopping first novel chapters is actual hell. What's working? What's driving the piece dynamically? NOTHING. My advice for you is stop writing <3
If I have to read another EIGHT STRAIGHT PAGES of blunt first person exposition I'm gonna kill someone
#it was actually 6 but it sure felt like 8#begging ppl to learn how to reveal details in any way that isnt just saying it outright#who is your narrator explaining this to?? themself???? who clearly already knows?????????#i too get up in the morning and get lost in thought thinking abt exactly where i am how i got there and what ive been doing#as well as carefully explicate the history of the location so the listener (me. im thinking) knows exactly what the setup is#this is normal and not boring to read at all#:)))#their setting is genuinely interesting and i think the book could be really fun. if they knew how to write#jay yells#alas i persevere. i hope i get useful feedback for my own chapter but expectations are low
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