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Being a tmbg fan feels like losing your mind.. like wdym this band has like a thousand genuinely incredible unique and experimental songs about every topic you can think of + absolutely nothing sketchy in their past + is inordinately kind to their fans + offers their music (including rarities) with shocking generosity + seemingly has contributed music to basically every piece of iconic media ever to the point that their lyrics are referenced frequently by non-fans. but nobody seems to care about them or acknowledge their contributions to alt rock outside of a tight-knit fanbase. who are frequently dismissed as like "nerdy freaks". hahahahhaha. ha
#tmbg#I'm sure this is how a lot of people feel about their fave bands but oughhh#Partially I am glad because it means this fanbase is generally unusually serene and sweet#I won't pretend tmbg is like underground it's more like. the way they get made fun of and stuff Idk..#STILL someone around my age joyously pointed out my Flood shirt in Asda the other day..made me super happy :D
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hi.
#i know most of you didn’t even realize i was gone#but man…#my mental health was like in a state of 📉📉📉 in the past 30 days like we love being mentally ill and fucking insane <3#it was mostly bc i panicked and started obsessing over possible water damage in my flat kind of out of nowhere#like it started when my landlord came to check my bathroom bc my downstairs neighbours had water stains on their ceiling back in july#which had been caused by their shower curtain apparently but i was already spiraling when my landlord told me so i was sure it was my fault#i was assuming it was bc of me bc i had sometimes been spilling some of my bathwater and i was like WHAT IF IT HAS GONE THROUGH THE FLOOR?#and it didn't help that it has been hot af and very humid in my apartment LIKE WELL OVER 25 DEGREES AND 60% HUMIDITY#anyways i couldn’t shake this not matter what i tried and my fucking insane brain made me think i was going to get arrested for like#flooding the whole building or for causing some sort of mold infestation#i had SO MANY panic attacks; i wasn't able to sleep; i wasn't able to eat; i was on edge and panicky basically 24/7 so fun fun fun :D#and i kept waking up in the middle of the night and HAD to go check my walls or the space below my kitchen#it was compulsory like i couldn't not get up and go check and tbh i would've thrown out all of my furniture if i could've to check for mold#(and shhhh i know how fucking insane this sounds but having a mentally ill brain that's anxious all the time does suck ass sometimes 🥲)#(the worst thing about it tho was that i was SO AWARE of how insane about this i was being and yet i couldn't stop losing my mind over it)#(also i was so ready to move tf outta here bc i couldn't handle being triggered 24/7 which is why my mom let me stay with her last week )#i was so out of it that i couldn't even let myself do the things i usually enjoy... like at all#like watching my shows or spending any ungodly amount of time on tumblr... or replying to messages i got from people who i love#ig this goes to show HOW bad this actually was for me mentally bc usually tumblr and my shows are like my safe place#anyways we finally had a leak detection dude come over today and we had him check the water levels in my walls#and he said everything is fine and he specifically told me i should stop worrying about any water damage BC THERE IS NO WATER DAMAGE#he also said that the weather has just been insanely humid this year so it's not surprising that the humidity levels are higher than usual#i’m still a bit scared about some possible mold but ig this is good enough for now#i am aware how ridiculous this must sound for anyone who's reading this now but couldn't let it go not even with meds so let me live pls :(#TLDR I WAS GOING THROUGH IT BUT I AM BACK I THINK AND I AM MOST LIKELY GOING TO START BOTHERING YOU WITH MY GIFS AGAIN <3#AND I JUST REALIZED I HAVEN'T EVEN SEEN ANY OF THE HEART KILLERS STUFF YET ASIDE FROM ONE OR TWO PICS LIKE :(#OH AND I NEED TO START WATCHING SUMMER NIGHT ;_;#sabrina talks#@AIRENYAH GIRL I AM SO SORRY I WILL PROBABLY REPLY TO YOUR MESSAGES LATER TODAY OR TOMORROW MORNING ;_;<3
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joygirl
#this chapter made me hysterically sob#did this like the day leaks came out but waited for official release to post it#BONNEY MY DAUGHTER. THIS MADE ME GO INSANE#one piece#luffy#monkey d. luffy#jewelry bonney#gear 5#now to make sure nobody who wants to avoid spoilers sees this#one piece spoilers#one piece manga spoilers#one piece 1118 spoilers#op manga spoilers#op spoilers#one piece 1118#one piece manga coloring#my colorings
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you have my soul, you have my heart ♡
#LUCY#Band LUCY#Shin Yechan#Choi Sangyeop#Cho Wonsang#Jo Wonsang#Shin Gwangil#LUCY fanart#take 2 because i'm a distaster and posted this on the wrong blog haha#still figuring how out to tag these lol#kitkatart#i did it!! it's finally done!! on time!!!#well maybe not on time but in time lol#2022 encore concert live clip of flare my love#flare really is one of my absolute favorite songs#no matter how many times i hear it i fall in love with it every time#but this version in particular is so magical :)#i was thinking i might make a few freebies of the individual member versions for the vancouver show#do you think people would like that? i've never made freebies before so i'm not sure!#i think i'd be too shy to post about it and then hand them out but we'll see haha#okay back to chores and concert prepping again#i cannot believe i'm going to two lucy concerts and then have a work conference like two days after#i was only going to go to one concert but was convinced to go to a second at the last minute. to be fair it didn't take much convincing#this really did take forever but part of that is probably bc i haven't drawn anything real in like more than a year#also was i testing the procreate layer limit or was the procreate layer limit testing me lol#okay i'm done now i'll stop yapping :D#i hope you're all doing well!!#UPDATE: i did pass these out as freebies and also i got to give these to the lucys AHHH#I will never be over seeing them live and getting to meet them oh my gosh#they were soooo amazing and so so so sweet 🥺 other walwals at the concerts were also so nice!!
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My mom: *psychologically makes me feel worthless and invalidated of my existence unintentionally by not letting me have autonomy and independence I've been wanting and asking for the last 4 years*
Also my mom: WHY AREN'T YOU TAKING CARE OF YOURSELF!!!!!! OMG YOU ARE SO LAZY!!!! 🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬
Asian parents istg man like gee I wonder why I feel worthless and act worthless, it couldn't be because I was told I wasn't important, but had to keep earning for the family! Jesus fucking christ
#ziku's insane rambles#personal rant#These backwards thinking that asian parents seem to have is just.... Pain#I WISH she can see why I'm like this. I WISH she'd know what made me this way.#Because it's sure as hell NOT laziness#I feel my daily needs. I just don't feel like doing it because I've been conditioned to think I'm not worth doing all that#And yes I am self-destructive with my atrocious hours of the day spent drawing and shit#But I wonder what lead to this pattern of thinking HMMMMMMMMMM#IT COULDN'T HAVE BEEN THE FACT HER OWN ACTIONS SUBCONSCIOUSLY MADE ME FEEL LESS OF A PERSON! :D
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Dancing with the devil...
@estelletheskeleton forgot to add this here but here you go >:Dc
#illustration#my art#dust sans#utmv#undertale au#dust!sans#dusttale#dust#i wasn't sure if i was gonna post it today but it's midnight now so it technically counts as tomorrow right?? ;D#all thanks to you drag if you're reading this! you never ask for anything so how could i say no to you precious bean?? >:'Dc <3333#anyways hoo boy you guys sure liked my last dust drawing!!#which still baffles me to this day cause like. first of all i really forgot just how many of y'all liked this crusty dusty man HHH#and second i'm sorry but why is it always the art that i'm 'meh' about always the ones that pop off?? i was hiding my head in shame-#nitpicking it like crazy but then going ''eh it's not like people are gonna see this one so *shrugs*'' posting it then going °O°??!!#sorry i just never like any of my dust drawings for some reason cause i can't!! get the hang of his whole silhouette/hoodie/face combo!!#he always looks so stiiiiff in my art i'm sorry dust stans you draw him so elegant and i can't do him justice xD#((side note but the phrasing of the ask made me giggle the first time i saw it xD#thanks estelle and i really do draw if it weren't already already clear by now hhhh :'Dc <3333))#anyways i'm rebloging it later in the day for those of you that are asleep rn so bye for now >:Dc hope you liked this one<3333
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ArtFight attacks for the day!
@toldentops @jaz-the-snaz @joifee @/weedbones @/pinterestmom @/littlereddevil @/grubbypaws @rosieburrito
#my art#artfight#artfight 2024#lots of these folks are actually on tumblr so hurray for being able to tag them!!#idk if i tagged people in order last time but i made sure to put these characters in the same order as the mentions#that way people can be associated with their ocs :D#its been!! a good day for attacks!!#my attacks anyways#ive been struggling cuz i got an attack this morning that upset me and was very obviously traced from a base#which is uh. against Artfight TOS! i thought i wouldnt have that problem#i hate to be 'that person' but i guess its my kick in the teeth for attacking a new artfight user ugh
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THE BEST OF MASS EFFECT: VIRMIRE
Featuring: Cmdr. Sophie Shepard and Cmdr. Dominik Shepard With: Lt. Kaidan Alenko, Gun. Chief Ashley Williams, Urdnot Wrex, and Tali'Zorah nar Rayya Ft. Special Guest Appearances by: Spec. Saren Arterius and Sovereign There is a realm of existence so far beyond your own, you cannot even imagine it... Mass Effect: Legendary Edition (2021)
#mira makes gifs ✨#sophie shepard#dominik shepard#kaidan alenko#ashley williams#urdnot wrex#tali’zorah vas normandy#mass effect#me#mass effect legendary edition#dailygaming#it’s been so long since i’ve made a BEST OF: lol but virmire called to me the other night#this isn’t really the same as the ME3 ones i’ve been breaking from tbf but also virmire is my favorite mission in ME1#and tbf this is a BEST OF: ME in general#i might make a series but i'm not quite sure yet this was just something that popped into my head when i was playing a UNC the other night#but i did get to use both the kids this time!!! :D#my favorite mindoir twins :)#bc we love BOTH sheps in this house!!!#but this was a lot of fun! i got to do some more interesting stuff with the editing and the coloring than i usually do :)#i was also planning on using a vision shot? but those are so jittery (right word?) in gif form that i scrapped it tbf#also pls excuse soph looking different in literally every gif pack i release lmaooooo#this is the last iteration of her head i promise lmao (actual canon ME1 appearance i swear ignore everything else lol)#finally fixed that sculpt and gave her her piercings and i think she matches up with dom a lil better now :)#tbf dom also went through 50 other iterations of his sculpt but i never giffed those. those are just in a screenshot folder on my PC lmao#i was gonna say OG dom versus now dom isn't that far off but tbh dom did have a CC head at one point#i call that head dan now bc i don't associate it with him anymore it looks nothing like him LMAO#OG OG soph looked crazy different too tbf. and she was an adept at one point before i scrapped that entirely.#oh OG versions of my kids how different you looked and how much you have changed#but the kids are alright! and i'll stop screaming about them now. :)#i’ll stop using the tags to rant now even if it is the mira special™️ but have a good day wherever you are!! :D
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vashwood week day two- names
#trigun#trigun stampede#oof my art i guess#vashwood#vashwood week#vash the stampede#nicholas d. wolfwood#this is directly inspired by the one and only time wolfwood calls vash stampede in tristamp#I just think it’s so interesting that he chooses to use that nickname in ep 5 to be like that’s a corpse stampede#moments after vash failed to save someone he cared about Again bc it immediately reinforces this idea of vash being a destructive force#and like the fact that his name has been turned against him and made into this like warning almost is so fucked up#like blorbo can’t even call his name his own#which is what makes wolfwood calling him other sillier nicknames so important#it detaches the legend from the person and allows him to just Exist without being labeled by someone#I also think the idea of reciprocity in their dynamic is really fascinating#it’s a mutual pining between them For Sure they don’t give much but when they do it’s equal exchange#hence the mutual first name basis at the end of my silly lil comic#this took so much time and I put wayyy too much thought into this for a daily prompt I’m like two days behind now but it was Worth It
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~ Bruno is Orange - Hop Along
~ Gore warning
Jack Harkness and Angelo Colasanto
#jack harkness#torchwood#lyric posting#angelo colasanto#captain jack harkness#:D#i made this myself#i also made the next few lines#but the image count got to more then 10 and so wouldn't fit all on tumblr#but the lines go: I'd thank you just the same#if you didn't tell#my mother says that i will surely go to hell#please be a good man. please say you won't tell#✨✨✨✨✨#...#yeah#it also applies really well because Angelo told the butcher and town about Jack#that's the scenes i used for the lyrics anyways#alright I'm done here#hope this was cool :)#I can't listen to this song without thinking of these two#hands down the best episode in Miracle Day#ok bye
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For you ✨❤️pookie❤️✨another work in progressssss~
⬇️original sketch below⬇️
#i get to draw my babies again#I GET TO DRAW MY BABIES AGAIN!!!!!:3!!!!#i love drawing my tribbles and i love to think of their interactions with each otherX3#and i just realized that I haven’t really drawn these silly siblings really interacting with one anotherrrr….gonna have to do thatt#but anyways#i finally decided how i (think) i want to draw their eyes when closed for resting#i was on the fence about either doing them the way i did before(which was a while ago) when i did the closed eye line and then just the top#lid visible or doing the way shown(which i actually first did when i did my frank&eddie piece X3)#and i think i like it this way!!!#took my a few tries but i feel pretty good about doing them where its their eye-shape with a low-line if that makes sense#phew i really hope some of that made sense#but now ive only got the faux-rendering(?) and background to do#the background shoundnt be too hard bc i want to keep it simple since its just supposed to be the ground#(i say this as if i dont say that each time i do a background that always ends up taking a whole day)#welcome home#welcome home clown illustrations#welcome home puppet show#welcome home oc#welcome home mitt#welcome home tibbers#welcome home houi#mitt n tribbles#tibbers t tribbles#houi d tribbles#<i dont care that nobody else will probably ever use these tags gotta make sure my babies have their own#artists on tumblr#wip#wip tag#sketch#digital art
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I'm honestly shocked that since Emotion/Representation aired I've yet to see anyone do anything at all with Felix and Mary Shelley's Frankenstein??? I think about it every day it's literally THE Felix piece of media. It's his entire character thesis. What are we doing guys
I KNOW I WAS JUST THINKING ABOUT IT THE OTHER DAY
To be fair I have seen a few people headcanoning it as one of Felix’s favourite books (Which yes. Absolutely. 1,000,000%) but there hasn’t been any fics/art/edits/etc. about it yet to my knowledge. My copy is at my parents’ and in French but I am tempted to find an English PDF since it’s been public domain for a good while now. The web weave potential is insane.
I have many thoughts about Felix and literature in general… I have him quote Cyrano de Bergerac all the time in my fics, for example. I was thinking of starting a list of works of art and literature he’d enjoy, so I’ll take this as a sign to get writing! I can get my fandom friends to make some suggestions as well! 📝
Edit: @bittersweetresilience got us covered, our honour is safe 💜🦚
#For now I really need to go to bed but here’s an overview:#Frankenstein and Cyrano of course#The portrait of Dorian Gray for Emilie#Ovid’s Metamorphoses (my sister and I actually wrote a fic about it!)#L’Albatros by Charles Baudelaire (see: web weave)#Psychopompe by Amélie Nothomb (see: other web weave)#J’aime l’araignée et j’aime l’ortie by Victor Hugo#She walks in beauty by Byron for Kagami#East of Eden (I’ve yet to read it but the movie is one of my favourites to this day)#Phantom of the Opera by Gaston Leroux#The Odyssey and EPIC#All of Magritte’s art but especially La Grande Famille & L’Empire des Lumières & La Trahison des Images#Stuart Semple’s entire vibe#I wonder what he’d think of Bauhaus art actually. The entire philosophy would create conflicting feelings I’m sure#Danse Macabre by Camille Saint-Saëns#Bach’s Toccata and Fugue in D minor#He’d also prefer Salieri to Mozart while also detailing how Salieri actually made a name for himself every time the topic comes up#OH and he has the biggest crush on Milady de Winter#And Zagreus from Hades#miraculous ladybug#felix graham de vanily#tumblr asks
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Bad time of it, all things considered (Patreon)
#Doodles#SCII#Damned#ZEX#Blood#Just a bit but y'know - Enough#It honestly made me So sad that it took until his canonmates saw it happen that someone /finally/ acknowledged his spontaneous cuts D:#Like I get it it's dark and it's hard to see but his skin just opened up and he made a noise about it! The possible danger!!#And then by that point he's just so used to everyone ignoring it that their concern for him is barely even a factor weh ZEX ;;#Plus it's just a cool effect haha - sudden blood from nothing! Very rich mental movement#At least Max had someone concerned for him about it <3 Not that he could do anything about it but even just the validation of seeing it!#He has enough cuts on him :( Poor tenderized flesh#He gets all crabby from being sore from healing constantly haha :'D Of course he would!#One thing I found very interesting was the scar sidedness :0 Most of the examples in the gallery have his scar and missing eye opposite#But that's not necessarily the case! I actually scoured mid-read and there /are/ a couple instances of matching side!#They're very tiny so I overlooked them upon first viewing hehe ♪ But they're there! It's very interesting to me!#I like the aesthetics of the opposite - probably because I'm more used to it lol - but I can see the appeal and reasoning for the other way#I do honestly enjoy how much is open to interpretation and allowance uwu♪ And what's consistent! Like how it's always his right eye :D#That tracks hehe ♫#Haha his meeting with his delightfully inept counselor - I'm pretty sure I was actually more angry about his supposed injury than he was#He chilled out pretty quickly while I was just - A Scratched Cornea??? The disrespect!!#So happy with his eyebrow expression on that one as well ah <3#It really does make me curious for how the staff is kept there - they don't /seem/ malicious during the day! But they're also unaware#It's interesting where the lines of reality are between everyone :D Very interesting ♪#Capping off with another song my playlist is looking quite healthy now hehe#Flagpole Sitta is one of those songs that only comes up for me every half dozen years or so but when it Does - phewph#It is /such/ a ZEX song to me now hehe <3 The flirtiness and exasperation - the defeatism even! So many killer lines#I think my favourite is ''I'm not sick but I'm not well'' ask me to read into that I will I'm gonna I'll do it even if you don't ask me lol#So fun to draw those lapses in control the poor dear ♥#The digital reconstruction there was a lot of fun as well actually :D I think I nailed it :3 Pulled around from all over the page! Pleased ♪
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non-newtonian fluids my beloved
#personal#for context I got bored while baking and made oobleck#might I suggest to whomevers eyes find these tags go make some oobleck#my current state of contentedness is a 10/10#actually more like a 9/10 because I looked up non newtonian fluids to make sure I was talking about the right thing#and apparently sperm is one too :D#so do with that information what you will#science things#you learn something new every day
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#not snz#more musings 📝 / mini vent:#not sure why my social battery is so limited 😭 and also so inconsistent#i feel like i can't sustain the amount of... like continued/consistent enthusiasm i see others giving esp in group settings#i just don't know how to engage in that way without burning out#over the past few weeks i've been stuck in like#a strange state where i can't muster the energy to properly respond to even the people i'm most excited to reply to#which is strange??#(and if that is you i am sorry 😭 i love you and i will get back to you)#i think i can't even like manage to get myself into the mindset of enjoying something for myself (eg. a conversation with a friend)#i think a part of it is the stress from work leeching into my personal life#i feel like i've been working so hard and for such long hours but its the kind of work where the progress i've made is very hard to track??#:( i just want to be off of ******* work so i can work on ******* work again#i also want to get ahead enough on everything in my life so that i write y+v D:#i feel like i haven't had a properly restful day in weeks... even over the weekend i was busy attending to others' needs#i just want a break from it all... but i dont have enough time to take off... but i dont know how much more of this i can take#i remember also feeling during uni like i was drowning#like there were simply not enough hours in a day to deliver everything i promised. it's such an awful feeling#i just feel defeated. like i've felt exhausted for weeks and weeks on end and like i spend every waking hour working on something or other#but ofc there is nothing to do but to keep at it 😭 other people can handle all of this and more#there are so many people i refuse to let down
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have y’all been streaming kimikawaii~~?
#silly little edit from a few days back that i made while skipping a dinner with the extended family lmao#the rest of the mona cds (aside from the one in her hands) s t a y e d in bc fansa shichauzo yk#i miss mona… i w a s thinking about tling at least a few pages of idol sengen tomorrow (since it’s a holiday)#then i received the handover (of job tasks) that im apparently supposed to do on friday and. lol. byebye idol sengen…#man. im not even formally trained for like half of friday’s tasks… but o h w e l l.#as an aside: im not so secretly envious of the dude who joined at the same time as me. he seems to be vibing pretty well over ‘ere.#he even said that working is ‘like being in a school lab’ with the furnace being the most dangerous thing he has to use#but if this guy’s having so much fun w h y do i have to handle concentrated acids every day???? aaaaaaaa this isnt fairrrr#though. here’s a psa for all ye acid handlers out there: always make sure the exhaust of your fumehood/fume cupboard is switched on#aka ‘i thought that id be fine using the fumehood with the exhaust off bc i was just gonna pour 2 acids. then i saw the fumes.’#i dont think i’ll forget the sight of the white vapours wafting off my concentrated hydrochloric acid for at least 3 days…#um. well. that’s enough about work tales™️. anyway!!!! stream kimikawaii!!!!!#so glad kimikawaii mv dropped last week frrr it saved my life (exaggeration)#i even recalled my childhood friend(?) of sorts thanks to it even though i haven’t thought about him in years… wonder how he’s doing though…#aaaaand yup. that’s it from me~~~~ stream kimikawaii and manifest ckun mv for soon™️!!!! that’s all gn guys~~~~
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