#sunny doodles

[intothefrisson]

he really likes cxs's cooking 🥲

I made myself sad asdfghjk but it's ok cause now you all can be sad with me

[lilbitosunny]

POV: You can't figure out how you want to draw Sun so you do expression practice to figure out his face and end up with an entirely new design for him

(Ft. A small lore drop in the last one)

[foundinthevoid]

Some idiots! <3

[anomalous-writer]

some snuuy doodles

ik they look terrible but i liked drawing them

[sunnysunmedia]

Shout out to the Miku fan across the ocean! You r a real one paying 40 USD for 3 smol stickers 💕

[faraway-sunshine]

one of them has glasses :0

Meet Whoever's In My Head #3: Austin Shinsuke

I liked my drawing from the other dump too much, so I just made a copy, isolated him and finished it up.

(Sunday 17th September, 2000, 7:12 AM)

(More under the cut)

Backstory

I don't remember an exact moment where Austin became separate from me, but I know that there was always some part of me that acted a little extra grown-up than the others. And I guess after whatever led me to develop differently, it grew into him.

He's a caretaker, one of two significant ones. A lot about Austin came from traits I found grown-up and impressive, such as height and glasses. Most of the time, he's either in turtlenecks or a loose outfit with the big sleeves that's almost like a choirboy or some other church person. The scarf is also there almost all the time.

Although I think of him as older, it's a childish sense of older, like the things I'd note set Mari and Hero apart from my friends in the same grade. He doesn't actually know much more than me about things.

Austin always excelled in trying to fix my messes. He's very anxious and finds it hard to talk, especially as he largely wanted me to present as normal most of the time (though he was gentle with the rest of us and would tell us that if it hurts us to hide we should find a compromise). When he'd be in control, he'd do things like tidy up, check on my friends if I hadn't talked to them in a while, read, do homework, and ask for help if we needed it (like in math). He's kind of a team with another presence of mine, coming in after the big feelings (like tantrums or panic attacks) or just before them to try and mitigate them. He's also very much involved with engaging with Haru, and is to him a little like Mari was to me.

He was really helpful to me and important, especially when I'd feel helpless or disconnected, but I did find him a little annoying sometimes as he'd start listing everything I could have done to avoid a bad outcome or finding solutions when I just want comfort. But he's comfortable, and nice, and knows when he's gone too far or listens if I can't take it right now.

Austin also really likes puzzles and mystery books, and he's the best gamer. He keeps trying to get the rest of us to start a more private journal to keep myself oriented, though I rarely have blackouts during important times these days (right now Austin is telling me that therapy counts as "important times", hah).

Design

He's grown-up and black and white as the rest of us, but has soft edges. Most other design choices are in the above. His eyes and Haru's are also different from the others as I used to draw them differently and they're the older ones.

His name in English and Japanese is both new. I let him pick a name and he did a bit of reading and came back with it. Though Austin's mostly happy to present as Sunny to help not confuse people.

[starlitshoals]

biig stretch

[sentientsuncakes]

Well hello again!~

[lordyglor]

Just a doodle of my newest OC, Sunny! (He’s from a new rp I’ve been invited to join, YAY!)

[dummydino]

some random sunny doodles :p

[intothefrisson]

I drew a little follow-up on my Twitter for this post and this post

[lilbitosunny]

So um.

I may have some news.

[the-lions-art-cave]

very rough doodle of sunny and glory, loosely based on the designs of the cancelled netflix show

[zipsunz]

sweet boy with a sweet tooth 🍰

[sunnysunmedia]

ehh😣💦

[faraway-sunshine]

I might finally be getting the hang of the mouse.

To go with one of my rambles, here. It's about growing up, my feelings towards my body, and my new school uniform as depicted.

Also, I might need a haircut. I dunno.

(Sunday 3rd September, 2000, 8:50 PM)