#sullina asks

[sullina]

Hey, your blog says your aroace so I was hoping you could answer a clarifying question on asexuality for me. I was wondering if it was not being sexually attracted to people, not feeling sexual desires or some mix of both? I'm asking because I don't want to use the term incorrectly in the future and figured you would know better than google.

As far as I know, asexuality is mainly not feeling sexual attraction, either never or only very rarely or in "special circumstances" (like demisexuality).

As for sexual desires, you gotta go into a bit of detail for that, because "sexual attraction" and "libido" do go hand in hand for most people, but are still separate. What I mean by that is that someone can have absolutely no desire to ever have sex, but can still get horny and masturbate. So as far as I know, sexual attraction is "I want to have sex with this person in particular", which is different from just being horny. Basically, "sexual attraction" and "sexual desires" aren't necessarily linked, but for many (non-ace) people, they very much are.

Asexuality is a huge spectrum, though, but the baseline is definitely "feeling little to no sexual attraction", and in a world where people are obsessed with sex, while simultaneusly declaring it as a taboo, that can have some interesting implications and more or less forces you to deconstruct the worldview that TV and movies, but also people in our lives, have built up around you.

If you want more information about asexuality (and maybe aromanticism as well), it would probably be best to go into one of the aro/ace subreddits. Two (aro)ace people can have very different experiences after all, and I'm still just one person^^"

[soniclozdplove]

I'm now adding a pile of crossover between mute Mel and canon Mel.

Now for Hivemind Mel!

The embodiment nightmare of the Mel's

Just like the duo, his curse still hasn't lifted. The Canon sins, TC and the Mel's would be terrified of this version.

The Canon TC now think this version a freaking fucking nightmare and has alot to think about this THING!

Like how is he this many?!?!

What the fuck happened?!?!?

What worse for them!!! That all of them are all hiveminds!!! Meaning they share the same thought, powers, knowledge, and experience!!!

Yeah, when they saw the hiveminds they just lay low and have there own thoughts to gather...

If hivemind TC meet Canon TC, Canon TC would asks them if they got there revenge and how they did it but huvemind TC just says they never got there revenge because they were scared shitless of there Mel.

Canon TC: What do you mean you're scared of that traitorous bastard?! His weaker than before! You could have easily killed him! What made you guys back down!?!?

Hivemind TC: ...

Hivemind TC: See for yourself... Bitch

When they saw the hiveminds, they looked in horror while hivemind TC just "See, mess up right? I thought so". They now understand why they gave up getting revenge on their Mel.

With this many... they can't even kill the one they supposed to kill! not to mention their DK told them under no circonstances never let Mel die again!

Which was pretty understandable.

When hivemind Mel meet the canon TC, he wasn't even scared of them. Just walk around like they were close friends and was nonchalant. He would be looming around Canon Zeldris, inspecting him

Hivemind Mel: Woah... your his Zeldris?

Canon Zeldris: Yes...?

Hivemind Mel, hugging canon Zeldris tightly: YOU'RE SO ADORABLE! HIS SO LUCKY TO HAVE YOU!

Canon Zeldris: WTH?! LET GO OF ME!

Hivemind Zeldris: Don't even bother, this is what he did to me when I got revived

Pffft that's hilarious! Altho I'm not at all related to hivemind so... @sullina I think this one is for you

Personally, tho Mute Mel would be MORE than terrified of the hivemind... he'd want to burn it with fire... no... to burn everything they touch with fire!

[valewright67]

Hey, so for my English final, we're supposed to do like a persuasive presentation on something we're passionate about. Very vague. But I'm doing Fandom Culture.

So like. How many of you would be willing to answer questions I ask for me to put in? If you're down, leave a comment, you don't have to reblog if you don't want to, just let me know.

@soniclozdplove @zorria @demonprincezeldris @bestjeanistmonster @sprinklzz @sesshlidia @window-weather @ounknowingo @sullina @animalarte @cyber-demonslayer

Anyone I didn't tag who is interested is also welcome to help out, I appreciate all back up on this.

[demonprincezeldris]

Similar idea as @sullina but also different. This is a Canon adjacent universe so everything that happens in Canon did happen including Curse of Light, only Meljodas and Elizabeth never got married. After 3000 years of the curse the two feel that getting married at that point wouldn't be healthy so they're "taking a break" so to speak. They aren't sure at this point if their love for each other is still genuine or jsut a byproduct of the curse and don't wanna risk going into a relationship again without knowing for certain.

So, Meliodas is still a traitor, still runs the Boar Hat, and Elizabeth helps put whenever she can simply because she adores the Boar Hat so much.ita not the happily ever after they'd envisioned but its nice, simple, and they wouldn't have it any other way.

Then Meliodas gets the delivery order, Zeldris' own way of extending a hand after the mess that was Cursed by Light and, since he's heard nothing but great things about the Boar Hat, he figured he might as well ask his stupid brother to deliver the stuff for his banquet. Meljodas is mildly panicked since this would be the first time he's ever gone into the demon realm since Dahlia and Dubs attacked and he isn't really sure how... well... how anyone is gonna react. Elizabeth convinces him to go.

So there he isakong the delivery and the atmosphere is oddly welcoming to him. Many of the demons are still wary of course but word of his hand in defeating Dahlia and Dubs must've been passed around because nobody outright attacked him or anything. Just to be safe Zeldris insisted on signing off on the delivery. It's the first time Meliodas had seen his baby brother in regal attire and he stopped dead at the sight, not expecting it at all.

God damn did he looks handsome in those regal clothes. Zeldris was smiling slightly as he greeted his brother. "It's good to see you again, Meliodas," he said. "Y-you too," Meliodas stammered as Zeldris signed off the booze. Zeldris looked up at him after signing. "Thanks for doing this. I wouldn't really trust anyone else to deliver me booze but you."

Meliodas nodded, feeling his face heat up. "Of course. Anything for you, Zel."

[zorria]

Ugh there is this one specific reblog chain involving Meliodas having retractable fangs and not knowing how to take care of them because he was a dummy who kept them retracted to the point he got a nasty infection and Ban, Gelda, and Elizabeth all have to teach him how to brush his fucking fangs that I want to reread but I can’t find the op anywhere. It’s either you, @sullina, @birdypendragon, or @vale-wright67 but I can’t find it anywhere!

Hi so to answer your question I did get an ask where zeldris and meliodas had retractable fangs but I wrote it with @soniclozdplove and we had the sins, Eli and gelda in it too and we did write it to where meliodas did get in an infection because he neglected them for so long and the sins had to teach him how to take care of them again. (It sounds like mine at least though I could be wrong) anyways if it mine then here’s the link if you wanted to re read it!

https://zorria.tumblr.com/post/665224724924792832/zeldris-and-mel-with-tiny-fangs-thoughts

If it’s not the one you’re looking for then I’m sorry that I couldn’t be more of help to you and I hope you do find it again (I know the feeling of wanting to find a specific post and for some reason you can’t ugh the pain) if there’s anything I could do then just let me know and I’ll try my best to! 🥺❤️

[aplpaca]

21 Questions

Answer 21 questions and tag 21 people.

Tagged by: @alyssumlovesthecosmere

Nicknames: paca (online)

Zodiac Sign: libra

Height: 5′7 or 170 cm (i keep lowkey forgetting that thats slightly taller than average for women bc literally everyone in my family is taller. including my 14 year old sister. whos at least 5′10. and has been for like 2 years)

Hogwarts House: Ravenclaw

The last thing I googled: “shrug emoji”

Favorite musicians: dont really have any specific ones

Some song stuck in my head: Hooked On A Feeling

Following: 448 (many of them are cat blogs)

Followers: a number

Do you get asks: sometimes

Amount of sleep: 5-8 hours on weekdays, 8-12 weekends

Lucky number: 27?

What you’re wearing: blue/green kinda flanel-y shirt and stealth pajama shorts

Dream job: something in evolutionary/behavioral ecology research

Dream trip: botswana looks cool

Instruments: none (does playing a bard in a dnd campaign count?)

Languages: English 

Favorite songs: dont have any single specific favorite but most repeated lately is Ophelia by The Lumineers

Random fact: im allergic to cats and just fuckin ingore it bc cats are good and we have 3 and i love them

Aesthetic: clothing-wise is whatevers comfy so that ends up being anything from 1. Light Prep to 2. Flowy Farmers Market to 3. Dumpster-Dwelling Raccoon Wears The Same Bob Ross Shirt 4 Days This Week

I'll tag (no pressure tho) @gloriouschaosdonut @2hon5 @raggedyradiant @alcego @sidereon-spaceace @leo-en-english @nothingridiculous @gman2888 @heyyoufriendthere @udonthreens @broseidon-lord-of-all @svrgebinder @emeraldbroam @ravenclawkid @sullina @reassembleme @dainesanddaffodils @peachdoxie @stereotypedebunker @tiabwwtws @moonsp1r1t 

[zorria]

@ane-anemone and @sullina as soon as he slams the door he goes running upstairs to his room. Esta and Zeldris hear him run up the stairs but they don’t know what happened. They go to the door and see the sins all standing their with Elizabeth. They invite them in and ask what happened. They tell the brothers that they heard the conversation they had with Mel about his issues and when Meliodas heard them knock on the door he got upset because they heard everything and so he ran upstairs. As they are talking ban Sneaks away and goes upstairs to Meliodas’s room when he reaches the door he hears Meliodas crying and it breaks his heart quietly he slips in and shuts the door behind him locking it so the others don’t come in. And he approaches the bed as he moves the squeeks giving away his presence. Mel shoots from the bed and turns around to see ban standing there. He asks him what does he want and ban says he came to check on him to make sure he was okay and wondered if he wanted to talk about it with him. Meliodas says in quiet tone “sure” and ban sits down next to him and brings Meliodas closer to him. This action makes Meliodas feel safe bevssue of his best friends larger stature so they begin to talk.

[sullina]

just wanted to let you know that i have this glitch where i dont get any notifications from you,,,like at all

but its always a pleasant surprise when i go onto my dashboard and see you rb from me jkgfsh

oh yeah, for a while now, my main blog somehow got the direct message function revoked, and I recently saw that I got tagged in a post, but that didn't show up in my notifications either, so honestly idk what's going on ._.

[sullina]

As someone who has a switch... there are a handful of games that make ot worth it. Totk, the og BOTW, Monster Hunter Rise: Sunbreak (altho base rise is on console too), and Splatoon 3. Some ppl probly like Smash Bros and Animal Crossing and Mario Kart too but those are the main ones I was interested in. Oh and Pokemon Scarlet/Violet and Legends Arceus

I already have botw on the wiiu (don't judge me), that monster hunter sounds interesting, and i did like the smash game for the wii, mainly the story mode.

I got the first splatoon a few years ago and didn't reay like it at all, mario kart isn't really fun unless you play with friends (which i don't have a lot of irl), I'm really a fan of animal crossing and with the pokemon games in recent years, i feel like they're just getting worse and worse :/

I like the older zelda games, because of the puzzles throughout the worlds and because of the unique items you got in each temple that would unlock new secrets and places, and of course the big temples. Botw had pretty much none of these things, and no, 900 korok seeds don't count, because they don't do anything once you maxed out your bag space.

One of the first zelda games i played was twilight princess, which i loved. That reminds me, one of the things that botw also lacked was a companion character, which for me is a pretty big part of the game actually. And there's usually always some kind of central mechanic that the games are more or less built around. In twilight princess, it was the fact that you could turn into a wolf at will (though admittedly a bit later in the game i think), in skyward sword it was the flying and (admittedly very limited) interaction between the surface and sky.

But the central mechanic in botw was just... climbing. Which gets old really fast. Like, sure, you have an open world game, but getting around isn't really fun since you can only climb, walk/ride and glide. And the gliding is kinda fun, but eventually it just gets old, same with climbing. I would've preferred it if instead of giving us 100 outfits, there were items instead to enhance the basic abilities, because items can be taken on and off at will with a single button press without having to go into the menu for every single thing.

I also wasn't a fan of the shrines tbh. I felt the puzzles were too obvious and short most of the time and the reward was always the same, and trading the orbs in for heart or stamina containers was a bit annoying.

Also, this one's just a personl pet peeve, but i don't really like how links typical/default outfit color was changed from green to blue. Don't get me wrong, he looks good in blue, but like... nothing was wrong with green, you know?

One thing i also REALLY didn't like was the fact that you got all your runes at the start of the game and then that was it, there were no new mechanics throughout the entirety of the game. Which may appeal to some people, but for me that just made the whole game feel really same-y, like there were no new things. And I'm including the weapons, because sure there's tons of different weapons, but only three movesets, and the weapons were way too fragile, though i know I'm not alone in this point.

I could keep talking, but it's 3am, so I'll sum up what i wanted to say, which is that while botw wasn't a bad game, it wasn't really much of a zelda game and i didn't like it all that much, not enough to shell out more than 300€ for the sequel that seems to have all the same problems from what I've seen so far. But maybe I'll change my opinion, idk. If you want more of my ramblings on botw, you'll have to wait until tomorrow.

[sullina]

How's the tooth??

Still hurtin' :D

[sullina]

Plz be safe and I hope you feel better

Thanks^^ I hope to feel better soon, too tbh^^"

[sullina]

Hope you do okay and recover. Trust me I know the pain. I got my teeth out a long time ago.

Take your time :)

Thank you for the well wishes :)

I hope I get better soon, one bc it really hurts and two bc I got shit I'm supposed to be doing, like, aside from tumblr :/

[sullina]

nnt swap curse. Vaizel episode?

I think Meliodas would be absolutely ecstatic to take part in the fight festival, which makes it a shame that Elizabeth and King (and Diane probably too) think it's a terrible, since he's the prince and all. And unlike the case with canon Elizabeth, who I think mostly just stayed in the capital, Meliodas in this au was eager to travel and did, with the Troublesome Trio, and I can definitely picture him having participated in the fight festival before, or if he was too young to (we don't know if there's a cut off age for participants, but in canon, Meliodas was thought to be a child and he was still allowed to participate).

If he was too young, he still would've watched, probably. In canon, we hear Howzer say that he had wanted to participate in the fight festival for years, but never could, because of work, so in this au, I think he might've been Meliodas' escort, maybe even along with the other two. Gilthunder might've entered solely to show off a little to Meliodas.

Back to present day though, I think Meliodas would've gotten stuck with gathering ingredients or something, anyway away from the arena. I think Diane would enter with the others to get her hammer back instead of staying behind with Meliodas, but since he can't stay behind alone, I think King would stay and keep an eye on him, since Ban can't exactly be trusted to be responsible (plus, he would never pass up a chance to fight with Elizabeth, who is his captain in this au), and the reason why Diane stayed behind was to spend time with Elizabeth. (This is me after writing a whole bunch more and then realizing that Diane still kinda needs to get shrunken down, so let's say Diane also went with them since she can't attend the Fight Festival in her big form anyway, but separates herself from King and Meliodas and encounters the Chicken Matango like that.)

So King and Meliodas go into the forest to gather ingredients. Meliodas obv still wants to participate in the fight festival. At first, he tries sneaking off without King noticing, which doesn't work due to King keeping a very close eye on him, despite appearing to be half asleep. And for the next part, we could go the canon route of Meliodas manipulating King into entering the fight festival anyway for Diane, or another idea would be Meliodas trying to sneak attack King from behind, failing, and King tying him up and hiding him as a result, while he goes off to check on the others at the festival. It doesn't really matter too much where he hides him, because he would find a way to get free anyway. He wouldn't be able to untie himself completely, but he would be able to walk around.

After getting out, he would be found either by Gowther and the demonified Dale (since they were in Vaizel too at the time), or by Veronica and Griamor. If he met Gowther and Dale first, I think Dale would lash out and try to hit him, only to be stopped by Gowther, who calms him down. Meliodas would then make up some fake story about like bandits or something kidnapping him and tying him up, but he escaped. Gowther would untie him then and offer to have Meliodas travel with them, but I think Meliodas would decline in favor of going to the festival anyway, but he would disguise himself first so that no one, including the Sins would regonize him.

If he met Veronica and Griamor first, Veronica would immediately assume that the Sins had tied him up and left him (which to be fair isn't entirely untrue in this situation) and drag him back with her with the help of Griamor and his wall, after untying him. Meliodas doesn't want to, obviously, and I think he would be able to break Griamors wall with a bit of panic-induced demon strength, followed by him running to the Sins for help. Or maybe he dodges Griamor and just runs with the two going after him, either way, they end up chasing after him. If he couldn't break it though, then it would probably go something like Veronica and Griamor staying in the next town over and Elizabeth and the Sins getting him back (after Elizabeth gave King quite the scolding about leaving Meliodas alone).

Meanwhile, King had checked with the other sins and is now in the way back, not without a quiet earful from Elizabeth, who knows Meliodas more than well and what kind of trouble he often gets into. Luckily, he finds him just as Griamor is about to trap him again, and Meliodas and King both fall to the ground. Meliodas is crying because his sister and one of his life long friends are trying to capture him and he doesn't notice King at all and just keeps trying to climb over him to escape. Fortunately, King is keeping a cool head and hits Veronica and Griamor back without seriously injuring them, gathers Meliodas onto Chastifol, perhaps using its Guardian form to get a good grip on him and calm him down, and hurries to get away and to safety.

Meanwhile at the fight festival, the finale has been reached and it's Elizabeth vs Diane when Vaizel gets attacked with Guilas explosions. The one aimed at the ring is deflected by Elizabeth shooting it with her own attack before the people around them can be hurt. I don't know if Elizabeth would pull the same move as Meliodas did in canon with his whole "the Seven Deadly Sins are taking over Vaizel" spiel, but she comes up with something to get the people out of there.

Right after, they all split up to defend the town and Elizabeth goes to search for Meliodas, whom he finds with King. Meliodas has had a moment to calm down and wipe his tears away when they stop. King tells Elizabeth what happened with Veronica and decide to go back to the Boar Hat and gather the others, but are met with Guila before they can move. Jericho is already fighting Ban elsewhere.

Elizabeth engages Guila first, tasking King with protecting Meliodas. After she's defeated, King takes her on instead while telling Meliodas to run, which, for once, he does. He's good in a fight and he knows it, but without a weapon against an opponent like Guila, he knows he can't win.

While he runs, Helbram arrives and takes over fighting King, Guila and Jericho meet up to chase after Meliodas while carrying Elizabeth (Hendrickson wanted her as well, for what they don't know, but Hendrickson needs her blood to open the coffin of darkness, not Meliodas') and Veronica and Griamor also catch up with him. Hendrickson had told Guila and Jericho that Meliodas would pose a risk to their plan and that he is to be neutralized. He also told Veronica that Meliodas had "turned to the dark side" or that the Sins have manipulated him into doing it or something and that the only way for him to be cured is the goddess amber he gave her. Veronica didn't believe her brother to have turned evil, but took the amber anyway just in case.

So Guila and Jericho attack Meliodas, are stopped by Griamor, Elizabeth falling to the ground next to them outside of the bubble, and Veronica tries, unsuccessfully, to convince Meliodas to come back with her. Veronica figures that Hendrickson was, unfortunately, right and he really was corrupted by the Sins, so she uses the goddess amber on him. He gets sucked in just in time for Elizabeth, who was unconscious to see it happening.

Now, what happens next in canon is Meliodas going berserk. In this au, Elizabeth takes over his role (more or less), but I don't know if she even can go berserk like canon Mel did, since that was in direct response to being sucked into the goddess amber and freeing himself by using his demonic powers, which ended up being more than he could control. Meliodas is still at least part demon in this au, but he probably doesn't have the power to break out of the goddess amber, so I guess Elizabeth would have to break him out after Diane comes to the rescue?

I'm honestly not sure how to proceed. Sure, we could have Meliodas going berserk again, but I don't want the Sins to know too much about him already. Although, I guess one could make the guess that it's not demon powers, but actually Meliodas' original magic ability.

Okay, so, I just re-read some of the older posts of this au, because I finally found them again (I used two different tags for this au and was wondering why tf there were only so few^^") and yeah, Meliodas can totally break Griamors wall with a bit of effort and honestly, I do believe that he could also break out of the goddess amber on his own and go berserk. Maybe not as extreme as in canon, but it could happen, especially with him not knowing what's happening and paniking, leading to his demon powers overflowing.

And Elizabeth couldn't defeat the holy knights on her own, because not only does she not have a weapon, but also because she's been weakened 10 years ago. Her weakning could have been Merlin stealing her power, but I have an alternative: Meliodas got gravely hurt and his demon magic went out of control, in order to heal him and stop his magic from causing even more destruction, Elizabeth had to sacrifice a good portion of her goddess magic, making her significantly weaker and she's been unable to gain her power back for all those years, maybe because she even planted some inside Meliodas to help him control his demon magic.

Anyway, so Meliodas goes berserk with Elizabeth unable to stop him, Hendrickson almost kidnaps them both, but is ultimately stopped by Diane coming to the rescue.

Meliodas is questioned afterwards, but he pretends to know about as much as they do, which is nothing (except for Elizabeth, who isn't exactly eager to reveal anything), so for the moment, they guess that it must've been an effect of the goddess amber. Meliodas knows it isn't true, since he's always had this kind of power, but he'd rather not tell them. The Sins likely know he knows more, but they don't want to pressure him, especially since he only just started opening up to them a little bit.

[sullina]

So wait an au where the TC are watching Mel from isnide the seal is that right???

yep, that's right^^

[sullina]

Hey I saw your post about asking the emotionless Meliodas I think this is the au? https://www.tumblr.com/sullina/695499995270578176/i-was-thinking-as-its-own-thing-but-it-could

ah, yes, that must be it^^ Thank you^^

[sullina]

Your blog is a treat. Thank you very much for feeding my hyperfixations. The versions of nnt characters living rent free in my mind also thank you

I'm glad you enjoy my posts and my blog^^