#sui aesthetic

[softkiseu]

𝓡 unning

𝓥 ibing

𝓘 magination

[fashionxfile]

Kate Moss and Carla Bruni at Anna Sui SS 1993

[cutecapybarapics]

[kulturegroupie]

Kate Moss for Anna Sui | SS 1993

[delicatefawnxo]

my Anna sui mermaid perfume ˖°𓇼🌊⋆🐚🫧

[lilithmerlot]

Gothic Haute Couture / Ready to Wear

I ache to be a high fashion vampire

[obscu-rae]

[birdsribcage]

If I learned anything from classic literature is that suicide is always an option

[girlmadegrave]

Tokyo Ghoul

Official Art by Sui Ishida

[gikii]

[maybe-itsforthebest]

- j (x), tomorrow

[cutecapybarapics]

[jadeitor-art]

Saint Clement ✝

Side tale illustration of my current Camp NaNoWriMo project

[ur-older-brother]

ON SUICIDE

TW: SUICIDE

Hey you lil shits.

This is, as you guessed, on suicide.

A lot of my siblings struggle with suicidal thoughts (yes I do check on your guys blogs) and a lot of them are from the ages of 12-17. Im not going to treat you like a child but going to say this: you're young. Killing yourself stops things from getting worse but also stops things from getting better.

Here's how I know:

I used to work for a help line. Not professional but we were trained for some things. I helped there for a year before the told on my mental health became so bad I stopped. Through that time I laughed and cried. I watched people go from wanting to die to having many reasons to live. I've seen the worst as well. Well I don't doubt that many got better and healed, I know that a few didn't make it.

To this day I blame myself.

So why did I take those calls?

When I was younger, I was actively suicidal. I had severe religous trauma and anorexia as well as a piss poor relationship with my father.

By the age of thirteen, I had attempted suicide five times. By the age of thirteen I had spent on eighth of my life in hospitals. By age thirteen I had amassed over 50 scars on my body. Some self inflicted others the results of medical trauma.

It has been 2+ years since my last attempt.

Since then I have made and lost friends. Two of those friends have been lost to what was most likely suicide. For those who kept fighting, I have watched frow in beautiful ways.

For most of you, I believe you will find peace and maybe more. But you have to stay alive to see iI.

I'm proud of you, kid. Keep going.

[getfreeviolet]

ending my summer like them 🪽

[fashiontimeless]

Gisele Bündchen for Anna Sui Spring, 2000