#sub oh sangwoo

[queer-n-here]

Fucking Sangwoo dumb because why not.

Also, I got the idea to write this fic from this piece by @karmasadistic69 Lemme know if y'all want a part 2.

Also, fair warning, this one is not gonna be romantic. At all.

Contents: Reader kidnapping and fucking Sangwoo.

Warnings: Rape, kidnapping, mature themes, mentions of murder, mentions of suicide. Like I've said before, this is gonna be darker than what I usually write, you have been warned.

Oh Sangwoo.

The one behind all those serial murders.

The public didn't know yet; the cops were running around like headless chickens trying to find him.

But you knew.

You knew everything. About his mother, about his fist murder, about every single one that had followed ever since. Even about Yoon Bum, you knew.

And you hated him for it.

Yet here he was, tied to a metal bed frame and slowly regaining his consciousness as you watched his profile.

Sangwoo lifted his head slowly, eyes blinking open as his brows furrowed in confusion. The moment he realised he wasn't anywhere he knew, his eyes widened, and he whipped his head around, trying to figure out just where he was. And that's when his eyes fell on you.

You hadn't bothered to cover your face. For one, you knew Sangwoo would never manage to get past the measures you'd taken to keep him locked in your basement. For two, you wanted him to know who was going to ruin him.

"[Name]," Sangwoo said, and you saw fear in his eyes at being at the other side of this situation. He was supposed to be the one sitting in that chair, smirking; not the other way around. "What the fuck?"

You chuckled. "Surprised, are we?"

You got up from the chair, walked over closer to him and sat down at the edge of the bed. Sangwoo tried to scuttle away, to shift back, but the chains you had put around his legs and wrists would only let him get so far.

"Let's see..." You tilted your head at him. "How does it feel to be at the receiving end of this situation? Does it excite you? Does it help you understand your victims better? Or..."

You looked down at his sweaty hands, and then at his pale face. "Does it scare you?"

Sangwoo grit his teeth. He knew what you were thinking. That's what he thought every time he dealt with a victim.

Ah, he's trying to struggle away. How fun.

But he wasn't gonna let you have that satisfaction.

"How did I get here?" Sangwoo's voice was barely stable.

"Hmm," You debated internally whether or not to be like those typical movie villains that explain their plans before failing horribly to kill the hero. And then you realised, no one's a hero here. You were both deranged.

And so you said, "D'you remember me handing you that bottle of water after your match?"

You watched as Sangwoo remembered, and his eyes grew dark with hatred, but his expression remained casual. "So that's how I blacked out... Not bad."

You chuckled at his attempt to look aloof. "Oh, please, I learned from the best."

The implication of your words hit Sangwoo in the face. He narrowed his eyes. "What do you mean?"

You got up from the bed, walking over to the only barred window in the room. "It's funny, really, how the cops could never figure out it was you when you left behind all the evidence you did."

You didn't look back at him, but even in the silence you could hear the cogs of his brain turning. Should he admit to it? Or should he act like he didn't know what you were talking about?

Fuck it, if you had blackmail material on him, he had some on you, too.

"So you knew." Was the only thing he said.

"Of course I did." You turned around now, slightly excited to see his reaction. "I know everything, Sangwoo. From the body in your walls to the boy locked in your basement. Or should I say... Corpse?"

Sangwoo's face paled further, and finally, finally, a fraction of the fear he felt showed on his face.

Silence.

Then, "You killed Yoon Bum."

You laughed. "Oh, did you get attached to him?"

Sangwoo shook his head, a lie. He was attached to that boy. That's why he made him murder that bitch, so Yoon Bum could never leave him without the fear of cops. Yoon Bum was the only one he had.

He didn't love Bum, fuck no. He needed him to stay alive.

But now, he was gone, and standing in front of Sangwoo was you instead, just as insane as him, if not more.

He didn't say anything after that, and you left him to his thoughts.

The next day, you put your hands on him for the first time.

You'd thought about it many times, fuck, dreamt about it, even. And now he was here, in your hands and all yours to ruin.

When you first stripped him of his clothes, he tried to struggle. It was amusing how scared he was to have the sort of things done to him that he'd been doing to people for years now. Maybe it was because he could tell what thoughts were running through your brain, having had them himself.

You freed Sangwoo's legs, keeping his hands bound still. The next few hours were hell for Sangwoo, and heaven for you.

He gave up on struggling half-way through, using his bound wrists to hide his face instead, as if he could somehow forget you existed if he couldn't see you. His chest was heaving with each breath. As you fucked into him nice and fast, he bit down on his lips, hard, not willing to allow a single sound escape his lips to give you satisfaction.

The humiliation, the shame, the hatred he felt in those hours was so, so much more intense than anything else Sangwoo had ever experienced in his life. He wanted to kill himself, wanted to cut off each inch of his skin that you had touched. Anything, anything, if only it meant this would stop, if it meant you would stop. If it meant that he would wake up in his house again, with Bum locked up in his basement and the freedom to move his arms.

But you wouldn't let him struggle away, wouldn't even let him look away. You slapped his hands away when he tried to cover his face, and roughly grabbed his jaw to make him look at you.

"The second you break eye contact, Sangwoo," You muttered, your hips bludgeoning into his. "I won't hesitate to use these chains to choke you out of your miserable life, do you understand?"

And as much as Sangwoo wanted to die already, as much as he wanted this to end, he gulped and obeyed, lips and lashes trembling with fear.

There was no doubt that you'd do it. No doubt that you'd kill him if you got sick of him.

And so he lay there, letting you fuck him again and again and again.

[neganluver]

Heaven and Back

warnings: smut, rough sex, oral sex (m and f receiving), sadism, masochism, older man/younger woman, five some f/m/m/m/m, innocence, creampie, choking, restraints, teasing, soft sangwoo (kinda), name calling, dom/sub, blindfolds, big dics, double penetration, sang woo and berlin in suits, crying, sir kink, manhandling, throat fucking, extended universe

You were bored sitting around and doing nothing all day, so you decided to go visit your dear boyfriend. Well…one of them at least.

You invited yourself into Chang ho’s office, noticing his colleagues weren’t there. As usual, he was wearing a button up, sleeves rolled up, revealing his veiny forearms that laid beneath the fabric. “Good morning, Chang!” You spoke happily, running up to him, him taking you into his arms.

Chang was a nickname you had given him once the two of you started to become close. He’s never been given a nickname, considering he was never really in a relationship and given such a cute nickname. Of course, he’s been with many women before. But he believes it was never too serious.

Placing a large hand on one side of your face, he speaks tenderly. “Morning, sweetheart. What brings you here?” Putting a pure smile on your face, you respond. “Nothing really..” Your tone was innocent but there was a hint of neediness and lustfulness within it. All he did in response to your innocent little act was smirk.

Right before you were about to pull your next trick, Berlin walks in. “Oh? Did I interrupt something?” Berlin questioned, chaffing as usual. Berlin seemed so intimidating to you at first, but after becoming close with him, you’ve adapted to his ways. Although he still has a huge affect on you and has the skills to make you nervous within seconds. Not just you though. You know he has a knack for making people nervous. You’re not sure if you’ve ever seen him actually mad because usually in stressful situations he seems to hide his anger with his bold, fearless, cocky and cold personality. 

Rolling your eyes, you huff. “Actually you did interrupt something, Berlin.” The way you stated your sentence was full of attitude and sassy. He also noticed that you pronounced his name in a mocking matter as well. “Why’re you here, Berlin?” Chang ho questioning Berlin as well.

Sitting down, Berlin sighs. “Well…Why else? I couldn’t have my precious girl running around without any supervision, could I?” Berlin chaffed, yet truthfully speaking from his mind. Soon enough, Berlin turnt his attention towards you, patting his lap, silently inviting you to sit on his lap. Trying to hide your excitement, you roll your eyes. But it’s okay to him because he sure has all of your tricks and ways stuck in his mind now. Almost as if he has them tattooed onto his brain. It’s also as if he knows your every move. Not just that, he seems to be pretty patient with you. 

He’s never had a soft spot for anyone but ever since you’ve came into his life, he treats you differently. You’re special. More special than anyone else in his life. He seems to be more intimidating, cold, and heartless to others.

Walking towards him, you seat yourself into his lap. Hands grabbing onto your waist, he smirks. Starting to become nervous, you straddle him, burying your face into his shoulder. He loves the huge affect he has on you. The sexual tension within the room was becoming heavier and heavier, it was almost unbearable. Before the two of you could continue any further, both Sang woo and Han walk in.

Berlin chuckles as he hears you whine into his shoulder, lowering his hand onto your ass. Slowly, he kneads the soft flesh there. Hearing you gasp, a smirk appears onto his face. “Don’t worry. It’s just your other two boyfriends, doll face.” Berlin reassured. Sang woo started to speak, breaking the silence. “Were you guys really going to start without us?”

“We weren’t going to do anything dirty!” You said in defense, lifting your head up, meeting eyes with the two men that had just entered the room. “Really? You seem to be enjoying yourself while sitting on Berlin’s lap.” Han joined in. Facing you towards the others, Berlin grabbing your ass forcefully, causing you to yelp and slightly jolt forward. Chuckling, he starts to place kisses on your neck. He was rough, yet his lips were as soft as a feather.

Humming, Chang ho seats himself next to both you and Berlin. “I’m sure she’s telling the truth. She did tell me that she wasn’t in here for much. I’m sure our precious girl was just missing us. Isn’t that right?” Chang ho spoke, the words rolling off his tongue so seductively yet tenderly, sounding like a gentle melody.

His right hand held your jaw firmly, but gentle enough to not hurt you, waiting for your response. Your mouth opened, yet no words came out. Although Chang ho knew your little action was not on purpose, he smirked, amused. Sang woo slowly stepped towards the three of you, crouching down, meeting you eye to eye, his dark orbs piercing you right through your head. “It’s rude to not answer people, darling.” Sang woo’s voice having the same amount of deepness as Chang ho’s, but his voice sounded more dark. It’s almost as if his statement was a threat.

You gulped nervously, speaking with a shaky voice. “Yes, s-sir…” Both Chang ho and Sang woo smirked, enjoying your nervousness. Han enjoyed as well from a distance, but he wanted to mess around too. Standing in front of you, towering over you, Han demands “, Stand up, doll face.”

Instantly standing up, you look up at him, giving him the most pure and innocent eyes you could. Before you could get an reaction out of him, he turnt you around, facing you towards the other the three men. You could clearly see all of their huge erections straining against their pants. “What a dirty girl, huh?” Han muttered, squeezing your side roughly causing you to yelp, slightly jumping.

“Kneel.” Han ordered clear and sternly. Positioning yourself onto your knees, you place your hands on your knees, waiting for his next command. “Now, tell us what you want. Loud and clear.” Han demanded.  

“I-I…” Before you could continue your sentence, Han kicked your back gently, repeating himself “, Loud and clear.”

Whimpering, you started to speak again. “I want you guys to use me, p-please..” Tears slowly started to pool in your eyes as you begged. Berlin chuckled, noticing the tears in your eyes. “She must really want it. Look at her, holding back her tears.” He pointed out, teasing you. 

“Alright. I want you to go up to those three and let them strip you. Got it, doll face?” You nodded in response. “Good slut. Starting at Sang woo. Go.”

These four are gonna be the death of you. You weren’t surprised about Berlin and Han having a lot of similarities, including kinks. They were both like each other in some type of way. You were pretty surprised though when they both told you they were into BDSM. Specifically, they both have huge interests in gun play. But that shouldn’t have surprised you as it’s already pretty obvious.

I mean…come on. It’s Berlin and Han were talking about here.

Both Han and Sang woo aren’t the biggest teases but on the other side…Berlin and Chang ho are the biggest teases known to man kind and when those two are alone with you, you just know you’re gonna be left on the edge for hours and teased back to back. But when Han and Sang woo are in the mood and they all have you for the night, you’re more than done for.

Crawling to Sang woo, you kneel by his feet, noticing him patting his lap, indicating for you to join him. You stood up weakly, legs slightly shaking. Pulling you onto his lap, Sang woo kisses your neck roughly, almost as if he’s been craving it for forever. He could tell by your face that you wanted to be touched and kissed up and down. He knew that you were craving it and that you needed it so badly, thus he helped fill in your needs. After all, you’re his precious girl.

You are much smaller than him, so he intended to be gentle on you but he finds it hard to because how could he not want to ruin someone like you? You’re so frail, it’s almost like he doesn’t want to be rough with you one bit. Leisurely, he removes your shirt. You were just like a delicate, fragile piece of art in his hands. After all, it’s true. He was the artist and you were his canvas. With gratification, you’d gladly let him paint as much as he pleases.

You were for sure a piece of art. A piece of art so beautiful and delightful. Observing your half exposed boy, he leans down, a gentle kiss placed on one of your breasts. Upon hearing you moan softly, he’s encouraged to pleasure you more. You’ve gotta admit, Sang woo was for sure the most gentle one out of the four. Of course, although he can be intensely rough, he definitely took it easy on you. A tender kiss was placed against your collarbone, a silent signal indicating your little moment with him was over. 

Swiftly, he lifts you up, handing you over to Berlin. You never understood how they could always lift you as if you weighed nothing, as if you’re as light as a feather. I mean, of course, they were all well built but you never expected them to lift you up so effortlessly.

Now seated on Berlin’s lap, you look up at him. His eyes were dark and full of lust. You could tell he was having the most lewd thoughts running through his mind right now. A sinful smile spreads across his face, a little warning showing that he’s up to no good. He’s got the most flawless, prepossessing smile you’ve ever seen. The first time you saw him smile, you were more than in love. It had such a strong affect on you, you nearly passed out right then and there.

You’ve always encouraged him to smile, but of course, you’ve never pressured him into anything he’s uncomfortable doing. In the most quintessential way ever, he slides down your pants, removing them fully. Brutally, he grips your thigh. Hearing you whimper, a sadistic smirk creeps upon his face. His hands were rough on your body. Although they were rough, you could tell how experienced they were. Effortlessly, he places one of your legs on his side. Running his hand up and down your smooth, silky leg, he pulls you closer to him in attempt to press your body against his. Turning out to be a success, your bodies were pressed up against each other’s.

Enjoying how exposed you were to him, he whispers in your ear. “Such a pretty bitch. A beautiful little toy.” His words aiming straight towards your heart in the best way possible. You weren’t gonna deny it, you loved when he called you such names. The degrading names you always received from him were like a euphony to you.

Ultimately, he passes you over to Chang ho. Taking you into his lap, Chang ho gives your side a little squeeze. His hands were cold, the coldness of his hands and his action causing to slightly jump. An enchanting chuckle passes through his lips at your reaction.

Trouble-freely, his hand slips into your panties. You feel him starting to rub your clit in small, gentle circles, slowly getting rougher and rougher. Your moans and whimpers sounded like a melody to him. He was glad he was able to please you so well. His actions were becoming more and more brutal each second, you swear you started to see stars.

Han decided to join in, feeling his presence behind you, he unclasps your bra, revealing your breasts. Han pulls you back against him, rough hands squeezing your breasts, kneading them time to time. A pathetic whimper left you as the two of them played with you. In a state of euphoria, you start to move your hips back and fourth, desperately grinding onto Chang ho, hoping for some type of friction.

Chang ho chuckled at your desperateness. “You want it that bad? What a dirty, dirty girl.” Chang ho teased, rough fingers entering you, causing you to shudder and gasp softly. Han tilted your head backwards so that the two of you made eye contact. Looking down at you keenly, his dark and possessive eyes causing your heart to skip a few beats. Noticing the neediness in your eyes, he states “, Look at you. Still so needy, hm? What else is it you need, slut? Perhaps..” His attention and eyes turning towards Sang woo and Berlin, the two of them smirking and palming themselves through their pants.

Both Han and Chang ho stop touching you completely, the two men who were previously touching you, handed you over to the other two men who had been waiting patiently. “Lie on your back.” Sang woo ordered. Obediently and quickly, you lie on your back, waiting for your next order or their next action. Unzipping his pants, Berlin pulls down his pants enough for his cock to be freed, Sang woo doing the same. You whimpered at the sight, gulping nervously. 

There was just something about the way they removed their belts with one hand.. It just had you distracted, mesmerized. Both interrupted by the sound of your whining, they glare down at you. Timidly, you become nervous by their full attention on you. “What is it?” Berlin’s deep voice knocking you out of your thoughts. “Nothing…i-it’s just that…The way you guys took off your belts j-just..” You spoke sheepishly, wanting to hide yourself, feeling embarrassed. A chuckle escaped from Berlin, “Do the littlest things we do really get you worked up like that, doll face? Hm?”

Berlin picks his belt up off the floor, motioning with his hand for you to come towards him. Crawling to him, his left hand gripping both of your wrists, his right wrapping his belt around both of your hands, restraining you completely. Afterwards, he yanked off his tie, positioning you onto your knees as he wraps his tie around your eyes, completely covering your vision. Hearing you whine, he chuckles sadistically yet seductively. He knew you wanted to see both his and Sang woo’s face as they took you and he used that to his advantage. 

“There we go. Just behave and we’ll take it easy on you, got it?” Berlin spoke, his statement making you even more nervous. “Y-yes, sir…” You responded, nodding. Besides that, they were both long and girthy, so taking one of them would be a struggle. But…at the same time? They must be crazy to think you’ll be able to handle all that..

Berlin spreads your legs with slight force, lowering himself in between them. To start off, he covers your inner thighs with soft, tender kisses. But you knew he was just holding back his urges and getting you prepared for what’s to come. He licks a long stripe against your slit, smirking at your reaction at the contact. He was just getting started and you already were becoming undone. Slowly, he buries his head in between your legs, starting to lick you rapidly. Gasping at the sudden change, you start to squirm. Berlin grabs one of your sides roughly, enough to bruise, keeping you pinned down.

You started moaning louder and louder as his actions became rougher and rougher. You swear you went to heaven and back. He had you right where he wanted you, pleasuring you as rough as he wanted. He was an absolute professional at eating people out. If it were up to you, you’d want him to eat you out all day. He felt the same way as well. You tasted so heavenly to him, he would love to have you for breakfast, lunch, dinner, and dessert. The rope in your stomach was about to snap but then, he pulled away, licking his lips. You whined in defeat, struggling even more against the restraints. “Please…” You pleaded, your voice breaking in desperation. Berlin held your face in the palm of his hand, laughing at your pathetic state. “I don’t think so.” His response giving off an cruel and sadistic scent.

In records time, you felt him entering you, no warning or anything. He started off teasingly slow, stretching you out. But that quickly changed as he switched into a different category. Not allowing you to adjust, he roughly and quickly thrusts into you, bottoming out. Your back arched as you gasp, in another state of euphoria. In attempt to work you up, he thrusts at a teasingly slow pace. Protesting with a whimper, you started squirm. Before you could say or do anything further, Sang woo shuts you up by pushing his cock into your mouth.

In the process, Berlin suddenly picks up his pace. You moan loudly in response, trying to focus with Berlin fucking your guts out and Sang woo’s cock in your mouth. Whimpers and gasps leave your mouth as your wrap your lips around Sang woo’s cock, all sending vibrations through Sang woo’s body causing him to groan in response. Berlin leans down by your ear, muttering curses over and over whilst calling you the most lewd things ever, his thrusts getting brutally rougher and faster after every few thrusts. His groans were quiet, rumbling in his throat. You started getting closer and closer towards the edge, which makes Berlin grunt as you tighten around him. The grip he has on your hips is so hard, it has you whimpering in pain and pleasure. Eventually, the rope in your stomach snaps and with a squeal, you release your fluids all over Berlin’s cock, staining his black blazer and vest, him smirking at the sight of it.

You pull your head off Sang woo’s cock, gasping for air, slightly coughing. Berlin continues his brutal thrusts, continuously groaning, becoming more and more louder. Tears were starting to fill up into your eyes as you were relentlessly hammered into by Berlin. After a while, he let’s out a guttural groan, releasing his load inside of you, filling you up to the brim. Subsequently, he pulls out of you, leaving you empty. Before you could restart even catch your breath and relax, Sang woo pushes his cock back into your mouth, his grip on your hair tight causing you to whimper.

Cruelly, he pushes his cock all the way down your throat, trying your best to not choke on him, wanting to make him proud. Steadily, he moves his hips, listening to your little whimpers and whines. “Good, good..” A rasped praise slipping past his lips. Feeling your throat tighten around him, a deep grunt escapes from his mouth, his breathe being caught within his throat for a second. Glaring down at you, he loved the way your lips wrapped around his cock. So pink and plump. Such a pretty face you have as well. He loved every single one of your features.

Soon enough, his thrusts become more vicious, indicating he’s close. You couldn’t help it anymore and you continuously choke on his cock, whimpering. He enjoys seeing you in this state, slightly smirking. With a loud groan, he releases his load down your throat. As soon as he pulls out your mouth, you immediately gasp for air, wiping the saliva off your chin. Both Chang ho and Han smirked, realizing it’s their turn now.

You were nearly sent to heaven but you still have two more men to take. You start whining again, squirming impatiently. “Patience.” Chang ho muttered, grabbing one of your breasts roughly which easily shut you up. Hearing their pants unzipping, you started to squirm again, but this time, in anticipation. In a matter of seconds, you felt Han lift you up, shifting himself beneath you, your back pressed against his chest. Chang ho following, he positioned himself at your entrance. Suddenly, you felt Han take you from behind as Chang ho took you from the front. A loud, audible gasp escaped from your throat as they double penetrated you slowly yet painfully.

Instantly, their paces picked up, knocking the wind out of you. They both chuckled as you struggled to make any noises because of both of their cocks inside of you. They were both as girthy and long as Berlin and Sang woo so it was painful, yet pleasurable. They had a smooth rhythm and although they weren’t able to go as rough as they wanted, their thrusts were still rough enough to make you cry out in pain and pleasure. Soon enough, they were both pounding into you as rough as they could. You squealed and cried out only god knows how many times.

Han’s hand was wrapped around your throat so tightly, you could barely even make a noise. The most you could do was whimper and struggle, hoping he won’t kill you. Of course, you knew he wouldn’t do such a thing to you, but his grip on your neck was really tight, almost life threatening. Meanwhile, Chang ho’s left hand was squeezing your breasts roughly as his right held your hip tightly, as bruising as Berlin held it. Unexpectedly, you feel the rope in your stomach snap once again. Letting out a shriek, your juices spill all over the two of them.

They both grin at the huge mess you made. After a period of time, the two of them both let out deep, low groans, both finishing inside of you, filling you up completely. They both pull out, Han releasing your neck in the process, allowing you to breathe again. You instantly gasp for air, feeling glad to finally breathe again. You lie there, whimpering and panting heavily as you feel their loads leaking out of you, the blindfold around your eyes wet from your tears. “Good girl. You did a good job.” Chang ho spoke, the tone in his voice proving that he was all out of breath as well.

Berlin unties the blindfold around your eyes, Han removing the belt that was restraining you. It felt weird seeing the world again but you were glad you could finally see again. You whined, your wrists were red and hurt after being restrained for so long. Sang woo chuckled, taking your wrists into his hands, rubbing them gently, soothing them. You looked up at the four men that all took you to heaven and back, huffing. They were all already dressed, all looking professional as if nothing had just happened between the five of you. Chang ho smirks charmingly, taking your hand into his. “Come, sweetheart. Let’s get you dressed.”

The four of them were happy to have you. They all knew they had you right in the palm of their hands.

[berry-mint]

I’m fucking screaming! Like interally! Was browsing in TR sub reddit and I found the most amazing coser who portrayed Hanma, Ran, and ofc Taiju!

Damn. He even cosplayed Oh Sangwoo and Hyoga (from Dr. Stone) He nailed it. Nailed all the characters he cosplayed. 👏🏻

[sang-woos]

S-SUB SANGWOO??? my life is now completed OH MY GOD I CANT WAIT?!?!!!

its posted!!! enjoy!!

[staysuki]

squid game episode 4 reactions:

1) the title already makes me feel like there’s some confrontation going on with the main group.

2) omg who is this no.111 guy and how is he pulling some connections oml

3) gihun already catching up to sangwoo hmmm EQ time but he’s still so nice

4) ok so no.212 and no.101 relationship getting established i kinda like that. maybe in the end they’ll choose love over money or they’ll die or they’ll continue being scummy

5) a bit smart in the going for seconds route but damn that’s cold. and oop, glass bottle weapon question mark????

6) ok wow the doctor character is a surprise. this is kinda cool that there are traitors among the organization. and they did the lacking meal on purpose? wow

7) oml this is so gory and violent oh no i hope nobody in the main group dies from this sequence

8) yes finally no.67 in the group. strong man ali really coming in with a wholeass beam 😭

9) oh wow interesting, i feel like no.001 is some sort of plant hmmmmm. the “front man” (thnx netlifx subs) stopped it when no.001 started his hysterics and also he can’t remember his name hm. or maybe he’s been a contestant here for a very long time.

10) ok so i can no longer get a grasp on no.212 and no.101’s relationship, the power dynamic here is so confusing. poor 212, i thought she has the upperhand in the manipulating but ig she was getting strung along???

11) new girl character 👀 interesting. a bit disappointed that her and 67 seem to be carbon copies of each other, edge-wise but we’ll see

12) sangwoo is the kind of leader that everyone hates but at the end, you’ll realize how necessary his mean words are

13) TUG OF WAR OMFGGGG. i have a love-hate relationship with this game but i wonder how this will go, sangwoo already thinks their team is at a disadvantage, maybe strong man ali coming thru? maybe he’ll carry the entire team? omo this is excoiting

14) this is intense, they really just dropped them huh 👁👄👁 gotta commend the set design on this one though. absolutely love the shapes and the colours

15) OK MAIN CAST IS GOING NEXT. honestly this is a bit sad because this time, the game involves having your hand actually kill the others. its not like the dalgona or the red light green light where you save yourself and hopefully not think about others.

16) i bet people are underestimating team four but they are the underdog group 😤 america loves an underdog!!

17) no.001 is right. best strategy in tug-of-war is team coordination. it’s like how fighters focus strength in one area of their body to make their hits stronger even if they’re against a bigger enemy. if they all move in sync, they can exert a bigger force 🤧

18) this is actually a good strategy, we stan the wise old man trope. using their body as a center of balance to keep the rope steady is so cool. ALSO BEST ANCHOR ALI ABDUL IM IN LOVE WITH YOU

19) MY MAN SANGWOO USING PHYSICS TO TOPPLE THEIR BALANCE. BIG BRAIN I CANT BELIEVE I FORGOT ABOUT THAT. WE USED TO DO THAT ALL THE TIME OMFG WHENEVER WE WERE LOSING WE WOULD LOOSEN OUR GRIP ON THE ROPE AND THEY’D GET THROWN BACK. WE ALWAYS WERE ABLE TO TURN THE TIDES THAT WAY OMFG. the cliffhanger i cannot.

[queer-n-here]

Pt. 2 for Oh Sangwoo and the one more deranged than him.

Read Pt. 1 here.

Contents: Sangwoo becomes suicidal.

Warnings: Kidnapping, mentions of rape, attempted suicide.

Sangwoo was huddled in a corner of your basement when you went down with his food. You paid it no mind, placing the tray in your hands upon the only table top in the room. It was the usual, some rice and a couple of side dishes with a bottle of water.

You went about with the usual cleaning, dusting off the little furniture in the room, avoiding the corner where Sangwoo was crouching, face hidden in his arms. Less of avoiding, really, it was more of saving up the best part of your visit for the end.

Once you were done with everything else, you approached Sangwoo.

"Hmmm, asleep, are you?" You let him think you didn't see his fingers tremble and twitch slightly when you entered the room.

You raised a hand, and ruffled his hair. He wanted to slap your hand off and scramble backwards, but didn't. He would die but he wouldn't give you the satisfaction of having scared him.

"Tsk, tsk," You clicked your tongue. "Such a pity, isn't it, Sangwoo? How you think that corpse in your bedroom wall is that of your mother."

It worked, Sangwoo looked up, surprised, and you burst into laughter.

"Oh, come on," You teased, smirking as if you were joking with a good friend. "You can't be easier than that."

Sangwoo turned his head away, teeth gritted. He hated you.

You knew, and yet you found this sense of peace in it. Because hate wasn't the only thing he felt when he saw you. He was scared, too.

Months passed, and one by one, every single one of Sangwoo's many attempts to escape fell useless. You never punished him when you found him trying to get away; there was nothing he could do that would make you wanna hurt him more than you already did.

But you fucked him, every night. Every single time you left him breathless, pressing his tear-soaked face into the bed sheets as you ripped orgasm after orgasm from him, never the same way twice. It was a dildo now, a vibrator next, and a pile of blankets after that.

Sangwoo stopped struggling, gradually. He didn't have the strength for it anymore. He let you do as you wish, laying back in whatever position you wanted him and letting you do unspeakable things to him. He stopped trying to deny you the satisfaction of having scared him, or surprised him. He felt an exhaustion seeping into his bones that he'd never experienced before.

Every day, he woke up in your basement, and went back to sleep in it. Those four walls were the only ones he saw all day. One day, he tried to peek out the barred window, trying to get a glance at outside life. But the crack in it wasn't big enough, and he found himself breaking down at the thought of normality so close and yet so far.

When you'd originally kidnapped Sangwoo, he'd thought that you would play around with him for a couple days, then kill him. But he was so wrong. You never killed him. You only hurt him enough to make him bleed slightly, or to remind him that his life was a plaything in your hands.

He didn't want this anymore. He didn't want life anymore.

So one day, when you stepped down to deliver Sangwoo food as usual, the sight that greeted you left your scalp numb with shock.

He was sitting on the floor, a shard of glass that he'd gotten from God knows where in his hands, just an inch away from his skin.

"Sangwoo!" You yelled.

You strode over to him, grabbed the shard from his hands and threw it away. It shattered, little fragments flying across the floor.

For the first time since you'd kidnapped him, you were angry. Sangwoo only faintly registered the satisfaction of having gotten under your skin.

"You fucking piece of shit." You grabbed his face roughly, making him look up at you. "You think your life is your own to take? You still haven't realised who fucking owns you?"

Your loud voice echoed in the empty basement. Then, Sangwoo's eyes blurred over.

He didn't say anything. A tear dripped down his cheek, then another, and then he was sobbing his chin in your hand. You let go of him, frustrated beyond belief.

How fucking dare he.

Sangwoo curled up where he sat on the floor, sobs shaking his frame as he huddled closer and closer to the wall behind him, as if he could keep himself together if he merged with it.

You crouched down next to him, pushed his arms away from his face, and forced him to look at you again.

"If you fucking try this shit again, I swear to God." You said, your voice shaky. "I'm gonna make your life hell, Sangwoo."

And, looking up at you, calm as the ocean and unflinching depute his wet face, he said, "It already is."

That day, you knew your time with him was short now. No one can make someone who's insistent on dying live. And you were no magician.

[tender-vittles]

I'm curious as to why you ship AFO and shiggy together. NO HATE I swear I'm just really curious.

I will try my best to explain lol it’s just such the kind of ship that I would like... I have a type and I stick to it

Anyway, I watched the anime at the beginning of the summer and idk from the first time they interacted I was like “okay they fuckin” but I’m reallyyyyyy into their sort of dynamic in my ships, I don’t even know how to explain it but you know what I mean? Not quite dom/sub tbh but like one who’s slightly more in charge. And I have a real boner for succession shit involving a father/son dynamic (doesn’t have to be bio related). I’m sorry I suck at explaining this it’s just something I've done for so long, there is nothing good or pure here. Their interactions just have a super low key sexual vibe to them but also paternal on afo’s part. and I’m also just gross... my ships over the years....

Hermione/Voldemort (oh yeah we’re going back to Harry Potter), Hannibal/Clarice (this one’s probably the most normal), Theon/Ramsay, Roose/Ramsay, Domeric/Ramsey (GoT but the books), Sangwoo/Bum (Killing Stalking as you might already know lol) there are probably others but those are the mains

And now w/ AFO and Shiggy,I went really off the rails and now i’m obsessed with their whole relationship because it’s not really discussed as far as I've seen? idk. but anyway now I'm like wow we stan

I literally feel so bad that’s why I try to stay away from the fandom lmao except on twitter. and when I reblog stuff. maybe I have no self control. and a LOT of feelings about the two of them 

I’m sorry that probably did not answer your question, but I totally don’t mind talking more in depth about it!

[softlywithhissong]

ks ch 54 reaction & analysis

1. AAAAHHHH! Kill it Sangwoo! Kill it! NO! WHAT ARE YOU DOING?! AAAAAH!

I swear, this fucking chapter was testing me. That damn bug freaked me the fuck out. And dammit, Koogi threaded that lurking nightmare-inducing bug through so much of this chapter, it made it really hard to read, let alone analyze.

THIS CHAPTER WAS TOO FUCKIN’ SHORT! Not much to analyze, but here we go.

2. “How come we don’t do it in the bedroom anymore?” Is this a translation mix-up? Bum, you are in a bedroom; you’ve graduated to doing it in Sangwoo’s bedroom - the childhood bedroom he retreats to when he’s scared. Interesting to note, he both tried shutting the door (which didn’t stop the mom) and hiding in the wardrobe - the same wardrobe they are now pressed against. As for the downstairs room, “It was disgusting.” Self-aware Sangwoo! He associates that room with some of the more creepy shit his mom did. Though, the creepy shit (aka the bug - metaphor?) still crawled up to his bedroom. It didn’t protect him from the mother’s attempt to asphyxiate him, after all.

3. “Do you look like your mom or your dad?” Bum supposedly looks like his mom, who hasn’t been shown, but given how similar he looks to Sangwoo’s mom, some twist where Bum and Sangwoo are related is seeming less and less farfetched. Oh boy. And Sangwoo looks like his dad (but acts like his mom). “He ended up... a fat old man, though.” Um, is that the same guy, though? The guy ends up looking like Bum’s uncle, which WTF? Also, is it just me or does his height seem off? Sangwoo’s dad started out looking tall like Sangwoo and “ended up” about the height of Bum’s uncle? What is going on here? Also, dammit Sangwoo, cut that shit out with the bug! Blech. Gross.

4. “My father, who had lost his mind.” Alongside a panel of spilled pills. Is this the origin of the poison? The following panels shows the father’s head hit the edge of the table before he falls unconscious to the ground. The panels DON’T show whether Sangwoo had anything to do with it. In fact, they show the father literally foaming at the mouth - a symptom of poisoning, perhaps - and the possible cause for the father collapsing (and possible death, whether he was knocked unconscious by the hit to the table edge or not). There is NO BLOOD shown from any potential head wound, let alone a fatal one. Sangwoo is shown to be concerned and attempting to call emergency services. The mom slaps Sangwoo to stop him from calling for help and immediately starts acting as though Sangwoo killed his father accidently with a bump to the head, shifting the blame away from the more likely cause - her poisoning him to death. Wow, this lady becomes a more horrible mother each chapter. “A command to feel guilty.” Yep. “Did I kill my father?” “It wasn’t me.” Yeah, no shit, Sherlock. Of course it wasn’t you. Now, how about you have this revelation while you’re NOT DOING CREEPY SHIT. Argh! Blech. So gross.

5. Poor Bum alerts Sangwoo to his pain and still doesn’t remove what’s covering his eyes. Sangwoo pushes it up, leaving Bum to discover the bug where thankfully Bum had a normal person reaction and flung it away while shrieking. I can’t tell you how many panels of this chapter had me tempted to fling my laptop away while shrieking. “This is weird,” Bum says. YES, it is. Then of course Sangwoo goads Bum into biting him. “That’s it. Slowly... Just.. Keep biting like that.” “Keep biting. Harder. Harder.”  Okay, Sangwoo. You like Bum giving you pain. Seriously, there needs to be more Sub Sangwoo or Masochist Sangwoo fic. It’s canon. EDIT: benjilido’s probably right here. but even if born out of a sense of fairness and justice, it would be nice to see Sangwoo encourage Bum to take more control during sex.

[ao3feed-victuuri]

Four Loves

read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/2LJZ1Bg

by Queen_Of_The_Gay

A oneshot book full of my favourite ships.

Requests open.

Words: 128, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English

Fandoms: Shingeki no Kyojin | Attack on Titan, Kuroshitsuji | Black Butler, Yuri!!! on Ice (Anime), 킬링 스토킹 | Killing Stalking (Webcomic)

Rating: Not Rated

Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings

Categories: M/M

Characters: Sebastian Michaelis, Levi (Shingeki no Kyojin), Victor Nikiforov, Ciel Phantomhive, Eren Yeager, Katsuki Yuuri, Oh Sangwoo, Yoon Bum, Minor Characters

Relationships: Sebastian Michaelis/Ciel Phantomhive, Katsuki Yuuri/Victor Nikiforov, Levi/Eren Yeager, Oh Sangwoo/Yoon Bum

Additional Tags: Everyone Is Gay, Male Slash, Explicit Language, Anal Sex, Oral Sex, Underage Sex, Rough Sex, Fluff, Angst, Shameless, One Shot Collection, Happy, Healthy Relationships, Alternate Universe, Canon Compliant, Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Hand Jobs, Sensory Deprivation, Daddy Kink, Praise Kink, Master/Servant, Height Differences, Boys' Love, Crossdressing, Yaoi, Multiple Pairings, Multiple Sex Positions, Multiple Orgasms, Boys Kissing, Switching, Dom/sub, BDSM, Sugar Daddy, Mpreg, Non-Traditional Alpha/Beta/Omega Dynamics, S&M, Orgasm Delay/Denial, Edgeplay, Come Swallowing, Panty Kink, Feminization, Shota, Incest, Pedophilia, Weirdness, Fucked Up

read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/2LJZ1Bg

[fywannaone]

Hi! I'm an Australian fan and I got tickets to KCON Australia. I wanted to ask what is the best way to learn about each member or a series I can watch? (I have produce 101 s2 on my watchlist) Or a guide/blog that you recommend? I really love this blog, thank you for the awesome updates! Love from Australia 🇦🇺

hey there!! thanks for the support :) this is a long post packed with lots of wanna one show recommendations & TONS of little facts (equipped with videos) about wanna one themselves to help new wannables! so i put everything below the “read more” line. i went really crazy with this post but have fun at kcon australia!

the ultimate wanna one starter pack

here’s some things we highly recommend watching:

energetic music video

burn it up music video

pick me (produce 101)

produce 101 season 2

the first 10 episodes are subbed on 101SUBS, and the 11th (final) is coming soon!

fun watches: eye contact videos, meringue time videos and self-introduction videos, hidden box videos

wanna one go (incomplete!)

ep 1 (subbed)

ep 2 (subbed)

weekly idol

1 (subbed)

2 (no subs for this one yet since it just came out!)

wanna one’s vlive!!

this is the perfect place to see wanna one act casual! (and live, at that)

all videos have subs 1-2 days after their release

snl9

you don’t learn much about the members personalities from this as they’re all acting..but it’s a good laugh! there are plenty of inside jokes

don’t know if there are full subs yet..but there are definitely subbed cuts!! (daniel & minhyun cut, 3 minute boyfriend cuts, jisung/jaehwan/guanlin/sungwoon cut, woojin & daehwi cut - can’t find this one subbed, sorry!)

happy together 3

1 (subbed)

2 (jisung, minhyun, seongwoo, daniel & jihoon only) (no subs yet!) 

fun watches:

real night of entertainment (minhyun, daniel & jihoon only) (subbed)

the return of superman (jisung, seongwoo, daniel & jihoon only)

1 (subbed)

2 (no subs yet)

idol fever (a drama starring surprise u, fantagio’s newest idol actor group, that seongwoo had a cameo in! seongwoo is from fantagio so that explains why)

all subbed on ‘idol fever’ vlive channel 

yoojung & doyeon of i.o.i and weki meki, moonbin of astro, seo kangjoon of 5urprise appear in this drama too!

let’s eat dinner together (daniel & jihoon only) (not subs yet)

essentially a show where the two mcs, kang hodong & lee kyungkyu, and any of their guests go around on a mission to have dinner with a family

mnet present

this was a video released just before wanna one debuted with ‘energetic’! not sure if there are subs for this yet

things that happen here: members imitate each other, minhyun/seongwoo/woojin/jihoon talk in dialect with each other

energetic music video BTS

recording BTS

just roam our /tagged/v: bts, /tagged/v: sub and /tagged/v: other tags

things that haven’t come out yet, but to look forward to

it’s dangerous outside the blankets (daniel only)

it’s a new show, so we don’t know much about it. but apparently it’s just a variety show about celebrities that enjoy spending time inside! xiumin of exo, junhyung of highlight (previously known as beast), lee sangwoo & park jaejung appear alongside.

the first episode will air at 11:15 PM KST on august 27th

meet&greet

it’s a show made for idols to interact with their favourite idol groups!

it will go live at 5 PM KST on august 28th! we’ll provide links to the episode closer to its release.

immortal songs

this one is a singing show, but it often has an in-between interview-like show

wanna one’s episode is set to air at 6:05 PM KST on august 27th

about the wanna one members (make sure to visit our about page!)

kang daniel

ranked 1st in produce 101

from mmo entertainment

known to attract noonas (older women)

his name used to be ‘kang euigeon’ but he changed it because no one could pronounce it

his legendary thigh sweep

‘get ugly’ fancam

fans think he looks like apeach (hence why he is given many apeach plushies at fansigns and he has fansites based around the word ‘peach’)

daniel imitating apeach, daniel with an apeach plush, that one time in produce 101 when he looked like apeach

he (like woojin) uses busan dialect

a compilation of daniel using busan dialect

can b-boy

laughs a lot (and he said he laughs when he is embarrassed)

everyone loves kang daniel

harry pote

shares a room with seongwoo & jisung

park jihoon

ranked 2nd in produce 101

from maroo entertainment

popular since day 1 of produce 101! got known as ‘wink boy’ for winking at the end of ‘pick me’

he was previously an sm and fantagio trainee! so he listed that he is close to astro and mark of nct on his profile

people think his fashion is bad lol

NAE MAEUM SOGE, JEOJANG

he likes dancing, especially popping

is known as ‘pink sausages’ with woojin

was a child actor and (acting) cried on tv beside g-dragon once?? (+ here’s him crying to sad music on weekly idol)

kkukkukkakka

jihoon & sungwoon’s english conversation

shares a room with guanlin, woojin, minhyun & jaehwan

lee daehwi

ranked 3rd in produce 101

from brand new music

known as the center of ‘pick me’! he was voted in by the other boys from produce 101

lived in america for awhile (so he’s fluent in english - 1, on weekly idol)

formerly a jyp trainee, so he is close to somi of i.o.i!

appeared in mc gree’s ‘dangerous’

he composes! in fact, he co-produced, composed and co-wrote (woojin co-wrote too) his fellow produce 101 trainees + label mates, kim donghyun and im youngmin (mxm), title track ‘good day’! he also wrote ‘hollywood’, which was the song the brand new music trainees auditioned with at produce 101.

fans think he looks like an otter (1, 2)

MAGU MAGU

knows a lot of girl group dances (as if it’s your last by blackpink, he did a lot on weekly idol)

shares a room with jinyoung & sungwoon

kim jaehwan

ranked 4th in produce 101

independent trainee! so, he has no company (but for wanna one promotions, he signed with cj e&m)

HIS LAUGH (1, 2, 3, 4)

the boy can SING

the boy can also RAP

the boy is a VISUAL

actually, just have this video of him doing taekwondo, rapping and playing the flute

says he is 2m39

says he knows how to cook (but has never chopped onions before?) (somewhere in wanna one go ep 2)

can play the guitar! (skyfall on the guitar) (and another one) (and another one) (there are lots…)

he is the dirtiest member… (somewhere in wanna one go ep 1)

look at him chewing on this lettuce like a bunny

shares a room with jihoon, guanlin, minhyun & woojin

ong seongwoo

ranked 5th in produce 101

from fantagio music

SLATE

always funny, even during 2x dancing

his wOOOOooooOOO in ‘get ugly’

he can b-boy and do popping

was a store clothing model before (and he is embarrassed by some of the pics, 2)

he has a LOT of funny moments (1, 2, 3, 4)

can do this weird ear popping thing

the boy can ACT (and this)

shares a room with daniel & jisung

park woojin

ranked 6th in produce 101

from brand new music

says he is a seoul person, but nothing can hide his busan accent (somewhere in wanna one go ep 1)

sexy baby oh my lady

he’s got a snaggletooth

appeared in mc gree’s ‘dangerous’

his past…is something

little t.o.p, singing only one by boa, a compilation of his past

you can’t spell woojin without dancing!! (1, 2, 3 - he performed this one even when he had shingles)

not too far behind daehwi in the realm of cover dances!

is known as ‘pink sausages’ with jihoon

shares a room with minhyun, jaehwan, guanlin & jihoon

lai guanlin

ranked 7th in produce 101

from cube entertainment

LOVES WOOSEOK FROM PENTAGON (1, 2, 3, 4, 5)

he’s from taiwan and can speak chinese, english & korean

this troublemaker cover with seonho (another cube trainee that participated in produce 101 with him) 

rapping

the giggliest maknae ever (just watch any wanna one video and he will probably be giggling on the side)

eating

timber cover he did when he was younger…lol

he’s got a messy locker at cube

but he’s also (in guanlin’s words) a manly man 

shares room with jihoon, jaehwan, minhyun & woojin

yoon jisung

ranked 8th in produce 101

from mmo entertainment

YOON JISUNG SSHI

leader of talkative mmo

when he got 3rd place

invented the legendary circle clap

great leader

dancing to red flavor by red velvet!

dubbed the mom of the group

jinyoung talks about how caring jisung is somewhere in wanna one go ep 1

b-boying god yoon jisung

seongwoo scaring jisung somewhere in wanna one go ep 1

his fans are called rice grains, so he is their rice pot

shares room with daniel & seongwoo

hwang minhyun

ranked 9th in produce 101

from pledis entertainment

in a group called nu’est, which debuted back in 2012

4/5 nu’est members (minhyun, baekho/dongho, ren/minki, jr/kim jonghyun) joined produce 101 in hopes of gaining popularity and fans

which they did! since produce, nu’est sans minhyun formed a subunit named ‘nu’est w’ (w for wait..meaning they’ll wait for minhyun to finish wanna one promos and join nu’est again) and the members have much more schedules

some nu’est songs: overcome, love paint, face, hello, if you (nu’est w)

fans think he looks like a desert fox

really likes singing (1, 2, 3, 4)

appeared in orange caramel ‘shanghai romance’

known for creating ‘justice league/sorry sorry team 2′ because a lot of the members from that team became popular after getting picked by him

also accurately guessed who would stay (and in what order they would rank) in never team

this all resulted in the nickname ‘ceo minhyun’

his face when yoojung and doyeon came

from busan, but can’t do a good busan accent anymore?

ACTING

cried at the produce 101 finale :’(

keeps doing the butt dance (1, 2, somewhere in weekly idol too i think?)

his relationship with seonho (1, 2, 3, 4, seonho appears in wanna one go ep 2)

co-produced, co-composed, co-wrote ‘thank you’ by nu’est

allergic to salt (gets rashes when in contact with salt or salty water, even his sweat!)

shares room with guanlin, jaehwan, jihoon & woojin

bae jinyoung

ranked 10th in produce 101

from c9 entertainment

small head

deep singing voice! (1, 2, 3)

YES GOOD

ttak ttak (1, 2)

jinyoung and daehwi’s relationship as described by seongwoo

hands on me center!!

allergic to shrimp

shares room with daehwi & sungwoon

ha sungwoon

ranked 11th in produce 101

from star crew entertainment (previously ardor & able)

in a group called hotshot, which debuted back in 2014

2/6 hotshot members (sungwoon & kid monster/taehyun) joined produce 101

similarly to nu’est, hotshot also gained popularity and have since (with the remaining members) comeback with ‘jelly’

some hotshot songs: i’m a hotshot, take a shot, midnight sun, watch out 

sungwoon’s and taehyun’s reaction when sungwoon appeared on the top 4 screen

pt 2 of sungwoon and taehyun’s chemistry

VOCALS FOR DAYS (1, 2, 3)

2nd most giggliest member after guanlin

spongebob impersonation

sungwoon’s grandpa appeared on wanna one go

jihoon and sungwoon’s english conversation

a good sungwoon compilation

nailing the never dance

shares room with jinyoung & daehwi

….i just started typing and couldn’t stop…i also recommend the produce 101 season 2 subreddit for timely updates and compilation posts of wanna one (as well as other produce 101 contestants)! they have posts on fanaccounts from fansignings, which are really fun to read.

[monkeyscomics]

I notice there have been arguments over “ If cosplayer using make up to look like another race is an act of racist". People attack a non Asian person for using tape and foundation darker than his/ her skin tone to cosplay Oh Sangwoo from killing stalking. As an Asian, here is my view:

I don’t find it offensive at all.

I’m not sure about cosplay culture outside Asia, but in here , there are only two goals:

1. To look as much like the character as possible 2. To show your love for the character

There is no boundary in the use of make up, fake eyes lashes, wigs, tapes, contact lens …. And we do not care about the race of character, like we do not question why school girls in Japanese animations has pink, purple, blue, blonde hair. Like… these appearance are completely non Asian looking.

We really do not mind changing skin tone, hair colour, eye colour to look different from the way we were born.

In fact, way back in our history / tradition, we often do it. There were ladies painting themselves white and red. There was a judge who was famous for having a black face, which enhance his prestige. 

Asian not looking like Asian? Not a problem.

This culture is still in our drama, opera, and developed into sub-culture  & pop culture as well. Girls wearing black make up style called 109, visual rockers wearing white make up… Make up brand launch foundations for cosplayer to whiten / darken skin. Dying hair into blonde, brown is so common here. I myself also colour my hair to ginger since I like the Weasley family form Harry Potter. We change our skin colour and the rest of appearance so often, it’s like changing clothes. We do it for aesthetic, for fashion, for cosplay, for passion over foreign culture…. any reason you can name, but definitely not to mock other race. And it’s definitely not racist. I believe people who attack the Oh Sangwoo cosplayer are trying to defend Asian. I appreciate your good intention. But we do not find the “yellow facing” offensive. If you wish to respect Asian, please also respect our make up culture and cosplay culture, instead of focusing on our colour. Every colour is beautiful. If “______ facing” is not acceptable in your country. I respect that. But please do not attack Asian cosplayer for doing so, like what happened when Pion Kim cosplay as a Mexican character SOMBRA from Blizzard Entertainment's game Overwatch. The cosplayer is Korean. She is not bounded by your values. Cosplay is an act of love, lets just have fun and keep hates out of it. Also, please be reminded that, people on internet, are people. Say something nice :) * People in the photos are all Asian * Whitewashing in Hollywood is another thing since it’s about job opportunities. Photo source:

1. Cos Cos makeup (Top left) http://coscos.me

2. Taylor swift transformation make up (With subs) 테일러 스위프트 커버 메이크업 (Top Middle) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x9EF-r4LMUI

3. 包青天 the judge from TVB drama (Top right) 4. 109 make up style (Bottom Right) http://www.niusnews.com/=P1xxro77 5. Kamijo (visual rocker)(Bottom Left) 6. Mana (visual rocker)(person with white and blue make up in the right) 7. Japanese tradition make up from drama《歌舞伎華之戀》( Center ) http://www.tbs.co.jp/pintokona/ 8. Old paint of ancient Chinese lady (Center) https://www.fingerdaily.com/thread-4019-1-1.html

[nickmpreg]

Okay but Kari listen about this teacher. We had a test today and this bitch talked throughout the whole thing. She went over the notes during the WHOLE THING IS THIS CHEATING?? And she plays this loud ass music it’s ridiculous. Then I finish the test, open up my computer and start writing my research paper on infamous murders (it’s cool just saying) and this bitch oh my godddd tells me that she wants me to do an unassigned exercise she posted?? Vs my paper due Monday??? (1/?)

And I told her “whatever you posted isn’t even assigned for a grade. This is due Monday.” Like a whole ass paper is due Monday and this woman wants me doing something she didn’t even assign. And she’s all “I don’t know what I need to do, do you want me to email your parents?” EMAIL MY PARENTS?? THIS ISNT MIDDLE SCHOOL?? IM GOING TO GRADUATE SOON?? So I told her “do it” because what the fuck will my parents do? I don’t even live with my dad and my mom knows I’m not 12 (2/?)

So she walks away and I keep doing my paper because fuck her this is more important to me. Then we have exactly 2 minutes left of that period and she tries calling me and someone else up to the board (this bitch oh my god we’re not BABIES) and shes actually expecting us to go up there and do it. With. 2. Minutes. Left. Like hell I will I have places to BE so I told her “yeah I’d rather not” and packed my computer up. Like what the fuck am I gonna do write (1) number down? (3/?)

Then she walks up to me and goes “if this keeps happening I won’t email your parents, I’ll write you up.” And I told her “? Okay?” Like im trying to transfer anyway, and you’re writing people up left and right there’s no way anyone will take a new teacher seriously like that. Then I think I accidentally left before we were allowed to leave but yeah that was my day

-

this teacher sounds exactly like this sub we had one time who wrote kids up for . dropping their pencils and one time yanked on my hair bc i was away from my desk talking to a friend so i just feel like ur legally allowed to sangwoo her ankles

[ao3feed-yurionice]

Four Loves

read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/2H1e7ih

by Queen_Of_The_Gay

A oneshot book full of my favourite ships.

Requests open.

Words: 128, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English

Fandoms: Shingeki no Kyojin | Attack on Titan, Kuroshitsuji | Black Butler, Yuri!!! on Ice (Anime), 킬링 스토킹 | Killing Stalking (Webcomic)

Rating: Not Rated

Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings

Categories: M/M

Characters: Sebastian Michaelis, Levi (Shingeki no Kyojin), Victor Nikiforov, Ciel Phantomhive, Eren Yeager, Katsuki Yuuri, Oh Sangwoo, Yoon Bum, Minor Characters

Relationships: Sebastian Michaelis/Ciel Phantomhive, Katsuki Yuuri/Victor Nikiforov, Levi/Eren Yeager, Oh Sangwoo/Yoon Bum

Additional Tags: Everyone Is Gay, Male Slash, Explicit Language, Anal Sex, Oral Sex, Underage Sex, Rough Sex, Fluff, Angst, Shameless, One Shot Collection, Alternate Universe, Canon Compliant, Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Hand Jobs, Sensory Deprivation, Daddy Kink, Praise Kink, Master/Servant, Height Differences, Boys' Love, Crossdressing, Yaoi, Multiple Pairings, Multiple Sex Positions, Multiple Orgasms, Boys Kissing, Switching, Dom/sub, BDSM, Sugar Daddy, Mpreg, Non-Traditional Alpha/Beta/Omega Dynamics, S&M, Orgasm Delay/Denial, Edgeplay, Come Swallowing, Panty Kink, Feminization, Shota, Incest, Pedophilia, Weirdness, Fucked Up, Rape/Non-con Elements, bad

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[beauregardance]

Why Rewrite?

I’m rewriting cover my skin (Sun-Kissed Light) due partially to becoming more conscious about what kind of mlm fanfiction I’m writing (as a cis-woman outside of the mlm community) and whether or not it contributes to homophobic fujoshi-esque tropes of torture porn. I’ve elaborated more on it under in this post.

Since I’ve already explained my feelings there, I won’t be talking more about it unless anyone else has questions, which I will gladly answer.

Now more on the logistics!

Confessions:

1. I did not intend for it to be a long fanfic. In fact, I went out seeking 3 chapters. And then 5. And then? Indefinite. Which leads me to my second point.

2. I had no plot.

No really, I didn’t. I had absolutely no idea where I was going with it, and my continuity errors (though I fixed them on rereads) were examples of this meandering. I had no idea who Beatrice was. I was going to cross that bridge when I got to it.

3. Unrelated subplots. 

I had no main plot, but I had too much going on the background that I wasn’t committed to exploring, and it’s very visible on a reread now. Examples include: 

Piper/Reyna, which, shame on me, wasn’t explored enough or properly!

Bianca di Angelo - which YIKES veered into ableist depictions because I had no idea what kind of illness she had and that’s already a red-flag. To understand better: Koogi from Killing Stalking not having researched BPD, and saying that she characterized Sangwoo as “not normal” and it happened to “fit” with BPD. Mental illnesses does not mean someone is unable to function in society, like I wrote in with Bianca. That shit was not okay, and I was 18 when I wrote that, not 14. I’m owning up to my mistakes now.

Hazel’s mom. What was she doing? Why was she estranged? Why is she absent from the family picture? I remember it was an important part of the story...but how? I had no idea what she did in this fanfiction to be honest. That piece was not fleshed out.

Octavian. He was going to be a subplot of the story that dealt with bullying but I don’t even think I thought more about that than beyond the first introduction.

Drew Tanaka. Who is she? Why? What does it have to do with this? What was I planning with her character? Obviously I knew I wanted to redeem her, but that’s pretty much it.

Percy Jackson. He appeared in like two chapters and disappeared. I don’t think I wanted to do anything with his character except to show that Nico’s interest was switching over, but it still didn’t make a lot of sense.

4. The main characters themselves were not fleshed out.

Yes, they are already existing characters that don’t need to be fleshed out because RR has already done it. But. BUT. That is no excuse to write them blandly without any hints of AU. That’s what an AU is - they’re slightly different depending on their circumstances. That’s why Nico is a Levesque! Yet there’s nothing to be said about aspirations, dream jobs, futures. The only thing we know is that Will is going to an Ivy League school for the life sciences. That’s it. And that’s not enough. I knew Hazel was in college, but where? What is she studying? And Reyna is practically a blank slate. She cares deeply about Nico and is a Big Lesbian, which is great, but she needs more development. Piper - oh Piper. Why is she so casual about Jason having cheated on her? Did she never love him in the first place? Was she in love with Reyna the whole time but was scared due to going to a conservative school? Unfortunately, I knew I had never planned on expanding these questions, and she would always be relegated to the detective girlfriend role with no depth of her own.

5. The School / Geography

No layouts. Nothing. The only thing keeping track of the story for me was labeling the top of each chapter with the week day it took place (e.g. Monday, Tuesday etc) in my document. I had no school layouts - which okay, can be overlooked since school was almost over, but I spent 20k words in that school. Some people write a whole tragedy in 20k. Basically, when you spend that much time, there needs to be some sort of layout. Something to structure it. I had absolutely no structure.

While speaking about the school, why is it so intensely homophobic? I had written it in just for the sake of homophobia but it doesn’t sit right with me. Yes, people can be just homophobic but there’s something wrong about this.

I also had no sense of where this was taking place. The suburbs was my assumption, but it could easily be the city. Anyways, main point is: needs more development.

Now onto the writing aspect:

1. 20k words, and nothing happens.

Literally...nothing happens. I used to make fun of Twilight but....literally nothing happens in it, which is why it was dragging on so long. Part of it has to do with the fact that I didn’t know what I was going towards.

2. The purple prose is everywhere.

The reason why it’s so long and nothing happens is because there is so much purple prose. At the time I thought I was being touchingly poetic. When I reread it last week, it was too much. So many descriptions and feelings that could be cut. So many little details that took away from the scene and distracted the reader. Yes, while it was poetic, it also felt like a try-too-hard poetry, like I was forcing something out that didn’t want to be written.

3. This post.

I think this says everything about writing on abuse. I was talking in the negatives all the time. Nico was in a constant state of emptiness with no let up, no presence of anything replacing his security.

4. It doesn’t interest me anymore.

Mainly because I had no plot to begin with. Something needed to change before I could go back to it. I couldn’t keep writing chapter nine like I wasn’t feeling all of these things.

5. There was so much stalling, not a slow build or a slow burn. Just stalling.

This also had to do with not knowing where the plot was. I was putting off so many things because I didn’t know what to do with them. The main plot, I didn’t know where to go. The sub-plots - they were also a lost cause. I also knew I didn’t want Will and Nico to get together that early. But in the midst of trying to write a slow burn, it doesn’t read like a slow burn. And I think what’s essential about this fanfic is that it needs to be a slow burn. That’s the whole focus of this fanfiction. The fact that it doesn’t read like one makes it, frankly, kind of boring to read.

6. Falling in Love?

Because...it doesn’t feel like it. It’s abrupt, comes out of nowhere, and yes fanfiction can be unrealistic, but I was kind of aiming at some semblance of realism here. The gradual love didn’t feel real enough, which is why on a reread, I couldn’t invest in Will and Nico. That’s also why it didn’t feel like a slow burn. Because I didn’t buy that Nico was falling in love with Will and vice versa.

That’s all she wrote for now. 

Now what can I do with all of these notes I have for myself? Well quite simply - change it up - find the plot - retcon, and dig deeper with this story that I’ve only been skimming the surface with. Which is why I’m going to be uploading my old chapters onto my tumblr for archiving while I update with newer chapters. Some subplots are going to be retconned (you can count on the Bianca subplot disappearing because it’s disrespectful af!), replaced, or entirely made anew. So what’s going to change about the new rewrite? Is it going to be basically the same? Well yes...but also no. We’ll see when we get there ;) sketch out the entire plot! But yes, I do have a basic idea of what is going to say, and a hint to what happens in five words is: The Winter’s Tale - William Shakespeare. Take what you may from that!

ARCHIVES

Chapter Two | Chapter Three | Chapter Four | Chapter Five | Chapter Six | Chapter Seven | Chapter Eight

[queer-n-here]

Y'all, y'all, y'all.

I think I wanna try smth.

So y'all know how I've only written about sub bungou stray dogs x dome male reader, right? But as of late, every time I visit my drafts and open a fic of that sort, I find myself zoning out.

And then I saw the most wonderful non-con request by @karmasadistic69 about Oh Sangwoo from Killing Stalking, and somehow I immediately set to work.

This made me think, hmmm.... What if I'm only worn out because I've been writing about the same people over and over again? The same settings? What if... I tried a lil change?

So I think I wanna scout for fandoms to write. I've watched a shit ton of anime/manga/manhwa/whatever, but I can't name all of em (forgetful me hehe). Tell me what fandoms you want me to write for. And I'll see what I can do.

Henceforth, requests are open. I hope y'all understand why I disappeared the way I did. And I hope I never do it again.

Peace

Silver

[queer-n-here]

Masterlist

Bungou Stray Dogs

Killing Stalking

My Hero Academia

Avengers

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