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macolethings · 21 days ago

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#I hate that it’s dark at 1730 #stupid standard time

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sharkylad · 3 months ago

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Thinking about the fact that Mabel and Dipper didn't know they had two great uncles.

Yeah they are 12 and at 12 I had a shotty understanding of my family tree- But really? Nobody brought up their great uncle? Stanley? Especially since they'll be staying with his twin brother, Stanford?

Shermie never went to Stan's fake funeral, which to me means the twos relationship was strained on some level. If Shermie is older that means his view of Stan was poisoned in some way, that even as kids they weren't close. If the Shermie is younger then he never even got to meet Stan and all he knew about him was how he failed his family. Hell, people probably barely mentioned Stanley TO Shermie.

The fact that Stan had become a black stain upon the Pines family name makes me so vividly upset. Stanley faked his death and the family just- seemingly decided to strike him from the record. To pretend he didn't existed to spare themselves the sadness and shame.

Stanford and Shermie Pines. The only children worth mentioning of Filbrick and Caryn Pines.

It was never Stanford that was lost to the world. It was Stanley, ever since he had to leave New Jersy- it was always him that had to be struck from the record. Change his name, change his state, change his affiliations, destroy the remains of ghost that was Stanley Pines. Kill him so the family doesn't bring him up, doesn't ask questions, stops asking "Stanford" about his twin.

I just keep thinking about the fact that since the day he made one single mistake all the way up until Ford walks out of that machine- Stanley Pines was killed and did not exist. And Stan himself had no one to blame, he had to play the part in his own demise- He is the only one who ever knew Stanley was alive and has been for decades.

He lives in the multitudes of every personality he's ever taken, all in the hope that he himself can stop being Stanley Pines.

#gravity falls #grunkle stan #stanley pines #STANLEYYYYYY #STANLEY THEY COULD NEVER MAKE ME HATE YOU STANLEY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#sharky rants #Just. Imagine the fucking shame you have to live with #the shame that you can never be yourself. That anything you were is unwanted and forgotten #The shame of just BEING- Of taking space of- of /breathing-/#Imagine the world; your friend; your family; your colleagues being so ashamed of having known you #that you feel more comfortable with a persona to present.#You feel more comfortable stealing the identity of someone you care for deeply if only to help #If only to feel capable for once. To feel like you belong- Like youre doing something good for once #Imagine the shame that brings you to be comfortable not being yourself for 40 years.#ALL CASE YOU BROKE ONE FUCKING PROJECT??????? COME ON #I mean- the deeprooted shame was started from earlier. He was 'the stupid twin“; 'the troublemaker”; “the cheat and thief”#This was a long time coming #But those werent MISTAKES- The one time he genuinely made a Mistake he lost everything #Like he really mattered so little to the people around him #and he cant really blame them.#My cousin is a genius. Hes smart and academically achieved since I was a baby.#The only thing I had that he didnt was my ability to draw. to be creative. The guy for the longest time had a better social life then me too #I used to get brought to tears seeing his accomplishments- seeing people praise him. The shame lived in me any time I had to see him #The shame that I was the black sheep of the family next to the golden standard for a son- for a student- for a friend.#when I was none of those things #And Im lucky he was my cousin- cause if he was my brother that would have haunted me EVERY DAY rather then once or twice a year #Im better with it now; Im more content with who I am- But trauma dump aside-#I very very very much understand Stans shame in being the stupid one. The unachieved one in a family full of achieved people #the shame thats angry at him for being better. at the family for treating him special. and most of all at yourself that you cant be better #its a visceral feeling that I sadly understand

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ganondoodle · 3 months ago

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the company i work for decided that its switching from the german formal "You"(Sie) to the informal "you" (Du) in all of our websites so now we have to scour the entire database to change it and i quite frankly hate that, not just bc the unecessary extra work but especially bc its such a weird and unecessary change

i bet its bc everything here is getting englishfied (both literally and culturally it feels like, when my new boss talks its half in english bc every second german word is just replaced by an english one despite there being perfectly fine words for it in german too, its so annoying) and bc they want to sound more personal in hopes of getting more clients bc 'company is your fwiend uwu!!', i know this here is the amercian tm site so you wouldnt understand really but i do not want to be greeted with 'du' by companies, no, thats too personal, you dont know me and im not giving you my data, stay away!!

i guess thats how i would describe it .. the formal you is like a polite distance, like someone you dont know staying outside your personal space, but when its the informal 'you' it feels invasive unless i told you you can call me that, and that goes double for companies

maybe its a small thing that doesnt seem important but i cant stand it, im just a little part time worker doing data work so i got no say in it but the companies founder also announced hes giving his post to his kids some time ago so ...... since then theres been alot of changes and new projects that solely aim to imitate whats popular and whats done by other companies, despite ours being one that is, or used to be, intentionally different, like, that was the POINT, but i guess chasing trends is just too appealing for CEOs

#ganondoodles talks #personal #rare personal rant #theres more and more changes that feel so weirdly forced #like man #i thought being different was the whole point #like climate and ethics are .. or were .. the core idea and now i guess its just fine to do whatever conventional companies are doing #yeah woohoo lets also do an app thing that forces people to sign up if they want reasonable prices!#smartphones the standard everwhere!#who needs anything physical if you can put it in an a phone so syphon off data directly out of people fingertips!! yea!!!#lets use AI pitcures bc we refuse to hire more graphic desingers and they are jsut so overworked uwu #climate? ethic? whats that #argh #sorry this needed to get out #recently had a stupid conversation with a coworker bc i asked them why we are okay with AI shit now when it goes against what this-#company was presumably founded on #and he was rly defensive and said welll we dont have time and its cheap and also maybe we should got WITH the time #like that last thing especially pissed me tf off #but i cant afford to lose this job #im starting to hate it more though so the dream of being able to stay like this might not be real #i cant get a job in this place that is as nice to my mental health so idk man #i wish i was good enough at merch and online stuff so i could live of that #but even trying to find out how taxes work on that stuff is a nightmare to me

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rnelodyy · 2 months ago

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guys please im literally begging yall to understand that "the gods should have interfered when i was a hurt and scared little kid begging them for help" and "the gods shouldnt be forcing themselves onto mortals by way of colonial incursion" are not contradictory statements. ashton's perspective is flawed and biased due to their own experiences sure but its not hypocritical.

#they grew up believing in a promise and that promise was not kept #they live in a world full of stories of the gods taking pity on the downtrodden and helping them to a better life #and then when they were at their lowest they begged for help and none of them responded #and then the first time they actually saw divine intervention happen it was an angel who tried to murder them #for standing with a local resistance movement trying to push a colonial church out of their town #so now their perspective of the gods is that they are beings who act purely out of their own self interest #and thus only help mortals when its convenient for them #and yknow. some standard 'fuck the cops and the government' flavored punk mentality thrown in #critical role #ashton greymoore #cr3 #like yea you COULD boil those two ideas down to 'i think the gods should do more' and 'i think the gods should do less'#but you'd only do that if you were trying to strip away all context and nuance from the actual argument to make it sound like its stupid #to support your Epic Dunk of a character you dislike

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quirkle2 · 4 months ago

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i have GOT to stop drawing things for fics i haven't written yet

#qkdraws #id in alt #mob psycho 100 #mob psycho #mp100 #mp100 ritsu #ritsu kageyama #takenaka momozou #in general i think i'm pretty proud of this one #i was going for a very specific vibe and i'm not sure if i rly hit the mark but i got close i think #i love giving ritsu long as fuck hair. boy get u a brush and some scissors my god #goes against his generally put-together appearance in canon #in my heart he's a messy 13 year old with leaves in his hair and no brush to be seen in his bathroom. he doesn't own one.#he learns to be a little more Himself after s3 and he becomes a little less perfectly civil and a little more Wild #without the gang fights this time tho. character development #that's within ritsu standards ofc. he still says please and thank you and still sits w perfect posture at the dinner table #but if he comes home w mud in that stupid spiky cut uhm . let him live his life ? damn.#what was i talking about . ...oh right the tumblr post #if u ask me abt this fic i'll give u my entire collection of cool rocks. they're around here somewhere.some of them are sparkly #i like drawing takenaka i think his hair is fun #it's basically oot link hair and that's always cool #made it extra messy this time. to convey the Horrors #u have no idea the amount of restraint it took to NOT put ritsu in a hoodie here #im god's strongest soldier

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themostdesperatehoney · 3 months ago

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When you see a horny post and it's fine but then misogyny comes out at the end and jumpscares you

#nsft #nsft memes #my posts #queer nsft #trans nsft #ok so I just saw this post #standard degradation from a woman's pov with men etc etc etc #and then it ends with some bullshit like 'show me why I dont need stupid things like feminism'#EEEWWWWWWWWWW #that was so groossss some of y'all r fucking weirddddd #like just like ur degradation shit bruh I promise u that u dont have to fr do all that #imma b soooo real I've noticed sm misogyny in kink spaces n like... sm ppl gen believe misogynistic shit #but aneeewaysss time to go jerk off yippeeeee

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krysmcscience · 6 months ago

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I will be the first to admit I'm not the best at drawing animal or furry characters, but I wanted to get something scribbled down in my Non-Goof style, anyway. Plus, I've been enjoying the many reference pages folks were posting of their own designs for the Lamb and Narinder, so, uh. Here's mine, I guess! ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

do not comment on how long narinder's tail is or i swear to the lamb i will make it even longer next time >:]

#fanart #cult of the lamb #cotl #cotl lamb #cotl narinder #narilamb #tagging the ship because Your Honor They're Married #teeny tiny lamb and big boi narinder is my weakness leave me alone DX #i gave narinder a stupidly long tail because my own cat has a stupidly long tail and i make fun of him for it all the time #this is important to me for A Reason - which is that i enjoy adding even more reasons for people to make fun of narinder #he is my special boi and my poor little meow meow and thus i must violently shake him like he's the world's shittiest maraca #why else would i give him a long majestic cloak but then just have him wear a stupid turtleneck tunic under it and no fukken pants #there is no way that asshole has any sense of fashion - he has been out of touch with it and reality for at least one (1) millennium #anyway narinder's cloak can definitely be pulled closed to look like his standard in-game attire #also shh the lamb has plenty of wool to cover them and thus doesn't need any Censor Leaves #do NOT cite them for public indecency because that is racial discrimination against sheep and thus It Is W R O N G #btw i know i draw the lamb kinda cutesy-feminine but i promise you their gender is an eldritch void #VOID I SAY #what's in their pants? a knife #the time knife specifically (that's the eldritch part)#it might look like narinder has yaoi hands here but that's just because he's Bein' Spooky #i swear i headcanon him with normal size hands XD #also i finally drew scars on his wrists!!! i DO headcanon him with those but i try to keep designs simple in my Goofs Style lmao #once again i should be asleep

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one-vivid-judgment · 10 months ago

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Rising from my ashes and downloading Tumblr again cause Infinite Wealth dropped on Friday and I need like-minded people around me

Anyway, I like him a normal amount

#rgg #ryu ga gotoku #yakuza 8 #like a dragon #infinite wealth #eric tomizawa #i have a type and rgg knows it cause he's meeting all my standards #pathetic wet dog energy ✅ trauma ✅ stupid ✅#if i got an euro for every time I've been bewitched by a scruffy man voiced by Matthew Yang King #I'd have 2 #which isn't a lot but it's weird that it happened twice #like a dragon infinite wealth

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m0e-ru · 1 year ago

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did everybody remember when atlus finally restored the attendant social link in the steam port and how stupid it actually was

#persona 4 spoilers #persona 4 #p4 #⛽️🌫#moel gas station attendant #izanami persona #souji seta #yu narukami #tohru adachi #margaret persona #marie persona #arttag #tappous #// 'you say good bye to your senpai' okay when do i see him again #// i wish there was a rank10 but margaret said her ex doesnt do 'taught and long lasting bonds' can i at least get a final boss skip #// looking through my liveblog of this was so stupid i havent even shown all the times i kept loading saves that were in-game months apart #// because the correct flags werent triggering and the sl just disappears from the sl menu like HOW can you lose a friend #// like i kept answering the wrong prompts. gestures wildly at the jester and aeon sl. THE DOUBLE STANDARDS ARE SICK!!!!#// the attendant part time job was still working though but it was just child labor at that point with nothing fun to do #// i feel like they really had to focus on marie for this one thats why the whole sl feels incomplete because IT ISS #// atls they just 'restored' this one for fandom points or something I DONT KNOW !!!#// it was so complicated to get this far it was so ambitious but i guess it flopped by the end and we're supposed to chalk it up as 'lore'#// also heard how the last update fuckkeed it up so bad they got rid of the sl again because nobody could play it LMAOOO #// mimis so quirky like that okayy thats it for this week my dearest customers GOODNIGHT‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️#cw unreality #gsa sl au

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musashi · 2 months ago

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they should invent a asking for help with writing that doesn't completely ruin your self esteem/excitement

#wordy wendy #bangs. head. against. wall.#i miss having a writing partner i miss having a writing partner i miss having a writing partner i miss having a writing partner #please for the love of god someone write with me #please for the love of god someone have tons of ideas and no motivation #so i can have motivationand no ideas #someone please fucking puzzle out plot points with me #someone please fucking LISTEN when i sa what i want #someone please be charmed and motivated by my particular and high standards #instead of scared off by it #please i will do anything. hands and knees.#every time i get a little too excited about puzzling out a plot point #i am so fucking stupid and i run to every discord server im in like DOES ANYONE WANNA HELP!!!!#and then i remember. that no one can handle me.#no one except him and he's gone.

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kangals · 1 year ago

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fkshdjdls i posted on the dog grooming reddit to see if they thought her bangs would grow back (overall consensus so far: not guaranteed but probably) but all the comments are like "but thats the collie standard groom!" "but she looks better now!" NO YOU FOOLS YOU'RE ALL WRONG.

#i dont CARE about the breed standard groom i want my STUPID ANIME WIG #IVE SAID LIKE 3 TIMES IM NOT MAD AT THE GROOMER STOP DOWNVOTING ME

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failingcollege · 2 years ago

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This blog is anti-daylight savings time.

#it’s so stupid #standard time forever

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starflungwaddledee · 9 months ago

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this is a long shot and i'm sorry to ask, but if you don't mind, can mutuals (or contacts or regulars... just... this community) of mine who aren't jumping ship like... let me know? will any of us still be here? is it over? i'm trying to know if this really is it or what's... even happening. i hate to reassurance seek but i'm feeling pretty miserable and confused.

edit: felt like i was being really pitiful and fragile making this but everybody is being so nice to me and responding so patiently with all your thoughts and i'm in tears of gratitude thank you thank you thank you 💖

#i glanced and thought they brought out a feature so that we could turn off ai access #that seemed... okay? i thought? but now i'm really confused. i don't know. i'm so tired and scared. i just can't... keep doing this #i know this is stupid but this feels like it's my fault.#it happens every time i find something. if i'm happy somewhere. it just.... poof. goes away. i'm sorry. i'm sorry. i'm sorry #on the edit: i would only *ever* think this about myself. double standards that i hold for myself are high. i expect emotional control #& performance from myself only. i would never think badly of anyone else being stressed about this or anything. thank you for your kindness #this community has been so beautiful and kind at every turn. i'm so grateful to get to be here and meet you all #okay... being really sappy now. y'all get to see my anxiety first hand today!! whee!! anyway. i'll get it together. haha! thank you.

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scatterpatter · 8 months ago

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HEY YOU SHOULD WATCH THE BRAVE LITTLE TOASTER