#stryoblr

[vixendestroyz]

chat should I cvt orrrrr

[psychath]

If I hear this one more time I’m gonna end it

[best-of-theworst]

Well, actually funny story!

(Proceeds to tell you the most wild, traumatizing, sad and tragic story you ever heard)

[ughitsniya]

cutting isn’t enough i need a lobotomy

[gyustellations]

all of the styros i did lst night look like baby cuts now wtf

[dyingdogbones]

I only feel good about it if I hit deep styro, otherwise it doesn’t count

[kingcvtter]

Mph.

So.

Forced recovery doesn't work. It just doesn't. If you take away a cvtters blades, they'll find other ways. I fucking filed my skin down with a nail file until I bled when I didn't have access to my stuff. Until I decide to recover, if I do, I'm not going to. My mom has attempted to force me to stop sh, and that just made me more sewersidal. I attempted last night because of attempted forced recovery.

This is chaotic and rambley, but good enough.

So yeah. Forced recovery doesn't work.

[featherweight111]

TW BLADES

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got these today . . <3

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[emptymindedsstuff]

Thanks to everyone that gave me tips to take care of my infected cuts, they are indeed infected but i hope that they'll heal fast. Daily reminder to take care of yourself as best as you can :)

Also, tw: sfx makeup

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These are the ones that were bothering me, they hurt like a mf when i disinfected them, so remember to clean your cuts often. Lesson learned

[llestaire3]

I'm desperate.

No one warned me about how lonely it is to go through self destructive behaviors alone. I'm more than aware that having someone to enable me could be detrimental, but I can't find the willpower to care anymore.

I miss those friendships where it was two fucked up people against the world. We obsessed over one another, enabled each other, but at the end of the day we know we have each other. I don't get that with my partner. He's perfect in everyway, but he keeps expecting me to "get better". He thinks I am, but that's far from the case. I feel like I'm going insane. I NEED someone. Anyone who gets me.

[vixendestroyz]

no one talks about how frustrating cvtting is after you've covered every area in scars. the cvts barely gape, is harder to go deep, if you do go deep it hurts way more and take a longer time to heal, it bruises your other scars. fuck man. wish I was one of those people that only made 3 cvts per session and not be a dumb teen covering every inch of my body. ugh.

[rottenn-angel]

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[ughitsniya]

im rotting from the inside out

[crows-n-conundrums]

being addicted to sh is so funny bc now i just use it as a way to get through chores. wanna cvt? ok. you have to do all of the dishes first. still thinking about it? shower time asshole. still? alright fucker, you get to plan dinner and then you have to make it. my chore list keeps shrinking bc i don’t want to disappoint the people who know i sh but at the same time my brain really believes that if i get all the chores done i can cvt after, as if im not gonna magically make more so i wont cvt LMFAO dummy. idiot. can’t cvt if your wiping down all the doors.

anyway this has been tips w yours truly, thank you ill be here all week

[wellthatsunfortunate444]

i did a single cvt, genuinely to test the sharpness of a blade, and it was a styro???

i never really paid attention to what they looked like before bc i didnt know the terms, but now ik and i was so shocked it was white for ages and then filled in with bl00d and i was like oh! ok!